my relaxing summer night routine | VLOG 25

[@KalynNicholson]

Vlog Chapters 🍒: 0:14 - 6pm work day ends 1:57 - 7pm dinner time 2:34 - currently reading 4:00 - 9pm music and yoga 4:50 - currently listening to + skin care 6:00 - 11pm journal and bedtime music listed here: open.spotify.com/playlist/6BBjAJ3YhJc2kbFeLLZkxN?si=ZbzGtWQ1RfSXl6WxVTx-zw

[@HanaBean]

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[@KalynNicholson]

so I knew including my joint might raise a few eyebrows but decided that’s quite alright (I also feel like it may have been no surprise to some of you to which, hey 🙋🏼‍♀️) Cannabis isn’t for everyone but being that it is legal in Canada, I want to be more open and honest on where I stand with it (I’m slowly breaking the ice of my online censorism about things I actually care about or stand for) just like I can openly share having a cold glass of rosé with dinner. I’m not encouraging it, I’m really just sharing more sides of my life. In case you’re curious, it was a 1:1 CBD/THC strain called Balanced. I usually go for high % CBD products because they help to alleviate anxiety and insomnia! If you want a full video on the topic just let me know 💛

[@emilym7517]

Kalyn Nicholson I love that you’re being more confident about your truths, from this to talking about your body issues. You’re growing into yourself and it’s really beautiful to watch you find yourself

[@serenityofself]

Absolutely 😊

[@trynidywilliams6890]

From CO, can relate to a joint after work

[@melanieturgeon2614]

I have no problem with the joint at all... myself I use THC and CBD oils to help me through my days when I am more anxious or when I have a bad day. It truly takes courage and I applaud that.

[@thewild5719]

Honestly, I love that you included it. I'd be really interested in a video like that! Also, your videos feel so much more chill and authentic now and I feel like they are aspirational in a really healthy way

[@Vimarobabooks]

I was weirdly super excited to see Kalyn smokin up hah

[@ms_bumble_kids]

Me too I even rewinded 😂😂

[@diminicajohanna5908]

Me 2! I've always wanted to start a channel but felt I had to hide and not be %100 me cuz I smoke. This literally made my day tho! I always talk about kalyn to my boyfriend and tell him she is the blonde hair blue eyed version of me and now this confirms it even more and I'm so happy lol 😁🤣💕 Love u, your vibes and all your content kalyn and I've been loving it for years 😘💕

[@stephanie6501]

Same ❤️

[@glamfab16]

She smiles. One of her vids, she said she “used to rely way too much on weed”

[@its.me.paisley]

Same.

[@tashalee7495]

I could not imagine being a content creator and having to hide parts of yourself in order to keep yourself safe from hate comments and cancel culture. We are so lucky that you continue to do this job considering how often people comment on personal things such as your choice to drink/smoke. So thank you!!! for continuing to make videos and know that the Koze fam will support you no matter what you choose to do or become 💕💕

[@JessieRainbowEyes]

When she lit the j I was like ‘yaaaasss anti-stigma queeen!!’ 🙌👏

[@katieurquhart6250]

The Queen has done it again, constantly alleviating that anxiety that I forget lingers in my bones ... Sweet dreams, to the moon and back✨

[@cheriesmith5140]

Agree this is my wind down relax time always watching her videos. Seriously my fav youtuber

[@marisa9516]

LOVED the old school vibe. This video felt super authentic; I think a lot of creators get caught up in "creating" their morning or night routines and sometimes forget to just live it.

[@yogabycindy]

the sounds in this are EVERYTHING

[@Hinshawlizzy]

I love the creativity of her shots and the vibes

[@KalynNicholson]

thank you sm comments like this speak to my video-editing-geek soul ✨

[@Hinshawlizzy]

@@KalynNicholson I just so appreciate how you have evolved your style over the years. Love being a spectator to your journey!

[@vanessahall3867]

I love that you showed yourself sparking that joint. I honestly never thought you smoked, but I’ve always connected so much with your videos and when you showed that I got super excited because it’s just another thing I can relate to. I love you so much!

[@Ms_lalalalauren]

when she lit the joint i was like " OK KAYLNNN!!! SPARK UP SIS!" now i wanna smoke with her lol

[@shannaarthur3847]

I like how you just snuck that little clip of a joint in there. Stay high girl!

[@620annika]

I would say "being is better than becoming" :) It's almost like the self acceptance that comes from being in the moment enables you to grow and "become" :)

[@cozy.punkin]

This was the most satisfying video you’ve ever made

[@justbeingania]

1 billion % agreed.

