My Mom, Food, How I'm feeling | Vlogs: Chemo Day 2

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[@Elena-fu7jj]

I was like "yes!!" when you got the metallic word right! Yeahh girl! You're doing great ❤❤

[@CantTameBeauty]

Yes. She did great!!

[@sssophie9292]

Elena Koleva me too! We know what she means but it is like a mini goal to be able to say what she means. 😊🏆

[@TaylorTpot]

Me too! I was like YES GIRL YOU GOT THIS. Shes doing sooo amazing

[@annib1981]

I was also thinking that! She is AMAZING!

[@lisave10]

Yes!! Wasn’t it amazing to watch it unfold?

[@jannalynn1137]

Give your Mom a hug for me, she is AWESOME!!!!! Keep looking UP!!!

[@kellycannon9796]

Janna Lynn so agree! Her Mom is amazing! Wouldn’t it be incredible if all of us that had bad chronic illnesses had a Mom like that!

[@megdoyle47]

Yaaas watching you work through the word "Metallic" got me all pumped up! You're recovery videos are amazing. Your progress is awesome

[@courtelizz1]

aww thanks babe! Metallic is a hard word! hah

[@corinnefrancis543]

I know !!! I was like yaaaas girl ! She's doing amazing

[@Byressa]

Right?! My husband listened to her work through it and was like ‘DAMN. She’s dedicated to that.” And maybe it dumb but I cracked up. He’s legit proud of a KZbind he’s seen me watch for over a year!

[@colevd]

^^Haha I cracked up reading this! I was so proud when she got it.

[@melissaw3172]

Me too! I was like yaaas girl!

[@nirinagrace6402]

I would probably cry a lot with chemo too. I’m hardly a cryer, but when I feel "off" I cry for no real reason.

[@sylviabishop7565]

My dad got very emotional when he got his chemo he would just suddenly cry and it wasn't like him. Maybe something with the chemo that messes with your emotions? Idk but your very strong and doing great with your speech

[@evaaussie2643]

Sylvia Bishop same thing happened with my mum she had to go on antidepressants when she had never been depressed in her life i think the chemo chemicals are sooo strong they mess with your brain ...its really strange

[@Bianca-sq8ot]

Your dad is strong hope he’s going better!

[@Bianca-sq8ot]

Eva Pearce your mom is strong hope she’s doing better!

[@evaaussie2643]

Bianca 21....thankyou ...shes in remission now but she did have the cancer twice and the second time she had stem cell replacement where they take out you stem cells then give you super super strong chemo then give you back your stem cells so you can survive the chemo ....she said she has NEVER felt soooo sick in her life ....the chemo nearly killed her :( and i would have never thought my mum would get cancer cause shes always been healthy ....just like Courtney getting her cancer anyone can get it ......it doesn't discriminate ...hopefully in the future they can treat cancer with less aggressive treatment

[@mariya_tortilla]

Yes! When my father had a brain tumor and was taking his chemo, he was so depresseed. Like, nothing i have ever seen from him.

[@Tuffbella]

Your mom is such a good mom.

[@courtelizz1]

Jennifer Smith yes she is!!

[@millennialstray4215]

I really feel like I shouldn't type this... because I don't want to make you sad. But when you were eating dinner with your mom I just thought "where's her dad?" And then I remembered. It's crazy, your not just dealing with your own disease, but one less in the family. And your just being so freaking strong.. and working!? And still filming videos for us????! You are a crazy super human. I hope you and your soul heal soon.

[@tdwyer75]

I was just wondering if her dad had passed away. I knew he had a heart attack but I wasn't sure. OH my gosh this poor poor family. My heart absolutely breaks for them.

[@pinkiedee]

Chemo messes you up because it’s strong medication but you are STRONGER and we are rooting for you. Your mom seems to be your ROCK and you’re fortunate to have each other. Keep at it, lovely.

[@amandak407]

“Don’t look, she’s taking a pee.” Hahahah too cute

[@courtelizz1]

hahahah 😂

[@herrakhan9337]

The way you kept trying to say metallic, just got me so excited!! You're doing great! 💕

[@courtelizz1]

aww thanks so much! That was a hard word! hah

[@WiiTiffTiff]

have you thought about using marijuana to help with side effects of the chemo? CBD oil doesn't have the thc effects in weed, but can help with anxiety and nausea.

