[Music Video] アブノーマリティ･ダンシンガール / ぐちり feat.flower （Abnormality Dancin' Girl / Guchiry feat. flower）

「蝶になった」
どうも、ぐちりです。
虫は苦手です。
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~あらすじ~
“異常”という概念に恋する少女“多目メネ”は、自分の平凡さに嫌気がさしていた。
作詞曲：ぐちり
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自分が平凡すぎて嫌だなあって思ったことはありますか？
僕はそれを友人に漏らしたら「お前はおかしいから安心しろ」と言われました、とても腑に落ちない。

[@Guchiry]

ぐちりです！ みなさん、聞いてくださりありがとうございます！ 本楽曲のMVについて、以下の動画でもお話しています！ ぜひ、ご覧ください〜！ ↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓ kzbin.info/www/bejne/i3O5dX5rrrWShsU ﾒﾈﾁｬﾝ……

[@chankawa2142]

いちこめ！気になる...!!

[@user-ck7ej3rj2d]

MVについてのこだわりをかなり聞けて楽しかったです～

[@crea-1.12_]

@@chankawa2142 それな〜( ˙꒳​˙ )👍✨

[@HARU____.]

最高でした、！

[@user-sv4um7vt8n]

100,000再生おめでとうございます! まだ1週間なのにすごいです! もっと伸びろ!

[@arachnoophobic]

Headphones ain’t enough, I need this song printed on to my brain

[@ifyouneedmeillbeinmycoffin]

Headphones aren't enough, I need to eat music at this point

[@Moonlit-Demon]

Headphones aren't enough, I need this music injected into my blood system

[@thisisliterallymydisplayname]

Headphones aren't enough, I want to be able to physically touch this tune

[@og_dripj]

​@@thisisliterallymydisplaynametechnically you are

[@estrela841]

Headphones ain't enough, I need to download this in my brain

[@mozzapple]

HIGH PITCHED FLOWER KINDA SCARES ME BUT THIS SONG IS A BOP

[@goldn8409]

Its always the suicidal ones

[@World2BestPizzaMaker]

@@goldn8409 Fr

[@ksjdddjdjd]

@@goldn8409 yup-

[@quit4781]

@@goldn8409 yeah.. I also love how the tune usually sounds so.. Happy?? At least my parents will never question the song im listening to at least.

[@mewvocaloid3]

she sounds like she's about to kill me istg

[@FrenchVFlower]

Day 83 of coming here everyday I randomly started playing genshin again after a 3 month break

[@tehmatevz1523]

my condolences. Jokes aside, if you enjoy it, play it. Don't care if people judge you.

[@FrenchVFlower]

@@tehmatevz1523 Thanks :D , even tho i didnt stop for the fear of ppl judgment (even tho im REALLY scared of other ppl judgment in general since i have social anxiety blablah we dont care) i js stopped playing b my computer couldnt handle genshin anymore but i got a ps4 and i can play without taking ages to just teleport and without lagging

[@tehmatevz1523]

@@FrenchVFlower Part of the reason I said that was also because I didn't want to just make fun of you because this hellhole we call the internet already has too much negativity. Also, as somebody with a fair share of playtime in both genshin and hsr, I feel like you shouldn't care about other people's judgement. If they don't like you for your taste in games, then they aren't the kind of person you should keep in your company anyway. I hope you have an enjoyable experience!

[@margrette5386]

A person of taste I see (for coming to this for 83 days and playing genshin)

[@DeadXeno]

only day 83 pfft, been here everyday since release

[@user-ym9jh4cd9i]

0:20に出てくる「アブノーマリティ・ダンシンガール」にある・が少女にちょうど被ってて、一番初めに出てきた蝶の標本にも白い点(針)が刺さっている。彼女はすでに蝶だったのか…

[@user-bb7vb7cf5p]

すご …

[@nenekonekoneko]

そういえばMVのキャラクター説明に自分は普通だと思い込んでいる的なこと書いていた気がするから最初の時点で異常だったとか？

[@TheXWOLFProduction]

Another song for the people who were told they were "gifted" as kids, but we ended up being average

[@GE-0530RN]

even worse when you get into some gifted programme or some shit and you get riducled by the entire batch of students to the point none ofthem want to be assocuated with you anymore

[@raedotnet4534]

@@GE-0530RN damn

[@GE-0530RN]

@@raedotnet4534 quite damn

[@GE-0530RN]

Even worse when my tablet is fat as fuck and i cant type for shit

[@th3lostw4nderer]

yes

[@bundleofsunshine2504]

I love the easter eggs 1.The shoes 2:01 Shoes usually are a symbol of suicide 2.when she talks about being a butterfly,the word's are in the shape of butterfly wings 1:09 , 2:00 3.the flower pot 1:37 Usually when someone dies in Japan they put a flower pot on the persons table for respect 4.The chairs surrounding her 1:09 Another suicide symbol I'm sooo glad I could help you guys with the Easter eggs!

[@cafty_gurl]

Yup I noticed it too!! So cool

[@bookwhizz]

And the butterfly being on her right shoulder in her outfit!!

[@adulthiyokoanti-mikan5111]

@@bookwhizz*kagamine len flashbacks*

[@bookwhizz]

@@adulthiyokoanti-mikan5111 OH NO I WASNT EVEN THINKING OF THAT NOW THE SONGS IN MY HEAD

[@EMOBOY91828]

Whoa

[@SangonomiyaKokoya]

“Dad, why is my sister named Rose?” “Because your mother loves roses.” “Oh, thank you, Dad.” “No problem, [Music Video] アブノーマリティ・ダンシンガール/ぐちり feat.flower (Abnormality Dancin' Girl / Guchiry feat. flower).” TY FOR 300 LIKES

[@_ritzzzyy]

HELP WHAT?

[@misodashiba]

@@_ritzzzyy im here to help!

[@Reioloshi]

REAL

[@spacedino3789]

LMAO

[@ghostz_playz1st]

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH 😭

[@Livniix199]

Here is the song meaning : ---------------- ⚠️ THIS MIGHT BE A BIT DISTURBING FOR SOMEONE ⚠️ This song is about a girl named Mene. Mene is unhappy with her average grades. When Mene sees her classmate Miya get perfect grades seemingly without trying, she thinks that this type of perfection is abnormal and tries to become more like her. Mene tries to act more like Miya and tries even harder to become "Abnormal", and gets to the point of envy where she falls in love Miya, realizing it during the dream sequence. But then Mene realizes that she'll never be with/like Miya. Mene finally snaps, and becomes a butterfly, a metaphor in the song for committing suicide. Her death is reflected earlier on in the PV where a vase of flowers is sitting on her desk, a common tradition in Japan when a student has passed away.

[@jennifermastrangelo4087]

Thanks

[@spacedino3789]

That's scary 😨

[@changanyu1457]

i'm scared. i'm in the exact same predicament, only my "Miya" is my best friend and I didn't commit suicide. ...will this be my ending?

[@scp-079_moment]

@@changanyu1457Oh shit-

[@SillyBillyOng]

​@@changanyu1457just say nah, id win

[@tyronethelost_boy940]

The transition from her school self to the butterfly outfit was done really well, if you watch it closely, her face splits into her other outfit, like a cocoon becoming the butterfly.

[@tyronethelost_boy940]

2:44

[@enzaissodead]

basil

[@Um_Fan_De_Omori]

basil

[@tyronethelost_boy940]

Yes, I listen to this song...@@Um_Fan_De_Omori

[@bumbum3319]

her face doesn't split it flashes into the next scene

[@rimu0_0]

普通より下の人は普通に憧れて 普通より上の人も普通に憧れて 普通の人は異常に憧れる…？

[@user-ve1qy5zl5b]

無いものねだり

[@tyorotyorogi]

なら異常はどうなる？

[@user-jy9gr9tt3l]

@@tyorotyorogi 異常な人は普通に憧れるのよ、、、

[@user-ec6vr1pb4w]

@@user-jy9gr9tt3l 異常に気付かず更に 異常に憧れるかも…？

[@user-jy9gr9tt3l]

@@user-ec6vr1pb4w 確かに、、それもあるかも。

[@leannehain7413]

Why isn’t anyone talking about how awesome the art is?

[@TWINKDESTROYER87]

"why is nobody-" alot of people are

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 137 of coming here everyday finally decided to start practicing my all county orchestra songs

[@xelix1681]

DAY 137?? get a life bro😭

[@Reioloshi]

@@xelix1681 when i hit day 150 im gonna stop (probably) its easy to leave comments tho.. i do other things in my day too (sorry if my reply sounds rude, idk how to word it properly)

[@puddin9079]

@@Reioloshidont stop, dont get a life, this is your hobby now.

[@EpicGamerTank99]

​​@@ReioloshiHOL UP REIOLISHI IS THAT YOU?

