I'm fed up now. I feel like I'm living my life in vain. I couldn't be the child my mother and father deserved. I'm diabetic and I feel like I'm going to die. Nothing is fun. The person I love doesn't love me and I've never received my love in return. I go out into the cold air to breathe in the winter but I still feel like I can't breathe. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. And I'm scared. I wish there were people who would love me unconditionally. But it's impossible. I have a university exam (YKS) ahead of me and I can't find the time to study for the exam because of my illness. I love eating but I can't stop. If I don't stop, I'll die. I'm trying so hard to stay alive but I want to die now. Life has no more fun. I hope whoever reads this responds to me, someone to chat with, even someone I can pour my heart out to, if someone writes, I'd be very happy. Please help me, I think it would be better to die.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
My brother, I understand your sentences line by line. That's why we are men. We were made for the best possible conditions. God created us this way. I also loved someone who I gave 100% of myself to. This is a song that describes her, but now she is married to someone else. Do you see how the world is? And I understand exactly what is going on in you right now. My brother, don't worry. We are. We men should be there for each other. I am (:
@maramahmad6065Ай бұрын
I hope ur fine ,don't ever let despair take the best of u ,ur fully concious ,do sport ,go for a walk when bad thoughts get to ur heart. Ur nothing but a beautiful human being, and being diabetic dosnt lower ur worth . U will find someone who gives u love no matter what. Just be patient
@Cornelious1882Ай бұрын
I'm so very sorry. I mean well. You seriously do matter. We' re listening because you deserve to be heard. We care because you're worth fighting for my friend. Its been a long road ,some things,in my faster list were useful for me. I really hope you are ok 🙏
@usmanahmed11.Ай бұрын
Don’t worry everything will be fine just letting you know that there is light at the end of every tunnel and after darkest of darkest night there is day have faith do not lose hope God never leaves anyone in any situation stay strong brother you got it and it’s not over yet keep going you will receive what your heart desires the most in one way or other ❤
@jonnsmith556Ай бұрын
I've been there, body shutting down, useless, weak, wanting to die just to end the pain and misery, but you are loved by our father above. you can be better, improve your eating if you can't stop eating, eat the right foods lots of protein, unprocessed foods. You are loved now, leave them if they don't love you. improve yourself, love yourself first then you'll find someone that loves you. You can't expect anyone to love you if you can't love yourself
@EvaEsteraАй бұрын
As an 18 year old girl, I'm sorry you men go through so much. I wish I could hugg you, tell you it's ok to cry. Tonight I'l pray for you. At least that I can do.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Thank you very much for understanding us. I was very happy with your words .😊
@rockshubham7556Ай бұрын
A rare comment tonight I saw... 🍃
@dang6787Ай бұрын
I just want things to be the way that they were. Now I just want the strength to leave this place
@ruthlessreign4236Ай бұрын
26 year old male here, I’d like to say thank you for your comment, genuinely. I wish more girls didn’t exactly see it as a sign of weakness for a guy to show any form of emotion etc.
@iamsyedabdullah6787Ай бұрын
Thank you. For us men men please i would just recommend you to treat your husband in future best with love and care and affection. thats enought for us.Make him the happiest man alive.
@M4teo7Ай бұрын
Sometimes a person dies twice, but only the second time is he buried in a graveyard.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
This sentence should be engraved in gold.🙂
@maxmcmullen6184Ай бұрын
Most people die in their 20s but they're not buried until their 70s
@ratter53123 күн бұрын
This fact is so true I am 72 now waiting for the second one.
@Stoic_Zoomer5 күн бұрын
@@ratter531 It is never too late. Be the change in your kin's lives.
