Mums Solo Getaway in an Idyllic Shepherds Hut 🚋

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[@fleurday9438]

Strikes me Gayna that you have had a long time doing happily for others - albeit friends, family, neighbours, viewers, pets ad infinitum, that you have forgotten how to just indulge your needs. I am so hoping that doesn't sound harsh, because its so not meant to be. Just means it feels strange and peculiar to you. I know you are at your happiest being with your amazing family, being the pivot....just remember the restorative powers of that time alone and take the time for Gayna more often to recharge the soul. It's a wonderful soul x Big lubs to the Margooooooooooooooooooooooo :D xxxxxx

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I need to do it more often so I can get used to it 😂

[@debrarodriguezestrada2748]

I’m sure Mums all over the world could relate and absolutely love your charmingly related experience! Thank you from the bottom of my 68 year old heart! It was glorious!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

You are so welcome!

[@sewsweetviolet]

just wonderful xxx

[@keeleyevans7356]

I can't tell you how envious I am of your couple of days away. I crave time alone and really depend on it for my mental health but only get a couple of hours here and there. I dream of a weekend away, alone, indulging in crafts, reading, relaxing and eating whatever and whenever I want. Keep your fingers crossed for me, that it'll happen one day!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It will happen one day. Promise. I haven’t had time to myself like this since 2003. I absolutely understand your feelings of envy. Hang on in there, your time will come. Xxx

[@woolycricket]

I’m so sorry you felt poorly but am very happy you did something for yourself. When we watch and feel as if we are friends we only want the very best for you. Stay well and beautiful as always.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It was rubbish timing but o still had a really lovely time. I’m looking forward to going back maybe in a few months time. X

[@celestedouville2529]

....goes to the internet to look for a hut within a 3 hour drive of my house. so lovely!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Do it!

[@pennygreenfield8418]

What a beautiful little hut to stay, but so sorry you became unwell, I really felt for you Gayna. The Shepherds Hut was so very cosy, it's almost like playing house, somewhere that I'd feel safe and warm. You made it very homely. So pleased you've recovered 😀 x

[@amanda-leem7134]

As a mum currently of 1 about to be 2. I can completely understand your feelings. When you got there i was thinking i would absolutely love that for about 6 hrs and then I'd be looking for my family because i would feel lost. You have inspired me to plan for something like this when my kids are older.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It’s a weird feeling; to finally get the time you crave and then feel like you want to be back home (and once back home would probably crave to be away for a night again 😂) Congrats on baby number 2. X

[@OllieandBella]

What a beautiful stay away ❤ bless you for feeling unwell!! Why does that happen?! Just wanted to give you a squeeze 🤗💓

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Rubbish timing, hey 😢

[@vanessaisom8620]

I think why you felt lost Gayna, is that most of the time there is structure to your day, - a week day one and a weekend one. Even at weekends, the dogs need walking, the family need feeding, school washing needs doing, so anything like knitting, sewing, drawing, gets squeezed into the odd twenty or thirty minute gaps, that happen in between the other things. So when you have 48 hours of total free time to do what you like, it's like 'what shall I do?', and you find yourself going from one thing to the other without really settling down to anything. I find I get more crafting done when I have little gaps of time that are squeezed in here or there than I do with whole days, if and when they occur, and when they do I find i miss my 'structure'. Hope that all makes sense.

[@mandyg657]

Well that's bloomin' typical ! The same happens to my husband when he finishes months of hard work, he takes a break and gets ill, just not fair. The hut was idyllic but I can totally understand how you were feeling being away from family. Its weird how when you are busy you fit in soooo much stuff and just plough through one activity after another but then when your time is your own everything seems to grind to a stop even though the time is your own ! I have no desire to go out nowadays, the odd meal at lunchtime is really lovely and a treat, I always was a home bird but since lockdown I "cabin up" at sunset and that's me done for the day, perhaps we'll feel different when the clocks change. 😀🕰 Hope to see you soon x

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I still like the idea of going out but when it comes to it I don’t want to. If I make myself go I always have fun…I don’t know what it is that makes me so contrary 😂

[@julieheudebourck]

Glad you enjoyed the Shepherds Hut. Sad you picked up a virus and became I’ll, it’s because you have been ill that you don’t have the head space for visitors you are still healing it has taken a lot out of you. Give yourself time and you will feel grand and ready for the world. Lovely podcast x

