MY FIRST SUICIDE ATTEMPT WITH A ROPE. HANGING MYSELF... WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW.

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@abdelhamidsherif4995 Жыл бұрын

Well, I live with the fact that I am going to end it all one day; I just defer the action one day at a time...... it is very strange to live on autopilot, cooking, cleaning, going to class, or doing work when you know for sure that you would end it one day.......

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

depression can kill you... hopefully there are ways you feel hopeful. if not hope you find away to solve the problem

@abdelhamidsherif4995 Жыл бұрын

I know it can kill me and it will eventually, I am afraid I cannot find any of those ways @@BeyondBipolarBlog

@darrenjamesburnside 8 ай бұрын

I'm always here to talk to or be a friend if you need it.

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

Hey idk what you are going thru but the Lord Jesus really saves, i was in the same place as you but the love of Jesus really saved me. You are never alone Jesus is always with you and he loves and cares for you. Once you let the Lord into your life you will always feel happy, pleasant and content you will honestly never feel sad again because you know the Lord is on his throne and he loves you and everything is gonna be okay. May God bless you and take care of you. I love you, you can do all things thru the LORD who strengthens you. YOUVE GOT THIS AND YOU MATTER!!

@thraxxhousemansion 3 ай бұрын

Real

@richardlongmore9301 11 ай бұрын

I don’t want support I’m mentally ill and sick of this soulless cruel life

@MrDanga 8 ай бұрын

I hear you

@deimosok2003 8 ай бұрын

That part of the brain which wants our DNA to survive brought us here

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@Dman-c5c 6 ай бұрын

I feel you man

@joannmarie1971 6 ай бұрын

The fact that this society depresses you shows you have depth.

@shirooni111 11 ай бұрын

I'm guilty, for ruining my own life and having problems. I'm guilty for feeling the way I feel about miniature problems that I blow out of proportion while there are literal children thar are dying of hunger somewhere. I'm guilty of feeling this way given how privileged I am. I'm so guilty.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 11 ай бұрын

guilt is a problem of depression and medication can help relieve that guilt. It is all based on mood and perspective if you feel like crap your world feels like crap and it can help a ton while being on the right medicaoin.

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@fren2424 10 ай бұрын

I tried it, first my whole body got tingly and my breath got cut off, then I started to fade away, I got regret and fortunately there was a box where I steped on so I survived, it is impossible to survive without anything to step on. I cried a lot...

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@BrostroTheWizard 7 ай бұрын

the fact you left the box there means you never wanted to do it. glad you are okay.

@IrfanAhmad-yc7tw 5 ай бұрын

At what point you feel that you are going to be no more.

@Tethloach1 5 ай бұрын

@@IrfanAhmad-yc7tw Lucky few - ends 10 sec to 30 secs Most people - 1 min to 5 min (slow process) Unlucky ones - 10 min to never (brain damage/life support)

@XxStari 2 ай бұрын

@@Tethloach1 ngl wish I was that lucky...

@CrackDCat Жыл бұрын

Hey, thanks for putting yourself out there and telling us some of this it takes tremendous courage. Thank you for staying with us, to share this advice, I and I'm sure others definitely appreciate it :)

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

I appreciate that!

@CrackDCat Жыл бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlog It's no problem mate, stay safe, like you told us, you're a strong person that's endured hardship and come out hardened, in mentality, a warrior. Have a great day :)

@TugomaHughJohnson Жыл бұрын

There's the fear within me of who my death would hurt. Every day I feel as if I'm only alive to prevent hurting others, although I feel like I've been a burden to everyone I've ever met regardless. I just wish I could start my life over or simply materialize out of existence, having any memory of me purged from everyone's minds.

