My First Ayahuasca Experience - Birth, Death & Transformation

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Are you considering an Ayahuasca ceremony? Join me as I embark on my first journey into the unknown and share my personal experience with this ancient Amazonian medicine. Discover the role of the Ayahuasca plant and the significance of the Ayahuasca shaman in this powerful experience. What are the effects of Ayahuasca? What did I learn about the healing properties of Ayahuasca and how did it impact my mental state, including lingering feelings of depression? The revelation, recommendation and my personal suggestion on taking Ayahuasca. Join me as I share my first ever encounter with this deep psychedelic teacher.
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00:31 - The bad-press
01:16 - The experience of Aya
02:49 - Do I have to throw up?
04:39 - The three days
19:49 - ••You•• are the guide
22:04 - What do this visions mean?
22:29 - Was this a “bad” experience?
23:10 - The revelation
25:35 - Do I recommend Ayahuasca?
26:55 - Suggestion on taking Ayahuasca
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[@childfortruth]

Thank you for this beautiful video, and for sharing so generously your deep experience. This is very helpful. I’m so glad your work has been fruitful! This inspires me to continue my own healing work with courage.

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thank you so much Alex!!

[@graemegeorgeharrison2468]

What I will say is anybody who is already suffering from mental illness like drug induced Psychosis or Schizophrenia then stay away from these medicines they will not help. These plants are more for people who are stable but have some inner work and adjustments to be done

[@DeepMindfulness]

@@graemegeorgeharrison2468 - This is exactly right!

[@NRIH144]

Romans 10:9 = Eternal life +++

[@LightTribeEarth]

Beautiful share of your experience ❤ It's such a unique experience for each person, depending on your stories, traumas, and willingness to let go. For anyone feeling called, read this free pdf that is a message from the medicine. I felt her like a kind loving mother showing me all of my crap and helping me see and heal. doorofperception.com/wp-content/uploads/Ayahuasca-Manifesto_Anonymous_May-1st-2012.pdf

[@patriaciasmith3499]

Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with mental health issues such as anxiety and depression, I would like to give them a try but haven't found any legit grower to get it.

[@francesdoyle1508]

Uk or US please?

[@DeepMindfulness]

Don’t trust anyone posting links here. They’re all undercover cops.

[@francesdoyle1508]

@@DeepMindfulness I'm not asking for suppliers! 😅

[@DeepMindfulness]

Yeah, KZbin’s @ system is terrible. I was replying to someone else. Cops post honey traps on this video all the time.

[@claudiocrypto2563]

Sober, realistic, didactic, focused, interesting. No annoying music in the start, no cuts and fast forwards, no partnerships, no requests for likes or subscriptions. Is this real? Thank you so much! This is a good channel to follow.

[@laurengagliardi7892]

Can you send to me?? @Charlotteandrew

[@Seanb33ee]

Was nice to see a person with your level of mindfulness explaining the trip. It was very clear. One of the nicest I’ve heard.

[@DeepMindfulness]

Appreciate you watching!

[@13371138]

I related so much, your ability to put these thing into words is a rare talent

[@DeepMindfulness]

This person is a narc. Every time you see someone offering these drug dealers in KZbin comments, it’s a narc. Very sad. These are traditional medicines offered by legitimate churches.

[@Marbega8]

Wow! You connected with your true self (your 26:57 divinity) which is pure love and light and healed yourself of the trauma of the past 💕🌹

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thanks for that. I appreciate when people can see that because it’s such a beautiful healing engine.

[@kristigarcia-jones2112]

WOW!!! This was my favorite story about ayahuasca. Sounds so beautiful!! I am going on a journey in May and I will look forward to experiencing some connections like this. Thank you for your gentle way of telling your story :)

[@toriscott1881]

​@gunne jay, can you give me a link? I've been twice to Peru and I may want to do it on my own. Thank you

[@Alexis-369]

Hi kristi!! Can I ask where you went to? I would loveee to go somewhere to try this!

[@nmendez14]

July for me...❤🙏🏽🕉♾️🦋

[@GalderIncarnate]

Well, it's mid-June now...How was it? =)

[@kristigarcia-jones2112]

@@Alexis-369 I went to Rythmia. It was a truly wonderful experience. I can’t wait to do it again!! 🤩

[@DynamoDave134]

This is wonderful, we should be more open to such experiences in society.

