MY LIFE WITH MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS

[@michaelle7434]

Welcome back Bailey! Don't ever be sorry for having to step away; for that in itself, was the most courageous move you made. Always take time for you, when you need to. You are amazingly talented, funny and sis, you are resilient. You got this. 💄🖤💄

[@baileyvanderveen]

I just need lipstick on my face yaknow

[@MsDevilBabi]

Welcome back Bailey ❤️ So good to see you back, and glad you took the time for yourself ❤️

[@natalierose1072]

Your energy is radiating. You can really tell you're in a better place. So glad to see you back 💫💓

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you so much!!

[@meganryan9945]

Bailey! I’m so happy to see you❤️so glad to hear you’re doing well! With MS it’s always one day at a time. As an impatient person I’ve had to learn that the hard way myself!

[@baileyvanderveen]

So true! I’m a control freak so this sent me

[@KaylaIsSick]

Omg hi! I just stumbled onto your channel and loooove your lip swatch videos! I also have RRMS & have been diagnosed for 8 years now. Sending love 🫶🏻

[@tracyfrederick5606]

It's so good to see you Bailey ! 2018 I had a massive stroke. Big changes , a lot to digest mentally. I certainly understand. I cried a lot , so scared I'd end up being a burden on my family. Time and Zoloft. Things are different but they're fine . I learned to accept the changes and live life. It's a lot but 🤷 I can walk, talk and my tiny little pea brain is fine . I think I'm doing good. Anyway... Blah. This is about you. Your life is never over. Adapting is what you need. You are a beast 💪💪💪 Love you and your kitties 😘 I talk too much 🙄

[@baileyvanderveen]

Girl I talk too much too. Keep talking 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@sandym7952]

Bailey!!! Wonderful to see you. Great to see you looking and sounding so much better. So very proud of you Bailey. 💕💕

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you 😊

[@ceceiliabaker5320]

Glad you’re back! My husband and I both have MS. I didn’t know he had it when we met 12 years ago and I was diagnosed 3 years ago. This disease is wild but taking it one day at a time and listening to your body is really important, even when it is hard. I’m struggling every day with this. We also have a 14 year old daughter with medically complex and special needs, she is 100% dependent. Life can change so quickly and I just can’t find the words for that😂 I’m so glad you’re posting and sharing. Sending love and healing vibes to you ♥️♥️

[@baileyvanderveen]

🥺 that is so wild you both have it!! It’s more common than people think. All the best to your family 🖤

[@tifa9764]

Love your videos and I am happy to see you back .I am from Canada too ,I live in BC Keep up the great work 👍

[@ThatGirlShelbyy]

I clicked so fast 😭❤️ I saw you just liked my comment from a couple months ago on the og video, and I’m starting my first dmt soon, so I’m glad to see an update! Haven’t watched yet but hope things are going well ❤

[@ThatGirlShelbyy]

Side note, we met in Nova Scotia at Shoppers Drug Mart years ago at an event for I believe it was NYX, and it was such an awesome experience! You were one of the first makeup KZbinrs I watched ❤

[@brianaschino4903]

Glad you’re back!! Was checking out ur old videos the other day

[@ThatGirlShelbyy]

I had the full head to toe left-half body numbness as well a year ago, but it thankfully only lasted a few weeks. My left leg hasn’t been the same since though, and it definitely has reduced sensation. It’s scary being diagnosed with this, even though I started suspecting it when I was in highschool. I’m sending all my love and support from the east coast 🇨🇦 ❤ it’s good to hear you have a support system in place, and I hope your dmt continues to prevent new lesions! I had quite a few of them (neurologist said it was more than he would like to see in someone just getting diagnosed) so he gave me the option of the every 6 month infusions, or the once a month self auto-injector, so I’ll be starting that one soon

[@baileyvanderveen]

I’m on the 6 month infusion Ocrevus. I’ve had I guess 2 full infusions now (after the first dose split) and last year it seemed to be working. We will see this year!

[@ThatGirlShelbyy]

@@baileyvanderveen I hope it does work for you! ☺️ I was given the choice between Ocrevus and Kesimpta, but I don’t handle IV’s/needles well, so I figure the tiny self injector would be a better fit for me even though it’s more frequent than the 6 months, but it’ll depend on which one my benefits will cover for cost 😅

[@sikay6340]

So good to see you back and in a better head space. I feel you, I’ve been struggling with a disability since I was ten and my mother is 78 and she has had MS for over 30 years and she is mobile, able bodied and thriving thank God. So try and be positive and like you said it’s different for everyone. My mother is not overweight by the way… MS effects so many people and the cause is not known. It’s all just theories and quite frankly guesses. Stress is the worst thing for her and so is getting sick. 😂 yes MRI’s are annoying, I’ve learned to zone out and just take a nap. You’ll get used to them. Sending you de-stressing energy.

[@baileyvanderveen]

I have to life my life STRESS FREEEEEEEEEE.

[@Taylor-Raye]

Welcome back to KZbin, Bailey! In December 2021 I was diagnosed with Late Stage Lyme Disease. I would never compare my journey to yours with MS, but I understand the strange journey chronic illness takes us on. I definitely agree with you about having a new lease on life and saying yes to more life experiences. I'm so glad to see you are doing well and taking things one day at a time. You've got this! 🖤

[@baileyvanderveen]

Oh gosh I’m so sorry! Chronic illness can suck it

[@Taylor-Raye]

@@baileyvanderveen Big time!