[@LoriWatson11]

Tiffany that’s a great suggestion

[@SarahK-td7zy]

Thanks for showing us the realness. I seriously didn't know there was such a thing as chemo pills.

[@tequilamockingbird5852]

2 Days down. Whoop whoop. You got this. We are right here with you. 💕

[@heatherryan5880]

Tequila Mockingbird well said. we are counting with her.

[@pjmcgovern2277]

Chemo is poison I know I did it for a year and was horrid, crying, angry, confused and exhausted and yes horrible insomnia ..... but I got through it and so will you, let me tell you what helped 1. baths, even though I was so tired nothing felt better than a hot bath that smelled good. I hated the smell of food so I bath bombed it out every night before bed, helped me sleep too 2, OJ or Grapefruit now some meds you cannot take citrus so check with your doc but omg I loved the smell, the sugar gave me energy and gave me vits and I felt/told myself I was putting nutrients back in my bones. 3. Guided meditation , prob saved me taking time for me 4. Books on Audible got my mind off me and my eyes were horrible and I couldn't read music could make me cry so..... 5. Melatonin for sleep 6. yogurt I got thrush from my chemo, my tongue was split it was awful, painful they gave me a mouthwash but yogurt really helped 7. Write it down, I dont care if you can read it or not but get out all the anger tear frustrations cause CANCER IS NOT FAIR 8. Last, a vacation or treat, If I had something to look forward to, I was so much better, I think instead of dreading each day anD saying 2 or 3 more days until I felt better I was saying 2 more days until ? whatever Saphora or the movies or anything I would go to lush and grab bath bombs and only get one of my fav- ok maybe 2 but I would say not until my last day so it was special, HOPE THIS HELPS

[@mgal6234]

Pj Mcgovern What an awesome comment...you took the time to explain what happened to you and what helped...on top of learning from Courtney’s journey, I also learn through the comments left, so thank you for this...💜

[@sarahjanechandler]

Your mom is awesome!

[@sarabrant1270]

OMG I started to cry when I was watching you try to read metallic on the box..you kept pushing yourself and did it...you are such a strong person to keep pushing yourself to document what is going on and its amazing to see your progress...ur a strong person and are inspirational.love your videos..STAY STRONG!!!

[@ceceliamaryn]

Whenever you're sounding out a word or trying to think of a certain word I find myself sitting here smiling and thinking "YOU GOT THIS! YES! METALLIC! YES!" I get so stoked for you when you get the word! You have so many people rooting for you, girly :)

[@tanyacrumlish]

I'm so incredibly proud, and in such awe at your incredible strength! I suffer with debilitating mental health issues and although or health issues of huge different contexts! Your Witt, charisma, strength and humbleness, gives me so much hope, and strength for the future! So thank you beauty! You are such an inspiration and we will be here with you 110% percent of the way. We love you💖

[@courtelizz1]

aww thank you so much 💜 hope you're well!!

[@tanyacrumlish]

Courtelizz1 taking it one day, sometimes one moment at a time! Hope you're doing as well as can be !! Your reply made my day! Keep fighting & love you!!!💖 😘

[@heatherryan5880]

tanya crumlish she is doing so well. brave brave young woman

[@tanyacrumlish]

Heather Hynes isn't she just. So proud of her😄

[@heatherryan5880]

tanya crumlish your doing well to darl. its not easy at times. but i raised 4 children pretty much on my own as my ex was a @/'/-@//' . there were days i thought ive had enough. had to go on meds which i despised but had no choice. i have lupus now. sometimes its hell but i keep going. its not easy. we all need to support and be there for each other. but shes amazing as are you 😊😘

[@YoungAfricansDreamNAC]

You are resilient and such a beauty paradox! Thank u for opening up your life to us.

[@adelelewis3745]

Depression with chemo is normal! Don't worry, it will be over! Stay strong!

[@katharinamaria5907]

Your speech is getting SO MUCH BETTER every single day!!

