FREE MERCH! SHARE YOUR STORY! Do you have experience with depression, suicide, anxiety, or fear? Share your story in the comments below! We will be giving FREE Seek Life Merch to a few people who share! How to win: 1. Turn on the reminder Notification 2. Watch the video live with me at 9pm est 3. Comment and share your story related to suicide, depression, anxiety/fear 4. My team and I will pick random stories 5. Winners will be posted after 24 Hours!
@chentellrichmond4 жыл бұрын
Idk if you got my message but I sent it!! Thank you for letting God use you!
@billupsantwan4 жыл бұрын
hey iam a gospel rapper. we need to do a song together
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
@@chentellrichmond awesome!! I'll be announcing people this tonight!!
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
@@billupsantwan Show me what you working on
@billupsantwan4 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic okay..Iam finna go load a video on youtube I did a while back. Iam working on a project now, I just got to go back to the studio to record. give me minute and I will have it up rapping off another rapper beat. Also, I got music on sound cloud at Antwan Billups. my music there too.
@alyshahopkins14713 жыл бұрын
I’m a former foster youth who struggles every day. I legally became emancipated the day of my 18th bday. I’m 28 now. A decade later I’m still tryna find a reason to stay here. Thank you for your music. For real it saved me. 😌
@Francie315 Жыл бұрын
To break curses off your bloodline. To help those who have gone through and are going through what you have. Struggles are real but they are meant to make you stronger. To refine and improve you. A seed goes into the ground and dies in the darkness. But then it metamorphose into something better, stronger and beautiful. Hang on. Pray to God, he will hear and answer you.
@shaquitasams791 Жыл бұрын
We can be friends
@abbielynn5656 Жыл бұрын
I'm also a former foster youth. I'm 31 now. Legally emancipated at 17 my junior year of high school. I feel the exact same. Erica Mason's music has touched me in ways I'd never be able to thank her.
@thisisdk7859 Жыл бұрын
That shot with the hot colors of the city against the blue/green foreground she's rapping in is beautiful. Great symbolically too
@ronnettabutler192 жыл бұрын
Erica Mason will be one of the greatest singer of her time. "Trust and Believe"
@Veronika_GG_martinez Жыл бұрын
I've been there. Jesus saved me💜
@gsii15733 жыл бұрын
The one person that thumb down this song is just for you
@danielhuff69793 жыл бұрын
Nothing like listening to Christian music
@DjLadyJTV4 жыл бұрын
This song (really entire album) is a blessing. We’re in a time where fear and emotions can run rapid if you allow them. I myself am dealing with a lot. Just recently I was battling some serious thoughts of depression. It’s prayer, those close to u and music like this that helps tremendously. Thanks for your obedience! Blessings
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your boldness to share your story. Yea these times are intense. But that's the beauty of being able to walk with God and have strong community in the midst of all of it!
@flsunshineworld42052 жыл бұрын
2022 Were living in a world where people are afraid of expressing genuine feelings.. We need his 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@moresaoriel4 жыл бұрын
Wow- the words and imagery of this song are powerful! I remember feeling like I was drowning under the weight of my depression in 2018. I felt alone in my thoughts that screamed I wasn't worth living. The voice of the enemy compelled me to believe I had nothing to offer anyone. I loved the Lord with all of my heart, but I thought he made a mistake by creating me. I saw myself as unlovable, unskilled, ugly, too sinful, stupid, unwanted. Everything I envisioned myself to be in my dreams wasn't lining up with reality. So I wanted to throw in the towel. I remember telling God I was tired of trying and wanted Him to take my life the night of my birthday (Dec. 8th) in 2018. I begged Him to take my cup of depression and hopelessness away from me. I wanted to end the inner war I battled daily in my mind and emotions. But as this song states, God saw something different. He knew the ways in which my story could be a blessing to others. He allowed me to go through my dark night of the soul to build up my resilience, perseverance, character, and hope. So I'm here. Learning how to live and believe the truth of His word over my thoughts and feelings. Learning how to see myself the way He sees me. It's still an everyday journey but I can honestly say, God has renewed my mind since 2018! It's truly a miracle. Anyways, that's a bit of my story. Thank you Erica for you transparency in your songs. I know it's blessings many and bringing people to the knowledge of God's unconditional love for us. Blessings my sister ❤
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
wow this is a beautifiul story! I know the feeling ALL too well. It's definitely a process but I love how in all of the stories that are being shared, God was meeting people right where they were.
