making Jesus your first love again... (+3 steps to help)

[@journeywithkiki]

Hi guys! I meant Psalms 19:14 hopefully it was obvious I read it too fast lol. One thing I didn’t mention was fasting but the reason I didn’t want to go into depth about it is because I’m making a whole separate video about it soon! Fasting is a very deep topic and deserves a video to itself lol💗

[@nkazimulomnisi7118]

Walk through your journey, we will not judge you for that. When you fall, it is important to rise and walk again.

[@tamicareidfo]

So happy your back just keep praying and fasting your videos have been helping me a lot god bless you 💗

[@King.MaidenHeaven]

Thank you so much, I just want to be like Christ . Thank you Queen

[@mariahbanks]

Can’t wait for the Fasting video 💜

[@Miss_Singzzz5828]

I believe everyone fall at some point and so we need to take the necessary steps to go back to our God.

[@journeywithkiki]

Very true!

[@thatchickdriaa]

Soooo true

[@sahara6615]

I back slid and I have been turning to my phone and world things for comfort rather than coming to God these videos are always on time.

[@ChildofGod98765]

The Lord gives me strength, it’s only because of him I have persevered. I have two beautiful boys both are autistic. My husband passed away years ago. I’m all alone. I lost my job over declining the vaccine. LIKE MANY OTHERS! I declined due to my pre existing health conditions lupus and heart disease. I’ve been struggling to provide for myself and my children since losing my job from Forsyth hospital. I’m now waitressing, and I’m thankful, but I’m not making nearly enough to get by. Groceries are super expensive. Every month is a battle to not end up on the streets with my two children. I’m constantly in fear of losing my home. To even think about being on the streets with two young children is terrifying. But even as I face homelessness seemingly every month. I have faith, God will provide. With GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! Faith over fear.

[@journeywithkiki]

Wow thank you so much for sharing this. I will 100% keep you in my prayers! I know God never said this life with Him would be easy but I know it is definitely worth the trials to get to the triumph! Trust in HIM! This season your in is to give God all the glory! Also you had every right to decline the vaccine, God knows our hearts continue to ask Him for guidance and discernment over your daily decisions. ❤️❤️

[@fenet8717]

God is faithful, He's a compassionate dad, He is a provider- Jehovah Jireh and I know your testimony is coming, and so does He. praying for your continual and unmovable faith, for your peace and joy rooted in your confidence and hope in who He is and His immeasurable love for you.

[@victoria3248]

Amen! Yes sister, God will deliver you through❤ Praying for you! Just lean on Him! & dont lose faith. Read Matthew 6:25-34. Love you sis!

[@jaydamcdonald8868]

Hey sister in Christ ! What’s your cashapp??

[@SS.226]

do you have cash app or PayPal??

[@Allieredeemed]

Been struggling with the same thing. I’ve been extremely lazy and I feel like there’s a heavy burden on my body 🤦🏾‍♀️ I’ve been idolizing things, I’m struggling with loneliness(even though I’ve always liked being alone), lust, struggling to study his word etc. i need to get back to my first love.

[@journeywithkiki]

I will pray for you💗

[@laethedoll]

Same here 🥹

[@funandfacewithshanlittle5979]

This mee

[@ChikondiJoshua]

Sameeee

[@youtubelove5206]

Girl I started burst out crying before you even said a word. I’m just in so much pain right now.

[@IhrisShalomm]

I know this was a while ago, I hope your doing much better now. 🤍

[@reinaluxx]

#3 must be nice 🙁 to have friends like that. i have no one around that loves & knows Jesus like i do

[@tammystours5171]

same here...🤍

[@kailaniward4101]

You time will come❤ keep praying without ceasing and seek first His kingdom (Matthew 6:33)

[@theprayingwarrior537]

8:15 step 1 - talk to Him first! 9:18 step 2 - treasuring His word 10:30 step 3 - having an accountability partner

[@journeywithkiki]

Just realized I forgot to add chapters in the video🤦🏾‍♀️

[@theprayingwarrior537]

@@journeywithkiki its alr 😭 regardless this video was really good!