[@Noodlezzzsss]

Chemo sucks but it’s worth it at the end. Once you’re finished with treatment you will be so happy. I had chemo for a year when I was 21. it was the hardest thing I ever done. At times i wanted to quit but I stuck through it. I had to do chemo in the hospital for 5-7 days a month because it was administered via IV. By the end of treatment I was so thankful I was finished and cancer free (thank god). I’m 27 now and have been in remission for about 5 years. You got this girl. Sending prayers to you and your family 🌸💕. I don’t know what your symptoms are but medical marijuana helped me tremendously through treatment (with nausea and increasing my appetite). Of course it was doctor approved. And chemo made me so emotional as well.

[@noellesweeney8513]

Nikki Tumaliuan congratulations on being cancer free!

[@Noodlezzzsss]

Noelle Sweeney thank you

[@elizabritton4039]

Your Mom is great... I'm in pain I have to go pick up my meds. But you give me strength. If you can do it I can do it.

[@evaaussie2643]

after my mum had very strong chemo she ended up having to go on antidepressants cause i think the chemo chemicals mess with the brain and my mum NEVER had depression before chemo ....so i think its very common for you to feel emotional or depressed because the chemo can affect your brain for sure ....stay strong you are doing great and I'm glad you have your mum to be by your side all the way ❤ 💙😁👏 sending positive vibes from Australia

[@angy1690]

Your voice, your face, the things you say... you're a beautiful angel😇

[@TiffanyAlesha]

you're doing soo good! that food looked so delicious. thanks for the vlogs girlie

[@MrLeonardogb]

Beautiful girl, beautiful soul. We're with you in this journey.

[@vloggingblonde]

Thinking of you

[@chelseacroteau9594]

You are so strong and inspiring!

[@courtelizz1]

aww you're too sweet!

[@heighton7206]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You're almost halfway through honey! You can do this!

[@jannalynn1137]

That meal looked AMAZING!!!!

[@LittleCraftyKitty]

*I Just want to say a little prayer for you. Since I can't say it in person...I'll leave it here. God, please give her strength & take away any pain she may have throughout this journey. Please keep her happy & take away the emotional strain she is feeling. God, Just continue to keep her happy and healthy day by day. Amen*

[@nataliediaz4736]

YOUR HAIR !!!! More progress! Love it

[@christineballard1003]

You should continue doing vlogs courtney, even when you are feeling better. You are such an entertaining person to watch and it always feels like watching a friend. I laughed so hard when you threw the piece of pineapple. I would love to watch more vlogs of your life. Keep up the good fight! Xx

[@janwarner]

I'm her mom and I laughed harder when she realized she missed the sink and said don't tell my mom. I told her doctor that she has gotten really funny. She looked at me and said, Mom, i have always been funny you just didn't notice...lol

[@catmama54]

You and your Mom are two amazing women.You are so beautiful,even with chemo making you feel so ill, just a beautiful young lady

[@mommyfindingfit]

Girl, I so wish I could send you a big hug. Cancer sucks! My mom and grandmother had breast cancer, and my sister is a Hodgkin's Lymphoma survivor. One of my best friends is a lymphoma survivor. They are some of the strongest women I know, and so are you! You are beautiful inside and out, and even though I know you may not feel like it right now, you are a WARRIOR! You are fierce! You are strong! You are amazing! Sending you thoughts, prayers, and much love from me to you

[@Dreamsfortears]

You’re doing so great! Great job with your speech, I think it’s getting so much better. And shout out to your Mom, she seems so strong, positive and like your rock! I don’t know how I would handle it if my child was in your shoes but she seems to be really holding up the fort. 👍🏻👍🏻❤️❤️

[@ilask31]

Haven't watched yet because you uploaded a minute ago... but you are such an inspiration!!!

[@courtelizz1]

love you!💜

[@roz2365]

Stay strong. Love your Mom TOO.

[@TheDailyCupcake]

Your Mom is so awesome!! You're doing so great love!! Praying for you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@arsenicqueen69]

You did so well working out metallic! You're doing amazing. Keep it up, girlie.

[@kaylajaniee]

You’re so strong💟 lots of love

[@mmshersheys]

I see the hair coming back!

[@AC-hf3il]

Youre so strong, hugs

[@lamardupree5862]

Hey ms.warner happy to see your doing good love you!

[@charach.6052]

You're such an angel 💕💕love uuuu

[@courtelizz1]

💜💜

[@charach.6052]

Courtelizz1 💕💕💕💕

[@BeverlyLoving]

Your mom is an Earth Angel 👼 God bless you both! Thanks so much for sharing your journey with us. ⭐💜⭐Sending love and prayers.

