[My Mother Is A Narcissist] Day Nineteen Tomb Lackers 9.2.16

Reupload of Day 1 of 30 days of italian Ginger, which became 21 in the end, and were supposed to be a documentation of my Mother's hoarding and diabetes issues and how to help sort them. It is actually the observing way of the "documentary" that instead made me realise through the help of other people's eyes that my mother has Narcissistic Personality Disorder and abused me emotionally (and molested me sexually) for my entire life, shaming me and trying to keep me silent with the excuse of not "airing dirty laundry in public" or "no good daughter shit-talks her mother, what will people think of you doing that". What hit me when emotionally threatened that way was "I have no problem documenting anything I do or say cause I don't have any cognitive dissonance and if you do something surely you can take the responsibility to stand up for your ideas and actions in front of people. If you can't it means you know hat you do is wrong and you have something to hide. And turns out she did have a lot to hide.
In case you are concerned about me please don't be, this was filmed what is now almost 2 years ago and I have now gone No Contact / Very Low Contact.