My creepy Si Pandora and how to overcome break ups

[@lonerwolf19]

if you were looking for pics why not search for their id on any social media, like you said those people are from long-distance relationships they probably have accounts on Instagram or facebook. though it's more advisable to ignore toxic people. I am just suggesting it for your collection hehe. though its interesting, why would you want to hold on to those painful memories?

[@intpvamp]

i forgot some of their names. and not everyone writes their names on their social media. not every moment was painful. until the end there were beautiful moments and it's also a surprise to me how i could have had big feelings for them. also finding patterns from people I liked can help me understand myself better. people find it beautfiul when there is contrast. contrast comes with light and shadow. the beauty embraces them both. so I still find them beautiful even if it comes with the pain and darkness.

[@lonerwolf19]

@intpvamp Well many people have username and display name different, you do have their names so i thought searching them up wouldn't be a problem. But anyway, Wow, your words have a poetic feel. Shows how you truly loved them. It's a good thing you try to heal from past experiences. But cherish that precious heart of yours, mate. It's a beautiful thing.

[@intpvamp]

@@lonerwolf19 some names are really difficult to remember especially when they are in unfamiliar languages like Indian name. one of the folder i had to write a username for that reason.

[@lonerwolf19]

@@intpvamp ohhh woah, you got people from all sorts of places.

[@intpvamp]

@@lonerwolf19 love has no boundaries I guess

[@someguy5977]

I wouldn't use the drugstore tablet painkillers for too long. Probably not good for health. I'd definitely switch to CBD oil if you are in a place where it is legal. CBD stores have sprung up all over in the US, but maybe you are in canada and I'm not sure on their legality there. But CBD oil doesn't get you high like the THC gummies, which I also partake in, so it shouldn't get you into trouble unless you take a tremendous amount of it. But even if you take a lot, CBD and THC aren't actually chemically addictive. I think all the personality types need to remove people from their lives sometimes for protection.

[@intpvamp]

ah the last sentence you wrote.. it hit me hard . i live in USA . i try not to use the pills yet but if i get too moody i probably might try

[@someguy5977]

@@intpvamp I may have mis-spoken about the legality of CBD, since it can vary by state. But you're an adult and can figure that out. :P CBD has anti-cancer properties as well, so not bad for general health as well. I heard a lot of medical doctors retired in early 1900's when the plant was made illegal. My real unhealthy drug of choice in ANIME! I use it the same way you use your folders full of pictures. I want to recommend more, but I don't want to overwhelm you and have you watch none of them. Too many choices causes analysis paralysis and inaction for us INTPs!

[@intpvamp]

@@someguy5977 yea i will ask you when i'm done with the one you suggested me and then you can suggest me another one lol but it's going to take a long time. ok i will look into the policies of the CBD in my state. thanks!

[@someguy5977]

@@intpvamp Sounds good. Just be sure to go to a brick and mortar store, a dispensary, in your area and tell the shopkeeper you can use some advice with shopping.

[@intpvamp]

@@someguy5977 ok that's a good idea. thanks