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[@ashleyder9164]

I think you would really love their song Zero O'Clock ... I think you'd find it relatable and comforting. 💜

[@sup9125]

Yes ! She needs to hear that song!

[@miradest]

Yes that's my go to song to feel better. One of the songs. Magic shop too!

[@sup9125]

@@miradest she is not ready for magic shop yet....

[@micheleg559]

Agree-you’ll like this one. Watch the Tiny Tan version -uplifting.

[@reminder_v2657]

yes.. i agree, Zero o'clock so comforting song

[@yoonjackie44]

I am 40 yo and the best thing happen to me is i Found BTS.. they came when i needed them the most.. 😭💜💜💜💜

[@Lilithnunacarrot]

You have been through a lot.. but seeing you here today testifying about ur survival is very inspirational. It's okay to be not okay. You're a very strong person. I really look up to you. Please stay the same, strong and healthy.

[@mark-hp6un]

Sometimes those who seem to be the happiest are the ones who are suffering the most everyone has a story........

[@JustJenRx]

💯

[@margplsr3120]

so true

[@simonevandermerwe4445]

What you said here about finding help 9:45 💜 V (who wrote blue and grey) once said "unless you open up and share your feelings, no one can understand what you're going through"

[@grantleippi3976]

Welcome to the BTS Army, Jen. These guys are amazing and they genuinely draw you in because they share a message everyone needs - love, acceptance, recognizance of their own fears, doubts, and worries. I found out about these guys through my work and introduced my oldest daughter to their music. Now we're both huge fans. Give a listen to their song Bulletproof - Eternal. It's their song to all of their fans.

[@naturekin48]

V wrote that song except for the rap part when he was depressed and wanted to let people know what he was feeling at that time. The pain in their faces just shows how much the brothers love each other.

[@shibz00r]

Please reaction to: Zero o'clock Magic shop Answer: Love myself Paradise Mikrokosmos The truth untold Outro: Tear Dis-ease Louder than bombs We are bulletproof: The eternal So what

[@helennnaaaaa]

*Dis-ease

[@sm00kyrain_3]

YESSSS

[@yen-8680]

🥺💜💜💜 these songs are healing

[@adenina6473]

Yeeeessss

[@shibz00r]

@@helennnaaaaa ty 💜

[@rae.elaine92]

I heard this song when the album first came out and bawled my eyes out before even looking up the lyrics. You know how sometimes a song just hits you in your soul, regardless of language. I literally was not able to listen to it again until about a month ago and finally looked up the lyrics. Of course I bawled like a big baby again, but after reading the lyrics, I understood why it hit me so hard the first time I heard it. I will always be grateful for BTS for being there when I have no one else to talk to. 💜

[@Aryaaa5]

I feel like you would really like ‘The last’ it’s a solo song by Suga (aka Agust D) he talks about his experiences with social anxiety, depression, and suicided.

[@estrella4429]

Omg yes that song has basically made me cry and my heart feels broken when listen to it cause of the emotions

[@DanielleMDM93]

I just want to thank you so much for sharing some of your life story with us. Your channel is so much more than a reaction channel because your are trying to help and heal other. I have not suffered like you so I could never imagine the pain you have gone through, but I can relate my own pain to yours. I think that is what we feel when we hear songs like “Blue & Grey”, we all feel pain in our lives and to be able to see and hear some of the thoughts we could never quite put into words gives us comfort and the knowledge that what we feel is valid. As they say in B&G, “Don’t say your okay, because you aren’t”, we need to allow ourselves to feel what we are feeling, good or bad. And then we need to let it go. I am slowly working towards that goal, to love, accept and forgive myself. It’s not always easy, but I’m in a better place now than I have been since I was probably six or seven. We all deserve respect and compassion.💜

[@JustJenRx]

It’s okay to not be happy 100% of the time. When people expect that out of you.....RUN

[@tigerlillymoon9310]

The reason I like your channel is because you and I have similar back stories, so I relate so much to your heartbreak and your victories..Childhood trauma, anxiety, addiction issues🌼 breaking free, starting over, hustling to get it all back on track ..But the biggest thing we have in common is the best, we are Survivors..We came out of it..We know it's work that has to be done everyday..You are a Warrior..Keep kicking ass!!! Lots of Love💜

[@JustJenRx]

ViacomCBS released my Copyright © claim!!! Awww 🥰 yay!