@snoopy1390 Жыл бұрын

I want to personally assure you that you are NEVER a burden. I don't care how rough it feels some days, how stressful you may feel in dealing with family or friends. I can promise you that if you take your life, you would be leaving your loved ones with a far greater pain than you can imagine. I just lost someone so dear to me by suicide and it has broken me like nothing ever has. I went from being the most faith filled person, the most positive joyful person to now being a crushed shell...when you take your life, it actually puts all your loved ones at a closer risk of taking their own. God has created you with LOVE and a special purpose that only YOU can fulfill. You may not even see that purpose, but trust me it's there.💙🩵

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

i think to get things started it is best to at least be honest about your thoughts which is pretty decent here. But really the next step is trying to find other methods to manage a better life. It isn't going to be perfect, and rarely ever good for that matter, but the fact you got through the day deserves a pat on the back. Essentially I have been really struggling this past month after my dog died, and essentially this past 3 months really, but things seem to get better, unsure why maybe I really did hit my head and just went into a spiral, it is to the point where the psyche has been really encouraging me to do TMS, but i dont know really trying to hold back from it, and take it day by day. Finding a purpose is crucial to maintain the will to live. A journal of goals, building a social network is hard, but it is essential to figure out what to do, whether it is med discussion therapy, a part time job, volunteering, explore all options, it really sucks during the worst days, but hopefully during the good days you have enough motivation to get started, I do hope you find ways to make peace, Trav

@Gautam1108 Жыл бұрын

Please read this book called "The courage to be disliked"

@nancygee3137 11 ай бұрын

I dont have family or friends that care. I dont have money to live. I dont want to die. I just can't afford to live.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 11 ай бұрын

if it gets that bad time to consider medication or a hospital stay. Perhaps try to get on disability if its that invasive. If at all possible. If not, therapy can help as well.

@noname29288 6 ай бұрын

Same here

@g-yu6yj 5 ай бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlogi tried medication it makes it worse

@MisterMooster 3 ай бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlog Sadly most people report that these hospital stays make things worse, that they keep you trapped and don't offer much therapy, just medication, not solutions. Dr Jordan Peterson has good ideas on this- people needs friends, family, money, ideally a partner- people need solutions for these problems, which the hospitals don't offer. A good therapist can help if they focus on these issues, but so often they use ineffective therapies they were taught in school.

@DarkwolfTurismandentertainment Ай бұрын

The Creator gave us ourself for free Nancy.You matter.

@NoNarcotics 11 ай бұрын

I know I'm here for other reasons but holy fuck this mic quality is insane 💀

@BeyondBipolarBlog 11 ай бұрын

Haha just a decent video recorder thanks for watching

@enjoytheride8187 2 ай бұрын

My husband took his life by hanging in our bathroom. I discovered him, I pray for him every day. We have 4 kids 😢

@Teiasinyourcasa Ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you’re doing well.❤

@BeyondBipolarBlog 12 күн бұрын

hey so sorry to hear this. It is a late post but I hope you are grieving properly. Time should help heal and it will be a long recovery but I hope for the best.

@Crystalquartz964 11 ай бұрын

I lost my friend to hanging last week. It is a devastating loss. She was 67 years old

@BeyondBipolarBlog 10 ай бұрын

so sorry to hear that, i hope you are coping with it.

@Quinnbaby 11 ай бұрын

I was having thoughts today . And KZbind how to do this . And your video was the first . Thank you so much. Because of you, my kids still have their mom.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 10 ай бұрын

ah awhile back ago hoep you are safe and sound. Kids should mean a lot to you as a mother, i dont have children but im close to my family, and i know regrets come and go the selfless thing is knowing you are their for your family. I hope you do your best to live the best life. cheers.

