Metalhead Reaction to Agust D - The Last [ D-Day Tour 2023 Performance ]

[@yjcho6259]

Hi, I’m a Karmy, and Yoongi never tried drugs. Doctor asked him “Have you ever tried to kill yourself?”

[@kailara3342]

5:48 So this is about a concert in Kobe, Japan that was cancelled just before the start, the members without Taehyung and Yoongi had gone up on stage to announce that the last two couldn't perform due to injury and they still did a few songs with 5. Later I don't know if it was Bighit or Yoongi himself but it was revealed that Yoongi wasn't injured but was too stressed/had a panic attack just before the concert. Then Yoongi wrote this letter : Hello, this is Suga. Many people were curious as to what I was doing on my break, and to simply put it, I walked a lot, slept a lot and thought a lot. I wanted to go on a trip to organize my thoughts before working on my mixtape. I also had a place I must go to. I wanted to do things I was able to do not as a 24-year old BTS’ Suga, but as a 24-year old Min Yoongi. It was a time where I looked back at myself. The things I will say now are things I wanted to share not as a singer to a fan or as BTS to ARMY, but to talk to you as human to human. I've always wanted to be a cool person to a lot of people. Having rationale thoughts and making rationale decisions in any situations. I wanted to live like my father. My father said to take a look around you when there's something to be happy about. Be calm and make rationale decisions when happy. The first day when "I need u" got 1st place, I took a look at my surroundings. Every minute I'm happy, I acted as if I'm not. When I'm sad I acted as if I'm not. Even if I like it, I acted as if I don't like it. I pretended to be cold-hearted and pretended to be strong. If a joy is shared, it will be doubled but if a sadness is shared, it won't get smaller. That's what I thought. I know I'm a person who's bad at expressing my emotions but I've been living that way and I thought it's right. One day, I can't exactly remember when, I was in a car with my father and he said "Yoongi, don't live like me". The first day of vacation. The first day ever since I was born, I drank with my family. It has been 6 years since I left home. We were all just chatting, listening to stories that we haven't heard of. The strong and cool father that I know, knows how to feel hurt and sad, how to feel happy and love. 1.5-pyeong in the practice room, my studio is my wide meadows and narrow prison. I can do anything and at the same time, I can't really do anything. I can work on music thoughtlessly for 20 hours, but I can also sit there and not do anything but just thinking for 20 hours. I was 13 years old when I first started writing my own lyrics. When I listen to good music, I will feel really excited and I feel really happy more than anything. To me, music is my hope and my happiness, I also want to be someone's hope and happiness. Actually I'm someone who would just walk away rather to crash and feel pain. Anyone hates being hurt and I don't want to get hurt. In "Nevermind", "If you feel like you a going to crash then accelerate more". Perharps, that's actually what I wanted to say to myself. The most upsetting time for me when I face a large number of people, is when I face myself who isn’t able to be fair to everyone. I didn’t want to hurt anyone, but there are times I couldn’t do that. I think I’m still a person that lacks in many things. The second day of the concert in Kobe... I don’t think I’ve ever slept deeply after that day. Could it be because of the fact that I gave a wound to many people? Whenever I fell asleep, I would wake up with cold sweat. Because I already once have not been able to go on stage before and have hurt many people, I said that I’ll go up (to perform) no matter