"Me in 20 Years" scene - Euphoria US (2020) S01E00

[@nachowquarantine9722]

I didn't realize that 1 hour could feel like 10 minutes... Amazing episode.

[@callyfedat3823]

where can i watch it ?

[@checkb0y985]

@@callyfedat3823 hbo

[@Tanjirooo_77]

@@callyfedat3823 i dont know if you already watched it but if you didnt look it up on telegram

[@macdemarcaroni883]

@@callyfedat3823 you can watch it on Ev01 if you don’t have hbo

[@iyaiiya-wawg3657]

@@callyfedat3823 Turner Radio app for free

[@oncewithtwice9525]

Me in 20 years playing as we see a glimpse of Ali's life 20 years into sobriety. Despite all his efforts, he isnt able to fix his relationship with his daughters. And it isnt their fault either cause they had to grow up in a broken home due to his addiction. Its just a sad situation and I just want to give this man a hug.

[@justchillin2748]

holy shit

[@jazminaliciajimeneznunez1435]

Same

[@jessicatoussaint9140]

I feel for Ali. I too came from a horribly broken home with a monster of an abusive mother and enabling father. And abusive brother (was nice but changed). I often fear passing down the trauma of my past onto others. I don't think I can live with that pain. I am not worthy, too broken, and filled with shame. Maybe its why I deep down hope to hurt someone, so I will have a reason to kill myself

[@veerysmoothie]

@@jessicatoussaint9140 be the change, you don’t have to be like them. stay, and show yourself u are capable of loving yourself and others, I believe in you

[@MsTinkerbelle87]

That will be her and Gia 💔

[@grantreid6155]

Something about Ali man. Just breaks my heart

[@jazminaliciajimeneznunez1435]

Same💔

[@hallrr11]

i wish i could just talk to someone who's like Ali irl

[@Kamoblue]

@@hallrr11 Hit a meeting.

[@Orchidroot]

I wish I could watch this scene for the first time again, this whole episode was beautiful and I really needed it. It kinda felt like Ali was talkin to me too

[@curtisdeese7713]

Ali was talking to all of us

[@Tanjirooo_77]

Exactly i was sobing for the most of it cuz the things he said hit me so deep

[@dansenkat]

Same I kept crying so hard

[@ibeedaveeed]

I saw it tripping on shrooms for the first time. Hit like a train. Also for the rest of the show the Ali , & Rue had 3 eyeballs. Very trippy haha

[@matildaboyles3684]

yeah this ended me.

[@sjjsjs5885]

yeah.

[@jcurry4996]

I’m sorry but the scene had me just smiling with Ali when he was in pure joy when he heard his grandchild.

[@rachelroseg1775]

Gave me chills

[@nicolanyanda7379]

Bru

[@moe6583]

man i was just full out sobbing

[@joxiah_7738]

when he said "say it again oh yeah lil man" it hit different

[@Champ_chavis203]

This episode killed me When this song played I went to a different time zone

[@kayceeburgos7401]

Which episode is this?

[@eyxzm7505]

@@kayceeburgos7401 the special one came out 2 days ago. This is part one: rue

[@kayceeburgos7401]

@@eyxzm7505 thank u

[@eyxzm7505]

@@kayceeburgos7401 np

[@kortney747]

i love rue rue even more because she uses spotify

[@SK-ds9hr]

she broke

[@flumlheo6552]

and jules uses apple music

[@kortney747]

@@flumlheo6552 yupppp

[@OceanIgs]

Rue Rue go choo choo

[@danverlance5185]

@@flumlheo6552 hhhhh

[@katherinekelly2067]

This scene was incredible to me. Not only do I relate to Rue with her relationship with Jules, but I also really empathize with Ali. My dad is an alcoholic and like Ali, he had years of sobriety before relapsing. Unfortunately he is still in the relapse. Also the phone call showed Ali's pure bliss of talking with his daughter and then grandchild, it reminded me too much of my father, specifically my sister's relationship with him. Because of his addiction, my sister has been so hurt and distances herself from him completely. I, on the other hand, try to empathize with him and mend our relationship, but it is so hard when he constantly lies to me and manipulates me. Anyways, the phone call with the song forced me to consider the fact that this could be the relationship that my sister and I have with our father in 20 years. As I was saying, although Ali displays bliss, I can't help but feel despair deep down because his relationship with his daughters have been so broken, especially when he has to clarify he wasn't guilt tripping. My relationship with my father is heading down that path and it feels like there's nothing I can do to prevent it. This call seems to foreshadow a relationship with my own father. You can just tell how broken and how careful he has to be when speaking with his daughters so he doesn't say the wrong thing and tear their relationship even further. Addiction truly is one of the worst diseases.

