Losing my Sister

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[@redblaze93]

when i was 19 in december 2012 i was diagnosed with a glioblastoma and the doctors gave me 3 months of life again at the end of december i was operated and i got my tumor surgically removed and doctors gave me a maximum of 2 years of life now at the end of 2020 it's almost 8 year that i'm "cancer free" and my doctors said that i'm in a very low percentage of survivors of this particular type of tumor, i know every struggle your sister has faced and i'm very sorry that she didn't make it through this hell, i randomly found this video on youtube but it hit me like a punch in the stomach when i heard your sister crying for the same things i have faced, stay strong, your sister must be very proud of you and believe me even if she left this "world" she is near you every single day of your life. i give you a big hug from Italy . sorry for my bad english.

[@tyreseismyname2632]

Very happy for you😁 keep pushing on and your English is very good

[@everjust23]

much love 💕

[@grace-yi5ll]

Aww!! Wish you the best, and your English is perfectly fine!

[@redblaze93]

thank you all for your nice words, if anyone of you will ever need some more informations about the hospital where i was operated or any other kind of informations, like my diet or my lifestyle don't hesitate to contact me. I will leave here some basic contacts for all of you: I was operated in the hospital "Borgo Trento" located In Verona (Italy) telephone: [phone] I know i live on the other side of the world for the most of you, but for me this is the hospital that saved my life, and i will never be able to thank them enough for that, and i hope they can do the same for you. Also some final conclusion: after all this “path” of radiotherapy, chemotrapy and themodal, i live my life like a normal person, i can drive, read, run and do every other thing without any problem, i even stopped to take my anti epilessy pills and i don't need them anymore in my life. I hope this message can help all of you.

[@gunkgrrrl]

Can you plz comment on this comment every Month so we know you are doing well?

[@thomasolivermatthews]

That fact that 10,000 people watched your last video about charlotte shows shes still on peoples minds, her presence is still here! Her spirit lives on in us!

[@daryerod]

Absolutely!

[@eddiew2325]

@@daryerod true but at the same time true

[@darlenew1981]

@pyropulse Wow. You really had to come on here and say that?

[@mayaluna11]

I lost a sister to cancer 10 years ago. It was a traumatizing, life long wound. Time doesn't heal it. Time does make it easier to cope & live with. Bless you for discussing this topic so openly Miles.

[@maskedninja6883]

I so sorry for your loss. I am with you.

[@viccon7566]

Xxxxx

[@hssnrg3]

Rip

[@mrlance1011]

ey dude. i know you browse the comments. so just wanted to tell you, i randomly stumbled upon your sisters videos a couple of years ago. and she changed my entire outlook on life. for the better. god bless you and mum. no doubt your sister would be proud of you. all the best mate.

[@trishscreativecrafts]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sister. My aunt fought really hard and actually beat breast cancer, only to then get brain cancer. She declined very fast and the steroids made her head and face swell so much she was almost unrecognizable. She ulitmately passed away after suffering for many months. Cancer is such an awful thing for anyone to go through. Thank you for sharing your sister's story to bring more awareness.

[@betweenthepoles]

Charlotte was really fortunate to have such a loving brother and family. I can’t imagine how difficult it was to deal with the loss of such a bright, bubbly presence. I’m sure you made every second of her life, during bad times and good times, special.

[@reuben320]

I can only imagine how Incredibly difficult it is recalling the memories of your sister passing... Charlotte was and still is an amazing inspiration.

[@dinomite078]

I hate to say I know how you feel . My sister passed away 2015 . A date with an ex then she went missing her body was found 2 months later . So it’s very traumatic. Time doesn’t heal , time teaches you how to live with the pain inside . #jutsiceforERICAALONSO

[@johnwhitt377]

Sorry for your lost man. 😪

[@JMC01644]

Loss

[@harryburrows2112]

@@theenlightment3830 Loss

[@harryburrows2112]

@Milly Molly Loss

[@4EverEtched]

You sister was a beautiful woman... I see Charlottes beautiful blue eyes when I see you & your mothers... First of all I could listen to you talk all day... that accent and your being handsome helped... but it was the pure heartache and honestly that I felt from you... You didn't have to make this video, but you being a real man, wanted to help others & keep your sisters memory alive... I hope your family can enjoy the memories of that beautiful soul💗

[@Simbaogdays]

My wife has recently been diagnosed with the same thing. I’m really sorry for your loss and how it’s affected your family. Id like to thank you and your mother for your videos are really helpful as they have answered a lot of questions for me.