[@Reioloshi]

@@EpicGamerTank99 HI YES YII HAVE FOUND ME

[@derryair9419]

Based on the translation of the lyrics and diary entries, the final entry "I became a butterfly", means she's committed suicide. Each chorus when she envisions herself as a butterfly she's surrounded by either chairs or shoes, both are often associated with suicide. She also had a vase appear on her desk after napping, which is normally used to pay respect to the dead student that occupied that desk. So everytime she sees herself as a butterfly she's basically wishing to be dead, to be free and always dreaming, because that's the only way she can live up to her own "abnormal" expectations. She's always sleeping, the diary entries note her wanting to sleep constantly, so that she could be noticed and loved in her dreams by the classmate she's obsessed with. Its pretty sad and a representationof the stresses in Japanese culture to be perfect and exceptional. It may seem like she's not caring about what others think, and that she eventually accepts herself, but she's actually desperate to be "abnormal" (perfect), so much so that she ends up accepting that being alive means she won't be ever be perfect (this is why she leaves the mirror dirty towards the end), and instead kills herself, to be an everlasting abnormal butterfly.

[@number1zonvip]

Thank you

[@TheSaif258]

That just soo sad.

[@rieniko]

@@TheSaif258 yeah..:(

[@Eosinophyllis]

Also she’s the only person in the classroom at times, which is sometimes used to represent a ghost character in media from what I’ve observed.

[@SimpleAsChris]

Holy shit i didn't notice that now you are making me think alot of things

[@miwikiw461]

Internet rule 142: any japanese song about depression, drugs, ou anything bad / sad, will have a very addictive beat

[@xanderbunn1220]

FACTS

[@teytii__]

real

[@maverbantog9536]

Facts

[@gayternatee]

facts

[@Kfc-chan]

"Where is smiley" is a great song though, and its Japanese

[@KoppaMochi_in_Amakusa]

なんでもっと早く見つけられなかったんだろうか。 コレから好きなだけ聞くぞ〜

[@IbukiMi0da]

「貴方誰？」「私誰？」私のお気に里です

[@Boringpersonality]

Why r Japanese songs like this such bangers but have a sad meaning behind it 😭😭😭

[@Ame.IsRain]

Shave?

[@Ame.IsRain]

🧑‍🦲

[@m.3ja]

@@Ame.IsRain they probably meant "have", it was a typo i think

[@qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm1460]

@@Ame.IsRain 🧑‍🦲

[@SkullEmojeee]

HELP ITS THE BALD EMOJIS 😭💀🧑‍🦲

[@gawbe]

I don't know who needs to hear this: "Don't worry about grades. Still aim for them, but don't trade your sanity for unrealistic standards. You can do it, and if you don't, you can always try again. It's never too late."

[@mamba0]

Tysm m8

[@vocaberri]

Thanks a ton, I needed this today.

[@neptune2589]

Tysm, it really helped

[@lanaballs]

Ty I really needed this right now 🙏🙏🙏

[@Mars-rv9um]

i- human being, i have failed classes (but still passed to the next grade somehow) for years-

[@EverGreen8222]

Day 1 of listening to this song until 2025 Listening to this while playing splatoon 3

[@CRKFANparfaitcookiefan]

GASP* HAVE U BEAT MR GRIZZ YET I JUST DID YESTERDAYYY(edit::my nintendo just died.)*

[@whoamibeingrightnow]

Rip your Nintendo ​@@CRKFANparfaitcookiefan

[@Neptuno_solarballs7w7]

2024年になっても聴かれることを確認、良い曲です

[@Dust_Sansuha]

И её услышали.

[@wonderchild863]

I might want to add onto 1:59 . The reason there's a group of shoes around her is because in Japan, people usually take off their shoes before comitting suicide. Just thought I would share that with you all because it plays a important role in the video.

[@zh4rp3n3r]

But why?

[@zh4rp3n3r]

@@enai9 oh

[@justmegan7264]

@@enai9 I don't think so

[@stardazedkid8]

@@enai9 Actually, it's to show they were *not* murdered, and it was a suicide

[@nagitoes4635]

@@zh4rp3n3r then you can still smell their feet if you miss them

[@cinnibunbun7389]

Somewhere on Pixiv I believe, someone made a comic detailing the story from the blonde girl perspective (I think her name was Nanamiya/Nana). In the alternative story, Nana was interested in the main girl (Tame), because she didn’t care for anyone’s approval. She wished to to talk to Tame, but was often discouraged to do so. So she simply watched Tame from afar. She became enamored with Tame, became of how hard she worked despite not being affected by people’s opinions. On the days building up to Tame’s death, Nana noticed a shift in her mood, but decided not to act on it. The day after Tame was announced dead, Nana brought in a flower for her desk.

[@RaineLikesTheSillyDinosaur]

OH.MY.GOD. THANK YOU FOR THIS. Since guchiry has patreon(and i don't have money lmao),i can't really see what's the story behind(some of them,to clearly know exactly what's going on) And i THANK comments like this about somethings i don't know🛐

[@rubylily1707]

How can you find it

[@cinnibunbun7389]

@@rubylily1707 ... Pixiv

[@zahando66]

@@cinnibunbun7389 would definitely love a link, pretty please?

[@everythingmustgo4478]

link? i know i can just search for it but idk which keywords i should use

[@jew3l]

Favorite vocaloid song ever. This deserves to be far more famous. The composition, the beat the lyrics, the video. Ten message. Just fucking fabulous. Love you so much

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 140 of coming here everyday today I had a potluck in school with my student council and i brought watermelon and iced tea arizona :D

[@expixel8319]

ここに出てくる蝶ってみんな綺麗に成長したけど、綺麗だから人に捕まって死んでるんだな

[@Gokutardno1]

Very very nice comment love it

[@user-xd2bm5dv9s]

@@Gokutardno1 そのように言える君も良い人だと思うぞ！

[@staples.]

I ate a fish recently

[@ayakaayaka9432]

@@staples. 魚は美味しかったですか？

[@the2ks382]

i hope so

[@rx2328]

歌詞 いつもどう頑張って努力をした所で 指し示されるは平均値 やってられないよ くだらない評価に踊らされてばかり もう嫌になっちゃったこの人生 なら生まれ変わろうか 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 自問自答繰り返し手に入れたの 新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 凡庸な服を捨て去って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 冷めきった舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 「普通」が呪いをかけてきて 「異常」に憧れたの 異論、持論に興味などないから もう鍵をかけて 「好き」「嫌い」を疾うに通り越して「異常」に恋焦がれていたの 歪んだ愛の成れの果て創られた 新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 凡庸な服を捨て去って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 冷めきった舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 暗い部屋 1人きり 鏡の前 午前0時 「アナタ誰」「ワタシ誰」 問い掛けど返事は無かった 狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、踊れ。 さぁ、新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 透明な服で着飾って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 熱狂の舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 歪んだ愛の成れの果て創られた 叶わぬ恋 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 自問自答繰り返し手に入れたの 新しいワタシを

[@guizadoOficial]

U made my day

[@mikuang3l389]

Thank you

[@user-rd2ji7ps3t]

ありがとうございます！！ 助かります！！✨m(*-ω-)m

[@Thisaccountisajoke--]

ありがとうございます！とても役に立ちました

[@havucicinananas_]

Day 171 of coming here everyday i saw a weird dream like..i was screaming but i dont?? i thought it was real

[@havucicinananas_]

im obsessed with doctor=funk beat help (why do i always say help)

[@FrenchVFlower]

Day 66 of coming here everyday i got wireless headphones today

[@b10h4z4rd_scyth3]

wireless headphones are the best i love my wireless headphones

[@flyingpiggles1034]

I cannot get over how pretty the art in this is

[@RaineLikesTheSillyDinosaur]

my god i know right?This has even become my dream artstyle-

[@hestermoon8953]

ikr it’s gorg

[@abnormaltulip]

exactly!! i wanna try drawing like hima, but our artstyles are COMPLETE opposites, so it'd be hard wwww

[@bunny64646]

WHOS THE ARTIST??

[@bunny64646]

And their socials pleaseee 😭

[@Plsbymeagoat]

if ya don't know Japanese then here are the lyrics in engish "No matter how hard I try or how much effort I put in The results are always average I can't go on like this Constantly being manipulated by useless measures of worth I've already come to hate this life So, I think I'll restart my life My chest is completely filled with “abnormality” I'm becoming a me that isn't normal I ask myself over and over, "did I get it? A brand new me." Look at me now, touch me right now I’ll throw away my ordinary clothes Now, from my chrysalis, I’ll become a butterfly I’ll show off everything as it is Therе are no performers on this coolеd-off stage So I'll beat out the steps, 1, 2, 3 I'm not being manipulated I'm dancing! Yeah, I'm going crazy! "Normality" cast a curse on me And I yearned for "abnormality" I don't have any interest in your differing opinions or pet theories; I’ve already locked the door I went beyond “love” and “hate” And fell deeply in love with “abnormality” a long time ago And from the ruins of that warped love, it was created- A brand new me Look at me now, touch me right now I’ll throw away my ordinary clothes Now, from my chrysalis, I’ll become a butterfly I’ll show off everything as it is There are no performers on this cooled-off[1] stage So I'll beat out the steps, 1, 2, 3 I'm not being manipulated I'm dancing! Yeah, I'm going crazy![2] In a dark room by myself Before the mirror at midnight "Who are you?" "Who am I?" I asked, but received no reply Go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, dance Oh, brand new me... Look at me now, touch me right now Dressed up in transparent clothes Now, from my chrysalis, I’ll become a butterfly I’ll show off everything as it is There are no performers on this impassioned stage So I'll beat out the steps, 1, 2, 3 I'm not being manipulated I'm dancing! Yeah, I'm going crazy! My chest is completely filled with “abnormality” I'm becoming a me that isn't normal And from the ruins of that warped love, it was created-an unfulfillable love My chest is completely filled with “abnormality” I'm becoming a me that isn't normal I ask myself over and over, "did I get it? A brand new me."