@TheTrollgeRulerАй бұрын
In life there is some times fun but it's mostly when you feel loved.. Feeling loved is a lot for men since it's what we want but we are misunderstood and left behind or alone... So what I do is, I joke with people or do something fun knowing that I myself won't feel that same joy or laughter. . But I'm so hurt from past trama.. I can't even cry, it takes effort to cry I need to feel extremely guilty of something in order to cry. I've thought of doing the worst but those friends stopped me knowing the same pain I went to.. So in short, don't pretend to be someone your not because if you do, you may become that someone and won't be able to feel the same emotions as you could before.. If you read this far, thank you and if we don't see each other.. Have a good day, afternoon and night... Thank you again
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Exactly my friend. Men need to be loved and that is very important. I am at this stage too. Even sadness will leave us. But anyway. We are men. We have to keep going or we wouldn't be men.🙂
@Stoic_Zoomer5 күн бұрын
To be loved is a pleasurable experience, to never know it is to know true hardship or pain. However, there is more to life than pleasure and pain. Look beyond it. Is it in your control? Change yourself. Is this thing not in your control? Then there is nothing to learn, nothing to fear, nothing to get excited about. Move on. You have a purpose to execute. Never make another excuse. Never again say "I am this way because of..." You either have control or not. You either have a purpose or not. Find strength in this.
@Truemaster-b1vАй бұрын
oh god I never get tired of hearing it. This work should be universal.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
I hope so, my brother. I want this to go to the girl who created it.🙂
@viscabarca7013Ай бұрын
Work for me and future me, work for mama, work for Papa, work for little Brother, work for future wife. Ye, this is mens live. No money, no love
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
After all the sacrifices of those who say ''I told you to do these things?''. This is a destructive sentence for us men. right ? (:
@viscabarca7013Ай бұрын
@@imanbsoundtrack true
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
🙂
@blackheartblue9815Ай бұрын
I've accepted that as a man how I feel doesn't matter I just have to be there for every one else except for myself
@maxmcmullen6184Ай бұрын
Work only for yourself. We're not slaves to society
@HackZAWАй бұрын
😢 I cant write my thoughts here
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
No problem, my friend. Write your silence.🙂
@cuzfamties_pies12345Ай бұрын
Men don't cry they die Women don't die they hide
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
That was an admirable sentence. I'll definitely write it down in my notebook.🙂
@cuzfamties_pies12345Ай бұрын
@@imanbsoundtrack 😊 sure
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
😀😀
@Ashutoshchoudhary-bm5ofАй бұрын
That must be in personal diary. It hits me very hard 😢
@Nova-v3-m3qАй бұрын
We must be strong brothers, it is what we are called to be as men, no matter the cost…. Even through all the pain, we must work and get back up. God bless all of you
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
You are a mature man, my dear brother🙂. You have reached the maturity of a man. Keep it up. You will succeed. Thank you.🙂
@maxmcmullen6184Ай бұрын
That's what society wants you to be, not what you want to be. They're using you. Being a man means knowing your priorities and my priority is myself. I owe nothing to society. They don't get to hold me to their standards because I was born male. I'm not meant to serve anyone. I'm loyal to myself. This alpha male rhetoric of yours won't get you anywhere
@WitheredmoonYTАй бұрын
Damn life is hard😢
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
very hard 🙂. But I hope it will be easy for you.
@AminMipangcat-vt5qxАй бұрын
The day when we men dies.. It is the only day we are so important with everyone..
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
I heard one of the most important sentences of my life.😞
@dalkashkorde4398Ай бұрын
الامل هو الشمس التي تضي كل ظلام هو النور يخبرنا دائما أن مع العسر يسرى وتشرق في قلوب الذين قلوبهم ملي بالصدق والايماني وجوهم مشرقا بي نور الرحماني لاخوف عليهم حتى لو كانوا في اي زمان ومكاني حتى يوم القيامة والحسابي وان الليل مهما طال فلابد للشمس ان تبلالافي السماء وان القيود المحكمة لابد لها ان تنكسر وان الجراح لابد لها تبسر وان تبرء وان الابتسامة ستعود إلى الوجوه البايسة مهما طالت بقيت ومهما أفسدت شاعر دلكش اوسي الكوردي
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
سوف ننجو، أولئك الذين كسرونا سيفهمون يومًا ما. 🙂
@iproplus1575Ай бұрын
Wow ' i hope to born again
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Don't worry, my brother, we men always have ourselves.🙂🔥
@squidwarddiesel8462dannyantrimАй бұрын
Keep going like a freight train 🚂🚃
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
exactly 😀
@SAADBILAL-ob2ysАй бұрын
depression,sadness,loneleness.fake friends,future tension,broken heart , ......... i just want to die....