@deimosok2003 8 ай бұрын

You have a family why tf do u want to do that to urself? I wish I was you. I have diabetes type 1 since I was a kid and severe tinnitus for 24/7 while jobless and hopeless. Think again would your life be better if you were me? I have TRUE reasons to do that. You don’t. Don’t you have a husband? he can provide for you you know

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@davider3568 7 ай бұрын

Travis, glad you are still with us and hope that things are getting better for you.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 7 ай бұрын

thank you i am doing much better

@amaninamodi Жыл бұрын

It hurts so bad but i don't want to hurt my family and give them more pain. I don't think im strong enough for this life

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

its so hard especially when you are at the moment of wanting to take your own life... but yeah, i was pretty much like that yesterday, but often after a long day, and in spite knowing, I do have passing thoughts of the loved ones, especially my twin brother, but sometimes i think of chester bennington of linkin park, and of course chris cornell... ideally i dont want that to be me... however, i feel there are other methods that are less harmful including self injoursy behavior alchohol drugs, and I turn to music, i turn to my hobbies, things to keep me busy, and of course if it dont work, just trying to find a place in my bed to rest my head to curbe these thoughts, cause i know the next day it isn't so bad. Having a pet to get close to helps, and ideally having family or friends that you really care about, and if not now is the time to start soul searching. cause once you find it, its gonna be much harder to end your life.

@amaninamodi Жыл бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlog I want you to know you matter so much. Even to people you haven't met. I hope you do find peace in your mind. We're going to be okay eventually and it will all be worth it

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@keivanhamidi 5 ай бұрын

I can tell you that in my life people won’t even realize that I’m dead, actually NO ONE will be sad (in fact it might be the opposite)

@BeyondBipolarBlog 5 ай бұрын

I am so sorry to hear that that is how you feel. Cause when you feel that way you seem that the world is about to end and no one cares about you which is why its so important to get yourself into society and integrate whether it is a job volunteering, support groups, therapy to a psychiatrist doing anything possible to maybe benefit yourself. Id start with a journal to list goals so you have an idea with what you want to accomplish, cause that at first can give you a head start on where you should go from a state that is in no shape go for anyone. Cause once you start making progress you will never want to go backwards. Medications can do wonders if you find the right one and transcranial magnetic stimulation helped me and i am no longer on an antidepressant. You aren't alone and I am sure people struggle like you. But you have to try to get a mindset in which you can at least try to alter your state of mind cause once you try that things do get easier on you.

@SoulButterflyXo 4 ай бұрын

Two of my friends passed away this way 😢 they were only teenagers, 12 years later I’m still processing it. RIP Taylor & Vicky 👼 👼 ✝️

@BeyondBipolarBlog 4 ай бұрын

ah so sorry to hear that. I hope they found their peace as you as well.

@joannmarie1971 6 ай бұрын

i am glad you are still alive!!❤

@BeyondBipolarBlog 6 ай бұрын

appreciate it! likewise

@joannmarie1971 6 ай бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlog ❤

@Materialgirl_3 5 ай бұрын

I can’t seem to think about my family. There are things that I cannot take nor deal with much longer. It’s stuff that is out of my control and stuff that stays in the back of my mind. This is the worst it’s been by far

@BeyondBipolarBlog 5 ай бұрын

sorry about the late comment. I hope today you are in better spirits. Life can get tough for the lot of us, some more than others. I hope whatever you are going through, you can find a way to get through this. About 1000 people view this post and very few reach out so its a good thing you did, perhaps other people who do see this comment will realize that they aren't the only ones that are out there struggling. I hope you come to a place where you can look back upon and say I am glad I got through this, and I made it to another day. In that state of mind where you aren't it makes life unbearable to live but if you try to keep finding ways to strive forward via therapist, med change, or psychiatrist, or new people to reach out to, even a hospitalization, anything that could keep the ball rolling is better than sitting there and being uncomplacent. Its hard when your down you don't want to do anything but I encourage you to try and get yourself out there. Cheers.

@darrenjamesburnside 8 ай бұрын

If anyone needs someone to talk to or be a friend, I'm right here. I care about you if you feel no one does.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 8 ай бұрын

hopefully people respond. 95% of the people that view this video is actually people that search up suicide according to analytics on this video, far out reaching recommended pages.

@StephenCowley-zo2rq 20 күн бұрын

Ya ,thats great Darren, but your not going to pay the bills mate

@fortniteobadietsch 8 ай бұрын

My friend hung himself this weekend and i watched this video to kind of see what he maybe went through

@BeyondBipolarBlog 8 ай бұрын

ah so sorry to hear that, i hope you are coping with it. Everyone has different reason to why they do it, but it is never your fault for what has happened so in spite all concern i hope you are dealing with it okay. Have a good day.

