My Cancer Diagnosis: Cancer at 21

[@nancybeveridgetaylor3256]

Becky i am so sorry that the ER docs ignored your pain. It is an unfortunate fact that physicians often dismiss young women's pain. 😓 thank you for sharing your experiences on this difficult journey.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you for your kind compliment. Yes it was difficult feeling not heard and knowing that something was wrong. That’s why I share my story for other women especially to advocate for themselves and hopefully to educate doctors on another rare disease!

[@jody-lynncollings1309]

You are an amazing young lady... I am an oncology nurse and work with gyn cancers and never heard about this kind... this is an amazing story... keep strong my girl

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@johannerix1855]

You are wise beyond you're years. Thank you for making such an honest and articulate video, I'm sure it will benefit many viewers. Thoughts are with you xx

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much this means a lot🥰

[@shantibel]

What a harrowing time you have had. Very brave of you to speak out about the whole process. Wishing you strength and healing.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@karenbemister2653]

Becky you are a Rockstar. You are one of the strongest women I know. I hate that we met because of this journey but I am glad to know you because you are an inspiration.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much Karen!! I’m so thankful for our group and that I met you even though like you said not in the most ideal circumstances ❤️

[@kathyferrara4444]

You are such a brave young woman. You are very well spoken, very well educated, and very mature. To know that you have a good prognosis is so comforting. I am glad that you did the research and that you were able to do something positive with your hair loss. I too am in the medical field and have been for a number of years. My prayers and best wishes go to you and your family as you move forward in your journey. I look forward to following your updates and celebrating your successes. It is said that when two or more touch and agree that it will come to pass. I will continue to pray for a successful and uncomplicated recovery.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much for this and those words of encouragement 🥰

[@vickipillars9628]

Prayers and love from Louisiana.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@YaYa-jy1yv]

You are a remarkable young lady ( who also looks darling in your cap, btw♥️ Wishing you continued success toward good health❣️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much❤️

[@joleneplourde9885]

You’ve been through a lot Becky. I will be following you and praying for your complete recovery. Btw, for your first video you did an amazing job! ❤️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!🥰

[@myahgormley9788]

Becky, you've been through so much even just to get to your diagnosis and now going through the journey its tougher than ever but youre stronger than ever! You explained this so gracefully, its unbelievable the pain and frustration and even loss youve endured up until this point. Thank you for sharing your story to the world. You are so wonderful and you will push through and beat this. Also, love your headwrap and the video setup

[@lillyrose3545]

You poor thing! I cannot believe how badly the ER doctors dropped the ball on you. I can’t believe they didn’t give you a pelvic exam the first visit. The pain at home must have been unbearable. If you can get through that I have no doubt that you will get through this no problem! Thank you for sharing your story. You are very brave, smart and strong. Don’t stop advocating for yourself!

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much for your kind words, and yes this really taught me how important it is to advocate for yourself!

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[@ottoduke8942]

@Trent Izaiah Yea, I've been using kaldrostream for since december myself :D

[@fisherpeyton2824]

@Trent Izaiah yup, been watching on KaldroStream for months myself =)

[@northerngirl4924]

Wow, Its dreadful what you have been through, and to have such a difficult time trying to get someone to help you and then to be told in such a way that you have cancer is brutal. Just awful, I’m so sorry that happened to you.😢 Such a nightmare. You are well informed and intelligent, young and strong. 14 rounds of chemo is a lot, and radiation as well, so sorry you have to do both. Losing your hair is awful, so good to donate your hair. Have fun with wigs and hats. Wear something you wouldnt normally wear!😀 Keep your eye on the goal, to finish up treatment and be cancer free. You may only be 21 but you are wise beyond your years and will find your way back to being healthy!!🌹❤️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much for this sweet comment!🥰 and yes with the wigs I got a blonde wig which is the complete opposite to what my natural hair was (dark brown)!

[@silviafady76]

Dear I hope you will get better soon... I guess being strong is not easy, but I am rooting for you! Big hugs! 💪🏻💪🏻

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@2busysecretary]

So sorry you have to go through this... I have subscribed and will follow your journey with hope and prayers.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much for the prayers!

