My NightShift Schedule with Anxiety

Just a quick glimpse of my time zone with my Night Shift schedule through my anxiety perspective. I had a lot of fun recording this, so if you guys like the idea of this type of vlogs, let me know and I could do more :D

[@kawica]

I completely relate. I worked nights for 4 years and doing that along with anxiety just made it worse lol. My thing was that I was so anxious about being late that I’d show up an hour early and just sit there. Love your vlogs ❤

[@A.C._]

maybe its the pessimistic in me, but watch out for that larry guy, for ur own safety lol u never know w/ ppl. also its probably best to keep something for protection in ur car, even like pepper spray is better than nothing

[@stilloctober]

You are so right! I need a new taser. I’m not a pepper spray kind of man :)

[@BingCherry23]

This is good advice.

[@sweetandsavage369]

Also love ur target vlogs and when u use to fight ur way in the snow to Mc Donald's lol

[@stilloctober]

I should do one this winter🤔🙊

[@MahhayStekanoverMilef]

I love your videos! It gives me so much comfort to hear from someone who deals with issues I can relate to. I’ve been dealing with some medical issues and I just found it impossible see a doctor. Even just calling to make an appointment scares the s**t out of me. And at the same time I’m constantly anxious about these medical issues being something serious. And being anxious adds some physical symptoms of its own… Anyway, thanks for making me feel less stupid and dramatic.

[@phoebe_272]

I use the bareminerals powder foundation with spf instead of sunscreen because i hate the feeling of it, i’ve used it for years now and i never burn with it (and i’m a pale ass ginger v prone to burning). You can even put a light layer of it over normal foundation and it works great! At least for me, ha. Also- I work better when I’m tired, as well. It’s like nothing matters and I can get through anything lolol every time I watch your videos I feel like you’re speaking my inner monologue😅

[@isp3580]

regular sunscreen is usually applied after moisturizer and before foundation

[@LubnaSB]

I enjoyed this vlog a lot , i felt so close to you for some reason, that diarrhea situation, i used to have nervous farts :D which is kinda funny but embarrassing and that shit really affects ur daily life and productivity , does ur schedule change ? do u work morning shifts sometimes?

[@stilloctober]

Thank you:D I don’t work mornings but I switch my schedule on my days off so I’m constantly jet lagged >_

[@rubylace9963]

I usually binge watch a lot of your videos at once so I might not be responding to the right video but I relate to soo many things you say! I'm so afraid of making mistakes especially infront of people. It could be something I know how to do such as parking or doing my job but if someone is watching my brain short circuits or something. My social anxiety used to be so bad that I would garden at night. Yes, something that I love doing would gave me anxiety because I was worried about what the people going by were thinking. It's literally insane because we should be prioritizing ourselves so why do we care about what some randoms think. Thanks overly critical parents!

[@mei2787]

I love so much your vlogs, or just to hear u talking abt something, i love when u post

[@soutenu_ninja5678]

Your voice is so comforting and pleasing to listen too 😊😊. I like to listen to your vlogs on my 3hr train ride to the city for dance class 🦘 Australia. Ps is Larry imaginary 🤭

[@kristenunger4725]

I feel like a zombie alien too. I work overnights thur-sun 11pm-9am. Not only is it when everyone else is asleep, it’s also the reverse side of the week most people work. Funnnn

[@synchronium24]

10PM-9:30AM?! That's a monster shift.

[@stilloctober]

It’s 10pm-7am

[@synchronium24]

Oh I think I understand now. You leave FOR work at 9:30PM.

[@stilloctober]

@@synchronium24 yeah it’s 30 minutes away 😭

[@rubylace9963]

@@stilloctober a 9 hour shift where you're constantly moving is still a monster shift imo

[@sweetandsavage369]

I love ur vents and vlogs and FaceTimes 😂 ur so real and motivate me to work again

[@stilloctober]

Thank you 🤭😊

[@BingCherry23]

I noticed you had posted while I was at work, so it gave me something to look forward to when I finished my shift (day shift...although I did work a night shift job for over two years). There were so many things in your vlog that were super relatable, and I really enjoy this format. You may have talked about this before, but how does your family respond to your anxiety- i.e., your anxiety with driving during the day or having a day job? I'm sorry you have to deal with so many creepy men.

[@DineroTheDemon]

Listening to you perfectly describe what goes on in my head is freaking me out