My Miscarriage at 18 Weeks | Low Amniotic Fluid, Low Papp-A & Small Baby

We lost our baby girl on 19th August 2020 at 18 weeks.
When we found out the news and knew we'd have to deliver her, I came to youtube to find help, advice and just to see the face of a fellow woman who'd managed to get through what I was about to experience. I hope this helps you.
I wish with all my heart that if you are here for the same reason I watched those videos, that your journey is as painless of possible.
All the love,
Miranda
/ miranda.burns
/ tristan.hall

[@eml288]

Myself and my partner have just been through a similar experience...we lost our first baby at 23 weeks. We were given bad news since our 12 week scan from statistics and test results. I would say I only had around 3 weeks of my pregnancy which was enjoyable, but test after test, looking back was a major warning sign. We unfortunately lost our little boy and have his funeral service tomorrow. To lose any baby is something you cannot comprehend, I am just extra sad that this was my first experience with pregnancy. x

[@evelinacvetkova4890]

I went through the exact same thing a week ago, but due to chromosomal abnormalities found out with amniocentesis. They told me the same thing - are you going to wait or are you coming in tomorrow. I was in week 20+5 when termination happened. It was the most terrifying experience. It started really fast by me, I was in delivery room just 3 hours after the first vaginal pill and there was no time for epidural. At one point I lost so much blood they had to put me in full anastesia so they could perform all the things needed to save my uterus. I woke up in ICU. Difference is that where I am from they don't give you anything to remember, the pregnancy products as they call it end up in a bag. I am thankful to all the medical staff who were in that hospital around me during that moment. Currently I'm physically recovered...but emotionally wise - it's a constant loop of guilt, pain, sadness and emptyness. Thank you for being strong and sharing your experience.

[@leahsjs8393]

You're being so strong, can't imagine the pain you're both feeling. Sending huge hugs.

[@YagmurFil]

I feel your pain . I’m so very sorry for your loss . I lost baby boy Kai last month I was 20 weeks pregnant. My loss was a little different to yours I have a incompetent cervix which means my healthy baby died because my cervix couldn’t hold him any longer so I just gave birth. I’m suffering so bad but your video has given me strength in knowing I’m not alone . I’m so sorry for the loss of your baby girl 💗

[@YagmurFil]

and i completely understand that feeling of " i just knew something wasn't right " i was exactly the same.

[@VanessaR1313]

20 weeks ? Oh my no! I’m so sorry . 😢

[@jessica-leecookland8084]

I’m about to go through this tomorrow. Hardest experience and I haven’t even gone through the next part yet. It’s like the best thing that’s ever happened to you gets taken away in a heartbeat. I’m sorry to hear you went through this and thank you for posting about this. It is helping me to process what is about to happen.

[@laur12349]

Thank you for sharing your story ❤️ you are helping so many people in the world especially me! I know you will be parents soon i can't wait to follow your journey!

[@dani471000]

Me and my wife can feel the pain you been through, we lost our daughter at 18 weeks just last week 10/2/2020 and that was the worst feeling and heartbreaking ever we couldn’t see her because my wife had a Curettage and that was the most hard decision we made in our life we still sad but we still have a hope to have a baby. I wish you and your husband a luck.

[@alisa-jojanson4869]

Dear Miranda, I am so sorry this happened to you❤️ I watched this video and got tears in my eyes. So well explained, so raw. I wish you both the best of luck and time to heal ❤️ ~Alisa-Jo

[@Anu-pf4wi]

So sorry you had to go thru this! Your baby girl is looking after both of you❤️

[@taylormiahh4426]

God bless you. I’m so sorry for your loss. 🥺🙏🏽

[@johannab7715]

God bless you Miranda. I am so sorry. Don’t give up you will have your baby! 💜

[@addixiion]

I'm so sorry for your loss.. wish you happiness and a healthy baby xx

[@cal-nevatower2896]

Sorry for your loss, I pray you both will over come this obstacle that is keeping you from getting pregnant. I just had a miscarriage in July at 6 weeks, went to find out I had focal adenomyosis, a condition very common but missed during OBG visit. If you had endometriosis you are almost guaranteed to have adenomyosis, since it is estrogen dependent. It is treatable with Lupron injections. so don't give up. I am on my third injection and I feel fine. ready for my next IVF. Good Luck on your journey.

[@nandarani975]

I am 13 weeks and i am always spotting😢. So scary. Be strong. You will be pregnant soon with a healthy baby. I pray🙏🙏❤️❤️

[@holycheesewolf]

Is everything okay?

[@HayhoeCrew]

Thank you for posting this x

[@kringlekeep4821]

Thank you for sharing your story. I related so much I also lost a baby in the pandemic and going to those bad news appointments alone is so hard

[@TaniaBxo]

How are you doing now Miranda? I just found you on yt and I’m currently going through this , as I just lost my twins at 21weeks and 5 days… I hope I’ll find peace and happiness again, this hurts so much …

[@desireesampson]

I’m so sorry for your loss and very sorry that you went through surgery. I’m planning on staying pregnant till the time comes . It really hurts thank you for your bravery ❤.

[@elven_music]

Bless your heart, I just got the papp-a results, it's terrifying. I wish you both peace and happiness. So sorry for your loss. :(

[@renaehute1956]

I'm in the US and we don't have this option anymore. We wouldn't be able to make this decision and that's scary and unfair.

[@TheyCallMeSUCCESS]

Wow what a tough decision to make. I admire your strength.

[@saram4426]

Just went though this last night and so grateful I watched your video .

[@MarkasiaBailey-rb7mb]

I’m so sorry about your lost boo 🥹🥹😢 god gone to give u blessing boo just watch he gone to bless u with another baby boo ❤️❤️❤️🥺

[@ramblingsare..infinite]

Oh my god this is heartbreaking 💔 I’m so sorry for your loss I pray that you found some healing ❤️‍🩹 I’m going through a second trimester loss but my baby’s heart isn’t no longer beating and he/she is cuddled into mammy before I give birth soon I’m trying I find some story’s to help me heal but nothing truly will 💔 but it help’s knowing I’m not alone , sending you so much love ❤️ and peace for your family xxxxxx

[@LinguaFrancaStudy]

I feel so sorry 😢

[@evelynkofikumah]

Did you still have symptoms weeks after your Mc because I have been having pregnancy symptoms weeks after I don’t know why I feel sick at time Dr says am healthy medically but I feel sick Leg cramps anxiety insomnia fatigue like I feel pregnant even when scan says am not

[@latifahnihau6144]

Sorry for ur lost I can relate that exactly what happened to me 🥺 also a girl. But the dr put me on iron and aspirin with any other pregnancy, my placenta wasn’t working aswell .

[@pricelesscovent5867]

I'm sorry about your loss, and it's not nice to experience a stillbirth 😢

[@sahrulpauji6132]

I love you

[@anadh725]

I’m sorry for your loss. ♥️

[@ndy9885]

god bless u，sis

[@mattersfingers]

Oh gosh this was so sad. I am really sorry 😥

[@dolcepescas6153]

May I ask if you're vegan or vegetarian, or what is your diet like? Any health conditions you're aware of? None of my business, just wondering what causes these things. Do we have any idea what caused it? So sorry honey. Hugs

[@estilevi3109]

You should study the law of assumption ill link a link about our rhoughts creating im certain next time around u will be successful to the end good luck yes its very sad im sorry for you loss ...

[@calvinliu6304]

1st

[@alisa-jojanson4869]

Not the vid for this comment^

[@emmafield8516]

Not appropriate at all.

[@user-rp8ut6nd3m]

What a stupid "human being".......