[@whynotnae]

thank you

[@theprayingwarrior537]

@@whynotnae np

[@saiwhat8357]

@@journeywithkiki it’s okay. The 4th Bully Buster gotcha back.😉

[@JLee-sx4te]

I’ve watched 2 of your videos now which has helped me so much. Bless you ❤

[@imperfctlyrare]

Been seeing a lot of “awakening” videos lately. God is speaking, and i’m listening now 😭😭. Thank you so much sis ‼️

[@theredefinedmelaninmamma911]

Omg same! He is trying to correct us + save us 🙌🏾

[@Dque_keys]

Thank you Journey. Jesus is real. Lost my grandmother today and this video popped up. The last thing she said was “I’m going with the King.” 🙏🏿

[@journeywithkiki]

Wow!🥺 my grandmother last said “follow Jesus” 💗💗 thats beautiful

[@Dque_keys]

@@journeywithkiki Wow. Sorry to hear about your grandmother. We know where she at tho 🙏🏿💪🏿 but hang in there. It’s been a tough season for a lot of ppl. That’s the fight Paul was talking about in Romans 7!

[@ncrumble1]

When we make God our first love and understand his love for us, it makes commitment to him much more meaningful. I like the transparency, this is my first time watching very encouraging.

[@journeywithkiki]

Exactly! Thank you 💗

[@MirianssPaCe]

''Who is ready to fall in love again but not with me👀👀'' So Iconic

[@delperry4187]

I was one of the ones that thought I couldn’t fall… but sometimes GOD has to let it play out before our eyes so we can see that struggle. I fell hard and still crawling back to GOD.. The struggle is real!! Lesson after lesson and you think 🤔 you would have learned by now. My heart is so convicted everyday. Only GOD knows. I’m running back fast to my lord JESUS!!

[@ChiefCedricJohnson]

Matthew 10:39 He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.

[@whooiszaza]

this is gooood stuff ❤️‍🔥!!!

[@roro-qx6fr]

Gurll your skin is glowing! 🙌🙌And great video, so relatable

[@noelle6234]

Whew I needed this! Thank you. Definitely got distracted and backslided…

[@Bvbydollgames]

Thank You for your transparency! I also can relate to being friendly and compromising my faith in Jesus and doing lukewarm things. It took setting up healthy boundaries and being firm in my allegiance to Christ to overcome. Thank You Jesus 🤍 praying that you grow in God (I’m still growing too)

[@journeywithkiki]

Yes to the boundaries! ❤️❤️❤️

[@lashawnafowlkes3664]

Yes, from sun up to sun down, 24/7 it's ALWAYS about Him. Yes love this message he's my 1st love. # Great

[@aaliyah_5]

Just found your channel,a real blessing! I needed this video! I always put this guy before God and it’s ruining my relationship with Him. I know it might going to be hard but I’m ready to forget about that dude ! Thanks Sis’ love from France ❤

[@adelemalep]

I don’t know how to explain it it’s like you read directly in my mind like I agree 100% with EVERYTHING that you said and I’ve actually been saying the SAME things to my Christian friends . I’ve also been through this going backwards thing it was horrible and I feel you so much about everything you said it’s just so spot on like the Holy Spirit really did guide me to your channel because I’ve been looking for a channel just like yours since so many times and actually wanted to create mine ! Thank you so much for this video I pray that God keep strengthening you and using you ! Be blessed ❤️

[@journeywithkiki]

wow!!!❤️❤️

[@julianj_7]

Yes happy your back I understand it’s hard to say no to the world because you wanted to fit in but you gotta understand what’s more important like 92 years on Earth or life in Heaven I gotta work on making sure my life allows me to go to Heaven 🙏🏾💯❤️

[@journeywithkiki]

Fr! So good!❤️

[@Karrisodidi]

Just stumbled on your yt chanel & I am so grateful I did. Thank you!

[@journeywithkiki]

I’m happy you’re here 🥹💗

[@Karlisa]

I love EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS! Thank you for being so transparent and real❤️ I think we all need a reminder that Christians aren’t perfect either. I’ve been coming to God repenting for this as well, so thank you for these tips!

[@journeywithkiki]

Yes !!! ❤️❤️

[@AlliePiccalo]

I related to this SO much. Such a good reminder of the enemies tactics and to come back to who we are in Christ. Thank you for sharing this!

[@soonbutterfly3414]

i’ve seen your video for weeks on my home paged but always scrolled past. i just watched and this was needed. thank you 💓💓

[@nathangarcia9240]

Was literally praying and telling God that I neglected Him, that I had forgotten my first love

[@celineelumelu9922]

You are sooo beautiful inside out! I am also on a journey with finding my footing in Christ (high and lows ) thank you soo much for the inspiration ! I feel like I needed this right now!

