Megurine Luka "Circus Monster" Original Song

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[@VocaCircus]

This song was originally posted on my old KZbin channel on August 24th, 2010! I was 14 when I started writing it and 15 when I released the video (which is why you might hear those numbers thrown around) I don't have any plans to revise or remake this after all these years, but I appreciate everyone's support of my first ever serious attempt at a song!! I wrote a few others before this, but this was the first song I took seriously. The fact that even 12 years later people are still finding it and enjoying it is so surreal. Thank you! 💙

[@yaroslavantonov5759]

Hi

[@yaroslavantonov5759]

honestly this is a great song

[@jauneyonfleur]

ive been listening to circus monster since i was in 7th grade. i'm in 11th grade now, it's honestly a huge part of my life, i listen to megurine luka a lot, specially when i'm travelling for out of town school competitions. thank u for making circus monster, i'll continue listening to it after all this time 😭 UR WORKS ARE AMAZINGGGGG

[@giovannacruzjuarez7103]

WE LOVE THIS SONG, IS THE BEST A IVER HEARD, this song was a several thing in my adolescence

[@Bacon-lover101]

Just the thought that you wrote this at such a young age where you would be starting to learn how cruel the world can be, while having knowledge of mixing is pretty heckin’ crazy.

[@insanesanity69]

I'VE LISTENED TO THIS SO MANY TIMES AND JUST REALIZED THAT HER FANG WAS A FANG AND NOT A TEAR LIKE I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT

[@albertoabrameto373]

I always thought it was a tear.... WhAt KiNd Of DaRk MaGiC iS tHiS??.?.???..?

[@carrot6235]

HOW HAVE I NOT NOTICED IT

[@kendrata5794]

Lol I thought it was makeup

[@abandonedacc420]

ive always seen it as fang but i can see where you got *the tear-*

[@therealglitterbomb]

OH MY GOD YOU'RE RIGHT IM AN IDIOT

[@hemotitelavender6929]

*I'VE HAD THIS SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR THREE YEARS* *THREE YEARS*

[@linatheegyptian]

F for respect

[@pandita1548]

Still in you head??? 😂😂

[@irmakdurak5548]

I'm still listening this beautiful shit lol

[@masteredultrainstinctkashi2342]

*I'VE HAD THIS SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR THREE YEARS* *THREE YEARS*

[@lazysheep8218]

Same

[@nyoooom]

ah yes, my edgy childhood theme

[@darianbarber3763]

ah yes the music to accompany my suicidal episode

[@keefster69]

SAME SKBJDSK

[@ThrackerZ0d]

Only edgy emos remember insanity vocaloid

[@darianbarber3763]

@@ThrackerZ0d omg I played that in home ec (the original video) during my weird weeb phase for the whole class for a project. They definitely looked at me differently and i never really knew why and forgot about it till I learned the lyrics during a very intense suicidal episode.

[@Allstaredits-t3f]

Met this in 2017 but every april 6 or 7 i listen to it

[@p-yro7791]

I'm shook that this was written by a 14 year old. But it's amazing all of his music is amazing

[@Aurazour]

Wait Circus was 14 when he made this?

[@werrlic]

P- ryo *HE!?*

[@ashurasama]

More like 16, actually.

[@veloxaflit]

Hahaha... These lyrics are a little nihilistic, I must say. But a fourteen-year-old cannot be spared any innocence in this world, especially nowadays. I doubt that anyone can remain blissfully ignorant of the pain that goes on anymore, even if they're still a young age. It's rather amazing that Circus could make such a beautiful song with the knowledge of hatred, instead of doing something... Else. That's likely why he'll always be my favourite Vocaloid producer, without any exceptions.

[@PrimrosePetals]

P- yro *WAIT CIRCUS IS FOURTEEN* *BROOOOOOO* *IM OLDER THAN THAT AND I AM TRASH WHEN IT COMES TO COMPOSING, I'M JUST TRYINA GET PERMISSIONS TO REMIX HIS STUFF*

[@gynraba1666]

we left because we were buying tuna for you ._. but we got lost.

[@DerKl0wn]

AHAHAHA

[@DeathbyProxy]

THIS COMMENT IS SO CUTE

[@RR-fq5rj]

Lol

[@gynraba1666]

Harmony Heart *hugs back*

[@129mruggini]

+Rin Kagamine

[@rogue123987]

That moment when you look at the clock and realise you've been listening to the same song for 3 hours.

[@reggbyn7295]

rogue123987 I Put This On KZbin Replay And The Same Thing Happened

[@crystalchubs5057]

rogue123987 i no, same thing happened when i listened to Ledgend of Wysteria by Oliver

[@crystalchubs5057]

rogue123987 or was it secrets of wysteria, oh well...

[@roxannasingh68]

rogue123987 That happened to me when I was listening to Dummy March and Pumpkin Spice Dummy by Oliver.

[@elizabethbump5710]

+rogue123987 how do you get it on replay?

[@PertyOnline]

The pauses always give me chills, and I love the way they give you a moment to reflect on the lyrics. Bravo VocaCircus!

[@anelkaoharu8973]

lyrics are deep

[@Nova-bv5qb]

this song is 9 years old

[@littlebodyinkheart]

@@Nova-bv5qb ok? So?

[@Nova-bv5qb]

@@littlebodyinkheart sorry

[@kawaiichan1997]

Oh hey I listen to your music! Your very cool ✨

[@Ehh97]

This song made me like Luka's voice. She has such a soft flute-y sound and its really nice

[@ChaseElmo]

Same. ♡

[@notyourmona]

took me years to find out this was luka

[@himejoshi-online]

It kinda sounds like gumi

[@strinkfamily1940]

Just gonna remind y'all Circus was 14 when made this

[@Gh0stcrumbsofficial]

YO THAT’S IMPRESSIVE

[@NutyRiver]

Goddammit i was 14 when this first came out D:< and i thought it was incredible

[@lebrokeanimatator5401]

All the creepy people back when it came out: shucks so I can’t fuck her then

[@khlofie2067]

Meanwhile when I’m 14 I’ll probably be still hovering over my phone

[@dakotahs.4185]

it's amazing!

[@1ynne622]

5 years later and im STILL LISTENING TO THIS SONG

[@placto9512]

6 years later get on my level

[@verse9731]

@@placto9512 lol get on my level, add 5 days to the jackpot

[@placto9512]

@@verse9731 o no I've been dethroned

[@verse9731]

@@placto9512 wanna be friends?

[@placto9512]

@@verse9731 Sure, my instagram is lemon_.dove

[@clovest3rz]

“Let’s put this in her recommendations 8 years later!”

[@lordofthetower]

Lol,I,ve heard this song 1st time like 3 years ago.And still a good song until today

[@Ranaka.]

I heard it for the first time today.. now one of my favorite songs..

[@shellyuri]

9

[@quelquun605]

@@shellyuri yep

[@Fannitauwu]

same but with 12 years later

[@s4khalin]

omg, i can't sing this, HUMANS NEED TO BREATH

[@katmintgi]

Try singing The Lost One's Weeping DX I almost passed out by the end of that song when I tried to sing the whole thing

[@s4khalin]

KatlinGamerGirl V Ahah! I'll try!!

[@katmintgi]

Kit Catt lol XD

[@白雨-l2o]

OoOOOH, this ain't bad! Try scarlet rose, gigantiku otn (ignore contents DONT search up sub) , Re:birthed, and luvoratory, just some of the fast ones... Try it and don't end up in a hospital

[@katmintgi]

Macaron マッカロン in The Lost One's Weeping you have to take your breaths at the exact right time or else you can't sing it XD

[@anamercedes1820]

This song was my shit when I was in 6th grade

[@blubu9592]

I'm in 6th grade. And this is my shit

[@sofi-chan2774]

SamE

[@TheMakaxkid]

Same

[@cheesedip7049]

Same here

[@farthum0r]

Same.

