Louise

I’ve had a lot of people tell me they love me
I feel like relationships are closer than they actually are because I am delusional
I can’t rlly make friends or hold a conversation with anyone. Like I have ALOT of interests and things to talk about but nobody seems to be interested in what I have to say and if I can’t talk about one of my interests I can’t talk so idk. Like I have to be super close to anyone to actually hold a normal conversation and I can’t do that without getting to know them so uh yea
I earn alot of praise for things I do/make but clearly it isn’t good enough for them to want to stay
I’m just overall not good enough and I feel inhumane