[@lorileewalters2018]

Love, hugs and prayers to you sweetie, you got this baby girl, God Bless You🙏🏼♥️🥰❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@lorileewalters2018]

Oh no thank you needed, you’re Glorious, him, you, and everyone on here with you, we got this darlin🙏🏼💓🥰❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️

[@PaulaJean95]

You are very well spoken. Will be praying for your healing.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@abbykuusisto4641]

@@beckyshields Prayers!🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@beckyshields]

@@abbykuusisto4641 Thank you! :)

[@gilliansgoggleaccount7657]

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[@krismay6]

Becky - praying for strength as you battle through. You will find you’re stronger than you ever imagined. We will be here to support you. Sending big hugs 💕

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@tiannathomas8326]

I’m so proud of you for putting your story out there! It’s so difficult being in our 20s and dealing with cancer. I have leukemia and am just starting out my KZbin channel to make ppl aware of what it’s like to be a cancer patient at my age.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much❤️ I’m sorry you are going through cancer I sending you all the positivity and virtual hugs!

[@tiannathomas8326]

If you don’t mind me asking do you have any tips or tricks on how to grow your following?

[@dustismith8919]

Hi sweetheart. Prayers to you from Oregon, you are just as wonderful and beautiful as can be🙂

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@dustismith8919]

@@beckyshields you are so welcome 🙂

[@nasmadotali]

You're so well spoken for any age let alone 21. I don't think you said "like" once. Such a calm and soothing video despite the turmoil you've went through. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this and I am wishing you healing and strength.

[@jewelhaines8842]

Thank you for sharing. God bless you I'm praying for you. 🥰

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@brigittecrawley1872]

Becky we are praying 🙏 all goes well with your cancer treatments. Glad you are brave enough to tell your story and letting other young people know about your illness. Hope all goes well.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@theresaandrus5409]

Hi Becky, It’s Becca (T’s friend)… First off, I just want to say how sorry I am for everything you are going through/been through. You are an incredible young woman and an inspiration to soooo many people! You are incredibly strong, brave and so beautiful! Your strength and positivity alone, is inspiring. I will continue to follow your journey, and will pray for you. Stay strong, YOU got this!!

[@jrcase7511]

I will pray to the most high God Almighty for your healing. You are an incredible young woman and so strong. Your testimony will help others in the years to come who may need strength to get through something similar in their lives. I know the treatment is tough to go through but you will be just fine in the end. God bless you.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@sandee1000]

I am sorry to hear this

[@mickeygonz7026]

Prayers for you on your journey. You are strong & will get through this. Best wishes & prayers for all.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@marinatotduricic2087]

I wish you all the best with your journey ❤️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@DBAMA-wm9jw]

You did an amazing job explaining..Prayers for a full recovery 🙏

[@seafoodlover2010]

Beautiful girl...you will be a wonderful Mum. God bless for a speedy recovery from New Zealand 🌹💕

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much you are so kind🥰

[@sapphirerain70]

You are such a sweet young lady. I’m sorry you are going through this journey , especially since you have been through so much already. I am 100% confident you will kick cancers ass! Love , hugs and prayers 🙏🏻❤️🦋

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@mickeypotato1250]

Oh boy.Rough journey ..Wishing you the best.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!

[@rosemariebenson3720]

Prayers and Hugs for your journey.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!

[@monicaf9943]

You are such a brave and strong young lady. I am so sorry you are dealing with this. I am saddened the health system didn’t believe you and just delayed things! You are so well spoken and you will be a great asset to the science or medical field. May God bless you and heal you. Thank you for sharing your journey. Prayers for you ❤️🙏

[@kathyglenn7773]

Prayers for you and healing.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!

[@lifeonmyown6397]

You're so young and sweet. We will be praying for you on this journey.❤️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!🥰

[@curtyowellmedicaladventures]

Becky, I just noticed at 12:14 into the video that you still had your wristband on from the hospital. Praying for you. My friend Raven had Rhabdomyosarcoma. You are strong. You've got this. We believe in you.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you! I’m okay, the day I filmed the video I had an appointment earlier that day and the hospital I go to gives you a wristband even if it’s an outpatient appointment 😊

[@rhondawhatley1591]

Praying for you and hope all goes well

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@rachaelduardo1923]

Omg you are such amazing young lady xxx

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@justwanabebeautiful]

Praying for you , I have myasthenia gravis and a rare cancer also not as rare as yours though , I’m so sorry your dealing this at such a young age , I’m also canadian I’m 31 so older then you but if you ever need a friend or an ear I’m here .

[@beckyshields]

I’m sorry you are going through MG and cancer as well. Sending you hugs❤️

[@olgapreciado8705]

May God bless you sending you a big hug ❤❤🙏

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@nancyflaherty7038]

Praying for you!

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!!

