Louder Than Words - an LGBTQ ( GAY ) Film

Director: Julio Dowansingh
Cinematographer: Art Parnitudom
Louder Than Words follows a young musician named Ansel (Luke Farley), and his unexpected encounter with Niall (Marty Lauter also known as Marcia Marcia Marcia from Season 15 of RuPaul’s Drag Race), an endearing, deaf dancer.
When forced to share a studio space, artists Ansel and Niall find themselves awkwardly beside each other, performing song and dance respectively. They have an underlying connection, and that is a closeted interest and admiration of each other. While Niall can read lips, an obvious language barrier still stands between him and Ansel. In order to communicate, Ansel and Niall must step out of their comfort zones, because even though they share similar passions and quickly inspire each other, the inevitable risk of miscommunication-both in language and emotion-remains, rendering their hidden affection almost impossible to express.
The film explores the sheer struggle that queer people often face in a culture that is yet to fully foster accepting spaces for courtship and love. At its core, the story portrays how difficult it can be to communicate romantic interest as a queer person, and in this case, the added impediment of being deaf.
Instagram: LouderThanWordsFilm
/ louderthanwordsshortfilm

[@guyslikeyoutheseries]

Niall laughing on the floor after Ansel's attempt at a pirouette is the cutest 🤗🕺

[@CorvetteStingray1969]

Yes!! Actually I was laughing with him! 😊

[@jakecumber8961]

Niall’s smile at the end was… everything! Plus it’s so nice to see a happy LGBTQ+ short film, even the saddest part was only an initial rejection and it wasn’t aggressive. This is up there with ‘The Way he Looks’ for revolutionary gay/disabled love stories

[@SuperMatt2112]

Why oh why does everything have to be LGBTQ++++++++ these days, why cant it just be what it is, Same Sex, all the other stuff people do with all these pronouns and gender is all crap, social engendering at it's best, you do realize this is all programed propaganda right, ever wonder why everything has become weaponized? Sexuality, Church, Religion, Education, politics, social justice, all labels created and used against us all, to divide us all rather then live and let live, why can't people just be. human in all their glory as long as their authentic in their being. I am gay, but I despise all this nonsense, its utter BS, just be you and skip all the labeling. there are no gay rights, starlight right, black right or white, their are just rights PERIOD. look back and see where all this started from, learn some history and you might just have another thought of your own rather than this programed propaganda agenda., sorry, but I am so tired of this crap and I have to speak out against it, we are at war and all this division foisted upon us all is part of it, these are tools used by some very crafty but also very evil entities.

[@jakecumber8961]

@@SuperMatt2112 in so far that there shouldn’t be a need for labels for people, and we should just be who we are: I agree. As for the “LGBTQ+’ label issue, we might disagree in its use. The ideal label for me here would just be “non-heteronormative” which would cover all relationships that aren’t straight, but who in their right mind would say that? I hope this has been clarifying for you, with respect to my choice of words. But If you’re just here to look for a fight, then you’re out of luck. I just wouldn’t reply.

[@chiaravadala896]

@@SuperMatt2112 history is the main reason why it is important to do all this, if you don’t think so then you are the one who should learn some history. Only after all of this is finally normalized everywhere and by everyone, and after everyone respects each other’s rights, then we can live and let live. This is not “propaganda”, this is reality.

[@pluubooruu]

@@SuperMatt2112 How about you let other people with different identities live and let live, take your own words of advice. Stop watching media that convinces you that other people you don't understand are just indoctrinated. You're gay, congrats, want an award? And yes, rights need to be specified. Are whites mercilessly killed by police the way POC are? Are trans women abused more than cis women? How long was it since gay marriage was allowed, and also, can you be denied service based on your sexuality with the excuse of "religious freedom"? Also, speaking of religion, when was the last time there was mass persecution of christians (or white people) as opposed to muslims or brown people? Who has suffered genocidal attacks in recent years, christian white men? The reason these distinctions are made is so you're aware of what people may be coming from. On average, LGBTQ and minorities have suffered far more and greater trauma then their "majority" counterparts, and if you want to understand where people come from you have to ask why, and get to the bottom of it. Dismissing it as mere propaganda is laziness and carelessness, and you should consider yourself lucky you haven't been through the trauma of others.

