You're NOT DUMB. You're also not the first or only person to ever get addicted to something. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're actually very brave and strong for admitting this. Our secrets keep us sick. You're taking big steps in the right direction. You can do this. I think the slow taper is a great plan. Have you found anyone else who has been through this exact thing to talk to? That helps me a lot, talking to someone who knows what I'm experiencing. We're here for you and are cheering you on. And vaping is a lot sexier than smoking. So I'm all for it. Whoever started the vaping is dumb thing... Is dumb.
@WarHammer1989 Жыл бұрын
Our secrets keep us sick. Very true
@Bdot8885 жыл бұрын
Thank you a lot for this. You are not stupid at all. You are learning from your mistakes and helping others learn from you. I respect you for telling your story and I hope the best for your recovery. One day at a time!
@Acdiesel15 жыл бұрын
You and I were made of the same mold dude. Good luck to you man... the horror we get ourselves into. I feel for you bro. Be easy on yourself, the self slaughter doesn't help anything. Stay focused man.
@davidd9707 Жыл бұрын
The Limitless movie is a great comparison to how phenibut makes me feel. I felt like I was a smarter version of myself, able to take criticism and give criticism freely. Felt like a god. But I also fell down the rabbit hole, taking it every day. I wasn't taking specific measurements, but I believe I was taking about 3-4g daily. I realized something was terribly wrong after taking it for a few weeks. I didn't take it for one day, and just felt weird, like deja vu. Deja vu feelings can be an onset symptom of having a seizure. Did some research (which I should have done before taking the drug, honestly) and found out that phenibut withdrawals(as well as benzo withdrawals) result in seizures. I immediately tapered off at that point. I was beginning to fall asleep standing up at work, I could not physically hold my eyes up when tapering off. I worked around heavy machinery, so I'm glad I didn't get myself killed.
@kellgrange8734 жыл бұрын
Dude you're not dumb. It's addiction and millions of people are addicted to substances. I'm on phenibut now I've had a lot of battles with it. The first time coming off I took 200 grams in a two week period. My withdrawal was severe. I went nine days without sleep. I had waves of primal fear (primal fear is the same kind of fear one would experience if a lion was chasing you). Waves of panic where I'd jump out of bed and run out of the house thinking I was going to suffocate. Disconnected feelings were common. Uncontrollable shaking. Nine days of this I finally checked into detox. Phenibut is a hard drug I'm very surprised it's legal. I'm with you bro. Stay in recovery. I'm going to rehab
@rblev Жыл бұрын
Would love to hear how things turned out for you if you're still here brother
@loveistheanswer592410 ай бұрын
How are you doing today? 🙂
@Pittaz3 жыл бұрын
You’re not retarted man. Thanks for making this video it was really helpful
@corrlee5 жыл бұрын
Some of us are born with something missing then we find a substance that makes us feel the way most people probably feel normally for me it was alcohol then cocaine then opiates then believe or not Gabapentin! I FEEL YA BROTHER....ON THE VAPING TOO LOL
@carrieangel2753 жыл бұрын
Thats me
@Swarm90t103 жыл бұрын
That may be so, but drugs or any substance is not the key. You have the ability to feel something different from normal that’s a blessing. You are not missing anything, what you are missing is self appetence and self discipline.
@plugplay8103 жыл бұрын
You need friction in your life. Do hard shit, make yourself workout, go sweat in the sun, try not jacking off for awhile. This contrary action will cause a up-regulation in your dopamine receptors. I’m detoxing cold turkey off heroin and meth and I believe exercising the best mood stabilizer . Tonight was my first hitting the gym in like forever. Did cardio kickboxing type stuff. Threw up twice. Feel amazing now and I’m going back tomorrow 👹
@corrlee3 жыл бұрын
@@plugplay810 feels like you’re watching me but can’t disagree..tomorrow I’ll start lol
@plugplay8103 жыл бұрын
@@corrlee 💪🏼💪🏼hell yea
@donnvaldez59445 жыл бұрын
Real talk menthol. Stay strong. You can do it.
@mikeblank96184 жыл бұрын
I quit cold turkey and withdrawal was so bad it came to a point I accepted not waking up the next day. I didn't feel it was addictive at first after weeks of daily use, I testing myself by taking 3 days off and had no issues. After that I stayed on it for nearly 8 months thinking I was one of the lucky ones. Withdrawals kicked in after 4 days and lasted over a week of pure hell. 6 weeks or so later I had PAWS for a 4-5 weeks. 5 months later I had my first ever major panic attack and they've stuck with me for weeks on end every other month since. Haven't touched it for over a year and the shit's still haunting me.
