My Spiritual Awakening Story

[@noelkinz]

My spiritual awakening was the scariest thing I ever encounter in my life. i had kundalini energy flowing through me uncontrollably. my sense of identity was non-existent i lost track of time and felt like I lived in a lie my whole life. i had horrible shaking i figured out I was releasing all of the anxieties and traumas from the past that were stored in my body as tension. At the same time, I am grateful that it happened because after a couple weeks when I came back from it I realized that all of that anxiety in the past that I felt was all an illusion i learned that all that I had to do in order to feel good about myself was to actually be my true self and that it was alright to feel a negative emotion when I felt insecure about myself, that the whole reason I felt that way it was because I was seeking social validation from others because as a human we are all connected to other people and are hardwire to socialize and we identify with social interactions. i understood that mi mind was just a tool for creation and not to affirm myself. only I know who I am. the present space that surrounds my body but also the body that surrounds my space. i learned ill never reach perfection in human form, that I was already perfect in spirit and that I will never have to worry again about feeling uncomfortable because I always will continue to seek for more as a human body because I need to feel incomplete in order to have a purpose, When I woke up I felt purposeless and that life was meaningless but afterward, I discovered that the reason that I felt like that was that I lost the meaning that I gave life before, I discovered that even if the universe itself does not have a purpose me as an individual that live in the universe have the power to create meaning and that my life was a blank slate that i could chose what to do with it and what to believe in. as a spiritual being, i am deeply aware and feel complete with life and at peace with everything, as a human i am an artist, a musician, and a control freak, and enjoy having that imperfection because it gives the power to create on a daily basis even tho i try not to take control of me. I am thinking maybe in the near-future write a book about my experience in-depth so other people that are going through the process can understand it from different perspectives and understand the different sides of it.

[@darkflower78]

This may be three years later but I thank my spirit guides every day for allowing me to find you. Literally. This video has set me on a path to do meditation the way I want to.

[@AaronDoughty44]

Hey everyone! I opened up to you guys in this video and share my personal experience with awakening. I waited a bit to put this video out but am looking to open up as much as possible. I want you to all to know you have unlimited power within and can tap into this by knowing who you are. I just got a much better camera and this is the first vid using it. Hope you enjoy and Much Love to you all.

[@Lucus11-11]

it's not easy lol no body want to listen I'm actually starting to think they prefer being the poor little me.

[@satoric11]

Thanks for sharing!

[@Evld]

Hi, on which video are you talkin about spiritual experience or power?

[@Lucus11-11]

Experience, everything else is a gimmick.

[@Evld]

luke cowling Sorry, question was not for you, but for the author of the video

[@neonpop80]

This is so true. I'm so awake to this dream. It's actually unnerving because I see reality manifesting before my eyes. I can't escape seeing this dream while awake to it. Its just like having a lucid dream, you become more awake or conscious in a dream so you're able to manipulate the dream (to some extent) otherwise you're just a robot going through the motions. And real life works the same way. We're like robots obeying what we're told not realizing the power of our intent and imagination. And when you let go of judgement and limiting perceptions your consciousness expands and you see everything around you in a new way. It's hard for me to not see things without meaning now. I feel I don't have a choice in this any more.

[@danielcrase]

neonpop80 Well this is a year later so idk if this is still helpful but... in the sense that you say you don’t have a choice it’s ultimately the fear you can let go of that keeps you attached to your 3d ego. Of course you still have to live life and be in this avatar all the time which means you still have times where your perception might be in the ego view. The awakening happens subconsciously so plans in your life WILL change to ascend to a higher vibrational state. Peace and love all:)

[@christinemartinez8244]

I have been taking Akashic Records class, working on my Chakras and meditating on and off for the past 4 years with no results except that I see white light circles when I meditate sometimes. I guess it's downloads but I want to be able to do healings, or go to the Akashic Records and get information, you know communicate with my guardian angel or something. I have to admit I am not consistent with meditating.

[@amy7714]

You are my perfect man 😍😍 everything you say resonated with my awakening and I have so much respect for you speaking out for this!