[@adhamnassar6219]

My heart goes out to you, I hope that you and your family may find peace with your father relationship sooner than later :)

[@katherinekelly2067]

@@adhamnassar6219 Thank you so much! This meant a lot to me :)

[@chikenleg9549]

Hey internet stranger, I really hope everything is ok for you and your family right now. Sending all my love ♥️♥️♥️.

[@katherinekelly2067]

@@chikenleg9549 Thank you so so much. That means more than you'll ever know

[@user-Mia-123]

Wish you the best, stay safe and healthy🥺

[@Rebel-hl7oi]

I loved this scene. it showed two lives in opposite ways. Ali's which is seen trying to be pieced back together slowly and rue's which is crumbling fast. it really made me cried to see how our lives can intertwine but be going in different directions.

[@ItsWickked]

Ali is everything Rue will become if she continues her path. Ali can’t rebuild or re do his life. He can only hope to be better than what he once was. Rue has her entire life before her. Ali’s is basically only left with the small chances that he can potentially change another’s life. He has lost almost everything . He calls his family on Christmas Eve and probably never speaks again for months . It’s sad but this is addiction point blank, and not even the worst possible ending for most.

[@whatandwhere2815]

“It’s a wonderful life”

[@liliavenus6503]

thinking about the way he speaks to rue doing horrible things to her family while on drugs connects with this scene. he knows, he lived it, and he lost them. this scene is so powerful.

[@jessica-uj4bw]

the new ep man:(

[@liliavenus6503]

“me in 20 years”

[@aasdfk14]

Chills. Literal chills. The cinematography. The acting. The music. everything is executed perfectly.

[@fayevalentine5852]

you gotta believe in the poetry.

[@katherinekelly2067]

I could write a 100 page essay on this scene omg it's incredible

[@OTPfandom]

I watched this scene with a lot of anxiety. I thought Ali was going to get robbed/shot/hit and run.

[@feboss7248]

Why did I think the same thing tho 😭

[@GreenLight5444]

SAME

[@ayandazungu9813]

@@GreenLight5444 I was screaming out "please don't die!" I was almost in tears

[@issa5792]

me too wtfff

[@PromiseShotunde]

YESS SAME

[@WE-qc5fx]

god this scene destroyed me

[@makombe373]

maybe it rebuilt you

[@mixushijie5954]

@@makombe373 well said

[@sht9916]

this scene was so powerful. not only does it break your heart because we know Ali is a changed man. it hurts because this stuff actually happens. I cried probably 3 times during this episode. to just understand and try to relate is what hurts the most. to see a clean, changed man, just trying to love and be with his family to be turned away because he's not trusted, sucks. this scene along with season 2 episode 4 (labrinth and rue scene) hurt in ways I can't describe. this show is an emotional rollercoaster, I'll tell you that. and to those who relate to the topics mentioned in euphoria, you've made it another day and just know I'm proud of you and I truly do love you.

[@mia.s6854]

the definition of rue and jules’ relationship was ‘right person, wrong time’. This scene made me cry so much. Rue and jules both deserve so much better yet they’re perfect for eachother. I feel like if they both try to learn to love themselves and get their lives back together they would be the perfect couple. It really is an Epic love that they share and I can’t wait to see how it works out

[@princeg4651]

If Euphoria got Moses Sumney on the Soundtrack, you know some Incredibly Sad shit is gonna happen and his Iconic "Doomed" song is gonna be played at some point.

[@imtzm18]

i cried so much when i saw this and days have passed, and I'm still crying over this scene

[@carlyyyperez]

this scene hurt

[@MalakianM2S]

You can feel the regret, the pain, the longing for his family, the awkward anxiety, the fear of fucking up... all in his body language.

[@shane1009]

Maybe his sobriety doesn't fix the relationships addiction has broken, but it gives him a chance to make new ones.

[@Helloomi97]

Rewatching this after S2E3 is devastating.

[@rebelliouss5334]

This episode just gives me such an a emotional feeling. With people who are drug addiction in family and heard people speak to me like Ail man just means a lot and of how real euphoria really is. One of the best episodes there is out in the world and i feel like everyone needs to just see this one episode. I hope everyone with drug/drinking addiction gets the help they want and need🤍

[@KandiBabyy]

The feels!!! Idk what hurts more after watching this...my heart, or the lump in my throat 💜😩🥺

[@veeceey1073]

Man the music choices in Euphoria are so perfect. Literally the perfect song to play with Rue watching as Ali talked with his daughter and grandkid. This fcking show oh my goddd

[@karabokhanyile]

That's ACTING

[@4kelly446]

Ikr🤧. It felt so real

[@TheAndrewj96]

Jesus, few things have made me cry harder than the part where Ali starts talking to his grandson. I’m always tearing up for pretty much the entire scene, but that’s when the floodgates officially open. Every time. I have my fair share of problems with this show (especially season 2), but I think I can safely call this episode one of my all-time favorites.