[@adilenemendoza1577]

my chemo makes me emotional too , but keep fighting!! your stronger than cancer 👌you can do this . stay strong 😘

[@MzClementine]

Hugs ladies lots of love!!!

[@courtelizz1]

💜💜

[@Johanna040713]

Wow, your home looks beautiful and the outdoors surrounding it as well. You and your mom are amazing women, and she seems to be a great cook. Thank you so much for your chemo vlog. I'm sure it's very helpful for people diagnosed with cancer and their family members and friends.

[@sarahwolters9994]

It’s so heart breaking to see how you’re suffering and how your mom is suffering from watching her beloved daughter feeling so bad. I love watching your vlogs. You’re so much more cheerful than I could ever imagine being going through a situation like this. I pray you get some rest and start feeling better.

[@abigailsara]

My 27 yr old cousin was just diagnosed with breast cancer. She is a teacher as well. My heart breaks for you both. I worked in a radiology/mammography office for almost 8years, so I know the struggles. You inspire me. If you can do life, i can, you made me not suicidal anymore

[@thehippie2897]

Stay strong girl. You’re amazing and love your mom! she is the best

[@eyleencolon2447]

Its adorable when you went “dont look shes taking a pee” so considerate of your pupper. Send you lots of love and best wishes!

[@elishamarie81]

Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us. My aunt had cancer and beat it, but she did have to take chemo for a while. This helps me to understand just how strong she is and what she went through. I will be so happy for you when this is all over!

[@FriendOfJules]

Your channel’s comment sections are the most loving and supportive that I’ve ever seen. It’s lovely to see all the love.

[@fayerahman1153]

I love how you patiently figured out how to pronounce metallic, great work!!

[@fayerahman1153]

wow your fridge is full of so many yummy foods!

[@OliveandAshley]

Oh my gosh sweet girl, you keep on trucking along and kicking cancer in the ass!!!! You’re beautiful and you’re doing something really special for everyone suffering with an illness out of their control on all spectrums. Thank you for vlogging so candidly and being so honest. You’re an inspiration and a joy to spend time with. Praying for a healthy recovery for you!

[@loritruett4748]

My best friend is only 45 and she had a stroke from a brain bleed. it was by the part of the brain where your speech is. I told her to watch you because your such an inspiration to all. Your a beautiful person inside and out. So thank you for making her feel better and I'm sure everyone else that watches your progress. 😀💖💖💖

[@ICaughtTheSnitch26]

Thanks for doing these vlogs! It's interesting to watch how the chemo affects you. It's good to see a different perspective of it

[@vorotnikovajelena]

You don't realise how much of inspiration you are to literally millions of people!! To those who went or going through treatment and to those who's friends or relatives went through it, we can understand it better. So thank you Courtney. You stay strong girl, we love you. And your mum is amazing :)))

[@brendapeterson4637]

Stay strong Courtney !!!!!

[@karenbaez4021]

You are such a strong and inspirational person.. I can relate to you so much. I am a childhood cancer survivor, the cancer I had is called Wilm's Tumor.. Seeing your vlogs takes me back to those days, chemo would make me so moody, lost of appetite, felt weak, tired etc. Thank God for mothers because no matter they feel they always watch over ther kids and I see how your Mother Supports you it's amazing.. Stay strong things will get better. Blessings😀

[@mslisa6824]

I want to give you ánd your mom both the biggest hugs!🤗 your so inspiring and such a kind and humble person to listen to❤️ get well soon sweetie

[@TaylorTpot]

Stay strong girl, just remind yourself this isn't forever, even if the goal seems far away. Eventually you wont have to do chemo, and you'll be healthy and strong. Keep fighting to the finish line, you are doing amazing. You are so so inspiring.

[@ml2047]

I love these vlogs and I love Courtney, her mom and little Lola. I find so much inspiration and strength from this girl. It really puts things into perspective when I’m having a hard day and feeling sorry for myself and then see these videos and her positivity in spite of the circumstances. Her mom is an incredibly strong woman too to deal with all she has had to in these past few months. I have so much respect for these two women.