[@charlesquesnel2302]

Well said my friend! I'm a quadriplegic that had an awakening a year ago one hell of a ride I'm on! Everything is a vibe God is a frequency love is a frequency anyone reading this I love you keep your head up life life is amazing

[@fromdepression2happiness432]

Hi Aaron, I just finished a program that I'm going to be publishing soon. I wish I had heard about you earlier. Looking forward to checking out more of your videos. Keep up the good work!

[@dtstarzheaven]

Oh my God! We are communicating without words! I can hear you! I can hear you all as if it is my words and my thoughts because it’s in my heart we are all vibrating the same! And it’s raising the vibration of the planet! And we are communicating without words oh my gosh I just started my own KZbin channel I am so excited this is amazing

[@clemencemusa2417]

You are the best man I know; as you said; we owe all your goodness, and strength to her! Her destiny is to make you and your brother strong and hard working, and eventually aware

[@justinmahan2585]

I just had my full blown awakening a week ago and it's amazing, but you're so right about looking back and realizing things that make sense now, I remember in grade school I was around 9 or 10 years old, I didn't care much for sports even tho I grew up in the biggest baseball family in the world, my two brothers were always playing sports and I was designing and building things, that was my passion, I was building a clubhouse at the time of this incident and it was so awesome, 3rooms a living room I had electrical outlights, lights, switches even a tv, well I was at school and all I could think about was my clubhouse, so I decided to play sick so I could go home and work on my club house, so that's what i did, it took my mom awhile to get up there cause of traffic, I had to sit in the nurses office and play sick for like 2 hours, well needless to say by the time I made it home and my mom went back to work i was sick on the couch, no working on club house for me, I truly believe everything happens for a reason, fast forward bout 15 years, I have always been a positive person, well at least on the surface I was, I was the guy all the girls called if they had a problem I was really good at giving advice, just not good at taking my own advice, bad choices led me to being highly addicted to that synthetic weed, that was a dark time in my life, I was so addicted I had to smoke every 1 to 2 hours, never slept over 1 hr straight in a night and never remembered any dreams, I was miserable I thought I hated life what's the point anyway all you do is die, I was working on a land rig as derrickhand, and one night we were tripping pipe, had to pull the pipe real slow, so I'd end up getting high and taking a little nap, something weird happened I dreamed about when I use to play sick at school and end up sick, these are my exact words "if I can make myself sick when I feel fine, can I make myself feel fine when I'm sick, I quit the very next day threw my pipe out the window, and headed home just got off for 2 weeks, at first it was a little tricky but with the right vitiams, and 100% believing that I was not sick and felt fine worked, never got sick one time but did not sleep for 5 days straight either, but that didn't bother me all that I cared about was I did it, I quit, found out a week later same day I quit, cops busted the smoke shop close to my rig in Louisiana, and same day it was pulled off the shelves in Baytown made illegal there too, if I would not have had that dream, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be here today, God is good God is great

[@kushalkumarnaidu1758]

What he’s saying is all truth ,believe him and listen to him you’ll do wonders in life ❤️❤️

[@allthingsnew78]

Amazing Aaron. I feel exactly that way! We are spiritual beings in a human body. The more we tap into our source, the love we are, the more things work out for us.

[@josephlaceysunpopularopini6603]

II'm so happy that I found you on you tube. You are such a great speaker. You explain things in a very detailed manner. Im going thru a rough spot and it helps to listen to you and try to put into practice the things you speak about. Thanks!

[@chadlock5215]

The colors get so bright I almost need sun glasses, and the feeling u get looking at anything brings joyful tears 😢 the feeling is just incredible ❤️💗❤️. Wow. I'm shaking just righting this . I'm like Aaron don't want this feeling to end. Anyone that is looking to get to this point just don't give up it's great much love to you all.

