That 1st verse sums up depression perfectly. "Tried self-destruction 'til I couldn't function, I hurt myself, hated myself, it didn't help me, Tried self-control, tried letting go To heal myself, I went to Hell, I hope you know." I have lived in that verse for 7 years now and I just don't understand how the pit can be so deep
@DoctorDarlingTTV Жыл бұрын
I found my way out after that long with some bipolar meds and I'm not trying to hit you with the cliche recommendation type stuff but I hope you find your way out too, thanks for hanging in there.
@awesomeguy40169 ай бұрын
quit the yap
@Rancid_Sanity9 ай бұрын
@@awesomeguy4016 what does "quit the yap" mean?
@jesterbob8286 ай бұрын
Mucho texto
@damao_7162 жыл бұрын
I can't explain what her aesthetic is, something like witch aesthetic but dark tecno at the same time, this is so cool and unique, amazing, and I'm love it
@vanspoorsveeplays357 Жыл бұрын
I think "goth" fits as a general description, because she's definitely teetering several subgenres.
@kogaju7678 Жыл бұрын
Her aesthetic is OF alt girl with actual talent
@haliensexist Жыл бұрын
Pastel cyber goth
@justinwainwright506911 ай бұрын
As a musician I HATE the "you sound like, look like, your aesthetic is like ...." I know you mean it as a compliment but all your doing is saying "your cool and all but your just copying x/y.".....how about we just say she has a Mothica aesthetic....
@damao_71611 ай бұрын
@@justinwainwright5069 nobody care your opinion
@enrikopratt85472 жыл бұрын
This is an absolutely incredible video. Interesting sets, fantastic costumes. Everything was on point. Great job. And great job on the album!
@Mothica2 жыл бұрын
thank you so much ♡♡ :')
@hegh24252 жыл бұрын
These sets are killing me. Costume, hair & makeup are working so well together. The way the sound and lighting blend the visuals. So good
@Mothica2 жыл бұрын
Thank you!!!! ♡♡
@blackrose21752 жыл бұрын
Been listening to the album on repeat since 5 AM and I could not be more impressed or proud. With every album we see your growth and the strength you're gaining, and it's been such an amazing journey to witness. Thank you so much for sharing your talent and your story with us, so that we don't feel so alone in the dark. ❤️
@ameerkld83032 жыл бұрын
no dark here
@Mothica2 жыл бұрын
this means so much! love youu ♡♡♡♡
@blackrose21752 жыл бұрын
@@Mothica We love you more!!!! ❤️
@mOnKeYsNsAnItY2 жыл бұрын
This could not have been released at a better time. I got some extremely bad news that's sucked me back down into my dark zone and this just is the most appropriate theme song for it. Thank you.
@andysokayi2 жыл бұрын
Keep that head up! This truly is a beautiful song, I'm sure many of us, including myself can relate to some degree and we just have to support each other through these tough times. We'll get through it! At the very least we can appreciate Mothica, and music in general for bringing us together :]
@MrPoshreany2 жыл бұрын
It feels good to know I’m not the only one that is like afraid of the morning and just wants it to end. Give me night time anytime because I can’t cope during the day. That’s why I’m Nocturnal.
@FeldAmused2 жыл бұрын
i would not say afraid of the morning, but i fuking hate it, when the sun goes up my mood goes down, i cant take it, im yearning for endless nights maybe we should relocate to island :D
@Josuep8hw2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: Sing Along ! 💙.....🌌.....🦋 *Mothica - Nocturnal* Tried self-destruction 'til I couldn't function I hurt myself, hated myself, it didn't help me Tried self-control, tried letting go To heal myself, I went to Hell, I hope you know What it's like to fight your mind When your skin still crawls at night I pretend that I'm all right 'til the lights go out Don't got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylight's not for me That's why I'm nocturnal Hate when the morning comes This life that I'm running from Can't fly too close to the sun That's why I'm nocturnal Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah That's why I'm nocturnal Lost in the static, I can't go past it I got this far, I need the dark, a little madness A little patience, some kind of saving Keep circling to find another life worth chasing I pretend that I'm all right 'til the lights go out Don't got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylight's not for me That's why I'm nocturnal Hate when the morning comes This life that I'm running from Can't fly too close to the sun That's why I'm nocturnal Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah That's why I'm nocturnal That's why I'm nocturnal That's why I'm nocturnal I pretend that I'm all right
@harshjain59822 жыл бұрын
MOTHICA NEEDS A RAISE GUYS SHE DESERVES A HUGE AUDIENCE 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
@peytonelizabeth2 жыл бұрын
So excited! I haven’t been this hyped for a new album from anyone in a long time. ♡♡ This video and the song is the definition of MAJOR SLAY ♥︎
@Mothica2 жыл бұрын
♡♡♡♡♡♡
@olgaarishina5231 Жыл бұрын
Прекольно Быстро
@Rome_Emor2 жыл бұрын
2:17 leading into that breakdown come on!!!!! So insanely good! Also I'd love to see a full choreographed performance of this!!!