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thanks so much! Glad you enjoyed it!

[@jamesdailey2476]

It’s truly life changing! Drank it 2 times 🙏🏻

[@DR.DisInfect]

Every politician should have to do it at least once before running

[@ToddyBaller21]

I’m hearing the call. This was so well articulated. Thank you. - Some guy from New Zealand.

[@DeepMindfulness]

Haha, glad it got all the way to New Zealand and was helpful!

[@BetterDayEachDay]

Me too bro. - also some guy from New Zealand

[@angeliquerodriguez1215]

I’m not sure if it’s your calming voice, or just your thorough and realistic explanation that had me intrigued. This is new to me and I’ve found myself “skipping” to the interesting parts on other videos. Thank you. This was like a breath of fresh air and extremely relatable in it’s entirety.

[@kimberlysmith7311]

Can relate It's him, his voice, and how he explains it. 😂❤

[@Jasminegak]

Omg your experience resonated so much with me, 😢 I cried listening to you because my Ayahuasca experience was similar to yours

[@deolindaramos6]

Mine too 🥲 Beautiful ❤

[@olgacalderon2130]

I would love to experience this, but I can’t find anything around here. I live in corona California does anybody know where to find a group?

[@radito58]

Same here! Reminded me a lot of my experience with bufo (5meo), I cried too while listening to his experience. Much love to anyone who’s reading this 🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@Sandrarmrz]

@@olgacalderon2130 hello I know your comment is old but if you speak Spanish lookup Luz Aurora we did our retreat with her and was such a beautiful experience.

[@carolinasoulshine8949]

I adore how you experienced this beautiful healing journey. I have experienced similar in the ceremonies ive experienced as well. So beautiful. Everything/everyone is there for you but ultimately we go through it alone. It's not easy but beautiful nonetheless...that death amd rebirth. Man oh man....phewwwww...we are never the same after each ceremony. Old patterns deleted and to know we are so protected is beyond. Much love, brother.

[@amethyst2601]

I had a beautiful experience in so many ways - the purging was just a purification of entry. I communed with the beautiful trees around me that influenced me for years to follow. I saw a neon pink web connecting all the stars. It truly is a medicine - shamans blended it, of course. It was 2003. The depth of the heart and soul is endless. It took me 2 years to fully grasp it all. Thank you ~ just found your channel. Your journey was incredible… 🍃🕊️🦋🕊️🍃

[@numerouno7414]

Im worried that post ceremony intergration may get in the way of other aspects of my life, did you find those 2 years to be distracting?

[@amethyst2601]

@@numerouno7414 Not at all ~ it increased the depth of awareness in a huge way, which made me be able to discern things very quickly if they were wrong or right for me. Plus, being in the healing arts, it was transferred into more intuitive bodywork on my clients.

[@carolinamoilanen8627]

😊😊😊

[@amethyst2601]

@@numerouno7414 Not at all. It was awakening me to the things that mattered ~ not the values of ‘the world’. My journey continues, i might add….

[@ssb1056]

I am very intuitive and psychic and I have had visions and strong premonitions without any drugs…just by meditation and trusting my intuition and soul.

[@jennyortega7018]

Same! I have experiences without trying and without substances so often that my energy goes to staying grounded and present in this reality. The idea of accessing other planes and dimensions with a substance makes me nervous, but I feel called and am finally going in June to have this medicine. I am so curious what it will be like given my natural abilities. Will it be like being on spiritual steroids?

[@the_ravens_room]

@@jennyortega7018 You won't regret it. Nothing you have done in your life will be like the experience you are about to have.

[@aaaa-fq1ue]

@@jennyortega7018yes it is !

[@adrianadelorden]

@@jennyortega7018update???

[@Nakadqn]

The first minutes of you explaining how it feels hit me so hard, its perfectly explained!

[@kitkat-ev6xt]

My journey is on my birthday this September. I feel such a connection to your feelings on being alone. I hope that my experience is similar to yours. It sounds perfect to what I know I need to heal my child self. At first I was nervous for this but I meditated on it and I feel completely at peace now. I am ready. ❤ thank u for sharing your journey.

[@allanh7137]

How did it go?