[@SweetHarvardbaby]

I’m glad I wasn’t the only who has been experiencing the same feelings. We had a trip to Joshua tree and just by looking at stars I wanted to cry ❤❤❤

[@maja2328]

THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY AND THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR KNOWLEDGE. YOU REALLY KNOW THINGS. WE 💛 YOU ☺

[@dejax9]

Always appreciate the positivity and I am glad you were vulnerable in this video telling us about your past. it takes a lot to be so open about things, especially those memories that hurt us but you are right...you see and obtain the positive through the negative scenario and have become a better person for it. We should all go inside to find out who we are and find the gratitude that is in us. Thanks a ton man, you're reaching people all over the world!

[@AaronDoughty44]

Thank you Joshua! I was a bit hesitant to explain some of it but have realized now a days most people have been through alot growing up too. I truly believe we can learn from any situation and then see the positive in that mindset. and you are right, gratitude is key! Much Love and I appreciate you!

[@donnabice3472]

I watched one of your videos today for the first time. Thankyou for all the others I've watched & will continue to. Divine timing 🌟

[@simoneenright9271]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and advice. I'm going through a spiritual awakening myself. I like your honesty. You speak very well and are very likable. Thanking you again!

[@kagelevelofficial]

Aaron, this is great! I saw your comment on ralphs video just now, glad I came across your channel. Love your energy and the content, keep it up man! Love from London!

[@carfincap]

Weird. That candle meditating started my third eye opening (prob hopped up or anxious from adderall too?) The next phase was feeling light and seeing lights and orbs - went skiing that year and felt literally like an eagle. Ppl were staring? I was a sudden Olympic skiier ha. That ended but it was the only way out of such trauma-suck painful hideous trauma-it’s like my spirit had to get out. Then met twin flame and that was trippy - electricity in our fingers and Egyptian cave paintings running through my brain like a film reel. And I’m still in the fear at times now ... dark night slams me with residue. But I now know my power. I know we are here to love and connect. I’m ascending and letting go ... it’s my ego that has rough patches. Thank you. 🙃

[@shalini_sevani]

Haha! I am glad that you put "spiritual awakening"in italics. I thought that this video would make me gag, because so many "spiritual" people have forgotten the most important thing: humility. But this was pretty down to earth. Nice.

[@isabellechapmanart]

I love your videos so much! Your aura is so comforting 😊

[@jasonawaken4386]

Once I understood that linear time is from one perspective and that everything that can happen- is happening- and happening at once, my whole sense of reality changed. Loved watching your video. I'm going to tell my story soon.

[@AaronDoughty44]

It was a game changer for me too. Thanks Jason and do it! Much Love!

[@jayanthivittal2428]

Your explanation is so simple and reassuring, making it sound like easily attainable (it is, but many think so & dread to even start meditation) Thank you very much.

[@holistictanner4695]

I have been having the SAME exact experience, and I resonate with everything you have had to say. Thanks for sharing man! It feels good to find others!

[@AaronDoughty44]

Synchronicity will always reflect it back. haha Much Love Tanner!

[@RushDefuze]

Its absolutely amazing to hear that, although your scenario is different from mine, I feel i have experienced an identical transition. What is even more humbling is that my experience is so recent (Started Mid August - reached initial ego death without use of external substances 17/09/2017) which highlights, in my opinion the solidity to my "awakening" . Happy days, much respect. Hope all reading, if any, have a wonderful day. :)

[@ilonalazar7632]

I love this! That's great that you mention that what spiritual awakening really is is remembering who you really are :)

[@ganifit5069]

Great video, I know when I would meditate 20 minutes a day after about a week or 2 I would find it really easy to get a feeling of a high. I have never done any drugs before so it is my guess of what a high would feel like, but it seems when I am in that state everything is alive and has energy and I can feel love and life from anything even a fan blowing air in the room

[@diane115]

I've been watching your videos for 3 hours now..they're great, I love the way you explain everything, thank you

[@JPatelLife]

Diane now, or eventually, go within and then go Out and kick/serve ass/class! 😀X

[@Helicopterpilot16]

Funny, I was Diagnosed with Aspergers, now I realize what it is. My parents moved me to keep the schools from pushing drugs onto me. But the social implications of being separated and secluded from hinder my ability to assimilate and find friends. But the more I think about it, I'm thankful. Didn't help with my ability to network. Especially in times when it's not what you know, it's who you know. Which is ridiculous.