[@lellio9285]

❤️ oh IV missed Ur vids and words of wisdom! So glad Ur back x

[@tanyaevers-jordan8624]

So glad to see you’re back!

[@sarahcox1805]

Good to see you back on here!

[@bettym6219]

So happy to see you back!! Wishing you well.

[@victorianess]

I just love you! Welcome back beautiful. You are stunning! Don't disappear again... we missed you! xoxo

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you bb

[@MoonlightDestiny827]

Thank goodness for my notifications! Welcome back, you were missed. So happy to see a video from you and your view on life now. Shout out to baby/boy cameo and the OG powder puff. Lol. Can't wait for the next video ❤️

[@baileyvanderveen]

LOL they’re always just floating around

[@destinyfrost8975]

You're back! Yes I legit found you a few months before ur diagnosis and my heart was breaking seeing that video, my partner has MS and he keeps to himself about his symptoms but I know it can be difficult :c I hope you're blessed this year living ur best life and experiencing mostly goodness ❤️

[@baileyvanderveen]

Sometimes it’s easier to keep to yourself cause you don’t wanna be a burden yaknow? But as everyone tells me YOURE NOT A BUrden

[@Pandaa_xx3]

Ahhh the QUEEN is baaaack! 🥳🥳🥳 literally the besttttt 🥰

[@baileyvanderveen]

👸🏻 🐝

[@patin319]

It is so nice to see you come back. I am a long time viewer from the years of Mac Lipsticks. Mac Plaid …..you look fantastic and as always make up on point. I hope you are starting to feel better due to the circumstances. I wish you start making more videos because you are so talented. ❤

[@baileyvanderveen]

Aw that was so sweet thank you ☺️

[@TiffTheTyrant]

Welcome back! ❤

[@jordyneschmidt615]

Happy to see you back, Bailey. I love your videos 😍 gorgeous makeup as usual, and thank you for sharing with us about how you've been! 🖤 wishing you all the best xo

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you 😊 🫶🏻

[@NicoleEDionne]

Welcome back, mama! Happy to see your beautiful face. And yes, you are strong! ✨✨✨

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you!!

[@EmmaLouise2]

It's good to see a new video, yay :) Pls, you don't have to explain or feel bad for your absence. Big health changes like that are understandable and I can't imagine how scary it would have been/still be. I'm glad you are feeling better about things. Also, I see you a lot on instagram so I didn't even realize it had been that long away from youtube lol. 💕

[@baileyvanderveen]

Girl it’s been a year! I literally didn’t remember how I imported footage to my computer LOL

[@EmmaLouise2]

@@baileyvanderveen Haha, well I welcome you back with welcome arms lol

[@hwallisch]

Bailey, I’m so happy you put a video on here! I’ve missed your beautiful face & spirit! You just keep doing you! Yes, those MRIs are so annoying, but I find a song to whatever the “thumps” are keeping a beat to and sing the song in my head! And, speaking of songs, I loved Rihanna’s halftime show! Thank you for putting your beautiful face & makeup on here! Hope to see another one soon!

[@baileyvanderveen]

I’m gonna have to pick a skrillex song or something 😂

[@sinndymorr6358]

So happy to see and hear from you. I am hearing you have a loving support system. Wishing you the best!

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you bb

[@katr9045]

🖤🤍 so good to see you back on YT 🖤🤍

[@baileyvanderveen]

🥺🥺🥺

[@i-stein]

I’m sending you love, it’s awesome that you’re back! ❤ Greetings from Berlin!

[@baileyvanderveen]

Omg BERLIN!!!!!! Hello darlin

[@christinelee314]

What are the chances I JUST commented on the color stay lipstick video wishing you were back and here you are.

[@baileyvanderveen]

Oh my goodness you should’ve been my date to the wedding I went to!!

[@ailishbeautyaddict6741]

It’s so good to have you back . P.s NYX always reminds me of u

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you bb

[@michaelapouyat1685]

Glad you back 🎉

[@baileyvanderveen]

Thank you

[@VionBritne]

Welcome Back!!!!!

[@aliciatheys11]

Hey Bailey I'm so glad you are doing better. I'm sorry about your MS diagnosis. Yes MRI'S suck for sure. They always do my neck and brain too. I have 2 lesions on my brain and they thought I had MS but said I needed to get a spinal tap to 100% be for sure. I also have a shooting pain in my arm when I put my head down. Did you have to get a spinal tap along with the MRI? I have put it off because I'm scared.

[@baileyvanderveen]

Oh my gosh! So, the first year (2020) they did 2 MRI’s at different times. One on my neck and then my brain. They found 1 lesion so they diagnosed me with CIS (clinical isolation syndrome) and then the following year 2021 they did another MRI with contrast (which makes the lesions appear more) and they found 2 more. So my neurologist said the other 2 could’ve been there from the start or appeared in that last year but there’s no way to know. But since now there are multiple lesions (Sclerosis) I was classified as having RRMS. So no spinal tap yet!

[@rockinpoison89]

Miss you girl

[@denisechoufoer8100]

❤❤❤❤

[@hummanpschology6436]

🙏🙏😍

[@jordanxfile]

🥰😍🤩

[@baileyvanderveen]

🫶🏻

[@jobelle5470]

🤍💋🖤

[@robynheffler2855]

She's baaaaaack!!! 😍😍😍🥹 We missed you 💘 but glad you're in a better headspace for this

[@baileyvanderveen]

I just needed some time