male fantasy - billie eilish (slowed n reverb)

☾ and it's all i think about whеn im behind the wheel
i worry this is how im always gonna feel
but nothing lasts, i know the deal ☽
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[@stevesunish4028]

This is literally one of her best songs.

[@joseramirez8729]

ONE of her best but TBH I love all of them✨

[@arlenemurillo9539]

One of the best of the album❤️

[@valenortizechague2187]

Agree with u

[@dsam4731]

agree

[@222aaliyah]

this whole album is

[@amiraclapper9857]

This is my favorite from the album. It’s hard to choose, but by far this takes #1

[@solomonerhardt]

Same, it's beautiful

[@gabril7297]

It’s the best cuz it is the one that you wouldn’t have enough to listen to ^^

[@cokeisbetterthanu]

Male Fantasy and Everything I wanted are my comfort songs, I just wanna hug and cry in their arms :')

[@lolo-ni5yr]

Ĺ

[@elinalkefjall453]

this and happier than ever is my top favorite songs of her. god i repeat them everyday

[@marcusandersson2890]

Mine too

[@-kelis-p4767]

This timing is immaculate 0-0 like it came out a couple seconds ago!

[@elinalkefjall453]

this song is so deep and can relate so much to it..

[@sofie2447]

Home alone Trying not to eat Distract myself with pornography I hate the way she looks at me I can't stand the dialogue She would never be That satisfied, it's a male fantasy I'm going back to therapy 'Cause I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how Guess it's hard to know When nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright, convince myself I hate you I got a call from a girl I used to know We were inseparable years ago Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so And it's all I think about When I'm behind the wheel I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel But nothing lasts, I know the deal But I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how Guess it's hard to know When nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright, convince myself I hate you Can't get over you No matter what I do I know I should but I could never hate you

[@aesthete1892]

Ty✨

[@dionsvision]

[@marcusandersson2890]

"Can’t get over you, no matter what I do.....I know I should but I could never hate you" This lyric though, so powerful

[@Mafuyu24542]

This song really helped me through my last breakup 🥺

[@jjpratt5738]

damn y’all b fast omg

[@ceana7055]

this is my fav

[@Tiarose5248]

She sings this song in this tone mostly. So beautiful

[@radityanathanzawijaya7112]

this song so underatted

[@PoloParkAH]

This is the best “my cat died and I want to cry sing” to ever exist thank you so much Billie ellish

[@luciantelalemaxim6843]

I can't stop putting this on repeat

[@D4v1Eilish]

I love Billie Eilish, Bilie is my inspiration. I love Male Fantasy, it's my favorite song, there's no better song than this

[@laufeygurl]

3:16 this part be hitting different.

[@mariajosefabarbosa4544]

i would love to see this make part of a movie's soundtrack.

[@asterisk5124]

Especially a ROMANCE MOVIE!!!ahhh

[@memefication3763]

this song has a lot of meaning in my life, ive had to be hospitalised because of my mental health before and i met a young girl there (16) she had lost her best friend in a car accident and this friends name is Mieka. Mieka listened to this song constantly, its was her favourite song. "but nothing lasts, i know the deal" was her favourite part. The young girl that i met in the psych ward would listen to this song and listen to it with me, to honour beautifal Mieka. When you hear this song please think of Mieka, she is the biggest loss of my friends life.

[@mediocriscries]

this has a beautiful melody

[@ava165]

this song is incredible

[@yurigabriel6095]

Que vibe incrível

[@nathanizzo]

I’ve listened to this everyday for the last year lol

[@PhilliesDude2k20]

Bro the album just came out 🤣

[@chickennuggetdiva5966]