[@justinehunter4488]

And soon as the joint was lit.. I RAN to the comments lol I think I’m officially in love 🥺

[@bleedingwolfsbane]

The dress at the beginning of this video is the cutest thing I've ever seen! 🥺😍

[@KalynNicholson]

aww thank you 💗🌸

[@bleedingwolfsbane]

You're very welcome. 😊

[@Thefitty]

Something about it is so aesthetic.

[@christinamariemoney]

I can’t think of anything more calming than watching one of Kalyn’s routine videos 😌 honestly I just feel so much happier after watching them! (Also Bentley is the cutest dog I’ve ever seen he just melts my heart!)

[@NicoleMinabe]

Girl I cant agree with you more. Her creativeness is always on point and makes watching her content so enjoyable :)

[@kaplinpahuja5283]

I completely agree with you.

[@paigemurphy5046]

This has to be one of the best videos you have done, showing a joint, rosé wine, I have never related more to you! I am so glad you showed us this side of you, I have been going through a lot lately and wine and a joint is one of the most relaxing things I do, I have bad anxiety and insomnia, and watching you light that joint and pour that wine has made me feel so much better! Thank you so much💕💕💕🍷🌲🍾😍😘

[@CasuallyMatthew]

love that you are being honest and transparent, breaking stigmas, etc. love love it

[@sunflowermary2]

First of all, I truly enjoyed the editing of this video, the no talking straight to the camera made it so much more relaxing. Secondly, I stopped smoking and drinking 7 years ago - it was a personal choice because I noticed that I abused those substances and it didn’t really helped me - so sometimes when I see other people smoking cannabis or heavily drinking I get triggered. However, the moment I saw you light up that joint I actually smiled and thought to myself yes Kalyn - I’ve watched you for so long and it is so encouraging to see another person grow and be unapologetically themselves. Just wanted to say that I’m happy for you being calm and confident enough to share more aspects of yourself online. Much love xx

[@Violet-qt4dc]

It’s 9:00 PM in Chicago. Just what I needed ✨ ~aesthetic city night vibes~

[@jaelreimer5702]

the whole vibe of this video is where I wanna be this summer tbh

[@kaitlinhaidarenko4968]

This video feels so authentically YOU again its chilling me. Watching your journey last year, feeling the disconnect and pain through your content as you were working through all the things you needed too and wondering when you'd come back is hella inspiring. It reminds me that if the bad day isn't over at the end of the 24hrs, the crappy week extends into a crappy 5 months, when I can't remember the last time I seen myself that there is growth in those corners - even when i can't see the lesson. It gives me hope that even through this shittiest of times I'm having right now that the universe, God, spirit, is bringing me to the place I need to be. welcome back

[@Littleteakitten]

I can see you truly grow and become comfortable in your own skin, or at least push yourself in that direction. I'm so proud of you. I'm proud of you for showing you sparking the joint, and I'm proud of you for having the courage to include the clip of you taking your top off at the end. I saw in one of your last videos how deeply you struggled to admit that you couldn't undress in front of someone you were intimate with, and I myself still struggle with that. My relationship of six years still hasn't seen me completely naked. I'm just really proud of you for owning your body and I'm really thankful to see you try your hardest to love yourself, it makes me want to do the same for myself. You're absolutely inspiring, not to mention the most gorgeous I've ever seen you. 💛

[@bstarx2]

The smoking a j part, I saw that girl 😉 this looks so relaxing omg! I love all the sounds you left in

[@breakfastatabis]

yea i really enjoyed how she left the sounds :) it makes it sm more real !!

[@museofcoffee]

I admit that I did raise my eyebrows in surprise when I saw you lit that joint because I thought you were the type of person to stray away from that, but girl, good for you. It's 2020 its time for people stop the cannabis stereotypes and hate so I'm glad you included that in your video !!

[@katiehenry3345]

I love watching these and seeing you in your own world and making yourself happy with peaceful routines before you fall asleep

[@unicornimbanff0319]

Omg the joint!!!!!! 💜 💕 🙏 Yasss thanks for including. ❤️🇨🇦🇨🇦

[@valerialotti90]

Honestly, I don’t get what the “alcohol question” is all about. Maybe it’s a cultural thing, but I live in Italy and my family is used to drink a glass of wine almost every evening during dinner, event two, and it’s perfectly normal. Sometimes I have this feeling that in some other places around the world, alcohol is so unfairly stigmatized. I mean, Italy and France are still doing ok, and we do drink on a daily base 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@emmie_sphere]

Not coming from any place of hate or anything, but as a frenchie i gotta say, i feel like it's a bit of a cliché to think that we drink everyday, let alone every time we have a meal. I believe the way our elders used to handle alcohol was unhealthy and we've fortunately grown out of that bad habit of drinking so regularly. It is definitely so bad for your health, even though it is so enjoyable. I hope you get what I mean !