[@HaniaJaskolska]

me too🙏

[@renehernandez6562]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this.... But I have no doubt that you will get overcomethis.. Sending lots of love❤️

[@ButterflyMariposa226]

X2....☹️......🌸🥰

[@beckyshields]

Thank you❤️

[@susanpaige47]

You are so strong and brave. What a battle you have already survived! What an inspiration you are ... you are not alone. We have your back!

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@vanessadeleo2987]

I wish you all the Best. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💙💙💙💙💙

[@DaleStLouis-gz5vm]

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers🙏

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!😊

[@lynneux]

Sending you good vibes and healing thoughts. I’ve been through some heavy health stuff and hospitalizations over the past year, and it is truly scary when you feel like so much is out of your hands. You’ve got this though, Becky. Hang in there 💙🙌

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much! I hope you are doing better I'm sorry to hear that you have also been struggling

[@bubbles8140]

Following your journey, stay strong. Love from Italy

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!🥰

[@juliepiggott7331]

Sending you lots of love and hugs your way 🥰💜💜💜

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@ChoochooseU]

Hi 👋 Becky, New subbie from Nashville Tennessee. I am so sorry you were not believed when you was at the ER, and also at the doctors office preciously. It’s awful but true that we get our pain as females dismissed when it comes to our reproduction. I’m so incredibly proud of you! I can’t even imagine what you’ve been through so far and just hurts me to think about those hours of pain you had to tolerate before someone was forced to do a pelvic. (I can’t believe that bedside manner either- not that she should’ve kept it a secret but she could’ve handled it entirely different) And hair loss- I’ve lost my in clumps suddenly and slowly a couple of times due to a medical condition and its absolutely traumatic! I’m proud you went ahead and took the plunge and was able to help another with your own pain. I will be praying and following you daily. Here’s another friend you’re gonna love- Romee Dussenbroek. She’s close to your age and was diagnosed in the last year with a massive tumour in her lung and it is cancer. She’s not had success with her treatments till this past week finally!!! So it’ll be nice to follow her progress too. 🤗

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much for your kind words and validation for all that I have been through❤ I actually follow Romee and I think she is amazing!

[@ErinLee]

Thank you for this video. You are a strong person and I admire you.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@eon7125]

Hi Becky.. hugs from Scotland UK.. 🌸

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@lauraleigh5562]

Found your video and story compelling. I don't think the viewers can appreciate the agony you experienced when your uterus inverted. So very sorry you had to suffer and wish only the very best here on out with your cancer journey. Donating your hair tells me you have a heart of gold as well☺

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰 and yes it was so painful, the most pain I’ve ever experienced which told me something was very wrong

[@maryharte2551]

You are very brave and interring young lady ❤️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much❤️

[@elisabettapaddon6470]

Praying for you beautiful stay strong ❤

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@Vhicks1988]

Just want you to know you are incredibly beautiful ♥️ and SO brave my goodness.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@Linda-in9ns]

Prayers to you dear. 🙏🏻💞

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@abigailh7715]

What a sweet little doll 💕 You're going to enjoy a long healthy life 🥰

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much for this sweet comment🥰

[@ggchronicles3417]

GOD Bless you sweetie🙏 I’m praying for strength and healing for you and your family 🙏❤️ you are so brave and please know how inspirational you are by sharing your story with us🌺 I have subscribed and will continue to pray for you and your family 🙏 💜💙❤️💞

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much I appreciate your sweet comment and the prayers 🥰

[@judi7282]

You are amazing! Thank you for sharing your story. I will watching your other videos as well God bless you sweet young lady!🙏🙏

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@nancycohen9704]

Hang in there sounds your dealing with it one day at a time ! Good for you!

[@beckyshields]

Thank you and yes I am🥰

[@KJ-vv5ow]

What a sweet soul I’m sorry you are going through this I will be keeping you in my prayers 💜

[@beckyshields]

Thank you I really appreciate it🥰

[@taylorcobb425]

God bless you. Get well soon💕💜🙏🏾

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@HaniaJaskolska]

You are a great warrior. Keep strong girl! ❤❤

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@AmandaB.6529]

Bless you hun. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please keep in touch 🙏xx

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@janekeller222]

Becky you have been through so much. I’m sending positive thoughts your way.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@IndigoRoses7]

I am so, so sorry you are going through this difficult time! And must be frustrating, to hear from one doctor to the next...I think its cancer..I don't think it's cancer..and then hear devastating news. I know they are trying to keep you calm, but unfair all the same to hear doctors go back and forth with you and hear bad news. You are so strong and I want you to know you have an army of us out here truly caring about you and how you are feeling 💜 I know, this must be extremely hard to go through, especially at your young age. I wish you nothing but a victorious fight, lots of love and hugs your way Becky. You got this!! Remember to mentally take care of yourself, as well as the physical 💕

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much this is so kind🥰

[@sarahhendrickson5030]

You are such a rockstar. Thanks for sharing.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much!

