Person: “hey this circus is pretty cool, I really like th-“ Clown: “SHUT THE FUCK UP”
@dinklefan11152 жыл бұрын
“Oh but I’m not like that 😔”
@ISuckGermanToes31412 жыл бұрын
@@dinklefan1115 💀✌
@iamPOWERhehe2 жыл бұрын
🐎😩🙄
@vyrithebored5204 Жыл бұрын
the clown: *shut.*
@hiramlora5955 Жыл бұрын
W clown 😍
@kaeyasdog84334 жыл бұрын
Sooooo ive been a fan of vocaloid and GHOST forevs and now whenever my 6yo sister is in the bathroom for some reason she takes her ipad and blasts this song like its a mf disco, i asked her why and she says “it helps me poop”
@ghostandpals4 жыл бұрын
honestly i am so happy this song is someone's designated shitting song
@kaeyasdog84334 жыл бұрын
GHOST She has retired from “My oh My” she could’ve picked any other song, but nope she had to choose my favorite
@arinaantonova91894 жыл бұрын
SHIT happens (my dumb humor)
@makotonaegi36524 жыл бұрын
BAHAHAHA
@glitterkittens87534 жыл бұрын
What the actual fuck I didn’t know that a shitting song existed *Googles ‘shitting song’ Me: WTF
@thatstheway1036 жыл бұрын
I’m still thinking about this song and how Macne Nana was a perfect choice because people feel she’s hard to tune and doesn’t sound “normal.”
@dingdongdropdead5 жыл бұрын
She also pronounces R as W or L, which is a pretty cute thing
@phantom70325 жыл бұрын
@@dingdongdropdead wow i'm anti-macne nana then cus i pronounce Ls as W or R
@Whispear5 жыл бұрын
Is hard to use Macne Nana, you may want to change almost every phonem of the VSQX, but I love Nana :)
@onlyvirly2c5 жыл бұрын
Interesting I can kinda sing to Macne nana
@onlyvirly2c5 жыл бұрын
But I find Oliver much easier
@kokichinetworkkn67503 жыл бұрын
When I listen to this I just picture Macne screaming "YOU KNOW IT'S RUDE TO STARE" "PLEASE SHUT UP YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE" at little kids as she has a mental breakdown
@skateboardingelephant80593 жыл бұрын
That's just me at any given moment
@toothfairy101332 жыл бұрын
me when participating in conversation
@depression.mp319710 ай бұрын
Me when I have to be in social interactions
@oliverismynamefukaseismyga78766 жыл бұрын
"Okay, so I found this-" "Please shut up you make too much noise" "Rude"
@kieran77806 жыл бұрын
Oliver is my name, Fukase is my game. You doubled your comment
@dbmd99155 жыл бұрын
*ITS DARK!*
@MrsCat-et7by5 жыл бұрын
@@dbmd9915 *I touch the grass* *I eat the dirt*
@jasondasrath11225 жыл бұрын
Reads username SAME!
@phantom70325 жыл бұрын
ok i'm literally here cus i heard abt the legend of oliver in the comments- THEY WERE RIGHT *:0*
@noellebot17965 жыл бұрын
Just noticed the teeth barrier and *that's an aesthetic*
@notcool48015 жыл бұрын
*Trash Dentist kicks down the door*
@kathie61065 жыл бұрын
*SCREAMS IN HYPERDONTIA*
@b4alpha3844 жыл бұрын
@@notcool4801 NOVOCAINE KICKS DOWN THE DENTIST
@notcool48014 жыл бұрын
@@b4alpha384 how tho
@b4alpha3844 жыл бұрын
@@notcool4801 idk, ask novocaine not me
@megmoore86816 жыл бұрын
"Declare the world is yours" I can't believe Nana is vagueing Miku
@PickledThyme16 жыл бұрын
Is vague a verb now?
@dumbygummy46025 жыл бұрын
@@PickledThyme1 yes
@xxwafflexx26775 жыл бұрын
Nana:Decalre the world is yours Miku and Columbus:YES
@whiteegretorchids82345 жыл бұрын
666th like
@lovelessbachelor5 жыл бұрын
*WORLD IS MINE INTENSIFYS*
@sporemice5 жыл бұрын
this just in: local clown lady hates her job and has a mental breakdown
@aethercore4 жыл бұрын
mood
@catherineg.20524 жыл бұрын
that's such a mood ngl
@hydrodoctormp32164 жыл бұрын
Ok that's a mood
@lesom064 жыл бұрын
What a mood.
@x3k2584 жыл бұрын
Sounds like me
@flyingpiggles10346 жыл бұрын
"Sorry stacy, I can't go to our date, I'm too busy listening to a song about a clown telling me to not touch things."
@kieran77806 жыл бұрын
Who needs friends? KeNnItH hAs AlWaYs BeEn HeRe
@gael-vf1ld6 жыл бұрын
Lenny Kagamine And Ami, Kennith is dead.
@kayotic_catgirl6 жыл бұрын
"Yeah sorry Kate I can't come to hospital to see your baby girl I'm too busy listening to a song about a suicidal housewife who listens to the radio and stitches."
@jenniferdavies77846 жыл бұрын
"Oops sorry i cant come, im too busy listening to a song about some guy breaking mirrors and bleeding and becoming this weird crispy killer weirdo thing with multiple arms"
@swagimation2876 жыл бұрын
"Sorry Eliza, I can't go to your wedding. I'm too busy listening to a mother waiting by the phone calling her son 110 times."
