My Spiritual Journey Since Leaving the FLDS Church: And What We Believe Now

[@BenjaminRushton-hp5jl]

Thank you for your story!🙏 I left the LDS church as I started to study the Bible how we are saved. Ephesians 2: 8-10 and about marriage in heaven Matthew 22: 23-32 Jesus said there is no marriage in heaven. My Faith is in Christ Jesus and the word of God. Praying for you guys 🙏

[@brendavacek7595]

Faith is a personal journey. I grew up Lutheran/chrisian. I believe God is a living being and showers us with his grace and love. We are to love and serve those in need. Religions are led by humans which in turn can create flaws. Do what is in your heart. God loves you unconditionally.

[@jessicac6787]

It's not about Religion it's about being in a relationship with God just being a Christian and being Born Again 🙏🙌✝️

[@theresahikes1241]

I just found your channel through Peter’s video. I think your spiritual journey is so amazing! It’s a sign of intelligence to change your beliefs when presented with new information.

[@darren6202]

me too!

[@sharonnelson76]

Same here!

[@SherrylPurvis-ig9be]

I was raised in the Baptist church then in my 20’s I started going to the Full Gospel church then stopped going to church for different reasons I won’t go into. The big “BUT” is I’ve kept my faith in Jesus Christ. You both seem to be happy with your choices. I think from this video you have had the same end result as I have. I love that you are at peace with your choice as well and the way you accept your journey with no hate. So many out there that I have in the past I followed speak only negative (I am only presuming they have not come to terms with their past) but they also haven’t realized that they are hurting people around them with their negativity. That negativity to me spreads like wild fire and in a way creates a cult like atmosphere I do pray for their peace of mind heart and soul to make their own evaluation of their life.

[@Daisyducker]

Oh! I do understand where you’re coming from. I loved being a member of the LDS church and the people. I did find out that they don’t love me so much after realizing it wasn’t what I believe. Not even Jesus didn’t like organized religion. I am a Christian. I found freedom in Christ and that’s all I need. He is my Savior. All I need is Him in my life.

[@BG-ig6fd]

Yes, you do have a bit of an accent still, Sam. It’s a very nice accent. Very clear pronunciation and you don’t say “like” every two seconds like so many Americans do now (I’m in Canada).

[@marierilea2636]

As a Born Again Christian, it's about having an Intimate relationship with Jesus as my Lord and Savior!

[@lisaleedham4363]

"The more we learn, the less we know" ... I have gained so very much respect for you both with such a simple sentence. Just imagine what our world could be if more people understood this.....thank you.

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much!

[@sheilaewald4975]

On BBC poh

[@debbieshrubb1222]

My husband and I left the LDS church. I left first and it was a big adjustment for us. Our marriage was survived because we are friends. Then my husband left too and I feel like we have a new, improved version of our marriage with a new, improved version of my husband. It has been an unexpected and wonderful part of our new post religion life

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Hi Debbie! We are so happy to hear that you and your husband are together and happy after such a big life change. We can relate to everything you said :)

[@pilarskifamily899]

I hope you don't abandon faith along with religion.

[@debbieshrubb1222]

@@pilarskifamily899 my journey out of LDS Mormonism and Christianity was through studying the historicity of the New Testament. Jesus as as a man god was a made up idea; just the ideas of men it turns out. I'm very happy to have reclaimed my personal autonomy and to base my life in the wonders of science and the importance of valuing the universe and all that is in it Post faith life is truly amazing.

[@debbieshrubb1222]

@@pilarskifamily899 we see little use for faith in our lives. We embrace the wonders of the universe and the uncertainty of life.

[@anastasiamyroshnikova9376]

I love how respectful you both are towards the LDS church, even though you aren't practicing it anymore.

[@dl7562]

Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the light. Please continue to read just the Bible together and He will guide you into all truth. It was wonderful to hear what you said about the two of you reading the scriptures together, and I pray God will give you wisdom and understanding as He reveals himself to you and draws you into an even closer relationship with Him. Much love to you both.