@justjoy71945 жыл бұрын
I vape it's better than smoking, after 50 years of smoking, and went to vaping, my Doctor took an xray, and called me a liar, saying my Lungs looked like an non smoker! He wouldn't believe I smoked for over 50 years! Quit cutting yourself down, you're a smart man, Please tell me though, How much Phenebut i can take! Please!
@supercunthunt77563 жыл бұрын
Yeah I succeeded in quitting nicotine and vaping with vaping. Without vaping it would be so hard
@grimreefer2135 жыл бұрын
You’re not alone i’m right here with ya brother, don’t feel too bad about yourself just keep yourself accountable and keep your head up
@Knowmore007-u3j5 жыл бұрын
Congrats on taking all the steps to turn everything around, more growing pains and in return you will increase in integrity and humility and that's something money can't buy. God Bless!!!!
@jhales20215 жыл бұрын
The inevitable bummer of using any central nervous system depressant for any period of time is the savage burn of coming off of it. Your anxiety will most likely return with a vengeance. Go snowboarding in the sun with your bros every fucking day if you have to! Exercise and diet are the only things that work for me. I have struggled with anxiety, depression, xanax and alcohol addiction etc. for most of my life. Some days I'm just too fucking low to even get out of bed even though I KNOW that if I just go for a long walk my day will improve... It's fucked. I'm sorry man, be gentle with yourself. I wish you all the fuckin luck in the world.
@31stoffl11 ай бұрын
You can restore your Receptors with Nootropics
@alexcazet26944 жыл бұрын
Phenibut also made my face look puffy and sickly too.
@AlaskaChromeProductions9 ай бұрын
You are way too hard on yourself fam. I don’t know you but dig deep and love yourself. It’s hurts to see you put yourself down. I understand you feel confused but your heart is in the right place. Keep it simple and thank you for your courage. You are worthy of being loved, liked, and respected
@markhilston21195 жыл бұрын
Dude, I'm dependent on the stuff. In 2016, I was taking 11 grams a day. Lost tons of weight and had liquid shots for 6 months straight. Violated probation for a drug relapse and had to kick the phenibut cold turkey in jail. Hallucinating, seizures, shakes, couldn't talk , couldn't think, sweats, no sleep for 4 days. It was weird. I got out and started taking it again. Got up to 5 grams daily again and over 2017 and 2018 slowly tapered down to 1 or 2 grams a day and have been there since. I guess once it stopped getting me high (Down regulation of GABA B) my dosing leveled out. Still depend on it but barely feel it. The shit is addictive for sure. Being an addict, I'm surprised I control my use now. I couldn't at first and i guess it's more like regulate my use, not control. Cus if i wanted to stop taking it, it would be hard to actually do. You arent alone man.
@willieleehendersonlll5 жыл бұрын
Wow, I've never even heard of this
@rohan77895 жыл бұрын
Good luck. I was addicted and taking almost 10g a day at the highest,then one-day started withdrawal. Worst withdrawal in the world. I saw some crazy shit, was suicidal and wanted to go to a park and hang myself,then the feeling of being dissociated was insane.i took myself to the hospital and they taperd me off with gabbatine. I'm from a town in Australia so they had never heard of it so did a study on my experience, it was weird and painful,the only good side was the hallucinations which I started to find interesting
@jennifercleland48524 жыл бұрын
Wait ! I thought this is a non addictive n can be bought on internet as an alternative to benzos?
Roe Jogan really? I have some. Addictive how? Like I don’t feel high just relaxed
@MrSpasticdancer Жыл бұрын
i nearly fuckin died from phenibut withdrawal. its a muscle relaxant, thats actually the primary medical effect and the withdrawal can cause uncontrollable tensing of muscles in a similar way to nerve gas.when i went cold turkey cos i couldn't get hold of it i nearly suffocated to death and had to be rushed to hospital to be intubated. i ended up in like a 3 day coma and when i woke up, i was fuckin severely psychotic in hospital for 2 fuckin weeks thinking russian soldiers were tryna assasinate me. i was constantly terrified and confused, it was hell.
@estes19574 жыл бұрын
Phenibut has ruined our family because my son is addicted to it and he literally has changed him into a monster. He says' horrible things to his mother and me and his siblings. Please do not use it.