@goldensugarcookie3 жыл бұрын
I was listening to this with my cat, and he just started staring into the darkness like there was a ghost in the hallway. then the lyric "you know it's rude to stare" came on and my cat just left lmao
@shatteredarling3 жыл бұрын
*"Ghost"*
@ratincheeseracecar2 жыл бұрын
Hand over ur cat rn
@vocaloidteto2 жыл бұрын
LMAO
@AndyTheInconsistent2 жыл бұрын
LOL
@bebe_choco2 жыл бұрын
@@shatteredarling LMAOOOO
@LuaDotExe6 жыл бұрын
The original audio in the trigger warning is still forever ingrained in my head.
@pillowtheweeb91116 жыл бұрын
LuaDotExe same
@liminaldreamer21216 жыл бұрын
LuaDotExe WA NA NANANA NA NA WANA WANANANA NA WA NENE WE NE NE WANANANANANA NA
@AI-gl6gs6 жыл бұрын
Aaaaaand this is why they disabled comments XD
@chewy19216 жыл бұрын
I wish that audio was still there lol
@eggoforeversanimations14596 жыл бұрын
What!? There used to be audio there?! Give me C L I P
@monoyoukai3 жыл бұрын
Okay, but she is singing about "keeping our mouth shut" And doing ASL- This is perfect
@janebeach1118 ай бұрын
what is she saying?
@MellyMiao8 ай бұрын
@@janebeach111 Lesbian in ASL
@dingdongdropdead5 жыл бұрын
"And telling jokes you take too sewiouswy" Not gonna lie, Nana is adorable
@bird95814 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@chasethemaster34402 жыл бұрын
Facts
@Nana.zxy_ Жыл бұрын
Thanks bro
@dingdongdropdead Жыл бұрын
@@Nana.zxy_ ayy we're here for our homies
@crazcatladeestudios9956 Жыл бұрын
Yesss, also the "woah-woah" and "okay" stuff at the start. At some points I think she sounds like a cute version of the robot from portal (I forget the name)
@thatstheway1036 жыл бұрын
To me it’s about not feeling you fit in and also having problems with sensory overload. Trying to live in society is hard, everyone really does make too much noise lol and I never have any idea what I’m doing or how I’m supposed to perform.
@cammy13496 жыл бұрын
frootjuice I thought it was about the artist feeling freaked out by trying to live up to insanely high expectations and the alien idea of having fans who idolize them. At least I remember that used to be the description or a pinned comment or something. Maybe I'm thinking of the wrong song.
@thatstheway1036 жыл бұрын
Curly McJensenpants no that makes a lot of sense! I think a lot of ghosts songs are open to multiple interpretations but I never saw the original description so.
@lizardgirl6 жыл бұрын
omg i agree. i have autism and so obviously i suffer from sensory issues, and this song just describes it so well.
@Bees_WackyStuff6 жыл бұрын
Kroworie same!
@catcakes67246 жыл бұрын
Idk but I thought it was about anxiety...to say the least
Who draws the art cause those hands are amazing how does one draw hands
@ghostandpals6 жыл бұрын
i draw the art unless it's stated otherwise in the credits - thank you so much!
@CalicoPoppy6 жыл бұрын
You do an absolutely amazing job, keep up the amazing work 😊❤
@xxwafflexx26775 жыл бұрын
Pepole draw Hands?
@charadreemur35965 жыл бұрын
People draw hands?
@mx_honey5 жыл бұрын
People draw?
@M1RR0RZ3 жыл бұрын
“So you work at the circus?” “Yes” “And you hate kids?” “Yea. I really don’t belong in this show though.”
@Jpgo-s9u25 күн бұрын
That's me if I'm someone who asks me if I work at my job
@Kawaii_koneko2 жыл бұрын
i have listened to this song a solid 30 times AND I JUST REALIZED THAT THERES A LITTLE CLOWN COMING OUT OF HER HAT
@Denzi-P Жыл бұрын
HELP
@Catwatermelon22117 ай бұрын
Wait what i listen to this song like a million times And never noticed that!!!?
@fakenews46734 жыл бұрын
"I REPEAT YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE" -circus baby's confusing directions
@kidsunderground44963 жыл бұрын
Ok?
@Hello_Itsme_2 жыл бұрын
???
@Kwiitchi Жыл бұрын
@@Hello_Itsme_ it's a fnaf reference, you wouldn't get it.
@Hello_Itsme_ Жыл бұрын
@@Kwiitchi oh ok tbh I've heard of circus baby but I have no clue what the rest is lol
@mslightbulb4 жыл бұрын
Breaking news “lesbian clown doesn’t like being the center of attention” I should dress as this for Halloween.
@cheriemorvay3 жыл бұрын
ok but did u actually be her for halloween tho?!?
@ntnb_.3 жыл бұрын
@@cheriemorvay YES
@Catsk1es3 жыл бұрын
I Should Too And It’s Even Better Since Famous Words From My Cousins “You Act Like Everyone She Makes In Songs”
@immortalsnail-xd7zv3 жыл бұрын
@@ntnb_. YYYYEEEEEESSSSSSSS
@artisticgarbage7083 жыл бұрын
This is my new favorite sentence
@brokenearbuds86446 жыл бұрын
Tag yourself, i'm the teeth at the top and bottom of the screen
@ryanrenn48156 жыл бұрын
I'm her signing "lesbian"
@hrhfnfbdnfsgdjdhsbbf70226 жыл бұрын
I'm the dark blue balloon on specifically the left hand side of the screen
@beepbeep48266 жыл бұрын
MerlinsOddWorld 17 I’m the pointer finger on the middle hand to the right
@screechingsiren16456 жыл бұрын
I’m Nana's gloves
@kieran77806 жыл бұрын
I'm Nana's hair
@POSTALPILLED3 жыл бұрын
Ok but all of GHOST's characters??? HOW ARE THEY ALL SO WELL DESIGNED??? LIKE??? I'm gay/straight for all of them
@galaxy61742 жыл бұрын
Trans Caliborn pfp? Nice. (Also tbh a fair few of GHOST's chars give off Tricksterstuck vibes, especially this one)
@smookiezz Жыл бұрын
Bi you’re bi
@emilythedragon4658 Жыл бұрын
@@smookiezz or maybe pan
@sproutz5014 Жыл бұрын
real lmao, except im non-binary so no matter the gender, I'm gay for them.