[@FabioFinancial]

I was a Baptist missionary in Argentina for eight years. My eldest son was 9 months old when we arrived. My second son was born in Buenos Aires. We came back to the States. Got a divorce from my wife. A few years later my son joined the Mormon Church and did two years in Chille as a Mormon Missionary. Yo y mi mayor tenemos un acento Argentino, aunque el paso dos años en Chile. He’s about your age. He married a Mormon girl and he is has climbed up in the Mormon Church. Now he’s got onto Mormon Stories. Now he’s seeking truth. I love your stories. One of the things that I love about you guys is the way you look at one another.

[@secondhandrooms507]

My husband and I left the LDS church in 2016. It was one of the most difficult things we have ever done. We feel for you. Sending you support and love.

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much! Support and love right back! No one can understand unless they've been through it themselves how hard it truly is.

[@PJV-rf4ng]

you can be good people without god or Jesus in your life. you can be kind and loving and honest. i love that your hearts opened enough to see that there are many forms of people, with and without faith, that can each teach us something valuable in our own personal journey. i love hearing your perspectives and your interviews. you are both always so respectful and kind, and find great guest and great topics to dive into.

[@lesliebrayton8016]

My life changed when I started reading and studying my bible. I am 61 and the journey continues!

[@bygrace24]

So much truth in there 😊

[@shannsimms9072]

I love this comment

[@annehoyle3581]

" faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God''. Romans 10:17

[@chuckeelhart1746]

Yes reading the bible caused me to make a change too. It made me realize what a man made ideology christianity is. I’m completely free of the delusion now.

[@rainesdream9134]

Me too. I am also 61. Brought up catholic and went to Bible school in 2000 to 2002. Changed my life. Also prepared for my mother's transition to heaven in Jan 2002 and a divorce in 2003. Belong to a non demonitaional on line in warrior alabama. Church international. Focuses completely on the word of God!!

[@mariaaltuhov5090]

I escaped NER faith movement and I am so blessed to be reformed Christian now . I study Bible and it is helping me to grow spiritually and don't believe any cult's lie anymore .

[@daveflanagan4213]

To me it’s faith in a person not in a system and biblically it’s in the man Christ Jesus. Being the best versions of ourselves happens when we give ourselves over in surrender to his Lordship. You guys are so together and it’s a beautiful thing. You are so genuinely so gracious and kind and a pleasure to engage with.

[@derito5616]

The love between you two is amazing. You are a wonderful example of how Christ's love to the world.

[@miladylaughalot]

Former member of the LDS church. I left when I came out of the closet after 20 years of trying to hide it from society. Like your content. I'm hoping you find your true calling. You leaving your faith at 18 was inspiring. XOXO From Ohio.

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much for watching and sharing your journey with us as well!

[@aprilMichelleXJRL]

Awesome so awesome.

[@gailcombs7748]

Its not about religion or denominations, it's about your personal relationship with Jesus.

[@marinae1495]

Amen! 🙏🙏

[@OklahomaGirl]

The issue is several of the religions/denominations actually do not agree on who Jesus is or what He accomplished by His crucifixion. Each person needs to read the Bible for himself/herself.

[@swampophelia2098]

Amen to that

[@mienafriggstad3360]

AMEN 🙏

[@craigdymock2571]

What a honest straight forward video.. however I have to say it heart breaking as well. As I do when there is a loss of faith. I hope the day will come when your beautiful family returns. After all we are all family

[@christinepirir6759]

Oh my gosh you guys listening to this helped me so much 😭 My husband and I grew up in the AUB polygamist church. Very similar to the FLDS but we could wear more modern clothes, choose who we courted and married etc., also no child brides. Husband and I met at the LDS church years after leaving the church we were raised in and serving missions in the LDS church. After studying and preparing a lesson for the 5 year olds at church I came to my husband with questions. He usually always had answers or at least something along the lines of “God knows best”. But this time was different and resulted in the conversation that started our second great spiritual journey. Our story is different in that we were at different points in our journey for some of that time and it was very difficult. The feelings of uncertainty and insecurity are just unreal. I used to know everything and now I know nothing and it’s just so so terrifying. Thank you guys for sharing your story with me!!!!

[@SoulMaeven]

I’m so proud of you guys. I came from a reformed fundie background and raised my older children in it. The damage was heartbreaking - I too am free of organized religion and have been encouraged by your channel 🙏🏻

[@sbdno10]

I’m still in the LDS church and I like it.