[@timmyboi8273]

**me starts singing along** **starts running out of breath** fRiCK-

[@casriaAmarel]

YES XD

[@rayquazauwu3874]

Me too like the last part of queen of mean my breath was running out

[@springleaf122]

* me who can sing it easily and sosent need to relly stop and take breths* wut

[@Ranaka.]

The fastest I've ever 'sang' (forking terrible at it) was with a song called "Send me down to hell" by Nightcove_thefox.. (FNaF song lol) I need some practice...

[@znoequeenvalentin8373]

😂😂😂

[@theduckthatdraws4381]

Luka really out here calling herself a clown

[@LOVELIFETM]

Ever listen to clockwork clown giga remix?

[@krusveto441]

Nope, she’s a Circus Monster

[@Evel7n]

@@krusveto441 *No, she's Tricky*

[@krusveto441]

@@Evel7n lol yep

[@henrybattrell4784]

Luka: I’m not a clown I’m the entire circus Monster Ok I admit that wasn’t funny at all I’m sorry

[@rinmolton3660]

I think (though I have some other theory's) this is about social anxiety. by "act" she means going to a social social gathering. the "they all scream at me" is saying how everyone's voices sound amplified, "they cannot see" is about no one realising how stressed she is. it goes one to say that she can't find that one friend she came with who was lowering her anxiety and someone else approaches her seeing her distress but all she can say is that they aren't who she's looking for. she feels like she's acting like a fool and everyone is judging her and it feels like her own nightmare. "those two young lions" are people who she knew but not that well though when she was less stressed they were always fun now they just add to the anxiety, her legs buckle beneath her and she goes into a full on meltdown feeling worse and worse as it continues. also a bit on the picture, the horns show how she feels like she stands out a lot from everyone else.

[@rinmolton3660]

***** thanks ^.^

[@ShelbyTv]

damn my head

[@stopitgetsomehelp.]

İt makes sense,but i think there is a little schizophrenia (is it spelled like that) in the mix and the fact that she says "Lying so useless WE start to holler" signaling either there are other people like her in there,or the setting is a little different.What if instead of a social gathering they are at a monthly seminar for people with disorders and the tyrant is the head of the seminar and the person she is talking about is the previous head of the seminar that quit?And "Those two young lions" were her friends that were the only ones left in the seminar that also left after they no longer needed the seminar?

[@vaan3639]

I have social anxiety and this is extremely accurate.

[@clairebarnes7842]

Then who is the "he" she's talking about?

[@faedoll7776]

Luka, sweetie, I think he went on his break

[@Ericsonzaparita]

I laughed harder than I should've

[@ixxyalmighty]

fae doll this comment.... this comment right here made me fall off my bed-

[@salad_Cesar]

XxIzzyAlmightyxX UwU F

[@introvertednerd0252]

This is hilarious

[@4eyedcow54]

Lol that long ass break xD

[@Stillseeurshad0ws]

I love how the saxophone sounds in the beginning!!

[@piperdraws1626]

lol it's not a saxophone XD it's custom sounds o3o

[@SystemBias]

Galaxy spectrum same

[@DJ_Raywave]

same actually. I just love it.

[@EbonyIgnot]

It reminds me of Okage: Shadow King.

[@jennyknott7518]

Sameeeee

[@sirlundythetoonbint2247]

Lungs: you think this is funny Luka: **laughs in bilingual**

[@XboxGamerK]

Hello! I really love this song. Can I animate it and add my story to it? :)

[@alwinberndt4114]

XboxGamerK

[@ronald393]

XboxGamerK I'm sure they will let you 😃

[@null8291]

Hey remember me?I was talking to you at your 100k subs video!XD

[@ballorabailarina6506]

XboxGamerK

[@blackrockshooter9796]

Your animation is great

[@Zethany]

It sounds like she's singing about us, about how we demand to hear her sing, otherwise we see her as useless.

[@thegoodworldarmyhasmoved8671]

Genius.

[@dr.jotarokujo5288]

Oh my Gotham that is seriously deep the way you put it, now I kinda feel bad

[@NiGHTSIntoMemes]

That...actually makes a lot of sense. Dang.

[@willapolman3566]

0,0 oh... that makes me feel so bad...

[@emerygrey1582]

that put me in Vocaloid-emo mood

[@mlgcandyman8141]

Me trying to sing a line HEY GET UP YOU WORTHLESS CIRCUS STAGE ah crap I screwed up

[@iseauping]

NoBroLikeMe 91107 I can actually sing this I just breathe whilst singing😁😀😂

[@abigailwilliams9841]

same dude same XD

[@rhyleedettore722]

same dude! i do that with every song that has a really long note or fast pace!

[@littlefire7064]

i can't sing

[@iseauping]

Homestuck Fan girl Yeah!Same!😀😀😊

[@Sun_Mi]

Lyrics: Time is dead and gone, Show must go on. It's time for our act. They all scream at me, They can not see, This curtain hides me. An amazing gift, so quick and swift, you were amazing. by myself I can't, They start to chant Why are you not here? grinning at me, I lay on my knees, They want to hear me, why can not 'he' see. I want to see you. I need to see you. I have to see you. what happened to you? we get up on stage. they jump to enrage. Why are you not here? Why is 'he' so near? 'He' wants me to sing. I just can not bring... I say 'he's' not you. What else can I do? Singing it's silent song of misery, A monster lies trapped in it's own nightmare. He is a tyrant. It lets out a plea. "Why did she have to leave it all alone?" Bound to sing for us, A worthless monster. It never sees us. It despises us. Lying so useless. We start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" I lay all alone, I should have known. You would have left me. 'He' smiles at me. I can not see why 'he's' in your place. They can't tell me why you said 'Good bye' right before our act. Those two young lions were always so fun. Why did they leave too? Roaring at me, I lay on my knees, What is happening? I can hear you sing. They will not obey, they've been lead astray. Will I still see you? I have to see you. I panic and flee. They both pounce on me. I fall to the ground. I can't hear a sound. I look up and see you are not with me. am I all alone? Where could you have gone? Singing it's silent song of misery, A monster lies trapped in it's own nightmare. He is a tyrant. It lets out a plea. "Why did she have to leave it all alone?" Bound to sing for us, A worthless monster. It never sees us. It despises us. Lying so useless. We start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" Singing it's silent song of misery, A monster lies trapped in it's own nightmare. He is a tyrant. It lets out a plea. "Why did she have to leave it all alone?" Bound to sing for us, A worthless monster. It never sees us. It despises us. Lying so useless. We start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" Singing my silent song of misery, This monster lies trapped in my own nightmare. He is a tyrant. I let out a plea. "Why did you have to leave me all alone?" Bound to sing for them, A worthless monster. I never sees them. I dispise them so. Lying so useless. they start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" Copied and paste from Google.

[@Sun_Mi]

@@thequeercodedvillain it's more easier for me.

[@dearselene7118]

@@Sun_Mi Same, I can't focus on the lyrics while reading comments.

[@Sun_Mi]

@Miwi Pie again, it's easier bc Idk what will the next word be y'know?

[@eulalawrence4885]

Youre just looking for attention and likes. Shut the fuck up no one needs your lyrics they're already on the screen

[@Sun_Mi]

@@eulalawrence4885 give me a reason on how I'm getting attentrion? And why're you commenting this when my comment was posted 11 MONTHS AGO???

[@gendercunt]

*sings entire without mistake* OH YEA BOIII

[@diana1980ism]

Gothic Chopsticks noice

[@diana1980ism]

*sings the entire song in Japanese without making a mistake* :D

[@mefiperez5868]

@CHU PUI SHAN 3A_20 There is a Japanese version of it go search it up

[@DA_TV71]

300th like bro! :D

[@adlindorsal9877]

Like the Beat, even my heart is going with it.