@bumbabees4 ай бұрын
i just want to _be_ them. they give me such gender envy....
@amyisexisting4 жыл бұрын
Morals of the story: Don't think that people are freaks just because they can do something normal people can't do, don't think that everything in the circus is just faked as in most cases they are risking their lives for your entertainment, only gods can do everything perfect and most people aren't gods if you haven't noticed. That being said, this girl does also deal with some problems like anxiety or something in a way that she probably shouldn't be entertaining a giant crowd of people who are definitely gonna look and be loud, and she also might have something maybe similar to ADHD (the world can definitely be way to loud sometimes, I know from experience), and also she wants people to respect her boundaries maybe a little too much. In other news, I analyze things too much
@velarde67314 жыл бұрын
In other words, imposter syndrome
@kittenz1024 жыл бұрын
in other words, this is a good theory
@amyisexisting2 жыл бұрын
When the fuck did this get over 400 likes Why was something I said when I was 15 or maybe even 14 allowed to get this many likes what the hell
@timmycu2 жыл бұрын
Yes. True. Thats exactly what was sung in the song.
@catbatrat1760 Жыл бұрын
Oh, thank you! This comment is actually a big relief because I was really confused as to the meaning of the song. /gen
@stephaniecannizzaro5756 жыл бұрын
the teeth at the top and bottom of the pv are goals tbh
@freezerburning6 жыл бұрын
stephanie cannizzaro ah yes I too would love to have 52 teeth
@gael-vf1ld6 жыл бұрын
Hyperdontia connected. :v
@saxa-uta6 жыл бұрын
Add it to the **l o r e**.
@anatomicalskull5 жыл бұрын
stephanie cannizzaro wth I just noticed that-
@corvidGarden5 жыл бұрын
I JUST NOTICED THEY WERE TEETH OMFG
@ghostsalamander48706 жыл бұрын
!!!! I love the piano, also the "over absolutely nothing" I love and I don't know why
@saxa-uta6 жыл бұрын
The delivery is very rhythmic and thus satisfying.
@jasminedoggietvn69955 жыл бұрын
The crowd goes wild with _AAAPPPLLLAAAUUUSSSEEEE_ *Over absolutely nothing.*
@rulersreachfan2435 жыл бұрын
I know this isn't the intent of the song, but some of the lines - and the general aesthetic of the video - remind me of my experiences with sensory overload. Sound overloads me easiest (I can't think around noisy crowds for instance) so the "please shut up you make too much noise!" line resonates with me. And I also relate to "I don't belong in this show" because I'm pretty much an outsider to the general public and I feel out of place in almost every group I've been in. So basically it kind of aligns with folks like me who have high-functioning autism. Not perfectly of course, because that's not the intent, but it works surprisingly well.
@tacodude26872 жыл бұрын
I get that soooooo much
@woooooooooooooooooooooooo Жыл бұрын
I didn't expect to get called out like this lmao/nm
@bumbabees13 сағат бұрын
i am a "high-functioning" autistic person (but i prefer to say high-masking, because i feel it is more accurate) and this was how i interpreted it too, this is basically my theme song lol. just the pain of everything being so overwhelming, feeling like youre constantly performing, and nobody around you getting it because theyre neurotypical and they dont think twice about things that are insanely hard for you. cant tell you how many people ive wanted to scream "please shut up you make too much noise" at.
@GENSOU_RAKUEN2 жыл бұрын
Top lyrics ever: "I'm not a freak, I'm not a clown, I'm not a deity's performance!" "You know it's rude to stare, this really isn't fair, your helium-defining voice, either way you make to much noise!" "I don't see the correlation. Where's the logic, if there's any?" "I should never be this high above the audience." As you can see they're all from this song 🤸
@shatteredarling2 жыл бұрын
Isnt it "I'm not an act" instead of "I'm not a clown"?
@unicornyoutube75873 ай бұрын
@@shatteredarling yes
@jimohli3 ай бұрын
@@unicornyoutube7587 Good to know
@Sepzgamin2 ай бұрын
The first line.. I like I want someone to clear up the meaning, I think I know the meaning already but i need clarification, cuz I dont trust myself
@shapescradle12743 жыл бұрын
"Declare the world is yours I find it hard not to laugh." Miku: I HEARD THAT!!!!!! Macane: hehe
@skateboardingelephant80593 жыл бұрын
Quietly in the background: sekai de
@mabelpines15336 жыл бұрын
I'm so hype about the comments coming back and this song sounds like cheesecake topped with nuts
@sekliley75876 жыл бұрын
Everyone knows you're supposed to put strawberries on cheesecake!
@themaddestlad25536 жыл бұрын
i always put pineapples on my cheesecake. surprisingly good.
@cookieoppressor97006 жыл бұрын
Boo First pizza now this. WHEN WILL YOU STOP?!
@OnyveUntitled5 жыл бұрын
Now I want cheesecake 😭
@izzythetrashposter57105 жыл бұрын
These songs (especially this, appetite, and that hole song) sound like someone pissed on an electronic music box and then turned it on
@someone8572 жыл бұрын
Macne Nana sounds both really old and 5 at same time and I am here for it
@maridhace30anos692 жыл бұрын
its Macne Nana
@kieran77806 жыл бұрын
Why was the clown sad? Because she had broke her funny bone
@kieran77806 жыл бұрын
KatieØwØ "Just move along, it's nothing new"
@xplodingklingon6 жыл бұрын
Gravity Cat a hahaha hahaha ur a funi felo u got me gud m8
@kieran77806 жыл бұрын
Who needs friends? "Keep your tounge inside your mouth"
@kieran77806 жыл бұрын
Hana Song "Don't assign my talents in the wrong category"
@sekliley75876 жыл бұрын
I just tricked my self...