[@taylorsessions4143]

Seems like an unpopular opinion in this comment section 😂 I just keep getting more and more confirmations that I'm where I need to be. I love the Lord and I love his church, I'm grateful for the prophet and apostles, both of ancient times and present. Their words and actions help me so much.

[@marthasalter405]

I’m glad you are open to this kind of growth. For me, I kept progressing and got to the point where I knew what my moral and ethical center was, and realized that I didn’t need superstition and supernatural beliefs in order to be good and do good.

[@Volleyball_Chess_and_Geoguessr]

It's not about being good or bad, it's about what the truth is. It's a belief that life came from nothing and magically turned into you by the god of millions of years. How can you be so sure that the supernatural doesn't exist?

[@sanddollarcottage57]

I came to the realization one day that I don’t believe in what I call “organized religion”. My beliefs are doing the right thing and treat everyone with respect. I don’t need religion to tell me that. I’m not saying that I’m correct. But it is your journey to find what fits with you and your family.

[@jennslifeinhuntingtonwv2678]

😁 me too. I come from a fundamentalist Baptist family. Now I just try being a good person because I want to be. Not because I'm afraid of Hell.

[@abigailsoto9600]

🙋🏻‍♀️

[@gracehaven5459]

@@jennslifeinhuntingtonwv2678 me as well Jennifer! How ya doing fam?

[@Volleyball_Chess_and_Geoguessr]

Christianity isn't about being a good person. It's about your eternal life and who you believe. Did life evolve randomly from nothingness or do we have a creator?

[@donnabull2398]

John 14:6 Jesus answered “I Am the Way and the Truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.

[@katieandmickknobel2739]

This video was so interesting! I grew up in the RLDS church-now known as Community of Christ, and there was definitely a time when we also felt we were the “one true church”. However as the years have gone one, we have come to understand that we don’t have a corner on truth. There is a lot of truth in this world. I wish people would give up the idea that just one church is “true” and start focusing on who God is, the example that Jesus set for us, and how we can use those to make the world we live in a better place. Thanks for sharing with us!

[@laurapionke8401]

Has the CoC stopped using the BOM?

[@jenmiller695]

@@laurapionke8401 CoC has a very open view of belief and scripture so thats a hard one to answer susinctly. Easiest answer (from my point of view) is there is a wide variety of beliefs within the CoC church about the Book of Mormon, and the CoC church is there to support an individual's spiritual journey not dictate belief. There's a great podcast called Project Zion that has a great episode on the BoM within CoC, which is worth checking out if you're interested in the topic.

[@veronicacarballo5911]

It is truly a personal journey and I applaud you for seeking that truth. I truly believe that relying on the Bible as the primary source of truth is most important. I’m part of an organized church and even within my church there are different views, but we all agree that the Bible is our point of reference! So, whoever reads this comment, I encourage you to seek the truth in the Bible, and with God’s guidance you’ll find that truth and perhaps the church that practices that truth! God bless you!

[@ericaseveryday3636]

Oh no way! I totally thought you were still LDS based on how you talked about it in previous videos. Thats awesome that you're on this journey together - I went through something similar but at a much younger age.

[@cjshine7984]

Thank you so much! I know I'm really late - watching this a year later.....so if you ever read this, please know I appreciate your mature approach to this subject. I'm on a deconstruction journey and can identify with so much. Your positive and yet realistic view is so refreshing. "The more we learn, the less we know" yes!!!!

[@pollydunn3191]

You are so right that everyone on this earth has the right to spiritual experiences. God was with me when I was mormon and He is with me now that Im not mormon. He is LOVE and the God of miracles. He pulls people out of addictions if they ask. He is just waiting at the door for that knock. He will NEVER force himself on anyone. ❤❤❤❤

[@sarahirvin5406]

Yes! Love this! I always say, God is found where there is a holy person. ❤

[@Alexandra-dy7cj]

Wow, what an honest and impressive conversation about your internal growth. From being brainwashed (I‘d like to call it that way) during whole childhood to become spiritual tolerant and open minded as adults is more than impressive. Thank you both so much for this wonderful episode 🙏🥰❤

[@beefrick9957]

When I was young, around 8 I started questioning everything I was taught in Sunday school. I decided a while later that I didn’t believe in it. It was a big uproar in my house that I didn’t want to go to church. As a teen I tried all the different youth groups in my town. Went to all my friends churches to try them out. Nothing ever felt right to me. I’m now 32 and have identified as atheist for some time. However, if there is a god, I believe he’s the same for everyone of all religions. Even though I’m not a believer, some of my closest friends are. And I love learning about other religions. I’m really glad you and Sam are sharing your journeys. You both seem like such kind, generous people.