[@WatchmenDee]

You are a very beautiful soul inside and out thank you this was very helpful

[@journeywithkiki]

Thank you!❤️

[@theredefinedmelaninmamma911]

Today is my rebirth because of this video! 🙌🏾

[@artforchrist5065]

Much needed word, thank you for your wisdom Kiki! Beauty inside & out! 🙏🏾💕

[@journeywithkiki]

Thank you🥹💗

[@snike_5428]

Fast occasionally (social media, food, video games, outdoor activities) and dedicate that time to god and give thanks and even Work

[@beckybodo5354]

Girl, this video was recommended to me, and I swear this was God! I've been struggling with the exact things this last month and a half. I really needed to be reminded! Thank you

[@nwadiutoasandanwankwo]

this was literally so needed! i saw what you were struggling with and I had to pause the video because the conviction had me in a chokehold. thank you for your obedience! To God be the Glory! May your ministry flourish like an eternal spring and your bosom overflow with milk and honey.

[@journeywithkiki]

Such a beautiful comment!💗💗💗💗💗

[@sierraclark6129]

There is hope. Hope in Jesus.

[@sophiamclean2781]

Loved this!

[@veramiguel9317]

We are all our own testimony so proud of us who are seeking and accepting god once again and to those who hesitate who have yet to make that decision Im praying for you too know you aren’t alone to get better you have to be in that place if I could do it so can you.

[@journeywithkiki]

🥺❤️❤️

[@gracemunengwa9366]

INeeded this, thank you. Welcome back!

[@InsideOut_game]

Restoring the joy of my salvation ❤️ I want this again..... Jesus being my first love

[@bbeaz]

Hi Kiki!! Thank you, sis! I needed this, & it came right on time, Amen!! Love the channel, it’s so relatable, transparent, and filled with the Holy Spirit! Peace, Love & Protection.. all the way from MA🤍

[@36msme]

HAPPY TO SEE A YOUNG LADY TRYING TO LIVE FOR GOD. BE STRONG, THE ENEMY WILL COME HARDER NOW...JUST KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. SATAN WILL SEND DECEIVERS TO SWAY YOU AWAY. BE WATCHFUL

[@epiphaneyalexander9520]

Amen❕ God is GOOD❕You're RIGHT KIKI I do NOT want to be a lukewarm Christian❕ Don't have the TIME no more to be back-sliding 🔙 Kiki I'm catching these GEMS✨

[@journeywithkiki]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@theredefinedmelaninmamma911]

I found this channel yesterday + wrote a specific prayer to God about weed/pens…while hitting the pen 😅 I felt God tell me to stop but a few hours later weed was presented to me + I took it. This morning I smoked + tried to bargain with God why weed was ok. I found this video + when she said 2 Tim 3 😳 I knew God answered my prayer clearly. I’ve been choosing loving my pleasure more than my God. If I’m rooted in God, I won’t need the weed. So thankful God planted the seed in your heart to start this channel. God bless you! I absolutely love you girl 🤎

[@SunFlower-zn7vw]

Thank you very much for this video..after getting baptized a few months ago I fell off the waggen..and your are right it isn't easy but it's the getting opening your heart to God and accepting it as well. Thank you.

[@journeywithkiki]

❤️❤️❤️

Not me praying to make God my first love and this video randomly being recommended to me! Thanks in advance!

[@journeywithkiki]

😳God really said “here u go!” 😭💗

@@journeywithkiki haha exactly! He's so good🙏🏾❤️

[@tanjabergmann1083]

Thank you Sis you have no idea how much this speaks to me , God is using you mightily 🔥 The holyspirit has put it on my heart since months to come back to my first love which is Jesus . I have gotten so lazy with my prayers , my fasting, me reading the Bible , i don’t even seek the Kingdom of God first like I used to and it hurts me the way I’ve changed towards God . The spiritual warfare has been soo intense in these times we live in we really must build the altar of prayers and fasting again , we have to feed our spirit with the word of God daily . In this Season of struggling to get back on Fire for Jesus I just wanna give God all the glory and praise for he is so patience and merciful his love will never fail us thank you Jesus for this message ❤️🔥🙏🏽

[@rachelsantime5986]

God led me to watch this vid fr. It’s 2nd day of Sept and while wrapping my prayer for new month, I open the YT app and see this vid first on my home page! Thank you so needed ❤️ I declare and decree this will be a month of fulfilment & focused. Any weapon formed against me and my household will not prosper IJN

[@journeywithkiki]

AMEN!💗💗

[@user-qh5xe2oi3x]

Thank you so much sister. I was in doubt but now i want to become close to God. I cant stress how much i needed this video. God bless you so much and thank you ❤

[@glendajackson3957]

Wow, what a beautiful video. Thank you!! This is my heart’s desire 💖💖💖. To make Jesus my first love ❤️

[@ItsKikikah]

I’m praying for friends like you in this new season ❤️🙏🏾

[@KathrynJael]

Been feeling like God has turned his back on me but hearing that backsliding is our own faults reminds me that I can still repent and go back to God. It feels like the mark of the beast is mental and it feels like I took it but God is always there. Just needed a reminder it’s me not him and he’s always there for when we realize we’re wrong.