[@cece.diamond801]

Approved. I am French and it is not a big deal to drink a glass of wine now and then.

[@schwarzeliza]

You're right. I'm from Italy as well and it's just a cultural thing really. I was more "shocked" when she lit up the joint than when she poured herself a glass of wine, but again, I realize it's just a matter of culture. Not judging of course!

[@lydiasfontouri3466]

here in greece we do it too. A glass of wine with dinner is the normal thing, none will find it weird. but i guess it's because we have very different cultures with americans or canadians.

[@kaylam12346]

Hell yeah. I've been subscribed for I don't even know how many years yet and I am so pumped with how raw and honest your videos have become and this felt like a whole other level. Keep speaking/showing your truth Kalyn we love you.

[@kaylam12346]

Also this video is like ASMR with all of the noises still included with the music.

[@KateRussellVideos]

I just wanted to say that the amount of effort that you put into your videos does not go unnoticed!!💗

[@andrearay7850]

I got so happy that you included the joint! Cannabis is apart of my nightly routine and it shouldn't be something you hide. I've been a follower for years and it's so awesome to get to know you through your videos! Keep doing you Boo! 💓

[@ananicole8178]

Using a boarding pass as a bookmark is such a mood! LOVE

[@jessicacrook6703]

Not talking the whole time in thid video just makes the relaxing routinr aesthetic so much stronger. This is my fav video from you in a very long time I adore the vibes here I feel so ready to go to bed

[@lulelule6185]

The editing, sounds, aesthetic, literally everything you do >>>>>>>>>

[@sashajoy4113]

love it all! am So excited that you are living life for yourself and the online people. I 110% support not that my thoughts should influence the way you live life. I feel honored that you share yourself with people online but I hope to encourage you to keep living for the happiness of yourself.

[@cheyennepretorius774]

So proud of you Kalyn for being your authentic self! Love watching your videos, this one was particularly soothing.

[@NourishedEb]

Girl I’ve been a supporter for some years now & let me say that wind down after putting the food away to how you went to bed made me feel that I can do what the 💕 I feel if that’s how I’m feeling ! Thank you for showing your real self!

[@simplylayxx]

her vibe is everything I strive for

[@bryl9453]

Your routine videos have always been my solace from stress. Even more so at these times. From your quotes that I always re-quote in social media, to your taste in music that somehow reflects mine, you are an absolute joy. Hugs!

[@SolaneKaba]

100%

[@justbeingania]

KALYN OMG YES. I just want to say I appreciate your vibes and your content so much. You have EASILY become my favourite KZbinr. I've been watching your videos for several years now, but in the past year or so, your content has become so honest and relatable. I genuinely feel so connected to your lifestyle. Thank you for being transparent about your anxiety, heartbreak, low moments, high moments (pun not even intended LOL). You take us through it all and show us who you are, bit by bit, video after video and I am purely in love with this type of content and aesthetic. I really appreciated you showing us aspects of your life that you may have at some points not been fully open about (for totally understandable reasons), but you didn't fear sharing this with us. I love how you are working at breaking the stigma around so many topics just by putting yourself authentically and shamelessly out there. I have been struggling with anxiety my whole life and have found that some 'special plants' can indeed be healing. It makes me so happy we have one more thing in common. PLEASE MAKE A VIDEO ON THIS TOPIC.

[@megbby1]

I had this playing while I did some lunch prep and when I saw the joint clip out of the corner of my eye I stopped everything to rewatch. Yes girl! I had a feeling but I’m so glad you finally feel confident to share. Cannabis can be such a great help with anxiety and depression in my opinion.

[@Blueyez369]

I was legit shocked to see you light up in your video, but I ain't mad. While I enjoy hearing your thoughts, this was a really relaxing video to watch. I absolutely love your growth this year. You look so healthy, and content in yourself and it's a beautiful thing to see.

[@Nico940710]

I haven't had a joint in months since I'm working in some mental issues that are better approached sober, but I'm so glad you included it in your video, since I see you as a role model for integral growth. I've always had to fight the feeling dirty or wrong for having a joint, even if it makes me feel so good, (and it's illegal in my country), but seeing this, I can't wait to be in a healthy mindset that allows me to enjoy the little things like these again. Thank you K!