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
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@bassemadawoud38902 жыл бұрын
This really spoke to me. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony! Really!
@tonycruise2 жыл бұрын
i felt that way in 2022 on my birthday in may but i feel like its the worst and best thing to ever happen to me
@NiagaraNotes2 күн бұрын
This song changed me thank you Erica ❤
@Money_Boxx4 жыл бұрын
I fell into depression in 2017, i felt suicidal but then i channeled the energy into writing poetry thinking i would heal so quickly, i hide my pain behind every words and recite to people but i wondered why those i spoke to get healed in their soul but i don't, it became worse when covid struck and held me home away from my distraction like hanging out with friend and going to amazing places, i tried to get help online by booking appointment with an online therapist all to no avail, the therapist insisted i write more poetry on how good i am so i had to stop chatting him up but still i hide behind every lines i speak pretending to be fine but i am sincerely yelling for help.
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
wow thank you so much for sharing this. I know that feeling all too well. I actually used to do that with music too. I used to hide behind the songs. Instead of truly digging deep, assessing myself, and Going to God about my issues, I just tried to do more music. Here's what happened to me: I used music as a coping mechanism. And when music wasn't enough, I went into a deeper downward spiral. When music wasn't taking me places anymore, when I wasn't able to do shows anymore, when I wasn't making money anymore, music began to disappoint me. The problem was, I placed my trust and confidence in music instead of God. I looked for music to heal me instead of God. I ran to music before running to God. Now I'm in a place where I'm learning that music is a gift that God has given me to CONNECT WITH HIM. I used to write music to connect with the world. I wanted validation from music. Now I understand that it's the vehicle God has given me to connect with him deeper. When I don't have the words to speak, God allows me to express myself to him through music. It's still a process though. So what I would encourage you to do, is assess "why" you hide behind your poetry. What escape does it provide for you. If you are putting all your hope in your skills, then you must know that it will only be temporary. That's why I had to learn to put my hope in him. Hope that helps. I'm sure others will be able to add to this.
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
@Lyrical Scientist Just know you're not alone in this situation. God understands what you're going through . I encourage you to have a relationship with God, studying His Word ; that's what helped me through depression. Like @Erica Mason said put your Hope in Jesus. As for your poetry it is a gift God gave you to encourage others . Now you use that very same poetry to draw Strength from God. You Will overcome in the Mighty Name Of Jesus ,God loves you okay 😊.
@Money_Boxx4 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic Thank you so much, I really appreciate.
@Money_Boxx4 жыл бұрын
@@tesstitre4748 Amen, thanks a lot.
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
@@Money_Boxx You're Welcome 🙂
@Meektalk452 жыл бұрын
You can relate with her soul and feel God at the same time whew 🙏🏽
@tevieswright1481 Жыл бұрын
LORD HAVE YOUR WAY!!!!!!🙏🙏🙏🙏
@JMlovesGod2 жыл бұрын
God bless Erica for this heartfelt msg , God heal those who are hurting and lost , Gods children will prevail 🙏🏾✨
@kkgoviral18202 жыл бұрын
Thank you sister for this 😭😭😭💜💜💜💜 I went into depression when I lost my mom 💔 I needed to hear this 🙏🙏🙏 God Bless you sister keep pushing 💜🥰
@inthemindofmariahs1111 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏼💓🌷🌸this goes deep for all my women in the knowing of how it really be . We are truly warriors .✝️
@ashleyandreas4114 жыл бұрын
I have struggled and still have struggles with depression. I believe it started with not having confidence in myself. At age 12 I attempted suicide and at age 15 I tried it again. I felt hopeless, worthless, and broken. Everything fell apart in my life at a young age and I was confused on why would God create me? I didn't know my purpose but now I know that all of these things happened for a purpose. During my time of attempted suicide I heard God's voice for the first time. He simply said "stop, I love you, you have a purpose". I thought I was going crazy but I knew it was God keeping me here. Throughout the years I've began to find my purpose in writing music and poetry. I believe it's my voice being heard and my testimony for me to overcome. Some days the darkness tries to overtake me BUT GOD shines his light and comforts me. Thank you Erica Mason for this AMAZING song that I definitely can relate to. Let God keep using you to be a light in the darkest moments. 💖
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
WOW that's an amazing story , keep serving God sis . He's so good 🙌🙌🙌
@ashleyandreas4114 жыл бұрын
@@tesstitre4748 Amen! Yes he is all of the time. Thank you sis, May God continue to bless you 💕🙏🏽
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
@@ashleyandreas411 You're Welcome 🙂 and Thanks
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Wow fam. Thank you for sharing. You definitely are NOT alone. Thank you for your boldness.