@olwethuzuma544 7 ай бұрын

My best friend hung herself too end of December. It hurts more everyday knowing she's gone forever. I keep watching videos about death through hanging to understand what she might've felt in her last moments. I feel like a failure, and I just want to treasure everyone next to me. I want to go back to that last message she sent me and tell her that she matters. I cannot believe in her last moments she went through so much pain, I know she must've felt regret while going through the excruciating pain, and still, I wasn't there to give her ground so she can breathe and continue living.

@chuahping9299 8 ай бұрын

Antipsychotic made me feel depressed. When I stopped taking it, I was so much happier.

@MatAnders 5 ай бұрын

If you’re reading this I’m already dead, don’t ever try to commit suicide by hanging yourself. It hurts as much as you can think, your body starts to have an ache and your head starts to feel like exploding. please don’t experience what I did to my self please. Take care and love yourself and others ❤

@BeyondBipolarBlog 5 ай бұрын

Late response, but hope you doing okay. Don't want you to already be dead. I am sure if you find a community, you will find people that cares about you. Find people that make a difference in your life and you can make one in theirs. Your life may change for the better. Cheers.

@erinhernandez5087 5 ай бұрын

Please don’t kill yourself! There are people who want to help you! My son hung himself 18 days ago. I found him in our home and gave him CPR until EMS arrived. It took another 48 hours for them to be able to run test and see if there was any brain activity. Unfortunately there wasn’t; he was dead to long. Please, please don’t do this!

@northlanedarko771 Жыл бұрын

It sucks cause everyone will tell you ...support . Souround your self woth support and loved ones get out and make your mind distracted . Think about the loved ones and how hurt they'll be . But what if you're the guy that you hear about on the news that your body was discovered 3 months later by the smell and some stranger smelt it walking past I am completely alone .

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

so sorry for that... honestly its hard to want to open up to people and the way to do it sadly is social media, many bipolar groups and some chats exist in irc. I spend more time on facebook, but this can also include social circle besides close family members, perhpas you could be friend someone my accident who knows. doesnt hur to try.

@snoopy1390 Жыл бұрын

You are not alone friend.💙🩵 I hope this message finds you doing alright currently, but please know that no matter how you may think we are strangers, YOU MATTER and are in people's prayers, my prayers tonight dear friend. God is bigger than it all, there is no depth that we can sink to that He cannot reach us and pull us back up.

@jessicam9021 8 ай бұрын

Bro get a cat they are pure heart creatures ❤and you are not alone we are here if you wanna talk

@ariel4840 3 ай бұрын

I work in a psych ward and lemme tell you.. a Terrifying amount of people think about this and have plans… the thing is they pretend to feel okay and some persons watching this don’t tell anyone because they’re looking for someone to relate to before they carry out their plans.. as a therapist who’s been there before I can only encourage others to Live on, that there’s always something better coming.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 3 ай бұрын

I don't think there is much to do other than to encourage people, cause if you tell them to carry out a plan that would be a horrible thing to do! I am certain the people that watch this video aren't here to just watch this video for entertainment they really are considering hanging themselves or committing suicide. I just hope people actually watch this video long enough (*which after looking at analytics they aren't) understand this message is trying to coax people into NOt harming themselves. I am not a therapist or a psychiatrist but I have had bipolar for 18 years and I can understand what its like to be at the worse experience SI, had a few times the police came over, 8 hospitalizations and several other services required. Anyways appreciate your insight.

