Week In My Life- During Chemo #2

[@annib1981]

Girl I can TOTALLY tell you: WE ARE NOT ANNOYED of you, when you say “I’m not feeling well” I love how you whisper at your mom “she’s sleeping” when Lola was asleep😍 I am so proud of you and how you are doing even if I don’t know you in person. YOU GO GIRL❤️❤️❤️

[@T_G88]

Please never apologize for not feeling well or not doing anything groundbreaking in your videos! It’s okay! We just want to know how you’re doing and if you’re okay! Feel better soon, love!

[@ciaragarcia8254]

Girl do NOT apologize for being lazy what you are going through is physically and mentally exhausted. We love you ❤️

[@KandiceVlogs]

You need to stop apologizing for not feeling well. My heart hurts for you and I can’t wait till you can stop doing chemo in the future. You’re such an inspiring person and I’m so glad you exist :) thanks for posting.

[@MzClementine]

Hahaha so cute! Your sweater moved... and I was like. What?!? Oh!! It’s her puppy Lola... morning beautiful. Sending you and yours lots of love and positive energy your way!

[@trisharamsey5419]

MzClementine lol! I did the same thing!

[@AndreaClare]

Oh my goodness your mom and Lola are soooo darn cute! They literally make my heart feel warm ☺️

[@hollypaladino1427]

It’s sooo cute how Lola never leaves your side!!! What a cute pup, she has been there for you. Your mom is the best!

[@Damsel80]

You knocked one more round of chemo down. You go girl! Someday all this chemo is going to be a distant memory. Lola is stealing my heart. Such a sweetie

[@CSmith1092]

I always get hungry when I see your mom's food!

[@lygamo8018]

I love your mother!!! She's sooooooooooooooooo nice !! You're so lucky to have her !! And she really cooks so so well, I can tell you cause I'm Spanish and we eat very well here in my country 😂😂😂 BE STRONG Courtney it's only 5 days !! I have my qimio pills every single day but mine aren't so strong cause I feel really good everyday. Lola is so cute!! Mine too, it's a Bichon Frise and it's a big big support for me. Lots of love Xxxxxxxxxxxx Lydia

[@RachelD077]

i appreciate that u make videos like this when u feel like shit. so giving ❤️ your mom is a saint literally so sweet!!

[@alfreeborn5358]

Panic attacks are the worst my heart goes out to you

[@JustThatLauren]

Al Freeborn they really are. I could actually really relate. Poor thing

[@alfreeborn5358]

JustThatLauren. Thank fully I 've been on anexity meds for a few years now and have them under control now, the worst thing for me was that I did not know what was causing them at the time

[@Jujubeoh]

Courtney, you never have to apologize for “being boring”. It’s great that you’re sharing your chemo experience with us. I’m sure this will be a huge help for anyone getting chemo. Also, your mom is great! She should have a cooking channel. All of her meals look so delicious! You two are strong women!! 💕

[@Toni-fn1vt]

I'm really glad your mom is there to assist you. She seems pretty sweet & supportive. Now Lola, she is a fluffball of snuggly cuteness!

[@catmama54]

I hope you feel better and this week will be tolerable for you.Don't worry about us and vlogging,take care of you and enjoy cuddle time with Lola. Pets make everything better and so does having an awesome Mom.

[@pjmcgovern2277]

when your breathing feels off with chemo, it usually means your red blood cells are down. Even if they are in the normal range , low normal makes it feel like you need to breath harder, deeper or like your breath is not enough. Try eating high iron foods right before you start a round , every little thing helps

[@MusclesandBooks]

"Lola!" *no reaction* "Lola, want a cookie?" *Head pops right up* I am Lola and Lola is me.