[@Live-life-to-the-fullest]

I grew up in a very Christian environment (church, home, school) and had an overall good experience. But from a young age had doubt and questions and have come to realize I am a very spiritual agnostic. And like your I can say “I don’t know”. Since I have been honest, I feel free! It is refreshing.

[@becs7715]

Thank you Sam for positively sharing the good and negative side of polygamy... You could very easy have shared your story with anger, yet you don't. What a human.

[@sarahhunter1114]

I just binge watched a bunch of your videos today, and this was my last one for the day. My husband came and watched with me and it was timely. We left the LDS church last year and your experience is so similar to ours. We love and respect those who have stayed, but we found a new path, and we are so much happier. Actually, it was the Book of Mormon that convinced us the church wasn't on the path God intended for his human family. It was such a crazy exploration to finally get to read things by excommunicated people, non LDS church historians, and most importantly, philosophy! I LOVE philosophy!!! We are happy for our friends and family who are happy in the church, but we have found so much fulfillment outside of it that it's almost...explosive! Like my heart will explode because I can see the love that God has for EVERYONE!!! We loved how respectful you were to the church. We don't feel like looking back and criticizing was helping us grow, so we have adopted an attitude similar to yours. Too bad you're just random KZbinrs because we would totally invite you to hang out with us;)

[@alisonarrowsmith2064]

I just asked many of these questions on an older video yesterday. I assume you dont want to go into detail about why you left LDS in order to try and maintain your relationship with Melissa's family and if so, I cant fault you for that. After all, Sam has already lost connection with his parents. I'm so proud of you for learning to use critical thinking skills to ask questions and refuse to accept answers that either dont make sense or are clearly flase. You are very brave. It is terrifying to walk away from your religious foundation and not quickly jump into another religion - on the basis of believing there must be a "one true religion" out there. Walking away and deciding its okay to NOT belong to a religion is brave. You will find that a lot of people start trying to convince you to join their religion now that you've told us you dont have a religion you subscribe to. Stay strong and keep learning, growing and using your critical thinking. I'm proud of you. You don't have to belong to a religion to be a good person....but you know that already 😉

[@marysteinmuller5952]

Yes this one needs to be pin it gives such good advice on how to stick to your ground after finding your own way out learning that your religion may not be the one for you sucks but that doesn’t mean you should jump in the bed with another one look at what you feel in your heart and actually learn what you are willing to believe just on a personal bases. Then if you find something that looks the same and really do your research that’s when you see what it’s about it may not be something you want in the end I still believe there is an after life but we are all flawed I don’t see why we have to “repent” for something that is literly human nature

[@alisonarrowsmith2064]

@@marysteinmuller5952 very good points made here.

[@16jcstratton]

I agreed!

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much for your love and support!

[@stefanieshanks7742]

agreed! Incredibly brave! It can be terrifying to leave a religion where you and your family grew up! Basically leaving everything you've ever known.

[@milliemitchell58]

I love what you said here - as a lifelong Catholic who is more in your shoes, open to many beliefs, I appreciate your refreshing views. I especially enjoyed your interview on the FLDS experience and appreciate that you are so loving to all❤️❤️and carry positive memories of your upbringing.

[@jlynnaz]

Wow, you two! Good for you. My husband and I both believe as long as you have faith in yourselves, you’ll both be fine. There is no perfect path. ❤

[@juliagreen9121]

The love and respect the two of you have for each other is so beautiful, so happy that your channel came up in my feed

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much! We are so happy you found us. =)

[@lisacoughanour1807]

I am an active member of the LDS church and one thing that I have always been uncomfortable with is saying it’s the true church. There is truth in every religion and the spirit’s influence can be felt within those churches as well as outside of organized religion. I feel like my faith is in Christ and His teachings. I remember hearing someone say once that a lot of members are going to be surprised at how many people in heaven are not LDS. 😉

[@catherinecooper8370]

If I may ask, do you think non LDS people will be in thr Celestial Kingdom withHeavenly Father and Jesus?