@ashleyandreas4114 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic Thank you, God bless you for your humbleness 💕 I will continue to support you throughout your journey. 💯💖
@jenniferbilgrien67972 жыл бұрын
I been through so much it’s hard to narrow it down but the most life altering thing was holding my daughter when she overdosed and I almost lost her… she is a beautiful young lady that has to beautiful sons now and I am so blessed too still have her here… my whole life story though smh sad story after another but God alone keeps me strong and the love for my kids and now grandkids life is super hard and I know tired like I have never have before I work almost 200 hrs every two weeks and still can’t help them all… all I have to give I would just to know they are happy to live
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
This song is truly a blessing ,Thank You For this Erica Mason , you have no idea how much people you've just helped with this Powerful message from God through THIS song. May God continue to use you for His GLORY 🙌
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Wow thank you fam. It truly means a lot to me
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic U're Welcome sis 😊❤,God bless you
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Email me your size and address to shop@seeklifeapparel.com
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic Wow thanks so much
@tesstitre47483 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic I never got my merch 😭😭😭
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
I had my share of depression when I used to struggle with Lust in my life . It ( depression ) got out of control one day while I was at church during Worship .. I heard the enemies voice wisper "Take A knife and Kill Yourself " !!! 😥😥😥 So I ran outside crying and screaming until two sisters in Christ came and Encouragement me .And next thing you know Deliverance took place I really thank God for helping me through this... wasn't easy but today I can say am free from these chains in Jesus mighty name Amen 🙌🙌🙏🙏🙏 !!!!
@trilliam4 жыл бұрын
That's an amazing story🥺....God bless🙏
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
@@trilliam Thanks .God bless you too ☺
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Woooooowww that's crazy. It's. amazing how God will meet you right where you are though .
@tesstitre47484 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic Indeed ,God is a so good !!! Could not have made it without Him 🙌😊
@minajbrooks54443 жыл бұрын
He meant me when I was gay and more
@traynay24052 жыл бұрын
Keep praising God he will fix your sins all sins LBGT he can heal you
@veronicahernandez873 жыл бұрын
I feel this man…. I’ve been dealing with depression all my life since I was 11 years old. I’m 36 rn and everything is jus like “StOP alREAdy!” 🙏🏽 I love your music. 🔥💜
@jenniferrivera86273 жыл бұрын
Girl u are so blessed and blessing us with your transparency. May the lord continue to bless u. May everyone hearing this be healed
@momentumt44634 жыл бұрын
Lost my brother to a murder in the south it took me under to a dark place but there was this light that showed up and lead me out iam talking i was under some deep type like stuff but Psalms Jesus is a lamp to my feet a guidance into my path
@CharlesLouisRosario2 ай бұрын
Banger ❤ and great grounded message.
@soulalchemist442 жыл бұрын
Powerful song girl I feel god all in this
@nicolegay46092 жыл бұрын
Real tears Boo, keep praising
@psalm91podcast4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful. Thank you for sharing. I deal with depression and anxiety. As corny as this sound, I live for Jesus now.Blessings
@mirnadelacruz88152 жыл бұрын
I feel so lost I pray everyday but I've lost my motivation am drained
@zionentity4 жыл бұрын
This is more than music, it's a blessing
@melissagoodwin26024 жыл бұрын
walking with God perspective is what I'm working on. I learn to run to him staying in worship and prayer so i don't give up. i keep telling myself what he says about me. i totally agree that strength is build over time it is hard and we have to fight. sometimes its a test, sometimes the devil is trying to defeat us. Isaiah 41:10
@amosokilong69172 жыл бұрын
honestly this lady's music is really deep,relatable ,just like nf's music.