[@sleepyoctoling]

Woah that's kewl X3

[@Sasha-bq3dc]

It's actually a proven fact that your heart mimics the beat of the music you listen to.😃

[@sleepyoctoling]

+Sasha ME lol

[@strawberriicee5236]

+Sasha ME Oh, well that probably doesn't say anything good about how fast my heart would be going.

[@kenny.rys1]

+AnizeJGLover HOLY SHIT

[@nickoliekeyov746]

The music reminds me of how yogurt tastes.

[@MagicTacoXB]

...

[@nickoliekeyov746]

MagicTacoXB Like, that was the first thing I thought of. Eating yogurt.

[@nickoliekeyov746]

Dark Wolf 333 I'm not even trolling here. That instrument at the beginning makes me taste yogurt.

[@alexislara-amerson1472]

xD

[@aisalus4428]

...What? XD

[@shenmoshi2010]

This song has survived a decade!!!! I think this one’s immortal now. And the kid who wrote it isn’t such a kid anymore! But GOOD JOB KID!!!!! goooooo!

[@shenmoshi2010]

If you think about the lyrics and his career and the fan base always wanting more, the lyrics take on a whole new twist. And you feel it.

[@DA_TV71]

I’m ur 200th like sir/maam ❤

[@lemontealife]

There's so many interpretations of this song, but I honestly believe that this song has no correct meaning. It has whatever meaning you attach to it. (Other than what the creator intended)

[@Shawnlings]

That begining sounds like it can be used in Geometry Dash. XD

[@akari_mori]

so true! it would be a good one to play :3

[@janzellnellas5947]

yah your right

[@RyanTryan413]

IKR!?

[@d0ede3r36]

Dangan Ronpa!

[@karma_luvic8981]

FR!!!!

[@thelittleredhairedgirlfrom6527]

My personal theory about this song is that it's about an elephant. Hear me out now. For centuries, elephants have been part of circus acts. This particular elephant had a trainer that she loved very much, and who loved her back. One day, before her act, the trainer went to go check on two lions the circus also owned. 2:29 to 2:45 are sung from the trainer's POV as she is mauled by the lions, still thinking about her beloved elephant as she dies. The lions are put down by the circus or animal control. The elephant does not know this, and starts believe that her trainer abandoned her. Shortly after the first trainer dies, a new trainer is brought in by the circus. He doesn't care about the animals, and is very cruel and unkind to them, seeing them as "worthless monsters" and tools to make money. The elephant becomes increasingly depressed as the song goes on and she starts to become more and more convinced she was abandoned and the new trainer gets more and more abusive. It's not much of a stretch really, back when this song was made I remember hearing a lot about abuses of elephants in circuses, so maybe the creator based the song on those stories.

[@konpeitojellie]

I think it's about the girl in the video. She has a job in the Circus, and she also has a crush. One day though, her crush doesn't appear and a new guy comes. She can tell something's wrong with him, something dark. The problem is that her and her crush both played a singing job. She doesn't know what to do without him, so she falls down on her knees. The people boo and scream at her madly, while the new guy watches her. Soon, after that's over she goes home and gets a call. It's from her crush. He says the new guy was at his house, this is at 2:17 . She is confused, however doesn't ask anymore. However soon the new guy becomes the boss somehow, and then starts abusing her. Her crush was also killed a few days ago by someone, and she keeps seeing his ghost everywhere. Soon, the boss orders her to do the lion job. The lions go crazy though, and it's clear that he abused them as well. The lions start to kill her, all while she's wondering where her crush went. She is murdered by the lions soon, but all she can hear are the people's screams and ''HEY! GET UP YOU WORTHLESS CIRCUS MONSTER!'' That was a cruel name the people had given her because she couldn't do her job without her crush.

[@OtolithWaltz]

The little red haired girl from across the street huh never thought about like that

[@yuuubbles]

Actually, this is a pretty good theory/story behind the song. I believe (my personal story) that Vocaloids' were forced into the circus, where they must sing for their audience for as long as they live. Luka was partnered with another Vocaloid (Who I assume to be Gumi, Meiko, or Miku.) and fell in love with them. They are later killed or they escaped the circus. Luka soon becomes worried about her partner and turns to think she was left or abandoned by her. She is then introduced to a new partner who doesn't care about her, but would rather rise to fame and get riches, whether Luka is in on it or not. Slowly, Luka is overcome by depression and begins loses her ability to sing and perform for the crowd, who scream out at her *'Get up, you worthless Circus Monster!'* (She'd be useless, since a vocaloid's purpose is to sing, as stated in "The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku") She slowly develops a hate or resentment toward the people of the crowd. The new, tyrant like partner, thinks that Luka is ugly/unpleasant to the crowd, so 'he' hides her away behind the curtain during performances. (To explain the 'I never see them, I despise them' part. Also, the picture could be of Luka sitting behind the curtain.) As a few other's have said, I believe the 'young lions' are Rin and Len, who were replaced/killed/escaped with Luka's old partner. They are replaced by new Vocaloids who poke fun and degrade Luka. One of the times that she is being picked on (right before her performance) by the new 'Lions' of the circus, she falls down and starts going unconscious. The new partner is angered by the fact Luka is not singing with him, and helping him with his money/fame, so he calls her a 'worthless circus monster' and the crowd later joins in.

[@unappeasable]

The little red haired girl from across the street XD I lovr ur profile name

[@thelittleredhairedgirlfrom6527]

Pikah Thanks

[@p5strikerss]

I REMEMBER THINKING THAT THIS WAS A FNAF SONG AND I'M STILL CRYING ABOUT IT

[@tabithahammons5690]

Same

[@ghostsen2891]

LMAO WHAT????

[@p5strikerss]

@@ghostsen2891 LOOK I WAS A STUPID 10 YEAR OLD

[@ghostsen2891]

@@p5strikerss OK NOW I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AJBCJANCJA

[@p5strikerss]

@@ghostsen2891 VSJSVSJSVZHBS

[@neoryn5788]

When I listen to this it saddens me. It happens in the real world all the time. Worthless, a word used against many myself included. To be honest my own past has connections to this song. My two best friends were moved far from me. One of my friends tries to help but when she can't she "leaves me all alone" Bullied and called worthless. I try to speak but I'm stopped and even if I did no one listened. This song is a tale of many monsters but a tale of many more innocent people that are tagged as the monster

[@sanhayes]

omg.. im so sorry that sounds terrible...... i hope things get better...

[@clementine-png]

+Neocortexian Leader Of War oh my goodness that's horrible!!!!! well there will always be friends out here in the internet world for u to lean on :)

[@clementine-png]

+Neocortexian Leader Of War oh my goodness that's horrible!!!!! well there will always be friends out here in the internet world for u to lean on :)

[@lilliklok7864]

+Neocortexian Leader Of War The song is about a sex slave. From what I know

[@torig2661]

+Neocortexian Leader Of War Really? It happend almost the same way... But I was the one moving far from my friends. I was the only one in class, that was a GIRL that was been called "worthless" "monster" and many many more

[@kyleffryholmanfryholmna383]

me trying to sing this "'HE' -breath wheeze- iS a -dies- tYrant -cough cough- need air help"

[@sprightlyspice7696]

Egypt Arnwine fjsndfbf *me too*

[@nn-gz6xx]

Me

[@diana1980ism]

Are u sick? Do u need a tissue?

[@bee2514]

Go on helium then try again

[@skylargamingsyt5616]

U need that helium

[@nicoletteprater6743]

Welp I'm gonna have this song stuck in my head forever... (._. )

[@Nagisa-df4ek]

me too...

[@springyqueen]

me too

[@くろえ-v9s]

Same

[@elias346]

Why me(._.)