[@interlude44]

Heard it for the first time tonight , and I cried at my dinner table . Had my first car crash and I was shaken up but this song was needed right where it was needed . Amzing group . I became a fan of BTS LAST YEAR

[@carolinegalarza8384]

Life has treated us all unfairly on several occasions. A great step to overcome them is to stop condemning ourselves so much for things that simply happened, of which we were victims, not guilty. It is a long way, the way of improvement, but it can always be achieved. You are very strong.

[@nadineagbohou9486]

You're a strong woman ,so strong 👏👏👏👏👏I love you ,you're perfect the way you are, GOD BLESS YOU SISTER 😘😘😘

[@azalea251]

You are a fighter, that is why you found happiness.. BTS's songs has purpose that's the reason I stan them.. For me I have faith in God, that's why in every endless-like sadness there's an answer.. Thank you so much for sharing your life.. God bless you!

[@airyfairy2396]

Sorry, my English is not enough to translate everything in my mind, but just stay gold. you are precious. hope you will not be suffered anymore. Past can not devour you.. only Present have power to change you... and you are not alone.. 💜

[@geer2067]

I my god,..i cried with you,.. . This beautiful song from Tae it hits you right in the face. You are a beautiful woman and be proud of your self 💜💜💜

[@MarilynPF]

BTS really has music that heals. I hope you listen to more of it.

[@irmawatiagoesman2143]

I'm glad you found BTS, or some ARMY say BTS found you. I can't feel what you feel of what you've been through Jen, but you can find friends or new family in ARMY. We all are a big family that can help each other. Regards fr Indonesia 💜

[@karlachavarria6450]

You are so brave! You deserve all the best in the world! God bless you! I love your yoir reaction! Thank you for your honesty and kind words

[@hamishloves9968]

Jen will get emotional if she listens to: Zero o’clock Spring Day House of cards ...just to name a few😓

[@jinnieluv7921]

Yes all of these songs plus The Truth Untold too

[@davi-moraes7334]

in my opinion Spring Day the lyrics are sad but the beat I don't think is sad

[@MjkARbtsY]

I totally agree! I prefer 00:00 That song really made my tears overflowed 🥺🥺🥺

[@morningdew3388]

Magic shop

[@rebekah4679]

I can't really say that I understand exactly how you feel but living is hard for me, too and hearing you talk about your resolve to keep fighting inspires me. Stay strong..... you're beautiful and deserve the very best of life.

[@JustJenRx]

Hugs back 🤗 and remember what you just said...YOU DESERVE IT TOO!!!!!! Just keep on fighting the good fight, deary! The rest will magically fall into place 😘 💜💜💜

[@classical7]

Watch a new series called *"RISE OF BANGTAN"* created by a talented ARMY to get to know our guys even more. Creator said she was going to make a movie-like documentary but it felt too short and ended up making it to a series with multiple episodes. The reason she made it was to show her family and friends why BTS is so important to her. She was tired of explaining herself so she made this series. She has a background in films so this series is beautifully made. 💜

[@DanielleMDM93]

Yes, please do!!

[@houseofalex]

giving you virtual hugs 💝 stay strong

[@snagglejag1977]

Survivor to survivor.. salute. BTS truly are wonderful advocates, and so are you. Thank you.

[@ilivesoilove661]

this is my first time crying watching reaction video. it is a beautiful reaction, jen. i deeply sorry for what you have went through as a child. i hope that you are stronger and braver now, because i feel like you are an amazing person. god bless you.

[@JustJenRx]

Awww hugs 🤗 sent for that. Thank you 💜💜💜

[@nasreenhayee1522]

And you are so precious, you are very inspirational I was going through depression when I was 12 to 13 but Bts helped me come over it now I am 15 and doing much better. I purple you 💜

[@norbacolodan9234]

I just came cross to your REACTION today, and you made me cry. I really felt your words. Especially with the lyrics of the song. It really hits really hard.

[@lilidays3977]

I feel very proud of you, even tho i dont know you, i feel proud of you for being strong enough to talk about your fears. You deserve to be loved❤

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you sweetie 💜

[@miayapyun2150]

Oh dear thanks i hear many times always make me crying just like you. I understnding very well dont soffer now you are happy have family and lovely kids more important domeone loves you very much. P.s next time i do like hear life goes on

[@MissSassie]

That song hit me different, I have felt that way so many times and it is comforting to know that me and others have have times like that aren't alone. It's sad and comforting at the same time. Love my Kings! 💜🙆‍♀️

[@britishpetroleum1171]

Thank you for reaction and sharing your life. I’m very sorry for your past suffering. I pray that you will be better and happier. BTS lyrics are just comforting and caring. I hope it will help you little. Thank you again.