[@kitkat-ev6xt]

@allanh7137 I had a very intense experience. 24hrs of complete insanity to be fair. My mind was ripped open and turned inside out. I'm grateful for it but will never do it again. 💯

[@alexcolley2619]

Great video. Thanks for sharing. I did Ayahuasca for the first time this month...and this is helping me unravel the downloads

[@Benimo11]

Thank you! I'm taking Aya next week and have felt very nervous, this video has begun to put my restless mind at ease 💞

[@DeepMindfulness]

Wishing you all the best!! 🙏🏼

[@mark2073]

How did it go?

[@kellyal2]

3 weeks time for me . Good luck ❤

[@nadinegaudet1870]

How did it go for you?

[@Alexis-369]

Where did you goo? How was it!?!

[@drewaksparky1013]

This has been the best I have heard someone talk about this experience. So thank you.

[@AbrahamAndHerFriends]

What an unbelievable experience! Thank you so much for being willing to sharing this.❤🙏🏼

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thanks so much for checking it out! Is this something you have experience with? Or just curious?

[@AbrahamAndHerFriends]

@@DeepMindfulness I don’t hVe any experience, I just think one day it would be neat to try

[@fawzjamal2238]

Thank you for sharing 🙏 I had a very similar experience about crying into the pillow - sue helped me free my pain and not feel ashamed for meeting vulnerable ❤️🙏

[@LumiRapper]

Great point about the mind and getting out of the head into feel or body embodiment to deal with it. The story about love being painful, infinite love & letting go can feel like that.

[@DeepMindfulness]

🙏🏼

[@Tamme1966]

Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻. I'm taking my first Ayahuasca ceremony in New Braunfels Texas then later this year in Belize. I'm scared but yet I know Ayahuasca has been calling me🙏🏻

[@ariannagonzalez2618]

Are you sitting with David and Megan ?! I sat with them in August, and my partner in September. They are a lovely couple. It’s not my cup of tea, I don’t feel called to do it again, but I don’t regret my experience. I had a very intense experience, but my intentions were big so I think I got what I asked for. Best of luck on your journey ! You’re in good hands.

[@Tamme1966]

@@ariannagonzalez2618 yes I will be sitting with them for my first Ayahuasca ceremony

[@ariannagonzalez2618]

That’s awesome ! They are really nice, and the new property is beautiful. The music is great, the atmosphere, the snacks. It’s just a very nice, and loving vibe. They are going to offer you hapè, I personally did not like it. It’s optional, but look into it to see if you feel called to it.

[@Tamme1966]

@@ariannagonzalez2618 Thank you for all the information. I'm so happy you had an amazing experience with them.

[@jessicasun4420]

@@ariannagonzalez2618 I’m thinking about sitting with them!!!

[@Mizzlenum]

Aya was to me like they call it, a loving grand mother who in my first ceremony it treated me with some tough love but in subsecuent ceremonies it gave pointers to things I needed to research and after that I find my brain being able to absorb information like a sponge and process it more easily. I had an alcoholisim problem and I can't say that I dont have the cravings any more or that I haven't had al least one slip up, but I find it harder to allow myself to get wasted again knowing all that I know now. I'm still working on implementing my inner power to command the bad energy away in my day to day life but the journey continues.

[@acunchevy54]

I lost my financial status, home and business due to depression and empowering others around me. Have a beautiful wife and three kids. I am thinking about trying aya. What do you suggest.

[@Mizzlenum]

@acunchevy54 aya is not going to fix any of your problems... Aya gonna kick your ass until you say no more, but you keep getting more... Unti you man/woman up and fix your own shit.

[@donellecole6827]

This was so my experience. Aya does like a divine surgery in the emotional, mental, energy, and physical body. You did so well explaining how the medicine navigates the psyche.

[@davidsummerville351]

This was really moving. Thank you so much for sharing this experience.

[@MiaMaze46]

My favorite story regarding this topic thus far! Appreciate you

[@OnlyDaria7250]

I'm listening at work and Of course someone comes to my desk and I am about to start CRYING!

[@DeepMindfulness]

Aww! 🙏🏼

[@cristianmarrero13]

thank you for this I'm now sure I'm going to take this journey with my love in the upcoming month

[@mariasharapan7131]

This is such an informative and genuine talk, thank you for sharing 🙏

[@DeepMindfulness]

You're so welcome!