[@patrickkissane4341]

That's an awesome story, I relate to it a great deal. I was depressed/anxious for a couple years, had no idea where my mind went, but I was always trying to figure it out. So I to came across meditation, and started having those same realizations, slowly but surley meditation or, whatever we want to call it became the weirdest shit I have ever come across. Dealing with all my thoughts, and the emotions attached to them was extremely difficult. Still living with my parents, brother, sister, and my bros g.f and becoming spiritually woke after being depressed and keeping to myself for so long; definitely makes it hard for me to keep much conversation with them which definitely can makes it difficult for me. The journey must continue, theres no turning back now.😮 Thanks for sharing, Peace✌ "How to connect with anyone" seen it after post, gonna go ahead and give that a watch haha

[@JG16riffin]

I feel I relate to you a lot as a spiritual being, your vibe, your tempo, the way you just know the universe without trying to make it sound to yourself and others like a big rule book of "higher knowledge"... the universe to me is just like water, always changing and adapting and we are the particles, always moving and changing our forms with it. Life cannot be taken seriously because nothing stays completely the same. Even "spirituality" cannot be put into one category. "spirituality" in its religious form is like the mischievous ripples of the water, the ripples don't last forever because stillness often takes hold. religion is the passion of water while true spirituality is water when it is clear in mind and at peace with the environment and itself.

[@jayanthivittal2428]

JG16riffin Your comment on the video and explanation about religion & spirituality is awesome. Learned from it and thanks so much.

[@jingyi_xiexie]

You are amazing. Thank you for sharing these ideas so we know we are not alone thinking "crazy" things

[@NallahBrown]

I love this story, great message!

[@AaronDoughty44]

Thank you Nallah! Much Love :)

[@wickywackwoo]

What a beautiful person!

[@modernspirituality]

Thanks for sharing Aaron:), love your way of looking at spiritual awakening.

[@LifeByJazz]

Thanks for sharing this - your story is so interesting! I'm actually going to be uploading a similar video on my spiritual awakening soon too.

[@vera1654]

Hey Aaron! :) I've seen your comments very often in Ralph's videos, and only just discovered you have so many great videos too! Wish I discovered your channel sooner. Keep up the great work!

[@Daniel_XY]

OMG I just discovered your channel and I this is exactly what I needed as I am going through a crisis in my life, I will follow your tips for start meditating...though not really sure how to start Thanks and Much love!

[@Gustavo-lz5mi]

Once more, thanks for this video! I love your videos because your are an amazing guy, completely generous sharing your own life with us. I wish you all the best! Blessings :)

[@AaronDoughty44]

Wish you the best as well Gustavo! Thank you and Much Love!

[@naimahsalahuddin3808]

Thank you for sharing. I like how you can tell a good story.

[@AaronDoughty44]

Thank you Naimah! Much love :)

[@naimahsalahuddin3808]

Aaron Doughty You're welcome

[@kauriwilson4876]

So true your talk and experience was

[@sydneymichelle8357]

Thank you for sharing your story with us so that we all can learn how to harness our own internal power. I am trying to go even deeper into this myself, and I think I am going to try something similar to staring at the flame, as you did! I find that while I gain a lot from doing it with my eyes closed, since I am still new to this it is very compelling to keep "cheating" and peeking from the corner of my eyes, haha. I am hoping to get better, and track my progress on my channel. Thank you for all of your inspirational content! :)

[@AaronDoughty44]

Thank you Sydney! It's okay to cheat! haha :) Observe the thought to "peak" as it happens and that may help you neutralize the desire. Its almost like observing shifts the energy and makes it easier. I know this because I am a rebel and would do the same thing lol and that is what helped me. Much Love!