[@AngriestAmerican]

Get Fenbendazole. Dog dewormer. IT IS COMPLETELY SAFE for humans, but KILLS CANCER!

[@LiteralCrimeRave]

@@AngriestAmerican no

[@aizenosaimafidon1119]

@@AngriestAmerican stop that.

[@AngriestAmerican]

@@aizenosaimafidon1119 Umm,,,have your read about it at all?

[@ItsMaricruz]

@@AngriestAmerican quit being insensitive

[@LibbyLou123444]

Rest in peace Charlotte. You are such a beautiful soul who has effected so many people. And to whoever needs to hear it and especially to Charlotte's family: life isn't about your final moments. It's the moments that lead up to them. Whilst her journey was unjustly short and difficult because of her loved ones she had a rich life. Not many people can say that. She was such an intelligent young woman and I loved her approach to how she dealt with things. She was (and is) such an inspiration to me when I was younger and going through my illness.

[@raidenshogun1814]

She was a great soul,she has touched our hurts and the marks of her presence will never be healed.

[@YGOBasti]

I can relate to the things you said alot. My sister passed away from cancer 4 years ago and she was my only sibling. Seeing her getting worse and worse over almost 5 years, reading goodbye letters and seeing the nasty sides of cancer treatment left some really big scars and I think they will stay forever... The best thing we can do is to make our sisters proud and to fight back whenever our past is trying to drag us down. I'm trying to appreciate life as much as I can and I hope you can do that too. It hurts but that only shows how much we care.

[@Emma-sq1kn]

I’m sorry for your loss. I found this channel because I was looking for things about grief. I lost my older brother in 2016 and from my experience I found it difficult when I turned 40 because he was 39 when he died. So I am now older than my older brother and for some reason that really upset me and it feels wrong. I also feel sad that I can’t be an aunty and unfortunately, due to medical reasons I can’t have children so I can’t be a mother either. My mum and dad will never be grand parents and it’s just all really sad. I worry about getting older and having to deal with elderly parents on my own now that my brother has gone. I also feel sad when I see all our family photo albums and think who will those photos go to when I die. I just sobbed and sobbed when I saw them on the shelf in my mums house. What was the point of my family when it all ends with me. Sorry that’s depressing, but these are things that losing sibling brings up. I feel like when you lose a sibling you lose part of your history because nobody knows what your childhood was like only you and your sibling. Anyway, I hope you are doing ok. Take care and best wishes to you and your family.

[@ellamcsweeney8476]

sending you so much love x

[@Wilbur-em1hw]

Please don't apologize. Sorry for your loss. I really don't see it as an overshare. Thanks for sharing.

[@LadiiSpazz]

Wow wow wow I don’t know how I ended up on this channel but I want to express how beautiful your sister was .. and how brave she was for sharing her story.. I’ve been battling cancer for two years, I’m still going through chemo and radiation and have two more surgeries pending & I’ve been wondering if I should share my story for young females going through similar issues and your sister is an inspiration for us all .. I know the changes the body, the mind, the soul goes through and the impact it has on our families.. I wish you and your family lots of love and blessings and good health.. 💖🌺💖🌺🕊 -Yenny

[@carnystrickland7367]

hope you all the best with your chemo and future surgery.

[@storminite2041]

Yen x you are in my prayers. May God bless you to get well. Much love and hugs from San Francisco California. Stay strong, you are a beautiful young lady.

[@jaybube478]

You should! 🙌🏾

[@singlez8799]

I just discovered this channel. Charlotte was beautiful. And this vid was very touching and lovely. Charlotte would be proud.