@tylerallgeier37464 жыл бұрын
I'll have fun trying it
@navagatingthroughthebeasts29083 жыл бұрын
Mark im sorry to hear that , I can truly see that happening. Pray he has been able to stop
@jrod68915 жыл бұрын
I take kratom and ordered phenibut for some reason i didnt answer the door when ups came cus i got scared after watching this i think i made the rite desition thanks bro
@jamboalive42084 жыл бұрын
Rehabs for quitters!
@NellieBelle5195 жыл бұрын
You're brave. Not crazy. Thank you for this!!
@mikes62soupcan5 жыл бұрын
Back off slowly, don't rush it,At night is the worse part, You can definitely do it.
@vleeism5 жыл бұрын
ALSO.... There's a supplement called Theanine Serene that has GABA in it along with other herbs and nutrients. It works amazing for that shaky withdrawal feeling. I usually recommend it to people who are withdrawing from alcohol, since alcohol also affects the GABA receptors. So I imagine this supplement would probably help you, too.
@marioschneider17104 жыл бұрын
vleeism thank you, i hope this supp will help me
@joshdekalb45644 жыл бұрын
Addiction effects everybody one way or another. Your on the right path knowing you have one. Good luck bro. Been a alcoholic for 10 years. So I feel ya
@loveistheanswer592410 ай бұрын
Are you off the alcohol? 🙂
@carpo7195 жыл бұрын
Stick to nature's bounty. :) Man I hate the disconnected feeling. It really sucks
@TheKdizzle19715 жыл бұрын
Capture the booty
@seekeroftruths39113 жыл бұрын
Carpo you rock!!
@shanethompson81474 жыл бұрын
Well done mate thanks for sharing your experience phenibut can cause addiction and withdrawal are very bad seriously have to respect this compound. I'm sure people can relate to this.
@iand43742 жыл бұрын
I related to this alot. Please don't think its dumb to talk about how addictive and destructive phen can be with certain people. Nootropic bros will cry but we need to talk about reality. I was addicted for 1.5 years and was a pretty much identical story to yours. 8 months off as of writing this too, hope you stayed away after 2 yrs
@lukewilson31994 жыл бұрын
Stop Beating yourself Up bro you don’t appear Nearly as dumb as you keep telling yourself and I love your honest videos
@Markussoulmusic5 жыл бұрын
Your not a dumb brother your just human. Took bollocks to come on here and put yourself out there like that
@alykkt5 жыл бұрын
Just started phenibut today, 500mg. To get off of years of alcohol abuse. 6 hrs in. I can see the light away from alcohol and alcohols withdrawals. Thank you for sharing and being honest. Subbed.
@adambernon69304 жыл бұрын
It’s been 8mths. Are you still taking the phenibut?
@fezziwig1844 жыл бұрын
@@adambernon6930 probably up to 50g
@kyleclark6272 жыл бұрын
I enjoyed this video. I have struggled with phenibut a few times. Recently I bought a 40 gram container and took maybe half of it over 12 days or so. I'm currently coming off of it and I hope it doesnt get too bad.
@roscoe17125 жыл бұрын
you got this. you know how to taper. i am on a kratom taper. getting off the leaf. your videos help. 🤙🏻
@buffalowick80035 жыл бұрын
How did the taper go man? I got it bad on the Kratom. Can't step down...taking over 35g a day.
@@buffalowick8003 Hope it's going well brother. It's rough man stepping down. You can do it though bro. You got this!!
@buffalowick80034 жыл бұрын
@@adrianriley1939 yea man I haven't tapered really at all. I have came to the conclusion that I don't want to in my current life situation.
@adrianriley19394 жыл бұрын
@@buffalowick8003 Hey man. I know how you feel. These things are all band aids for coping. I would love to use Kratom now and again as a way to kick back and disconnect, but right now that ain't happening. I have cut down a bit with tapering, but giving up isn't gonna happen...at least yet. Good luck bro. Much love!
@stormcorrosion1765 жыл бұрын
Nah man its all good, we got you on this. Bro u are a good person, and I can understand what you are facing. I have killer depression too, and anything to alleviate the sadness, I have sought out.
@UNKLELUKE865 жыл бұрын
Being self aware of my Aspergers is depressing. 100mg- 150mg phinubut 41yo PTSD I even forget to smoke my medical weed. Phinubut is Amazing way to loose the bagged
@tonygareth2214 жыл бұрын
This guy seems like he takes a LOT of everything! Addictive personality? Issues? Have to admit though, I am interested in things that relieve my mind and enhance my mood too so I don’t mean to trash the guy. However, there not much I can use because of DOT tests
@31stoffl11 ай бұрын
Nootropics
@bernardadesina51063 жыл бұрын
You are not dumb for trying to make this crappy life better. Hope you doing good now
@TobaccoRowe19605 жыл бұрын
Yeah I remember those days of awesomeness snorting crank. And I don't care if it takes four days to do the spring yard work instead of one day. I'm not going back to that crap because I also remember the end result.