[@juliemanas1105]

Thank you for always owning up to who you are and not being afraid to show us that. I love and appreciate you so much 💜💜💜

[@Harmony2k2]

I had to pause and rewind a couple times to make sure I wasn’t going insane. You sharing this makes me feel so much better about myself. I’m always scared for people to know even though it’s for my anxiety just because they always have something negative to say.

[@allymich]

Love that you incorporated the joint in the video! I’ve watched your videos for so long and have seen you grow so much! Good for you

[@teresaanthony9633]

Where is it in the video.

[@CatherineRuddick]

Can I just say I’m so jealous of how you can smoke and be productive! I had to stop because I couldn’t get my shit together with it haha. Love how fearless you are these days 🤍💫

[@thegreatvaani6056]

Calming, inspiring. Its 10am at malaysia. Was follow the routine that u posting always. Make me feel more responsible. Thanks kalyn!

[@emilyroseellis]

Girl, your body is looking the healthiest and best I have ever seen it.

[@annekewisniewska815]

Literally thought I was seeing things when Kalyn lit up, I don’t why I was surprised. Chilll vibes all rounddddd

[@morganbruce8090]

I'm not surprised she did it I think I was surprised she showed it because it is the first time she has. But I support her.

[@katrinh6201]

this video was so so so good, been looking for a long time for more quiet night/morning routines with natural sounds (kind of asmr lol) and u freaking nailed it! Also, I loved the part when you hitting Mary Jane, we love a free spirit queen 🤍🌊

[@staceymwass133]

Love these just came at the right time for me to relax with a coffee in the garden enjoying the sunshine and catching up with your uploads . Watched you for years and how much you have grown as a person

[@admirbarucija2018]

I’ve been getting into a better night routine lately by no longer working on my computer after 9 PM and avoiding my phone before bed ❤️

[@graceb7389]

The vibes in this routine!! 🥰🥰 the sounds, the music, the yoga in the pink lights...its everything ❤❤❤❤

[@sharonmathu8230]

I absolutely loved this video and all the vibes. I love your growth and I look up to you so much. Keep doing your thing! Lots of Love Kalyn!

[@sonjawilhelm4318]

Love this old school style! Especially adding music but keeping the everyday sounds of clinking dishes, water running, etc

[@britters51087]

Loved this video and so happy to see so many positive comments. Koze crew people are my kinda people.

[@emilykopp8517]

Cozy, calm and perfection. Loving this laid back routine and blog style!

[@emmaweaver4785]

so pumped to see an edited night routine like this again!!

[@ber24lotp]

I love love love the vibe! It was so raw and moody. Your videos make my day better! 🖤

[@jaimebh30]

I love your routine videos! Thanks for being true to who you are. I am glad you found something that helps with your anxiety and insomnia. Insomnia sounds like a pain i n the butt.

[@SusieMersingCheer1]

First of all I LOVE this style of video I just played it during my night routine and actually didn’t feel alone even without a voiceover. And second I always do my best thinking and mental work when I smoke THC, and I definitely listen to your podcasts when I’m high, I hope I’m not the only one! 😂 I hope you relate to this in some way! Do a lot of your life questions come about when you smoke?

[@stormybianca216]

Oh my gosh Kalyn I love how open and real you are ❤️ you’re literal goals, a Pisces Queen!

[@elinchristina]

the sounds in this video are * chef's kiss *

[@chronicbarracudalove]

Loved the moody b-roll, especially all the cooking shots - so relaxing! Thanks for not leaving anything out. MORE OF THESE PLEASE :)

[@happydemi4127]

Hi Kalyn, I wanna say that this old type of video is really cool because it gives the mood to it... please continue making this type of videos! Love Harsha

[@carlykunzik1545]

Yes girl. So relaxing :) I actually watch your videos a lot when I am smoking because they are so calming

[@sweetness371]

This was really relaxing. I liked the no talking, chill vibes.

[@frenchielover6041]

I am obsessed with this video this is so relaxing

[@annapriester6439]

okay i literally love how open you were with joint and this is literally so relaxing like your legit goals! love you girl💖

[@newnomadic4566]

This was such an old school style Kalyn routine video! I am in love!

[@woodburyallison]

I effing LOVE YOU ! I’ve been here watching you since your first video and I’m so happy you said f$#% to people’s opinions and included what you wanted without being afraid of backlash !