[@someony2669]

thank you! had to search alot for this haha

[@sunnysandra5078]

You are my savior thank you so much

[@emilykarma7092]

But what title is this song?

[@Fireythatcher]

@@emilykarma7092 "Abnormality Dancin' Girl" is the title 👍

[@waterfallatom9825]

Ily

[@U-dg2os]

「異常」に恋焦がれていた ともとれるし、 「異常に恋焦がれていた」 ともとれるの好き。

[@flower.hatsune]

Day 72 second i forgot there is a math test tomorrow..

[@user-cx9rm3ou6w]

flowerちゃんってこんな声出るんだ...

[@user-op9cw3ms9n]

女の子だからね

[@rin1234]

とても素敵な声ですよね(*´︶`*) 可愛い気もしますね

[@user-ys7kp7iv9r]

すごい調教よね、初めて聞いたすごいわ

[@azurin_paleblue]

それな flowerちゃんのこういう声初めて聞いた

[@tbn_sk]

それな！私は花ちゃんもっと好きになりました､､､

[@x.avelynn.x]

It's heartbreaking to see how people can go insane from the pressure of society and even end up killing themselves. From what I've heard I believe Mene (our main character) commits suicide at the end knowing that no matter how hard she tries she will never be perfect and how abnormal perfection is and how rare it is to be perfect. [Edit: The MC's Name is actually Tame!]

[@ghostlywhispers32]

It truly is sad

[@Yuni-cj8kv]

@@ghostlywhispers32 Ikr

[@julietkathleen7088]

It’s also that she’s gay and in love with the blonde.

[@lenzii4205]

@@julietkathleen7088 wait, WHTA

[@c-estellix]

@@julietkathleen7088 i don’t think that she was necessarily in love with the blonde girl- it was more of an exaggerated infatuation. she aimed to become the blonde girl so she can achieve what she believed to be perfection. if she truly loved the blonde girl, she wouldn’t have crushed on her for a selfish reason (i say selfish because the reason for her supposed crush was more self-serving than anything.)

[@user-qi3wc6vg5g]

2:32 このところ鏡に向かって「あなた誰」「私誰」ってやつって鏡の自分に向かってあなただれって言い続けるとゲシュタルト崩壊するって言うやつだよね、 ってことは精神的に追い込まれてこれを知って自分に歯止めがかからずにこれをやって結果自分が誰かわからなくなって吹っ切れたみたいなことなんだなって、 毎日聞きたい名曲だけど日記を書くのはゲシュタルト崩壊するのでやめましょう ちなみに俺は鏡に写った自分の顔がキモすぎるので勝手にゲシュタルト崩壊します

[@havucicinananas_]

Day 168 of coming here everyday

[@havucicinananas_]

I HATE HAVING SOCIAL ANXIETY

[@halpyhal]

The diary entries basically tell the whole story of the song so I’ll explain it based on them. I’ll be calling the purple haired girl Tame and blonde girl Nanamiya as told by the cast in the beginning. Tame is a below average student while Nanamiya is most likely at the top of their class. Based off the the diary entries, Tame is displeased with herself for not being able to get good grades no matter how much she tries. The class begins to gossip about her which makes her feel numb. Meanwhile, Nanamiya is praised by everyone because of how perfect she is. Tame didn’t see this perfection before but now she vies for it. She thinks that Nana is abnormal for being so perfect. This begins her infatuation with Nana. She is frustrated with the fact that Nana has something she lacks so she begins to imitate her. Nana looks at her and smiles. She tries to talk to Nana but is interrupted. When she looks in the mirror it’s dirty and no amount of wiping will clear it. She has voices in her head that trouble her. Eventually she begins to think the pattern on the mirror is beautiful so she stops trying to clean it. The next time she tries to talk to Nana she’s laughed at. Tame begins to have weird dreams where she dances leading up to the one we see. When she sees Nana dancing with a stranger and their eyes meet, she wakes up suddenly. She keeps trying to have the dream again just so she can see Nanamiya look at her again. Tame has now fallen in love with Nana. Most likely out of desperation. She wants to become a butterfly like Nana. She wants to be like Nana to the point of obsession. She feels disgusted with herself but she desperately wants Nana to acknowledge her. The final entries are her telling her classmates to shut up and that she’s finally become the abnormality, the butterfly, she fell in love with. By that, I mean she may have committed suicide as you can see a vase of flowers on the desk she was napping on. Edit Extra detail: If you were confused about what was going on at 00:54, they’re at a morning assembly and the person with long hair is receiving an award for high marks. Tame is imagining herself receiving the award instead.

[@kaobble6000]

Damn you big brain

[@NiceManEvolved]

nice pfp

[@amethysuto171]

a very nice interpretation of the diary! to connect to the diary more, i think Nanamiya was assigned the protagonist of the school festival play, and that then turns into Tame’s unconscious longing to be dancing on centre stage. At the end, she truly does become the protagonist, but she’s long gone off the deep end of sanity...

[@halpyhal]

@@amethysuto171 That makes so much sense!!! I was wondering about how to connect the play to the rest of the story but I was stumped. Thank you!

[@catboyAoi]

Thank you i was so confused

[@user-om5ce8ci7q]

一二番のサビの「蝶になるの」は画の動きがまだ若干ぎこちないけど、ラストはスムーズに動いてて本当に「蝶になった」をだなあ、って思いました。 こういう細かい演出まで見応えあるの凄いなあ

[@user-yd1qg9wn9f]

それ思った

[@user-kq8pj4bz3z]

藍瀬まなみさん凄いですよね…… 文字が生き物みたいに動くの…… もっと注目されて欲しいなぁ…… ad〇さんの踊とかもMV制作してるんですよね……

[@user-lo8hd3yl5g]

「蝶になるの」っていう文字が開いた蝶々の羽みたいで、ほんとに細かいところまで凝ってますよね

[@user-ub8mz4qq1p]

「サナギから」もすごいですよ

[@user-QUEENYA]

​@@user-kq8pj4bz3zよくみたら伏せ字の意味0なことに今更気づいてしまった。

[@aisu9744]

1:08"さなぎから" 　文字が中央に集まってさなぎをかたどる "蝶になる"　文字が左右に分かれて蝶の羽を広げた形 フォントのモーションが素晴らしい

[@user-lt1eo4bq7n]

それな〜

[@user-bo7ou7yt8u]

今でも聞いてる人正直に手をあげて

[@user-op7jk4wb9s]

ノ

[@SpadeixX]

(⁠´⁠∩⁠｡⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠｡⁠∩⁠`⁠)

[@user-fr7cc9sb9q]

.,. /

[@10032_dropout]

Shanghai!! 👋ᗜˬᗜ

[@TheSpiderFurry]

はい

[@meidou908]

この曲、蝶になるって言ってるのに、作者が虫は苦手は最高の皮肉だろ。

[@user-qr5lo6nv5m]

踊らされるんじゃない、踊るのよって素敵な言葉だわ興奮しちゃう 自分があまりに平凡すぎて異常に憧れを抱く、これすごくわかる。頭ひとつ飛び抜けた自分になって、注目されたい。認められたい。って気持ちかなぁぁ ところで蛹って、蛹なりたてとかは中身、ドロドロに溶けてクリームのように見えるらしいですね

[@user-kq8pj4bz3z]

誰か先にコメントしてたら申し訳ないんですけど、 蛹を弄ったりすると ぐちゃぐちゃになったまま孵化するらしいです(すぐ死んじゃうけど)

[@user-qr5lo6nv5m]

@@user-kq8pj4bz3z あー！！！えもーい！！！素晴らしい👏👏👏 蛹や蝶々、蛾って何だか素敵ですよね。妄想捗っちゃうなぁー！助かりました！

[@user-si7jx1nu6q]

この曲好きだぁぁぁ

[@user-qq2el8ot1x]

@@user-kq8pj4bz3z 死への羽ばたきと呼ばれる実験がそんな感じでしたね 別の蛹同士を真ん中で切って繋ぎ合わせると、別の個体が上半身と下半身でくっついた歪なモノが生まれる 直ぐに息絶えてしまうそうです

[@fish_about_to_die]

それより最初の蝶の標本見た時に「そうかそうか、つまり君はそういうやつだったんだな」って脳内再生された

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 209 of coming here everyday RUI WEEK STARTED TODAY AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT 🙁🙁 NOW I HAVE TO SPEEDRUN SMTH FOR IT

[@siki5656]

凡人が蝶に憧れたところで所詮なれるのは蛾でしかないのかもな。

[@user-gc5zn8qe3l]

蛾と蝶ってさ一緒じゃね？

[@u.toto._.01]

「踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ」って嫌でも現実を受け止めない的な感じ出てて好きです

[@FfHg-nr7fhhhgfddfuzq]

ECYJAM

[@Gur0Kawaii]

THATS A WOMAN

[@everythingmustgo4478]

​​@@Gur0Kawaiipronouns work differently in Japanese, so the automatic translator is flawed

[@worldfuturestartsukasa]

​​@@Gur0Kawaiiyoutube uses google translate to translate things and google translate doesnt work very well with japanese to english, also pronouns work differently in japanese so using google translate PLUS the differences in pronouns within the languages, obviously it's gonna sound wrong.