[@celineterra8107]

0:50 I love this whole phone call scene. The entire thing. Literally started crying.

[@jessica-uj4bw]

how u feeling after the new ep?

[@celineterra8107]

@@jessica-uj4bw I hope he don’t commit

[@squee7107]

I was going through withdrawals and barely started recovery when this episode came out. It was like god was trying to send me a message haha sounds stupid but I felt like Ali was talking to me lmao. These two deserve every award out there for these episodes

[@BaBa-ms5nm]

As an addict in recovery, every time I watch this it gives me hope. Cinema is powerful.

[@lexi4526]

this scene absolutely broke me

[@GreenLight5444]

This song has been on loop since watching this episode

[@rei______]

this scene was truly beautiful and it ruined me, couldn't stop my tears from falling. such an amazing episode.

[@rebeccaflutters5179]

It's incredible how well Zendaya embodies the role of a teenage drug addict. I've loved her since I was a child and now I just love her even more for this

[@pauciloquent1417]

bro as soon as this song started tears started flowing again 🥲

[@sleepymage7165]

My dad has been sober for 15 years… I think this scene made me realize exactly how he must feel every time we spoke on the phone. All those 20 years I lived, we were separated because of his actions, but he has always been desperate to come back to me.

[@nayelisince2807]

Jules: I miss u❤

[@steffiacosta2193]

I cried a lot 😭

[@ambo9569]

This episode hurt to watch... When Rue was sitting alone on Xmas day, rock bottom, it was like I was watching my reflection...

[@KIMMYKL]

yeah. i am crying.

[@jadenh7261]

this song is beautiful.

[@pabloalwaysdrawin]

Perfect example of show don’t tell.

[@laurenj6771]

I wish the entire show was as good as this episode

[@TheAndrewj96]

Right? It’s so goddamn frustrating.

[@alexish8011]

this scene was so beautifully made

[@imani6357]

My name is Imani 💜

[@mery7697]

This is a beautiful show ❤️

[@itslucien]

im not okay

[@nilesknives6484]

You will be.

[@jayvionnn]

jayvion_darron is my instagram you can dm anytime and we can not be ok together i’ll help the best i can❤️

[@GabS-o1m]

Same. We’ll get through this. I think it takes a lot to continue getting up everyday in this hard world. We just learn to be ok.

[@Lapocalisseincentro]

This episode was everything to me. They deserve an Oscar I swear. I cried the whole time.

[@julidekocak2804]

This hurts becuase it's just so real, but good god, I fucking missed the show !

[@maevanp5389]

this scene made me cry so hard

[@joeminier1736]

I can see the amount of regret and pain Ali was showing especially trying not to cross boundaries. Can only hope it doesn’t end that way for Rue too.

[@cacapopo6698]

She was very sad at this moment and I can fell her felling. She's look very empty

[@grantreid6155]

With this and Lovecraft Country. I am now a Moses sumney fan

[@JessicaReginadosSantos]

Feeling disconnected to the rest of the world and fighting it, it's not easy. I lost my mother and my grandmother to cancer in a year and a half span and it's like, the time I lived that reality the whole world moved on. And, when you come back, what do you do with all the suffering you've seen? Euphoria is a very polemic show and Sam is not helping but, oh boy, when they hit it right, they punch you in the face, basically. I don't do drugs, but I relate with Rue's journey a hell lot. I hope the show gets a season 3 and that Sam stops filming genitals all the time and he comes back to this. Not related at all, but I love the way the lights hit Ali's dark skin. Amazing cinematography.

[@khloejohnson1693]

This scene breaks my heart the first time he says hello to me in 20 years it’s like life flashes but I’m in Ali’s shoes. And it’s an ache that I’ll end up being my kids cavity and my own

[@shonlevi4161]

Thank you for uploading this

[@adhamnassar6219]

you most welcome

[@coreyhoward4397]

Just imagine if Zendaya actually heard this conversation. Maybe she'd see she could love again too.