@hanako30845 жыл бұрын
This took a lot of courage man. Good on you for telling your story. 💚💜
@michael22635 жыл бұрын
I used to mix phenibut with weed, it was amazing.
@danieloshea33263 жыл бұрын
Dumb
@X-rayAnon Жыл бұрын
You're fucking awesome man. Thanks for this
@DanteParedes-l8e Жыл бұрын
Don’t be so hard on your self man I feel u
@mitiburn33775 жыл бұрын
Been there done that. It happens. If can get your hands on some gabapentin it’ll make it the best. Kava I’d recommend also if can get past the taste of that real grog. Otherwise your doing what I recommend most, taper. It sucks but do-able. I know you stopped taking kratom but that really helped me. I still take phen but only once a week now I learned my lesson big time so I can control my usage now
@KratomInfo5 жыл бұрын
Hey man, long time, I’m glad you decided to taper off. I watched your taper videos and you’re doing a good job, you know what to do! Phenibut is a slippery slope and it’s tough with people who are addictive. Anyway I see you’re down to a low dose now, keep it up and you’ll get there. Hope all is well man.
@jlutie29435 жыл бұрын
Wow that's crazy 10 grams I got some But only did a scoop they give me Didn't really do anything noticeable Then forgot about it Then tried 2 scoops could not wake-up Can of like a hang over This is one thing I didn't get hooked on Good luck on stopping maybe kratom isn't So bad
@tboys92011 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. But bro you gotta stop calling yourself an idiot and dumb! You may not realize but when we call ourselves that it hurts our self esteem. It's not good for us. Many people have been what your doing through so don't get down about it. I take phenibut every day myself. Wish it weren't so but it is. I don't want to get off yet because it's helping keep me off the harder stuff. Anyways yeah thanks again for sharing your story. It helps you and me. Have a good one man!
@jamboalive42084 жыл бұрын
Snort some Cayenne pepper. That will take your mind off everything else.
@muffychao23735 жыл бұрын
I’ve always wanted to try Phenibut but, I too have an addictive personality and I’m already addicted to Kratom which sucks🥴You’re truly an inspiration and it takes a lot of courage to admit your faults. Keep your head up Xoxo😘
@markw31825 жыл бұрын
Stay away, trust me. I have the same issue with addictive personality it i went through hell for years. Its wicked, and i've dabbled and had to kick a lot of different things. Phenibut had its grip on me the worst.
@MrStewdaddy5 жыл бұрын
Don't, ESPECIALLY if you have an addictive personality
@ProudAmerican1113 жыл бұрын
Phenibut acts on your receptors like Xanax so the physical withdrawal is almost the same, meaning you can die if you taper too quickly and the withdrawal can last for months.
@31stoffl11 ай бұрын
@@ProudAmerican111 no, benzos last longer (much)
@bingo96854 жыл бұрын
I just ordered it and I will only use it once a week because of this video. Thank you
@jennifercleland48524 жыл бұрын
Damn same here bro. I have been clean off Xanax for a year n thought this was just an alternative non addictive supplement? Tf
@mrborat24934 жыл бұрын
@@jennifercleland4852 Hi did it work for you?
@jennifercleland48524 жыл бұрын
Mr Rif Yeah but It is only meant to take 2 times a week
@mrborat24934 жыл бұрын
@@jennifercleland4852 I just want it for this important exam i have, i hope it works for me, do you have some kind of anxiety? I need it to calm my nerves before and during the exam, thanks for answering
@jennifercleland48524 жыл бұрын
Mr Rif yes I do, ptsd and general anxiety disorder. But don’t take a large amount. Try 500 mg n then another 500 mg but I would not go any higher till u know how it will affect you
@InfectedChris5 жыл бұрын
First piece of advice, Menthol. Stop putting yourself down so much. I am guilty of it too though. It takes a lot to do what you're doing. You have a lot of people that care about you. You're going to help some people, and that's what is important. Also, my cat is sleeping right next to me and I think she is dreaming about running around because that's what her legs are doing.
@ebonyfaith80645 жыл бұрын
Thank you for telling Jake to stop putting himself down. I thought maybe it was just me that always noticed it. He literally puts himself down in every video.. and there's no reason he should b/c his videos really are honestly amazing!