[@sasazushi777]

あくまでも自分から選んでるっていう主張にも感じられて私もここの歌詞好きです！

[@user-ll1qs5er7p]

動画内で出てきた日記らしきもの達です。 白く塗りつぶされた部分は✖で書いておきます。 ✕月✕日(月) 不思議な夢を見たけどあんまり覚えていない。 心もなんだか塞ぎこんでいるみたい。 何も感じない。 ✕月✕日(火) 今日も曇天。 勉強をする気が起きない。 授業中も上の空だったので 指名されなくてよかった。 ✕月✕日(水) 今日も曇天。 明日からテスト、 流石に勉強する。 ✕月✕日(木) 今日も曇天。 明け方まで勉強をしていたせいで寝れなかった。 スッキリした。 ✕月✕日(金) 今日も曇天。 ある程度問題が解けた気がする。 勉強した甲斐があった。 ✕月✕日(月) 今日も曇天。 テストが返された。 どの教科もやっぱり平均点あたりでとどまった。 何も感じない。 ✕月✕日(火) 今日も曇天。 クラスの✖✖が大会に出るらしい。 何も感じない。 ✕月✕日(水) 今日も曇天。 休み時間に突然✖✖が呼び出されていた。 しょうもない噂が流れている。 何も感じない。 ✕月✕日(木) 今日も曇天。 頭の中で何かが蠢いている感じがする。 居心地が悪い。 ✕月✕日(金) 今日も曇天。 鏡をみたら汚れていた。 拭いても拭いても落ちない。 居心地が悪い。 ✕月✕日(月) 今日も曇天。 朝礼で✖✖が表彰されていた。 優秀な成績を残したらしい。 どうでもいい。 居心地が悪い。 ✕月✕日(火) 今日も曇天。 文化祭の企画を出すらしい。 クラスの✖✖がやたら仕切っていたが、 みんな乗り気だった。 居心地が悪い。 ✕月✕日(水) 今日も曇天。 企画は演劇に決定した。 ✖✖がやたら喜んでいた。 主役になった✖✖から劇の裏方に任命された。 少し嬉しかった。 頭が痛い。 ✕月✕日(木) 今日も曇天。 クラスの大半が裏方に回ったので、 大勢で準備に取り掛かった。 何かがむしゃくしゃする。 頭が痛い。 ✕月✕日(金) 今日も曇天。 撫でたら鏡が割れた。 指を少し切った。 むしゃくしゃする。 ✕月✕日(月) 今日も曇天。 ✖✖から演出について尋ねられた。 咄嗟のことで噛んでしまった。 言葉を交えた。 ✕月✕日(火) 今日も曇天。 周りの音が煩い。 躓いて手をついたので服に汚れが付いた。 むしゃくしゃする。 ✕月✕日(水) 今日も曇天。 音が頭を響いて煩わしい。 拭いても拭いても指の汚れが取れない。 ✖✖と目が合って笑ってくれた。 ワタシにそんな資格はない。 ✕月✕日(木) 今日も曇天。 ✖✖の声は綺麗だ。 それだけじゃない、すべてが完璧だった。 なぜ今まで気が付かなかったのだろう。 ✕月✕日(金) 今日も曇天。 ✖✖が話しかけてくれた。 彼女は異常なほど目立っている。 一日✖✖を見ていた気がする。 ✕月✕日(月) ✖✖にあってワタシにないものとは何か。 ✖✖が持っているものを少し真似した。 心が少し落ち着いた気がする。 ✕月✕日(火) 買ったばかりの鏡に汚れがついている。 どれだけ拭いても取れない。 ✕月✕日(水) ✖✖のように周りにいつも以上に話しかけてみた。 いつもと違う目で見られることが多かった。 なんだか特別な感じだ。 ✕月✕日(木) 思い切って✖✖に話しかけてみた。 思いの他喋ることができたように思う。 ただ途中で遮られてしまった。 よくわからない。 ✕月✕日(金) 鏡の汚れを見つめてみた。 なんだか模様が綺麗に見えた。 拭かずにしばらくそのままにしてみる。 ✕月✕日(月) 不思議な夢を見た。 月 日( ) ✕月✕日(月) 鏡の模様が日毎に変わっていく。 ✖✖に話しかけたら笑いかけられた。 声は聞けなかった。 ✕月✕日(火) ここ数日よくわからない夢を見る。 鏡の模様が綺麗。 ✕月✕日(水) また他人に目をそらされ続ける夢を見た。 頭が痛い。 ✕月✕日(木) ドレスを着て踊る夢を見た。 頭が痛い。 ✕月✕日(金) 夢で✖✖が知らない誰かと踊っていた。 目が合った瞬間目が覚めた。 頭が痛い。 ✕月✕日(土) 五度寝した。 夢を見ていたかった。 むしゃくしゃする。 月 日( ) ✕月✕日(月) きれいなわたし。 きれいなあなた。 これは、恋? ✕月✕日(火) わたしはわたし。 あなたはだれ? あなたもわたし? ✕月✕日(水) 夢であってほしい。 ✕月✕日(木) 好き ✕月✕日(金) あなたのような蝶になれたらどれだけよかったか。 ✕月✕日(土) 靴はつま先に合わせたものを、 袖は必要ないものか? ✕月✕日(日) ひとつひとつ縫い合わせる。 縁に沿って、点に刺す。 ワタシだけのコレクション。 ✕月✕日(月) わたしはワタシではなくなった! ✕月✕日(火) 夢は夢で終わるべきだった。 憧れは捨て去るべきだった。 ✕月✕日(水) ○○ ✖✖ ✕月✕日(木) あなたはわたし わたしはあなた ✕月✕日(金) 好き ✕月✕日(土) 気持ちが悪い。 自分が自分でない感覚だった ✕月✕日(日) ワタシを見て ✕月✕日(月) ワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見て ワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見て ワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見て ✕月✕日(火) 見た ✕月✕日(水) みんな騒いでいる。 うるさい。 ✕月✕日(木) うるさい。 月 日( ) 暇様のTwitterにて、紫髪の女の子の名前は多目(ため)メネちゃん、金髪のツインテールの女の子は七宮ミヤちゃんというらしいです。

[@rozari-]

ほぼ来ない土曜日休みが…

[@user-gg4nf6cs2x]

助かります✨

[@user-gj8ls8ze5h]

一夜漬けで65点も取れるのすごい…

[@tbn_sk]

ありがとうございます！

[@user-dy2ui3vq4l]

もしかしてその鏡の汚れとか模様とかは自分の顔…………？ 狂ってやがる……(ｲｹｳﾞｫ)

[@RiseXVL]

Day 225 of listening to this song every day. I had a nice long nap.

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 200 of coming here everyday 200 days I cheered

[@xnemurine]

CONGR4TS

[@Reioloshi]

@@xnemurine RHANK YOU 🙏🙏

[@celes-p]

Everyone: *theories and analysis* Me: Bruh how tf did you make flower sound so good??? How'd you give her that high voice????

[@celes-p]

@çhîhįrø fūjïsąkī • ten years ago If VOCALOIID works the same way UTAU does, I know in some settings you can like pitch the voice up (the g+ flag in UTAU. Idk how VOCALOID works tho) so that could be it as well

[@Fartmaster0]

@@celes-p yes, there's pitch bends in vocaloid, there's gender factor and pitch, putting gender factor up makes the vocal sound more mature, putting it down makes the vocal sound more like a chipmunk

[@celes-p]

@@Fartmaster0 Yeah I know that now lol. I was still kinda new to UTAU/VOCALOID when I commented this. I kinda more meant, like "how did Guchiry get flower to sound so good using said high voice". Since, sometimes, high gender factor tuning is pretty difficult to pull off right

[@irlrobotclown]

i didnt recognize her voice at first

[@ventisus2660]

what's the song?