@SAADBILAL-ob2ysАй бұрын
there is a saying in our region no mind(power of thinking like ur complete idoit or complete stupid) fun and fun explanation: if ur idoit u will not care about anything ,people will say bad words about you but you will not even care ;)
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
This is where you reach your level of humanity. Many people don't want to die. But we want to die. Why? Because we are no longer afraid of death. Look at the rest of the people around you. They have ridiculous lives. From our point of view. That's why we realized the reality of life. So why don't we continue on the path with strength? My brother. I am also someone like you. I was destroyed from the inside until I understood myself. Trust me. This side of us is what sets us apart from the rest. This side is much better. (:
@SAADBILAL-ob2ysАй бұрын
@@imanbsoundtrack man am litreally in tear after reading it ... maybe i just wanted to hear it .... from someone thank you ;)
@SAADBILAL-ob2ysАй бұрын
am trying my best to stay strong but sometime i just want to really die by hearing this : you have done enough ,you can rest now...
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
(:
@flash_gamer3Ай бұрын
I just lost my best friend and the only thing i can do is to hide the sadness and be like im happy but know one knows my real feelings 😢
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Losing a loved one is really painful, especially when you felt comfortable and happy with them. But the fact that I will die like them and be with them in the afterlife calms me down. Don't worry, brother, we sympathize.🙂
@flash_gamer3Ай бұрын
@imanbsoundtrack i agree
@SilentBlade805522 күн бұрын
In my weakness there is hopelessness but in my strength there is pain in my thoughts there is death and in death its never ending pain, weakness, despair, broken hearts
@imanbsoundtrack22 күн бұрын
It is painful. Like a needle being accidentally stuck in a person's eye.
@hunterkingduo6578Ай бұрын
Yo you, i see your responding everyone here, its so heartfully from you man!
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Maybe this is the only way that men can say what they haven't said to anyone so that they are understood.🙂
@hunterkingduo657822 күн бұрын
@imanbsoundtrack not everyone doing this for others bro ❤️
@imanbsoundtrack18 күн бұрын
Caring is a beautiful thing. I wish people would understand.🙂
@eniggma9353Ай бұрын
Well, that escalated quickly.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
That's Right 😀
@salvatorecolantuono4513Ай бұрын
Nobody cares about men, how we feel, how much we give, all the things we do. If a man cry is weak, not really a man. If a man die, it was a good man. Nothing is important, nobody will remember how good you have been. Nobody will notice your good things, but everybody will see your mistakes.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Exactly what I'm saying. But everyone lives under the shadow of a man.🙂
@mohamadalposhАй бұрын
2:35 I don't know how to explain this, but I am a very secretive type. I cannot explain my feelings, and they consider me cold. I just don't know how to express them.... Please accept my passage.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
My brother. That's what being a man is. We are very simple but they see us as complicated. They make us complicated for themselves. We are much hotter than them but they don't think that way. Be proud of yourself.🙂
@Nameless-Soul7274Ай бұрын
"We all die more then one death" people hear this and they think it means they will get a second chance at life after death, that they will come back once. They never understand it's true meaning well the truth is, your first death is emotionally, mentally, cause you've been through so much pain your heart turns to ash and never can get repaired back to when it first was, it'll heal, cope and all, but won't fully repair back to what it once was. the second death is when you actually die, blood leaking and your put in your grave never to be seen again. How do I know the difference you may ask? I answer from experience that's why, cause I am emotionally dead, cried so much I lost the ability to cry... so next time you go thinking about messing with someone, don't matter if it's the old lady at the park or your family, always remember this: "you won't know who's emotionally dead untill it's too late, but the emotionally dead are what you should fear, cause they have nothing left to lose"
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
I don't know how to say this, but I agree with you more than a thousand percent. We've reached a dangerous point. This next stage is depression, in my opinion. Because you get to a point where you miss depression. You're so numb that even sadness forgets you. But as you said. We're living in the form of the dead.🙂
@ProdbyAramАй бұрын
No one would ever understand what men feel
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Except for the men themselves.🙂
@TheUnsaintedАй бұрын
@imanbsoundtrack more often then not we don't understand it ourselves
@Stoic_ZoomerАй бұрын
All men die, not all die complaining
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Brother, your sentence was very heavy.