@snoopy1390 Жыл бұрын

To everyone here, he's right, YOU MATTER. I just lost someone to suicide and cannot tell you the immense pain it leaves in the world. I know in those horribly low moments you're deeply entrenched in your own pain, I get it, truly. But the part you don't think of is that if you take your life, you now leave all the rest of your family and friends with your pain. All of them now have na higher risk of suicide...all of them are left guilty and confused without answers, and wishing they could've showed you how much you matter. Please know that you are in my prayers, we don't have to know each other personally, fact is YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS. 💙

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

it is so crucial to reach out, cause that split second decision could actually save someone. And this is critical to the one in question regarding wanting to take their own life. It is so hard if you are depressed, hopeless and cant see the value, but thats why during good days it is very critical to reach out cause at least you have the energy to try. However, during the bad days, it is critical to find someone to rely on, and that is really hard cause I know when down you want someone to reach out to you you just dont know where or how at that moment. Sometimes finding ways to relax, sleeping it off, no matter how uncomfortable it is, doing alternative methods music art therapy, or journaling, reading whatever can distract at that moment is helpful. I dont have all the answers, but I do know what has worked for me. And for the most part trying to sleep it off is essentially better than me wanting to risk getting up and doing something harmful. I just know when I am like that I think it, but the fact that I dont act on the impulse takes training and you can find ways to save youreslf from bodily harm.

@snoopy1390 Жыл бұрын

@BeyondBipolarBlog Absolutely, reaching out is key, to find someone you trust who won't panic or judge you in that moment but simply BE THERE for you to get through it. Sadly the man I loved tried reaching out in a couple ways to myself and his family the day he took his life...we didn't realize that he was actually thinking of doing it. We knew hr was having a rough day but he didn't actually tell me he was thinking of harming himself. He truly tried hard to stay with us 😣 He even told me he was so depressed about something that he might just "try and sleep it away" as you mentioned as well. Apparently later in the day he did tell a family member he was "afraid he might do something bad". All just so heartwrenching for all of us after we put the pieces together and found him days after he'd taken his life. So to all reading this, PLEASE do reach out to anyone, doesn't even matter who, just someone who can be there with you, stay on the phone with you, come over and stay with you. Your life matters and your fellow humans will gladly be there with you to help.

@casuals.3.19 11 ай бұрын

I was doing fine after a suicide attempt I had fits of depression and all but yesterday something just changed back to the way it was before. It felt honestly like I was masking it all but in the end this entire time where I was okay I was just lying. Everything I did was a mask and I hadn’t changed it’s pretty dark honestly. Honestly I’m once again at the weird stage where I’m planning my suicides but never do I go through with them. This will build up to actually committing suicide again but this time it’ll probably be more lethal.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 11 ай бұрын

if it gets that bad time to get to a hospital and hopefully down the line properly medicated. This post is a little old so I hope you found ways to resolve your pain. Gettin a psychiatrist is really difficult in some areas and most important trying to find the right one is even harder as well as finding the right medications. I hope you find a way to heal in life.

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@santonino7741 3 ай бұрын

Thankyou For Sharing Your Story Brother i hope your Living a Peaceful Life Now and May God Bless You I Can't Imagine Having Suicidal Thoughts don't know how it Feels like but i can imagine it really a Dark Depression im Happy your Still Alive dont let those Demons Are The Drvil ever try to push like that Rebuke them in The Name Of Jesus Amen.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 3 ай бұрын

not sure why the reply hasn't send. I just want to say I appreciate your comment. I hope you have made peace with your own life and found faith and hope because if you have that it will only further your life into completeness. Don't give up and aspire to what you can be. You can say the opposite but that wouldn't be much of a good thing on my part so I do hope you live a good life.

@santonino7741 3 ай бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlog Thankyou Brother 💚

@apollyon9946 Жыл бұрын

My whole life has been like this. I've had 5 hospitializations and 4 or 5 PHP idk I lost count. Same with meds, been on everyrhing. I tried twice before to die. Overdosed on meds and then later hanging. I am only alive for others. That's it. I am trying to make it till my parents die. But it might still be too long from now. I often wish I was an orphan so no one would miss me. Worst part is no one really cared when I made my noose the first time and tied it up and everything. They thought i was faking. It hurts so much. Second time they listened because I actually hurt myself a bit. But off to a hosiptal and I come home they act the same. Like I don't matter. Most of the time I think they deserve to feel the pain. I am so angry towards people that keep me imprisoned for their own happiness, but offer me no relief.