[@amethysuto171]

Translated the diary entries! edited 18/03 for some pronoun corrections and sentence flow. Our protagonist is Mene, the “butterfly” she sees in her dream is Mia, and we see the girl who is commended with black hair at 0:54 . 1:24 x/x (mon) Cloudy again. I had a strange dream, but I can’t remember much. It’s like my heart is closed off. I don’t feel anything. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. I don’t feel like studying. I zoned out during class, so I’m glad I didn’t get called on. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. Tomorrow’s when tests start. As expected, I’ll study for them. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. I couldn’t sleep because I was studying till dawn. I feel refreshed. x/x (fri) Cloudy again. There’s more tests today. I feel like I answered the questions to some extent. The studying was worth it. x/x (mon) Cloudy again. Our tests came back. Even with all that, I’m still stuck at an average score. I don’t feel anything. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. It seems that [Redacted] from our class is entering some competition. I don’t feel anything. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. I was suddenly called [Redacted] during break time. Can’t help the rumors floating around. I don’t feel anything. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. I have this feeling like something’s wriggling around in my head. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (fri) Cloudy again. It’s all dirty when I look in the mirror. I wiped and wiped, but it doesn’t help. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (mon) Cloudy again. In the morning assembly [Redacted] was commended. Seems like she got excellent grades. I don’t care. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. Seems like there’s planning for the school festival. That [Redacted]’s gonna be in charge, everyone’s enthusiastic. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. The class decided to do a play. [Redacted] was unexpectedly overjoyed. They were appointed behind the scenes by [Redacted], the protagonist. I was a little happy. My head hurts. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. Most of the class wound up behind the scenes, so lots are starting the preparations. Something’s irritating me. My head hurts. - 2:14 x/x (fri) Cloudy again. When I stroked the mirror, it cracked. I cut my finger a little. I’m frustrated. x/x (mon) Cloudy again. All the talking around me’s so noisy. [Redacted] asked me how the production was going. In the spur of the moment, I stumbled on my words. We managed to talk. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. Everything around me’s so noisy. I stumbled and touched the wound, so my fingers are dirty. I’m frustrated. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. The sounds are echoing in my head and it’s troubling me. I wipe and wipe but the dirt won’t come off my fingers. [Redacted] met eyes with me and smiled. I’m not qualified enough for that. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. [Redacted]’s voice is beautiful. Not just that, everything about her is perfect to the point of abnormality. How did I never notice this until now? x/x (fri) Cloudy again. [Redacted] talked to me. She stands out so extraordinarily. I feel like I was watching [Redacted] all day. x/x (mon) What does [Redacted] have that I don’t? I tried to imitate [Redacted] a little. I feel like my heart’s calmed down. x/x (tue) The mirror I just bought is dirty. I wipe and wipe but it won’t go away. x/x (wed) I tried talking to people around me just like [Redacted]. I was met with different gazes than I usually get. It’s kind of a special feeling. x/x (thu) I dared to talk to [Redacted]. I think I talked more differently than I thought, but I was interrupted halfway. I don’t get it. x/x (fri) I stared at the dirt on the mirror. For some reason, the pattern looks beautiful. I’ll put off wiping it for a while. x/x (sat) I had a strange dream. x/x (mon) The pattern on the mirror changes every day. When I talked to [Redacted] I got laughed at. I couldn’t hear their voices. x/x (tue) For the past few days I’ve been seeing indecipherable dreams. The pattern on the mirror is beautiful. x/x (wed) Another dream where I keep averting the gaze of others. My head hurts. x/x (thu) I dreamt of dancing in a dress. My head hurts. x/x (fri) In my dream, [Redacted] was dancing with a stranger. I woke up the second our eyes met. My head hurts. x/x (sat) I slept five times. I wanted to dream. I’m irritated. x/x (mon) the beautiful me. the beautiful you. is this love? x/x (tue) i am me. who are you? are you also me? x/x (wed) I want to see you in my dreams. x/x (thu) I like you x/x (fri) How happy would I be if I could become a butterfly like you. x/x (sat) Do I need to coordinate my sleeves to match with the toes of my shoes? x/x (sun) Sew together one by one. Along the line, stitch the dots. A collection for me alone. x/x (mon) I transformed into a different me! x/x (tue) The dream should have ended as a dream. My longing should have been thrown away. x/x (wed) [Redacted] x/x (thu) you are me. i am you. x/x (fri) I like you. x/x (sat) I feel disgusting. I had a feeling like I wasn’t me. x/x (sun) Look at me x/x (mon) Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me x/x (tue) Looked. x/x (wed) Everyone’s so noisy. Shut up. x/x (thu) Shut up. x/x (fri) Shut up. x/x (sat) I saw a butterfly. x/x (sun) I became a butterfly.

[@southernsnowman7788]

Wow...

[@Dumbassfeature]

@@southernsnowman7788 honestly 💀

[@amethysuto171]

@@kanaefan372 Abnormality Dancin' Girl

[@shell25876]

I wonder what the lyrics mean because nobody has done an English cover ;-;

[@amethysuto171]

@@shell25876 i believe there are proper lyrics on the vocaloid lyrics wiki, if you look up abnormality dancing girl you’ll find it

[@brunasimons484]

''how school is going?'' my honest reaction

[@DarlingDecay0]

You know it’s bad when you start relating to this song again 😞

[@user-zt4mg8re8l]

2:49 〖今サナギから〗 でぎゅってなって 〖蝶になるの〗 蝶の羽みたいに歌詞バァン... はぁ...まじかっけ

[@user-ep7zh2lk7i]

それな！！！

[@craziest_loony]

配置も少し羽を意識してるっぽいですね

[@user-eq4jk3hq2g]

ほんとだ…さなぎの形と羽の形だ… 羽も生えてるみたいになってる… すごい…

[@user-we1lk8fs4z]

すごい…ここかっこよすぎる…

[@user-fw4zm2sx5w]

分かりみが深い

[@koltenclover3331]

i love how flower is high pitched and sounds a little wobbly, it makes the feeling of that she is feeling weak, mentally unhealthy and pretty much broken,damaged and ruined

[@strvmpet]

i think the wobbliness is to add to that sense of inadequacy despite that making the song more appealing atleast imo

[@potat099]

no

[@xris671]

to quote my thoughts on the first listen “really got that mentally unstable vibe”

[@FrenchVFlower]

Day 121 of coming here everyday I finished getting all of the steam achievements for paper lily 😎

[@xnemurine]

day 170 HELP ME YALL I LISTENED TO THE RED MEANS ILY AND ITS LOOPING IN MY BRAIN AGAIN i can install v6 yesterday but i forgot to comment im gonna listen to other songs more and more so i can forget it

[@bell2573]

段々肌露出が激しくなるの、自分を見せつけたいがあまりに露出することで華麗で異常なありのままの私を見てほしいって願望が溢れてる感じがして好き

[@qkcum]

Emo ahh

[@meneswings]

@@qkcumif you don’t like it, just keep scrolling, don’t comment. 😭

[@Luci_197]

​@@meneswings fr-

[@Humanbeing01919]

​@@qkcumYou're such a kid

[@qkcum]

@@Humanbeing01919 womp womp I don’t give a flying fuck

[@daehyukie]

This song... I can relate to so much. (excluding the suicidal thoughts and stuff) I was often told I was a gifted child when I was little, and I believed that. So whenever I wasn't good enough, my parents would shame me for being "average" and that I can never be a successful person without being different. So yes, I love this so much!

[@frostypenguinss]

Same!

[@TheTreni]

Samee, my parents screamed at me everytime i did something wrong, so i started to think i was bad at everything and i tried to be better at everything trying to think it- which didn't result

[@JustUrAverageHooman]

Okay but I feel like this is becoming more and more common, and here they think it’s bc we are online too much and that’s causing us to be worse but in reality we are just average and wants to live normally as an average without high expectations and that they can be happy with who we are. Not to mention the fact that they literally dictate our lives (by that I mean like when our parents say “see that successful person? I want you to be like them when you grow up” or something) and basically wants you to complete their dreams when you have your own dreams for them

[@th3lostw4nderer]

SAME !

[@p0cket646]

Same, man. I remember thinking I was better than everyone and hating myself when I was being average. I’m still “gifted” and in some dumb school for gifted kids

[@havucicinananas_]

Day 121 of coming here everyday today was strange at first most people didn't come to school (and i wasn't going to go to school but i did) but the class was louder than before i had a headache and started crying and i spent the rest of the day sleeping wait this is the first time im telling about my entire day??

[@havucicinananas_]

Day 144 of coming here everyday I BOUGHT A NEW CHARGER NOW ITS TIME TO BREAK IT TOO!!1!

[@kinako_dayo]

前奏で、蝶の標本から生徒の名簿に切り替わる場面があるんだけど、 主人公の女の子が写る前の蝶はもしかしてよく見かける種類(珍しくない)で平凡を表してたりするのかな…

[@-shiba7873]

確かにパッと見主人公はアゲハっぽいですね､で金髪(？)ツインテの子の位置にある蝶はモルフォ蝶にみえました､珍しいし確か高値(2000ベルくらい)で売れるはずです()

[@user-ng7ho5fj8n]

@@-shiba7873 ＿人人 人人 人人＿ ＞ 　2000ベル　＜ ￣Y^Y^Y^Y^Y^Y^Y￣

[@gudon__san]

あつもりぃ

[@pkg2505]

じゃあ私はシジミチョウやな！

[@user-sv4um7vt8n]

髪の色とかを見ると最初の方はムラサキシジミっぽくて、ラスサビはオオムラサキっぽい 最初(幼虫や蛹)の頃はムラサキシジミとかに間違われてたけど、最後(蝶)になったら実はオオムラサキだった、でも、ムラサキシジミとしての印象が強く、誰も見向きしてくれない こういう感じかな?と考察(妄想)してる 因みに俺はカラスアゲハ(誰も聞いてない) 追記 普通とか異常とかあるからどこかに異常があるもしくは、突然変異の可能性も

[@LucasMurOliveira]

WERE BECOMING BUTTERFLIES WITH THIS ONE!!!