[@BuyfromChris_mycotonInstagram]

I recommend microdosing mushrooms, it has really helped me on anxiety, depression and ptsd 🔝☝️look up at that handle, he got shrooms varieties, lsd, DMT, cocaine, ketamine, cannabis and ships swiftly

[@benyblancs]

Thank you for sharing Janusz. The part about the infant part was impactful for me.

[@kimberlysmith7311]

Wow! ❤ This is the most in depth, expressive, and helpful Ayhawaska experience I've ever heard, and I can also relate very much with a couple things you said about the alone feelings. 😮 I heard this call before I even knew it existed. Dreamt about an experience since childhood, but am waiting until I am fully detoxed off current medication. Thank you from depth of my heart for sharing this. ❤ Love and peace to you always

[@PaulCarvery]

Omg. Just finished listening to your explanation and experience with the medicine and cannot believe how much my experience lined up with yours 🙏 l got back home with mixed emotions and feelings about my own experience at Rythmia in CostaRica and now l have more clarity and understanding of what l experienced while in ceremony and why l felt the way l did especially the first night which was really intense for me. Love and light to you brother, l also am dealing with depression at the moment. Paul from 🇨🇦

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thank you so much for sharing that! I’m glad you’re settling in and wish you all the best in your healing journey! Hope we cross paths some day soon.

[@jaggill5745]

Paul were you depressed before? It goes worse or better?

[@giorgi50591]

thank you for sharing your experience, i took about 7 years ago another type of ayahuasca made from another plants my own and it was so powerfull that it changed my life, it is so powerfull that people should be werry carefull.

[@bhavitasaxena1217]

wow... your video popped up just like that and I saw it full... this just blowed my mind... thank you so much for this video...

[@DeepMindfulness]

So glad you enjoyed it!!

[@ahb226]

So beautiful, so moving. I so deeply relate. Thank you for sharing.

[@DeepMindfulness]

🌿🙏🏼🌿

[@AriGrabb]

This was great and very helpful. Thank you for putting this together.

[@DeepMindfulness]

So glad you enjoyed it!

[@RY-fe3rt]

Why do mind-games nullify the best intentions? I remember being stoned with my best friend back in my varsity dorm. We were comfortably lost in one of those deep, meaningful conversations students love to have, unpacking how we saw ourselves in the future. I went on a whole ramble, picturing where I would live, work, what I'd be listening to, reading on my balcony etc etc. It took a while. When I was finally done, my friend looked at me for a while and then simply asked.... "But who are you with?" I was totally blank. I hadn't even considered it. I'm still occasionally given pause by this memory when I'm comfortably alone. I try not to confuse it with being lonely or cobbling it to a phantom, self-soothing inner child. Just my two cents. Not to invalidate your deeply profound experience, of course. Great vid! 😁✌️

[@spicygingercat]

I love how many insights from the trip you are able to recall. I also love how these aren’t things that people *need* ayahuasca or psychedelics to know and believe. The psychedelics just magnify how real the spiritual reality actually is. Very interesting story, I love it

[@spicygingercat]

@ObyA-j6g sorry, I’m not sure I understand what you’re asking?

[@shaneross64]

I think you got lucky getting gentleness. I've researched people going through hell thus why I haven't done it yet. I've gone through hell most of my life it's hard for me to possibly go through more on purpose even though I know it could transform my life for the better.

[@macintoshimann9892]

Thank you for sharing, that bit about being infant is actually really helpful to hear someone else put words to. I also had a very good experience that kick started a lot of healing in so many places. I think you give good advice, do it when its time.

[@LaLeoRonroneo]

Thank you for sharing with so much gentleness and awareness.

[@romanengland9544]

Thank you for sharing this. Especially the part about asking for gentleness and that being responded to. I feel very nervous, but it is time. Three weeks from tomorrow. Oh boy.

[@virginiacreager4331]

Wow your experience describes why I could never do the cry it out method with my infant son even though many people pressured me to do it. I intuitively felt the absolute terror and devastation he would feel crying into the dark and no one coming. I learned in my doula training program how His body after being a part of my body was designed to be regulated and comforted by the touch of my skin the sound of my heart beat, the sound of my voice, my smell, the chemicals being released in my body and simultaneously in his. I was the matrix he had lived inside of and been fully supported by for 9 months. I think this translates to when we are adults knowing how to hold ourselves in moments of sadness and fear. Pick up and hold our inner baby. 🙏🧡 thank you for having the courage to do this.