[@pamelareasor5495]

I'm so glad you have that wonderful support from your mom and Lola... they're just so cute!!! And no matter what, you don't have to apologize for anything, All of your supporters understand and love you, I know I do and that's my story and I'm sticking to it! Lol. You're doing great

[@bellak2662]

Courtney 💖💖💖 I am so sorry you’re going through this 😔 Makes me sad to see you this way. I’ve been battle my own battle, not cancer but other medical conditions. In and out of the hospital. Hospitalized 3 times in the last 2 1/2 weeks. Your vlogs keep me strong. You can do this 💪🏼 Always praying & rooting for you 💖💖💖😘

[@lottaog8598]

We are definitely not annoyed. You are showing us all the reality of chemo and cancer, and I find it not only informative and helpful with understanding cancer on a more personal level, but also inspiring. You are an absolute inspiration to me and I am so proud of everything you have taken on. Although I’ve never actually met you, I have a lot of admiration for you. Stay strong, your kicking this cancers butt!!! ❤️

[@MsPac2010]

Your family has suffered so much tragedy. You are an example of love and survival. So inspiring. Love you all...and little Lola.♡

[@mevsneeuwitjie]

I never comment on youtube videos but I just felt compelled to tell you that I admire you and I am amazed at your resilience. Your videos are so real. KZbin has become a very pretentious place where people glamourise problems, but you stand out by showing us your life so openly and unpolished. Your journey is well documented and very important. I adore your puppy and mom too. Thank you for being you.

[@jessicahetzel13]

Don’t ever apologize for feeling lazy. Thank you so much for vlogging you’re videos always cheer me up

[@AshvicUnlimited]

At the beginning your puppy blended into your jacket. So cute. Hope you feel better and hope all this treatment gets rid of all the cancer forever!!!!!!! Sending you a virtual hug!

[@beautyplayground]

My favorite "The Office" episode is the one with the fake fire alarm. I'm always laughing so hard at that hahahahaha

[@UNCWgrl]

I literally was in tears in the beginning of your vlog. So happy to see you feeling better at the end tho! Usually you feel worse! And never apologize to us. You will look on this in five years and see how strong you were/are!

[@corinatohave]

Lola is such a loving and compassionate dog!! She’s so sweet!

[@kristinacannon4825]

You are so strong!! I thought this was 2nd day but it was the entire week!!! You look amazing court!!! Good job!! My daughter watched them all (the office) and she rewatched them because she loves them!! Stay strong girl!!! Good job on chemo!!

[@deedub0126]

How funny...I just started rewatching the office. I love it!!!

[@TheMunchyelena]

Girl don't ever apologize for not doing anything! I know how u feel with panic attacks. I had been having problems with my heart and because of it I pay attention to the smallest things and think things are happening when they aren't. The mind is a very powerful thing! So happy you treated yourself to a nice bag! Hope your feeling better ❤

[@kimwalsh905]

Your mom is the best chef! Every time I watch your vlogs I always get so hungry lol

[@josrob9488]

I didn’t see Lola either for a second😂 she’s so sweet. I hate seeing you in pain and tired, prayers your way. 💖✨

[@WerewolfCas]

I love these more real videos. It’s a great way to document for us and yourself, and I’m sure it helps with other people going through chemo to show that they’re not alone.

[@RachelDex]

I love that you always show what you're eating. That's my favourite part about vlogs 💛

[@ciaragarcia8254]

I DIDNT EVEN SEE LOLA UNTIL YOUR MOM SAID SOMETHING 😂❤️

[@bettyingerheim5296]

Thank you for having the courage to post these Chemo updates. It helps to know what others go through. Lola knows your not well. Lola, your mom and you are the best. Loved your mom flipping the pancakes!

[@kaesmithmusic]

You love to make videos and I love to watch them no matter what so please don't feel bad when you don't have exciting content . It's so nice to see your great family including Lola! You're doing so so well (that's like you... "so so"!) I've started saying that; I hope you don't mind. I love you and your family so so much! Tell the star of "Jan's World" that she's awesome. I wish I could cook as well as her - I'm older than her probably and I burn water!!! Ha ha!