[@jimmypoopasin]

HELL YEA 🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@saadhunaaahmed222]

LETS GOO PEOPLE

[@RiseXVL]

Day 208 of listening to this song every day. Bro I was watching Kaiju No. 8 and I saw fucking Kaiju No. 10. Bro he looks so fucking sick.

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 157 of coming here everyday its finally Saturday

[@ys6938]

1:24 の日記みたいな物 ×月×日(月) 今日も曇天。 不思議な夢を見たけどあまり覚えていない。 心もなんだか塞ぎこんでいたみたい。 何も感じない。 ×月×日(火) 今日も曇天。 勉強をする気が起きない。 授業中も上の空だったので。 指名されなくて良かった。 ×月×日(水) 今日も曇天。 明日からテスト。 流石に勉強する。 ×月×日(木) 今日も曇天。 明け方まで勉強してたせいで眠れなかった。 スッキリした。 ×月×日(金) 今日も曇天。 引き続きテスト。 ある程度問題が解けた気がする。 勉強した甲斐があった。 ×月×日(月) 今日も曇天。 テストが返された。 どの強化もやっぱり平均点あたりでとどまった。 何も感じない。 ×月×月(火) 今日も曇天。 クラスの■■が大会に出るらしい。 何も感じない。 ×月×日(水) 今日も曇天。 休み時間に突然■■が呼び出されていた。 しょうもない噂が流れている。 何も感じない。 ×月×日(木) 今日も曇天。 頭の中に何かが蠢いている感じがする。 居心地が悪い。 ×月×日(金) 今日も曇天。 鏡を見たら汚れていた。 拭いても拭いても落ちない。 居心地が悪い。 ×月×日(月) 今日も曇天。 朝礼で■■が表彰されていた。 優秀な成績を残したらしい。 どうでもいい。 居心地が悪い。 ×月×日(火) 今日も曇天。 文化祭の企画を出すらしい。 クラスの■■がやたら仕切っていたが、 みんな乗り気だった。 居心地が悪い。 ×月×日(水) 今日も曇天。 企画は演劇に決定した。 ■■がやたらと喜んでいた。 主役になった■■のから劇の裏方に任命された。 少しうれしかった。 頭が痛い。 ×月×日(木) 今日も曇天。 クラスの大半が裏方に回ったので、 大勢で準備に取り掛かった。 何かがむしゃくしゃする。 頭が痛い。 2:14 ×月×日(金) 今日も曇天。 撫でたら鏡が割れた。 指を少し切った。 むしゃくしゃする。 ×月×日(月) 今日も曇天。 周りで喋る声が煩い。 ■■から演出のことについて尋ねられた。 咄嗟のことで噛んでしまった。 言葉を交わせた。 ×月×日(火) 今日も曇天。 周りの音が煩い。 躓いて手をついたので指に汚れが付いた。 むしゃくしゃする。 ×月×日(水) 今日も曇天。 音が頭を響いて煩わしい。 拭いても拭いても指の汚れが取れない。 ■■と目が合って笑ってくれた。 ワタシにそんな資格はない。 ×月×日(木) 今日も曇天。 ■■の声は綺麗だ。 それだけじゃない、すべて異常なほどに完璧だった。 なぜ今まで気が付かなかったのだろう。 ×月×日(金) 今日も曇天。 ■■が話しかけてくれた。 彼女は異常なほど目立っている。 一日■■を見ていた気がする。 ×月×日(月) ■■にあってワタシにないものは何か。 ■■が持っているものを少し真似てみた。 少し心が落ち着いた気がする。 ×月×日(火) 買ったばかりの鏡に汚れがついている。 どれだけ拭いても取れない。 ×月×日(水) ■■のように周りにいつも以上に話しかけてみた。 いつもとは違う目で見られることが多かった。 なんだか特別な感じだ。 ×月×日(木) 思い切って■■に話しかけてみた。 思いの他喋ることができたように思う。 ただ、途中で遮られてしまった。 よくわからない。 ×月×日(金) 鏡の汚れを見つめてみた。 なんだか模様が綺麗に見えた。 拭かずにしばらくそのままにしてみる。 ×月×日(土) 不思議な夢を見た。 　月　日(　) ×月×日(月) 鏡の模様が日毎に変わっていく。 ■■に話しかけたら笑いかけられた。 声は聞けなかった。 ここでスピード上がって無謀と気ずきましたすいません ×月×日(火) ここ数日よく分からない夢を見る。 鏡の模様が綺麗。 ×月×日(水) また他人にめをそらされ続ける夢を見た。 頭が痛い。 ×月×日(木) ドレスを着て踊る夢を見た。 頭が痛い。 ×月×日(金) 夢で■■が知らない誰かと踊っていた。 目が会った瞬間目が覚めた。 頭が痛い。 ×月×日(土) 五度寝した。 夢を見たかった。 むしゃくしゃする。 　月　日(　) ×月×日(月) きれいなわたし。 きれいなあなた。 これは、恋？ ×月×日(火) わたしはわたし。 あなたはだれ？ あなたもわたし？ ×月×日(水) 夢であってほしい。 ×月×日(木) 好き ×月×日(金) あなたのような蝶に成れたらどれだけよかったか。 ×月×日(土) 靴はつま先に合わせたものを。 袖は必要ないものか？ ×月×日(日) ひとつひとつ縫い合わせる。 線に沿って、点に刺す。 ワタシだけのコレクション。 これ以上は早すぎて無理です……_:( _ ́ཫ`):_ 誰か分かる方いたら教えて下さい

[@user-yc3cp1hm9l]

４ヶ月前のものに失礼します ×月×日(月) わたしはワタシでなくなった！ ×月×日(火) 夢は夢で終わるべきだった。 憧れは捨て去るべきだった。 ×月×日(水) ○○ ×月×日(木) あなたはわたし わたしあなた ×月×日(金) 好き ×月×日(土) 気持ちが悪い。 自分が自分でない感覚だった。 ×月×日(日) ワタシを見て ×月×日(月) ワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見てワタシを見て ×月×日(火) 見た ×月×日(水) みんなが騒いでいる。 うるさい。 ×月×日(木) うるさい ×月×日(金) うるさい ×月×日(土) 蝶を見た。 ×月×日(日) 蝶になった 　月　日(　) 間違ってたら申し訳ない💦 めちゃめちゃ時間かけたヨ。自分よく頑張った。

[@ys6938]

@@user-yc3cp1hm9l す、すごい( ﾟДﾟ) ありがとうございます！！m(_ _)m

[@user-yc3cp1hm9l]

@@ys6938 いえいえ！お役に立てて何よりです！！

[@tomato_goodmorning10]

有能

[@user-bj3qu3mo9i]

これだけ読むと「周りから見たらただの拗らせた陰キャ｣なの悲しすぎる…

[@loveitadori]

flower is officially my favourite vocaloid.

[@matchabiscuits]

based

[@v_0v]

exactly, every single song of her is just perfect

[@irl_ichikahoshino]

same

[@havucicinananas_]

same (my name is literally "vflower is my everything")

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 144 of coming here everyday If Jesterkasa doesnt come home I will actually start crying 😕😕 I regret tiering on NGUC so much, I wish I continued saving for this event instead of NGUC.. but hopefully Sega spares me and gives me a card from this event

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 203 of coming here everyday I cant wait to tier on pandemonium and lose so much hours of sleep

[@shiranui576]

誰もが一度思ったことを行うと道を外れるでも 狂ったほうが楽しいし楽であるのが確か と言っても狂い方によって変わってきますよね。

[@user-op2ly3vk4n]

狂人とは名乗りでは無い 呼ばれである

[@fishing_rod12124]

おれさっき間違えてお茶2つ買っちゃったんだけど1ついる？

[@user-qp3fc8vs7n]

@@fishing_rod12124 何茶？ さんぴん茶以外ならいいかなぁ

[@fishing_rod12124]

@@user-qp3fc8vs7n 綾鷹ﾖ!🍵( '-' 🍵 )ｱﾔﾀｶﾊﾟﾝﾁ

[@user-qp3fc8vs7n]

@@fishing_rod12124 綾鷹だとォ！じゃあ俺買いすぎたポカリあげる(´･ω･)っﾎﾟｶﾘ

[@nice.F]

既に言われているだろうけど、 「今サナギから」がサナギのような形に文字が配置されて、「蝶になるの」が蝶の羽のようにモーションさせてるの好きすぎる。🦋 1:08

[@user-qy1lg6lo3m]

「蝶になるの」の時に色がついているよ

[@vzenus]

this is the last ever song I’ll listen to, thank you for filling me with the idea of abnormality goodbye edit: sorry I made this comment a day before I went into hospital I’m fine now and again sorry I probably weirded/confused some of you guys

[@Luci_197]

R u alright??

[@doulovechocolate]

Is everything alright? Are you okay?????

[@siddharthdey2922]

Please don't tell me this is what i think it is. Please don't do this.

[@duodecimaldozenal]

hello

[@rentastic0]

Are you good???

[@user-hn8qb7ml9r]

サビの「蝶になるの」のとこ 最初はカクカクしながら広がってくけど（ 1:09 2:02 ）最後は吹っ切れたみたいにぬるぬる広がってくの好き（ 2:52 ）

[@streanschwien]

I expected the energy of the music to fade after the intro ended but they just kept that fast-paced feeling through the whole thing. Truly a song to jam to.