@danidarkoDANGEST2 жыл бұрын
Amo la música de Mothica, es tan original y creativa, definitivamente se volvió mi favorita
@thenightranger9872 жыл бұрын
I’ve listened to this album around seven times today. I think it’s exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you so much. Also, our family just traveled across state and the house we’re staying at happens to have a moth infestation right now
@bel265 Жыл бұрын
This masterpiece as well as her other songs. It is hard for me to find a Mothica song that I would dislike. It is great to find an artist like this, all around not just with her music. ❤
@katkatmeoww2 жыл бұрын
this is so aesthetic i love literally every set and costume?? you can tell how much love and thought was put into all of this. time to listen to this album on repeat for two months straight
@mattscruggs5742 жыл бұрын
I've never in my days seen doctors dance like that in a video. And these lyrics!? I'm a vocalist too and these are out of the park. Shit man. Honestly an original.
@chimitrey082 жыл бұрын
yeah the doctors were very new and different I thought maybe I just haven't seen enough but here you are too. it was very well choreographed. yeah the lyrics were perfect. nothing extra nothing less. but I'm not a vocalist... I'll have to look up what that means.
@dolisamuse45616 ай бұрын
This is one of the most visually beautiful videos I’ve ever seen!
@Piemasteratron Жыл бұрын
Yeah really good video Good bop too
@rorywolsey36372 жыл бұрын
This is so metalcore, love her voice with this sound. And the video is so sick 🖤🔥,it reminds me a bit of Marilyn Manson in Mechanical Animals and I love it.
@emmanuelgarciaq2 жыл бұрын
Addicted
@azylum19792 жыл бұрын
I saw this awesome band this weekend. You have a new fan!! Love from Nashville!!!
@Mothica2 жыл бұрын
hi!!!! thank you for supporting me ♡♡
@nickd.98822 жыл бұрын
sorry for the double comment, but that last one was made before the video dropped while listening to the album. That being said, I am SPEECHLESS after watching this! This is what 'art' looks and sounds like, period. I love this album so much it's silly.
@envies_ephemeres2 жыл бұрын
It's like she lives in my head - I'm still getting over being blown away by 'Sensitive', and she hits with THIS. Always amazing, and ever better.
@Josuep8hw2 жыл бұрын
this is a work of art the entire album of nocturnal Mckenzie great journey I am very happy with what you have grown as an artist happy Friday friend! 💙🦋☁️
@klemontyme4 ай бұрын
one of the best songs she's ever made
@aimbreak14612 жыл бұрын
This album is so amazing, the three interludes… holy cow. Love your music!!
@JboyJW2 жыл бұрын
This song is awesome!! Can't wait for the video!
@mat420AU Жыл бұрын
ALWAYS GETS ME THROUGH WITH SONG AND DAYYYUM THOSE VISUALS U CREATE JUST WOW
@jcityhustla6172 жыл бұрын
This already looks like an all time great Mothica music video, can't wait!
@JacopoSkydweller Жыл бұрын
I had never heard of you until I was reading a KZbin comment on a metal video, that paid respect to you for bringing metal into pop. I'm not a pop guy AT. ALL. But this goes pretty hard. The costumes, sets and overall aesthetic are so sick as well. Keep it up, love it.