@Blessoffical3 жыл бұрын
I love all your songs😭
@TheCarnivoreConnection3 жыл бұрын
No matter how low! its always love in Christ! Good to see you progressing so well God is working in your life through this music! I play your music alot! My daughter Violet loves your music and asks to play it by name lol! its cool to see such growth in someone I grew up with in small town Williston!!
@giftihotumichael75364 жыл бұрын
Erica's,you have no idea how much I love your songs....and you!. keep it up Mami...
@AbstracFilms4 жыл бұрын
Here for it! 🙌🏾
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Yay so excited! If you have a story and want to share, I'd love to hear it in the comments!
@jusellegallardo38084 жыл бұрын
Amen! Love this song, keep it up Sister!! God bless 🙏🏼🔥❤️
@OmoiSenpai4 жыл бұрын
Sounds great ^_^
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!!
@OmoiSenpai4 жыл бұрын
@@Ericamasonmusic Any time =] Love a song with a message!
@JTFuller3 жыл бұрын
WOW!!!
@tahjad98494 жыл бұрын
YOU ARE BEYOND TALENTED MAN! This is so needed, God is so amazing to have this pop on my mentions
@melissakatelynnwoodruff62732 жыл бұрын
You are amazing ...such a beautiful soul!!!
@lyricalkas68523 жыл бұрын
Your music is remedy
@abbieamavi2 жыл бұрын
Beautifully done!!
@kayleebaker680111 ай бұрын
This is a good song
@sadamujuma20942 жыл бұрын
Yeah Nce jam dear
@angeliaguzman492 жыл бұрын
Wow that was a deep song😏
@julianhawkins22924 жыл бұрын
Crazy you just dropped the video I been showing this song to everybody your the Goat 🐐 beautiful woman of God
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Awwww thank you so much! I truly appreciate it!
@jesusistheplug52574 жыл бұрын
Showing love from Jesus Is The Plug 🔌 Erica love this it’s so 🔥 keep letting God use you to impact lives
@lkuniqar2 жыл бұрын
Glory to God
@kekemango944 жыл бұрын
Wow! The chills I got watching this video. 😭🙏🏾 You got a new supporter from me! This song has touched me because I too battled(still have some moments) with depression, anxiety, and thought about taking my own life.
@estherekun4 жыл бұрын
Cant wait 😊
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
yay!! Thank you so excited to show this side of me!
@drgi2544 жыл бұрын
tuned from 254
@aimedinero3 жыл бұрын
she underrated i love itt❤️🌟!!
@johnnyc66884 жыл бұрын
Absolutely love the song sis keep doing your thing touching one heart after another I believe in you
@MsDee74 жыл бұрын
EM=Epic❤❤❤ My favorite female Rapper...
@Thesongwritersage3 жыл бұрын
Wow this song spoke to me. Sounds so beautiful and the message is so powerful. I am so inspired by you
@ChucksNPearls Жыл бұрын
Maverick!!
@heatherthrift21214 жыл бұрын
Teddy! You always know how to search the soul. So proud of you. Love you.
@zionentity4 жыл бұрын
Eagerly waiting for this 📍
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Yay!! So excited for this!!
@stacybright-davies79304 жыл бұрын
Can’t wait
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
yay!! If you have a story, share it with us!