@SaveBarb6 жыл бұрын
Parents took me to circus camp and thought of this the whole time
@pastellepinkie26055 жыл бұрын
What the fresh hell is circus camp..
@skull5775 жыл бұрын
@@pastellepinkie2605 Maybe it's like the Clown College version of summer camp
@SnakeFruitCookieGood5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry but "Circus camp" "Clown College" Wh-
@chatterbox10785 жыл бұрын
@@SnakeFruitCookieGood I'm just as confused??
@SarahJPruitt4 жыл бұрын
The *h e c c*
@PhantomReeper2 жыл бұрын
Because of this song I got into an argument with my mom over whether lesbian clowns exist and I just wanted to say that
@PhantomReeper2 жыл бұрын
Also I won bc once my lesbian aunt was a clown at my birthday when I was little so
@ISuckGermanToes31412 жыл бұрын
@@PhantomReeper LMAO
@iamPOWERhehe2 жыл бұрын
@@PhantomReeper 💀✌
@Shadow._.Foxi642 жыл бұрын
BAHAHh
@PhantomReeper2 жыл бұрын
@@Shadow._.Foxi64 i love ur pfp oh my god
@tacodude26872 жыл бұрын
It’s MY sensory overload, I get to choose the song 🎧
@FroppyIsFruity9 ай бұрын
Real.
@Pikmaruku6 жыл бұрын
Better then pennywise
@xplodingklingon6 жыл бұрын
Cutie Marionette *_Top 10 Best Anime Ships Of All Time_*
@Pikmaruku6 жыл бұрын
I also just had to say that I always imagine her doing the Pennywise dance when I'm listening to this.
@glooplovescheeseitz45636 жыл бұрын
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
@Pikmaruku6 жыл бұрын
@mysteriousmoonie we all do
@gendercunt6 жыл бұрын
*IM ON IT LADS*
@kotozaki-p3 жыл бұрын
*~Lyrics~* (Uh huh!) (Woah-oo-oh-oh!) (Okay!) (Hey now!) (Um bata batam ba bata) (Um bataba ba ba bata) (Um bata ba ba bata) (Um bata ba ba bata ta) Just move along, it’s nothing new No touching this and this or that Keep your tongue inside your mouth Don’t say a word, a whisper Compliments I fear they’re not Your god is not a silly face A deity’s performance Oh, but I’m not like that Move along, it’s nothing new No touching this and this or that Don’t assign my talents In the wrong category ‘Cross the rope, they mesmerize My balance lost, the crowd unpleased A deity’s performance Oh, but I’m not like that I don’t see the correlation Where’s the logic if there’s any? I don’t see the point in painting Merry smiles to hide the truth You know it’s rude to stare Balloons we fill with air A helium-defining voice Either way you make too much noise Topsy-turvy Sweetly dreaming Toss and turning in a Frantic state of disbelief The crowd goes wild with applause Over absolutely nothing Sing a dance that goes a bit like “La-ta-da-la-ta-la-ta-ta” Maybe you’ll understand I mean, it’s not that hard, you say Pull the mask up off the clown You’ll see the window to her soul Deprecated acts of jest And telling jokes you take too seriously I don’t see the correlation Where’s the logic if there’s any? I don’t see the point in painting Merry smiles to hide the truth You know it’s rude to stare Balloons we fill with air A helium-defining voice Either way you make too much noise I repeat: you make too much noise I repeat: you make too much noise A juggling act of choice The acrobatic scene A lion’s open mouth The leader screams our names Walk the rope or fall Adorn the vivid lights Declare the world is yours I find it hard not to laugh I should never be this high above the audience In all honesty, and I mean every word I’m not a freak I’m not an act I’m not a deity’s performance I don’t think the show is ending Everybody’s still applauding I don’t see the point in painting Merry smiles on my face You know it's rude to stare This really isn’t fair Your helium-infected voice PLEASE SHUT UP, YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE I REPEAT: YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE OH, I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHOW I REPEAT: YOU MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE OH, I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHOW
@orderscorner Жыл бұрын
i don’t really get why people comment lyrics when they’re at the bottom of the screen
@kotozaki-p Жыл бұрын
@@orderscorner it’s just in case they can’t follow it
@charlie_hall_ Жыл бұрын
@@orderscorner I appreciate the people that comment the lyrics because I have low vision and it's hard for me to see the words at the bottom of the screen and my screen reader can't read the video
@v0idspamz6364 жыл бұрын
i keep reading Macne Nana as Macarena
@5656Dana6 жыл бұрын
uh huh _wo Ah wO a h....._ OKAY oh no!
@XaiEia6 жыл бұрын
5656Dana it's "hey now" not "oh no"
@5656Dana5 жыл бұрын
ok
@kayotic_catgirl5 жыл бұрын
Me during a math test
@sakurapossom89814 жыл бұрын
homestuck
@losertm25714 жыл бұрын
Oh my god it's those bits without lyrics at the beginning of the song thank you I couldn't understand those I-
@dallasbattles75064 жыл бұрын
May have already been said, but here's my take on this song:-. Nana, is "painting a merry smile" to hide the fact that she's not as happy and merry as she appears. She's trying to appease the audience, the people she knows. "My balance lost, the crowd unpleased" referring to her slipping up and showing a glimpse of her true self, causing people to worry. This whole cycle of pretending and putting on an act of represented by the circus, or the show. Towards the end, "I don't think the show is ending" she realizes that this is going to have to be a forever thing. It won't end. "I don't see the point in painting merry smiles to hide my face" she's no longer finding it worth it to hide the fact that shes suffering
@Marverick1998 Жыл бұрын
I remember Ghost made a kind of statement about what this song meant back when it released. It was about how people treated Ghost like a celebrity because of their music, and it gave them a big spotlight as well as fanatic treatment from people. The song goes on to literally say "I'm normal like everyone else, stop it."