what situation arises. Everyone tried to stop me. I really cried a ton at the situation of not being able to go up on stage. And I know crying is losing. It’s really easy for me to cope with my own sorrow, but witnessing those who love me in sadness is very hard. I made them sad, once again. If I could go back to that day, I would go on stage no matter what. So there was just one place to go. I went to Kobe during my break. Many people tried to stop me from going, but I didn’t want to be ashamed of myself any longer. So I just went to Kobe without planning. It was my second time visiting the concert venue after a concert. The first was Ax Hall at late night after finishing the first Red Bullet concert. The second time was the Kobe World Memorial Hall, at where I failed to perform. I hate becoming a numb person. I didn’t want to take the love and these glorious days for granted. I didn’t want to be a numb person. That’s why I visited the venues again on my own. (T/N: He’s saying he doesn’t want to take all the love he’s receiving as granted, he really wants to appreciate every single love he gets. He’s meaning numb in the way by how he wouldn’t be able to feel what the fans feel about him. He’s basically saying he wants to appreciate every love he gets from his fans) I liked being on stage, and I still do. When I was 17 and performed in front of 2 people I stood proudly and made eye contact with them during my performance. However after my debut I feel that I have not been righteous towards myself. I think it may be because I knew better than anyone that I wasn’t perfect. And then on the day of the first performance of HYYH on stage I made proud eye contact with the audience that I didn’t do in quite a while. But after the second day of the Kobe concert when I was unable to stand on stage, I didn’t have the courage to confidently confront the large number of people. So that’s why I visited Kobe, the concert hall again. I kept wandering around the area by the concert hall from the time I arrived there until the time our performance was due to begin that day. From the ticketing booth to the entrance and the concert hall - I wanted to feel the same emotions as you all from every nook and corner. I felt many emotions. Happiness, the excited nervousness felt while waiting for the performance, sadness, resentment, anger, regret, etc. I wanted to understand you all, and I do understand. So I’m sorry and apologetic, for I am not a perfect human being. I’m a person who is weak but acts strong. Once again I realized that I was a person who’s lacking. Although I’m not religious, I prayed at that place. After all, at the end, it was a fated day. Even if it’s ended, let’s not let this heart become numb. To me, who wanted to spend every moment alone, you all were taking up quite a large part (of my mind). Age and gender, nationality and religion, what language you use - all of that isn’t important to me. "Whether you're young or old, whether you have a hidden child, I don't care", haven't I said this already. That day, we unexpectedly had a Music Bank broadcast and I boarded a plane and returned a day before planned. I returned after organizing my many thoughts. Once again, while feeling that I’m a blessed person, I felt that I need to be a person who lives every moment feeling thankful. This is the moment I realizied the fact that 24-year old Min Yoongi, who hates being an adult, is standing in front of the threshold to being an adult. Thank you for making me a blessed person, ARMY. Although I’m never able to say this because I’m bad at expressing myself. Here I am conveying my feelings and thoughts once more through a piece of less-than-satisfactory writing. I will live while being thankful of every moment as I am such a lacking human being. I love you, ARMY.

