Mentally Changing Transition on Testosterone FTM

[@FuzzyTrekkie]

That's actually kind of funny when you talked about being competitive. I've always been a very quiet person but on the inside, I've been very competitive. I was just nervous about speaking out about it. I'm still pre-T but now that I'm out of the closet, I'm starting to become more of myself and the competitive side of me is coming out more and more. Like before I came out and I was playing beer pong with the guys; I would hardly ever speak out if we were losing. Now I'm as loud as everyone else.

[@drummerstarboy]

I think that considering the fact that you only came to this realisation recently, and that you've only just started to comprehend it all, you've done an excellent job of conveying it on this video. Always find it fascinating to hear your insights into topics such as this one!

[@krw72]

I'm hearing you in the last minute. I have no idea what it feels like to put myself first! Lol. I'm 4 months in and looking forward to the three mark!!! Hey but actually I really hope you find a balance that's good for you there, it's just a relief to hear of that particular emotional and mental change!

[@CalebMeadetman2015]

I'm experiencing those things as well. I am also much more determined now and much more logical. I also am now into working out. It's unreal how much my tastes and how I approach life, in general. I see things in a whole new way. I like to challenge myself more. I set goals and I am determined to achieve them. Thank you for posting this! I love to compare my experiences with other guys. So many things you are saying is happening with me. Can I share this on FB?

[@CalebMeadetman2015]

Wow, you and I have been on T for the same amount of time! My 4 years is on October 29th. Looking good, btw! Love the beard! I'm currently growing mine out.

[@rhysnyc]

I'm just shy of 8 months on T, and I can already feel myself changing emotionally. I have noticed a huge difference in the way I process emotions.

[@0ReYgAn0]

i love to hear how u compare your mental state from b4 and now, really gives an insight of what the possible differences between guys n gals could be, 'skylarken' also gives some great views on how he feels different now. Good vid, mayb in time you will be able to explain bit better! :P XX

[@bigboyB10000]

Wow congratulations ...I was wondering about the mental change tks for doing this video bud

[@AidenAizumi]

Dude..I envy your facial hair badly! :) I totally agree with you btw on this topic. I've been on T for 3.5 years, and noticed that my interests and likes are different then they were.

[@angrynerdrock]

Well said brotha. So on point.

[@Popeslave]

Holy crap 3 years on T. Dang dude, it's flown by! I canNOT believe I'm hitting my 10 year mark this summer. I need to do something really special but I haven't really come up with anything cool. I'm *trying* to come up with one photo for every year of my life so I can make a cool photo montage...

[@OddballLife]

spatial reasoning, I think, is the words you were looking for. I've hear this does get a bit better over time on T as well.

[@videokidsam]

i've been meaning to make a video about mental changes for a while. thanks for this! i went to gender odyssey and attended a workshop on it. basically the structures in your brain slowly change size to resemble those of the sex associated with the hormones you take and this changes some mental things-- like spacial relationships and risk taking etc. fascinating, right? but i take comfort in knowing that i am still me, just a different version of myself. :)

[@rinarinarina100]

It is possible that the personality is changing due to the fact that you are confident that you look more like your self than before, and you are getting used to it.

[@yourpalwes]

cool - i'm looking forward to it!

[@OwLove64]

I am not trans, nor do I know you personally, so you would know better than I would. But I was thinking the competitiveness could come from a boost of confidence which I hear often happens after being on T. I am wondering if this is because the fact that the outside matches the inside gives more body confidence which helps overall confidence. Just putting my thoughts out there. Would love to hear opinions :)

[@romananthony8449]

thank you for your channel, im impatient to start my transition, but ill get there.

[@videokidsam]

just my notes that i'll go through and put in the video!

[@firestarter28]

I get the driving thing I also couldn't Parrell park pre T but I can now with ease and I'm only 8 months on T, I feel that I have mentally changed and physically changed together

[@jayjaydood87]

It's funny that you say your into football now, same thing happened to me, now I watched football all the time man.

[@Wolfoxtail]

I liked your cat at the end xD

[@BowlMasterAsh]

haha, I'm already really good at the 3D puzzles and spacial awareness stuff, so maybe on T I'll become super crazy good at it : P

[@yourpalwes]

i'm super interested in the brain changes.. do you have any documents from gender odyssey about it?

[@Leorunn]

I am in the beginning stages of transitioning. I have been doing all the natural processes but just not doing what I want. I remember in your earlier videos you said you were going to clinic. I'm on Medicaid to be honest an I am worried I won't be able to get this process going. Any feedback you can offer really appreciate. Been trying to find information locally here in North Carolina but not having a lot of luck. Thank you again. I

[@SIRKSLIK]

Omg your T Anniversary is the same day as my birthday.

[@HandbagDiva]

Haha my kids call me " last minute Leisa " so I can relate on that one!

[@gaugemartinez3559]

Don't be hard on yourself lol. You're very smart and I understand everything that you are saying. Not many people will catch on to what your saying. But I get it all the way. You haven't said anything to offend anyone in my opinion. In fact, it seems to me like all you're trying to tell people is that more positive things are coming your way that makes you happy. EVERYTHING HE SAID WAS POSITIVE!! lol.

[@charliec.3461]

Good to see you again !!! I added you on FB. I'm french, "Faustin Tintin Charles" ;) see u

[@DaGuitar22]

But um the parallel parking sure got something to do wid how the brain changed maybe? Like when u turn back or forward or how much to drive back, assumptions are better now maybe? Who knows eh. And i think ur competitive now cz you have gained confidence from T. There are many things i back off from due to me being pre-T but that beautiful feelings that you guys get where when ur like i am a guy and people agree is the best haha. Good video mann

[@DaGuitar22]

Lol yeah i didnt understand why ppl attacked ur previous videos. I was actually able to relate nd understand you haha.

[@gnocco86]

Coming from a straight guy. You are a very good looking male :) haha good job

[@DrewAshlynMUA]

he so hot!

[@victoriaaguicarrera3607]

You are the most beautiful I've ever seen ... :)

[@solaryss]

Maybe I should have been born a man, cause I already have all those traits.. LOL

[@DAIGORO14]

your very handsome just wanted to let you know, and I am a gay man

[@poly88888888]

so, u say that testosterone, makes somebody likes football??? this is one of the most stupid things i ever heard