[@juancarlos9592]

Totally agree Jake

[@rodriuberti]

Thank you so much for this, so beautiful. I am gay and my boyfriend has hearing loss. Both his parents are deaf so this means a lot to all of us. Big hug from Uruguay!

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Massive hug

[@DashingPartyCrasher]

That's sweet that his parents watched this film with you. 😊

[@laurapaivab]

Lovely! ❤

[@Rainnnnnxxx]

Hope you guys are doing well 👀❤️ Stay safe always 😙❤️

[@The_Black_Caps]

I hope u guys stay together forever❤

[@quietastronaut]

This is the kind of film I really wish was longer because I want to be in their company more. But at the same time it's a completely fullfilling story in itself. Just beautiful.

[@billycarroll9153]

What a beautiful way to put it.

[@alessiocece2098]

Yes!! 😍😍

[@skyt4133]

I totally agree.

[@briananderson8428]

Very well said. I didn't want it to end, either.

[@lcloverviewman5755]

It was originally quiet. a bit longer. I enjoyed the original a lot, but this shorter version has the story at its essence. A comment from "basementvideos1" below confirms this. Great story, though.

[@joaofonseca9046]

Congratulations director, editor, and both actors. This short is simple, direct, and powerful. Superbly put together.

[@ivikivi8527]

I counted 3 actors

[@joaofonseca9046]

@@ivikivi8527 I truly meant the main characters.

[@ivikivi8527]

@@joaofonseca9046 I see

[@sarabrauer4138]

sim

[@rosydancer7821]

Totally

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you all! Wow ! I'm overwhelmed by the outpouring of love and support that you all have shown this film that changed my life. I wrote this screenplay while learning ASL and studying Deaf culture. I wanted to express that love with my art. I'm so grateful for the entire cast and crew who helped made this short possible. I'm currently working on new projects that I'm so excited to share with the world. Stay tuned. - xx Julio ( IG: @OfficialJulio ) Niall ( TikTok & IG: @Marciax3nyc ) Ansel ( IG: LukeFarls )

[@09.anirbandey49]

Tears rolled down my eyes 🥺🥺🥺

[@ernestomarcelo9859]

Simple yet so powerful...love this film..

[@roberthumes3141]

What a beautiful film

[@derekkos]

What a wonderful film . This is a pure gem. Now that we had the privilege be introduced to two wonderful characters, Niall and Ansel, I would really like to see the road they take together. I hope this is just a preview of a possible full length film.

[@williamprince121]

It was just so beautiful

[@micgarch8805]

This is so beautiful. The smile at the end tells you the rest of the story.

[@basementvideos1]

Woah, I haven't seen this since I cut it - amazing to see everyone here loving it so much, very grateful to read all these wonderful comments. Julio and everyone who worked on this film were and are incredible artists. I was very lucky to be able to work with them!

[@garywait3231]

As a gay hearing person who has worked many years among Deaf persons, I found this film poignantly moving and profoundly heartwarming. Thanks.

[@lotionman2587]

This is just damned cute. Always central to these gay shorts is the turning point at which the two protagonists find that they are gay for each other and go for it. I'm 60 years old now. Things haven't changed much.

[@davidkadingojr.6941]

so excellent... extremely well acted.. and 2 gorgeous guys as the leads....would love this to be a full length film....

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you so much David !

[@SweetYaoii]

when he's going in for the kiss and gets rejected and is embarrassed, poor baby

[@turbofanct6679]

How is it that superficial and sugary shorts are more popular than this one? The creators have depicted the birth of a connection with simplicity, yet in a way that this “wire” is almost tangible, just as I could sense it with my fingers. That’s the power of silence and of humility, letting things develop without rushing (as in most, poorly written, films). Thumbs up and thanks for this little gem!

[@talastra]

This one is no less sugary, it's just done well. I will say, that the moment of the "lit up smile" in the presence of one longed for is maybe more powerful than the acknowledgment of the first kiss. Superficial and sugary, or drawn with a bit more depth, it's heartwarming and affirming in a (remembered) world of hopeless longing when younger.