[@jaymolinafernandez5721]

This woman has gone through so much and has grown and resisted with such strength... she deserves the world, wow

[@JSP-pv9wi]

Thanks for sharing you're life with us. You are a brave woman. You've been through a lot. 😢 May you continue to be healed. 🙏You are an inspiration.

[@shariiisbeingbtsarmy8670]

Thank you so much for sharing your story, you are truly an inspiration, your are so strong, a real soldier. I'm so sorry for what you have endured, i'm happy you moved forward with a happy heart now. I can feel, see and hear through here how you never put grudge in your heart. thank you jen

[@sunbae8993]

awwww so sorry to hear that...we'll you've found BTS at the right time and we got a whole ARMY fam here whose willing to listen and go with you on this journey...love your reactions...keep it up....BORAHAE!🤞

[@alanhigh9709]

I didn't expect a therapy session Jen but I cried right along with you. Thank you for sharing, thank you for being so honest & thank you for loving the boys like the rest of us do.

[@jae5959]

you’re beautiful inside and out! my first time watching you and you’re so genuine. thank you for this.

[@vohuong2964]

Kindness keeps me going. Thank you, Jen, I can feel your beautiful soul 💜

[@nurmadinah3714]

oh my god, ypur words hit me so hard

[@dnineseven]

When you say "Why me?" I hope you know the answer is "So you can do this." You sharing your story with other people is making a big impact - I promise you. Also, I agree with all the other comments - 00:00 (Zero O'Clock) will be a really healing song too.

[@딸기빙수-p9r]

노래를 진심으로 이해하는 모습이 너무 아름답습니다

[@DebitaPuspitas]

I don't know if I was the first to find BTS or BTS found me, BTS's song (BLUE AND GREY) was the first song I listened to when I was with BTS, the song was really like everything that was piled up inside me was expressed in that song, I don't know how many times I've listened to it and that song always makes me cry when I'm really down and BTS's song (ZERO O'CLOCK) is a song that makes me feel like I'll be okay when I'm going through a lot of depression in my life, I hope everyone who is having a hard time and is not doing well will feel happiness and keep fighting for life ....borahae army 💜

[@WorldReserveCurrency]

It's pretty amazing... seeing how much you love yourself. You can only truely love others after you love yourself. So the love you have for other is a reflection of that.

[@angelagillum8167]

I love how you strive to touch other people through sharing your pain...as hard as that must be. I'm also happy to see your honest reaction to BTS. They always move you.

[@taranehabdolahzadeh9029]

Oh jen you are just wonderful You are so amazinggggg that it can not be expressed with word . Thank u for sharing and I hope that you get what ever you desire couse you deserve it more than anyone. ❤

[@tharushisewwandi5071]

Bts V's masterpiece lyrics 🐻💜️

[@shannonslutzky4754]

I can never understand victim shaming. I’m so sorry for all you’ve endured. You are so inspiring, not only for making it thru but for sharing it with us. 💜💜💜💜 *Let go, *magic shop, *lights, *heartbeat, *stay gold, *Zero o’clock, *louder than bombs, *we are bulletproof-the eternal (After this last one I like to listen to “global army song, 7 reasons” which was written by army to BTS as kind of an answer to WAB-TE) BTS has so many songs with beautiful lyrics, but these are some of my favorites. Sorry to the list, thank you for a great reaction and for sharing. I think you are a perfect fit with BTS as you are both an inspiration🥰

[@toulee313]

I'm just discovering BTS now and they have helped me greatly with my anxiety. Thank you for your honesty and strength.

[@aynospoison]

Your words in this video have touched me so much...someone who has experienced trauma from ab*s* as a 5 and 11 year old kid from two different stepdads and experiencing anxiety and Dyspraxia since birth + depression, ptsd and insomnia which later on joined me....and then coming out as a lgbt member....your words and your story means so much to me, this has truly meant alot to me and im so proud of you for speaking up about it... hopefully good things will come in the future for the both of us, stay strong 🥺💜

[@migbo]

I'm really happy to have found you. I love BTS so much, I was watching some of their MVs, then I saw a channel called Top K-pop news with a title that says " This law is only for BTS, 26 entertainment agencies complaint the new military postponement law". So i was curious to know. When the video ended, KZbin suggested more BTS related content and your reaction was one of them, i just clicked on it because i like the song and i'm glad i did. Immediately subscribed. Happy to have found you. Sorry, didn't mean to write this much!

