loving myself so hard i stop hating everyone

[@Itshiptobesquare]

Control is an illusion

[@introvertedmadness]

this is the one

[@laraaaaaa146]

idk what type of content this is called but Im here for it

[@jayhu2296]

introverted madness is a genre in and of itself

[@mak_707]

It's a rant video.

[@introvertedmadness]

u can't label meeeeeeeee i refuse to be labeled by the MAN and THE SYSTEM lmfao fr tho glad u like this style, thanks for watching and i hope u have a beautiful rest of ur day

[@itaraaah]

hopeposting! in contrast to shitposting :)

[@km72327]

I think a tricky thing is knowing whether you should be fixing your reaction to situations or whether you should just get out of the situation.

[@whatsonhermindblog123]

True

[@introvertedmadness]

i feel like life is lowkey just nonstop terrible situations so even if you get out of a terrible situation, sooner or later another terrible situation is gonna crop up in ur life lol, so it's important to know how to deal with them. not to say that leaving a bad situation isn't a valid way to deal with them, just knowing that life is never gonna be perfect lol and you HAVE to deal with that

[@km72327]

@@introvertedmadness yeah that's super true. I think working on yourself is always a good idea and if it doesn't solve one problem it's going to help you in some way eventually. Personally I just know sometimes my problems were solved more by moving out of my parents house than by trying to become a zen master of patience, but like, it's not going to hurt to try to be more patient, obviously.

[@anhthumaaa]

Shoes in the house, let alone on the couch is crazy lol.

[@willthepotato]

let alone on the wall 6:45

[@introvertedmadness]

i bought those jordans in the midst of an "oh my god i'm turning 24 i'm so old i need to buy some cool shoes so i am cool and hip and in with the youths" and then never wore them lmfao, this video was actually the first time i ever wore those shoes! so rest assured, my couch is fudged up and disgusting, but not from those shoes lmao

[@CodeDusq1]

I don’t find it difficult to go out and meet new people, it’s the social anxiety and inability to connect with them and have conversations is what I have a hard time with. I find it very challenging sometimes figuring what to say or do in social situations, which often leads to feelings of loneliness and isolation.

[@introvertedmadness]

yo somebody said it. yeah i feel like true connection has been evading me for a while. not that it's anyone's fault or i that i don't like people, just that i find like...idk! we are all going to die one day and we are all working 9-5 in jobs no one really wants to be at and then we go to the bar and everyone just wants to be with someone and have friends and yet no one can explain why everyone is so unhappy. right? is it just me or is everyone deeply unhappy lmfao. maybe (probably?) it's just me and im projecting on everyone. i legit don't know what the solution is but at least we are commiserating on youtube dot com and it assuages the dread for a moment before we have to do it again tomorrow. i hope u are doing well

[@asseater90000]

what happened to hello and good morning why tf are u eating dog food 😭😭

[@introvertedmadness]

I threw it on the ground You must think I'm a joke I ain't gonna be part of your system, man! Pump that garbage in another man's veins

[@ufufu001]

you seem super chill and smart. i wish i had a irl friend like you

[@introvertedmadness]

awe u makin me blush ova here. everyone who watches and comments on my video iz my friend. i give a big middle finger to the whole parasocial bs, we out here changing the vibe, why can't we all be friends???? i hope u are doing well dawg and have a gorgeous rest of ur day

[@JerrellTyler]

babe wake up!!! introvertedmadness just posted

[@iqraabbasi9218]

I love this video. I need to revisit this periodically to remember this because this has nuggets of gold

[@introvertedmadness]

[@miau6451]