[@GrowthwinSpace]

Im ready. I trust myself. I surrender.

[@julietrask7497]

I think the guide or human you see is yourself. Your higher self is leading the way.

[@jenniferburton7044]

I thought the guide was mother Aya leading him through his experience

[@NoelFurrer]

I am so ready to do this.. I felt I wanted to cry.. But I haven't been crying for years.. I know it will be very intense, if I find the right, safe place with like minded people to go through this journey. My missing piece is to find a trusted group auch can lead me to the right tribe. Researching a lot but also my mistrust in anyone doesn't really help me to move on. Greetings from Cambodia, not sure how to sincerely to connect with you..

[@DeepMindfulness]

Check out the Ayahuasca foundation. Great resource.

[@christinagrant1]

Thank you for that really authentic and helpful video - I’m off to Peru in June for my first experience with Aya so really excited and now feeling so much more relaxed and prepared

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thankyou🙏🌿

[@mhaithumhumbhi7018]

Hi, I would like to ask for contacts to do the Aya, any info will be appreciated

[@DeepMindfulness]

@@mhaithumhumbhi7018 - contact the Ayahuasca Foundation or your local psychedelic community. Hope that helps!

[@alexros6642]

Interesting experience, incredible how the descriptions are so different, personal and as the same way impactful. I recently had a ceremony experience but with Psilocybin. Similarly the guide used music, it was a personal,not group ceremony and the biggest and most impactful moment was at the beginning, the sensation of the music and feeling of moving through this mandala, no time or space sensation and a general feeling of scared and intense aloneness. I was laying down and thought how funny the mind tries to make sense and look for a familiar sensation or meaning, letting go was some what scary, I felt a voice inside me comforting me that I was not alone, but the general feeling I was moving was yes the feeling of being alone. At a certain point in the music a song I recognized came up and I needed to sit up, my guide covered me with a blanket, he later told me he was guided to do this, and I began singing the familiar mantra, and felt a powerful sensation very similar of what you described, not ego based, feeling of power within me, for me feminine divinity power and yes I truly believe, not wanting to name it to a general description but at kundalini movement of energy from my base chackra all energy alignment and up to my head, really amazing. This I was not told it could happen, it might be something just at my experience. After, the guide told me to open my eyes and the rest was more of sensations, as you said energy moving but very positive, just letting go. In a very nature setting with music and drums, experience. Again just sharing. That you for sharing yours!

[@tatyanac4085]

Love the way you describe your experience. Mine was little more tense .

[@toddbreithaupt7661]

What a thorough breakdown of all the emotional patterns and journey. 🙏🏻

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thanks so much!

[@kenamasunsmith3976]

Thank you for sharing. YOUR ABILITY TO BRING ME THERE WITH YOUR WORDS ARE DEEPLY APPRECIATED.

[@jessicawritesthings]

Beautiful Janusz ❤️ such a moving piece

[@DeepMindfulness]

🙏🏼

[@rd2happydestiny2]

I really resonated with your video and found it to be so helpful as someone who had been considering this for some time now. I especially connected when you mentioned IFS which has been a huge part of my own personal and professional journey as both a consumer of therapy and a psychotherapist myself. I’m grateful that this video landed in my feed and I have subscribed for more. Thank you ~

[@deby8367]

Hi from Florida. I watched your video, thank you for sharing your experience with the sacred medicine. I am glad you had a great experience. AHO

[@lisamaree7395]

You HEARD the child bc you gave it a voice through this experience. You heard his voice through your revelation of his experience. Basically your conscience and subconscious revealed itself to you

[@jenniferburton7044]

Well said 🙌

[@American_In_Latvia]

Prabupada said that in the spiritual world, people sing when they talk. Special experience you have.

[@suuzq02]

EXCELLENT review God bless you I’m learning because of you

[@DeepMindfulness]

Awesome! 🙏🏼

[@leylaboom2341]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience in such a wonderful way

[@DeepMindfulness]

Absolutely! Glad you enjoyed it.

[@seahawks1185]

Its a powerful experience. Like that one dream you had, youll never forget.