[@Coco-sd2nl]

Wow the yoga room is such a vibee

[@introverttales]

*@Kalyn Nicholson just being* Me: *in awe* I respect you so much Kalyn.

[@kaitlinnicolefreed4964]

Loving every second of this! So chill and I loved the ASMR aspect. Your videos bring so much joy and peace to my days ❤

[@brunadias5496]

Was I the only one waiting for a video rn? I mean, its 4 am here and I just thought that I need to see a video from Kalyn, and miraculously it appears !! Thank you so much, I love seeing routines, and yours are so relaxing and calm.

[@alexisg3348]

This video was a whole vibe, I really enjoyed it

[@vedantidhar195]

This is literally one of her best videos... The editing is everything ❤❤

[@jenniferburrell9562]

So lovely! I appreciate you including the j. Cannabis has gotten a bad rap, but it’s so helpful for so many people. I hope the stigma dies. Thank you for continuing to share your authenticity and truths. Good vibes only! 💖

[@stephanysalinas9897]

When i saw the joint i was screaming at my computer !!!!!!! I new it !!!!! Your my best friend on here i feel like your my older sister and this just confirmed my thoughts ! lol i fucken love you babe continue to be you! much love from stephany one of your many fans! ps hi from chicago !

[@TheTogaParty22]

kalyn's asmr (as with everything else she does) is just so æßthētíç

[@leandromamani6366]

Kalyn you've been an inspiration! I'm from Argentina and I started re-creating some of your advices or some of the activities you do in order to chill and relax, like buying candles and night yoga, and when you lit that joint, ¡DAMN GIRL, YOU'RE AMAZING! Thank you for sharing TRUE, because that's also the reality of many of us where Cannabis is LEGAL AND SAFE!♥♥♥ love you FOREVER♥♥♥

[@HarryThomasPictures]

Your night and morning routines are always my fav videos, this was perfect🌙😍💛✨!

[@micaelanoel9289]

tip for easy cleanup! throw your broccoli in with the rice. I learned this with my rice cooker and I Love doing it! I love your videos

[@courteney-louise]

this was sooo relaxing to watch. I've never really thought about not talking in a video but the aesthetic of this was on pointttt

[@meshyparker3969]

Lighting a spliff here and there is key to stress relief

[@aprofessionaldaydreamer7825]

Okay, I'm gonna put a DISCLAIMER right here (even tho idiots won't read it like always) : YOU DO YOU. Just like, Kalyn if you read this, you do whatever the f you want with your life and body. BUT a little reminder because when something is 'cool' and 'controversial' people tend to forget basics : any drugs (from coffee to cannabis, or sugar, or whatever - it's not about being legal or not) will do good on the moment to better fuck you up later. It's just a fact. Don't forget it. Being dependant on something which isn't vital (aka water and natural foods) isn't 'normal' nor 'natural', even if it's a plant.

[@ravonmarie]

This is probably my favorite night time routine video I’ve seen of yours ✨🌙

[@laurenknauer3981]

I LOVE this format and style for your night routine!!! Instantly became a new favorite and I wanna watch it over and over again! Can you do a similar style for a morning routine? As always, love ya Kalyn❤️❤️❤️

[@MsAmberValentine]

You motivate me and inspired me at the same time! Love your openness and relaxed vibes! ❤️❤️❤️

[@RavenVonK]

Hitting the joint after a long day of hard work and full of activities?... I knew I wasn't the only one!

[@이유정-v9i]

The doggo is so cuuuuuuuttte😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@lgamble]

Perfect ❤️ I’m so glad you gave up caffeine and feel free enough to share that you partake a bit. Beautiful video.

[@simpsoncrying]

I’ve been watching your vlogs for awhile now and I absolutely love your style of editing and filming - more than I ever have before! You have really grown as a KZbinr and person overall and I am very proud of you ✨😌

[@ellynnmayo6912]

just sat and watched with a hazelnut coffee... ready to go on with my day thanks to this brilliant cinematography. ugh. bless.

[@oliviawells2567]

I really enjoyed this video. Just chill, good vibes and I'm here for it :)

[@fabianaperez5307]

I love this! (: Just the vibe I was looking for to ease in from my morning routine to transition into my day. I appreciate all the content

[@catelizabeth]

I'll admit I was expecting you to talk us through this one, but I love how this turned out! I love how you left all the background sounds in, this was super calming and relaxing.. Love you keep up the excellent work!! :)

[@earthwitchnatasha]

Probably my favorite night routine you've ever done. Love how you captured everything. Love the old school vibes but also love how you didn't cut out the normal noises of daily things. If that makes sense☺