@imtryingtobeoriginalchanne39965 жыл бұрын
Hello. If you're reading this, congratulations, you've looked through quite a lot of comments. Speaking of reading quite a few comments, I read almost _every single_ comment here to find the percentage of them are jokes (apart from a few of the replies and some in different languages, I was too tired to translate at this point) and going through about 700 comments, *one hundred and seventy* are joke-posts. Once I found the percentage, I found that around a quarter, *(24.045261669% to be exact)* So yeah, I read almost every single comment in here, so if you've commented before this was made, it's been read. _what am I doing with my life_
@victoriabonilla80265 жыл бұрын
You ok?
@ihadthispfpwhenthememewass29444 жыл бұрын
Op are you okay
@pepperfr3sh4 жыл бұрын
1: no i havent i sorted by latest comments 2: r u ok
@truluvizmynethe1st4 жыл бұрын
Lets get this comment as high up as possible for this persons hard work
@marisabitch55782 жыл бұрын
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@StarbitO4 жыл бұрын
Hey, so I know that this isn't what this song is about at all, but I can relate to this song a lot. Throughout my childhood, I've often been treated like some sort of prodigy by my parents or teachers, because I got perfect grades, learned incredibly fast, stuff like that I guess. Actually, that's still an understatement. I was really, really intelligent when I was little. But the older I got, the more all of that left me. I don't have any energy to care about school anymore, I don't even have any hobbies or anything like that. I don't even have friends, to be honest. But everyone still has such high expectations of me. Because I'm so smart, right? I'm such a fuckin' genius, right? Just fuckin' listen to my side of things for once! Going to school, or even anywhere outside of the safety of my room feels like torture to me. Even if I wanted to pay attention to what my teachers were saying, I couldn't do it. My classmates are just so fuckin' loud! I wear earplugs at school, I really try everything to block out their stupid noises, but nothing is ever enough. Dozens of voices talking, laughing, screaming all at once. It feels like my head is about to burst. I've always been like this. Noises, bright lights, literally everything. It's always too much for me. I remember getting yelled at by my mom when I was around 10 and crying at a family event because everything was too much for me. She just told me that "I'm so difficult" and "should just act my age". If this is the price I pay for being a little smarter than most, then I don't fuckin' want it. I just want to be normal. I don't know why I am this way now. I used to be so smart! I understand next to nothing at school, even if I try as hard as I can. It can't just all be gone, right? If I just try a little harder, I'm sure it'll all come back and I'll be a genius again, right? I just hate it all so much. My parents and teachers think I'm a genius who's just too lazy to care about school because she knows it all already anyway, and people my age think I'm a stupid weirdo who can't even hold a conversation. I love the line: "I'm not a freak, I'm not an act, I'm not a deity's performance" so much for this reason. I'm not a freak. I'm used to people my age not even treating me like a person, but like some weird creature. Popular kids would ofter come up to me and treat me like a pet for their own amusement. I still remember how in 6th grade a girl told me that if I wanted people to like me, I should just try not being weird. Thanks a lot, Ellen. I'm not an act. When I was younger, I used to act strange to make others laugh. It worked, but I eventually realized that the people who I thought were my friends didn't think of me as an equal, but again as some weird freak who'll act funny for their entertainment. So of course, nobody cared or even noticed when I became more and more quiet, started skipping school multiple times a month and got sadder and sadder. I'm not a deity's performance. I'm tired of my teachers always having higher expectations of me that of everyone else. Last week, my science teacher came up to me and told me to make sure to study hard for the upcoming exam because he "knows I'm intelligent" and "wouldn't want me to get a grade lower than what I'm capable of" and I just wanted to cry. I don't want to people to treat me like they expect me to be better than others at everything by default. Also I really vibe with the repetition of "Please shut up, you make too much noise" and "I don't belong in this show" at the end because that's basically what's going on in my head 24/7 whenever I'm around people. I kinda just want everything to stop. ok this kinda went off the rails a little bit. I just wanted to talk about how (what I presume is) Golden Child syndrome combined with some other sort of mental fuckyness makes me relate to this song in some ways, and I accidentally wrote a huge paragraph that I should probably show to a psychiatrist instead. I'll probably add to this comment whenever I feel edgy like that so uh yeah bye c'ya
@overthinkit_3 жыл бұрын
Sounds a bit like what the song is about; imposter syndrome. Golden Child Syndrome tends to have an overlap with that, for obvious reasons. You also seem to have problems with sensory overload, which is a common symptom of things like anxiety disorders, ADHD and/or autism. (Of course, those aren’t the only causes of sensory overload.) Perhaps you should research into those, if you want to improve your situation. Of course, I’d understand if you wouldn’t. What does a random KZbin comment know?
@StarbitO3 жыл бұрын
@@overthinkit_ Hey so uh, about that. My parents are currently making me talk to a psychiatrist every few weeks so I can get an official diagnosis for wtf is going on with me. Last time the psychiatrist also gave them a questionnaire to fill out about me and I looked through it today because I'm nosy like that and it literally had written on it that it was criteria for diagnosing autism spectrum disorder. So uhh yeah guess that's something
@overthinkit_3 жыл бұрын
Hey! Diagnosis is a step towards progress! Now, you’ll be marching towards a future where you can feel happy once more.
@ravenace75363 жыл бұрын
I completely understand what this comment is talking about. I used to be treated like I was perfect but now I'm being treated like I'm stupid just because I lack that knowledge that I used to have.