[@talesfromcuckooland]

You’re probably right x

[@ritaking8827]

Oh I am the same, with free time! I hardly ever get a chance to get any! When I get it, with no responsibility, I have no idea what to do! I have so much I can do, but what! It’s just me my husband who’s disabled and he wants his time to himself. So I’m used to be alone, and doing everything on my own, but when I get time to myself, I wish I had someone there. I find I just end up sleeping. You looked very sick, I hope you are rested. The shepherds hut, was amazing! I would have lit a fire outside first thing and sat outside for hours, because that’s my favorite thing to do, in all kinds of weather. Than I would have gone inside lit the stove and slept for two days lol! Damn the toothbrush I’m sleeping lol! I love your videos. Thank you so much, you kept me company today. Your lovely. God Bless You.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I guess it takes a while to adjust your brain to thinking about yourself which is so discombobulating

[@helenjessop5402]

I'm so sorry your getaway didn't work out as planned. Maybe you can do it again sometime but I think you will have some lovely memories of being there anyway

[@Cordelia-again]

I just reached the anniversary of when I became ill and spent time in hospital. During my recovery, I have been exploring all things slow and gentle as I work through bouts of fatigue. One of the things I have discovered is neuropathic art. It's making marks (or scribbles if you like) on paper and then filling them in. It was crested by a Russian psychiatrist to help with mental well-being. I'm slightly obsessed with it and think you might like it. X

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I am off to google this! I think I know what it is as I have saved a heap of images on Pinterest that fit the description. I hope you continue to feel better as time passes and you continue to recover. X

[@jillbeck6531]

I absolutely agree! One or two night visits are a mess! Cleaning, food, entertaining, so much work. On the other hand, the shepherd’s hut was lovely. We stayed in one near Oxford that was smaller and a bit more rustic (a meadow to cross to get to the toilet) but decorated in a similar fashion. So luxurious for a shepherd’s hut! Looking forward to your revisit to Ted or Len!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I am soo ok looking forward to going back in June to stay in Len and make another video. I’ve been invited by the owners and I’ll be helping them make an info video too. Can’t wait!

[@juliemills1180]

I can’t believe this, I have booked a shepherds hut for may and like you I intended to have a go at sketching and reading and taking my crocheting ,how uncanny is that, it looks really pretty and peaceful.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

How wonderful! And not too long to wait either. Btw a bloke replied to your comment and I have removed it. It was a scammer and not genuine x

[@thecraftydawn]

My home is my quiet place and I just don't like people coming in to it, but that's just me. The shepherds hut looked beautiful. Hope you are better now. ❤

[@ericallerton809]

So nice of you to share with us all,,,Gayna! Loved that sweet,cozy spot,,,m So sorry u got ill,,what a Bummer,,,, Glad u got home and know what u mean about being home,,,, Since covid,,,Have become so much more if a homebody,,,, And love it,,, Elaine🏡🏡🏘🏘🏚🏚

[@gilscot100]

Blooming January and February. My mother used to hate the those 2 months and I didnt understand. Now in my 60s I do - for sure I do not want to go out nor socialize just want to hunker down at home. I think we slump after the bustle of Christmas/New Year, the days are still short and the weather is gloomy. Your shepherd’s hut was perfect but you became sick …… maybe the next time. Or maybe you are better “refreshed” if you have a stitchy retreat with a friend, or friends.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I usually rather like these months but I have loud and dirty building work going on in the house that’s hard going. I like to think of these months as a recovery time or a time for resting before the busy summer months. I used to hate winter and craved the summer but things have changed for me. Xx

[@dianadarby9108]

so important to take time when you are raising family. I was not as fortunate as you but used to dream of doing so. I really enjoyed your getaway. Glad you are on the mend.

[@kellyphillips716]

I loved watching this so much! Thank you xxx

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Welcome! It was a pleasure to film it and share it 😍😍😍

[@Charlie-cz3jh]

Perhaps you should invest in a drawing table! Love this video❣❣🥰 I'm so sorry you got sick!😔 Your awesome. Remember that. And don't feel horrible about your feelings. I'm a homebody also. And just because people love to come to your home doesn't mean that you have to allow them or feel bad about not allowing them.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I’ll have to look up what a drawing table is. I have a lap tray I could use.