@art_by_adrian29132 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@amberfords77163 жыл бұрын
This is so needed
@EliDaGreat3 жыл бұрын
Amazing
@debranisa16954 жыл бұрын
Can't wait 😍
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Yay!! So excited to share this moment with you
@mrifollowchrist4 жыл бұрын
This need a million views
@k_desi_ro2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics Wake up I don’t want to wake up Let me hit the snooze again I don’t wanna lose again But then you tell me to wake up You gotta wake up Now you have another chance To Open up your heart again I see you drowning And it’s hard to bare I know you’ve been wondering if I am here Roller coaster vibes I’m down for the ride Back forth up and down look around me and side to side I know you been alone Know feel so cold Know you been so over this But the way I feel about you I can’t let you go I just can’t get over this You were meant to fight alone You won’t die alone I got off the throne So you can have the Kingdom I took all that bondage on the cross And let them ridicule me Just so you can have your freedom Please don’t get it twisted You’re the reason why I did it Not just to have churches and religion Having you is what I envisioned So even when you’re distant I’ll still go the distance Listen Lately it’s been a whirlwind Wondering where my girl is She’s hiding in these churches I know you’re hurting I wanna hold you like you’ve never been Held Feel you like you’ve never been felt Love you even when you do fail I’m here I’m here [VERSE 2] So put down your sword I’m not your enemy You are a part of me you You got the heart of me Your very arteries Bleed what I bleed You feel what I feel You see what I see Lately it’s been a world win Wondering where my girls is She’s hiding in these churches but I see you I won’t leave I’ll just keep calling Even when you hit ignore I’ll just keep walkin Even when you’re not there Lately, it’s been a whirlwind Wondering where my girl is Even when you hit ignore I’ll just keep walking
@justinag214 жыл бұрын
Felt that 😭🔥❤️👏
@godsdaughter16384 жыл бұрын
I have depression anxiety and ptsd . panic attacks are a normal part of my life . I’m really drowning right now . i’m so depressed . it hard to fight something that takes you over . I have tired meds , therapy and nothing has helped. I’m so alone . feeling worthless is a everyday thing. I just want to get better and I can’t i’m stuck. being abused , bullied, etc life has beat my ass every day .
@Ericamasonmusic4 жыл бұрын
Praying for you family. YOu are not alone!! It feels that way I know, and I don't know your exact pain or experience, but there are so many of us out here that are fighting to pursuing life in their mental health daily. Praying that you find a strong community that will help you to continue to push forward. Email me your size and address to shop@seeklifeapparel.com
@corindashockley9913 жыл бұрын
🙏 that you are doing better now and that let God comfort you. I can relate to part of your statement. Stay strong.
@shesfearless69054 жыл бұрын
Amazing song! Really helpful if you experience depression ,anxiety and suicidal thoughts like me it was a while but that song is dope. Stay bless Erica
@youngqueencourage69673 жыл бұрын
aweeee!
@ageorge5274 жыл бұрын
Love it! Always love your songs that are personal/songs from the heart. I pray this encourages someone who feels like they are drowning every day
@martingreen87754 жыл бұрын
Great music. A great music video and a smart message. You're genious.
@jamiabrownlee4 жыл бұрын
Excited!!! One of my favorite tracks from Erica! ❤️❤️❤️
@brandyfishing90527 ай бұрын
People need to hear your music girl! I needed all of this. 🙏❤️
@jasminehoover43013 жыл бұрын
Wow this just minister to my soul so much
@deborahzulutzofficialchann74633 жыл бұрын
Powerful. I love this. 🇿🇲🇿🇲
@FaridaGiwa4 жыл бұрын
You know I love you right, this is so epic
@terrycuthberts4 жыл бұрын
I just couldn't wait for this
@RealGeorgeJones4 жыл бұрын
Very Dope video sis!!! So so proud of you! Glory to God! Keep reaching those!!👊🏿🙌🏿
@MS-ld3jn3 жыл бұрын
I didn't know you can sing! This one is amazing
@marbrito25294 жыл бұрын
Beautiful Melody 🎶
@Fkrist4 жыл бұрын
always on point. life giving music
@angellov3damessenger4143 жыл бұрын
Powerful!
@jabezsantana56484 жыл бұрын
I cant wait💯🔥
@vanessacazares95174 жыл бұрын
Love this song
@ShakeysLife4 жыл бұрын
Loved it ❤️👍🏾
@debranisa16954 жыл бұрын
Glory to God I love this❤️🔥
@samb14162 жыл бұрын
Oh yes!! this shit goes hard 💪🏼💫
@heatheranne70784 жыл бұрын
You sound great Erica! The video is beautiful!
@jessicaminor57633 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥
@ajsrelaxationisland24564 жыл бұрын
I love it ❤️🥰
@isaac07ize4 жыл бұрын
Amazing!
@luddmorelus62764 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@kevinprescod90203 жыл бұрын
💯
@priyagowthaman82134 жыл бұрын
❤️🙏
@atamelangmashabila86373 жыл бұрын
♥️🤧
@marbieshaina73864 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤☝️
@jonathanlatouche7013 Жыл бұрын
Same exactany better
@lynwoodqueen2737Ай бұрын
I IN LYNWOOD, CALIFORNIA COME GET ME OR DO YOU WANT ME TO GO TO YOU ?