@yannanhuang65103 жыл бұрын
Your experience really relates to this song! I hope you're better now, but if you see this I wanna share what I personally think would resolve this (my advice isn't 100% true, so take it if you want): talk to your parents and teachers, tell them off. If they wouldn't listen and claim you're just being difficult, you need to prove to them that you're being serious. Go to a school counselor. Repeat your case over and over again to those denying it. Make them take you to a psychiatrist. If you just wait for it to go away it won't. You need to act on your own well being and do this for yourself ✊
@morgancremer15963 жыл бұрын
Hello other gifted kids that now are unmotivated to do anything because of others expectations
@woooooooooooooooooooooooo3 жыл бұрын
Hello
@Justanormaltalkinglemon3 жыл бұрын
Hi
@gingers_in_dress_coats26322 жыл бұрын
hi
@Nyxmoon2 жыл бұрын
hello and good mornjntngn
@erratic_pulse_fp2 жыл бұрын
Hello
@ceilingeye6 жыл бұрын
I think this is about how we turn our performers into gods and expect them to act as such, so it becomes impossible for them to properly feed their audience and maintain a both genuine and positive reputation. Eventually this gets to the performer, as being a god is too much pressure and the feel isolated.
@halpmehimdyinginside5 жыл бұрын
Arrogant Anarchist if you read the description it turns out you’re right
@ceilingeye5 жыл бұрын
Emmalena Murphy yes!! I always like to try and guess the meaning before doing more research into the genuine intent behind it!
@999koimbani74 жыл бұрын
Like Albus Dumbledor.
@nuhuh549 ай бұрын
One thing i noticed that idk if anyone else did (even though it’s obvious) macne nana’s voice got higher when it said “helium defining voice” since helium makes your voice higher so yeah
@gabrieldobrowolski7 ай бұрын
That's was for me realy easy to check this.(Because i love it when the voice is so high)
@nuhuh547 ай бұрын
@@gabrieldobrowolski thank you, gabriel dobrowloski.
@bumbabees4 ай бұрын
im listening to this for the first time and i immediately noticed it. i love stuff like that in songs ^.^
@liminaldreamer21216 жыл бұрын
LA TA DA LA TA DA LA TA TA
@donutzombie82015 жыл бұрын
me shaving my legs at 2:35am while my cat licks my face.
@izzythetrashposter57105 жыл бұрын
You all a strange
@chatterbox10785 жыл бұрын
Me putting helium filled blue hairy caterpillars into balloons and popping them at children's birthday parties be like
@pansexualdisaster4 жыл бұрын
Me to Kennith: DEM LEGS!
@coffingirlie3 жыл бұрын
the fact this was from 3 years ago and ur pfp is making me laugh
@nonamiiie5 жыл бұрын
Sorry I can’t make it tonight, why? Oh, because a clown making “lesbian” in sign language is telling me not to touch anything.
@lakoritheweirdskelly4 жыл бұрын
Wait..... Is she really saying "lesbian" in sign langage ? Edit: i just checked and... HOLY HECK
@nonamiiie4 жыл бұрын
Reloup Mortal Bahaha yep 😂
@mayth66394 жыл бұрын
@@nonamiiie wait what is it really tru??
@nonamiiie4 жыл бұрын
@@mayth6639 Haha yeah
@mayth66394 жыл бұрын
@@nonamiiie woah gae
@bingmicrobiome3 жыл бұрын
I honestly can relate to this song, For many reasons really, 1:I get really overwhelmed when people expect alot of me 2:I dont like people touching my stuff 3:Im really sensitive to things 4: I get annoyed really quickly 5: I often put on a smile just to make people not worry about me 6: Im not a big fan of the spotlight 7: And sometimes I say thing people take too seriously and then me getting sad over it 8: The sentence "Im not a freak, Im not an act, Im not a diety performance" Represents me, since sometimes my own mind tells me that no-one understands me and that im just calling help for attention makes me feel really bad on the inside, (this doesent happen to much, but it does sometimes). Thanks for listening to me talk about my lil problems
@alandoyle10776 ай бұрын
Man, that must suck, I’m sorry for you. One thing I can try to help is sometimes sweet things can make me feel better, so when you get really overwhelmed then when you can just go to the shop and buy your favourite sweet. Because you deserve it
@bingmicrobiome5 ай бұрын
@@alandoyle1077 this was 3 years ago im actually crying :( ive gotten a lot better and life's been great! have a wonderful day
@alandoyle10775 ай бұрын
@@bingmicrobiome thank you :) you’re very polite
@calistomajor29476 жыл бұрын
tbh this is one of my favorite GHOST songs (first one prolly having to be either Happy Days or Broadcast Illusion), and I just love the aesthetic!! I hope everything goes well in your new song series! It sounds super cool. If it gets scrapped, that's always fine! A lot of us will support you, no matter what you choose to do with your songs and channel ^^ (maybe except deleting it, but you get what I mean maybe)
@itzleviswifeasajoke2 жыл бұрын
I've never heard of Macne Nana before, but I really like her voice
@Sun-sy7ec2 жыл бұрын
congrats nana for coming out
@zerothefool23993 жыл бұрын
"Sorry I'm late to class." "What happened?" "I was listening to a lesbian clown telling me to shut up."
@ojhudgins73263 жыл бұрын
My headcanon as a stupid person is that the song is about a clown/jester with misophonia. And as a person who has misophonia but loves thrill, this really speaks to me.
@hazakurasuyama9016 Жыл бұрын
What’s misophonia?
@chickennuggets6847 Жыл бұрын
@@hazakurasuyama9016 What is misophonia? People with misophonia are affected emotionally by common sounds - usually those made by others, and usually ones that other people don't pay attention to. The examples above (breathing, yawning, or chewing) create a fight-or-flight response that triggers anger and a desire to escape. (Yes I copypasted this off google)
@klourdes60684 жыл бұрын
was blasting this and some kid in my class asked me what i;m listening too and i simply said "deranged circus music."