[@itssgenesis3740]

Thank you so much. I needed this! Pray God will continue to use you and help us all be committed to walking with HIM!!!

[@himthesun]

these days i been just taking closer steps to God. i been really getting inspired by all the men on youtube who are also and one thing i realised is that there’s very rare women who walk back to God and seeing this video pop up on screen today is the most wonderful thing i’ve seen this week. i can’t lie, seeing a woman take steps back to God is really beautiful❤️

[@journeywithkiki]

💗💗💗

[@stephaniedekinger2463]

Who else at first didn’t pay attention to what she was saying because her beauty is so captivating! Beautiful!

[@journeywithkiki]

Awe you’re so sweet🥹❤️

[@stephaniedekinger2463]

@@journeywithkiki Just speaking truth Sister. 🥰

[@casker1000]

I really needed to hear this. This was confirmation on something that someone else told me earlier about how I was back sliding. But I was too prideful to take it seriously and almost took offense. But I chose to forgive and ask God to open my eyes and my ears. Once I watched this video I was instantly convicted. And I repent of my ways Lord 🙏

[@journeywithkiki]

🙏🏾❤️❤️

[@symphonyxsound]

you are absolutely gorgeous😍 and thank you so much for this🙏🏾

[@aniskahrolle6050]

Hailing from The Bahamas. I enjoyed your talk. I like the idea of an Accountability Partner. I am going to ask Jesus to choose one for me. Blessings my sister in Christ

[@journeywithkiki]

Yay!!💗

[@jaythesoldier9660]

I feel like the only boy who watches your videos, but I just wanna say proverbs 31 woman in the making! You’re helping me in my waiting season aswell. Knowing that I’m not the only one going through it when it really feels like you alone.

[@journeywithkiki]

Wow🥺❤️

[@issaevetv]

Wow I’m really glad I found this video I needed it!

[@journeywithkiki]

Girl TRUST I know exactly what ur going through! If I can find my way back u can to💗💗

[@nokwandandlovu2869]

I am so thankful that I came across this video. Thank you so much. Sending love all the way from South Africa ❤

[@Purpose441]

Glad I rolled up on your video.. was exactly what I needed to hear! I’ve fallen off lately and the Lord has been drawing me back in reminding me who I am. I like how you have the triple D’s.. I have positive triple D’s I like to keep in mind: dedication, determination and discipline..what we all need to be steadfast in being :) Thank you!

[@amandaoliver2065]

Keep pushing sis and I love your testimony!

[@journeywithkiki]

❤️❤️❤️

[@rjsw004]

The way I’ve NEEDED this video, I have been going through the same thing (prioritising things of the world over God) thank you so much. 💕✨

[@kay0011]

This really fed my soul and was exactly what I needed today. Thank you!

[@myahhiggins236]

ANYONE WHO'S STRUGGLING THROUGHOUT LIFE...TAKE IT TO GOD HE LOVES YOU AND HE IS WILLING TO HELP YOU.. JUST TRUST IN HIM...THE STROM IIS GOING TO BE OVER SHORTLY‼☺

[@Himynameiss]

Kiki! Kiki! Kiki! I’m so very glad I found your channel, it was truly a GOD sent message I needed to hear 😭 I’ve been under immense stress, anxiety, mood changes, and deep sadness. At times I feel like I’m failing everyone, especially GOD. But I have realized that it is because as you stated that I’ve been slowly drifting from Him and His word (not devoting time and not making Him my first love). Looking outwardly to fulfill and satisfy my wants and needs instead of leaning into GOD in prayer. To wrap this up, I’m just lost on my journey currently but I’m so glad I clicked on your video, it was the first video, I would give the glory to the algorithm, but I know nothing happens for no reason, this was GOD’a doing, I subscribed right away! Thank you for this content, you are appreciated 💕 sending lots of love from Texas 🤠

[@journeywithkiki]

I call things like that a GODincidence !❤️ no such thing as a coincidence w him literally. Happy you’re here love ❤️

[@keshacoffee]

The love letter analogy!! WOW! 🥺🥺 Lord forgive us.

[@journeywithkiki]

I know ! It was rlly a reality check 😭

[@keziakandii]

It has already been foretold about the falling away of Christians. Thank you for this video💕💕.