[@THELEEFACTOR]

Im very thankful for the dedication and time you spent for this video. This is very insightful! Mother Aya seems to be calling for me, whatever that means for me. 😊 Lots of love your way. 💞

[@randifreja]

Thanks! It impressed me to hear you speak calmly and honestly about your experiences! Very inspiring :)🙏

[@ianmoseley2475]

I'm so grateful for this video. Thank you for creating it.

[@youniqa]

I think it’s not some entity, l believe it’s your own higher self, your soul. You are detaching from a human programs and becoming just consciousness where you can feel , hear and enter your soul’s achieves.

[@mrcapricorn1969]

Listening to (because I listened more than watched) this was mind blowing! I've not had this experience but what you about "this child needed to be heard..." is "dead on" on how I feel. I do want to experience this but feel as if I need to work up to it. Thank you so much for this video 😊

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thanks so much. And yes, absolutely take your time. Wait until the time is right! Glad it hit home. 🙏🏼

[@Rooster1976_1]

Thanks for your video. Awesome. I haven’t done it yet but sooo keen. I do have depression anxiety ptsd adhd. I think it will help me or at least I hope so.

[@Sir_Richard_Crainum_lll]

As long as you don't smoke it, I couldn't recommend going threw this experience anymore. Especially if you've been hurt or had a experience that is keeping you down in life, great medicine to overcome depression or like myself PTSD. Thanks

[@Jack-r2v9b]

You can't smoke ayahuasca,you drink it

[@Klein101]

What an amazing description of your experience. Thank you❤

[@rosiewade4326]

I had my 13 ceremony two weeks ago and I can truly say we don’t know anything.

[@general_zizi1156]

In my late teens & 20s my friends and I would do shrooms, Isd, and ecstasy occasionally. Good times! All were positive, fun, spiritual experiences. But, it's been decades. I don't know anyone who knows anyone who can get psychedelics from. I live in LA & there's a Kush store three blocks from my house, but I can't function alone on weed. I wish they sold psilocybin gummies. I'm a little depressed & a little anxious on a regular basis. I'm not a big drinker and I hate taking pills. A bite or two of a chocolate bar, or a cup of mushroom tea everyday would be a godsent for me.

[@ryancihet555]

The Trips I've been having really helped me a lot. I’m now able to meditate and I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

[@dilara4130]

@Vicky Desmond I was having this constant, unbearable anxiety due to work stress. Not until I came across dradolfpetter a very intelligent mycologist. He saved my life honestly

[@ohmakure4716]

@@ryancihet555 I feel the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.

[@aydin6219]

@@dilara4130 Does he deliver to various locations?

[@aydin6219]

@@dilara4130 How do I reach out to him too??

[@GregOreo1013]

Excellent video

[@patrickdaniel9670]

Thank you so much. I'm going to go to my first ceremony next Sunday in the Netherlands.

[@wesunknown8764]

Yooow ik heb een vraagje waar in Nederland kun je dat doen? Ben effe informeren hoe en wat... Dus als je een adres hebt hoor ik dat graag.. MvG Wes

[@wesunknown8764]

En hoe was het je bevallen? 😊

[@AnitaBarneycastle]

Doing this outside of the rainforest/jungle... where this medicine originates is OK?

[@Somaticyoganurse]

I am adopted and this is extremely comforting to me

[@trd254]

I get my psychedelic stuff from an online store where I got my own, his on Instagram and his handle below is...

[@trd254]

Leonmycology.

[@BetterDayEachDay]

❤

[@acunchevy54]

​. ???????

[@acunchevy54]

​@@trd254?????

[@angiepp.562]

I so want to have this experience. Aya is calling my name. I have know idea where to begin. My journey starts here! Thank you and many blessings 😊❤🙏🏾🫶🏾

[@DeepMindfulness]

Consider reaching out to the Ayahuasca foundation. They train guides in traditional Aya ceremony and many of those guides live in the US, all over the country.