[@hebulanebula]

Gayna, You are brave 😊 I would never be comfortable taking off on my own and staying in a cabin , cozy or not . 😂 I did do a lot on my own when I Was younger...but nowadays , I’m content at home . I’ve become quite the homebody ❤ and love it .

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I didn’t once think about it being brave or scary until a few people said the same as you! I loved it and want to go again. I needed just a couple of days to allow my brain to settle down and have some solitude. I came home and felt rejuvenated and so grateful to have my dear family around me again. X

[@Lululovescrochet]

Oh lovely Gayna you are so brave to go away by yourself - it looked like heaven but sorry you got poorly. Isn’t that always the way when you stop. Loved all the little touches they had in and around the hut 😍 Lulu and I watched About Time at the weekend too, it’s one of my favourite comfort films. Prosecco is also my weakness 😂 I can stop and one g&t but never one glass of the bubbly stuff! Anyway beautiful vlog as always, thanks for sharing your break, glad you’re feeling better - Em xx

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It didn’t cross my mind that it was brave to go away alone but a few people have said they wouldn’t feel comfortable going away alone and not to a remote shepherds hut. It didn’t cross my mind at all, I felt at ease at all times. I’d be more nervy walking through a town at closing time 😝 xxxxx

[@Lululovescrochet]

@@talesfromcuckooland absolutely… even scarier than that, for me, would be being alone with my thoughts for 24 hours! 😂😳xxx

[@bryandixon6138]

🌱🤍… idyllic 🌱🤍… thank you for taking us with you to this beautiful place, hope you get back with your lovely bunch, you and Toby in the hut boys in your new camper van👍 and 🐾🐾 of course💙💗 and make more lovely memories 💫 PS.. I have those gorgeous light switches, I think they are still available as had them a few years now from Switch to Wood love them. 🤗 Alison xx

[@margaretgerth1067]

I understand exactly how you felt. Excited, then thrilled with the place, then, ok, now what do I do? I think there’s the feeling that you HAVE to make the most of it! I wonder if you had taken one of your sweet dogs along (if they are allowed) to give you someone to talk to and to walk in that lovely field, if you would have been a bit more comfortable. Mothers are so used to “looking after” everyone that we feel quite lost when we can’t!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

No dogs allowed and also my dogs are very very needy. They take up a lot of my attention so I wouldn’t have been able to rest properly. I did miss them though.

[@SuziQZ]

So nice Gayna! My husband and our two boys are my world. I do everything for them and enjoy it all. When they go away on a hike in the Adirondack or Catskills Mountains for a few day… I get all my yarn out, my sewing, my tea and chocolates and wine and life couldn’t be better😂

[@suedale1865]

Sorry you succumbed to a lurgy on your getaway & hopefully fully recovered by now You have space in your paddock for a shepherd hut as a space for you & the family ( not guests ) Big virtual hug 🫂

[@emmypeters4286]

I just found your podcast and I love love love watching the episodes. So far you gave me so many ideas! quilt made from old shirts, Yorkshire pudding, etc. etc. What a lovely hut you stayed in. Like to go there once. Saved the address. I think I now the feeling when you felt a little bit lost there. So excited to be on your own, but when you are, then what.. You are now on my list of my favorite podcasts and I will continue watching them. So nice to see little old England again. We lived there for 7 years and had a great time (me, my husband and our three boys) Hope to visit the country now more since our middle son moved to London for work.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

You’re exactly right! When you’re so used to one way of life once you jump into another it takes a while to adjust…and then you’re back home again!

[@lynnewilcox8169]

The picture on the wall of the ruins was Glastonbury Abbey. Also there was an old map of Somerset in a frame on the wall, we have jigsaw of a similar map of Somerset from 1661.

[@wendyware9738]

What a great vlog and really surprised to see you on your own. Lovely shepherd’s hut and idyllic location. I’ve always thought it would be great to have one at home but expensive and getting the services to it would be very tricky. Loved the deer we have had four with us for a long time, two does with their fawns which have grown! They do play havoc with the garden though. Sad you were so poorly typical. They seemed to have thought of everything in the hut so thoughtful. Glad you are feeling better now. Must admit like you yes love being at home and feel safe. Thanks so much for sharing.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I wanted to go alone so I could switch off entirely and think of nothing and no one. Selfish of me but so good for me. I spent so long looking forward to going it feels weird it’s in the past now. X

[@wendyware9738]

@@talesfromcuckooland I can’t blame you so often we look after everyone else but ourselves, I’m very guilty of that!