[@janee4034]

You really are inspiring, Miles - the strength to keep going and not just survive the loss of your beautiful sister, but to thrive and succeed as you have, is amazing. You are going to be a great teacher!

[@Toffee146]

What an amazing brother/man you are, Miles. Charlotte couldn't have a nicer or kinder sibling. I can't even begin to imagine what you have all gone through as a family, after the loss of such a beautiful sister/daughter. Don't ever apologise, Miles. You're entitled to say whatever you wish and take as long as you need. It's so good of both you and your mother to continue with Charlotte's channel. I certainly won't forget her. Sending love to you and your mother from Sheffield, Miles.

[@caries167]

Charlotte impacted the world greatly with her courage and strength. It continues to this very day! Miss her lots!!

[@angelabaird7135]

Charlotte’s videos are so powerful. And she was so brave for showing the world the truth of her journey and her emotions. And now you are here doing the same. Thank you for having the Bravery to do this, sparked by your sister’s Courage. RIP Charlotte. Thank you for bearing your Beautiful Soul.

[@surajkumarkabbur2550]

Sorry for the loss brother, More strength to your family..❤️

[@malakmohsin5603]

I really love that you’re still posting ❤️❤️

[@dalyasert9924]

sorry for lost man,my heart,pray for you and sister.stay strong.

[@felipemunhoz8230]

I’m sorry for your lost, brother. Stay strong. God bless you!

[@JA-el3ml]

I am so sorry about the loss of your sister. I saw one of her videos. Brave soul, very giving to share her experience with the world. Having lost my own brother to lung, brain and bone cancer, it's just an overwhelming blow. Healing thoughts to you and your family.

[@ninam.6997]

So very sorry for your loss, you’re an incredibly strong person and so was your beautiful sister ❤️

[@brooklynroyale5764]

I’m sorry for your loss. ❤️😪 Prayers for your loved ones. 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

[@beverleysteele1106]

so sorry for the loss of Charlotte,my mother died of breast cancer and i understand the harrowing torment of the slow passing sending my condolences

[@sharynwithawhy1851]

So sorry for your loss. Charlotte was so beautiful and smart. 💕

[@bekah9651]

When my mom passed I was there with her. I felt guilty for feeling relief. Relief that seeing her suffer was over. I'm so sorry you are experiencing this. If you ever need someone, I am here.

[@SavannahVu1985]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I pray that your family stay strong and find peace and happiness in your lives. Your sister was such a sweet kind soul and I know her life has touched many of us. ❤️❤️RIP beautiful girl

[@markcrawfy7790]

Miss her Smiling Face So much,Love to you and all your family brother x

[@dawngentile4136]

I only recently came across Charlotte’s videos. She made me cry. What a beautiful soul. When I hear people complain about little things. I think of this young girl who was so brave and caring of others while fighting this horrible disease with a smile. I am so sorry for your loss. She will always live in your heart and in your memories. You will see her again.......one day

[@85starsandthedeeampolice]

thank you so much for being so candid, I followed Charlotte the whole way and cancer runs riot in my family. I wept watching this.Sending love and light to you and your wonderful family

[@problemchild01]

Your sister inspired so many and will continue to inspire...sending love

[@Khaleesi_Of_Kittens]

*So glad you were able to fall into something positive and place your energy there. So many end up doing the opposite after a devastating loss.*

[@rockingjamie]

You describe your journey through grief so perfectly eloquently, Miles. I am certain your sister would be immensely proud yet not at all surprised for everything you have achieved.

[@skiguru99]

You described your experience with grief really nicely. Charlotte would be proud that you achieve what you had always planned

[@jenniferguzman5855]

finding this channel makes me feel a connection i thought i could never have i feel a little comfort knowing i’m not alone feeling this hurt. no one should go through this and experience seeing the ones the love loss themselves like this it’s a different type of pain.