[@lisacoughanour1807]

@@catherinecooper8370 I absolutely do. I believe the people that will make it to the celestial kingdom/ heaven are the people who accept Jesus Christ’s gospel and I believe every person that has ever lived or ever will live will be given that opportunity.

[@lisacoughanour1807]

@California Karen789 thanks for the prayers. I can use all I can get.

[@FormerTrucker]

John 14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

[@oldowl4290]

You will be surprised when you realize god is merely a concept about the duality of man and that there is no tangible heaven or hell that you somehow float up or down to and that religion as a whole was created wholly by man as a way to try and explain the explainable and as a way to control and subjugate other men and women and have control and power over them. All religion in some way or another are a form of cults just as the LDS, FLDS, or any other religion worldwide. Once you see god and spiritually and a universal energy you truly no longer have need for any religion. And only then can you really begin to understand god in a whole new universal way.

[@lindapearson8137]

A friend left the Mormon church and found Jesus! God uses her in amazing ways, praying for their healing , amazing wisdom and explaining salvation to those God directs her path too!

[@AshleeKnowsNot]

"(You're) not having doubts, you're on your own faith Journey." That is a beautiful line.

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much.

[@katharinemichie2178]

I watched this video first about a year ago. Since then, I’ve watched many of your presentations, and was moved today to hear this part of your story again. I’m a semi retired Presbyterian minister, so I think about theology and the faith lifestyle a lot. I’m very impressed with you two. You’ve both come from very “prescriptive “ church backgrounds, where grace ( God’s free love for us, even when we fall short of pleasing Him) sounds like it was in short supply. Your honest questioning and struggle to know God’s truth is admirable. I feel you are living out a calling to demonstrate God’s love as you explain a religious practice that is unfamiliar to many of us, and especially as you show compassion for those who were so badly hurt by the worst excesses of Warren Jess and other corrupt religious leaders.

[@ceejaybeard9121]

I just love you guys so much. Such beautiful, loving, kind souls. Y’all’s story have moved me so much. So brave and honest. My husband and I are just Christians. We believe in God and have bible studies in our home with friends who want to come. We talk and support each other. We just want to love and support everyone. It’s just too much pressure belonging to a certain church. So glad y’all are just following your hearts. Be well friends. I will continue to follow your journey. ♥️

[@oliviaa5559]

Don't know if you have done this already. But during my spiritual journey I read the Gospel of Mark in the Holy Bible. Also Case for Christ. These were turning points for me. I hope they will help you and bring you to truth. Thank you for sharing your journey. God bless you and your family !

[@joannafoster3423]

If only happiness was the only gauge for truth. I hope you find truth, there's only one. John 3:16. Prayers for your journey.

[@Jenniferalvarez19818]

I’m so happy when I see that you guys have posted a new video. I even go and watch older videos that you guys have made because I’m so fascinated by Sam and how much you share with us. You both are so kind and I wish the best for you and your children.

[@heatherwatson1021]

Often times when people leave a certain religion they think they need to bash the religion so negatively and it’s sad to hear it that way. However, you two made me feel peace and love and that brought me comfort that what I’m going through with my own spiritual battle that it’s ok to search and not feel guilty. I too am from the LDS church but in recent months have been conflicted. So thank you for explaining with such love, kindness and understanding that we all of different beliefs and that it’s ok!!

[@ellenweber6925]

There is a wonderful core of God’s grace in your words and lives. Thanks for sharing! God’s love seems alive in you! What a wonderful grace mindset keeps you open and growing as God would have for all of us! My own central truth also evolved to the place where I see more of how God does not love us because we are good, but God helps us to be good because He loves us. As you say so well, we can learn from all humans, as all are created by a loving God - even as we differ in our evolutions of spiritual truths and life experiences. God bless us all as we grow and learn how to love as we are loved.

[@peggykendell6805]

I was brought up in the LDS faith. All of my relatives were also. But I also came to the conclusion that believing in Christ and living as the best person I can be is my true religion. I would love to be able to find a group to study the Bible with, but fear were ever I would go would just pressure me to join their religion. I feel this is a very personal choice. I feel being a Christian is my religion, because everyone has their own spin on the Bible.