5:29 Yeah that does sound frustrating, especially since 1. you'd be helping someone with an application to a school that inflicted a lot of emotional and mental pain on you, so that can't feel good 2. you having gone to stanford doesn't guarantee that your revisions will make an application top-tier because of how highly selective (and random) admissions can be, so that pressure from others sucks and 3. it forces you to question your own boundaries, and potentially giving the "no" response people don't want to hear (I'm a people-pleaser so I burden myself a lot with figuring out any other way I can help people instead of just saying "no"). You're entitled to your boundaries because they're meant to protect you from permitting anything you're not okay with. And you have every right to exercise them to protect your own peace!! Sometimes I remember that some of these requests are just 2 min. interactions with people I won't ever talk to again (respectfully, because we're not meant to be part of each other's lives like that), so I try to not give them too much of my consideration. And another perspective I wanted to add: I have been the person who assumed that students from T20 colleges or top universities/colleges would know best for applications, and being an immigrant/person of color (I'm Latina/Hispanic), felt that the advice college students from these top unis was the best I could ask for since they went through the process themselves + identified with my struggles when talking about my identities in my application. But then again, I was thinking of my needs a lot as an applicant, and not how the college student on the other side was doing (because as a student now, boy do I feel overwhelmed and feel bad that I placed this expectation on someone else). Now on the other side post-admissions, I know that talking about essays or revising for top colleges would make me feel terrible because of how crappy the process felt to me, but I'd be happy to give advice on financial aid because that is an area I do feel OK with sharing advice on (and not because that's just "easier" to do - it's still incredibly important!! plus, not for a lack of effort either because I write long emails lmao). Sorry I went on a rant here, but thank you for sharing your thoughts again, I'm glad you're sharing them and helping to talk about stuff I otherwise keep in my head :]

[@introvertedmadness]

thanks for sharing your perspective from being on both sides of the college app process!!! honestly maybe why i feel so strongly about that whole thing is cuz i really didn't have any help when i was applying to colleges so i have this mentality of "well i had to suck it up and do it on my own, why can't you" which honestly is not the best/fairest/healthiest mindset lol. at the same time yeah we are all our own human beings with our own shizz going on and it's so so important to set boundaries and all that jazz. that's something im working on, lol, setting boundaries in a respectful way where i don't get mad and angry that someone is making a request of me, cuz we are all out here just doin our best and i don't need to add to that negativity. anyway i hope you are doing well and college is goin swell (if you're still in college? otherwise i hope LIFE is going well lmao). thanks again for bein here and i hope u have a resplendent rest of ur day

[@anne_520]

Always love your talking videos. :) And the review sequences were just great hahaha

[@introvertedmadness]

thank u fo da kind words, i mega appreciate it, glad u enjoyed my silly segments. i hope u are doing amazing and have a delightful rest of ur day

[@anne_520]

@@introvertedmadness that‘s so sweet! I wish you the same!!! :))

[@LaytonObserves]

The song interjects are so funny. Thanks for the r e l a t a b l e c o n t e n t

[@karlasalas1266]

no bev is crazy

[@Robinhartz]

You’re a freak lmaoooo

[@introvertedmadness]

throat dry as the sahara desert lookin ah

[@anoshakhan720]

Absolutely loveee these rant vids, it's the catharsis I'm here for.

[@introvertedmadness]

yay im glad to hear it!!! let it gooo let it gooo yeah we gotta let our stuff go so it doesn't eat us alive lol. thanks for watching and i hope u have a majestic rest of ur day

[@bananabagel2]

Nobody can top this farmers dog ad (if it was an ad) 😂😂

[@claudiayoon689]

I want you to know I love your videos and I found you through your funny green screen skits but this was the first video where it was like a sit down chit chat and genuinely one of the realest and just like, real, no bs edit podcasts I listened to. Hope you have a good day

[@introvertedmadness]

yay im glad to hear you liked it! hopefully i do more stuff like this too, the green screen videos are fun but i also like keepin it real :) thanks for the well wishes, i hope u have a great day as well!!!

[@whatsonhermindblog123]

“I don’t want to live a world where that is our main method of conflict resolution…...”

[@hziggles]

i love this channel lol this is great please keep going

[@introvertedmadness]

thank u for the kind words and support

[@MCyahhhhha]

how can I just force myself to not be upset though? do you just “it is what it is” whenever shit doesn’t go your way?

[@Lachronix]

I felt everything you were saying. In my soul

[@introvertedmadness]

i am legit glad to hear that :) human connection is brief and fleeting but here we are. i hope you are doing well and have a brilliant rest of ur day

[@Nova3482]

This is the future of content

[@introvertedmadness]

veggietales: "in the future entertainment will be randomly generated" next im going to buy those lil fishes u have eat the dead skin off ur feet and do that while i talk about the 2036 presidential election

[@drx6139]

The whole skinny/fat thing is a thing in my Filipino family too but I think it’s an Asian thing Ahahaha I always get role i need to eat I’m too skinny and my bigger cousins get told they’re fat. For some reason it just has to be said out loud. ETA-just found this channel and I like it. I feel like this channel is the shit that annoys me or I think about when I’m alone.

[@nganstoppable]

I've been hit by a car that didn't stop at a stop sign so I also feel annoyed by this.

