meredith + deluca | goodbye

'And while I'm feeling brave, I'm not sorry I kissed you at the wedding. 'Cause it's all I've been able to think about ever since, and I know you have options, but I want you to know that I'm one of them.'
Okay. I am FREAKING angry and in shock. Usuall I am prepared someone will die in GA (after 17 seasons I should be prepared right?) but I don't think I was so shocked for a long time... last time probably when George died ("double o seven... double o... oh! john doe is george!!!!" OMG STILL I CAN NOT).
DeLuca was perfect. Troubled. Good. A hero! I freaking shipper Mer with him. And if not merder i hoped for them to be endgame. He was so good with her kids and with her. HE CARED. HE FREAKING CARED. And he would be a great doctor. I am so angry I am not even sure I want to keep watching this show. I hate that they will make her date McWidow now. How predictible. DeLucas was so much better. OMG HE WANTED TO GO TO PRISON FOR HER I CAN NOT DEAL WITH THAT HOW WHY THEY KILLED HIM OMG SUCH A WASTED POTENCIAL. Okay I understand killing off character if the actor says "okay i am done" but I am 100000000000000000% sure this was not the case. He didnt want to leave SO WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Okay. I will sit here and be angry and this is probably not my last video of them because I want to vid them again.
(Also Mer/Deluca gives me Alex/Addison feelings. What it could have been. So I am angry like twice. I hate THIS SHOW SO FREAKING MUCH RIGHT NOW. I hope it will end with s17).
(can someone speak to me in italian while i cry?)
Okay. CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY STILL CARED ABOUT EACH OTHER AFTER BREAK UP?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?? LIKE OMG LETS TALK ABOUT BEING A GROWNUP.
Hate you GA.
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[@len4079]

He will be missed. He was just a wonderful man overall. I liked Deluca and Meredith together... could of been so much more....

[@NightlyEvilTM]

It was not even a break up. They just stopped being... She told him she loved him when he was not ok, and it came down to nothing. I liked her with Riggs, and MerDer were something else, so epic, but I hoped for those two to get back together. They were good together. They made each other better. Amazing video!

[@xladyxmacbethx]

Thank yi :) i liked this parallel too!!!

[@katjoy9260]

Mer Derek were born for each other I don't care what other people come along in her life it will always be Derek as her soulmate

[@alexandriaclarett3089]

He broke things off when he was sick and mad about the case he was working on. In the second episode he told her she could be anything she wanted to be to him. Then she walked out the door and collapsed in the parking lot. They never had the chance to work things out. They were beautiful together. The writers really didn’t know what they were doing when they killed him off. He was a strong character and had so much more potential. I miss him and them. I don’t even watch it anymore.

[@cardiffgiant02]

I am freaking GUTTED over Deluca's death. He became my favourite character and he had such an amazing story/character arc and he deserved EVERYTHING and they go and kill him off. I am soooo upset. Also, I shipped the crap out of him and Meredith so I'm double heart broken. Anyways, I digress, this video was so beautiful and an amazing tribute to them and to Deluca. Thank you SO much for making it!!!

[@olivarryforce]

This was beautiful. I sure hope they don’t ‘forget’ Meredith loved Andrew once she wakes. It’s so sad their ‘breakup’ was because of his mental disorder & as soon as he recovers and is ready for her to be she’s infected by the virus. He spent the time he had left helping saving Mer’s life & those children. He had so many plans. I also love the parallel of Andrew wanting to keep the image of Mer forever in that fire lit room to him feeling with Mer at the beach a little bit longer before his forever ran out. A beautiful tribute to this great love story; this ending shouldn’t have been theirs :(.

[@KillerQueenKim]

"I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't mean that we wouldn't make it." NO, THE WRITERS MADE SURE YOUR RELATIONSHIP WOULDN'T MAKE IT. After last week's episode I couldn't stop crying when DeLuca died. I've never been more angry, sad and disappointed with a tv show. I wasn't the biggest fan of Derek, so Merluca were my endgame. They were meant to be and they stole them from me. I'm just so mad that when/if Mer wakes up, Andrew won't be there. And it makes me so sad to think about Carina who lost her amazing brother and Mer's kids who won't be seeing Andrew again either.

[@EmmieClassix]

Killing him was so fucking cheap and like can someone please tell show runners that you don't actually have to kill characters off just for the fun of it? DeLuca had soo much potential as a character and with Meredith and this was just so beautiful and now i am all sad again.

[@Book_Dragon2562]

This was a lovely tribute to Deluca as a character and his role in Meredith’s healing journey. I never believed they would be endgame, but I always knew he would be important to her and for her. I saw his death coming from a mile away so I wasn’t shocked or outraged. Just very sad to see such a great character/actor go.

[@livexitxupx18]

I am so BEYOND angry they killed Deluca. I really like him and Meredith together. I am not okay they decided to kill him off when the actor wanted to stay on the show. I swear since Shonda left the show just sucks :S

[@weepingwillows21]

I absolutely agree. DeLuca stood out so much, and him and Mer were incredible together,

[@alexandriaclarett3089]

Them killing him off makes me not interested in watching any more. The character and actor were both great and deserved so much more.