@galacticat33092 жыл бұрын
Holy shit! Like i knew music vid would be good but its even better than I expected🔥🔥🔥 The sets are breathtakingly beautiful and your outfits are just as stunning AND it all fits so nicely with the song. Genuinely Mothica you always manage to impress us all with your talent and imagination 🌙🖤
@henrymieleborja76142 жыл бұрын
I approve of Galatic Cat's massage...Have a wonderful day and keep the hits coming...#X_19_Zul
@chimitrey082 жыл бұрын
yes. way better than I expected. everything you said
@izolia.2 жыл бұрын
Can we talk about the vocals plsssss!!! Great job on this and through this video, the story shines through. I’m definitely a words person so it moves me and when you have the vocals it changes everything. I’m 15, and I have emotions that are very difficult to express through communication (speaking). Ive been listening to ur music for quite some time and I’m ngl, I’ve never heard songs that describes exactly how I’m feeling. Love ur music so much ❤️!
@maxfroloff2 жыл бұрын
both the picture and the music are 10/10. Incredibly beautiful, thank you for your creativity!
@MarlowAlastairHairtley2 жыл бұрын
mothica is the true queen, making these bangers back to back, hot hot hot
@Mika_5192 жыл бұрын
Yea this is the type of music i would like to listen at 2am 😎🔥
@adaisychain4azathoth2 жыл бұрын
i don’t think i’ve ever related to a song as much as i relate to this one. oh my god
@frux10672 жыл бұрын
thank you
@blue_5782 жыл бұрын
This song is so good 😭😭😭💘💘💘
@RosesAreRed6152 жыл бұрын
yes!!!! team nocturnal people! I freaking love this song!
@idklol86102 жыл бұрын
As always, wonderful job! This video is phenomenal. Sets, costumes, props, everything! Your music is amazing and deserves soooo much more attention. -A 12-year-old fan
@IzSumTingWong Жыл бұрын
You're the most gifted musician I have seen since 2005. Your songs and videos are ART 🖤
@benlesagesac1558 Жыл бұрын
J'adore, la pop audacieuse lui va comme un gant, direction box-office.
@thisismekaien2 жыл бұрын
I was watching this mid anxiety attack and it helped me relax!
@zombie.raccoon2 жыл бұрын
this deserves way more attention
@jasonlaycock86382 жыл бұрын
This is probably my favorite album so far. Every song is amazing, and the flow is SO GOOD. From the first drop, oo this one's gonna be good
@AureliaMusic2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS A WORK OF ART!!
@dayoffinkyoto2 жыл бұрын
HI BABES
@shauntoleary2 жыл бұрын
Holy crap! That breakdown!
@spongebobssponge12242 жыл бұрын
THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD TF Tried self destruction Til I couldn’t function I hurt myself, hated myself It didn’t help me Tried self control Tried letting go To heal myself, I went to hell I hope you know What it’s like to fight your mind When your skin still crawls at night I pretend that I’m alright Til the lights go out Don’t got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylights not for me That’s why I’m nocturnal Hate when the morning comes It’s light that i’m running from Can’t fly too close to the sun That’s why I’m nocturnal (ha ha ha haha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal Lost in the static I can’t move past it I got this far, I need the dark A little madness A little patience, some kind of saving Keep circling, to find another light worth chasing I pretend that I’m alright Til the lights go out Don’t got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylights not for me That’s why I’m nocturnal Hate when the morning comes It’s light that I’m running from Can’t fly too close to the sun That’s why I’m nocturnal (ha ha ha haha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal (ha ha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal That’s why I’m nocturnal I pretend that I’m alright…
@POULISHKID2 жыл бұрын
yoooooooo!
@wayneobrien2053 Жыл бұрын
Obsession
@katie916882 жыл бұрын
The visuals are actually insane, love the contrast between different scenes and all the set and costume designs. So creative. The song accompanies it so well
@dontbesav2 жыл бұрын
So proud of you & how far you’ve come. So stoked for this album! It’s gonna be a masterpiece! 🫶💙🦋✨
@Muskequeer2 жыл бұрын
The directing 👏 the beat 👏 the song 👏 Mothica on a roll as usual 🔥👏👏
@evanblake5252 Жыл бұрын
Did not expect that drop at the end. Pretty sick.
@haleyb44152 жыл бұрын
This is my first time hearing this band and it was amazing! Fantastic job Mothica
@bilsdweeb2 жыл бұрын
KZbin recommendations getting real good lately I love this
@ImTheKillaMonster2 жыл бұрын
i've been following you since the very beginning! you've came so far!!
@АлексейВискалов-и6хАй бұрын
SUPER !!!
@bitbraindev2 жыл бұрын
One of your best works yet. I'd love to see a collaboration between Poppy and you.