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

i am sorry you are having a tough time. To be honest I have had bipolar for 15 years now and 8 hospitalizations. My 20s were not terribly good. But after some time things do get better (at least having that mindset can hopefully help you feel a little better about the outlook in life). For me it sucks to reach out beyond my extended family but I know for a fact that it can be very difficult if you feel you are not wanted. I think the misunderstanding can make things worse and can increase anxiety. I hope you find what you need to get better and live a happier life. I honestly am not a miracle worker but I do appreciate you watching this video. I hope it gives some closure for the experiences of feeling alone. Cheers.

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@Goatnime Жыл бұрын

This disease has taken my most important relationship from me, and has led me to several addictions that are so bad I couldn't even talk to a therapist about them without having to suffer some sort of consequence. this is the most painful possible life I could imagine.

@JoshJosh-ht6rq Жыл бұрын

Which diseases

@jessicam9021 8 ай бұрын

@@JoshJosh-ht6rqmental disease

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@peanut924 2 ай бұрын

This is 💯 on point.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 12 күн бұрын

thanks!

@LW7333LW 3 ай бұрын

There was NO ONE good 2 me. Mostly family screwed me. Ok, a few good people but most in my life didn't give a FUCK about me.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 3 ай бұрын

hang in there, always count your blessing and the few that do matter, the more you focus on those that don't the more bitter you get. Its hard to get over it but everyones gotta start somewhere even if its from scratch. Hopefully you do come to terms and find ways to explore other ways to expand your network of friends. Good luck.

@MrSocalmaal 23 күн бұрын

My time is almost here. I know I have to fall 9.5 feet to snap my neck. Don't even know why I wait

@BeyondBipolarBlog 10 күн бұрын

hang in there guy. Don't give up yet, I can tell you to do that but I dont want your death to rest on my conscious. Try to have a little more hope. It is a little late for a reply but I do hope you find help and at least have a little faith in yourself.

@TryorDie2024 10 ай бұрын

you have a very nice home. more than I have

@GrantSinger-z8g Жыл бұрын

Thnk u for this man fr u gota good heart

@BeyondBipolarBlog Жыл бұрын

I appreciate that

@soranightstorm9262 6 ай бұрын

hey there i'm currently writing a story that has a character trying to commit such acts after being abused for who he is the story isn't done yet but it's heavy with different types of topics being put among the pages so far i have put up to nine chapters so far trying to try for 18 chapters now

@goodmiller4786 Жыл бұрын

My nephew hang his self in jail and don't why he hang self

@Jello-Biafra69 4 ай бұрын

Thanks for this

@BeyondBipolarBlog 4 ай бұрын

No problem!

@nqx 6 ай бұрын

As one who has suffered depression with suicidal thoughts, I'm glad I never did it because I found out that hell is real, and those who kill themselves go there. Let's carry our cross and avoid the terrible fate of eternal destruction. Let's accept God's promise of eternal life through Jesus Christ. Once we accept Jesus Christ as Lord and savior, we carry our cross, and we do our best in a rapidly dying world. We keep looking forward to God's promise in a world without evil. Let's be a positive force for suicide prevention by telling the truth: There's no forgiveness for suicide (John 8:21-22). Don't even think about it. Peace to all, and please ask anything.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 6 ай бұрын

I hope people can find hope through your message. So many people shy away from religion due to various reasons but messages of hope is good in my book. All I do ask for people is to have faith in yourself that things will get better. Sometimes putting your problems towards something higher can absolve you of the pressure that you cannot handle alone. Best wishes. Trav

@nqx 6 ай бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlog Me too, but here's the reality: We're going to need more than faith in ourselves. This is not a religion, and this is not a coping skill. This is the truth. Heaven and hell are real. When we die, we're going to get the best thing imaginable or the worst. This is not just a belief. The choice is ours. I hope people find hope in God's promise of eternal life through Jesus Christ. This is the only way to avoid the terrible fate of eternal destruction. God made it easy for us to be saved.