[@alanmorales4718]

Marcia Marcia Marcia has a lot of talent, love to see it in this short film

[@_m1ghty_]

omg....i didn't realise till you mentioned it

[@winsboy]

Such a sweet, happy story of learning to be accepting ...of new things, of others, and ourselves. Fine dancing, acting, writing, directing. An amazingly uplifting film in so many ways. Can't thank everyone involved enough! Would love to see this story continue!

[@Cla_Disney]

I would have watched a whole 2-hour movie about their story, this is a masterpiece, I want to know more about them! ♥

[@befeleme]

I am an old, almost deaf gay guy, and you got me crying. A wonderful film. And thank you very much for the subtitles!

[@notavailabe]

This was beautiful. Makes me want to learn ASL so I can communicate with people like him. I remember in school trying to tell a boy hello after school and he didn't notice me at first. So I caught up with him and then he saw me. I waved and said hello. He smiled back at me. I asked him how his day was, and then he began to say something in sign that I didn't understand. I was confused, and felt really bad. I remember running to a teacher in tears because I thought I offended him. Being autistic, I always overthink and over worry when someone misunderstands me or gets offended. I used to have frequent breakdowns and anxiety attacks too. I still do unfortunately. The teacher said she would tell his aide and make sure that he knew that I meant well. I still didn't feel good after that. The next week I saw him, he waved at me. I just glanced at him and looked down at the ground. He tried to get my attention, but I was having an anxiety attack, which sometimes makes me go mute because it gets so bad. I signed that I was feeling bad the best I could by pointing at myself and doing a thumbs down. I pointed to the sky and it was overcast that day. He understood but still tried to get me to go over to him. I shook my head no and signed sorry. My teacher's aide taught me how. He then walked up to me and handed me a note that said he had a good day and hope I did too. After that I couldn't get myself to talk with him again because I felt so bad for being unable to understand or communicate. I remember not really being able to speak much that week due to my anxiety and deep regret. It still affects me today, minus the childhood trauma I deal with every day. I wish people would understand that sometimes my anxiety makes me go mute and I can't communicate. Most people say I'm faking a disorder when I'm really not. I don't even know what to do or how to communicate when it gets that bad. I just hope that it's over soon and that's it. 😔

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you for sharing your story. With this film, I really wanted to express just that. How difficult can be at times to express ourselves.

[@Carlos-cw4zh]

thanks for sharing your story dear! Please know that many of us view you as a loving person🤗

[@najimuddinislam9]

This is just the enough stuff for a short film, not more not less. Beautiful.ಥ_ಥ

[@billd3356]

Yes, I'm amazed at how short some peoples' attention spans seem to be, yet a lot want to see full length films. The art of the short film is just that, an art. It's much more difficult to convey a convincing story in under 20 minutes.

[@LimationsTvT]

Im crying. I love when people add a situation such as deafness to something so sweet as a LGBT film♥🏳️‍🌈

[@JoyjeetGupta]

That's a beautifully written, extremely well acted and efficiently directed short film. Not single bit in it is out of order or don't feel unnecessary. And it makes you smile in the end as if you find your peace in their acceptance of love.

[@user-fd4ms4rd1b]

me, what film?

[@SirKolass]

I mean, other than the deaf guy, the acting is very crappy lol

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Aww I'm crying ! Thank you for your beautiful words ! This film was a labor of love and i'm happy you enjoyed it Joyjeet

[@euphoricallygemini4969]

I just have to say this short film was so conversational through all the gestures, It was beautifully told through actions. I loved that the guy tried to have a conversation even though he didn't know the sign what made me smile is the final kiss :) I really enjoyed it thanks for sharing this beautiful piece of wonder.

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you so much. I'm gad you enjoyed our film : )

[@shydreamguyman4098]

How Niall & Ansel met . More ,we need more ! ....either a series or a full movie . this is Beautiful :)

[@Olliver666]

this is incredible. it shows great emotion, connection and relationship growth with few words and hardly any communication between the two main characters. its a great and endearing story for the Lgbtq+ and the disabled community and one of the best short films I've seen.