[@isishotz5312]

lol me too only i'll have to play this song every day for over an hour

[@amyhrry]

"Those two young lions" Me: hey,I thought the boy one is a banana

[@nyaha3162]

my theory: if you don't know by now if a vocaloid becomes unpopular, hated or ignored the vocaloid has a chance to be replaced by another. I think this is what this song is about. She lost one of her friends by them being replaced with another, however, Luka was not aware therefore looking for him. Soon a new vocaloid comes along and 'he' tries to make a good impression so he can become popular in the vocaloid community. eventually Luka grows worried but that gets I the way of her singing and Len and Rin become replaced by another but try to make Luka replaced and fail. Gumi\Miku (idk who it was) comes in and replaces Luka, after Luka tries her best to stay, she fails and becomes replaced. we haven't seen English Luka since. (wow this was a long one)

[@kerokero2021]

Alvaro Ferrey Best one yet

[@JerryBlueChew]

That's not exactly a theory. That's just a story you think s/he's trying to say.

[@jackieblaze262]

.... I have no words...

[@woopwoot5817]

Underswap Sans... that's basically the exact definition of a theory. at least when it comes to music.

[@hollylandrum2475]

In the video it's Gumi.. This theory made me see the song so different

[@lorivaldez4839]

My interpretation for this song is a tragic love story. Why? Here’s why down here. Having been abandoned by her birth parents due to being born with deformities (hence the horns & fangs), the young girl faces many hardships as she silently endures shunning, ridicule, & cruelty from people. Everyday she slowly loses hope until one day a savior finally comes to her aid. Who is the holy angel? Well, it is none other than a kindly circus trainer, who saw the deformed girl sitting on the desolate streets alone, starving & shivering like a leaf from the bitter winter cold . Genuinely concerned for her well being, he offers the lass some hot baguette bread & cheese then asks her, “Would you like to come with me to my circus?” As he offers a gloved hand to the deformed girl. From that day on things changed as the deformed lass began to travel with the kindly circus trainer & his circus troupe around the world, performing for the good people, along with slowly having a place that she could call her true home. All was good, that is, until one tragic day the trainer suddenly passed away from an incurable illness that he was diagnosed with a long time ago, leaving his circus troupe in mourning... Time passed like normal until one day a new circus trainer came along, but instead of treating the circus troupe with care & kindness, this man was nothing but corrupt, abusive (physically, verbally, emotionally & psychologically) & overall obsessed with money. Due to these horrid traits the trainer treated the troupe with immense cruelty & only used them for financial gain. Unable to endure the abuse any longer, along with clinging to hope that her kindly trainer will return, the deformed girl slowly dies for she can only pray that she can join her former trainer, even in death....

[@puglord7947]

Lori Valdez that's so sad, especially cause it's a love story, and I have a weak spot for love stories:(

[@_fanofthefandoms_196]

Lori Valdez wait...how do you know this?

[@huongtrinh227]

Lori Valdez u say to much :P

[@necromanticanarchy]

Dats de ep ma n

[@charliem.1368]

It’s probably a metaphor for an abusive relationship in which the boyf forces her to flaunt her talents for his gain

[@faye153]

My theory for this song: A deformed girl was wandering the streets, she had been injured by the townsfolk and bleeding. A kind ringmaster found her bleeding on the sidewalk and took her in. The ringmaster stitched up the wounds (on her lower jaw) and left the poor girl to rest. The girl began to sing in her sleep, and the ringmaster realized her potential and invited the girl to join the circus when she awoke. The girl preformed and sang lovely songs for the audience, and began to have feelings towards the ringmaster, and the ringmaster felt the same connection, same desire to be together always. But one day, as the ringmaster was preparing the two lions for their act, they go wild and attack, and the ringmasters final moments were hearing the girl sing and wishing to be with her. One day, a new ringmaster, 'he', joins the circus, but cares only for money and entertaining the audience. He either sells or kills the disobedient lions, and forces the girl to sing through her tears and misery, and screams at her when she does not. The girl cries through her mournful song, as the audience boos the dismaying display.

[@ariaslack75]

Well, then 'he' can screw off and send her to a nicer place, the b***h (the b***h being whoever 'he' is.)

[@Lyriamarie03]

I agree with this

[@NariNon]

I agree

[@Lyriamarie03]

My interpretation of the story. "Lie" was about how Luka did love Gumi but wasn't ready to say she was lesbian. But unlike Gumi she was ready to admit it "I(Love)" . Gumi loves Luka deeply but knows she won't admit to it. Luka starts dating a guy who abuses her in many ways "Circus Monster" and she starts to realize she did love Gumi. But Gumi had already committed suicide before Luka finds out. So Luka tries to figure out why she doesn't see Gumi anymore and that's why she says "why are you not here?" And "I want to see you I need to see you" (in "Circus Monster") because she wanted to see Gumi. But she was already gone. Which is what makes the depressing story.

[@bellekelly582]

I would like but it is on 666 likes

[@Yeet-up4py]

*Sudden realisation how similar Luka and Gumi's voices are*

[@henrybattrell4784]

I swear happy synthesizer used only one of them

[@yoisakikanade9224]

Well songs that use gumi or luka they usally make one of the 2 sound kawaii. Usally gumi but some songs luka is kawaii like this one and gumi is the mature one

[@Haunted_Plush]

I've heard they both have the best English voicebanks

[@ravioliravioligivemeareaso4447]

Hey how do you get inspired? Normal people be like: I go outside.. I look at family pictures.. I dance.. I'll be like I listen to Vocaloid

[@Zaneyy030]

+maya ØR I can't agree more. Vocaloid's lyrics are way better than the songs nowadays.

[@Zaneyy030]

+xXNeverOnlineXx Even disturbing (which is kinda my thing) Vocaloid songs have beautiful lyrics with deep meaning, for example, this song Circus Monster, and my all time fav is The Lost One's Weeping and Tokyo Teddy Bear cuz the lyrics are relatable to my life..

[@anniemorales7692]

I'm also like that

[@ravioliravioligivemeareaso4447]

I know I'm not the only one :,)

[@cathrinewinkler7401]

same, i can't live without vocaloid. i went to my grandparents house and they don't have Internet, so i cried on the inside, i could only listen to one song, it was by rin and len, it got old fast though...tear ;'(

[@britanimations2002]

This song is so powerful, I do almost cry everytime after hearing it, but the funny thing is, I don't 100% know/get the meaning behind the lyrics. It's that powerful I want to cry without knowing exactly what it's about. Could someone explain to me tho what the main story is behind the lyrics, I want to appreciate this song much more than I already do, I love it :,)

[@erinkitty2678]

Rory Stock I think that in this song she has social anxiety and "he" left her her at a party and now she is have a mental break down in the middle of a party. but that's what I think.

[@britanimations2002]

ErinFreidofXtgamer Colins Ah right it's making a lot more sense now......... I can now relate to this............. :,(

[@lizzyred3677]

Everyone else is sayin its about vocaloids and friend of luka's getting replaced, and she ends up getting replaced....or something. I'm nor familiar with the vocaloid community :/

[@cupc4k3z]

LizzyTheRed Fiske *I think that theory is wrong*

[@britanimations2002]

TheLegend27 We're supposed to be enjoying this song, but this one commenter keeps kicking my ass

[@mandymoo5352]

It's sad that people think this is a FNAF Sister Location song, even though Sister location came out in 2016/2017 and Circus Monster was uploaded in 2012.