@russellm7530 Жыл бұрын
Menthol?
@InfectedChris Жыл бұрын
@@russellm7530 He's alive and doing well!
@DanN-hp9lj3 жыл бұрын
Phenibut has its place in the medicine cabinet for sure, was on it for a little more than two years everyday...1 to 2.5 grams everyday, it started having the opposite effect of feeling good, started tapering slowly over a few weeks until was down to 200mg, then quit. I know what he meant by feeling empty but It only lasted maybe 4 days after last dose. Hes probably dead on about it burning out gaba b receptors but recovery is pretty quick. Just use it occasionally and all will be fine..my mistake like this guy was wanting to feel great every single day and eventually burned out on it...awesome substance for occasional use and its the only drug besides alcohol I ever used...the russians used to give it to the cosmonauts for spending time in space...alert but relaxed.
@hughman64312 жыл бұрын
9:32 you're describing my life with autism. I'm watching this because I recently purchased phenibut to try to see if I can experience the world as a normal person would, rather than the grey nothing hellscape you witnessed.
@sayedalazam42282 жыл бұрын
How did it go?
@sayedalazam42282 жыл бұрын
Pol bro answer!
@hughman64312 жыл бұрын
@@sayedalazam4228 I haven't received the package yet.
@31stoffl11 ай бұрын
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@matthewburgess60764 жыл бұрын
I just started phenibut withdrawl on day 3... i use kratom to get me through day Night is bad part zzz issues but it's been ok at worse i just lay with eyes shut for 8 hrs lol Cant wait till my withdrawal is over Feel a little depressed but nothing major
@fezziwig1844 жыл бұрын
What do you think about when your eyes are shut for 8 hours?
@matthewburgess60764 жыл бұрын
@@fezziwig184 lol it sucks mainly jow nice it will be when my zzz patterns return to normal and looking forward to having coffee and kratom in the morning Now my dreams are coming back pretty strong which is good :) Hope im almost past it phenibut withdrawl is no joke....
@fezziwig1844 жыл бұрын
@@matthewburgess6076 I love having dreams. Did you do hcl phenibut powder?
@matthewburgess60764 жыл бұрын
@@fezziwig184 yup that's what i used luckily been phenibut free for month and a half i do miss it on occasion especially for music and social gatherings However im using kava from kalm with kava for anxiety and it helps
@negan98104 жыл бұрын
Your a real one man, helped me with kratom. You keep it 💯 and I respect that
@leviswm3 жыл бұрын
Hey man. I'm glad I found your videos about this. I'm struggling big time. I was up to 6500mg for months I've been on it for almost a year now. I've tapered down to just over a gram and when I try to lower more I get this weird type of terror that is overwhelming. And it makes me take more to get rid of the feeling. Its like it feels like I'm dieing or being very scared in my mind, I've never experienced anything like this before and I've done alot of drugs for years and this is by far the worst thing I've ever tried to How much did you drop every day? I'm trying to drop about 200mg ever other day. I've tried drinking 100 proof. All sorts of natural medicine. Wim Hoff breathing. Running. Nothing is stopping that overwhelming terror that i keep getting dude. It makes no sense. Thanks for the video's man. Any advice here would be greatly appreciated!
@LiberationSeeker1013 жыл бұрын
@Levi Stokes: IMO, your neurotransmitter levels still need time to "catch up"... Myself, I had to find out the hard way (I guess some people are just "wired" this way...that the HARD way, is the only way it'll "stick" for them...lol). Anyway, what I did was start megadosing diff vits/minerals/herbs...best combo I found that helped the most & had like 90% of everything needed was this supplement called Biorebalance(restore?)...then for like a month, I added ("just in case"...lol) extra magnesium, dlpa, omega 3s, vit d3&k, full-spectrum cbd oil (100-200mg b4 bed...mostly to help w/sleep & anxiety...a bit much mg-wise but I'm 6'1" 240lbs+...plus I found a really good/legit local supplier)... I know it may seem like an over-kill...but I was also battling w/alcohol abuse (reason why I tried phen-b in the first place...lol). Once I started the above, I was able to taper down 500mg/day (from 5-7g daily) w/o a problem really (then 250mg/day until 0)...I finally started to sleep normally...anxiety was gone...& with that, all else fell into place! 🙏😎
@loveistheanswer592410 ай бұрын
How are you doing today brother? 🙂
@mattsniper3622 жыл бұрын
For anyone coming off small doses of phenibut then I personally found high doses of valerian root really helped. I know that wouldn’t work for higher doses but anything less to an 1.5G a day then taper down and use valerian to get off. Worked like a charm for me
@FoodieBeautyStan11 ай бұрын
I know that this is old but what kind of taper from that does?