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you so much Abbey !

[@aquariusken1810]

The smile at end was so endearing and you could tell what's the story all about💖I wonder why,Short Film has always the best than actual movie,I mean it's different to an actual movie which is the flavor and it's taste are very incomparable💙I like this

[@dafttool]

Glad to see a deaf gay film. On many occasions, I’ve seen groups of deaf gays at clubs, so it’s good to see them get representation. And yeah, deaf gays can tear up a dance floor just as much as those with hearing.

[@ak5659]

Yes, rhythm is a brain thing, not an ear thing. More annoyingly, perfect pitch is also a brain thing, NOT an ear thing. I know I girl who got just enough benefit from hearing aids that she wore them. She could recognize her friends by voice but never got words. Anyway, one day there was this guy whoi liked to sing and he walked past her room. She came out screaming, "STFU!!! STOP!!! OMFG! WTF is your problem? You're way off key and you're FLAT!!! And what's wrong with all of you with perfect hearing? How can you stand it?" And there was me with perfect hearing but I have NO rhythm and am seriously tone deaf. His singing didn't bother me at all, lol. So yeah, pitch and rhythm work just fine without hearing, bizarre as that sounds. Funny thing was since I'm fluent in ASL, I got nominated to explain it all to her. It blew her mind. She just thought she was more sensitive than most peoplewith her hearing loss. She had no idea that people with perfect hearing could be oblivious to things like being off key:-)

[@sushmitasen2985]

Beautiful to the core. Being specially able and bisexual,this depiction of minute detailing on communication took my breath away! Thank you very much! For putting light on sexual orientation+communication and disability.

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank You so much Sushmita for your kind words !

[@quintonschaefer6923]

Yo this isn’t even ok how cute this is! I was so upset when the credits started rolling because I wanted more!

[@SageWolf219]

That was so sweet and beautiful! Marcia Marcia Marcia is amazing. Real good acting.

[@mr.lincoln5154]

I love this short, wish it was longer or a weekly series.

[@milagrosb.8230]

such a lovely story, i would love to see it continue because so far everything is brilliant. the actors are amazing and so is the directors, congrats to everyone involved!

[@SideDishBahng]

All I can say is that This was Freakin Beautiful ✨✨✨ I loved this soo much and wish more to see in future of this. Well done all the actors, directors and everyone out there❤️✨❤️

[@dayne1267]

That was lovely! So we’ll acted and beautifully produced. Would love to see it as a full length movie

[@beastscooter]

Heartwarming story, well-acted, cute performers, diverse, absolutely wonderful! Thank you for your art!!!

[@jana420]

this was so pretty, incredible writing and beautifully put together by everyone involved. thank you for this.

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank You Jana ! ♥

[@kenefdz]

One of the sweetest gay short films I have ever come across on YT. It showcases genuine sincerity and compassion. It is a gem.

[@oliverjackson3461]

This was really nice and that smile at the end was just beautiful.

[@singingswiss]

Very beautifully shot, lovely story, wonderful actors, a little gem. Congrats to all who participated in this project!!

[@orlando1a1]

What a deceptively simple, short and wonderful film, that eloquently articulates the truth that emotions are transcendent of barriers.

[@jittertime2807]

This is so well put together. Pulled at my heartstrings. Give me a full length movie!

[@matthewjames7548]

We need a part 2!!! This is amazing!🤩🤩🤩💥💥💥

[@ishikasingh5909]

This was so so wholesome, I smiled the whole time. Amazing job, I truly loved it.

[@MommieDammit]

8 1/2 years in ballet, modern and jazz, and I still feel the massive bruise on my butt when my first en l'aire dropped me like a rock. Absolutely adore this story, and thank you to the creators for creating one that includes a differently abled person.

[@birdsatalcatraz]

How the hell did I miss this gem…need more ❤️

[@blorbofy]

Beautiful work of art! Every scene so palpable. I love the editing! Also: the actors reminded me of how I pictured Simon Snow and Baz(if Ansel had longer hair) from Rainbow Rowell's Carry On series lol they're perfect

[@sghosh9106]

I thought i was just me!