[@deninikol]

You are half way there honey! Hugs for you and your mommy❤❤❤

[@sunshi1583]

👩🏼‍💻Watching, with my 2 pups 🐕🐾🐩, from the comfort of my bed 🛏, as you navigate awesomely through your day on chemo😢!!❤️💜💙

[@lagomaster111]

I am so proud of you! You are such a trooper. You speech has improved so much throughout your recovery. You go girl! Don't give up. Cancer and chemo are two HUGE parts of our lives and it is normal and okay to cry when you know why you are crying and when you don't. Love and hugs to you! Take care Honey and rest up!

[@gothempress]

You are a freaking warrior. Much respect to you, Courtney. Thank you for showing us what taking Chemo is like. A lot of people haven't experienced that with themselves or loved ones and it's awesome you're bringing awareness to it.

[@martaanglada1992]

Hi from barcelona! I have been following u since march when i was also diagnosed my a very rare tumour due to being pregnant...i had to go through hysterectomy so i cannot have more kids.... i have been following u ever since cause u give me strength and i understand so much ur feelings.... keep up!!!!! Kisses u r the best!

[@thruErinseyes]

Awww so sorry doll. I’m wishing you all the best. Xoxo

[@mgal6234]

Marta Anglada I am so sorry for your heartbreak...I am keeping you and Courtney in my thoughts...

[@helenuntiveros3717]

I cried all the time when I was on chemo. Keep positive and strong 💪.

[@camilla3848]

I'm 5 months post chemo. During treatment I cried everyday and I also developed agressive anxiety. Never had problems before... It gets better when you stop, however I still feel slightly more emotional than before

[@tanyacrumlish]

Love you beauty!!!!

[@courtelizz1]

love you!

[@okjessicah]

Still can't believe you live in Michigan! I never find KZbin's who live here 😭😁

[@mariannelovesyoou]

Jessica Braunscheidel i live like half an hour from her!!!!! probably less. i would love to meet her lol

[@maggie2598]

I know same! I wish she would do a meet and greet once she finishes chemo and feels better. I'm not flying to California to meet anyone, but I will gladly drive 30 minutes lol

[@mercedesmariegerds4400]

Me too!

[@meaganmarie5157]

Alex Garza lives in Michigan as well. She is on you tube

[@onnikawitbeck5626]

fr girl!!

[@MercedesDiego]

You are our hero, you have no idea the importance of what you are doing, you are teaching a very valuable lesson here.

[@rosanavazquez1720]

I just want you to know that your videos are helping other people push through chemo. My mother is 61 and also has brain cancer and is on Temodar 5 days a month and she said she cant agree with you more. But she pushes through to get it done and she completely knows how you feel CHEMO SUCKSSS!! she did the chemp radiation and surgery too so keep your head up always praying for you! Keep fighting

[@kristhaaan]

You are incredible, Courtney. So brave, so strong. You're such an inspiration. 💜

[@kristhaaan]

Oh and btw your Mom is just awesome! She reminds me a lot of my mother. You are both in my prayers ❤

[@taylorlowe6517]

You are so beautiful and so strong, my mom just started chemo and radiation so I found your channel when she started. I follow on Snapchat too. You’ve been helping me understand more of what she’s going threw and giving me hope for my mom that she will be okay. Thank you for everything you do.

[@maureenelizabeth5853]

For what you are going through, being emotional and crying is normal....be strong my Warrior Princess!

[@jennysylva9479]

You. Are. Amazing!!!I just love you. Your relationship with your mom reminds me of my mom and I. We were best friends. Unfortunately she recently passed away, so it’s really nice to see a mother daughter relationship like ours. It warms my heart.

[@karizmacharles4510]

I just found your channel yesterday...I watched a lot of your videos... You've came a long way, and you will continue to do so!!!💖💖💖Prayers everyday🤗

[@Wildmoonlite]

Seriously, you're a warrior. You should be so proud of yourself.

[@flowergirl3438]

I pray that you will be completely healed from cancer after all the treatments. You are very brave and strong and your mother is awesome. The food looked very delicious.

[@moriganna67ify]

Lola is so sweet. She knows you are not well and keeping you company. Such a sweet girl! You are doing amazing. Don't worry about being emotional right now. It is difficult to go through all of this. So go with the ebbs and flows.

[@enneki929]

doing chemo and still looking like a princess. you are so strong!