[@xAlbinopiratex]

All of us are so grateful that you're making videos for us, please don't feel like you need to apologise for feeling bad or not doing a lot. We love you Courtney! Lots of love another Courtney x

[@ForAudreyMKT]

OMG yasss I love the office. The fire drill one with angela yelling "Save bandit" is my absolute favorite

[@yesmaam7686]

Girly!! Don't even apologize for these vlogs! I can't even believe you have the strength to make them- even that is just mind boggling! You are not lazy at all!! I wish you all the best and hope you feel 100% very soon!!!

[@moriganna67ify]

Hahaha! Lola perked up at the word "cookie" LOL She is so cute. I learn so much from you when you do these chemo VLogs. I love them and love you! You are so strong!

[@michellej7769]

I absolutely love The Office, have seen the whole series three times, could easily watch it again. So great to laugh when you are unwell, laughter is very healing.

[@asiansecret7269]

it's ok not to feel ok Courtney. if you're in physical pain or you have panic attacks or you feel sad... whatever you feel then those are really what you're experiencing. you don't have to apologize. your mom is such a great mother btw and she's making me hungry 😋! goodness i'm glad you have Lola that can somehow uplift you and your mom via her cuteness on these trying times! 🐶😍😙

[@kristinacannon4825]

Court!!! You need to keep reminding yourself you are on chemo so when you get these strange symptoms it’s because you are putting chemo in your body!!! Be strong girl!!

[@ashlynrichard2363]

It’s so nice to see the joy that Lola has brought you. My puppy has done so much for my anxiety as well, they really are amazing 😍

[@abigailgantt5721]

I can’t wait until you’re fully done! You’re totally right that making videos is a great idea for yourself as well as us!

[@YuinaAngelDustNeo]

Hahaha I didn't see Lola 😂 perfect camouflage

[@alasia2007]

I remember I was afraid to watch your story, since my mom had cancer I stay away from memories. but I'm glad I watched that vid a got hooked, you're a great youtuber and a strong woman. I love seeing your mom and you. I know you're strong and will beat this, just like my mom.

[@neonistic]

You are totally ok to not feel good. It is your right and it doesn't matter what we think. I support your right to feel like crap and lay around doing nothing and sleeping all day. I hope you start to feel better soon.

[@brendaevangelista7783]

You're going through one of three hardest battles in human existence. You are allowed to say that youuu don't feel good. The fact that you keep pushing through all of that is just so inspiring. YOU are a role model. Also, I love the office! My favorite episode is Garage Sale 😊😊😊

[@ellemay9050]

Hang in there with chemo!! I love the office, it's probably a good way to keep your spirits up while you are feeling crummy! My favorite episode is when they are learning cpr, and Dwight gets crazy with the cpr dummy!

[@bfunnygirl21934]

Don’t ever feel you need to apologize for not feeling good. You are soooo strong and positive Courtney!!! “so good” haha

[@millennialstray4215]

crazy how you say "sorry im so lazy" while your body is under attack.. i feel that way when im completely healthy - well body wise. Please remember TO remember how crazy strong you are! also your mom is such a ball of sunshine even when she is dealing with all of this. Mom if your seeing this - You are a light and a beautiful example of what a mother should be.

[@louanon6773]

Well done courtney, another round of chemo down. You're whooping chemio's ass. I love watching your videos but I have to admit, now that Lola has prime airtime I'm loving them even more! Xx

[@julielynn86]

Bless your heart! Thank you for taking us along with you even though you were so sick. You are a trooper and so is your mom and you're both an inspiration. So much respect. Praying for you still.....and won't be stopping until you're all better. :)

[@KweenKimberly]

ANOTHER ROUND DONE ‼️‼️ YOU DID IT!!! Hopefully you’ll be done with it ALL soon! Always praying for you & thinking about you! XOXO 🤟🏼♥️🐶

[@hopeoaks6864]

THE OFFICE IS MY FAVORITE. I've seen the whole series 12 times. 😂 my favorite episode is Scott's Tots.

[@sarahhskies]

Your family is so amazing! You can do this Courtney! We are all routing for you. Good days, bad days!

