I'm currently living in a recovery home and was on the verge of giving up last night after feeling this exact way... This shit hit me so hard I'm laying on my bed now in tears wondering if I would've even been alive to see my kids for the next visit if I would've given up like I was wanting to...
@patrikpersson32003 ай бұрын
im the same way. im suicidal with a voice in my head. i feel you bro. already tried to take my life several times. i dont have kids thou
@onyxrider3233 ай бұрын
U got this !! Don’t cheat yourself… 4yrs clean here it’s not easy just make plans for the next day and do it a day at a time ! It works bro
@patrikpersson32003 ай бұрын
i dont know where you live or anything but if you want someone to text at anytime with like whatsapp or telegram you got me bro. people joke about shit like this all the time but its no joke at all. It drains ones mentality and we start to think the wrong and negative way. thats why its good to have someone.
@MarieMurphy-v9y2 ай бұрын
@patrikpersson3200 you are worth living life I am having a horrible time staying away from fent you are not alone you mean alot to someone
@Laura-CX244 ай бұрын
this kinda hurts my heart, been there. but we got this guys. #10yrsclean #wedorecover #staystrong
@NicoleMitchellbabycakes2 ай бұрын
Recovery gave me something that can't be bought ... ❤❤❤❤❤
@brockf93025 ай бұрын
Love it but only those that struggle with staying sober will actually feel or understand the meaning of the lyrics. 4 months sober this month, feels good to be honest
@braydenh2o4633 ай бұрын
I don't understand how this man is not signed to a major label..
@sarahemily9558 ай бұрын
GIVE THESE ARTISTS A HUGE RECORD DEAL!🙏🏻🇩🇰 They should be known worldwide! Scandinavian woman here, been listening to this song and subtoxic on repeat since yesterday. Dealing with Suboxone withdrawals on day 8 and it hurts. So so bad.. Never been an addict seeking a rush. But my body became addicted to morphine after a 2 month hospital stay, with Morphine straight through my veins, EVERY 3 hrs. They gave me too much. I fell down from the hospital bed, rolling in my own puke. They didn’t care. I’m a mom of two.. That costed me a 5 months on morphine and 4 years in HELL on suboxone, just to keep the withdrawals at bay.
@amberrhodes90208 ай бұрын
Hit home.. my dad passed when I was 12 he was barely in our lives..he was addicted to alot of things..and ended his own life in the room right next to me as I was asleep...I wish he would've heard this song..maybe things would've been different..reguardless thanks for the song.. it's powerful and I hope it wakes up people who are struggling but still here.. ❤
@rockysmom997 ай бұрын
Make your dad proud every moment! He doesn’t leave your side now❤️🩹
@noimxge66843 ай бұрын
I feel you. My dad committed suicide 5 years ago. It really messed me up and I got stuck in addiction myself. Coming out the other end now and turning my life around.
@melissahendren12875 ай бұрын
Love this. I've got almost 3 years clean and sober from fentanyl. Well everything but my drug of choice with fentanyl
@raemfnsavage47928 ай бұрын
This hit me so hard. I'm 141 days sober today after a almost 15yr addiction. Thank God!
@superken2424243 ай бұрын
It doesnt get any easier even after the one year mark, i sobered up for a year straight. Relasped after a bad break up and now im over 2 years back of being in the dark hole or addiction. Stay sober even if you feel like you can manage it and be like others that can. Learn from me. I made a mistake. I had a secone chance and blew it.
@toddblattner88066 ай бұрын
This song freaked me out because the 25th is 9 months sober for me and all I can think about is my daughter. Makes me realize that I'm not alone.
@alexbowens1439Ай бұрын
#1 Fav/Best Artist. Love you brother!!!
@efrainpalma279Ай бұрын
Honestly been using daily and know that I need to stop. This song hits parts of my soul I didn't even know were still there. I hope to follow up when I'm 30 days sober and to everyone else in my boat I wish yall the best of luck, God bless
@QueenAsh10259 ай бұрын
Felt this in my soul. 63 days clean today after a 19 yr addiction. 💪🏻💜
@mattkeeganmusic9 ай бұрын
That's awesome! Keep rockin that sober life!. We do recover
@kellschapman15013 ай бұрын
Hope your doing okay 🫂
@GrammyT12315 ай бұрын
I love this one, Matt and Ben!! This is the one that is gonna blow you guys up. I've been telling my family for weeks that this is the song and y'all are gonna be famous!! I just hope you don't forget the people who were routing for you when you relapsed and went to treatment. I prayed everyday for you man!!
@DrWapoose3 ай бұрын
24 days in.. hope to make it to 30.. and more and more. Thank you.