Tw: mentions of suicide, mental abuse I will never stop believing this song was made for me. February last year my 6 month relationship with my ex ended due to a huge argument between us which resulted in me breaking up with them in the heat of the moment, the day after obviously regretting it because I was still in love with them, I decided to ask them 2 days after we ended things if we could try again, because I very much wasn’t over them and wasn’t ready for things to be over, turns out they’d already gotten over me and didn’t want a relationship anymore (as in had completely lost feelings for me in 2 days) After all this happened we decided to stay friends because we had been friends for a few years before we both caught feelings, the entire time I was hoping to be able to make their feelings come back and soon we’d be back together, obviously this wasn’t the case as you can’t force someone to like you and the ways I tried to earn their love back wasn’t very smart, because of this they took advantage of the fact I was still head over heels for them and would mess around with me and flirt with me just to mess with my head, me being way to in love at the time didn’t realise what they were doing and thought they weren’t doing anything wrong. Fast foward 4 months after we broke up and we are still friends but my feelings for them were still extremely strong and weren’t going anytime soon, so while they gave no care for me in the slightest I was there willing to die for them (I’d given up trying to win them back at this point) It almost felt like it was impossible to get over them, and I remember I genuinely thought I’d never get over them and I’d be stuck in the moment we broke up forever and never get over them, which of course scared the shit out of me. So after months of manipulation, arguments and more but still remaining friends with them on July 26th 2021 I tried to take my own life, I couldn’t bring myself to actually do it as when I was about to one of my family members came into the room, about an hour after this I messaged them telling them what had just happened and asking for me to distance myself from them a bit because I genuinely couldn’t handle feeling like this anymore they didn’t care and preceded to ignore what I said and change the subject. Fast forward a month later and we are still friends, and on august 16th they told me they had just gotten a girlfriend, and of course because it had been 5 months and I still wasn’t over them I remember crying myself to sleep that night. After this I had to sit there and constantly here them talking about their girlfriend (they knew I wasn’t over them) and I now realise they were very obviously trying to make me jealous, I just wasn’t able to realise it then, which obviously just made my mental state even worse. October 13th I met someone online who I quickly became friends with as we hit it off and he was the person who finally broke me out of my fucked up mental state and helped me get over my ex as about a month after we started dating, he now helps me try to heal from all that happened last year and is very careful and gentle with me as he knows how much my last relationship damaged me, and I’ve realised I love him 1000 times more than I did my ex even when we were together and I honestly couldn’t be happier. Although once getting over them I finally realised how shitty they actually treated me, the way they treated me while even when were were dating I later found out is a form of mental abuse, I won’t go into what they did to me as this comment is already way to long and I wouldn’t be able to summerise everything in one paragraph. I am now no longer friends with them and karma has clearly finally hit them and their now paying the price for how they treated me and are getting made fun of at school and getting treated exactly how they treated me, and no I don’t feel bad, I’m honestly happy about it. Sorry this comment is so long i honestly didn’t mean for it to me but my point is this song came out a few days after I attempted so whenever I listen to it I constantly feel like it was *made for me*, and every single lyric summerises all the emotions I wasn’t able to put into words -Evie

[@daviddsavage]

love you

[@chickennuggetdiva5966]

@@daviddsavage love you too

[@hisrafaelangelus.333]

MMIXX: i don't want to. but i love you MMXXI: i know i should, but i could never hate you

[@Edi-xc2md]

'Cause I loved you then and I love you now And I don't know how

[@niyati5667]

' home alone trying not to eat ' :

[@ralexande]

это единственная песня в которой повествуется о моей боли

[@kathleenkiley9629]

i worry this is how im always gonna feel but nothing lasts, i know the deal, i relate to this lyric so much and if anyone else can relate im sorry :')

[@AllenPykalo]

Love this

[@samuelbeaudreau970]

Nice 😊

[@malu9900]

im crying

[@syriamusic_]

LYRICS male fantasy~~~~~~~~ Home alone, tryin' not to eat Distract myself with pornography I hate the way she looks at me I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be That satisfied, it's a male fantasy I'm going back to therapy 'Cause I loved you then and I love you now And I don't know how Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright, convince myself I hate you I got a call from a girl I used to know We were inseparable years ago Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel But nothing lasts, I know the deal But I loved you then and I love you now And I don't know how Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you Or just pretending to Be alright, convince myself I hate you Can't get over you No matter what I do I know I should but I could never hate you

[@tyy13rr]

I D O N T L I K E D E P R E S S I O N 💔

[@lilynelms9515]

phoebe b vibes

[@falonattias8315]

Listen w headphones 😩

[@evermore8636]

if i ever lost my battle with depression please know that i fought.

[@crazybabuskaman3923]

Please don't do anything stupid. There are people that care, truly. You might think people don't care, but they do. Random people like me, I care, I might not know you, but I know you deserve happiness and to feel better. Please keep on fighting, and LIVE . Try to have a great day ok, for yourself and for me ❤️❤️

[@evermore8636]

@@crazybabuskaman3923 yes I will. thank you! much appreciated

[@memefication3763]

hey, i know you wrote this comment 2 years ago, and i hope youre still here, and i hope things have gotten easier for you. Even though im just a stranger on the internet, i care about how youre going

[@evermore8636]

@@memefication3763 helloo I’m still here doing better! thank you so much!! I hope you’re doing well^^

[@cassidyb3135]

2:51

[@BLYNGline]

and it's all i think about whеn im behind the wheel i worry this is how im always gonna feel but nothing lasts, i know the deal

[@annaferenc588]

What is the animation's name? I want this picture to be my home screen?:)

[@cassidyb3135]

3:00

[@solomonerhardt]

😭😭😭

[@m.taufanfirdaus7331]

Anyone know what is the meaning/talking about this song ? I'm not good in english by the way..

[@SarCastleDoesntExist]

it’s about depression and everyone can kinda apply their own meaning and story to it.

[@robsss2109]

I think Billie said that it has to deal with/ pornography addiction and being intimidated and aroused by porn, idk I found it in an article so yea

[@mobina8548]

Cool

[@dionsvision]