[@Ich_Neko]

This could be a good Osu! map.

[@RaineLikesTheSillyDinosaur]

Another song that does that from the same producer(or the one who made this song,Guchiry)is Orthodoxia:))

[@bigmansulo]

@@Ich_Neko theres an osu map of this

[@NamesNotAstella]

@@bigmansulo link pls i cant find

[@user-vv8qp6di4v]

自分用歌詞 いつもどう頑張って努力をした所で 指し示されるは平均値 やってられないよ くだらない評価に踊らされてばかり もう嫌になっちゃったこの人生 なら生まれ変わろうか 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 自問自答繰り返し手に入れたの 新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 凡庸な服を捨て去って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 冷めきった舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 「普通」が呪いをかけてきて 「異常」に憧れたの 異論、持論に興味などないから もう鍵をかけて 「好き」「嫌い」を疾うに通り越して「異常」に恋焦がれていたの 歪んだ愛の成れの果て創られた 新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 凡庸な服を捨て去って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 冷めきった舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 暗い部屋 1人きり 鏡の前 午前0時 「アナタ誰」「ワタシ誰」 問い掛けど返事は無かった 狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、踊れ。 さぁ、新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 透明な服で着飾って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 熱狂の舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 歪んだ愛の成れの果て創られた 叶わぬ恋 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 自問自答繰り返し手に入れたの 新しいワタシを

[@user-ok8gj5hj1z]

ありがとうございます！！！！！！！！！

[@user-hy8pr1lv2j]

ありがとうございます｡有能

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 196 of coming here everyday honakana wedding event on ensekai (pandemonium in 3 events i cheered)

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 174 of coming here everyday tdy was all county orchestra, and tmrw is my school orchestra concert

[@Takenok0]

蝶に成るためには蛹の中でぐちゃぐちゃにならなきゃいけないんだよね……最後の座り込んだ女の子の表情が呆然と絶望しているのも一度蝶になってしまったら元には戻れないからなのかな……

[@2178]

蝶なったらすぐに死が待ってるからですかね？🤔

[@kanata-MAMANIAITAI]

3:00ぐらいに足がぐねぇ〜ってなってるんだけど、 私の家で前サナギから蝶になったとき失敗したのか、 変な感じになったんだよね。 だからこの子も変な蝶で この子があの針を刺そうとしてた子はしっかり羽化した蝶なのかなと思った。 もしかしたらその子に憧れてでもなれなくてなら暴れて羽ばたいてみよう。 みたいな感じかなと思った。

[@user-xl1ps7yx8r]

え、好き

[@flower.hatsune]

Day 69 of coming here everyday FINALLY JUST IN TIME i didnt go to school today like every week

[@Kolemu]

The fact that this song carried me through 4 months of homework , work and everything is slightly concerning

[@Rainy_R]

Has anyone noticed that the purple hair girl’s dress at the end looks like the blonde haired girl’s butterfly in the beginning, the purple girl was even about to dissect the blonde girl before she was shown with the dress, like she was getting what made the blonde girl great and taking it inside herself to be like the blonde girl but it seemed like she was forming a chrysalis around her legs, so it’s like she’s transforming again

[@Rainy_R]

The chrysalis she was turning into could also be the butterfly she was supposed to be. The blue-green things around her could also symbolize the chrysalis she came out of after she tried to become like the blonde girl

[@gachyskunk]

@@Rainy_Rshe committed suicide because she failed so yeah it’s like incompleted

[@cherricaque3922]

I don't know how you did it, but this song is just perfect for a mental breakdown, you can really feel the distress in it, as if you just plucked out my emotions and turned it into a song. I genuinely cry whenever I try to sing along. I don't know what about this song hits so close to home, but thank you, this song has been helping me cope since it came out and I genuinely don't know what I would do if it was deleted from existence.

[@Niebert]

Yeah

[@aihoshinoirl]

This is song is about grades,,

[@omumafu6346]

@@aihoshinoirl it isnt even abt grades

[@th3lostw4nderer]

fr

[@perhapsclem872]

@@omumafu6346 i mean, i'm a little late to reply, but the song is about a low-performing student commiting suicide because she can't come to terms with the fact that she'll likely never be the top class student no matter what she does, so it's _mostly_ about grades.

[@havucicinananas_]

Day 161 of coming here everyday

[@havucicinananas_]

i want to download proseka again

[@havucicinananas_]

Day 143 of coming here everyday VERY VERY LATE BECAUSE OF PROSEKA i didnt go school but i need to go tomorrow because exam :(

[@havucicinananas_]

i hate my mom sm like whats so funny about someones being scared of spiders or crying??

[@xnemurine]

@@havucicinananas_ real whats funny

[@user-ts2fc1sm5f]

“My kid is completely fine” Ma’am your kid is listening to abnormally dancing girl…on repeat Edit: I DID NOT EXPECT THIS TO GET THIS MUCH ATTENTION

[@meek5751]

thatswhatiwasdoingwhileplayingonlinegames

[@Tommyjoe577]

SoOoOoo~... I'm not fine either?...

[@aashycoconut]

Lmao

[@trashcandyx7196]

SHIT IVE BEEN COMPROMISED

[@zombie9680]

St@lk3r :0

[@_mikazukimo_]

1番最後が｢終演｣じゃなくて｢開演｣になってるとこが、 「私の出番はこれからだ」 って言ってるみたいで好き(語彙力)

[@syusyu.1220]

めっちゃ好き...いっぱい聴こ

[@havucicinananas_]

Day 109 of coming here everyday today is my birthday!

[@melokinniea]

Happy birthday!!

[@havucicinananas_]

@@melokinniea thank you!!

[@SangonomiyaKokoya]

WAIT WHATS UR BDAY???

[@havucicinananas_]

@@SangonomiyaKokoya 11 april-

[@Arrietty-oe9df]

happy late birthday!!

[@sssakdaanimatics7989]

English translation (Homemade) I've always worked hard in everyday I am told and ridiculed to be more than the average honors student I can't do it I'm just being danced like a puppet by silly evaluation and praise This life has repeated and I've already hated it God! when will I die and be reincarnated so I won't suffer anymore? "Abnormality" fits my exterior and interior even if I'm average I'm unusual cause I don't want to be the best! I got the same answer repeatedly even when asking myself... I want to be new and original somehow! Look, look, touch Throw away the mediocre clothes, with no effort at all! Now being a butterfly is easy and beautiful Show everything as it is... There is no normal stage performer, and they are praised for abnormality. Then step by step 1,2,3 I'll make you dance along until you can't stop yourself! Let's dance and be abnormal, go crazy! "Normality" is a curse that shouldn't be trusted I longed for "abnormality" secretly without realizing I'm not interested in the objections or opinions that you have! Shut up already with your standards. These "likes" and "dislikes" will get you nowhere I was in love with "abnormality" after I accepted myself. Created at the end of my self-deprecation, it made me fall in love with myself. I want to be new and original somehow! Look, look, touch Throw away the mediocre clothes, with no effort at all! Now being a butterfly is easy and beautiful Show everything as it is... There is no normal stage performer, and they are praised for abnormality. Then step by step 1,2,3 I'll make you dance along until you can't stop yourself! Let's dance and be abnormal, go crazy! One person in a dark room... Zero in the mirror of the midnight moonlight "Who are you" "Who am I...?" I asked, but there was no reply from the mirror (Crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, dance...) Now, a new and original me! Look, look, touch Throw away the mediocre clothes, with no effort at all! Now being a butterfly is easy and beautiful Show everything as it is... There is no normal stage performer, and they are praised for abnormality. Then step by step 1,2,3 I'll make you dance along until you can't stop yourself! Let's dance and be abnormal, go crazy! "Abnormality" fits my exterior and interior even if I'm average I'm unusual cause I don't want to be the best... I got the same answer repeatedly even when asking myself... "Abnormality" fits my exterior and interior even if I'm average ...! I'm unusual cause I don't want to be the best... I got the same answer repeatedly even when asking myself>>> New me! ---------------------- ---------------------- Fun fact, the lyrics instead of using 私 (Which means "I/me/myself and pronounced as "Watashi") is used as ワタシ (pronounced the same but in katakana) this is a way of dissociation in the song, while I can't find the EXACT exact reason why they did this my idea is that they did it to characterize the word as abnormal like the main character within the song.

[@k1w1_b1rb9]

THANK YOU!!!!!!!

[@manzana1314]

THANK YOU OMG I WAS SCROLLING FOR HOPE AND HERE IT IS AAAAAAAA

[@sssakdaanimatics7989]

@@manzana1314 You're Welcome!!!

[@naturalhundred9439]

trusting this more than the deepl HELL YEAH

[@ikki._.x3587]

THANKSSSS

[@yu1_melody]

メネちゃんは最初はミヤちゃんのような自分より上の子（異常）に憧れていただけだけど、それに執着しつづけて狂っていく感じめちゃめちゃすきです…（脳死）

[@kovaltrickru3221]

性交する, пон?