@imperfect8802 жыл бұрын
The looks? The aesthetics? The vibes? The props? The lyrics? She served every fucking thing.
@sparrowlost64382 жыл бұрын
I'm so crazy hyped for this album I already know it's going to be a masterpiece! You are such an incredible artist ✨
@jefferygreear6442 жыл бұрын
The lead singer was always posed like a painting ! Which made the 2 doctors that were dancing ( basically twerking and dancing silly )perfect in contrast. god they did a good job with the set designs !!!
@daleincisions2 жыл бұрын
I just found this , Great recommendation, You found a New Fan here. I love the dark aesthetic Cyberpunk Hardcore feel. Futuristic and pop at the same time . Amazing!
@ishookhvndswithdeath83602 жыл бұрын
Oh my god I love this so much
@antosanchez1272 жыл бұрын
so glad youtube showed me this
@spongebobssponge12242 жыл бұрын
GIRL UR WORKING SO HARD
@dayoffinkyoto2 жыл бұрын
YES
@fredneumann1145 Жыл бұрын
You killed it at Sonic Temple! We were talking about it all weekend! Can’t wait to see your next show!
@shelbs47082 жыл бұрын
The video is amazing! The whole album is. I have Highlights on repeat!
@xxmelinaaxxx41732 жыл бұрын
Mothica just keeps getting better and better!
@Rio40012 жыл бұрын
Agh it’s all so amazing! Been struggling with a relapse lately and I swear nothing has helped more than this album. Love you, please keep doing what you’re doing!
@gachaloservibe98702 жыл бұрын
AHHHHHHHH I love your songs
@user-et9hf6yi8m Жыл бұрын
Really cool mv!
@theamnverma2 жыл бұрын
Hi thankx for song pusher
@vanguard61982 жыл бұрын
Absolutely love it... Plus, you're stunning. Please give us more.
@BARAHARI2 жыл бұрын
Such an honor to be a small part of this 🥲 it's amazing.
@memakiichi2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS SO GOOD
@weaponforpeace2 жыл бұрын
I CANNOT WAITT. Am I gonna stay here for 14 hours? Yes.
@Bigmike5x2 жыл бұрын
Your music is going to over shine and blast through all over artists I promise ya keep it up I hope you succeed in all you do
@beeskibee Жыл бұрын
hey! it''s anna leedy. i still watch your videos and listen to all your albums, you are absolutely one of my favorite artsits! and you're gonna be HUGE!! i can't wait :]
@zoyremix1106 Жыл бұрын
THE BEST SOUND
@ytbr33832 жыл бұрын
Wow! this was more epic than I ever imagined it would be! Amazing song, vocals, video, lyrics, everything. Just fantastic & fabulous! After many listens this is my new favourite Mothica song, but I love the other songs on the new album aswell, and the album is my fav aswell, it's really addictive! Love it. 😇
@Jesse_Chameleone24122 жыл бұрын
A big fan of Mothica
@iyashnaider2 жыл бұрын
GOD IM IN LOVE
@CapitanDeplorable8 ай бұрын
Mothica 🦋 😈 🦋
@Christopher-xg2bc2 жыл бұрын
You are so pretty I just met you today and I'm glad I did I'm so proud of you for over coming what you did
@cxconutanimates94612 жыл бұрын
Omg you look so pretty and magestic and everything is so beautiful the colors and the sets and the costumes aaaaaa i love this so much
@missmeriann-anabelle35522 жыл бұрын
Incredibly beautiful! 💖
@SeaGullArt2 жыл бұрын
me too ! ! !
@prawdopodobne80922 жыл бұрын
One of the best artist!!!! I know that one day u will be on of the biggest artist in world!!!!! Love the video and the whole album💚
@ninaelvena2 жыл бұрын
Love it! Amazing video and music! Big Fan! and thank you for being you and telling your story and helping others ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤
@Junkos_Spy2 ай бұрын
Mothica: Becomes a goddess in her dreams The scientists: *BREAKDANCING*
@hunghoangnghia70612 жыл бұрын
so good
@xxgitty81182 жыл бұрын
That was awesome 🤩
@delaresmit78892 жыл бұрын
Insanely imaginative.
@theluveli2 жыл бұрын
Mothica is so amazing, deserves a lot of knowledge. when i get famous i will be very proud