[@lilcoffeebandit]

Miles, i have spent the entire afternoon/evening watching Charlotte's channel and just want to thank you for putting everything in perspective. I wrote so much more...but backspaced it all. there are not words. Thanks for the perspective, thanks for sharing Charlotte's journey and all her bravery... and thanks for reminding me that my anxieties/problems are so ridiculous...and life needs to be lived. Many thanks to you all xxxxxxxxxx

[@type1krush205]

Man if I give you a hug It would be the greatest thing to help you my friend ! It's very difficult to find any words in a situation like this as bereavement is not something that goes away in a rush ! I am so sorry for all of your families loss , God bless

[@mirzuri]

I'm sorry for your loss man and she may rest in peace.

[@hxfizax]

You’re a wonderful brother I wish I had a caring loving brother like you . Charlotte is not forgotten ever, she’s appreciated inspired and loved by many. Please stay strong x

[@angelafoster1967]

Charlotte was such a beautiful person. May she be fondly remembered by her KZbin Channel. I first saw her on the Channel 4 documentary a year or two back which led me to find her on KZbin. Yes, heart breaking. Thankyou for keeping her channel open. Peace to you Miles and everyone else working with Charlottes Bag team charity.

[@tikitorchgamin1842]

Charlotte's in our hearts forever.

[@wonderwoman5528]

I always check in on you guys to see what you’re up to and keep Charlotte’s memory alive. She’d be so proud of you doing this. What you said about your loved one wanting you to succeed and live your life hit home for me. It is a very comforting thought and very true. You give hope that there are goals to work towards and comfort in nature. Grief is difficult and it’s hard. There are some haunting memories, traumatic memories, but there is always recovery. Never forgetting, ever, but carrying on alongside her spirit and memory and acting in her behalf; living your life in a way in which she’d approve. Much love to you and your mum x 🕯 💕

[@franciscolealgonzalez1333]

I am so sorry about your loss. I know what is like loosing one's sister. I'm very sorry!

[@Eve_Y]

I didn't expect to cry today. I'm so glad you feel free to discuss this with us.

[@zahja9486]

Rest in peace, I just saw her vid 3 yrs ago and now I am watching this 😭

[@JSB-2Z-2K]

Sorry for your loss. It shows that it devastated you. Don't do the wrong thing and don't give up on life, keep your head up and fight like your brave sister did, make her proud.

[@HR-od9fl]

I've watched the videos and is absolutely heart breaking to see Charlotte deteriorate ,such a brave young lovely woman,my heart really goes out to you and your family , Charlotte can live again with no pain or suffering with the Angels ❤️ ,stay strong x

[@aelps9461]

Sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace.

[@Lostcarrot]

It’s great to see you. Stay well, stay strong 💖

[@baneviento]

I'm so sorry to her. Rest in Peace 🙏

[@lou_jk]

‘And your lying there not only thinking about how much it hurts, but why it happened’ - it’s so important to share our grief, so we know that we are so very far from alone in our pain. Sending love and prayers, thank you for making this video so - beautifully said. Charlotte would be ever so proud of your courage

[@bekah9651]

I lost my mom to Glioblastoma Multiform when I was just 20 yrs old. She was diagnosed in April 07 and passed away Feb 08 It WAS HORRIBLE. I will never ever forget my mom not being able to talk, the swelling from the steroids, the seizures. I miss her so much. It's 4am and I decided to search, periodically I do search to see how the treatments are doing or coming along. I hate it.

[@pienpakvis6118]

I am so sad that you lost your sweet sister. No one deserves that. Your words are so touching and powerful...I can’t imagine the loss and the sadness. Your love for Charlotte shines through with every word that you speak,...and brought me to tears for you and for Charlotte fighting so hard against a monstrous foe that is cancer. Bless you. Charlotte would be so touched and proud of your loving words. My recommendation, if you can bear it...tell us a pot Charlotte and you growing up as siblings. I need to hear more about who she was in life...before cancer💗💗

[@dilanaa.5965]

Thank you for sharing and I wish you and your family all the best :) I’m really sorry for your loss...

[@PatriciaPageMosaicArtsCrafts]

This video is so valuable, I know Charlotte is proud of you, all the best to you, thank you so much.