[@MrsAnette1968]

Hello mi lady. It looks so gorgeous and peaceful, now I want to go. I’m so glad that you are doing well again. 🫰🙏😘🥰👋 Can’t wait for your next video 😘🙏

[@marcellablackwell8531]

Love the hut. My den is holding a collection of stoneware and wooden boxes which I have been collecting for years. I share your sentiment about having to go out in the evening - I would much rather stay at home now. I had such a desire to be socializing when I was younger but cannot be bothered making the effort anymore. I hope you are feeling better. 🥰

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Isn’t it funny how we change over time? I used to be such a socialite party girl. Now I just want to wear pyjamas and knit. X

[@champagnesupernova5745]

As an old lady hermit, I'd live there happily. With a couple of cats and a few sheep, of course. XO

[@madeleineeltham8166]

I sat here watching things vlog and nodding my head in agreement with you... I've had times just like you did,when I had time to myself but felt a bit out of place and missing my family! I'm certain there are lots of us agreeing that we'd rather be at home than out in the evenings too - comfy cosy homebirds!!! Hope you're feeling much better now...Take care of you 😘 xx

[@talesfromcuckooland]

So much better thank you xx

[@shcm70]

Couldn’t sleep this morning so I got up at 5. Too many worries. Mum in hospital after being knocked over by a dog while walking hers. Lots of broken bones. Son no3 off solo travelling. Thought I’d check in with you. What a treat to find you’d vlogged and from a shepherds hut too. I dream of owning one just like that! I now feel like I’ve had my own little mini break with you. And like you, and thanks to you I shall greet the rest of my gang as they wake up this Saturday morning with a grateful smile. Homebird here too. I just don’t want to go out anymore. Do hope you’re feeling better. Lots of love Sarah xxx

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Oh goodness what a heavy emotional and practical load you are carrying at the moment. I’m very hopeful that in a few weeks you’ll have adjusted to the solo flying son and your mum will have started to recover well. Do let me know how it all pans out xxx

[@rosesmith1108]

That is so lovely. Thank you for sharing. ❤

[@chrishutson7061]

Thank you for taking us on your solo getaway. Sorry you have been unwell there are so many bad viruses around at the moment. The shepherd's hut looked very cosy although I was wondering about a table to eat at or a comfy chair to sit in. Perhaps they expect people to sit outside a lot of the time. It's very difficult to be on your own when you're used to being at everyone's beck and call. I've been on several retreats on my own which is ok when with I'm with others in the 'class' but once I am in my room I feel lost at times. Also when my husband goes away on music retreats or motorcycle trips I wander around the house. So I try and make plans to meet up with friends or family at least for part of it. I hope you manage to go back and maybe take Toby with you.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

The feeling adrift didn’t spoil my stay though, I still enjoyed myself 🤩

[@chrishutson7061]

@@talesfromcuckooland I think it's great that you can get away for some down time on your own. Having knitting and other crafts to do always helps. I usually take too many but you never know what you feel like doing before you go away.

[@mountainpurl2508]

Looks lovely, sorry you got sick. I’m away visiting my friend in California and it’s rained for days. But I have knitting and podcasts while she is at work.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Rainy days are wonderful for induging in knitting. Enjoy and enjoy your friend xxx

[@rhondasmith7127]

Aw Gayna what a absolute beautiful blog…..I was so thrilled to spend your little me time get away with you…..what an absolute beautiful place! I feel so much the way you explained I love the solitude but then I’m lonely for my home and family lol it’s because it’s what we know and it love…..but each of us need that time to reflect recharge and then we can continue….so sorry you fell ill….lordy that would be exactly my luck…..but thankfully it was still time well spent and you had a lovely lunch heading home….I’m in that time in my life I want home….I love home and I don’t want to entertain lol…thank you for sharing your time with us…..so glad you’re feeling well….blessings hugs and yes those are sheep shears 😊 what beautiful collections they had……hugs

[@liz4483]

One of the (many) reasons I enjoy your blogs is that you notice and appreciate so many little things that I would let my gaze sweep past. You really do find joy and beauty in every day. Bless.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

That’s what vlogging has brought to my life. I notice things I would have over looked before. It’s been wonderfully enhancing.