[@marjaloggen2649]

@@kailara3342 That was so open and beautiful and heartbreaking! 💜💜💜

[@Tunapie]

The last concert in Seoul was an emotional rollercoaster. The last few songs hit more deeply.

[@erwi2836]

Agree😭😭😭💜

[@AnnaAnzi]

I love the line that's like "It's not that you wouldn't sell out, it's that you couldn't" it's just such a badass line, that also showing how he's overcome/overcoming his past traumas

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

One of the many amazing lines in this song, thank you for watching!

[@soop5414]

The cameras show him from every angle. A statement that he is showing us everything. And also that there is no hiding from his inner self anymore. His lyric about hiding in a bathroom... An early concert where he was overwhelmed by the number of fans. He had an anxiety attack and hid from everyone.

[@Rabbitwarren_7]

This song is extremely raw. I appreciate Yoongi’s honesty and vulnerability, and yours too Bryan. I hope you realise that your community loves you💜 Thank you for the reaction😁

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

I appreciate that 💜 Thank you for watching!

[@evasomething4116]

The line "My fans hold your head high, who does as much as me", at the final concert in KR Army sang "who does as much as YOU!" Gave me the chills. So good.

[@cindykuo7499]

i hope you will have a chance to watch his very very last D-Day tour the final in seoul. Every "The Last" performance in this tour, he finished off just walking off the stage, and that's it. But for this last performance, he turned around saying his goodbyes and thank yous, most importantly, he walked to "the Amygdala door," opened it, and walked throught it. I think it means he's finally happy and healed, a closure for him. About the cameras around him, they were intended, like stage props. If you watch the whole concert, the stage is consist of many little stages to form a big stage. And with every few songs sang, one little stage will be lifted up to the roof, and so as time goes by, the (big) stage will be smaller and smaller. That's why for "The Last" there was no stage left, he was just standing on the floor with cameras surrounded. The production was well thought out. We didn't know the stage designed to be like the room in Amygdala MV until the last day where "the door" showed up. I hope I don't confuse you with the explanation. English isn't my first language😂

[@mandyhathaway497]

Wow ....that explains alot ...thank you for that explanation... Concidering English is not first language you explained really well...well done💯💜

[@poeticjustice706]

Yoongi is so transparent with his emotions and is not afraid to be vulnerable, I respect him,so much for that 🫂 He deserves the world. So very proud of him especially of what he has done this year with his tour and the D-Day album.

[@sanyabeharry1437]

This song is the reason Yoongi is my #1 bias - he's so damn brave and honest. Thank you for sharing your own experiences too and I'm glad you've overcome them as well 💜

[@buffybot11]

Diagnosed with depression myself, The Last made me an Army in 2017 thanks to a yt glitch... it was recommend to me, though I didn’t listen to rap. I cried my eyes out even without knowing the lyrics, the original track has no translations... I wanted to know who he was, the rest is history ... I love all of them to bits, but Yoongi will always have a special place in my heart.

[@nhanarchy]

I'm so grateful to Yoongi for sharing this with us. To help himself and to help those of us that can unfortunately relate. It must have been so hard for him to perform live. Highly recommend watching the performance from DDay the Final D3. Last song of the last show of the tour, he leaves it ALL on stage during this song. Thank you Brian for your reaction and sharing your story with us as well 💜

[@erikoenglish1651]

His last day of D-Day concert, he was crying and singing Snooze, My dear friend. Thank you for K-diamonds helping him. 💎💎💎💎💎💎💎

[@materidouska286]

Raw reaction to a raw performance, thank you! You must have hear already by now, but his closing day ( day 3) of Seoul encore tour has been something out of this world incredible and like nothing we have seen with Yoongi before. I warmly recommend you search that out. I do not mean to sensationalize his emotional state during that last day of his tour, but it was simply magical. He was so vulnerable and so so daring. It was such a privilege to witness it. His brothers were there ( Jin, Hobi and Joonie), his parents were there, Namjoon performed his new unreleased song and it was his last performance before enlistment announcement. It was gutting and beautiful at the same time. He just let go and left everything on the stage that night. Amygdala, Dear my fried, Snooze, Nevermind and The last was one big tear fest. He was crying, the whole arena was crying, people online were crying... he was the strongest we have ever seen him and I never felt prouder of him and BTS and us as their fandom.

[@KathyHussey063]

What an incredible privilege to have been present to witness such an absolutely brave & fierce performance. You know a lot of performers would've said 'NOPE' & just noped on out of there once they'd become emotional like that, but not Yoongi....oh no and NOT withvall his bros there& his parents too and NOT on his last performance of that concert either,, no way !! . That's what's SO SPECIAL about our BTS guys, they're REAL, they are US, they do not pretend to be immune to the pains of this life or the emotions we all go through & by doing this; Yoongi served such a wider cause, a bigger truly helpful thing for millions of men for them to SEE & understand that strong men CAN & DO feel & CRY and they're all the stronger for being able to let stuff out like that and own it, like not be afraid to be human.. I love Yoongi so much. He said in a live that what made him cry was that in those momets with his 6 BTS bros there, he thought about how he had once watched his Seniors performing and he had dreamt that he'd be like those Seniors he watched one day, the KIdols he'd admired. Suga said that night that some of his Juniors were in attendance too & he realized that the Juniors wee watching him and they too dreamt of being like Yoongi one day, now. Suga realized HE HAD ACHIEVED his dream, he WAS a SENIOR others were watching perform and dreaming of being like HIM one day, Is that not so beutiful a moment for him to have had right then?