[@evangelinegrace3391]

God showed me this video bc I needed it!! Thank u so much for this❤

[@ElizabethEkermans]

This was a beautiful video,thank GOD for you 🤍🤍🤍

[@VisibleLewis3]

Just started following you and this is the first vid I’ve watched. So refreshing in so many ways. May God strengthen you and cause you to go from glory to glory. In Jesus name Amen

[@beautyvlogsbytsai6013]

God bless stay strong 🙏🏾✝️

[@julianj_7]

Amen 🙏🏾

[@VaniaVictoria_]

Just found your KZbin channel, just wanna say you’re so pretty! I’ve been praying that Jesus becomes my first love in this season I’m in, I told God I want to give him my all surrendering anxiety, lust, and idolatry, this encourages me to keep going🙏.plus he literally stripped me of all distractions lol

[@rejoiceanusi]

Thank you so much for sharing. This is so timely ❤

[@awosikaolatokunbo9320]

omg, this was literally what I needed in this phase of my walk with God, so touching, thanks sis and God bless you!!!!!!

[@primanoor]

Wow this was so timely! Look at God! I felt that statement in which you said, that this is NOT the time to backslide! These last days are getting real and I don’t wanna be left 😪 I appreciate this video sooo much 🙏🏾🤎

[@journeywithkiki]

You won’t be left, keep seeking!💗

[@primanoor]

@@journeywithkiki 💗💗

[@victoria3248]

This video really blessed me! It showed me i am not alone! And i so appreciate it! I struggle with surface level faith and i know what God wants from me but sometimes total surrender is intimidating bc i dont wanna mess up. But now i feel that im just going to keep pursuing Him and He will handle the rest. Thank you sister ❤ New subbie!

[@journeywithkiki]

Getting to the point of knowing there will be times we will mess up because we aren’t God. We are very imperfect human beings that will never reach ultimate perfection but we STRIVE for perfection. And not wanting to stay in that fallen place. That’s true love for our Father. He sees our fight to stay in His will, He really does. If you have faith as small as a mustard seed you can move mountains in this life. (Matthew 21:43) ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@victoria3248]

@@journeywithkiki Exactly what i needed to hear! Thank you❤️🙏🏾

[@stirfry4215]

Thank you for spreading the word! Amen Praise GOD!

[@allegramuzadi1670]

Thank you for this!! This was so helpful ❤

[@Melanie-bi4pp]

Thank you for this video I feel at the moment that I no longer love Jesus as much as before so I needed it. Be careful not to say oh my gosh anymore because it distorts the name of God to say it in vain so it is not good. God bless you and guide you❤

[@reinaluxx]

i love this video. definitely short but sweet everything well said 💖

[@warriorsbleed]

you don't know how I needed to hear this, thank you so much!! im a new subscriber x

[@_Jessica_Meyer__]

Amen. Praise God for repentance and his mercy and grace.

[@Jaliyah777]

thank you this video open up my eyes to put christ first agian in my life i love you

[@journeywithkiki]

Im so glad!! I love you too🥺💗

[@tatianaallen7091]

You did this subject with justice. Everything you were saying was speaking to my own personal experiences. And I can’t wait to see what else you come out with😊

[@journeywithkiki]

Yay I’m glad!!! Thank you ❤️❤️❤️

[@sayhellotohaps]

Kiki, your obedience to the call that God has placed on your life is admirable. Thank you for your honesty and transparency. You have just gained a new subscriber! :)

[@themyraaakn]

we missed you too!!!! this video was everything and so on time for me. ly girly ♡

[@journeywithkiki]

Love you🥹💗💗

[@blueorchid2467]

You're so gorgeous sis 💙 God bless you

[@journeywithkiki]

💗💗💗💗

[@brwnbananas7379]

recently saw your testimony video, you earned a subscriber!

[@journeywithkiki]

Awe thank you sm!💗

[@Allison_Iz]

Thank you for this🙏🏾❤️

[@disciplerich536]

Amen, thank you

[@naomingobila495]

you're very well spoken and use great analogies ! Keep it up!

[@Temwanii]

such a wonderful video, God bless you ❤️❤️

[@christopherpothemont1483]

So uplifting.

[@channahkatalayi2167]

Love you girl ❤️ This vidéo helped me so much. I truly see God’s light in your personality💕 God bless

[@journeywithkiki]

Wow thank you!💗

[@jeysprettyfacesinc]

It DID 👑🫶🏽🤍😍🙏🏽🕊!! God Bless Gorgeous

[@sihlepopose4847]

Thank you for the encouragement ☺️

[@lonimimeseko]

I needed to see this more than ever, thank you so much for the words of wisdom. You’re gorgeous by the way