[@timothymishalmalvaso9331]

Have you read Jane of Lantern Hill by LM Montgomery? I think you would adore it. Beautiful vlog. Best wishes that you are fully recovered.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I’ll have to look that one up. I love all of LMM. Xx

[@tinastone7368]

Wonderful, the deer are so special. We see them occasionally in the top field ❤️. You must be poorly, no proseco ?!!!

[@togood4u1]

I've just stumbled across your video and I am ENCHANTED! You remind me for Florence Pugh.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Thank you so much! I’ll have to google Florence Pugh as I’m not certain who that is. I’m out of touch! Xxx

[@corallynch4825]

What a lovely break

[@helenmitchell7659]

Oh Gayna, I absolutely loved watching this vlog. I've been saving it all week to watch this evening when I knew I could sit down and enjoy it properly. I would love to do something like this ... I haven't been by myself for a night since 2008 and I think it's about time I did it so am going to see if there is anything similar in the Yorkshire area where I live. It was a beautiful hut but the thing that stood out most to me was what you said about time lasting forever, I think that would be the most luxurious thing! Ooo to have a couple of nights with good food, good wine and a bag full of crafts... Bliss! By the way, you're a girl after my own heart...almond croissants are my favourite pastry and About Time is one of my favourite films (although I can't even say the title without filling up - I cry buckets every time!) Looking forward to your next podcast. Take care, Helen x

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I hope you find a little bolt hole of time for yourself. It did me the power of good after almost 20 years of not having proper indulgent alone time totally for myself.

[@santatherese]

I really enjoyed «our» trip to the hut! And I fully understand about wanting to have a house that is open for visitors always, but not just feeling it at the moment. I’m sort of in that position now myself, and i feel guilty for saying no!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I guess I just need my evenings to switch of and not think and you can’t do that when you have guests. Hopefully I’ll perk up soon.

[@soandiesews]

How absolutely gorgeous was that❤️ so sorry that you’ve felt lousy. I’ve had this lingering cold thing too and it’s the first cold I’ve had in about 3 years but it’s a determined little ***!!****! Xx

[@peabea6177]

Hope just short time feeling bad. Lovely get away. Enjoyed watching.

[@lisasigsbee9251]

I’m so disappointed for you that you became sick on your much deserved weekend. Thank you for taking us along with you (but not sharing your germs 😄).

[@suecoles7824]

Hi Gayna! Like you said the hut was dreamyyyyy! Looked very similar to the one we stayed in but yours had a more cosy vintage vibe which we both love. So well thought out and yellow one of my favourite colours, and blue which is why i really like the jumper you are making now. You looked pretty poorly, so many viruses going round, strange as soon as you get rid of one, it’s followed by another one! We have both had similar to you, glad you’re feeling better. I suppose you felt lost, you are unfamiliar to going away on your own, i think most of us are who are married or have families, if you went again maybe it would feel more familiar , but i think maybe the virus was already starting which was making you feel off kilter as well, there’s always another time and like you said you did really love it. Looking forward to seeing your jumper and and you again soon. Much love. Suze.❤🧶🛖 xxx

[@sandiking1584]

I also want to add, thank you for your gentle music or no music in your blogs/vlogs, I have to forever turn the volume down for the music because it is sooooo loud, then turn it back up when the people start talking again....end of whinge 😁

[@juliehale9491]

I live outside Bridgwater in a little village of Cossington. I think I would like a few days on my own in one of those just to sit and read or sew without the booming tele on, I’m retired and the other half thinks life with constant noise isn’t worth living 🤣

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I know Cossington well! My friends turnip used to live there. My god daughter was christened there xxx

[@shirleyflavell5705]

Dear Gayna, what bliss. Such a shame to get unwell. Fabulous shepherds Hut, fabulous artificial candles, fabulous fairy lights beautiful daffodils, In fact perfect atmosphere. I totally understand that Home is important as Im a "nester" and happy to be home . I am so glad you did it and your reflecting. Hugs

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Being away was wonderful and as much as I loved it I seem to enjoy my home even more now. X

[@jacquiridley3443]

I feel lost when away from my family & home because suddenly I have soooo much time. So I now find things that I really want to do while I am away - sewing workshop’s at Cowslip Barn in Cornwall, glass blowing in Bath, basket making in Kent and going to places I’ve always wanted to visit. And then having a quiet evening thinking about what I have done or seen and doing my sewing/knitting/reading etc instead of rushing around getting dinner and all the other household chores. Remember you went to the Lay retreat the first time on your own and really enjoyed it, this time you literally had nothing you actually HAD to do, after years of caring for everyone including pets/home/garden, you suddenly have nothing you NEED to do, so you feel lost.