@willieleehendersonlll5 жыл бұрын
I've never even heard of this. Thanks for the video. I know to never try this stuff. So you saved me from it
@daryldixon36857 ай бұрын
Bro I was addicted to Kratom and used Phenibut to stop using Kratom! Then I got hooked on Phenibut and used it every day for 2 years. My dad got cancer and I decided to stop cold turkey and I couldn’t do it so I started to take 1/4 of those scoops and it was hell but I eventually just stopped! I had no joy, little sleep, and agitation but it wasn’t the worst withdraws I’ve had compared to other drugs! It just sucked for a couple of weeks! If your hooked I’m telling you if I can stop so can you! Don’t get discouraged if you have a slip up you just have to want it! I feel sooo much better and I’m back to old self! F*ck Phenibut!
@csauva8853 Жыл бұрын
First you should stop degrading your self you're not dumb or stupid you are just human man chill out with the phenibut you did the experiment i think it a great video you just told your storie the most honest way possible.
@arthurfonzarelli98285 жыл бұрын
Don't beat yourself up man. Also, don't worry about doing these videos to help others just worry about helping yourself first. With that said I bought my first purchase of Kratom from Happy Hippo two years ago and in the process bought some of the phenibut too which i still have. Thankfully I don't like it enough because the following day I feel out it, almost hungover. I don't even like sleeping on it because I go into a super deep sleep 15 hours after my dose. I only take it once no more than twice a month and I will admit just like you said it's a pretty fantastic day and it lasts all day. End up I'm talking to people, love music and it makes me extremely horny and pretty much a God in the bedroom hahaha. With all that said and I've watched a lot of your videos through the years I think you just need to be easier any yourself and maybe accept the fact like most of us you're probably going to want to take something every day to feel better about life. There's nothing wrong with that as long as it's not only negatively effecting your life. To some extent most of us take something daily you feel better whether it's sugar coffee pharmaceuticals weed or Kratom like I take it. I'm the first to admit it I actually look forward to those few times a day where I get a boost in mood and there's nothing wrong with that. With that said I think we both agree that probably shouldn't be phenibut for sure. We only live once you so I figure I may as well enjoy it and be the best me that I can be also. Anyways sorry not trying to preach to you just saying that I've accepted this thought process a long time ago and I'm a lot happier cuz of it. Just giving you something to maybe think about in a positive way going forward instead of putting all this pressure on yourself Good luck
@traceytrimble5292 жыл бұрын
You are amazing! Thank you for sharing!
@MistakenMystery5 жыл бұрын
Phenibut never really did anything for me no matter how much I took, otherwise I probably would have gotten addicted too.
@KellyeR19705 жыл бұрын
If you don't take it on a totally empty stomach it won't work as well.
@MistakenMystery5 жыл бұрын
@@KellyeR1970 yah I always did, just like with kratom, except kratom actually works lol
@murdoc7505 жыл бұрын
same man, I weigh 140lbs and I've took 2 grams which is a big amount for a person my size in my opinion and I didn't feel much maybe a placebo like affect but nothing special.
@freebreeze27915 жыл бұрын
You got it man, Be careful.
@RandomFlops5 жыл бұрын
You are not dumb for letting go "this bad". You had an addiction, there's no way around it. Bro addiction will take control and you won't even really understand it until the things in your life start changing.
@WarchiefRecords5 жыл бұрын
If you wanna get off from 10-11 grams a day of phenibut. Use 20 mg of baclophen three times a day as well as gabapentin 300mg of 3 times a day for like 3-4 days. I cut the baclophen at day three but it sucked u could prolly cut your dose to 30mg baclofen for day 4 and 5 then u can use the gabapentin for the rest of the week
@sebastiangaia58653 жыл бұрын
Too fast
@jessicasims55967 ай бұрын
First thank you for posting. I have been on 600 mg of Phenibut every night for over 8 years. I was prescribed it for sleep by my Naturopathic Dr. What would be your advice for weaning myself off. I know the withdrawal from it can be severe.
@mongogojjo59442 жыл бұрын
I was hooked on this stuff along with poppy seed tea, the kick was horrible because I'd often take both substances in the morning I had to come off at both and the opium withdrawal mixed with phenibut was horrible I imagine very similar to quitting both xanax and heroin at the same time.