@dimitrijpospelov5269 Жыл бұрын

i am not a quitter

@lewisariki7193 4 ай бұрын

I know that so many ppl who would celebrate my death. My mother is number 1. My oldest son also fighting for first position then my brothers would laugh themselves silly with joy. Fuck all ppl would either care or notice!

@BeyondBipolarBlog 4 ай бұрын

i feel you, I hope you come to terms with your pain. Cause if you don't you are going to fight an uphill battle. It makes life much harder when your own family doesn't support you. However, you gotta do your damnedest to think positively. Its going to be challenging and you will always revert to negative thought patterns, I do the same, cause it is so easy to do, but if you consistently do that, its going ot make life that much more miserable. Try hard to not blame yourself or anyone else, but move and push forward, live a good life and do your best to set goals, life productively and have a reasonable set of faith. Good luck.

@gkeralnttsoulai6499 7 ай бұрын

I have nothing to look forward to. Everyone lied and played with me

@BeyondBipolarBlog 7 ай бұрын

hang in there... it sound stupid and redundant and I am pretty sure you don't feel that way but if you get some rest and try to reach out, get some help, things will get easier. Don't wait. I have done that and I could of saved my self a lot more time if I just got help much earlier.

@cassiedege 8 ай бұрын

Unfortunately you are definitely not welcome into the Athletics Australia community if you are living with depression anxiety or any other mental health issues

@BeyondBipolarBlog 8 ай бұрын

stigma is everywhere but with the right crowd people are willing to be open minded in some cases. i hope you find that somewhere so you can find peace in your life.

@martyjay1981 Жыл бұрын

What did it feel like?

@trypticon31 11 ай бұрын

I have physical pain with not able to sleep my family don’t care and I don’t have friends.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 11 ай бұрын

ah i am so sorry to hear that... it could be the wrong medication that may be inducing that or not enough or even the wrong one.

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@ksosharissa6726 5 ай бұрын

blackpill is real bruutal ..

@Subilon 25 күн бұрын

Why is always about other people suffering?Im the one in mental anguish not other people.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 12 күн бұрын

god delt its card sometimes for the worse but you gotta deal with what you got and make the most of it, you can blame yourself and others but its just going to make you feel way worse so might as well start now and try to have a little faith in yourself. If you believe something is going to happen that is good, maybe something will happen but if something keeps happening that is bad and you believe it, you may not be around much longer and that wouldn't be good for yourself, or for others that may care for your future self, even more so your current self if you just find people that care about you. Good luck.

@hadezmage 7 ай бұрын

I’m too fat the rope would break 😭

@BeyondBipolarBlog 7 ай бұрын

try to stay alive for the sake of people that care for you. and if not, you may not have any, people can care for you if you just reach out and find a network of people that may be in a similar situation as yourself. Get some sleep, get some help, find friends, don't wait to long cause the longer you wait the harder it is to bounce back, you can save yourself so much heartache if you just start making small decisions right now. Take care.

@td2658 5 ай бұрын

I know you mean well, but I have no one. I've called hotlines and they are aholes making you feel terrible and like loser.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 5 ай бұрын

I understand what you may be going through, and it can be difficult when it comes to people on hotlines which is why its more important to find good friends. and that is even difficult to find but you have to keep trying cause when you do thats when life starts giving you meaning and you have people for support. Support groups exists and group therapy, its farfetched from real friendships, but volunteering may be hard and if worse come to shove, working partime as a distraction can help, I also workout 5 days a week so getting yourself out there is extremely beneficial even if you have anxiety, doing it several times is good for a period of time. I hope you find the support you are looking for.

@td2658 5 ай бұрын

@@BeyondBipolarBlog thank you for taking the time to reply it means a lot ☺️

@amihodges4899 6 ай бұрын

Thank you

@BeyondBipolarBlog 6 ай бұрын

welcome hope you are having a good day, good month, and good year and many to come.