[@hannievanballegooy7180]

Hi gayna great vlog i so sorry that you so pourly .i only want to say your a great pursen and i love you.🥰

[@sewsweetsamuel4865]

Wow looks amazing Gayna I could do with something like that, such a shame you felt poorly though You could have a shepherds hut on your field at the back of your house? Xx

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I wouldn’t relax in a hut in my field. I’d be dashing in to interfere all the time!

[@marlenefaull248]

Oh Gayna poor you, looking forward to going for your mini break and then be poorly, my mum always said the looking forward to something is the best bit. .I’m not surprised you missed your family and dogs. It’s time for you to look after self. Take great care. Xx

[@casuarinagirl8067]

Do it once do it right Gayna 🤭🤣🤣 I don’t like wasting time so I try to be as efficient as I can. You were so funny to watch. My children are grown and gone, 25 and 27. I do know how you feel though, being away on your own it’s not something I’ve done much of myself and the first time I was also feeling lost, not bored or lonely as you said but lost 😬 I think you should’ve had a full bottle of Prosecco and maybe you wouldn’t have felt ill 🙊🙉🙈🤣 we live in a beautiful house on the beach in Australia and I cannot be bothered with guests. When someone comes to stay I groan 🤭😬🤣🤣

[@christinemarsden2157]

What a lovely place to stay, Gayna. It's a real shame you were taken ill while there, though. Welcome back. I was wondering where you were as it'd been quite some time since we'd last seen you. I hope you're soon feeling your old self again soon. Christine x

[@Tatsgalore]

Listening to your podcasts is like sitting with a good friend and enjoying a good chat. So lovely and cozy

[@MarilynPhillips]

What a wonderful getaway you had! I, too, have a pretty demanding schedule at home; so, I take a day away every couple of months. I drive 1.5 hours to a retreat center for "Quiet Day Fridays." They allow about ten people to spend the day at a lovely place on the side of a mountain. You can read, sleep, knit, walk, etc. The only thing you can't do is talk - except for lunch hour where I have met some lovely people. it is refreshing and makes me appreciate my family so much more when I return home. Self-care is extremely important for women. Keep taking time for you.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

That sounds fabulous but I couldn’t do the no talk thing if there are people around. I have to go where there is no one. X

[@tateysnan]

Girl I totally feel you I have got 20 people coming around 4 big football watching celebration for the Superbowl and I am excited but I also dread it it'll be fine we'll have a great time but the cleaning up and going back to work tomorrow thoughts are not my favorite food meanwhile I'll get on with it and enjoy it as I have enjoyed watching your videos thanks for sharing your a Jewel

[@gittenielsen3934]

Such a cosy shed😊 I want to be on my own much more but my husband has retired and are home most of the time🥴 but sometimes he went camping on his own so I wish he soon will leave for a couple of days😊

[@sandrataylor6507]

You look sooooo happy Gayna. Perfect place for you 😊

[@theginghamgirl6970]

Lovely video Gayna.xx why don’t you buy your own shepherd hut and put it in the paddock? Then you can have some time whenever you want 👍🌷🌷🌷🌷❤️

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Because I’d get no peace of they all knew where I was 🙈😂

[@cherylportsmouth5101]

Loved this vlog, thanks for sharing your mini holiday with us. Such a beautiful hut and peaceful view. Sorry you spent part of it unwell.

[@sherryrudder6035]

Glad you had a nice getaway.

[@sarahpearcey7007]

Looks like a lovely little trip xx

[@annehayward3506]

Such a nice place to relax and unwind, so pleased your now feeling better. A lovely vlog thank you Gaynor, stay safe love and hugs xx

[@maryannpenner9286]

Such a lovely video. I just wanted to give you a hug when you weren’t feeling well. I could see the fever showing in your glassy eyes so it was evident you were unwell. I’m glad you made it through and re-realized we must listen to our bodies. Cheers

[@talesfromcuckooland]

What rubbish timing for an illness, hey?!