@abyss1138 Жыл бұрын
Hey man I am currently using benzos and kratom daily. I’ve been tapering off the benzos with a doctor but it’s pretty rough and was considering using phenibut to help with withdrawals. I know that’s probably a terrible idea and will probably just add another substance to my daily regimen. Just wanted to get your thoughts? Is it similar to benzos?
@kellgrange8734 жыл бұрын
Cold turkey phenibut using gabapentin for withdrawal symptoms
@seekeroftruths39113 жыл бұрын
Just curious Kell how did it go?
@ericmcguire54692 жыл бұрын
I’m struggling to get off Kratom! I’ve managed to lower my dose but I’m fighting my own kind telling me to take more to feel it, but I stick to my dose and done up it
@StClare_4 жыл бұрын
Phenibut rebound wrecked me.
@tommelsvon2 жыл бұрын
This video is helping me a lot. To see you got through it. On a 3 month use binge and now tapering off .3 a day. Hope you’re well
@jdb5961 Жыл бұрын
Are you off it now?
@nikkilea56325 жыл бұрын
You got this! We all adore you!
@virgo42005 жыл бұрын
i dont see how people get addicted to phenibut.ive been taking phenibut for 3 years now at two days a week i never have the desire to take it anymore than that ...
@FTW545 жыл бұрын
all due respect....doing anything twice a week routinely for 3 years is an addiction in itself by definition
@mickhal16815 жыл бұрын
Lou Phillips I would put it as control Not addictive
@carrieangel2753 жыл бұрын
I'm like you! I've just ordered some first time. I suffer terrible depression, I take kratom too. Wishing you well, oh, just ordered tiantapine too!
@metaldestroyers3 жыл бұрын
How did the tianeptine work?
@carrieangel2753 жыл бұрын
@@metaldestroyers only used it a couple of times, quite good I guess but I'm aiming for sobre route in life and feel that any substance that affects the chemical in my brain a price has to be paid. I don't want hooked on anything cuz I've been hooked on most things. Be careful.
@metaldestroyers3 жыл бұрын
@@carrieangel275 Same too lol. I get hooked on anything. That’s why I abstain from many things. Some people are floored when I say I have never tried cocaine ever in my life. I just know it’s too dangerous for a person like myself
@carrieangel2753 жыл бұрын
@@metaldestroyers I cannot beat keto diet and no drugs. Phenibut is horrible for me so is tianeptine. I'm getting fit at the moment! I still use kratom though! I take most things to excess!
@akeylawhite92174 жыл бұрын
I spent three years tapering down from 65mg/day diazepam. It was fucking excruciating, benzos ruined my life. I've recently heard of phenibut, but it plays with GABA and the withdrawals, from what I read, are torment. I won't try it, I'll like it too much.
@31stoffl11 ай бұрын
Try Nootropics, you don't get high but it hleps to restore the brain receptors
@DB-ld7ph2 жыл бұрын
So that’s why I feel like shit when I don’t take it 😂 I just thought it was a shitty day all along
@rockya51735 жыл бұрын
Takes a big set of balls to come out and tell the world. You probably were better off to sticking with natural plant. Good luck bro
@mathewlehr5 жыл бұрын
Gabapentin brother it saved me
@Keeptruckn5 жыл бұрын
I bet it works about the same
@DiMiTri-ys7ei5 жыл бұрын
Hey man there's this stuff called Kratom that's really good for phenibut withdrawal 😉
@TimeNowAndThen5 жыл бұрын
hehe yeah i was too some time, but now i just use it very rarely as possible.
@thehardfacts4007 Жыл бұрын
Im doing up to 3g every 2 days and had no rattle as of yet and that is with periods off it and using other GABBA drugs like PG's etc
@damongardiner41333 жыл бұрын
stop beating up on yourself we all make mistakes that's called living life stop second guessing yourself and who cares what people think if anything this yr has taught me do not to be influenced by anyone it could cost your life
@carissagash86024 жыл бұрын
Omg this shit is awful im like you menthol i thought i had found my wonder drug and quickly realized i need to actually taper off this shit but i really dont know how, iv been taking at most 2 grams a day for two months im scared and its nice to know im not alone
@Nanoscape303 жыл бұрын
You should quit the vaping too bro i am a really healthy guy and was vaping and one day i couldnt stand up or breathe and it injured my lungs now my sorry ass has to be on a steroid inhaler every 12 hrs or iy feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest i feel like im in a nightmare i have to live with this for the rest of my life would want that to happen to you bro just happened like that...and im addicted to kratom but cut down my doses i feel better on low doses kinda sucks though on a real note i feel your pain man...