[@MeatySoap]

Mandy Moo well no, it’s not. People just use it because they feel it relates to Sister Location in some way. Especially since Sister Location is basically based with Circus-like Characters and the story line of Sister Location somehow relates to this song in someway, I don’t know. I never played Sister Location or got into Fnaf very much lol

[@najmaht.a.1314]

people are hype that how to pretend references to this (and why gumi is singing the adlib in the bridge) and they're theorizing that a lot of circus' songs link to each other

[@midnightcosmos847]

I'm agreeing with what Lynxie AJ said. I'm pretty sure people would know this info because this song was pretty popular way back when and still now in a way, and they just use it to be Sister Location like cause of the story line in it, and the lyrics here just give them SL vibes. In some ways I see it, other I don't, I get that to most, Baby is singing but that's about all I can even understand dmdhdkfmdj

[@kindcamila9399]

Yeah, I kinda agree with Mandy Moo, but your comment makes me think about what happened to Lizz Robinette's (I probably spelt that wrong ;^;) English cover of Hide and Seek, it was sad what happened to it

[@lolitsun8862]

Kind Camila, what happened to it?

[@DA_TV71]

Anyone here in 2024?

[@saifyahmdj2929]

Listened for 3yrs and still enjoying it

[@DA_TV71]

@@saifyahmdj2929 nice! I just started listening to it a week ago And I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!!

[@mimi-xv5ji]

Meeee

[@Ksawi1515]

Me! ❤

[@DA_TV71]

@@Ksawi1515 :D

[@sophiasantos298]

i wonder what it would sound like if Melanie Martinez's Carousel was mashed up with this

[@megurineluka5642]

XD

[@ratboy2791]

Make this happen.

[@bagelee_]

+Sophia The shiekah Y E S

[@purediva2523]

Zophia TiMe it would be a match made in heaven... like with Carousel and Heathens.

[@aprilbryant9324]

Zophia TiMe Please no

[@jckritz3106]

HUMANS NEED TA BREATH!

[@smilelife7874]

nu!!

[@diana1980ism]

Im an alien i don't breath

[@lillyp7208]

I think if I ever sing this, I'm gonna have to do this with a friend!

[@juliecormier8405]

na!!!!!!!

[@anotherone8941]

That is me trying to sing this holy masterpiece

[@generalplop1908]

My theory: it's a song with a depressing meaning behind it.

[@000coolkid9]

XD

[@finchwave]

OML SO DEEP 😩👊

[@francineee6456]

Almost every vocaloid song is like this

[@jul1us.01]

My theory: Dark Wood Circus :v

[@bunnyskoop91]

It's about Gumi. She hid her feelings for gumi/left her to be with kaito knowing that she doesnt love kaito the same and now the lions, len andRin, mock her and are mad at her for hiding her true self / feelings. She wants to see gumi but by the time she wants to, gumi is filled with anger / heartache. "He" is kaito, he is in love with her even tho he knows luka does not.

[@aj.s_studio]

Me: **sings** My lungs: Imma end this gurls whole career

[@yarasacorbasi4047]

a c c u r a t e

[@pessoa__]

Luka don't breath lmao

[@dolliedearestt]

when I first tried to sing this 4 years ago I couldnt at all. luckily, with time it's gotten easier lmao

[@pifworld_]

ME RN LMAO

[@gumimegurine3759]

The person who left, is it Gumi?

[@MusicIsMyLife-qm4rf]

Gumi Megurine yes

[@c0zylemons]

Yeah. There’s a theory that two other songs and this one are connected.

[@yeetgirltsubasa5235]

Yeah, and the "tyrant" is Kaito (even though he technically isn't abusing Luka in anyway, and just wants her to love him back, whereas Luka's just using him as a tool so as to not be disliked by the society)

[@usernotfound9648]

Gumi be like OK GURL IM GONNA GO GET YA SOME YUMMY FOOD BRB and got lost

[@faintkoala.5935]

Yes. Gumi was ate by her dear two lions. Correct me if I'm wrong

[@SillyKat1e]

IM TOTALLY NOT ADDICTED I SWEAR (:

[@ylfa7247]

:3

[@chrisleon3639]

sure....

[@mermiadlove9517]

:3

[@angle2347]

Katie72019 AJ I am too! :D

[@cleocressaphee7597]

pfffft me either

[@Samantha-hc2eo]

Why do I feel like it's about a child with an abusive father for a family? I feel like "she" is the mother that abandoned the child to the father and never came back, "he" is the abusive father and treats the child like a "monster", "we" is, idk, billies maybe? just a theory. SOMEONE EXPLAIN THE MEANING OF THIS SONG TO ME

[@Samantha-hc2eo]

+DIAMOND GAL *bulies

[@Wallflowerzizme]

This literally makes more sense than any other theory!!!????? THANK YOU!!!!!

[@lunakuzuki4506]

+DIAMOND GAL Bullies*

[@Samantha-hc2eo]

Thanks. Typing is a bit hard for me since I type quick.

[@lunakuzuki4506]

+DIAMOND GAL Me too, I've just learned the keyboard.

[@VoidHearted]

i love that her voice sounds a bit raspy and worn, like she's tired of singing.

[@VioletLucite]

Luka is one of the songstresses, but because of her most recent "Failed Rebirth," (She is constantly being born/reborn over and over and over) She has to be be blindfolded. Not only does she have the cursed horns, because her vision is also terrible. Her Father believes that by doing this it will "Rest Up" her eyes, so that in a dire situation, she will be able to harness the energy and see again. The songstresses are considered of great value. They aren't allowed to speak with anyone other then their fellow performers. One of these performers is Gumi, the Lion Tamer. Along with her beloved Lions*, Rin and Len. Gumi is Luka's "Right Hand." Each songstress is assigned one "Right Hand." Gumi was a former songstress. While she was almost done with her time, Luka was just starting. Gumi is one of the oldest performers in the Circus, she is also one of the few songstresses to complete her "Rebirthing" process and was granted immortality*. And the chance to leave the circus. However she decided to stay, and become Luka's "Right Hand" by choice. She had gotten acquainted with her back when they were both songstresses, and couldn't bare to leave her. In the Circus Monster song itself... Luka is mourning Gumi (First Verse-Second Verse) The reckless crowd at the circus is randomly singing about Luka's Life(Chorus) Luka's still morning Gumi (Third Verse) Gumi is explaining how her dear Lions turned on her and ate her face (Fourth Verse) The Crowd repeats itself (Chorus) Gumi shows that she is still with Luka, singing along in the song. Crowd repeats themselves AGAIN (Chorus) Luka repeats what the crowd was saying about her, however now in first person. She believes that she is now a "Worthless Circus Monster" (EndChorus)

[@jimweinheimer2344]

+Violet Lucite (Midnight) Man thats really sad. :(

[@VioletLucite]

+Jim Weinheimer it truly is

[@devanwilson4401]

+Violet Lucite (Midnight) Oh mah gerd. I just died. That was amazing, I could never have heard, and understood that in these lyrics. Thank you, now my Yuri shipping is complete ^ ^

[@VioletLucite]

well Luka and Gumi have alot of love between them like lie by luka and I love by gumi those songs are to each other

[@devanwilson4401]

+Violet Lucite (Midnight) Yeah, I can't wait for the third song of the series to Lie and I Love to come out.

[@babieboba]

Memories of the 6th grade XD

[@CML-rl1rx]

memories of 4th grade and wattpad

[@BlueLazuli_art]

+Lizard Geckos x2

[@dex1307]

+ღ Tomoko ღ hi tomoko sorry I love you :3

[@erosagape7944]

ahh 6th grade my memories of my leg being groped during lunch

[@CML-rl1rx]

+Ducktsu same lmfao

[@nancymontenegro26]

1:08 sounds like "one can not kiss me"

[@someonewithachannel9388]

yeah it does

[@ashc7207]

yeah

[@Kneyki]

It's more like ''no-one can kiss me'' though

[@zeromailss]

WHY NOT?! less than 2 inches yet so far away,this glass wall!