@mostlyghostie3 жыл бұрын
Revisiting this song, I’d like to say that I am now an actual clown (like, I’m working on my outfit and have recently bought some grease paint), and I blame this song for my Clown Awakening. I should’ve recognized that the lesbian clown’s vibe felt Too funky... Update: I am now wearing clown makeup. GHOST I blame you for this /Lh- (Okay for real, this is the best song for a clown awakening vhsjvdh) Update 2: I have now worn clown makeup every day this week. GHOST why have you cursed me so- /j
@OfficialLuni3 жыл бұрын
"Your not a clown, your the entire circus!" -a quote I thought would fit here
@mostlyghostie3 жыл бұрын
@@OfficialLuni Thank you :D Honestly I'd love to be a whole circus. I recently dyed my hair bright green so I've graduated to beetlejuice/joker kinning anyway lol
@OfficialLuni3 жыл бұрын
@@mostlyghostie i would honestly kill to give off a beetlejuice vibe
@cassidyelmore69523 жыл бұрын
so, do you get paid well?
@clownfvcker3 жыл бұрын
@@cassidyelmore6952 she's not a professional clown so i believe she doesn't get paid :o(
@godlessgallivant72746 жыл бұрын
as someone with adhd who has really no sense of social norms and suffers from sensory overload a lot this song is a highkey mood
@marcetteb60645 жыл бұрын
Same here
@lelduck63885 жыл бұрын
I get sensory overload due to my autism. I wonder a lot about this song, I like it.
@Bees_WackyStuff5 жыл бұрын
Lelduck hey I have Autism aswell!
@colony30sshittyproudbanner2 жыл бұрын
I have ADHD, but I'm not sure if I have sensory overload
@tempuralovemail18006 жыл бұрын
what font is that wow this is a stupid question
@Phamfy896 жыл бұрын
Trashy Sofa I don't think it's stupid
@Mimikyuzzz6 жыл бұрын
I think its name is Circus, go search at DaFont, I found it there once
@ghostlyfreak5 жыл бұрын
Found it! It's called Freak Show on fontspace.com
@aethercore4 жыл бұрын
@@ghostlyfreak odfugjrisgigfd YES THAKNK
@ghostlyfreak4 жыл бұрын
@@aethercore no problem! :0
@Xeorboom5 ай бұрын
look, Gooseworx is cool and all but GHOST did mental breakclown first
@altrivv395 ай бұрын
BAHHAHAHAH I LOVE THIS COMMENT
@pixielofexeus92202 жыл бұрын
the fact that nana is signing lesbian in asl is amazing
@plushproductions48113 жыл бұрын
Accidentally clicked on this video.. Best mistake of my life, because now I get to listen to this ✨BOP✨
@lotusfomalhaut99504 жыл бұрын
When you're having a mental breakdown, but your circus job starts in 1 minute
@lampbug6 жыл бұрын
the comments are open now yess-- i love this song :""3
@daydreamer71492 жыл бұрын
“I’m sorry Bestie I’m missing our movie night to listen/watch ghost’s videos, yes I know you’re disappointed but this music is GOOD”
@ItzYaGirlSophie9 ай бұрын
"Mewwy smiles" 😭 shes (Nana's vb) so cute
@ハンドルネーム-w2o5 жыл бұрын
ホントにありがとうございます!! 聞けばきくほどGHOSTさんの世界感に惹かれていきます!!
@crownclowncreations5 жыл бұрын
I didn't know you had Impostor Syndrome, but looking back at some of your earlier descriptions/comments, it kind of makes sense to me now. I'm really sorry, that's gotta be really rough at times. One of my favorite voice actors, Matt Mercer, also suffers from Impostor Syndrome. I didn't know what it was a first, but I remember my heart broke a little when I found out. I realize that words won't change anything, but I just want you to know that we who support you and enjoy your content, would never lie to you. We should nerver put people on pedestals or treat them as higher, better beings, that's not fair to them nor to others. But I really do love your work. And I mean that. I don't know if this is something that can be treated, but none the less, I hope you're doing better
@that_onelumnionus_brownskinnn2 жыл бұрын
When the video went black at 2:25 I saw MY OWN EYES and screamed ✋😩
@cinguloapathy2 жыл бұрын
ghost wants your eyes
@artfuldodgerrr2 жыл бұрын
@@cinguloapathy ok but that made me wheeze
@BagelBagelBagelBa Жыл бұрын
@@cinguloapathy y'all remember "i eat eyes hatsune miku original song"?
@elverlyrivergrace Жыл бұрын
@@BagelBagelBagelBa heck yes I do
@the_basil_fang1rl Жыл бұрын
@@cinguloapathy this is way funnier with your pfp
@AlexYoung-jg3pu8 ай бұрын
"That wasn't intentional at first, but honestly? Now it is." God I fuckin love Ghost
@sunzdayez6 жыл бұрын
finally! i can say how much i love this song its such a BOP
@marisoldiaz443 жыл бұрын
Wow! This song is super different than any other song that I have ever heard, and it was well written and composed, and I also like the art work. Thanks to my daughter, Caty, I found out about it. Keep up developing your beautiful, and God given talents, Ghost. May God bless you!
@cicero38954 жыл бұрын
The way she says "dreaming" is adorable
@cicero38953 жыл бұрын
@Eva Tavarez 1:22
@wingdingfontbro4 жыл бұрын
At 2:13 there is some random rectangle between the words HELIUM and DEFINING. This also occurs at other points in the video where HELIUM is used.
@Mothpuff4 жыл бұрын
I think it's supposed to be one of these: -
@wingdingfontbro4 жыл бұрын
@@Mothpuff ah, yes, my mistake.