[@N.Sardone]

You are incredibly brave, Becky! Thank you for sharing your journey through this crazy time in your life. With 💙 from Maine!

[@conniesanpedro7278]

Lord Have Mercy

[@LizaOG]

I was also diagnosed at age 21 Prayers to you dear

[@beckyshields]

Thank you I am so sorry you also went through cancer at 21. I hope you are doing well🥰

[@LizaOG]

@@beckyshields I'm doing well now And I know you'll also be fine Prayers dear

[@grateful1929]

I'm praying for you sweet girl!

[@beckyshields]

Thank you❤

[@sherrydawson6253]

Oh my so much to go through at your age. I'm so sorry this has happened. We're here to support u. That was awesome to donate your hair for a child Yes we let our hair define us. It was wise to shave it off verses slowly watching it come of. Many prayers and hugs 🤗to u. I'm glad for the times your Mom was able to be with u. Please keep us updated 🙏❤

[@beckyshields]

Thank you so much🥰

[@marijaperkovic4384]

Hi Becky. I want to tell you that I am rooting for you! You hot this. Bety 1 : 0 Cancer

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!!

[@candykelly3401]

Will follow you, and will be praying for you, Becky!❤️❤️❤️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you❤️

[@janieshields3159]

Fabulous job Becky ❤️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you mom❤️❤️

[@emmacardall8152]

You must be a very proud mum

[@deborahnava2732]

Love to you, sweet girl ♥️♥️♥️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@OneElusiveRainbow]

Praying I had cancer twice but they got it

[@beckyshields]

Thank you and congratulations I hope you are doing well now!

[@leaveittolefty]

i was shocked when you said MG. i was recently diagnosed

[@amp472]

Almost the same thing happened to me. I went for a colposcopy because of abnormal cells on my cervix, and as soon as she looked in there she kept saying it's not normal and that she thinks it's cancer and immediately referred me to a cancer clinic. Worst day of my life. I have 3C cervical cancer.

[@elbabebe9788]

What a sweet girl you are 💞💞🙏

[@beckyshields]

Aw thank you🥰

[@debramac8589]

So sorry you have to go through all this at just 21 years old. I had 6 tumors in my uterus, and had to have a hysterectomy at a very young age also. It's a lot to deal with, so stay positive, take good care of yourself, and never give up. Sending you a big hug !

[@beckyshields]

Wow thank you so much for sharing your story with me, I'm so sorry that you had to go through that as well. Sending a big hug back!

[@ann-charlottsvensson1722]

❤❤❤❤ i wish you the best ❤❤❤❤

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@someasds1978]

Hi, I have advanced grade 3 HPV cervical dysplasia. I desperately need an American-style AHCC supplement that is not available in the country where I live, Iran. can you help me?

[@sarahdore7884]

I believe she’s in Canada

[@timetofilmit5441]

I am praying for you. My friend takes a supplement called Turkey Tail to reduce the fatigue caused by his chemo treatment. He says it works well for him. Wishing you the very best in your journey.

[@beckyshields]

Thank you!

[@timetofilmit5441]

@@beckyshields You're welcome! My friend buys his Turkey Tail from a brand called RealMushrroms on Amazon. if you're interested get the powdered form, which hasn't been put in a capsule. The capsules are made with harmful lab made ingredients like silicon dioxide and magnesium stearate. I'd recommend you talk with your doctor about it before though! I'm rooting for you!

[@makemelaugh1337]

Brave girl

[@danielleperry26]

Doctor Kanayo Peterson's KZbin channel is forever etched in my memory, I wish to thank you for helping me relieve my hiv and aids symptoms with your herbal medicine for two weeks. Through you, I became hopeful that I could live again.

[@weary3360]

Thx for sharing your journey!!! By Jesus Christ stripes u are healed!! May God give you a super fantastic miracle in Jesus Christ name Amen!!

[@beckyshields]

Thank you for the prayers 🙏🏻

[@wilmaholm3056]

❤️❤️❤️

[@nesthi]

❤️

[@maryjo8752]

🙏🌈✨💞🦋. Blessing from San Diego California ☺️

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@Theonenottoplaywith]

🥰😍 stay up

[@beckyshields]

Thank you🥰

[@tamiguion7175]

Becky, it's hard to hear you.