[@Kneyki]

+Yukino Takada 雪乃 鷹だ Well You Came Into The Most Wrong Song Ever

[@thekeeper1287]

7 years old Made by them when they were 13-14 It has aged so damn well. God I love this song

[@adriellededastro837]

I never realized that this whole time the lyrics were English all along XD

[@blueishere1613]

yeah i had to learn the skng to hear the english XD Common in vocaloid

[@flowereye501]

Go listen to the parasyte opening

[@grolhfs]

STUPID

[@shanedavidson1021]

@@flowereye501 yea FLILV does all their songs in English it's just hard to make out unless you know the lyrics.

[@flowereye501]

@@shanedavidson1021 yeah

[@Charlessmith-eq4cs]

Time is dead and gone Show must go on It's time for our act They all scream at me They cannot see This curtain hides me An amazing gift So quick and swift You were amazing By myself I can't They start to chant Why are you not here? Grinning at me I lay on my knees They want to hear me Why can not 'he' see? I want to see you I need to see you I have to see you What happened to you? We get up on stage They jump to enrage Why are you not here? Why is 'he' so near? 'He' wants me to sing I just can not bring- I say 'he's' not you What else can I do? Singing it's silent song of misery A monster lies trapped in it's own Nightmare 'He' is a tyrant, it lets out a plea Why did she have to leave it all alone? Bound to sing for us, a worthless monster It never sees us, It despises us Lying so useless, we start to holler "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" I lay all alone I should have known You would have left me 'He' smiles at me I can not see Why 'he's' in your place They can't tell me why You said good-bye Right before our act Those two young lions Were always fun~ Why did they leave, too? Roaring at me I lay on my knees What is happening? I can hear you sing They will not obey They've been lead astray Will I still see you? I have to see you I panic and flee They both pounce on me I fell to the ground I can't hear a sound I look up and see You are not with me Am I all alone? Where could you have gone? Singing it's silent song of misery A monster lies trapped in it's own Nightmare 'He' is a tyrant, it lets out a plea Why did she have to leave it all alone? Bound to sing for us, a worthless monster It never sees us, it despises us Lying so useless, We start to holler "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" (Vocalizing) Singing it's silent song of misery A monster lies trapped in it's own Nightmare 'He' is a tyrant, it lets out a plea Why did she have to leave it all alone? Bound to sing for us, a worthless monster It never sees us,It despises us Lying so useless, we start to holler "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" Singing my silent song of misery This monster lies trapped in my own Nightmare 'He' is a tyrant, I let out a plea Why did you have to leave me all alone? Bound to sing for them, a worthless monster I never see them, I despise them so Lying so useless, they start to holler "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!"

[@tobysaddiction]

THANK YOU FOR DIS

[@SirTaquero]

You fucking idiot the lyrics are already on the video

[@galina7712]

No he is not idiot... He just re write the lyrics for thoes who can't sing with the same speed as the lyrics on the video like me

[@galina7712]

I thank you so much for the lyrics ♡ thank's, this is what am Searching about

[@juliecormier8405]

@@SirTaquero fuck you idiot

[@k333nya]

I think I can solve this depressing mystery. I’ll start off with Luka’s song “Lie” It seems that Luka realized during a fake relationship with Gumi (Because of a dare by a friend or whatever) Gumi appeared to have strong feelings towards Luka, and Luka likes her back, but thing is, Luka is afraid of becoming a real intimate relationship with Gumi because she knows society will judge her with being a lesbian. So she decides to convince herself that she doesn’t have a crush on Gumi and force herself to like either Kaito or Gakupo. So she’s technically “Lying” to Gumi, Kaito or Gakupo, and herself. Onto the song “Love” by Gumi. This song explains that Gumi is aware of Luka’s lying and she’s trying not to let her lie to everyone. Gumi seems to really need Luka in her life so she can be happy. But Luka’s in a “relationship” with one of the past men I’ve already mentioned. And it drives Gumi insane. And the song above, “Circus Monster” by Luka. After all those months of Gumi being heart-broken by Luka, she reaches her breaking point and commits suicide. First she’s unaware of why Gumi ended her life but breaks up with you-know-who, after Gumi’s suicide, Rin and Len assumed it was Luka’s fault then thought less of her and they decided not to be friends with her, and her ex (“He”) tries to win her back. Later on, Luka realizes that she’s responsible of Gumi’s death. She defined herself as a monster.

[@pilargpi378]

THIS IS GENIUS

[@Living.Dead.Rocker]

*cries*

[@k333nya]

Kawaii Girl **Gives you tissues** it’s ok, I cried too ;~;

[@Living.Dead.Rocker]

@@k333nya *sobs* thank you for the tissues *blows nose*

[@yeetgirltsubasa5235]

I'm late but, adding on, there's the song 1/4 sung by Kaito, based after Luka breaks up with him. Kaito sings about how he actually loves Luka truly, but she merely used him as a tool for her status. When Luka sings "He is a tyrant, it lets out a plea", she is singing about Kaito, but what she means is that Kaito is not violently or sexually abusing her, but in fact seems like a tyrant because he wants her to love him back despite the fact that she knows she can't (like from the lines in 1/4, "Are you not feeling this, feeling this, feeling the same?") Also, Luka from Circus Monster (with her horns) made a cameo in the song "The Start" sung by Meiko, along with a cameo of Miku from the song "Goodbye", so we the Circus-P fans are trying to figure out if Goodbye and The Start are related to this series (Lie, I (Love), Circus Monster and 1/4)

[@orionsmith3097]

Am I the only one who wants to know what the writer was thinking when they made this? What they were feeling.... ( Holy shit thats the most likes I've ever gotten for being empathetic , thanks for making me feel good about my intense thinking and feeling my guys and gals and non binary pals.)

[@lightsonicwaves]

I think he was just writing a story, not that he was feeling something dark like that

[@acronolozki]

though, itd be pretty fucked up although realistic if it was a vent song

[@ghostsen2891]

Btw, i remember that he was 14 when he wrote this song

[@aWERFRGT6545BGFG]

isnt guys a gender neutral word

[@Ranaka.]

I think this whenever I even hear a person talk.. and when someone's stressed or sad I'm stressed or sad.. HeLp Me! I have no idea why.. help.

[@randomfandomaddict4569]

What if this story isn't about a monster and trainer? What if it's about the love story between two monsters? These two monsters loved each other. They would play, tell jokes, sing private duets together, and so on. One of the workers eventually got tired of all the noise they made and separated them. The monsters are not happy with their trainers, hence the lines "I want to see, I need to see you, I have to see you, what happened to you?" And "Why is "he", so near" As well as "I say "he's not you", what else can I do?" And "I cannot see why he's in your place," After a while, the monsters start finally paying attention to what the people are saying about them "Singing it's silent song of misery" "He is a tyrant" "Why did she have to leave it all alone?" "HEY GET UP YOU WORTHLESS CIRCUS MONSTER!" after a while of hearing it, they eventually believe it. (At the end when all the quotes are repeated in first person)

[@Lyriamarie03]

My interpretation of the story. "Lie" was about how Luka did love Gumi but wasn't ready to say she was lesbian. But unlike Gumi she was ready to admit it "I(Love)" . Gumi loves Luka deeply but knows she won't admit to it. Luka starts dating a guy who abuses her in many ways "Circus Monster" and she starts to realize she did love Gumi. But Gumi had already committed suicide before Luka finds out. So Luka tries to figure out why she doesn't see Gumi anymore and that's why she says "why are you not here?" And "I want to see you I need to see you" (in "Circus Monster") because she wanted to see Gumi. But she was already gone. Which is what makes the depressing story.

[@DA_TV71]

Hmm, I wonder too 🤔

[@klemenlapuh1750]

"You can never be born a monster... You can only be twisted into one"

[@hospitaldoll6588]

Oof

[@mikihara_tsukiko]

Is it just me or does this really reminds of Dark Woods Circus? Lol

[@thelanguagegirl2781]

yes!

[@lilgeli0313]

It goes with it

[@EvolverForU]

I actually got this song and Dark Woods Circus confused....