[@xoDianaDuong]

Thank you for sharing your story and message. I am crying with you.

[@taizhu]

Love your reactions...thanks for being such a warm and fierce advocate for yourself and for others. I have nothing but admiration for you!

[@jeromed7624]

Just like BTS, you share important/comforting messages to the world. Watching you is like watching the cool, strong and wise sister I never had. Thank you and take care !

[@juyeonoh9208]

Thank you. Your sincerity always makes me cry.

[@ot7bts382]

Omgeee... i feel you... i am crying with you... i admire your braveness. You are an inspiration just like bts themselves. After this reaction you feel better if you react to zero o clock...

[@JustJenRx]

That’s next on my list of BTS!!!

[@alvinstebani]

One phrase " let's BTS heals you through music and with music"

[@JesusOurLordandSavior]

The thing about finding Bts is that even I can find happiness even when there is lonliness.

[@Itaitusari]

I also cried a lot when I first listen to this song and read the lyrics,, I feel you,, and now, we have to be happier each day,, LOVE YOU !!!

[@btsbuttermay2146]

Thank you for sharing your story. You are amazing. Like what BTS teaches us, LOVE YOURSELF. At times we can't seem to remember this but I hope we all find that foothold to get us back up again. BTS has helped me escape myself, eventually come back to myself, and push myself to be better. They are amazing.

[@nightworg]

I'm new to this chanel, so I don't know much about you. I loved your reaction to Tina S "for the love of god" Sorry to hear that you have such a heavy early life. Hopefully someone will give you hugs and comfort. You remind me of a girl i new when I was young. Have a nice day.

[@Andymegaara]

Love your words! Thanks for sharing so much with us! 💜💜💜

[@classical7]

00:00 ➡ ZERO O'CLOCK 💜 The whale in the animated MV holds a lot of significance. Check out their song "Whalien 52" and you'll understand.

[@wahyuningpanagan2372]

i’m so proud of you that you want to speak about your old memories that makes you really sad. you’re a wonderful, brave women. i hope you always find happiness in your life

[@pennyyoung3997]

You have 7 angels BTS!

[@shiwakim2204]

I am so happy to see Bts songs reach you like this.....I'm really happy you came out of that phase, I really hope you did Please be happy and love yourself💜

[@EyeHeartJimin]

Lots of hugs for you, Jen. I hope everything will always be the best for you and your lovely son from now on. Positive vibes forever 💜💜

[@gretae_dvs484]

I just wanna give you a big hug

[@wendydubbelyou]

I am with you, It is amazing that you are able to share your story, it makes you very brave. Sending you lots of love, from Army

[@lewi5960]

you are a very strong & wise woman, glad to see your reactions and got unconditional advice thank you!

[@lelmdrWHO]

Thank you sharing your story 💜💜💜 We all deserve to be treated better! And it’s okay to feel blue and Gray sometimes

[@norbacolodan9234]

This song is my comfort zone.

[@liumania]

Your sincere words. 고맙습니다!

[@leaknightray3234]

BTS "NOT TODAY" is an empowering song.

[@anayunuenlau]

Hello Jen! Thank you for sharing your emotions, reflections and experiences. It takes a lot of courage and strength, appreciate and respect you for doing it. Hope a lot of love, happiness and health for you, your family and loved ones. Pd: I really enjoy how much you empathize and reflect with their lyrics, that's what I love the most about them... Their capability of describing raw and beautiful emotions and how this make me think about my life and how I connect with myself and people around me. Purple you! Lots of hugs all the way from México. 💜

[@anelle2158]

Their song are really relevant for not just what were experiencing right now but to those persons who feel they're alone suffering, this might somehow atleast show and let them feel that they are not alone. I love your reaction so much.. Waiting for more.. 😊💜

[@luvBTS7]

Your video and message was powerful. Thank you for being vulnerable and truly connecting with your viewers. Your words and inspiration really touched my heart.

[@purninagurung458]

Thank you so much for reacting to blue & grey. God bless you. Seeing you i also got emotional and cried along.