[@charlottebarros2866]

Hello I’m new to your channel! I wish u well

[@beckyshields]

Thank you for being here and thank you for the well wishes!🥰

[@oshea2300]

Praying for you. Sorry your going through this. God loves you. If you died tonight are you 100% sure you'd go to heaven? God loves you, and Jesus Christ died on the cross for your sin. And mine. We must believe this and acknowledge the fact that we are sinners in need of a savior. If you ask God to forgive you, and come into your heart and save you, he will. He will save you from eternity in hell and give you a relationship with him. You can be born again! Romans 10:13 for whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Romans 3:10 as it is written, there is none righteous no not one. Romans 6:23 for the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. (That one may not be exact word for word but it is exact in principle) Romans 5:8-9-but God commendeth (proves, shows) his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Much more than, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him. In John 3, the Bible explains that if you have not been born again the wrath of God already abides on you. The only thing you have to do is go to hell, is nothing because until you receive Jesus Christ as your personal savior, you're already headed there my friend. I say this not to be mean, but out of love because I don't want to see you go to hell for rejecting Jesus Christ. Romans 3:28 says therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law. That means we cannot work our way to heaven, we cannot get baptized to go to heaven, we cannot give money to the church or the pope to go to heaven.. it is only by trusting completely in the finished work of Jesus Christ on the cross. Faith in his shed blood! Faith in the fact that he rose again from the grave victorious over hell, death, and the grave. Romans 4:24-51 -if we believe on him that raised up Jesus our Lord from the dead; who was delivered for our offenses, and was raised again for our justification. Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. You see, we are not all children of God automatically. You have to want to be, and you have to put your faith in what God says about who Jesus Christ is, and what he has done for you. We cannot have peace with God unless we trust in the finished work of Jesus Christ, and who he is as a person. The Bible says that he is God. Emmanuel =God with Us. Romans 3:22 even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe. When you trust in the Lord Jesus Christ as your savior, (get saved by grace which is God's unmerited favor, by faith) You are justified. That's a legal term which means his righteousness is transferred to you. Your sin has been transferred to him but in order for you to receive his righteousness it takes faith. Romans 2:4 or despises thou The riches of his goodness and the forbearance and long-suffering; not knowing that the goodness of God lead a thee to repentance. God's goodness allows you to see your sin through God's eyes, as you acknowledge the fact that you are a sinner and headed to hell, you will see that your sin is disgusting to God. We are an offense to God. We deserve hell all of us. This is a sobering thought, and the grace of God allows us to realize this, and gives us the right view of our sin, and the right attitude about our sin. We cannot be good on our own power we can't go to heaven on our own power, we can't turn from our sin on our own power and earn favor with God, we must ask him to forgive us and save us cuz there's nothing we can do on our own to earn favor with him. Ephesians 2: 8,9 paraphrased- we are saved by grace through faith, it is a gift and not of works, so nobody can boast about it. Will you receive God's free gift of salvation? Or will you reject God's gift to you? He died for the whole world but we must all personally make a decision to receive him. Not making a decision to receive him is in fact rejecting him. The Bible tells us that we are with him or against him there is no in between. If you believe all of this with your whole heart and you are convicted of your sin.. pray this prayer. Heavenly father, I know that I'm a sinner and I need your forgiveness. I believe that Jesus Christ died on the cross, and shed his blood for my sin. Help me to turn from my sin and please you, but I can't but by your grace. Please come into my heart and save me. Help me follow you with my whole heart.. I can do nothing without you please help me and save me. In Jesus name amen. If your heart condition is right to be saved, you will have no problem with praying that prayer and will do it gladly. If you have any questions feel free to ask. God says that whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved... If God convicted your heart and you experienced godly sorrow about your sin, if you wholeheartedly trust in Jesus Christ alone to save you, then you are saved / eternally secure in the Lord Jesus Christ. The Bible says in 1st Peter 1 that we are kept by the power of God. Salvation is God's to give us. Not ours.. it's not ours to lose or walk away from. In John 10 the Bible explains that we are held in both the hands of Jesus Christ and the father and that no man can pluck us out. In John 6 Jesus Christ says whoever comes to him he will in no wise cast out (he will under no circumstances reject them). If your heart matches your head.. and you didn't give the Lord Jesus Christ lip service.. then you can rejoice because you are saved and eternally secure. Welcome to the family of God. You can be a disobedient child, or an obedient child. God is such a good Father, and wants to talk to us daily through the Bible and he wants to hear what we have to say through prayer. Hebrews 11:6 (speaking of God). But without faith it is impossible to please him, for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek them.