[@mcmanpa]

Marty Lauer’s beautifully delicate performance as Niall is the highlight of this short film and helps overcome some odd time transitions and what for me was a premature ending. The riding of bikes without headlights on snow covered wintry streets in the dead of a night was distracting.

[@HawthorneHillNaturePreserve]

Wow, that was so moving and powerful. Writing directing and especially acting was superb! This could be a full feature film. I was totally invested within the first few minutes and bye 15 minutes I was smiling laughing and crying all the same time.

[@Nitha732]

donno...felt so emotional watching this..esp the last part...didn't evn realize my tears rolling down..

[@berlinlanguagecenter2434]

we need another part please.. they are so adorable together

[@samirsigneu3920]

Muito bom! Trilha sonora, roteiro, direção e atuações muito sensíveis. Enfoque pertinente. Amei!

[@reinasuzuki2441]

This is great masterpiece! I need more scenes such as date at the cafe or in the classroom and more!

[@lcm445]

Love is everywhere and no one should rehearse , rush , force or predict it. This little film has gently portrayed these delicate sentiments …. One word, Sweet.

[@jaffaorange3809]

Awww... this was so sweet! I love seeing more happy endings in LGBTQ+ films these days! So uplifting.

[@bibetv4152]

This give me The Way He Looks’ Vibe

[@dudleydiehl6850]

I watched this video many months ago. Watching it again tonight, I still see such perfection in every bit of it. (And melted in my chair with such awe) Thank you Thank you Thank you for bringing it to light

[@johnsthetic]

Man this is so simple yet so good and I just love this ; will stay a of my fav short film ; nice work

[@olly-kai]

A lovely little film. My one criticism... Why would he leave after the kiss? I'd stay and enjoy his company!

[@PriestmanCub]

I LOVE this short video, I've watched it three times in the last couple of months and it always warms my heart to see it. I wish they'd do a series about these two guys or a 90 minute movie.

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you so much for watching ! ❤️❤️❤️

[@jeni_abi_]

I really dint know that short films are so good woah great work i really enjoyed it. Thank you for this masterpiece

[@justaj2k]

This was a great short. I'd love to see this as a series!

[@xxkarlosxxxxxx7233]

Loved the short and loved their chemistry between the actors... I have one big suggestion that will make a huge difference and that's adding subtitles... I think it would make perfect sense since well it's a story about a disabled person who can't hear and also people who don't speak English can also benefit from subs... Lots of people are asking in the comment section which is why I decided to suggest it cause I do think it needs it...

[@mirrors23]

Absolutely beautiful! Thank you for posting!!! My only complaint is that's it's way too short!!

[@charlesma6065]

This is indeed the sweetest thing I’ve watched my whole life !!!

[@leonardoalves3015]

Mds, q coisa mais linda!! Curto e simples, mas ao mesmo tempo TÃO significativo e inclusivo. AMEI!! 💜

[@abhishekmondal703]

Beautiful story and well narrated. Felt connected 🙌🏻

[@davidmark7478]

I liked this short no frills story. You don't need alot of fancy movie crap to express a real honest and true story. We need more stories with real everyday people with people who may have some disability,who love and want to be loved, are sexy and want to accept to be accepted .

[@perezgaytancesar6172]

Necesito parte 2 de esta historia, me encanto mucho el trabajo que lograron hacer entre todos, ame el video ❤.

[@Lissi2233]

Very impressive, Love is so simple yet so complicated sometimes, i feel that^^ This short was beautiful, thanks for your work and thanks for sharing, it was amazing to watch!

[@thisisme7378]

Congratulations to the team, the cinematographic language is creative and beautiful, more shorts like this in our era of mass production would be nice!

[@no1likemehgjg]

the smile of Niall at the end i'm screaming, man this is so beautiful and cute I love it here!!

[@papaya6192]

This was adorable and heart-warming, thanks to everyone who made it!

[@elizabethbennet2488]

Wooooaaah! It is beautiful. Thank you to the actors, the director and everyone else for this beautiful piece.