[@mandyjames9819]

Glad you're on the mend lovely. Your mini break looked lovely and can totally relate to the lost feeling. Cozy down and rest as much as possible. Winter is a time for rest and hibernation. Take care DB xx

[@pollyg5731]

So sorry that you got sick on your lovely trip away - it's very hard to switch off when you're so used to doing so much for others. I'm glad you're feeling well again now though. x

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It certainly was rubbish timing!

[@beckyparker9075]

Aww dear Cuckoo, I can’t believe you got poorly 😩 isn’t that always the way? It did look totally idyllic though… I think I would have had to light a little fire in the fire pit if I’d been there, a good excuse to wear all my woolies and sip on a glass of red! ( although the reality of having smoky smelling hair and clothes does end up spoiling the dream… 😉😂…) I stopped at a wooden chalet a few years ago with a clay lined swimming pond, I’d been dreaming of cold water swimming and it was fantastic ( blumming cold, even in summer) but I can’t wait to do it again! We have wonderful hotel up hear in Derbyshire that has a outdoor swimming pool which is fed by a hot spring and I need to find the time to go more often as the calm it brings me afterwards is sublime, it’s just calving out the you time isn’t it? So glad your feeling better, take good care of yourself lovely xxx Becxx ❤

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Oooh what’s that hotel called, please? Toby would love the pool. It was sub zero so I didn’t venture out much but when I go back in fairer weather it’ll be too hot to light the wood burner so I’ll light the fire pit instead. I can’t wait to go back!

[@beckyparker9075]

@@talesfromcuckooland it’s The new Bath Hotel and spa in Matlock Bath… it’s close to Chatsworth house and Haddon Hall both beautiful places to visit oh and of course Bakewell 😉😘xx

[@mellisyarnandbookadventure4895]

Thank you for taking us to your little getaway.

[@sweetskeinomineamanda2059]

thank you for sharing your get-away - the hut looked amazing and so cozy - I'm sorry you ended up sick! ...but so good for the soul to have that little time away for yourself ❤

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It was even good to just be poorly and rest without worrying about others needs. I’m going to go away again one day. X

[@annettekingsley6414]

Ooooooooo it was a simply precious cottage. What a gem of a place. When I mention a bit of time alone my hubby thinks it is to get away from him. It’s not about that, it’s about finding me! You solidified that I will one day have a moi vacation. Thank you for taking us along.

[@sharonflaherty7454]

You could have one in your garden the boy's would love it ,you look so happy.

[@LittleDropsofWonderful]

I was yelling at the screen “look at the Alphonso book Gayna!!” 😄 Then you did :) Looks like such an idyllic place, such lovely thoughtful details ❤

[@talesfromcuckooland]

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[@maryparkes7785]

Sending best wishes for you to feel better. Fully understand your adrift feelings. When you have a busy family life there’s not much room for yourself and when you pause… well it’s a very strange feeling. Keep sharing and hope you soon get your spark back xx

[@sarahlovesdonuts9601]

Beautiful lady, this was a wonderful tour. Would it be possible to use the renovated barn as a get away weekly, daily, for a space to hear your own thoughts.I understand that it’s not an adventure, but maybe it could be a hide away. This is also a great opportunity for your boys to learn to fend for themselves. Independence is a gift. 💗💗💗

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I have grown to resent the barn as it is a lot of extra cleaning and laundry 😂😂😂. Also it’s not finished and I need to get cracking with that

[@lyndakling901]

My friend has a shed in her back garden that she calls her retreat space...I think your barn would be perfect!

[@Moo-and-mouse]

Oh Gaynor I feel like I’ve had a mini break too, thank you for sharing your precious weekend away with us 💕

[@blossomxx9731]

Oooo, you lucky sausage. Savour the moment X

[@claireangier3322]

It truly looks idyllic and such beautiful scenery. It sounds like your body went into a bit of shock with no family (including Margo and Bunny), or routine to think about. Shame you felt pants, but all more the reason to go back and maybe take him indoors. 😉 Also what a bonus to have an electric charger on site, one less worry. See you soon. 😊❤

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I can’t wait to go back. X

[@patriciamcmullen]

So nice that you shared your getaway.❤ When I was a teacher (retired now) I always got sick the second day of break - never failed. It’s as if my body said, “okay, you’re relaxed now, so germs have at it.”

