Mental health story

[@jasperh494]

Dude, it really sounds like you’ve been through a lot. Hope to play some soul calibur and talk soon, and I hope you’ve been doing better as of late.

[@RitaMcCloud]

Yo dude. Which Soul Calibur do ya play? Yeah my life is a mess sometimes. I appreciate you watching my videos so much!

[@RitaMcCloud]

Quin? I just looked at your channel and realized who it was. No shit. Yeah lets play some Soul Calibur or Tekken again soon my dude

[@lisawhiting6125]

That's crazy Rita

[@RitaMcCloud]

YOOOOOOO!!!!!! Lisa???!!! You finally watched one of my videos????!!!! Thanks so much for leaving a comment yooooo!!!!!

[@roseyvision]

Wow, that's INSANE! I CAN'T BELIEVE how STUPID therapists are. They really have NO CLUE how to treat people just needing a bit of support and guidance. Don't even give you any room or space to talk about your feelings and why you might be suicidal or what could be done. Instead, they instantly just think LOCK THEM UP! Makes me so mad and how they treat people like CRIMINALS if you try to escape. THAT I think is the thing I fear most, not even dying but just the utter ignorance you have to face for trying or even talking about it. I'm so sorry you had to go through that.. it must have been really traumatizing. That's the other thing I don't get.. something like that is VERY HUMILIATING and traumatizing, how is that suppose to help? That would only make you act EVEN MORE "crazy" but like you said, they just don't care and you can't trust anyone. That's one thing I've learned also and am trying to cope with. I could also relate so much to people not getting back to you and just slandering you. 😢 That's what I'm currently dealing with and all people do is call me crazy. It really makes me want to die and even though people know I'm planning to, the large majority do not even care. They only look at it as attention seeking or blame me for it, not people who lie about me. Anyway, thanks so much for sharing! 💕 I really hope things get better for the both of us some day! ♥️

[@RitaMcCloud]

Thanks for watching and leaving the understanding comment. I really do appreciate it. Yeah that was an extremely awful experience. Listening to my dog in the room trying to get out and help. Watching my mom stand there not doing anything to help. The cops thinking that they are the good guys. The doctors. The therapist. It's all bs. All the way down. I really do appreciate you watching and listening to my stuff and all of the comments you leave. I don't think anything is ever going to get better though. I have no reason to think they will.

[@luohuashijie]

Wtf the mental health system is a joke 😅

[@RitaMcCloud]

It's an extremely mean practical joke then unfortunately

[@luohuashijie]

@@RitaMcCloud no one is laughing 💀

[@RitaMcCloud]

@@luohuashijie then it's a bad joke and should stop being told over and over

[@luohuashijie]

@@RitaMcCloud 💯

[@ChadKingOfficial]

I'm never wrong, I'm always right even though I'm a self diagonsed schizophrenic, I don't behave like a child, I don't throw tantrums, the world revolves around me, I'm not the same, I'm different even though I'm the biggest media consumer just on the other side of the coin, (anti big corporations / government), I care too much about other people, everyone is against me, I'm disciplined, I'm the underdog, I don't romanticize this loser, addict, depressed aesthetic, I'm not lazy, I'm profound, I'm smart, I'm not the problem and I want to get better. You'll never know my side of the story.

[@ChadKingOfficial]

Manifest your future now 😍 !

[@RitaMcCloud]

@@ChadKingOfficial I would listen to your side of the story. How do I manifest it ?