[@pattymasters1693]

Im glad chemo is done for this round. I love The Office. I would say my favorite may be Jim and Pam's wedding with everyone dancing down the aisle. Hilarious !!

[@themactuba]

We have been binge watching The Office! It’s hard to pick a favorite, but maybe the Dundee Awards. 😁

[@erin8922]

You are so strong for sharing your health journey with others on a public platform. I am truly hoping for the best for you and that this experience can be over and you can get back to life soon. Sending love. It is certainly difficult.

[@heatherhorvath7232]

Hope you’re feeling better. I hate that you feel so bad this round of chemo seems worse almost like the first round. I’m sorry and I’m praying for you and your family 🙏🏻☺️

[@crochetaddict8631]

I think it is very important to stay true to ourselves. So you, feeling tired and feeling down is you that day. No need to hide it. This helps us "understand" the struggle and maybe "educate" others. I put quotes on because obviously I don't know how it feels nor do I experience a relative going through chemo. But, now that I see your videos, if I ever happen to know someone, I would have a better understanding of what their day looks like and "know" how I can try to make it better. Stay you, stay strong and rest!

[@krhopkins89]

You are so amazing!! I can see how much it affects you and you just keep pushing threw. And your mom takes great care of you... I know it's hard but your doing great.

[@carriexu546]

Please donot apologize for anything! This is the first time i leave a comment, just discovered you chanel, i wanna say you are so brave girl! I lost my dad last March and then went through a miscarriage of my first baby two months later, i still cannot believe all these could happend in such a short time, and my life has been totally changed. I miss him so much, everday! Just wanna say thank you for sharing your life here, you and you mom inspired me a lot!

[@donitaegan7464]

Hello beautiful.....today is my birthday....I give my birthday wish and prayer to you ...I pray that the rest of these chemo treatments will be easy going...plz tell mom that she is an amazing cook...an amazing mom....makes me miss my mom....love you Courtney

[@Hanniekinz]

Panic attacks are the worst! Hang in there! I've really been enjoying your videos lately. Love from Chicago

[@LindaBreivik]

Sending you lots of love from Norway! You're doing so well, and i love your videos!

[@AlwaysLovePink89]

Hang in there, sister! You're kicking butt! My favorite Office episode is the Conflict Resolution episode (season 2: episode 21). When Dwight says "I am not a security threat and my middle name is 'Kurt' not 'Fart'" I crack up every time.

[@susanzurich5451]

I could watch The Office every day over and over! It's hard to chose a favorite episode....there are so many good ones....but I love when Jim went to work and dressed and acted like Dwight.

[@karenmccann8644]

Don't feel like you need to be sorry because your chemo videos are boring. They're not boring and nobody expects you to get all dressed up and be dancing around and all happy. I love how close you and Lola are. Dogs and cats as well can sense when there loved ones are sick and usually are the best medicine because they literally want to be with you 24/7. I wouldn't even be surprised if when you're taking a shower Lola wants to be in the bathroom with you. Animals are amazing! I'm glad this round of chemo is over for you and you are feeling better. Hi mom, hi Lola take care of Courtney Lola. Love you Court.❤😊🐶🙋‍♀️❤

[@aislingof81]

Well done Courtney on completing another round. Youre doing amazing

[@Sunshinedreams1111]

Court - You’re acing this and I am so proud of you! I know it’s so hard. You have made it through another round - YES! The last round we need to have a live party and celebrate being done. Thinking of you.

[@noncsi121]

Lola walks so cutely!

[@mirahhaus]

Your doing so good. I remember when I had my first panic attack after being sick it was so scary!! I had no idea what a panic attack was, I literally thought I was dying. Anyhow, your doing amazing!!!

[@repoocau]

I can't say that I "enjoy" these videos. I hate seeing how sick the chemo makes you. However, they are informative and interesting. I appreciate the effort you put into making and posting them. But YAY! One more round down and one month closer to the last dose. hope your recovery is smooth. Love and hugs from Australia

[@chelsia11501]

You're my favorite KZbinr! I get soooooooo excited every time you upload! LOVE!!!!