[@Nitdabuggy12]

Stay strong babe 💕 sending prayers your way!! 🙏🏽

[@2boysmom943]

Girllllll your hair is growing back majorly!!!! Woop Woop. I am so proud of you for all your strength and grace. You just put one foot in front of the other and keep moving forward!

[@lisave10]

You’ve made it through day 2. You’ve got this xx hang in there. Loving your vlogs - even though it’s hard to see you suffering. You need to know how many people are here in your corner. I’m on the other side of the world in Australia and I check in on you every single day. Lots of love xxxx

[@taylorg.6055]

Aww! Clean plate club! We used to do that when I was a kid! Brings back so many memories. I giggled when you called the pineapple cantaloupe but I was so proud of you when you got it right. Your speech has improved so much. You’re awesome!

[@kirstynr45]

Most amazing mom ever! Home cooked food for her baby girl. Only a few more days girl, you got this 💛

[@madisongriffin1542]

I’m so so sorry you have to go through this, but you’re taking it all like such a champion. Keep pushing through all the difficult moments and make sure to keep thanking your mom and telling her how much you love and appreciate her. You will get through this stronger than ever before!

[@nikthenurse7426]

You're an inspiration to ALL of us ( yes, myself included) who have expierenced everything to having the doctor take a seat next to us on a hospital gurney to ' gently ' deliver the most devastating news, to brain mapping, multiple doctor visits, lab draws, a litany of diagnoses, BRAIN SURGERY, meds, pain/headaches and emotions related to absolutely everything, and the list goes on. I began to cry during your initial video when you talked about being told about the " shadow " that was found on your MRI. I was told that I had a " lesion" ( which technically means ' scar tissue'), and since there is no reason for a finding like that, I pressd the doctor for a little more honesty ( after admitting that I've been a nurse for MANY years) so he finally called it a " mass". I mean, there are NO words after hearing that, right? It's like in that moment your entire world just crumbles. Anyway, this is your journey, so end my experience(s) chatter and continue to look out for all of your positives messages regardless of the context of that day. You are truly beautiful both inside and out. I don't know about your personal belief system, but I am positive ( for me) that the unyielding prayers that I received by so many ppl, including total strangers, afforded me a total divine intervention.... All the best to you and yours!!

[@thruErinseyes]

You and your mom look so much alike. She’s a wonderful woman who deserves the world!!! I just adore you both. Btw I have always found that about the third day after I receive anesthesia (spelling) I cry cry cry. Whether it’s for a surgery or say something minor like dental work. And it’s happened to my mom and children. So I could imagine chemo being just like that but to the millionth degree. It’s just messing with all your hormones and chemical makeup. It is probably very good to just cry and let it out. I’m finding these blogs so very very educational and touching. I thank you once again pretty girl for letting us all be a part of it. Xoxo

[@kotik4ever1]

You are an amazing person!! Lots of love and hugs to you 🤗💞

[@amandaofallon8191]

i cant get over how much i adore you for documenting this whole part of you life. i just adore you. i think you are so brave and amazing. i have been following you for months and I just cant even ..... Your life changed and you still stuck with KZbin and decided your channel would change too. You are beautiful inside and out

[@MsAppleCharlotte]

Chemo totally scrambles your brain. I remember trying to communicate with my mum, it was really difficult. I don’t know if you’re acting more chipper for the camera but if not I think you should be extremely proud of yourself because you sound and appear very stoic. You’re made of strong stuff. In Scotland we have a saying, “Made in Scotland by Girders”. Named after our national drink Irn Bru, (pronounced Iron Brew). Anyways, I hope the Vlogs are helping you somewhat during your Chemo treatment? Lots of love and super-positive anti-cancer vibes from Scotland. XxxX

[@brandeebybee9763]

Chemo drains you emotionally and physically!! Keep pushing thru, we are rooting and praying for you!! Hugs and kisses your way, YOU CAN DO IT🙌💜🙌

[@mariagehlert]

Hello and my best wishes to you from Russia! I really love your videos, love to see your incredible progress in speech (you might not see it that much, but it is really huge)!!! Stay strong! You have an amazing mom!!!

[@kaileeroma]

you are a really good candidate to go on Ellen and talk about your experience and how you’ve handled everything and still have such a positive attitude