@shanefrance5071 10 ай бұрын

All negative thoughts come from the mind..

@GamerKI-o7t 4 ай бұрын

All i want to know is too much painfull?

@BeyondBipolarBlog 4 ай бұрын

suicidal thoughts is painful especially over a period of time, it can get really irritating cause you know you want to die. But if you have faith things will get better your entire outlook will change. So my advice is do your best to think positive inspite all of the shit you go through no matter how tough it is, it could just very well save your life. Cheers.

@irenevassallo4491 4 ай бұрын

I will pray for you. Try Jesus he can give you peace in a storm

@BeyondBipolarBlog 4 ай бұрын

appreciate it, this is a pretty old video so I am doing much better these days.

@shiveringnerve 3 ай бұрын

lol i dont have family or friends or anyone around me

@BeyondBipolarBlog 3 ай бұрын

sorry to hear that, I do hope you are able to expand your network of friends and relationships, whether it is nearby support groups, or only support groups, through work or volunteering, local gyms, or random encounters, it doesn't hurt to ask questions or remain vigilant in exploring your curiosities. Maybe a random event can lead to a new budding friendship. It could be difficult but a sliver of hope is best to give it and worth a shot.

@B-Cobra 3 ай бұрын

Aye bro idk who you are BUT JESUS LOVES YOU MAN.!!!! I’m not a bible beating fire and Brimstone Southern Baptist man but I PROMISE YOU dude JESUS IS REAL and he loves you. I really wish I knew your first name so I could Pray for you Brother. The enemy (Satan, Lucifer) is attacking you for a reason man. God has something VERY SPECIAL AND IMPORTANT that he wants you to do and Satan does not want you to succeed. I Pray that You Find our King Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Think about this… if you don’t believe in Jesus or the Devil, let me tell you obviously the devil believes in you. Invite Jesus into your life and Squash the enemy! I Will pray for you tonight. Todays date 7/18/2024-- Love you dude let me know your ok!

@BeyondBipolarBlog 2 ай бұрын

appreciate the insight, faith can do wonders for people, I hope people find hope in general whether it is any religion or what not.

@saltqui7578 4 жыл бұрын

Ah bro just go to Germany or russia

@birdemki774 10 ай бұрын

Why?

@danika6192 7 ай бұрын

@BeyondBipolarBlog 7 ай бұрын

Amen!

@lottikaro596 6 ай бұрын

Up io polo 🇼🇸🇼🇸🇿🇲🇿🇲🇼🇸😊 oh 😧😧😧

@saltqui7578 4 жыл бұрын

Stop watching naruto

@FloridaPatriot69 5 ай бұрын

What if you don’t have anyone who gives a shit? Everyone disowned me.

@BeyondBipolarBlog 5 ай бұрын

thats whats most unfortunate and thats what takes the most work. You gotta try to reach out and find people that will care about you if you don't have any. If not, find people that would benefit you in your support network, a therapist, a psychiatrist, someone that you meet where you volunteer at, a session at a group therapy, a psychiatrist, a personal therapist, anyone that could help benefit your mental, it is no way to replace a relationship or friends but it is a start, maybe down the line they will have a someone in their friends connection that is a good fit for you. Never give up and keep trying. I hope you can find people that really care for you. Take care. Trav

@rohnleidigh213 4 ай бұрын

Yada yada yada. Do it

@peytpie 3 ай бұрын

You are an awful person

@BeyondBipolarBlog 2 ай бұрын

kindness breeds kindness. I have thick skin but for those that don't could cause a lot of consequences. Try to stay kind.

@hush___gaming5598 3 ай бұрын

No comment!

@BeyondBipolarBlog 3 ай бұрын

hopefully you are in a situation where you value your life. If not I can understand what you may be going through, though I don't know the details, just know that this too shall past. Try to focus on the positives, if you can't find any just focus on the moment and take it day by day. I hope you find ways to manage your life and have hope for your future.