[@daexrs]

Thank you so much for your reaction and for sharing your most vulnerable thoughts, I can relate to your story, it started at 7 and didn't end till 18 years old. I am 20 now, still living with that and everything else life has continuously thrown at me because as you said, you'd think the pain would end there but it never does. You are not alone, you matter, and nothing was your fault. Screw anyone else who wants to invalidate your feelings and experiences. I am so proud of you and I sit here and cry alongside you. This song is incredibly important to me and I am glad it touched your heart in the same way. I hope all your trials end in full bloom x

[@rmm5265]

Hugs and Love for you Jen. 🥰💜🥰

[@polina2947]

First of all, who the hell comes here and dislikes a video like this? For what reason? Were you ppl crying so hard you pressed the wrong button??? Second, love you reactions! Please check out: Zero o'clock Magic shop and Spring Day (with explanation video) these are beautiful songs with deep meaning that you will definitely enjoy 💜💜💜

[@JustJenRx]

It was personal. Probably the same people who dished out all of the hurt I speak of. Too bad they’re nobody to me anymore.

[@polina2947]

@@JustJenRx so childish of them 😤 in that case, add BTS- UGH to the list, a song they made about ppl who have nothing better to do than spread hate left and right, it's 🔥

[@bts.dnabwl4586]

So true! Blue n Grey is such a meaningful song. I can relate to you i'm an emotional mom too. 💜 but i just try to be strong mentally to take care of myself and for my children. Thank you for BTS 💜 Thank you for your sincere reaction.

[@ndychung007]

Jen, you help me appreciate BTS songs even more. Thank you.

[@TapMu5ic]

Love your reactions and thoughts 💕 BTS's songs and lyrics help me during difficult times. It feels good to cry and know that I'm not alone with these thoughts. I love how open you are with your thoughts and how you are sharing your experiences

[@meralys21]

Came across your bts reactions and they are so precious. I love seeing your journey as you keep exploring the wonderful world of BTS. I'm happy you can relate and reflect on each song. They have so many songs that I know you will love and I can't wait to keep hearing your thoughts and how your experiences match some of the lyrics. They are a group that is there to heal and give us relief, and is beautiful to see how you embrace their messages. I'm a new subscriber. 43 years old here. Keep on doing what you're doing. Just like the boys you're helping many.

[@abbeyashirtap8056]

You're advice are so inspiring and motivational Jen, what you said means a lot (what if you don't have an angel, what if that angel was you) 😌😭😌

[@monaflowers5869]

your strong and beautiful and I appreciate people like you thank you for not giving up and I hope you have a beautiful life filled love and happiness only 💜

[@JustJenRx]

Facts!!! 🤗

[@eugene1197]

You shared some great words of wisdom... very helpful... please keep doing the good you do

[@namugirl2010]

Bless you and wishing you a happier life Jen💜💕

[@micmicalonzo9338]

I am crying too😭. I hope you will be happier

[@elisaferrazfernandes6654]

Dear Army, In portuguese we have a word to describe a feel which is mostly indescribable: SAUDADE. If you want to get into some understanding on it, don't go to dictionary or literary comparisons, don't watch tutorials on foreign languages and its meanings. Listen to Film Out. It's a perfect melodic display of Saudade. Yours and truly,

[@carrot-kb7ks]

I found this channel just now, but I love your sincere reaction Thank you Jen! 💜💜

[@djguidopolese]

Thank you for sharing your story with us, you are so brave and so special to talk about it with us... We really love you and appreciate you for telling us your story, we can just learn from what you say 💜💜

[@sheilageddes2211]

Your such a strong and inspirational person Jen. I'm so glad you found BTS 💜💜💜

[@jessicaglass]

Thank you for sharing your story. I defiantly know how you feel. I have had the same past and it’s hard to get past it. Your in my prayers. Thank you again.

[@JustJenRx]

It’s so hard to get past something when ppl continually crap on you!!! Thank you for the prayers! They’re most welcome 🙏

[@ladynymue]

I think people love seeing your heart leaking out of your eyes. :) Thank you for reacting.

[@kayingthao5072]

You always make me cry…you’re so strong…💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 …thanks for being brave and vulnerable with us….I hope you continue to heal

[@NuriaSaladrigasLarroy]

Jen I’m so sorry for your past experiences 😔 but I see you’re a resilient person so I’m happy for you mr present. This song is sad but as always, they write some optimistic lines that give us hope and challenge us to try to be stronger.