[@linehenriksen5167]

The lyrics, the performance and everything about this song is just so raw. I admire Yoongi so much for his courage and honesty, that he feels safe enough to show this side of him to us and to be so transparent with his emotions. I know a lot of ARMYs can relate to this song

[@silviamunoz6863]

This song was the first that broke my heart and made me seeing them with other eyes... my admiration for Yoongi never stops increasing! His words are so powerful and can help so many people who is currently suffering... Those guys are not just artist, but mental therapists too.. I love them all!! And hope you clean your heart definitely... you're doing a very good job with us and, as long as we can see, with your family, dear Bryan! 💜💜💜💜

[@lulullabylu]

This song is the reason why I'm ARMY now. Yoongi's raw honesty completely flipped my point of view about what kpop can be and I'm so thankful for that

[@blackcappedchickadee8469]

This song will rip your guts right out. Still one of my favorite ones from him. The rawness and the vulnerability that he is willing to share with us is so precious 💜

[@cata7728]

11:54 "Living life is hard. Growing old is an achievement; it's hard to do." I've never thought of it that way. Thank you for this tidbit of wisdom as well as being so open and honest about yourself. I'll definitely recall this when facing an obstacle in the future. 💜

[@bt6248]

The Last hits hard, and to be honest, isn't a song I'd want to listen to over and over, but I respect Yoongi for writing and releasing such a personal and painful confession. Bryan, you, like Yoongi, are brave to share your mental health struggles, and I'm glad that you, like Yoongi, can talk about them in the past tense. 💜

[@coomacp9194]

❤💜

[@linehenriksen5167]

I appreciate your honesty Bryan 💜

[@normacasas1781]

As everyone has said Day 3 of his encore concert was amazing to witness. Thank you for sharing about yourself. You might enjoy watching Suga’s show Suchwita when he is interviewed by RM; I don’t recall if you said you watch Suchwita on your own time. Keep taking care of yourself and for sharing your vulnerability 💜💜💜💜

[@elle7381]

Yoongi is awesome! Thank you for being here, Bryan.

[@ImNotAFishAnymore]

13:04 He has social phobia. Thus, imagine his courage, to sing his most raw song while in close up of that many cameras transmitting every angle real time to the big screen...

[@mecrudoprava]

hi bryan thank you for your reaction it was amazing . i love this song and this performance too. In fact, before the tour, I would never have thought that he would add this song to the concert setlist. But I'm glad he did. I would also like to see your reaction to the last day performances like snooze dear my friend and amygdala. These were the most powerful and emotional performances I have ever seen.

[@fi0rella]

thank you for being so honest Bryan, it's very appreciated. Coming from a very broken family so I can relate. Also it's his loss, you're a great person!!!

[@fy3845]

Hi Bryan, thank you for always being real and sharing some of yourself in your reactions (that must be scary at times). I think Yoongi chose to surround himself with all the cameras for this final song could be that he is showing he is not hiding anything from us. (This is just my speculation) and he walks off with no fanfare also showing us his true self as well. I can’t imagine how his parents were feeling watching this performance. They attended his 2nd to last show in Seoul finale along w V’s parents I think.

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

I did almost cut out a lot of this reaction, but I decided to keep it in. Also, that is interesting about the cameras, I like it! Thank you for watching 💜

[@hk.nighttraveler]

Bragging moment, yoongi dumped his water bottle over my head in chicago 😂

[@Yiningwu5622]

criminally underated. thanks for the reaction !

[@borborsasa]

Watching him perform The Last at the D-Day concert with the live band version was surreal.

[@LynnHermione]

14:48 SO TRUE and even worse in the idol industry that is allergic to sincerity and chews idols and spits them out. This song shook the ground out of the industry back then. A LOT of idols contacted yoongi to work with him after because they knew they'd be safe with him.

[@flyushkifly]

2:38 When I go to Walmart 'n' stuff Ya know, my palms are sweaty. My heart rate is up, My knees are weak, I am spaghetti. --- Social anxiety bars, man! 😅💜

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

🤣

[@mplahke]

Thank you Bryan for taking this on once you knew it was going to be tough for you--you may have anxiety, but you are also brave and a fighter.