[@crazydiamond4565]

You are so brave to share your journey! I love your Mom AND Lola! I have a dog who would be Just like her. I'm so glad you have her in your life...as I do Olivia!

[@lindatannock]

I'm so sorry you're feeling so awful. Lola is a sweetheart! I suffer from chronic illness, and i spend most of the day in bed. I don't know what I'd do without my 2 cats! My male cat, Max never leaves my side! He's such a sweet cat 😍😺 (Edited). I like that you vlog on chemo. It's sad to see you feeling so awful, but i think it's important you do. Both for you, and for others. Xx

[@mellyme2184]

You are so beautiful inside and out. Stay strong and do not apologize for feeling unwell. Sending you lots of love.

[@amandaweiss28]

Lola is too freaking cute! I hope you are feeling good & keep fighting, you got this girl! Xox

[@susanweistart8980]

Courtney, You are amazing! You have every right to feel lousy and shouldn't apologize. You and Lola are so cute together. :)

[@miserablemagical92]

I’m so so sorry you have to go through this. We’re all here to support you. ❤️

[@abigailgantt5721]

Also my fave episode is “The Injury” when Dwight gets a concussion

[@PerversaBeleza]

Love your vlogs! You are really cute and your mom is awesome! I love watching the office too... dwight and jim are so funny!

[@janrocha6406]

Lola is adorable. I want a dog like her so bad. I’m glad chemo is over for you. You will soon be feeling like yourself again. I watch your journey to remind me life is a gift. You are a strong young woman. Your dad is looking down on you so proud and your mom is even more so. You are a lucky girl to have that kind of love in your life. Cheers to you.

[@janrocha6406]

Oops. Sorry. I’ve never watched the office.

[@SaRo-r8j]

You have the best mom and puppy!! You are a rock star 🌟 Courtney!!

[@caitlinkeating8177]

You are so incredibly strong! Sending prayers and light your way

[@brittropson9717]

Lola is so cute!!!!! She blends in with your Sherpa I only saw her fluffy head at first 😂😘

[@maiax5582]

I had exactly the same problem with my eyes during chemo! I got so dizzy whenever I did anything and I felt like my eyes went different ways and I looked cross eyes all the time! It's totally normal my lovely, keep smiling💖💖 xxx

[@melodybelfiore3934]

Your a trooper hon, this time seems better. Keep looking for the end of all this!!!

[@evamack80]

Good job on the documentation of your journey, although a very difficult one, you are so so brave. Love you💗

[@chechey6696]

My favorite office episode is when they make fun of Kevin for being the Cookie Monster! It’s so funny!

[@grlmeetsmagick7773]

Omg girl I love the office .. my favorite episode is when Michael burns his foot on the George Foreman grill 😂 also love your vlogs.. you have come so far and I love seeing your progress! ♥️

[@virginiamicek15]

You hang in there and do watcha gotta do. We’ll keep watching as long as you make your videos. Hi Jan! Love your spirit!

[@Natalia-ii2pl]

Courtney! for those anxiety attacks please consider talking about it with a terapist. But also you could try listening to ASMR videos with headphones on, to help you relax on those difficult times. Keep being strong like always 💜

[@graciegracegracie]

We are not annoyed and don’t apologize ♥️ You got this!!!

[@KamrinTheKapricornASMR]

Oh my god lol I seriously didn’t see Lola blending into your jacket in the beginning lol she is so precious!! Love and hugs xoxo ❤️❤️❤️

[@orc1459]

I hope you feel better soon beautiful!! I love your little dog she's so cute! I have a papillon/pomeranian mix and he is my little support dog also when I'm ill or sad... Sending you so much love!!!

[@samanthaferrari5948]

Your mum makes the BEST breakfasts! I want to go and visit Jan's world one day. Sending love and strength to you and a punch in the throat for chemo