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It does seem to be a think that hits many of us. The Relaxation Illness. 🥹

[@heathertucker7056]

The hut looked really lovely and peaceful but sorry you didn’t feel well while you were there! It’s strange when we get the chance to go solo, how we immediately miss everyone! I’m sure the break did you good though! Loved the map under the bed with the “underground” vibe! Lots of love WW xx

[@talesfromcuckooland]

It was wonderful and I really want to do it all over again!

[@dr.alisonross3574]

Thank you for this Gayna. What a peaceful, serene little piece of the world. If only my mom were still around....I would have loved to take her to a place like that!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Maybe you could visit a place like that in her honour. Xxx

[@abbywelker-HaciendaHomemade]

🥰 oh my goodness - I can’t even begin to pick my favorite part of this vlog!!! You were having SO much fun and giddy about the hut - and I was giddy for you!! I was devastated when you started getting sick!!!!! So sorry you weren’t feeling well - your little getaway was just so magical without the getting sick business. I would have NEVER thought to bring candles & fairy lights but it’s GENUIS!!! you are a genius. Thanks for letting us all in to this wonderful, incredible experience with you!!!!

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I love candles so had to bring battery ones to replicate the cosy glow and the ritual of lighting them. X

[@wendyahles]

Hello lovely Gayna, so glad you were able to have a little "me time". And there's nothing wrong with loving to be in your cozy home. As I get older, I find its my favorite place to be. Take care my friend 😁

[@lyndakling901]

I agree..it just needed a comfy chair to sit on..I can’t knit or draw sitting on a bed!

[@midwestvegan2787]

Thank you for taking us along with you! I was so jealous and wished I could have a weekend in the Shepherds hut. Unfortunately I think I would miss my animals and people just like you. ❤️ Maybe just one night and day away would be nice. 😊

[@talesfromcuckooland]

Don’t be jealous as you know you’d miss your pets. You would t enjoy it as much so shelve that envy and smoosh the furry things. 🥰

[@micheleellis3338]

What an amazing and beautiful relaxation spot, I might actually enjoy a place like that on my own, by myself. I’m on my own, all by myself so much that most times it would seem having others around make it more relaxing and a gift I would truly enjoy. Thank you Gayna you make wonderful videos, it’s so nice to be able to get on here and check in with you and other makers and shakers, it is a true blessing. 🕊❤️

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I think most people would have a lovely time in the high alone or with someone else. It’s just such a lovely space. You’d have to choose the companion wisely as it is dinky xxx

[@micheleellis3338]

@@talesfromcuckooland Yes, if you’re not intimately acquainted, going in, you will be coming out. 😁

[@alicemartinak3112]

😱😍😍

[@andreamoyer9672]

So love that you took us along on your getaway, the hut was amazing. Sorry you felt unwell ❤

[@talesfromcuckooland]

I love that hut, it was perfect. X

[@eveyabdul6010]

I can highly recommend Danny Gregory’s videos on KZbin. He strongly believes that everybody is capable of drawing and making art. He has an interesting life story too. I go away by myself and often feel a bit lost at first. Think it’s to do with being out of a routine 😊

[@yarnmugspodcast9123]

Ooh I loved watching this. Funny enough I felt similar during my solo trips to Edinburgh for the yarn festival. The first time I loved every minute but also forgot my toothbrush. The second time I did feel lonely and wished I could have shared the time with someone else. I definitely feel we deserve some ‘me time’ but I think having a pal with me would be even better 😊

[@carolynfowler3133]

What a lovely little getaway! I completely understand what you mean about feeling ‘lost’ when on your own. I always find it happens after I have spent more time fussing over others and forgotten to do enough for myself (a frequent occurrence 🥴).

[@juliadroy1179]

Oh my goodness the shepherdess hut was gorgeous, that has been on my bucket list for ages, sorry you were so ill and had to go home early, I know how you feel about home and family they are so important, perhaps you'll feel better if Toby goes with you next time, xx

[@carin.zwaneveld]

What a wonderful hut. Glad you had a nice time.

[@talesfromcuckooland]

The best!

[@dianeschnebli692]

thank you for taking us on your exquisite escape. thank you for sharing how you felt, it is really good to get away but always best coming home.