[@princess4joonnjk]

whenever he performs this i get so much chills, this is the highlight for me in the tour

[@magdalenagabrowska8169]

Hmm I will only add that he changed lyrics in "The last" for the tour, he dosen't use name of the show "Show me the money" in concert, I don't remember exacly what he says but meaning is similar, he simply didn't use name rapping. And with this concert that he don't really remeber, I think it was stres and panic and tirednes... People say that he is talking about concert in Kobe, Japan when he and V were taken to hospital bc they were feeling really bad at practice and 2 concerts were canceled and they all get back to korea after hospital let them go. Suga feld really bad bc of this, he even put out latter to fans after with apology. But I don't know if this lyrics and that situation are connected. Bc it could be any concert when his mental state wasen't good so he don't even remember it but it still happened, and he was more on 'autopilot mode'... I honestly think that the piip part is more about "if you had thouthgs" then if you tried but then people say the piip id like flag line sooo, we will never know. He left it like that for reason... In episode of Suchwita with Namjoon (I think). Joon said to Suga that he is do much more positive now then years back, and they talk a little about it - Suga said he changed his thinking, looking at world but he still has his dark moments, it simply comes, when he goes more quiet and more melancholy and He said that he simply have to go thro them, but it easier now and he knows better himself.

[@Nothing-vr1xx]

I know it's not my place to say this but you are a good man Bryan.

[@bellrmr]

Thank you very much for your reaction 💜! I really appreciate it, for sharing your story and for appreciating everything Yoongi shares with us 💜 Songs like these touch my heart, my soul, they deconstruct and reconstruct me every time I listen to them. Yoon's songs in particular have the ability to make you cry, heal, feel stronger and laugh. I love him and his art so much 💜

[@orangepeelqueen2787]

This was the song that made Yoongi my bias. I also relate a lot.

[@notcaseykasem5702]

Saw this live, I was somewhere off to the right that day! Legitimately life altering type of show. I'm so grateful I exist at the same time as yoongi.

[@martina_9260]

I love Yoongi so much. Thank you for reacting, sending you a big hug

[@blackcappedchickadee8469]

I think the set with the many cameras is a representation of this song. He lets us see every camera angle all at once like he lets us see every thing in himself with this song. He is exposed for us to see, inside and out.

[@너는누구-m1y]

이 곡의 라이브버전은 8월6일 서울에서 공연한 라이브를 추천해요. 꼭 추천합니다!! 이 날 공연은 “life goes on” 부터 마지막 곡인 “The last”, 그리고 마지막에 윤기가 공연장을 떠나는 모습까지 보시길 추천 드려요. 리액션을 하지 않으셔도 개인적으로라도 꼭 보시길 바래요~ For the live version of this song, I recommend the live performance in Seoul on August 6th. I definitely recommend it!! For this day's performance, I recommend you to see from "life goes on" to the last song "The last", and Yoongi leaving the concert hall at the end. Even if you don't react, I hope you watch it personally~

[@camellemarquina9273]

it took me a while to listen to this song because even if i dont know the lyrics, the emotions in his voice makes me shake and cry. im so proud of him. im proud of you too. bryan. thank you for sharing what youve been through as well.

[@JOELMAMUNIZ97]

Omg this Song 🤧💜💜💜

[@Hbora0613]

I hope you watch this song and dear my friend and snooze D3 of his latest concert in Seoul too 💜

[@kitsunerinkan]

I grew up similarly to you. I don’t speak to any of my family anymore because to them, toxicity, negativity, abuse and money is all that matters. Nothing else. They want a puppet, and humanity doesn’t matter. Your honesty and courage in speaking out is powerful. I think Yoongi would have a lot of respect for you for doing so. It’s why Yoongi wrote these songs and shared so much: because he believes in speaking out. The doctor asks him if he ever tried to take his life. In Asia it’s taboo to talk about self harm and suicide. Yoongi struggled with an OCD issue with biting his nails and the skin around his nails to the point they would bleed, I think he said? I believe I read that somewhere. He has also been very open about his depression, anxiety and social phobia. I remember when they canceled the concert here in Kobe and everyone was confused and worried for Yoongi and Taehyung. Love from 🇯🇵. 💜💜

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

Thank you for sharing a bit about yourself and for the info on Suga 💜

[@my7soulmates]

Thank you for your reaction Bryan and for sharing your personal story with us. I can relate to you. Take care.