[@ImawerecatProductions]

that's how I got here XD

[@silliestyaminion]

Bruh it’s 2020 and i’m still crying to this song.

[@Ivanmetaldeath]

same

[@pandasareamazing4310]

i feel like since vocaloid is mostly from years ago, its all being forgotten and the group of fans is getting smaller and smaller :< I really want creators to start making songs again to try and save it

[@Ivanmetaldeath]

@@pandasareamazing4310 yup

[@strawbrry._454]

i did this for 3 yrss

[@kimberlybogert7031]

I cry but one this my first hearing the English lyrics 😅and two..the beat catchy._.😅😓but now I know..I feel sad:(

[@wastedqueenz6706]

I HAVE THIS SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD and I love it

[@mckatherine]

Me too!!!

[@svetlanachapskaya5313]

Same XD

[@emilyfitton5500]

Vocaloid songs are the only songs that feel good when they get stuck in my head.

[@mckatherine]

Me too, it's not the same

[@dodobird7274]

WastedQueenz Me too, all day all I hear in my head is SINGING A SILENT SONG OF MISERY

[@ZOMBIELOVERGF]

“I want to see you I need to see you I have to see you What happened to you?” I’m crying rn :’(

[@SailorMorgy28]

why did Gumi sing the "Ahhh~" parts?

[@EllieofAzeroth]

It might have been the part where her lions were ripping off her face. Just my guess

[@BootlegRaven]

because she can

[@rachelmaxon7060]

I believe its because Gumi is who Luka is singing about... Gumi is the girl who excaped or something.... Someone told me the whole story, but i forgot :/

[@EllieofAzeroth]

Rachel Maxon You're right that Luka is singing about Gumi, but Gumi didn't escape, she was slaughtered by her lions because she was a lion tamer in the circus.

[@rachelmaxon7060]

Wait what? Really? I thought luka was the lion tamer? Well whoops. Thanks you c:

[@oranjioranji]

Remember when all the MLP speedpaint videos had this song in the BG? Yeah, I was that kid too...

[@MistressMeloetta]

Is the girl in grey Gummi cuz she was wearing googles?

[@eyelessbunny8299]

Mistress Meloetta Yes, that was Gumi.

[@JewelyPop_]

I can sing this somehow

[@JewelyPop_]

I'm a boy too

[@bonnieloverz3112]

boys have high pich voices, my mom says that.

[@shenanigansinc.2995]

The Dj Bonnie I subbed to ur channel can u plz give e a shout out?

[@bonnieloverz3112]

sure of course ill try to find a way :D

[@shenanigansinc.2995]

The Dj Bonnie thanx I'll shout u out also

[@bigworm7522]

0:55 *ANIMES A GIFT*

[@tekvillegas67]

LOL

[@switchtan277]

No lie there! Anime is a gift.

[@blain6156]

Luvia Crestia 😂

[@abandonedchannel3623]

😂😂😂 lol

[@stepstep838]

*HENTAI* *IS* *ART*

[@ThatRandomLegend]

Alot of relatively new comments... That's good to see...

[@forg7864]

Hi :)

[@itsallforpele]

Hey guys xD

[@NariNon]

Yup

[@televisionaccount8442]

Melanie Martinez should cover this

[@demonbiitxh]

OMG YES YESSS

[@geometrydashcubix5139]

Holy yes please

[@accountinactive7914]

no that would ruin it

[@curseagent]

YES THAT WOULD BE GRAND

[@giuliaprimucci7603]

I don't find it

[@brenvilz]

I think Luka KNOWS she's just a robot made for singing, that for us, she's nothing, by he, he means her master, she considers herself a "Circus monster", and by "You", she was talking about Miku, and the lions were the Kagamine brothers, just a theory.

[@samanthuu9033]

you Kagamine TWINS cause ne of them is Rin(female) and Len(male) so they are twins on brothers

[@samanthuu9033]

I mean twins not brothers

[@brenvilz]

Yeah, I was tired, It was like, 1 PM.

[@samanthuu9033]

oh ok

[@donthugmepls]

Chara Theorys I'm thinking that maybe she was talking about gumi, as her picture was shown at the end of the song.

[@justanotherlazytrashpanda]

Somehow, with no problems (except for breathing) I can sing this

[@pelotaball]

Chara the Killer sure

[@justakane8169]

MemeQueen 21 What do you mean by “surel?

[@zsizzles4002]

Chara I like ur channel name.

[@PrimrosePetals]

Chara the Killer *same, I have experience* *coughSHARAXcough*

[@0flyingmintbunny0]

Chara the Killer it's not that hard, just don't breathe, and speed it up to x1.25

[@pink4769]

ive had this stuck in my head since 2015-- help

[@sergeantnnn4758]

Is the song still stuck in ur head now?

[@LOVELIFETM]

I can give you another song to get stuck in your head if you like. :)

[@ghostsen2891]

S A M E

[@mostafaelarche5901]

I think.......This is it..... I m getting into Vocaloid..... Slowly.... Slowly It s close...... THAT IT ! I M ADDICTED TO VOCALOID ! !!!!!!!!! But this is only the begining of my relationship with CircusP songs and music...........oh god....

[@ttmssi1982]

*Attempts to sing this song* "TIIIME IS DEAD AND GONE, SHOW MUST GO ON, IT'S TIME FOR OUR----*Takes a Deep Breath* AACT." Darn it....I messed up. REDO!!

[@0flyingmintbunny0]

ʟɨttʟɛ mıss ՏʍíӀҽվ breath in while you sing, it might sound a little different, but It works for me

[@CenturianTale_Halo]

I can sing like 2 verses with out breathing. (I like to add deep or shallow breaths in the verses though to add more sad affect) this is WAY to easy to sing. now if we were to look at one of -MASA Work Designs- songs or The Disappearance Of Hatsune Miku... yeah that's understandable

[@blueishere1613]

I can do the whole song like that, but i usually run out of breath at the end of the chorus. I have to breath in at "hey get up you worthless circus monster" and at the end i take a deep breath and i run out of breath at the end again.

[@vipeizoid]

breathe in between words or phrases, thats what i do

[@blueishere1613]

@@vipeizoid thats the thing You dont get a chance to in a lot of vocaloid songs cause they dont need to breAthe

[@aquadropandmlp2306]

Here's my theory: this song isn't about a girl at all, it's about all the animals who have to suffer in circus shows, seaworld shows, etc.

[@MooniPlays]

I could've sworn Circus said it was.

[@mistyknoxwall9051]

Oh that's so sad! That's a great theory.

[@bash33p]

it's just changing the "monster" making it a person so we can sympathize more with it,even though in real life most of us don't care about the animals until we think about their abuse deeply

[@MercuryASMR]

you never really leave your vocaloid phase do u....

[@Aliceumbrella8]

personally for me its been like, 11-12 years. so nope. you do not

[@mikudayo_biggest_fan3939]

Never

[@WaffleCat3367]

The whole song i'm just thinking about popplio

[@sofiakilljoys5378]

JAJAJAJAJA

[@zarastardune]

flippy XD Sorry I had too..

[@shadezoe189]

+I once killed a man in his sleep with his own mustache and a grape Ur username tho XD

[@QuiteBluish]

RIP

[@dralphysandblueberrysans2492]

I wish this song was in Till I Met You!

[@SinnersRhapsody]

At 2:45 I understand "Am I a balloon"

[@idontusethisaccitwasfromwh3716]

Najlalol lol

[@EnderKitty.]

Najlalol "Am I a balloon?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[@taycat34]

OMG IM LAUGHING SO HARDDDDDDDDDDD XDDDD

[@lolaadase4294]

Cannot unhear that now 😂

[@kenbae7923]

dEd

[@user-mg1qv1qt8j]

when she said " he's a tyrant" I though she said 'he's a titan" 😂😂 Aot reference!