[@emmapalermo8128]

Oof this killed me again. And I'm not even okay yet from the episode. He was okay and then he wasn't. 😭 Poor Carina is gonna be devastated and Meredith when she wakes up I need to see.I wanted Merluca back 🥺😭😭💖💖 this hurts so much. Such a beautiful and amazing video though. I was scared since the hiatus for DeLuca,Carina or Ben and I wish I wasn't right but I didn't expect THIS! I didn't think they'd kill him off. 😭😭I was so shocked and angry too like I can't believe they did that.

[@tiffanyj1874]

currently balling my eyes out, he was doing so much better mentally and physically and they did him like this. he deserved so much better & i was really starting to fall in love with him as a character, this sucks.

[@xHeartxFreakx]

i can't, i just can't. first 30 seconds of this video & i've already tears in my eyes 😭😭😭😭😭 i just can't 💔 he f*cking deserved better than that. i'm sad, angry & disappointment, i've just a lot of feelings. it's the same kind of feelings when mark died. and this was such a long time ago. never after mark death, a "death" has not broken my heart that much. i kinda always accepted it. but now deluca....😭😭😭 grey's anatomy broke (again) my heart. damn this show. why are we still watching the show? but now to your video. frist of all, how did u managed it to make it that fast? with all the feelings, i never would be able to make a video. your video, what can i say? maybe just thank you. this is already one of my fav video from you. and one of the best of all, because this video is not just a "video", it's a f*cking masterpiece and i really mean masterpiece. your editing truly is beautiful. the scenes choice, the coloring, the song, just everything. it just shows, how much u care for them. once again for this video, it touched my heart.

[@juliasantos-bi9bd]

Incrível o vídeo, meu casal favorito 😢❤

[@carrie-annoliveira2495]

This is the best Merluca video I've seen. So beautiful❤

[@noregretskii]

Okay I love this so much. You have been one of my favourite vidders consistently FOR YEARS. Seeing your videos brightens my day. This was so so good, there aren’t that many Merluca shippers and or vidders on here. I’m emo about everything. You’re fantastic, and thank you for this video.

[@xladyxmacbethx]

YOU JUST MADE ME CRY. LITERALLY MY FINGERS ARE SHAKING SO I HOPE NO TYPOS IN THIS COMMENT. Thank you so much. You have no idea how much this means to me. Really. This made my day, no kidding! THANK YOU!!!!!!

[@stacyedits7067]

I honestly don't know how Mer will react... She really loved him. I'm truly a Merthan and Merder stan but still... they were so cute together. And now, Mer had lost Andrew too...

[@FinlandiatipuX]

Well... Thank you? Thank you for starting my Sunday with a cry 😂 I haven't watched the latest seasons but I think DeLuca was fine and the love he and Mer shared was everything 😭 at least they got that last scene on the beach together... I just hope Mer will remember that when she is awake ❤️ And I hope it came across but your editing was on next level!

[@UndeniableProduction]

That was beautiful. I love this sad, angsty song.

[@mollihollody2862]

It's a really beautiful edit!❤

[@soseztheleadr]

Wonderful.

[@jenniferhuynh9154]

They ended him so she could be with that euro doctor, without having deluca lingering in the background. Nothing worse to see your ex at work everyday. Trust me.

[@Melli0090]

thanks for this amazing video. Deluca was one of my favorites on Grey's Anatomy.My feeling tells me that Meredith will now get together with the new doctor(hayes) but that would be really boring.

[@lauracmendes]

isso doeu muito muito muito msm

[@natzkiki2129]

Beautiful 😍Andrew & Meredith

[@biancapereda9002]

😭😭💔

[@camilalucia4475]

Meu Merluca, af que saudade! 😢❤

[@GreysALIASAnatomy]

Why does this show really need to kill off everyone in order to move the story along? I swear. I mean if they really wanted him gone, why can't he have just taken some time away or decided to help other kids in trouble. It's really rude. It makes me so upset because TBH I really don't ship people on GA, but I really did them.

[@semajdebose4961]

Amazing video miss deluca already check out Sonny and Davis aka Savis on seal team on CBS

[@Eu.990]

Demorei a aceitar a morte do Dereck , ai vem o Deluca e morre também. Affs

[@jenniferhuynh9154]

Great thumbnail picture !!! Made me click !!

[@kau5arr]

Delucas death was so fucking horrible. Like I had so much hope for him and mer. They didn’t even break up they were just taking a break to figure things out. He was finally getting better from the bipolar disorder and Krista vernoff and the other writers pulled this shit like wtf? He had so much potential. His death was extremely unnecessary and ill never forgive Krista for this shit. She ruined the entire show. Once Shonda hopped off and Krista came on the show went to absolute shit and I stand by that. Firing actor after actor. And all those characters/actors were the ones who made the show good

[@loredominguez8281]

Idk if is me, but deluca and derek look a little bit alike?

[@xladyxmacbethx]

Yes! And both have good hair 😂

[@Book_Dragon2562]

They don’t just look alike. They have similar personalities and a heroic streak that gets them killed too young.

[@xladyxmacbethx]

@@Book_Dragon2562 but Deluca speaks Italian so he is winning for me haha we all know Derek was Mer's epic love. I just loved Deluca and Mer 😭😭😭

[@Book_Dragon2562]

@@xladyxmacbethx I never expected them to be endgame but I enjoyed them while they lasted

[@chloewu2760]

He’s like the kid of Derek and mark if they did