@JustinHealer5 ай бұрын
I happened across this video on Facebook and this is some of the realest shit I've ever heard. I've been an addict for 20 years of my life and to prison 3 times behind drugs. It's a struggle everyday, but one we can win so stay strong and positive you got this.
@DanielTomczak-o2u2 ай бұрын
That line "8 months sober and its finally over" relate to with almost my year and a month clean was fucking terrible being high again
@uggsxx91553 ай бұрын
This song hits too close to home, my sisters in the clutches of the devil right now, sitting in jail waiting to go to the 4th rehab in a year cause she keeps getting kicked out of them. Shes got 2 little boys that weve got at our house. Is it sad that me and my family dont think shell make it to 30?
@ryanmoyer57735 ай бұрын
Nice work. I was just listening to the new Matt Keegan song with Collichi and I was thinking man Ben Lerner would be awesome on a track with some of these dudes. Bam, you were the next song down with Matt Keegan. I was an early follower, and think you are fucking awesome bro. That piano shit hits hard. I’ll stay listening, so keep em coming! 4 years sober November 1
@Candis-ot2wg3 ай бұрын
This song helps so much!
@carlyrobertson47559 ай бұрын
Ugh this is the music that really means something. Something meaningful and yet nowadays the rap music is shit. It’s opposite, bragging about doin dope and our kids are listening to that shit. Can’t believe it. This rapper doesn’t get the acknowledgment he truly deserves. Just amazing
@mattkeeganmusic9 ай бұрын
Thank you 🙏🏻
@Corbinstruckshots2 ай бұрын
Fire! Got a good flow man and honestly you're one of the reasons I started writing again. I also have fought addiction basically a long time. I used to wrap all the time in school matter of fact I was the only white dude in my school that would wrap or even knew how I think and I'm 46 years old now and I had to mess with it in years but listening to your words maybe want to pick something back up and write
@derrickweaver12609 ай бұрын
Feel this in my soul
@MiksPott4 ай бұрын
Dude your lyrics hit hard thanks you help me so much
@bradleydonnelly58949 ай бұрын
Most underrated rapper
@moondawg_25693 ай бұрын
Your music is real af keep it up brother
@dcljr958 ай бұрын
Hits home been sober for 3 years 7 months and everyday is a battle still
@1NF1N1T3Ай бұрын
Fire
@LauraLovesGary5 ай бұрын
Love this An I can feel that as I'm a year clean but I'm still hungry for the drugs 😢😢
@MeDwayne6 ай бұрын
More people need to hear this
@sleepsss2137 ай бұрын
I like all your songs really great talent
@MakingRecovery3 ай бұрын
Woah! So powerful! Wish I could come see ya at RecoveryFest but i'll be out of town :/
@mrnicoraableАй бұрын
Thank you for your music Matt , songs like this have helped me along in my recovery, 29 year addict alcoholic with 833 days clean and sober, If you are reading this comment and deal with addiction, please keep fighting! WE DO RECOVER 🙏
@BigDaddyOwe-YT3 ай бұрын
It felt like a friend was talking to me at the end of this song, telling me to realize all of the people I would effect if I offed myself or kept doing drugs
@ryanmoyer57735 ай бұрын
I’d like to see you, Dax, Collichi, Keegan, and Tom Macdonald on a track together. I bet it would be a masterpiece!
@DaddyLongSox6 ай бұрын
Damn bro 🙏 keep doing your thing
@CiaraAkers-lm8ws3 ай бұрын
you are perfect
@micheleanderson70543 ай бұрын
I'm on day 6 I'm going to day 30 and more I have to. My kids need me
@ChigginTendyАй бұрын
So hard
@tcswed2 ай бұрын
Damn dude
@x-dreammusic14013 ай бұрын
Just lost my sister in law. She was 30. Song it's hard😔
@angelaryan6923 ай бұрын
Im nearly off subox after 41 year opiod addiction.
@NateDawg546 ай бұрын
Yalls music is hard asf. Keep grinding fr this shit is tough 😢 Subscribed bro!! We should do a collab man fr
@mistybakermorrison93015 ай бұрын
My dad died in 08 from oc80 overdose tried begged him that were so strong not like tabs he got mad told me he was doing h when I wasn't Eben glimmer n his balls&next day I was told he found dead
@1NF1N1T3Ай бұрын
300
@DonnaBiggs-wv1ml9 ай бұрын
Hey Matt I've been a follower from the beginning my page got hacked I'm now following from my husbands page and I must say your music is better than ever 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 keep pushing cause I see a big bright future ahead of you sincerely Donna Biggs
@shawnmelnikas369 ай бұрын
Fuck
@kellschapman15013 ай бұрын
Wow im 8 months clean in a few days and this hit me hard, thank you for this real deep reminder 🫂 #wedorevover