[@introvertedmadness]

ayo that's DUCKED up i hope you are okay now!! wishing you da best and i hope u have a breathtaking rest of ur day

[@ironflazambat5815]

yu go abaout in piddi foh yohself. Jk. Great vid, man. I was basically a hermit in New Orleans for a couple months last year (until I basically ran out of money) and one of those weeks I basically just binged The Sopranos. Life changing times. It was really weird cause I felt the potential of greater productivity, but at the same time I started feeling way too isolated (and this is coming from someone that already prefers solitude to most forms of company). There were multiple-day streaks where my main interaction would be with the checkout person at a grocery store. Also it made taking a break from drinking a lot easier cause there was no one on the receiving end of my bad moods, so I just kinda got over it. Since I started working full time again my average mental energy feels way lower, meaning I read and write less, so my creativity muscles feel less fulfilled. Makes me appreciate those couple months where I kinda just let time go by and didn’t particularly feel the need to do much, even if it did make a lot of things lose meaning. I guess balance is key, but I’m never really good at finding sweet spots of harmony. Anyway, I feel I always do this on your videos and go way out there and lose track of the purpose of my comment, but I feel your laid back stream of consciousness vibe really just lets me relax and reflect, so I appreciate you. Stay safe.

[@introvertedmadness]

ayo your new orleans situation kind of sounds like my situation currently lol. yeah balance is hard, i feel like modern jobs make it really hard for anything except work to be the focus since they take up so much time and energy, and, well, we don't really have a choice cuz we need money to live lol. not to say we ca't find that balance you're talking about in the midst of it all, but dang if it doesn't feel hard some days. anyway, $4 a pound. thanks for watching, sharing your thoughts, and being here :) stay safe too dawg, i hope things turn out good for you, and have a smashing rest of ur day

[@icyside123]

I tried dog food once, idk how you’re so calm

[@introvertedmadness]

i got on all fours and barked right before i turned on the camera so i was really in dog mode

[@panapanic2615]

You're a God, lad!!! Keep on going!

[@introvertedmadness]

[@heroesonline7046]

This is the content I subscribed for 💯

[@introvertedmadness]

ohhh yeahhhh, very glad to hear that :) thanks for watching and being here, i hope u have a swanky rest of ur day

[@antonm5267]

i feel like we’d be good friends in person :’)

[@introvertedmadness]

i know so dawwwwgggg

[@whatsonhermindblog123]

You’re the first person who I’ve ever heard say they deleted the messages app - didn’t even know you could do that

[@theponderingplumb9790]

We all tried a bit of Beggin’ strips around 2003-2005…. Right?

[@williambryan3942]

audio and video quality are amazing :D

[@introvertedmadness]

me when i discovered the change video quality setting on my expensive as shizz camera that i never bothered to read the manual for: 😱😱😱

[@Trooperos90]

I deleted msg apps as well. Hate texting.

[@kieunhungnguyen9188]

i have great time listening to this

[@introvertedmadness]

yay! i am glad to hear it :) thanks for watchin and i hope u have a jovial rest of ur day

[@FiringSquad81]

Your dog is pissed you're eating his food😂😂

[@bubstrate2845]

i really appreciate this video :)

[@introvertedmadness]

yay im glad to hear it and i appreciate u bein here :) i hope u have an impressive rest of ur day

[@macieoconnor9613]

“Meat gogurt”

[@introvertedmadness]

always glad when a joke i make is worthy of being repeated in the comments (legitimately lol). thanks 4 watching, i hope u have a voluptuous rest of ur day

[@ampersignia]

Re weight comments: isn’t this just an Asian thing? Even my Russian family members comment a lot. It’s one of the things from their cultures that they just never quite adapt to the American etiquette/culture of STFU. I think they also feel free to say things like that to family specifically instead of strangers. I know a Russian mom who only started to bite her tongue about weight because her daughter developed a drug addiction for the sake for losing weight and was hospitalized.

[@introvertedmadness]

yeah it probably is a cultural thing, tho some people my age also make these comments to me. it's never really truly malignant, i think some people don't have a filter lol. and i mean it is true i've gained weight lol, it just ticks me off when people act like it's so disgusting to gain weight. anyway thanks for sharing ur perspective and gosh darn i really hope that daughter is doing okay now, and i hope uuuu have a wonderful rest of ur day

[@munchkin0518]

I think I've found my mental doppelganger. Except I'm much older than you and unfortunately, I haven't stopped getting pissed despite my constant inner dialogue to soothe myself.