@sweethysteria87372 жыл бұрын
This song kind speaks to me Imposter syndrome is something I feel as someone with depression who feels bad as a waste of space But with anxiety, I don’t like being the center of attention
@shinesnakeeold74474 жыл бұрын
“Hey um *insert crushes name* I can’t go to the movies, uhhh, this 13 year old dressed as Beppi the Clown is telling me my reasons to shut up.”
@starheirxero6 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one noticing the teeth on the top and bottom of the screen??
@solarboydjango52195 жыл бұрын
No I noticed them too
@Thoticus.Prime.5 жыл бұрын
I had no idea lmao.. granted there’s a lot going on in that picture
@notcool48015 жыл бұрын
*Trash Dentist kicks down the door*
@lakoritheweirdskelly4 жыл бұрын
Nope i've noticed too and it's making me inconfortable
@cherryhill90554 жыл бұрын
I just noticed the top
@chloewalker2144 жыл бұрын
1:49 reminds me of when you had to touch the four dots on the smart board in class to turn it on lol
@limousinemachine4 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD OH KT GOD
@MissBlazeWulf102 Жыл бұрын
Recalibrating the board ✨
@i_love_モラ17 күн бұрын
Thought I was the only one
@Misfitpuppeteer16 күн бұрын
I couldn’t get the top ones, thanks for the flash back!
@Vrissylalonde4 жыл бұрын
Macne Nana sounds so good in this song!
@papaburr-d25906 жыл бұрын
this song is a hard bop that’s just the facts
@emiibun4 жыл бұрын
Everytime i listen to the part 2:26 i cant help but just imagine Nana being called to walk on the rope above everyone, and when the lyrics "Im not a Freak, Im not an Act, Im not a Deity's Performance." come up, i just think shes walking on the rope and she then falls and possibly dies or just gets hurt and everyones still looking and applauding about it... I have a dark mind.
@animeweeb95162 жыл бұрын
your messed up... I like you:)
@colony30sshittyproudbanner2 жыл бұрын
The lions mouth thing makes me think she could've been bit and fatally injured or at least disabled from it (and the crowd doesn't know and just wants entertainment)
@rxndomfxndom7405 Жыл бұрын
Honestly I thought she was walking on the rope, but then she jumped off by choice to stop the act and almost died, and no-one noticed or heard her screams so they kept applauding
@therandomdanornot86356 жыл бұрын
Songs or vocaloids, I guess have some story of idea of the song, its really how you word it, but it back to back to find a hidden message...and I think everyone's favorite part was dadaladaldadadadadudududula
@ieatbugs89486 жыл бұрын
Every time I listen to this song, I get sad... When it's over, specifically. But then I remember there's a replay button. And all's well once again.
@ashyami8 ай бұрын
Kids; “Oo!! A pretty clo-!..” Macne; “SHUT UP THE SOUNDS ARE OVEREATING MY SOUL STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT!!!”
@nekomataumbreon7 ай бұрын
Autism /j
@user-vl7wt9bm6p5 жыл бұрын
え、めっちゃすき
@EchonoxSpirits4 жыл бұрын
Im so happy to finally hear a song where Macne nana has good tuning. She actually sounds really good if you tune her right!!!
@what_is_a_handle Жыл бұрын
I can taste this characters color palette and it’s like a fruit salad but a little bit more sour
@Idcwtfgggghhn Жыл бұрын
I can see this character’s song and it sounds like the color of crushed smarties and skittles. I am now Nancy.
@weedlakas94192 жыл бұрын
I want every vocaloid in project diva I would love to see a module of Macne in this outfit
@weewee45325 жыл бұрын
2:56 Michael Jackson is shaking in his grave.
@evernightsdream5 жыл бұрын
oh my *god*
@puppylover2.0girl584 жыл бұрын
“ A helium defining voice, either way you make too much voice “ I mean most Vocaloids have high voice.
@MiindOfWeird10 ай бұрын
Ghost I just want to say you are one of the best composers i've ever heard and you are my main inspiration. :D
@countsnack67976 жыл бұрын
Ohh this is cool...... ARE THOSE TEETH
@notcool48015 жыл бұрын
*Trash Dentist kicks down the door*
@kittenz1024 жыл бұрын
*Screams in Hyperdontia*
@theorangedinosaur40983 жыл бұрын
He eats the clown
@cakiekin3 жыл бұрын
this song reminds me of misophonia, especially when it says "please shut up you make too much noise" even though the song has an entirely different meaning either way it is a banger
@cooldog49083 жыл бұрын
i read "contains flashing imagery" as "contains flashing laundry"
@BuzzyBuggyBee2 жыл бұрын
I know its about impostor syndrome but...its easy to relate this to my bpd and adhd and sensory shit all in one. I love how music can mean a million things
@Mox__3 жыл бұрын
Nobody: Lesbians who like clowns and know sign language: 😏♥️
@emilythedragon4658 Жыл бұрын
I see this as a absolute win
@sproutz5014 Жыл бұрын
Is afraid of clowns, knows a little bit of asl, and is lesbian close enough?
@meamagic2783 Жыл бұрын
Is she actually lesbian? I wanna know since I can't support LGBTQ and stuff (religious things, before anyone asks or says I'm homophobic)
@sproutz5014 Жыл бұрын
@@meamagic2783 it says so in desc, most of GHOSTs ocs are queer
@meamagic2783 Жыл бұрын
@sproutz5014 oh well too bad for me lmao
@veronica33245 жыл бұрын
1:37 me when I search a song heard 733845 years ago on Google
@izzythetrashposter57105 жыл бұрын
"A helium defining voice" she says, with a helium defining voice
@zombie97373 жыл бұрын
every day I have to try to stop myself from just singing random lyrics from this song in my discord gcs