[@user-yx8ex4hj7x]

ｳﾝお気に入りだわこのイラストと音楽。うん僕も蝶好きだから！狂ってるの状態がよくわかる☆

[@user-yx8ex4hj7x]

今思ったら狂ったままで過去の自分に戻れなくない？😅

[@user-ou5um7zs4x]

蝶は｢再生と復活、魂･霊魂｣の象徴 ぐちりさんの曲は神話に関するものがあるので、この曲ももしや……と思って調べました 蝶にまつわる神話にはケルト神話、ギリシア神話の2つがあります この2つの中でこの曲に近しいのはケルト神話の方だと思いました エーディンという美しい女性の話です Wikipediaから引用しました なっっがいので気になった人だけ見てみて下さい ミディールは国中で一番美しい女性を新しい妻に迎えたいと考え、養子のオェングスに相談した。オェングスは、コノートの王アイルの娘エーディンが一番美しいと答え、アイルに結婚を申し込みに行った。アイルは、12の平原、12の川、そしてエーディンの体重と同じ重さの金と銀を要求したため、オェングスは父ダグザ（ミディールの父でもある）の力も借りて要求通りの品物を揃えた。こうしてエーディンは、ミディールと結婚した。1年間アイルの元で一緒に暮らした後、エーディンはミディールに連れられ、マン島にある彼の王宮に迎えられた。 ところが、妻のファームナッハ（英語版）が美貌のエーディンに嫉妬をし、エーディンを魔法の杖で打った。するとエーディンの身体はその場で溶け広がって、水たまりになってしまった。やがて水たまりにされたエーディンは蒸発して毛虫に変わり、そして紫色の蝶になった。蝶になったエーディンはミディールの後を飛んでいったため、ミディールは蝶の正体がエーディンだと気付いた。再びファームナッハは魔法の杖を使ってエーディンの蝶を王宮から追い払った。7年もの間荒野をさまよった蝶は、オェングスの宮殿にたどり着いた。オェングスにも魔法が解けなかったものの、彼は四阿を用意して蜜を持つ花をたくさん咲かせ、蝶を保護した。エーディンは夜の間だけ元の姿に返ることができたので、オェングスとの恋を楽しんだ。するとファームナッハは嵐を起こしてエーディンをアルスターのエタア王のところまで吹き飛ばした。エーディンはエタアの妻の胎内に入り、エタアの娘エーディンに生まれ変わった。すでに1012年が経過していて、彼女は自分がトゥアハ・デ・ダナーンの一員だったことも忘れてしまっていた。 アイルランドの王になったエオホズ・アイレヴが、国中で一番美しい娘を妃にしようとしたところ、選ばれたのが美貌のエーディンであった。ターラの王宮に迎えられたエーディンを見た、王の弟のアリルは、一目惚れをしてしまい、病気になった。王の留守中、アリルはエーディンに自分の恋心を伝えた。エーディンは病気が治るならばと彼と夜に会うことにしたが、アリルはなぜかその約束の時間になると眠ってしまい、エーディンと会えないのだった。アリルを待つエーディンのところへは、昔の夫ミディールが来た。しかしエーディンには彼の記憶も彼への想いもすでになかった。ミディールはあきらめず、二人が暮らしたチル・ナ・ノグ（常若の国）での思い出を語った。エーディンは、王が許すならミディールと一緒に行っていいと答えた。この間にアリルの恋の病は治ってしまったという。 ミディールの存在を知ったエオホズ王は、王宮を軍勢で囲い、ミディールを入れまいとした。ところがミディールは難なく王宮の広間に入り込み、エーディンを連れ去り、2羽の白鳥になって自分の王宮に飛んでいった。エオホズ王はエーディンを奪還すべく島にある妖精の丘は片端から破壊し、ついに最後の丘だけが残った。ミディールは、エーディンそっくりに変身させた50人の侍女の中にエーディンを紛れ込ませ、「本物のエーディンを選べたら帰す」と王に言った。しかしエーディンは、人間であるエオホズ王の妻として生きることを選択し、自ら「私が本当のエーディンです」と王に名乗った。エーディンはエオホズ王の王宮に帰り、やがて王との間に娘エーディンを得たという。

[@user-tz5vh6zc2l]

水たまりになって蝶になる→歌詞の2番 生まれ変わって王に選ばれるまで→歌詞3番 妊娠→最後の笑ったような泣いてるような顔のとこ？ って認識でいいのかな？自分的な解釈になるけど、最後が神話では妊娠してハッピー？みたいな感じで終わってるのに対してこのボカロの子が笑ったような泣いたような表情なのは夜の街でバイト？仕事？をしていて、1人の男性と恋をした？のかなで、歌詞3部分からの覚醒？状態になってからは男性とそういう関係になり、妊娠してしまう。好きな人の子を妊娠できて嬉しいのと学生で妊娠してしまったという絶望感であの表情になった。という感じでしょうかね？

[@ai_0901]

この情報量で編集済みじゃないとかやばい……

[@xthenewhochangedxp8414]

1:57 I know this song is based on a serious topic, but I would DIE for that entire outfit

[@ashenae7841]

I need that and the one before also they are soo good

[@PlagueAndFriends]

SAME even tho muslims cant wear outfits that show thighs and shoulders :(

[@solarrrgenshinsimp]

@@PlagueAndFriends yup :( the outfit looks gorgeous tho

[@NamesNotAstella]

NO WAY YOU SAID D I E

[@Sp4c3yR8unna]

SAME BRUH, I WANT THAT OUTFIT SO BADDD

[@Arrietty-oe9df]

day 9 of commenting here everyday one day i'll learn how to sing this

[@user-023yuituki]

難しいことは解らないがキミの歪んで融けた笑顔が好きだよ、最後は狂気の蝶になっちゃったな……

[@user-iv1fy2pj4o]

もう他の人が言ってるかもしれないけど、 一・二番では「凡庸な服を捨て去って」 ラスサビで「透明な服で着飾って」 なの、最初は異常になるために見様見真似で服を捨てて逃げ道を無くしただけだったけど、 新しいワタシになってからは「透明な服」を着飾ってるって表現してるのが「異常」を理解し視界が変わった感がして好きです…

[@eat_the_water]

Details I noticed bc why not: 0:00 All the butterflies have different lengths in text, but I also think they have different Japanese characters 0:17 Nana is a Morpho menelaus; menelaus blue morpho, to which I think that’s how Tame got her last name (Mene) 0:18 Text which translates into “The biography of an abnormal girl”? 0:53 A girl, which I believe to be Mene, talking to some man which I suppose to be the principle, about her grades? Note: Japanese tend to either tie their hair or cut it when they’re grieving, so mene could’ve cut her hair because she’s grieving over something 0:57 Mene sees herself getting an award of sorts, and considering the song is about grades, I think it’s for getting the highest grades in the class or school 1:04 Chairs. They symbolize death/suicide in Japan, and Mene is (obv) surrounded by them 1:13 Mene has a butterfly-like pattern on her shoe, and butterflies symbolize death in japan (I think) 1:24 Mene is sleeping in a room, which could either mean: 1) she slept to long and class and nobody bothered to wake her up Or 2) She’s sleeping in detention It’s also worthy to note that it looks like it’s night time, and there’s no stars in the sky which can mean: 1) Light pollution Or 2) A hopeless situation or time The second option makes a lot more sense considering the meaning of the song 1:38 Mene’s desk has flowers on it, and flowers on a desk can mean that they’ve died or that the student is alive and “well”, and someone (or everyone) wants them dead 1:40 There’s a butterfly on Mene’s shoulder, which symbolizes death It also seems like she’s transforming her appearance to make others happy Black also symbolizes depression and death, which are both fitting 1:44 More butterflies 1:48 Butterfly-like markings on heels 1:49 Butterfly-like markings on nails 1:55 Mene looks like she’s crying when 1:57 The ends of her dress look like spider lily (higanbana as they’re called in japan) seeds/roots, there’s also shoes surrounding her this time When someone commits suicide in japan, they take off their shoes so people can remember their scent when they die 2:01 I’m surprised I haven’t mentioned this yet: At first, it looks like a chrysalis, then it looks like butterfly wings 2:23 Mene is obsessed with her, dissecting her just to be like her It’s also the same order in the beginning 2:47 Her bangs are now straight, she has pigtails like her icon, and she’s dressed like a butterfly The transparency could represent that, like a glass wing butterfly, she goes unnoticed 3:13 She’s crying, whether at the realization that it’s a dream or that she’ll never be like her icon

[@Reioloshi]

This is for the straight bangs one some theorize that her bangs became straight because she reached the (ab)normality she wanted (apologies if i explained it wrong)

[@eat_the_water]

@@Reioloshi tbh, i theorize that too

[@no_name3823]

oh, for the comment about shoes being about leaving your scent(?) on 157, its usually to “not carry over the dirt from this life onto the afterlife” or wtv!!!

[@eat_the_water]

@@no_name3823 oh that’s cool!

[@_.ana._.]

​@@no_name3823In Asian cultures you take your shoes off before entering the threshold of a house, so it' symbolic for crossing over to a new world

[@Reioloshi]

DAY 213 of coming here everyday 7 days to pandemonium and 1/0 day till rui bday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUI

[@user-gc5zn8qe3l]

久ぶりに聞いて惚れました