@Nanoscape303 жыл бұрын
Just putting that out there i know your tapering but the vape got me and took me down its sucks ill never be able to breathe on my own again its nearly impossible to get of a steroid inhaler
@kirstenarcher70552 жыл бұрын
@@Nanoscape30 how long and how often did u vape? I'm thinking bout quitting my kids want me to
@Nanoscape302 жыл бұрын
@@kirstenarcher7055 when I did vape I think I made it about 9 months before it got to me as far as my inhaler now im only taking 1 puff I've recovered pretty good from my breathing issues but I defibately have weak lungs 🫁 but im going to the Dr. Soon might be trying to get off of the steroid, tapered off kratom aswell
@kirstenarcher70552 жыл бұрын
@@Nanoscape30 that's awesome! Good luck with your Dr appointment and taper. I'm currently on Suboxone and have been for 2 years. I feel like a slave to it I wish I would have never started. I also bought a small tub of phenibut and after a week of taking it, I did some research and immediately quit. Lol those withdrawals sound worse than Suboxone withdrawal! I'm hoping if I move down to 0mg nicotine I can quit vaping easier. I think it's the oral fixation I'm addicted to.
@casetteplayer4 жыл бұрын
Yeah as much as think it dont matter but saying ur dumb over and over is extremely detrimental to ur mental health
@lukewilson31994 жыл бұрын
The drug you were gonna mention was extacy wasn’t it
@mikeprez88804 жыл бұрын
Jesus, I'm terrified right now
@DodongoManoof Жыл бұрын
LOL I DRIVE A SUBARU WAGON WHATS THE BIG IDEA?!?!?
@Redant235 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing. Luckily i tried it a few times and it either did nothing or made me sleepy.
@avgmaster14 жыл бұрын
Would klonopin and kratom help with gabapentin withdrawal ?
@randypierson6358 Жыл бұрын
Dude? 10 grams? Like I didn't think that was possible because I thought it had reverse effect 🤔 at that level 🤔
@aphysique4 жыл бұрын
Hey are you still around & doing ok?? Been a long time
@al694203 жыл бұрын
He seems to be doing great man, he’s got a new girl and they’re always doin cool shit. I’ve got him on Snapchat
@QueenBlaze5 жыл бұрын
Sending positive vibes your way!
@oscargonzalez90433 жыл бұрын
My brother..I buried 17 brothers to hetion murder and suicide brothers tho..you wild magnolia abuse yourself..I'm not being funny I thought and I know I really beat myself up..for real..ppl always would say you don't give yourself any credit God bless brother you seem like a great brother..I'm 35 no social media..not being mean ..I'm sure you would care aboutfacebook..say brother seem cool..love new orleans big bro..God bless
@lovelandgirl14945 жыл бұрын
Respect
@tonygareth2214 жыл бұрын
Menthol has the same experience with phenibut I had. Tried it and nothing! Didn’t make me feel anything good. I was hoping for more. Still have some but don’t use it
@kellygunn87863 жыл бұрын
Why do u feel dumb? I've battled phenibut addiction before and it was the worst withdrawal I've had from any drugs or alcohol
@iskenderataturk5 жыл бұрын
when you were off how long till your sleep went back to normal? I have some mild insomnia trying to figure out if it's cuz of using phenibut 3x a week dose like 2-3grams sometimes redose another 1 gram those days. I'm thinking to just taper the third day and keep it twice a week and that'll be good
@bobapruginic Жыл бұрын
How much time you need to be addicted i was takking 11 days 2 grams at day. Should i aspect withdrawal ....
@rudiausbuddeln25884 жыл бұрын
Sipping my first cup, while watching
@rudiausbuddeln25884 жыл бұрын
Few days later horrible experience Took 10 g With Lots of alcohol, i was Close to fainting and was throwing up for 3 days
@rudiausbuddeln25884 жыл бұрын
Didnt even felt nice, Just Like drunk x2 and very very nauseous
@lukebowman75134 жыл бұрын
@@rudiausbuddeln2588 its cause you fucking took 10 grams jesus, thats the ld50 of the shit man.
@Pittaz3 жыл бұрын
@@rudiausbuddeln2588 10 grams at once?
@rudiausbuddeln25883 жыл бұрын
@@Pittaz yes never do it
@CM-fk3or5 жыл бұрын
Best wishes
@aviahveredusa60994 жыл бұрын
Its kind of depressing hearing you self hate. Your hate for yourself is more unhealthy then the phenibut, I get you're frustrated but learn to love yourself and forgive yourself.