@Stoic_ZoomerАй бұрын
@@imanbsoundtrackthe title is too I think
@Stoic_Zoomer5 күн бұрын
@@imanbsoundtrack Be proud sir, I return often to reflect.
@imanbsoundtrack3 күн бұрын
🙂👍
@dalkashkorde4398Ай бұрын
الحرية هو الالتزام والانضباط والتقيد بما يوافقه العقل والحكمة والشريعة فجميع عبيد الشهوات سجناء بلا حرية
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
هذا صحيح تماما😀
@kevinyaelreyes-zamudio7315Ай бұрын
I don't know why it reminds me of cry of fear
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Because I wrote this song for the girl I loved. In the end, that girl got engaged to someone else. Piece by piece, this song was my feelings. Trust. Hope. Fear of loss.
@FAKER7pАй бұрын
Hello this is my suggestion where can i get this wallpaper? Can you tell me plsss ☺️
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
sure ☺. you can get it on freepik.com
@abderahmane-bs7myАй бұрын
weak up for your family and don t cry
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
You are told that a man has returned from a wound to the battlefield.🙌
@KarinaMartins-e7qАй бұрын
❤😢
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
🙂
@ratter53123 күн бұрын
I cry for my wife who has Alzheimer's I love you Mary.
@imanbsoundtrack22 күн бұрын
It's very painful, my brother. I used to call her Mari too.🙂
@BigSaudddd5 күн бұрын
Real
@imanbsoundtrack5 күн бұрын
yeah😞
@x4diixxАй бұрын
Music name?
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
It's called Marva. It's in my channel my brother. 😊
@FuriousLegend15 күн бұрын
John 11 25 Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: 26 And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?
@imanbsoundtrack15 күн бұрын
I am a Muslim. I accept Jesus as a prophet but not as God. My God is Allah. Each of us will die. Sooner or later. And on the Day of Judgment we will be gathered before God.
@whisper874210 күн бұрын
Sometimes you survive pain which should have killed you. But then you're so disfigured by it, you become a monster. Since you can only live alone in the dark, you wander there lost and broken. Now having suffered so much pain, you stop loving. Alone in darkness, there is no hope, no future. Just perpetual misery and the eventuality of death.
@imanbsoundtrack10 күн бұрын
From monster to angel, this is the question.
@TheRealNightShotАй бұрын
Warning: You are running out of "It is what It is". Are you sure you want to continue? Yes/No |Help|
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
My brother. I think I'd better choose the help option. What is your opinion?
@TheRealNightShotАй бұрын
@ The help option is greyed out. Requirements are not met 😂
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
😂😂
@a.t.t.i.w.iАй бұрын
لا شيئ اي لا انا
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
😀🙂
@siegebot82Ай бұрын
I cant tell you how to get better, i can only give you the ingredients Mushrooms + death stranding You will understand yourself and your life better.
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
My brother. I don't know whether to laugh or cry😄. But everyone can have an opinion. I hope this combination doesn't destroy humanity.
@UphillwharfАй бұрын
My parents called me a disgrace for dating this girl idk I constantly hear from both parties I should leave and I don't want to leave I want to quit I'm so tired of this idk what td anymore I'm an asshole who loves there parents and I'm a fuck up to my parents tf am I supposed to do I just want to marry this girl but idk if I want to anymore I love her but fuck me I guess
@imanbsoundtrackАй бұрын
Keep going my powerful brother. What you need is time and your own strength. Whenever you didn't know what to do and were confused, let time solve it for you.🙂
@hunterkingduo6578Ай бұрын
Your parents are maried too right? What do your parents say to their parents? They now created a family but at what cost? You can do it better, do the right Things, if you love her, marry her, if you want to make a house and Familie, just do it. No one has experience without doing something. Remember, your parents job is to feed you, rise you from jung age to a men, but from there, it's your choice to decide what to do. (Yeah some ppl say hear what your parents say, but this one is only for kids, make your own decision and if you fail, you would be happy bcs you decided this way by your own, but if you successfully done it, then came back to your parents and let them explode from your successfully decisions. Show them. (Remember whom to choose to make a future btw.) Men are the best to decide and to choose