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

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[@paulagrave9516]

Suga is so intense as Agust D. It's insane. There are Armys who could attend 7 and 9 of DDay:s concerts. That's insane too. Lucky ones! 😅 Feel free to talk about serious issues. We are here for you too. ❤💜

[@Mark-vj7zd]

He says at one point that he comes from ‘han’, which (as I understand it) is a complex expression almost impossible to translate directly into English. I’ve seen it described as a mix of regret, resentment and resignation, coupled with defiance.

[@MyBrown50]

This song sealed him being my bias.

[@hanjibear]

You gotta watch the performance from the very last day it was heartbreakingly incredible

[@liliputjo3951]

watch snooze, dear my friend, amygdala and the last on the third day of the encore concert in seoul. trust me its more emotional and raw than this

[@Tejiranshi]

💜

[@lilian5583]

Essa música me fez virar army... a letra é tão pesada mas eu me conecto muito com ela porque também tenho depressão...yoongi é muito forte e corajoso de se abrir assim, eu o admiro muito e foi isso que me fez amar ele tanto. Meu utt pra sempre 💜🥺

[@amiel1727]

Plis react for Dear friend in the last final concert 😢💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@afifanoman8014]

Finally

[@dariajustdaria2292]

I hope you did read up on he concept of Han on doolset, it's am integral part of Korean mentality and hits so much harder when you get the reference! The more reacted to lyric video skips the Han line entirely for some reason and it hurts me every time 😅

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

I did look it up and checked Doolset, thank you for watching!

[@benes_ot7877]

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[@louisedawnauthor6590]

I think the performance where he talks about not remembering and hiding in the bathroom - I heard it may have been in Japan. And he had a massive panic attack. That’s why it’s a blur. Not drugs. Drugs are a big no-no for idols and can result in immediate banishment. The show was canceled and he felt really bad for years. I think that’s when he decided to go to therapy. I may be wrong but that’s what I pieced together from stories and interviews.

[@mplahke]

Drugs also a big no-no for Yoongi--Dear My Friend is about someone he was close to who got into drugs and went to prison, but couldn't go straight. People are saying that he offered Yoongi drugs, and that's when Yoongi felt he had to cut the connection. He regrets the loss, hates the reason, and you can hear his contempt for pill-poppers in several of his songs. He couldn't sing this one on Sunday either, and was apologizing to the audience, but we all understood.

[@BTSArmy.613]

Hahaha HAHAHAHAAAAAA Within 28-29 minutes of posting! Ha!

[@BTSArmy.613]

🥹🥹🥹 I relate to it just a tiny bit. I used to have social phobia (never extreme thankfully) but Everything changed after I started loving myself with no limitation and realised I'm worth much more than I always thought ❤ all thanks to their songs like Epiphany & Answer Love Myself, and many more. And to you. I'm proud of you for expressing your emotions, for being vulnerable. That means being really strong in my dictionary 💯

[@BTSArmy.613]

This song is lit 🔥🔥 Thankyou for reacting to BTS 💜

[@DestructiveMediaYT]

I am getting better at loving myself, it just takes a bit sometimes. Thank you for watching! 💜

[@Chips553]

hi you haven't checked out jungkook and suga at suga's concert. jungkook did burn it with suga and also performed seven live. thank you

[@mplahke]

His parents were in the audience, so it was the clean version. I think he scaled the choreography back a tad also.

[@lollipop2900]

Hey! I see you and I enjoy your company, even if it’s only on YT 🫶🏻