[@skycuadrosmendieta1825]

si gano un premio con mi película quiero agradecer a esta escena por llenarme de vida para seguir

[@coreyhoward4397]

Probably my favorite sequence ever. And nothing happens. Reminds me to keep trying.

[@chaselong9804]

beautiful

[@TheHighLevel.]

3:49 It was at this time as a Muslim, that God showered him with so many blessings, in particular the possibility of speaking to his daughter and his grandson...! Now he knows he can't make mistakes anymore !

[@henrybrown4312GAMING]

This Episdoe was beautiful I love those nights where all you do is talk to someone about life and all the what if’s and maybes and who’s and how’s They are beautiful af

[@crxckhexd5199]

This scene was hard asf tho, dealing with shit like Rue rn before Christmas is not so easy...

[@nilesknives6484]

I remember a few reaction videos where people thought Nate would fuck this up by running him over.

[@lorenzo1425]

1:10 how can a shot of a fuckin high schooler in a Denny's be so perfect

[@rachelroseg1775]

Absolutely. Beautiful.

[@jahmair862]

I never watched this episode, is this the one called rue? The extra one? But I found this song on my own, and I have the same experience as rue every time I hear it. What a great song.

[@ALEXANDRIAbouie]

He said so much like my dad. Which is also an addict. They hurt so much for things they regret the most.

[@kostaskonstantinidis7318]

By far the best episode of the series..it should work as a guide for the ones to come..but I doubt it will..

[@spookyg314]

this scene is art

[@inesblancogonzalez1852]

Does anyone else think that this scene gives a lot of Life is Strange vibes?

[@nilesstark]

I almost wanna cry tears of Joy. But instead I smile.

[@coledooley6166]

Oof this episode triggered me. Too real. Amazing song ❤️

[@dianaborjoi]

cada segundo.... es increíble

[@gmtn6732]

What an episode omg

[@amairanygutierrezramirez5653]

Amo :')

[@Dee-zx9zm]

I can’t stop crying but can’t stop watching, fuuckkkk.

[@Zendaya11]

Hey here 2024 ....... livin' like rue that's gooooodddddd ❤

[@jamolina72]

Wonderful

[@Jocelyn_Herrick]

I wish the show would show Ali’s backstory his addiction story is pretty sad and interesting.

[@gerarquiaFM]

Ali the best charcter in euphoria

[@amilajvc9325]

oh ali and rue bbys

[@darkknight_za]

Ah man.. shit gets me every time..

[@hayleylinnen8703]

Feel like Rue today

[@jindrichsander7271]

Why?

[@hayleylinnen8703]

@@jindrichsander7271 I just can relate. She's escaping so many feelings just to feel one feeling that comes with so many consequences.

[@jindrichsander7271]

@@hayleylinnen8703 abuse substances much?

[@hayleylinnen8703]

@@jindrichsander7271 uhm assuming much ?

[@jindrichsander7271]

@@hayleylinnen8703 yes

[@lefterisvtn485]

anyone know similar songs to this?

[@rokch1ck]

I been listening to his entire album. Out of this world.

[@abdullahmuhammad1489]

Moses Sumney - Polly/Indulge Me/ Plastic Dark Rooms - I get overwhelmed

[@shirleyvandries1862]

It’s a fucking hard life and wonderful maybe

[@lanalvr2413]

Where can I watch the episode

[@chloesmith4412]

Soap2day

[@og1822]

Myflixer comes under season 1 episode 9

[@Champ_chavis203]

HBO MAX

[@2besolonely]

im gonna fucking cry

[@eveaudrey9662]

just ouch

[@shaitaffe8757]

this might be weird but does anyone know what rue's iPhone lock screen is!?!

[@monarchwinter5087]

I'm pretty sure it's the 2019 picture of the black hole

[@SoulWolf2852]

It was the cover art for Moses' album on Spotify.

[@shaitaffe8757]

@@monarchwinter5087 omg thanks!!!!

[@cenjal1665]

@@shaitaffe8757 amazing album by the way it’s called græ

[@Cam-ot8tl]

Elmo sounds good here

[@danielacerquerac.9693]

LPT !!! 😭

[@Helena-nb7gp]

Can I watch it online, i dont have HBO

[@og1822]

Try myflixer it comes under the season 1 section as episode 9

[@brentfaiyazwife186]

soap2day

[@hestiac4176]

Anybody know the song?

[@juanita-dark]

Did Jules send Rue that song?

[@adhamnassar6219]

spoiler... :D

[@makaylaberry5892]

I'm sobbing because real life shit I'm rue and Ali is my dad calling me on the phone trying to reach me his daughter and my family kept him away from me all my childhood and all I wanted was him