[@visionvixxen]

I have so many untouched areas that even I do not know of. Such a desire to understand and reorganize it all. Basically, to be reborn healthy.. after so much prayer, self help, medications, counseling, etc… I would just like the lives new experience to be in every part of my being- and the old stuff erased as if never having been (except when needed to be drawn upon to help another or do art or whatever). Aya, mushrooms, whatever…But am on antidepressants. Mood stabilizer and ADD Meds. Cannot function without caffeine and cannot control my appetite too well. Would want to be safe, healthy, keep my mind, and ina setting that is totally trustworthy, wise, evocative and safe…. Like Jesus really touching you and being reborn. I’m ready. So if this is not a dangerous or against God thingand safe- I want the growth and benefits for myself and loved ones- Aya or another method…. As long as it is real and works and is gentle

[@hedgewitchtarot]

I am going for my 3 day ceremony in 3 weeks. It's scary and yet I know it's time. ❤

[@zencephalon]

Thank U for sharing your experience Janusz!

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thank you so much?

[@tomriordan6008]

I liked this video a lot especially the part about loneliness and depression. Just a minor point, the word is "contraindicated", a word I learned in my medical studies.

[@colinblanchard5532]

Hi thank you for explaining your experience. I can really relate to the things you explained. I’ve been thinking of having this experience for a couple of years now. I’m 52 and I’ve been doing my research,as like you said in your video psychedelics does have a bad name. But I think it’s when you’re using it for the wrong reason and not in the right setting like being in a room with friends but you don’t quite understand it.I’ve just booked my retreat for next year in Portugal with a company called behold. I’m expecting to have things feel really uncomfortable as well as enlightening but it was reassuring for me hearing your story. Hope your doing well with your depression thanks again

[@syameze2227]

Great comprehensive detailed info. Thanks for sharing.

[@trd254]

I get my psychedelic stuff from an online store where I got my own, his on Instagram and his handle below is...

[@trd254]

Leonmycology.

[@reneebrient1409]

Oh c est donc ca

[@joybird5495]

Thanks for description of your depression and the root of it.

[@mandrewcurry9416]

Boy, really needed to hear this today. Thanks for your genuine sharing.

[@Sophia-mn5mb]

I acquired mine from an online dmt psychedelic store they ship discreet¿?¿

[@Sophia-mn5mb]

phramtrip!!!!

[@Sophia-mn5mb]

They're got great psychedelics products

[@the_ravens_room]

@@Sophia-mn5mb This medicine should not be taken, unless it's within a ceremony by trusted shamans. You shouldn't promote it in this way.

[@misstownes]

Thank you for being brave and sharing your story ❤

[@LittleAnna777]

Thank you for sharing your experience it was very interesting

[@tr7b410]

I have been meditating for over 32 years & have now evolved a body that is hyper sensitive to certain foods-cereals/gluten intolerance. This is similar to what NDE experiencer Amy Call narrated when she stated she was shown how certain foods are now becoming TOXIC to our spiritual evolutionary potential ...have you noticed this phenomenon.?

[@virginiacreager4331]

I just read a mind blowing book received from the Pleadians, it was life changing, quite incredible. Ugh wish I could remember the title 🤔

[@jennyortega7018]

​@virginiacreager4331 if you remember it please share ❤ I have been researching about the pleidians the last week after I was recalling a prior experience I had with them, so it's funny you mention them here.

[@tr7b410]

@jennyortega7018 The problem I have with the Pleadians is this:3 times in earth's past history the Pleadians colonized earth-22 million years ago-230k years ago and 50-11k years ago & each time they could not get along with the other E.T colonists. The different types of races on earth reflects these colonies. To verify my claims see Apollo 20 mission to the moon to investigate a crashed spacecraft replete with dead female crewmember. The backstory of the dead female crewmember is as follows.She was a member of the MU society located in the Gobi Desert.There was a conflict with the Atlanteans/ Pleadians.Some of the MU spacecraft escaped in time. 1 grabbed a hunk of rock in the rings of Saturn and hurled it at the Atlanteans.This created a worldwide cataclysm 11.4k years ago. 2 ofthe MU spacecraft were damaged by the shockwave.1 crashed into the moon and the other is tumbling thru our solar system Omuamua. The more spiritually oriented refugees of MU migrated to the Tibetean plateau focusing on their spiritual practices to atone for this heinous act of destruction. The Pleadians dispersed to America-The Yucatan-Patagonia and Egypt. The remains of Atlantis can be found off the coast of Cuba in 2k feet of water.