[@maskedninja6883]

My mom has Stage 4 Glioblastoma Multiforme. She has had it since March of 2019. She has lost way too much weight, super sensitive to loud noises and bright things.

[@kamaka5541]

Im Sorry

[@romycullen17]

Both you and your mum are incredible people Miles, one can only hope to have this much strength to carry on after such a loss. Easy to see why C was such a wonderful young lady. She's most definitely still around and proud of you x

[@eimear1996]

Great to see you posting! I often think of charlotte and your family, she would be very proud of you. Hope you and your family stay safe,strong and continue to see the beauty in everything.

[@Kira-xs5vk]

I just recently came across a video of charlotte and of her journey with cancer and how she was struggling and I wanted so badly to reach through my phone and just grab her and hug her and I grabbed my chest and cried so hard...have been watching the videos on this channel ever since that first one..I just wanted you guys to know Charlotte and your family have affected me so much and how I view and want to live my own life...I just love you guys and am so sorry for your loss..I am however grateful to have come across Charlotte's channel she and you all really are so inspirational...thank you all for sharing your lives and stories. ❤❤❤

[@Ali74]

Thanks for giving us your own experience on her passing Miles. I’ve a younger sister myself and I cannot begin to imagine what you went through. That you went to Cambridge and got your degree is exceptional, even more so after Charlotte’s passing. She’d have been very proud of her big brother. Your whole family are lovely.

[@honourgardiner902]

Charlotte was so very lucky to have you as a brother and vice versa. Thank you for these videos! I had Charlotte's channel recommended randomly by youtube and for once, I'm very grateful!😄 Wonderful that you and your mum have such a positive outlook on life even after such pain. Take care.🤗

[@katherinehixson2085]

I've watched Charolette's channel, personally found it after discovering my own brain cyst. I am SO IN LOVE with this video, the STRENGTH WE GET FROM THOSE WE'VE LOST is by far the ultimate lesson I have learned from grief. Good job brother for being able to find the strength hiding in the confusion of death, it can be the biggest asset for coping long term. I am so proud to see someone with my like minded thoughts sharing this. It is inspirational. Rest Easy Charolette, your legacy lives on

[@royalprince5696]

Hi , how are you? Just read your comment, hope your brain cyst is under control 🙏🏻

[@JMC01644]

So very sorry for what you and your family are enduring with the loss of your beautiful Charlotte. I hope that the videos that Charlotte has made bring you some comfort. Please accept a virtual hug from me for you and your mom. Charlotte was a gift to us all and one that I am so appreciative for. Thank you for allowing Charlotte’s videos to remain on KZbin.

[@Senkino5o]

Sorry for your loss, God bless your sister.

[@MrFlazz99]

Very brave of you to come on and do this video. i know the pain never goes away. I lost my best friend to cancer (lymphoma) in 2007 and watching Charlotte's videos in 2017 reminded me what an inspiration some people can be even in the hardest of times. Charlotte would be proud of your achievements. I'm not religious or even particularly spiritual, but sometimes I wonder if there is something else - just the other day I was listening to some music by an artist I'd been introduced to by my best friend three decades previously and all through the following day I felt a strange serenity even whilst doing a drudgy job.

[@docteurshepherd]

Just stumbled across this channel. Im so sorry. Lots of love. She was beautiful inside n out what a lovely personality.

[@v8infinity8]

What a beautiful Brother you are. My Dad died young-he has been gone now longer than he lived. I am crying now about him. I wish I had known him as well as you know Charlotte, such a beautiful soul. I hope you guys keep updating.

[@kolaa4163]

I am so proud of you guys! Your family is amazing

[@millennial_fairy]

Truly sorry for you and your loved ones loss man

[@andrexskin]

I'm very sorry for your loss, I wish you and your family to be in peace, I'm sure she's there taking care of you from above us

[@rookie6850]

I'm new here but I'm so so sorry for your loss

[@kathcoles2769]

Rest in peace Charlotte x

[@PeterR0035]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. It helps me too. And I find you very courageous.