[@andreajosvai7435]

This guy is huuuuuuge! We all love u :)

[@zoiehogg9283]

Really enjoy listening and learning from you Aaron ,peace zoie x

[@kaylaschroeder1]

Really, really good video, Aaron! Appreciate it very much. :)

[@xMiyazakiAkira]

it's said that through "out of body" experiences and going beyond the "astral" plane and form based dimensions, you can prove that to yourself about what you said of us being conscious energy (soul) having a biological experience, not just us but all conscious beings, here to express and learn from our own creations and experiences

[@basicallyanna13]

I truly liked this video, pretty much the same story with the ADHD. Keep it up, I see many great things going for you in the near future :)

[@AaronDoughty44]

I appreciate you Bri! It seems to be a common thing for people our age. Thank you and Much Love! :)

[@waltersobchak7275]

Also you're not an atheist or at least you're spiritual!!! Definitely a cool guy!! I am the attention deficit disorder poster child only mine didn't manifest until adulthood. Being blindsided by ADD at 30 was a culture shock to say the least!!! It sucks!! Hell yes I will listen to you, you've been where I've been. You have fought the fight.

[@AaronDoughty44]

We are all in it together, Much Love Walter!

[@lauratoto9973]

Excellent video! I just found your channel and totally resonate:) thank you for sharing!

[@ramirezt.649]

2nd video watching from you! subscribed! infinite love and balance! :)

[@AaronDoughty44]

Much Love and Appreciation!

[@JPatelLife]

Fuckery 6036 nice one fuckery; mine/me too/Oneness! :D ive shared it Doughty! X

[@sarahkreuzfairlylandmedia9405]

I like it, I dig it. Im like hearing about other people's journey and paths. I feel the shift happening too (hence the podcast!) : D

[@AaronDoughty44]

Dope! Its all a reflection and its beginning to happen at a larger scale so you are doing a helpful thing!

[@nickachilles2138]

thank you for posting this! amazing!

[@bidenadministrationischina5091]

Who else stumbled into an awakening without even being aware of it until a few minutes later. And did you feel like you were a tiny body in a massive body and also did you feel like you were above your body while also feeling like you are centered in your belly? And did you feel aliveness of energy moving through your entire body?

[@ib8774]

Your so Vivid Aaron 💙💚💛🧡❤️💝

[@OshunTheGreat]

So cool that I found your videos!

[@MrScoobydoo12]

Great testimony, thanks 😊

[@unknownaccount4339]

I saw your channel yesterday your vedios amazing good information for spiritual seekers......IAm from rishikesh India..

[@cayvzcvlt]

Love your stuff Aaron! Found you in Victor Oddo's channel and I really dig his stuff... anywho, Im consuming the hell out of your videos. Keep up the amazing work. 👍

[@ThomasMesen]

Love it man thank you you are a boss!

[@AaronDoughty44]

Thank you Thomas! Much Love!

[@JPatelLife]

Mesen Productions you're his employee? #bigBossMan! 👮

[@Bmxsessions]

Thanks Aaron for the video,I think i need to try this meditating techniques because ive got adhd and its just a bit hard to concentrate and ground myself. peace✌

[@spiralovelight1353]

That was awesome!! ❤️

[@SamanthaPham]

Thanks for sharing your stories! It was very inspirational! I just posted my awakening as well and its amazing to hear other peoples stories as well

[@Turnbasis]

I've been diagnosed with Adult ADD and I really relate to this. My doctor wants me on Adderall and I have felt pretty uneasy about it. Definitely trying some meditation now yoooooo.

[@AaronDoughty44]

Go for it! Doctors generally give advice based upon the way they are trained, I chose to try the alternatives to see how it worked and I 'm glad it did. Hope it works for you! Much Love!

[@CutiePie_ilovemusic]

I can tell by the voice he used when he said "spiritual awakening" that he totally listens to RSD Tyler a lot

[@callum7081]

Granny D it’s true haha

[@Kittycat_Wipha_9990]

Funny you also do the “visualization of the quotation marks with your hands” 😉 thanks for the insight you provided from your “spiritual awakening” 🙏🏽

[@asayel12]

you are awesome

[@vivveene]

Awesome Story.

[@cmw2173]

Thanks for sharing!

[@annatzavara5323]

Everything is coming for good. . ...