[@BackroomsWater]

+kittenlove I thought she meant by pokemon tyrunt but now I know hes not a pokemon XD

[@heartgreen8041]

+sam R. scusa ma volevi dire MIKASA per caso,ho letto il tuo commento e c'è il nome di uno dei miei personaggi preferiti! 💖💘💌💋

[@CatsBootleg]

Ok, I get that in a literal sense people are saying that the trainer was there for Luka and that he/she just died from something... Why is nobody talking about how the Lions could've done that? *"Those two lions were always fun, why did they leave too?"* Also, there were lines after that like "They will not obey." I'm assuming for the lines after that the trainer eventually jumped in to save Luka, but they died in the process.

[@Lyriamarie03]

My interpretation of the story. "Lie" was about how Luka did love Gumi but wasn't ready to say she was lesbian. But unlike Gumi she was ready to admit it "I(Love)" . Gumi loves Luka deeply but knows she won't admit to it. Luka starts dating a guy who abuses her in many ways "Circus Monster" and she starts to realize she did love Gumi. But Gumi had already committed suicide before Luka finds out. So Luka tries to figure out why she doesn't see Gumi anymore and that's why she says "why are you not here?" And "I want to see you I need to see you" (in "Circus Monster") because she wanted to see Gumi. But she was already gone. Which is what makes the depressing story.

[@CatsBootleg]

@@Lyriamarie03 Ah, I did take it in that as well with all of those songs, but I'm just interpreting the song by itself.

[@Lyriamarie03]

@@CatsBootleg oooh okay

[@LordJazz]

am I the only one who didn't understand a single word and just read the lyrics the entire song...

[@reyonahampton9518]

Same

[@batbat1209]

The more you listen to vocaloids, the better you understand. But, I still can't understand Miku's English if my life depended on it.

[@wolfofdarklight832]

+Native_American_ Panda OMG same with me! XD

[@meowimacat2807]

Kit Kat same with every english vocaloid song

[@megurineluka5642]

heres my theory this may or may not make sense to you guys but here I go. this song reminds me of bullying she's the "circus monster" but she doesn't know that. the other people laugh at her but she thinks they are laughing at someone else and goes along with it. the young lions are people hitting her and telling her she should leave and go away. she then realises they are laughing at her and at the end she is reffering everything to herself. Thats my theory again you guys may have a different theory..

[@megurineluka5642]

I was also in a hurry writing this..

[@beepboop4313]

Nobody asked.

[@blobb496]

MilkBows dude! cmon... not cool

[@MrHouane]

Wait- By a *14* year old?! COOL!

[@hopewhitten9775]

You weren't edgy, you were traumatized

[@rhi5790]

Looking back on all the vocaloid songs I loved, I realized how, in my case, they were foreboding years of daily suicidal thoughts, and near attempts. I was definitely edgy, but I'm pretty sure that was because I was on the brink of suicide lol

[@hopewhitten9775]

@@rhi5790 for me they were basically just making me feel like I wasn't alone. My mom is a piece of garbage human being and just has never been there for me. So a lot of songs written about betrayel, loneliness, neglect, and emotional abuse made me think about my mom. But the fact that so many vocaloid songs were about deep trauma helped me work through my own trauma bc I knew I wasn't alone with what I was feeling and going through. These songs especially helped me when I didn't have anyone to talk to.

[@subsan_]

@@hopewhitten9775 good god im feeling lucky that i have an awesome family now

[@imkiwilol]

The music remids me of how human tastes.

[@StarBurstOtaku]

***** is it good tasting?

[@imkiwilol]

Yes.

[@StarBurstOtaku]

***** i will consider trying it. thanks. just for the sake of dumb dumbs on the internet, i am kidding. you dumb dumbs.

[@Xxclownkat650xX]

Star Burst Otaku I'll try it. ;)

[@RayaandLuChinasvlog]

***** umm...

[@arandomperson5286]

I feel like this song is about a forgotten doll The owner,a girl,loved this doll when she was young..so did the dolls soul. When the girl got older,she forgot about it.Her brother,"tortured" the doll and the girls two cats played with the doll constantly.. Soon enough,the doll looked like a Monster and the dolls soul was in pain and misery,waiting for the girl to come back,but she didn't.. Please!What does this song MEAN?!Still catchy tho...

[@thereisnousernorname]

No one really knows XD

[@graceyhogan8583]

It's about her dad abusing her when her mom left her

[@thereisnousernorname]

+Gracey Hogan it's free for interpretation so there really is no answer.

[@browneyez5474]

That reminds me of valley of dolls by marina and the diamonds

[@stopitgetsomehelp.]

Possible theory...Then again,almost all the theories are possible...

[@mochimercy]

I see a lot of good theories on here but there are people going "here's what REALLY happened" and it's from what someone told them. Okay, guys, calm down. None of that is what "really" happened. What really happened is all up to the very person who created this song, the story is in their hands, not yours. You can take this song however you like, I'm sure, but saying your belief on what happened is the truth is disrespectful to other theories and the person who actually created the story. What I think is like... I took the lines and title literally--Luka is a circus monster. What she does for the circus is sing, and she had a partner to sing with but that partner (who I'll assume is Gumi due to a specific part) had found a way out and left. Luka couldn't understand why. I'd assume the masters are cruel to anyone there. The two little lions are probably Rin and Len..and they were killed for disobeying the lion tamers. No matter what you do, this song is pretty sad. Because it's clearly about loneliness, that is a fairly obvious theme due to Luka saying she was left alone. And loneliness is a sad thing. But again, it's not up to me what the story is, that's just how I view it. It's all up to VocaCircus how it really goes as they're the ones who made it.

[@cm-dance-practices]

Len Kagamine THANK GOD SOMEONE SAID IT "here's what REALLY happened" does not exist, unless MAYBE the creator released an official backstory. Even then, it doesn't matter and people are left open to their own interpretations

[@ifeellikespider9739]

This is either someone blaming themselves for events they may have influenced, or someone trapped in an abusive, controlling relationship, and blaming themselves for their own suffering

[@adrenjones9301]

Same thing really.

[@animerandom9304]

.. Love this song Sister: your music has no emotion idiot Me: NO you have no emotions my music has more feeling then you have in your whole body! Friend and random kid walking by: OHHHHHH

[@aayorloidv3356]

This song has TOO MUCH emotion in it '^^

[@kerokeropekopon3438]

Aayorloid V3​ Emotion is love, emotion is life.

[@conniedoesexist1807]

Lest think of Vocaloid sings that shows emotion. I can only think of Tokyo Teddy Bear and Odds & Ends.

[@balkanphoenixfirekitten3761]

watching in 2016 then realizing its from 2012 me: WHY SO MANY SPOOKY VOCALOIDS I LIKE ARE FROM 2012!??!?!?

[@megurineluka5642]

lol true my friend showed me vocaloid 2012 and I didn't care about it... I hate my life now XD

[@balkanphoenixfirekitten3761]

+Megurine Luka XD

[@andrearamos1602]

2022 Anyone? Or am I just here

[@firsilwol]

Childhood... Times I didn't know about vocaloids.

[@rinorryuu286]

If only we could go back in time

[@comedytragedygoodbird2231]

it sounds like the dark carnival music..

[@DJ_Raywave]

Comedy & Tragedy GoodBird It is dark carnival music. :3

[@junjifrito]

It is called "Circus MONSTER"...

[@2zipGHOST]

THE BEGINNING SOUNDS EDGY WHEN VID SPEED IS 2x

[@bellobuzz9723]

3:14 gumi?

[@JerryBlueChew]

Yes. That is Gumi.

[@EdibleWallpaper]

Just wanted to say that I like your pfp. I hope Chloe becomes the bearer of the Bee Miraculous.

[@MusicIsMyLife-qm4rf]

Bello Buzz yes

[@vflowersimp]

This song is almost 10 years old already. I can’t believe it…