[@renno2679]

i love your dog

[@introvertedmadness]

me too he is so cool

[@williambryan3942]

just got rejected everywhere 💪💪

[@kitmarshall4084]

Omg this guy sacrificing his life so we can learn

[@introvertedmadness]

heh my friend told me once we don't have to be martyrs anymore and im trying to live that BUT i am glad you got something from da vid. hope u are doin well, have a chill rest of ur day

[@yxzwayne]

is the shirt from everlane lol

[@Bjorn_R]

Been reading stoicism lately. One point I love is that your environment is what it is, it is how you react to it that matters. Seems the modern society forgot this and just decided to get angry and offended over everything and forcing their surroundings to comply rather than just finding peace within. Kinda selfish really. I get that its "ok" to get mad over justified things, but you "dont have to".

[@Pour_La_Victoire]

I wish they made chicken flavored cereal for humans... am I the only person who wants a midday kibble snack??

[@AnotherDante]

certified unhinged :) i like it.

[@Robinhartz]

Yes absolutely lmaooo weirdo

[@introvertedmadness]

so true like i don't wanna have kraft macaroni and cheese wit all dem carbs just lemme chow down on some groud beef so i can actually get stuff done instead of taking a nap. i guess that's what beef jerky is but jerky is mid. u spittin facts

[@primarytrainer1]

so relatable

[@introvertedmadness]

that's what im here 4

[@cedricmalfoy2311]

I live in NYC also, lets meet up

[@moptimism]

shoes on white wall is crazy

[@introvertedmadness]

life is an open world game i refuse to adhere to rules!!!!!! become ungovernable!!!!!

[@st0cyl0vesch33se]

hey what's your spotify? i wanna listen to your playlists

[@introvertedmadness]

open.spotify.com/user/12143068291?si=9d6e4b6855b24d00 just those 2 video-related playlists for now but maybe i will start putting other stuff :)

[@st0cyl0vesch33se]

OMGG thanks pookie

[@fuli9989]

you have inspired me to buy dogfood thx :)

[@TheCrooksandCastle]

max protein leggo

[@miau6451]

you've been influenced /j

[@e.z.y]

This is giving Nick Mullen-Covid-Chainmail vibe. I'm worried about you, bro.

[@introvertedmadness]

i don't know what dat is but im chillin :) i mean im worried about me too lmfao but who isn't worried about their life. anyway thanks for watching & i hope u have a beautiful rest of ur day

[@sonjamikaela1277]

woof woof

[@endingalaporte]

God level content

[@introvertedmadness]

thank u watching and da kind words

[@Solo8000Show]

banger video

[@introvertedmadness]

banger banger banger dis is the only world i know to describe something good lol. thanks for watching, i hope u have a opulent of rest ur day

[@dietsmoke]

you get it

[@introvertedmadness]

you get it

[@amermeer9451]

cool video make more

[@Awarness77]

omg

[@qwnolhjqw]

what is love, baby dont hurt me dont hurt me no more

[@FiringSquad81]

Your dog sneered when you put the SmartBones in your mouth. He had second hand taste.😆It's that gross huh?

[@janvanleeuwen3501]

Thanks

[@FiringSquad81]

Was thinking Blue would taste best. So you are saying Farmers Dog Food tastes best? Is that what your dog thinks?

[@introvertedmadness]

farmers dog is basically unseasoned meat so it's the closest to human food lol. moose actually doesn't like farmers dog that much but i think its cuz i confused him by switching his food too much

[@by_phuong]

man i didn't know dog food is edible to our digestive system until i watched this video lol

[@marvinwilliams7938]

It’s not good for you obviously, im wondering if people actually read ingredient labels

[@by_phuong]

@@marvinwilliams7938 yeah i know it's obvious, that's why i left this comment bc seeing him eat it is so wild, as my friend once got hospitalised bc he accidentally ate pet food so idk

[@ConanDuke]

How are you just gonna eat all your dog's food in front of him and not even offer him a bite?

[@youngjinyang3972]

first

[@gana7206]

What the fuck? 🥳

[@KingofDaSoccer]

[@fordashet]

Lmao boi wtf

[@spaceycape4442]

This is not okay.

[@GETTUM0]

Asian eats dog... food.

[@Genny-Zee]

Cats are better

[@professorprofessorson8795]

wat. the. fuq. this dude eating dog food

[@Trooperos90]

Dont asians have hairs on legs?

[@flavanz_]

Yes