I still watch these episodes periodically and I always feel so many things watching. Of course the predominant feeling is pride seeing Solar-nim's triumph and seeing her really admirable mindset, but also heartbreak over how much she endured. Not to mention, part of this overlapped with WAW, and it must have been so difficult to sing such a draining song while starving, especially for someone who always eats so well before performing. Solar-nim still managed an astonishing level of brightness and humor. Really, Solar-nim did so so well.