[@KonaMan62]

Wow - Poignant!!! Having lived something similar in my MUCH younger years... and now seeing it come to life in a beautifully executed video was emotional, to say the least. Bravo!

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you so much ! I'm so happy that you were touched by this film.

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

Thank you so so so much for your sweet words. I shared your message on our Instagram page. I am thrilled you connected with this story.

[@tehreemsafder]

Everything about it is beautiful but Nial's expressions and smile is everything🖤

[@rogerhall6450]

Wow. Didn't expect that! Beautiful story. 💓 I wished that closed captioning was included as I do not know ASL. However, what I could follow was meaningful. Thank you!

[@michaelolivero1626]

I could easily see this as a full-length film. I definitely wanted more after the end.

[@burningflavoured]

This is so gorgeous. Loved it so much 😭 ❤️

[@kiri_queen]

His smile at the end was everything 🥺😊❤❤❤

[@evertonvale3773]

How cute!!! Go on with the movie, serie.

[@jupamoers]

Nice one^^ Niall cracking up on Ansel's failing pirouette without even using his voice made me crack up :D Is he actually deaf? As a disabled person (difficulties walking) and being gay myself I know the difficulties of getting accepted into our society. It's important to have people who accept you for who you are. That short deserves recognition

[@theidiot3047]

finally thank you something not sad it actually ended in a happy mood

[@kylamchugh7298]

This is so good!! Only thing would be to add closed captions considering its a film with a deaf character deaf people should be able to watch it

[@Leoarthur540]

I would pay anything to see a longer version of this movie

[@Carlos-cw4zh]

This short film made me regain my passion for lgbt films! The chemistry between them was so cute,wish if i could see them as a happy couple in the near future!

[@marcoamartinez2888]

Out of no where this beautiful gay film cought my attention and I'm glad it did, although I feel a little cheated cause I wanted to see more👏👏👏❤️

[@dandanb03]

This was amazing! I was immediately intrigued!

[@yerinbaekscandlelight]

This was so lovely to watch, I really hope there will be a sequel with them as a couple!

[@martindevia07]

It's beautiful, a standing ovation for this marvelous production. I love it.

[@greatsongz1211]

I LOVED IT!!! I love happy LGBTQ+ stories!!!! So heart warming ❤️❤️

[@bi_himself]

Not Ms. Marcia X3 being here

[@LouderThanWordsFilm]

She was in her acting era ❤️

[@antonego8154]

2 years later I'm still meltin over this powerful & emotionful expression of "apologyness" (if I can say...not sure thought) and love. can not fild something like that is a series, still lookin thought.. :)

[@pchavhere]

Something about this short film is therapeutic 🥺🥺❤️

[@justdajana2920]

Omg ich liebe es verdammt. Wie schön is das bitte. Und dieses Lächeln am Ende 🔥

[@larry3377]

beautiful. why don't make a movie out of this short film. flow of the story is excellent so with the acting of the casts. though being a gay, they really do wanted very much to be watch for their talents gifted by God and also know how tofeel in love.

[@AndyMHB]

OMG Congratulation this is truly one of the best shorts i`ve ever watched... Thanx to all😍

[@kcrisenphoenix]

I absolutely LOVED this little film, and yes, I wish there was more. But that doesn't mean it isn't perfect just the way it is.

[@jackiewilson4323]

This is absolutely amazing !congratulations to everyone

[@italiacometiamo]

this short was very important to homosexuals with disabilities. I myself am gay with mild autism. thank you all for this short, and the channel owner...

[@latinworldexplorer]

Had watched it first without subtitles, had enjoyed it thoroughly regardless of not having understood a few things. Now, with the subtitles, enjoyed it even more. But, again, I had already enjoyed it lots before. Thanks, though, for the subtitles! Watching it either way gives us a little window into both worlds. That of a deaf person. And that of a gay man, which I am myself. Honestly: thanks!

[@ibamINV]

Impressive, touching film, excellent production with superb cast. Seems like the beginning of what could be a longer film. Makes me want to see more from this writer and director, and the cast as well.