[@lucyjan30]

Very interesting 🙌Thankyou 🙌

[@frithhilton1279]

Thanks For Sharing

[@jwang9117]

Omg dude, ru sure u weren't a Tibetan monk in ur last life? I'm so blown away by how much similarity there is in ur realizations and the core teachings of Buddhism. Holy cow! If u came to these conclusions by urself? Wow!

[@TijmenJanssen]

You could actually see the ADHD in your face at the beginning of this video, it got less when you got more indepth. Good video, everyone should have to look inside for once in awhile. That's where illnesses and significant life events force you to look inside.

[@AaronDoughty44]

Thanks Tijmen, and I agree and think the true power is within. Much Love!

[@KenStentiford]

Very different to my spiritual awakening.

[@gabbyyyyyyy]

Me too! Mine just suddenly happened spontaneously

[@ps8437]

💖💖💖Dankeschön 💖💖💖

[@MrStevem121]

Hi Aaron. When you do the candle meditation do you find that your vision blurs a bit / gets a bit trippy (even on the bit you are focusing on)? I'm aware that everything around it will be a bit blurred but wasn't sure if it was normal for the object of focus to be.

[@AaronDoughty44]

Hi Steveooo! Sometimes it will blur a bit, keep the focus on the breath and observing the thoughts. Even observing the thought of "my vision is blurring a bit" will help deepen the meditation too. Much Love!

[@MrStevem121]

Cheers dude

[@TopNotchV]

Great content!

[@drdirt015]

Thank you

[@shadddaguru3971]

Bro Aderral is used to treat people with hyperactivity. I do not take Aderral but I am going through all the side effects. I'm an action oriented person so I tend too move too fast

[@shadddaguru3971]

Too each of its own tho. My problem may be different from your problems. Thank you for sharing this video. I was about too go off on this girl for getting me sick.

[@BalanceBalls]

thank you!

[@AaronDoughty44]

Much Love!

[@krajackram]

hi from India. nice story

[@margarett226]

i feel this 100%

[@AaronDoughty44]

Resonance! lol Much Love! :)

[@s_h98]

thank you for this :)

[@AaronDoughty44]

Much Love Sumeya! :)

[@positivefrequency5269]

Sometimes when I’m meditating it feels like I’m on acid

[@hannialarino3175]

Same!

[@wastelandkitten9698]

Acid was the catalyst for my awakening. I find it funny now how scared some people are to taking it and how frowned upon it is by the powers at be. But when i think about it of coarse they don't want us to wake up. How can they possibly control an awakend free spirit. Much love to you for sharing your thoughts. May we meet in the astral rhealm.

[@Yhdyssanakoe]

Hey! just found your channel, great stuff :)

[@TheDiamondNet]

Great video! :)

[@AaronDoughty44]

Much Love! :)

[@tamilmotivationks]

Tq for this video

[@BLE9007]

Hi Aaron.... you should check out Mooji, Ekhart Tolle, Rupert Sphira if you truly want to awaken to who your really are... conciousness...

[@Bo_D_Vine]

Are you in Westminster / Huntington Beach CA in this video? If so, I used to live in that complex..or maybe it looks like the same place. No biggie, just curious. I’m 300 miles and 17 years away from being southern CA resident now though. 💫

[@CorySands]

Everything you I agree with but I'm too lazy to meditate

[@Lee-xg1nx]

🙏👍

[@travissmith5037]

did you have withdraws if so , you got any tips on how you came off addarall .how many yrs did u take tbem?

[@yashmamgain]

hey bro ur fan from india ..did u meditate under the guidance of any guru or teacher ? is it necessary ?

[@fhdhejeh63]

what about the dark knight of the soul ? did you get through it?

[@3mx252]

what if I neditate for weeks, but nothing really changed 🤔

[@yuenguyen6722]

My Awakening is that I m connected to B. L.. lol And the universe..

[@N8teyrve]

Funny I thought that spiritual awakening was about realising that who you are is beyond your ego

[@skrime]

It is bro

[@MACZ344]

he looks simillar to Drew Canole of FitLife

[@tiffanytiff_fitmarie6487]

L❤️VE

[@AaronDoughty44]

Much Love :)