[@clockchest186]

So sorry for your loss... RIP

[@georgiah.8434]

listening

[@averyblaskowski1899]

So sorry for your loss

[@alexk4753]

I’m really sorry this has happened to you. It’s so horrific how it slowly took her away, piece by piece, and clearly suffering. It’s an inspiration, that she wanted to document the rawness of the condition, and it makes people talk about it, which is the most important thing to start doing. I honestly wish I had known her, as she clearly is a lovely person, who had a short, but I’m sure an exciting life, surrounded by people who loved her, and cherished her to bits. No-one knows truely what someone is going through, so please be kind, always.

[@MoonLight8102]

Stay strong 💫 ...we know what it means to live after saying goodbye to such a young person, the emptiness is immense :(

[@opera7293]

Rest In Peace Charlotte Eades, She No Longer Has To Suffer AnyMore, Rest In Heaven Charlotte Eades

[@nubianquirk]

Sending you blessings and love . My dad passed from brain cancer and it was very ... sad . Still coping 💗💗💗

[@WaffleStomps4927]

I’m so sorry for ur lost, I understand the pain of it I lost my mother to brain cancer when I was 15 it was definitely the biggest life changing experience I’ve ever had I never had a father that was around anyway so my mother was my best friend witch I’m sure ur sister was the same 2, it never gets better some days are bad some days are worse but It helps to watch this to know I’m not alone.

[@daniel13333]

I see your sisters spirit inside your eyes, you are so like your sister after listening to you.

[@nxahsvidz]

rest in peace Charlotte ❤️ my thoughts and prayers are for you and the rest of her family and friends ❤️❤️

[@jessiehutchison5404]

My deepest condolences for your loss. She had so much light in her and is now in the comfort of angels and keeping an eye on you. #StayStrong #AllTheBest I lost my cousin who was my best friend to cancer. Try to exercise alot to take the pain out to your advantage and keep your dopamine level up to assist you. Take care

[@boxcard6468]

I love your sister till this day. Please keep the page going even with your life. 😘😘😘👏🏽

[@narcoholic22]

She was a beautiful soul inside and out. Her suffering reminds me of my fathers ... his passing was a long dragged out torture. He had Parkinson’s Disease for 25 years. Not only was my dad traumatized but the whole family as well watching him suffer like no one we had ever seen. A loving family man who worked hard for all of us. It still hurts us all and the earth seems a little darker without him. We know he’s being rewarded for his faithfulness to God even during the worst of days. Never faltered not even once or asked why him. Although your sister was much younger the loss is the same. She made me really appreciate my life and the blessing I take for granted. I thank her for that gift. So smart too. The kind of stranger you feel would be someone you would love to become friends with. I’m sad for her and your family. I could only dream of having a brother to love me and speak for me like you do for her. I know you miss her. She is definitely at peace and she left her love for you to hold on to. Lean on Jesus. He will carry you through and she will see you all again. 🙏🏼♥️😌

[@erikd3688]

May God bless you all- such strength, dignity and beauty ....

[@Assassin199410]

So sorry for your loss. :(

[@JohnAnderson-do6vb]

RIP may your memory live on!!...

[@jafrinkhan8172]

You guys are so strong and I wish the best for you all ❤❤

[@Mysohvaperuna]

❤️❤️❤️ much love man.. you strong lad

[@ellebelle6439]

Charlotte is lucky she had such an amazing brother, you're a kind soul. My brother and I never talk, he's a really immature and judgmental guy. You're what brothers should be and I think it's amazing that you continue to make videos on her channel. Heart of gold! I'm sorry again for your loss, I can't even imagine how you must feel.

[@alfonsosantos4011]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 many blessings to your family and anyone that is dealing with any adversity in this though times.

[@jennasmith6867]

The way you said hi guys at the start you sounded just like her. She was a beautiful girl inside and out and its an injustice she didn't get to live a long and happy life 😔

[@EquationBillionz]

I don’t know how I got here but I wish you all the best in the future. RIP CHARLOTTE 🤞🏾🌎❤️