[@meditationovermedication]

I will always be blown away by people who have the most profound experience of their lives when they enter an entirely different plane of existence via Mother Aya and come out of it using the term "woo-woo." I cant imagine referring to others who can tap into different realms using their third eye (the very eye Mother Aya is using to show you who you are, which is a soul having a human experience) without using plants as "woo-woo."

[@Sabrina-vu9mv]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience.🙏

[@emmanuelweinman9673]

The totality of light takes time to embody into the physical form… over possibly infinite lifetimes. If we were exposed to the full light of the universe all at once, we would explode as intensely as the big bang 🤯

[@casparharte]

At first I just thought here is another dude with a spare $5K for their own health. But actually one of the chilled videos out there. Thanks for being so calm and wholistic with it.

[@JakeRunnels]

Great video, you described it very well. Thank you!

[@DeepMindfulness]

Thank you! If you don’t mind sharing, what’s your experience?

[@JakeRunnels]

@@DeepMindfulness I just made a video about it haha, that's how I came across your channel. Was terrifying but got through it and am better for it. Would love to get in touch with you guys and your team. Warm regards

[@etherealnolan]

Thank you so much for posting this. ❤

[@stefanbanica2904]

Awesome experience ❤❤❤ thanks for sharing 😊I just found myself in your stories ❤❤❤

[@michalcaganek8287]

Hello sir, I just wanted to say that whenever you feel alone, you really are not alone... Feeling lonely is on thing but you will never be truly alone 🙏🍄🌵💮

[@michalcaganek8287]

@Stacy_pope I am good, thank you.

[@witchofthebakony]

What a beautiful person! Thank you

[@DeepMindfulness]

Me too actually. I’ll be headed to diet with Noya Rao for most of Feb. 🙏🏼

[@witchofthebakony]

@@DeepMindfulness see you there, then 😊

[@JERemington]

That’s really interesting. I think I might feel that “moving energy” very frequently, without any substances.

[@Dianab-beetle]

Woww thank you for sharing your story🙏🙏🙏🌟

[@Lisa-b3c1u]

great walk thru of your experience. What has changed in your life since this experience? Is you life difference, more peace…etc. I am very interested and excited to here the in the after part.

[@TheMahagoni]

May I ask where you did your ceremonies? And thank you for uploading this❤ You have such a beautiful 'energy' Truly seem like a real person without fake layers and skins

[@FollowMagicBrad]

Greetings from Minneapolis, MN I have an Intro call tomorrow with a guy from Rhythmia in Costa Rica. It is about a $5000 experience. Which feels like a lot to me. But I think that is part of the reason I am going, is because of my blocks to money and worthiness.

[@DeepMindfulness]

That definitely is a LOT. Try contacting the Ayahuasca foundation in Peru. That’s the origins of this tradition.

[@HSwanny]

Excellent report. Mother ay is calling :)

[@CorrineStoewsand-lp8tb]

Thank you Janusz! Sharing in such detail this deep experience is so generous of you. I understand everyone has a unique experience, but this does take away a lot of stereotypes and prejudices that I have had. I am curious what you might say about its effects on your mediation practice. Is there a before and after? Also have you noticed any of the sensitivity to wholesome thoughts vs. critical thoughts declining over time?

[@DeepMindfulness]

Such a great question! And thanks so much for your kind words. Meditation has so many facets and for me at least, eventually meditation is just all of my experience so the psychedelic side of meditation is definitely congruent to psychedelic medicines. That said, I’ve never had a deeper psychedelic experience than through serious meditation practice. Ayawaska is not a subtle intervention and there’s a lot of psychological processing that occurs but, this processing is brought to you by the beauty of the transcended material touching the ordinary. In this way, it’s very similar to meditation. Although, must peoples experience of meditation is microdosed, so it’s rare they have these experiences. I’m not really sure if I’m a great test case for a before, and after meditation experience. For a number of years so much of my experience all feels like one thing at various levels of strangeness and depth. So… 🤷🏻‍♂️ But it is definitely the case that the wholesomeness and self acceptance that his medicine pointed towards is part of my life on and off the cushion since this experience. Hope that’s helpful and/or interesting. ;)

[@janepate]

I will recommend you to this online specialist who helped in guiding me through my first experience, they sell and ship all sorts of psychedelics and psilocybin products, discreetly check them out...

[@janepate]

@ charlesmyco_