[@pamelavargas6811]

I watched the interview where Y'all toured the FLDS Community Sam grew up in...I decided to go back to your utube beginning...Its nice to see couples speak of Truth not Religion...I have been on a Spiritual Journey of sorts...learning more about God's teachings instead of a Religions Beliefs...thank you ❤

[@sheribarnett3180]

I so strongly relate to the power of “I don’t know,” coming out of a faith that said it had all the answers.

[@LenaLindroth-g1v]

I do belive that you found the key-point about beliving. Live and let live. Accept, search and let others do the same. My husband worships the old viking Gods (like giving back every 7:th fish back into the sea) my son is an atethist, my daughter is a buddis, for my I go to church twice a year and talk to Jesus once in awhile and we accept and love each other. Safe in our family. I do belive that religon is moore a way to keep and remain our values and moral thoughts true to our self and how we treat others (Sorry for the spelling, Old swedish lady) Best regards and all the best for you and your family.

[@gloriaverhoeven]

Truth was so blurry for me for many years as a young person. I admire your humility SO much! I still say this all the time to my kids, that the more I learn, the more I realize I don’t know. God is so patient with us and what a comfort that truly is. Blessings to you two and your family!

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much!

[@angellarmynarzy5023]

I couldn’t agree more!

[@roseyfields2729]

This is really inspiring to me as someone who grew up in a church I no longer agree with. I have not always been so respectful when speaking of my past church, I really admire you two, and will try to follow this example moving forward.

[@raeperonneau4941]

What a lovely conversation. Thank you for being so honest and forthcoming. “I don’t know” is one of the most powerful sentences one can say.

[@ashleyfoster9804]

I love the honesty in this. I love the inquisitiveness that led to deeper thought and study. I believe that God has us all on a journey, and He has taken y'all step by step on this journey to truth. He is leading you to His truth and that is beautiful. It is soooo hard to admit that we don't know everything, but there is IMMENSE comfort in knowing that the Almighty does....and He reveals all that you need to know in this life. We aren't meant to be as wise as Him. We are meant to follow His lead of loving others and letting the story unfold however it may. Wishing y'all a Merry Christmas and a blessed New Year ❤

[@OnTheSamePageTogether]

Wow this is not where I expected it to go, but you guys presented it and handled it so well. I appreciate your respect for the whole journey and people along the way who are still there.

[@sandrabrown14]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey! What a beautiful couple! Your light shines bright!!!

[@kaylabrown8896]

So thankful for your openness and honesty and open-mindedness! So glad I came across your channel.

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

We are so glad you found us too!

[@Mariel_Moon]

Wow, you two sending out so much awesome energy! Im not religious at all but I have study religions. I really like you a lot! I think we all have to learn to believe in our self and not lay that on others. This world lacks many things. Respect for each other and as I allways says.....Love is the key! ❤🙏🏻

[@elainebryant1124]

I so appreciate you two! What a wonderful episode. Your humility and openness is so heartwarming.

[@tzipporah7635]

Thank you both for being so brave and sharing your experiences with us! Im a Jewish woman of colour with a background in sociology and anthropology, so people, cultures and faith have always been sooo very interesting to me! Im absolutely loving hearing about your experiences:) I truly believe if people would have more sharing, dialogue, and build relationships with people who have different beliefs and backgrounds, we would have a more loving and peaceful world😊💓Yes! Continue to evolve...Much love to you!🤗

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much! Your kind words mean so much to us!

[@corinnekenny8401]

Amazing couple. I appreciate your kindness and grace. I think we’re to teach and learn in this life, everyone has something to learn and everyone has something to teach. Thank you

[@beautifulrecovery2337]

I read the comments while watching the video... Not only are you guys SOOOO sweet you have helped created such a Beautiful amazing community on youtube. Everyone is so kind deep thinking and respectful!!! You guys are helping alot of people just by living your truth and honoring God openly 💚

[@martastreet9146]

I so appreciate your honesty. I have learned a lot about this religion you come from. What I most appreciated is that you’re willingness to be open? If so, great. Thank you for being so open with all of us for as long as you have been.

[@susanhowell5257]

Religion can sometimes get in the way of worshipping God. We need to constantly seek God and his truth. I go to a church that is as close to what I believe but not completely. I need to have an organized church to help me worship. I am similar to you in that I believe we should respect others’ beliefs and not be judgmental. I love that you are growing and evolving in your search for truth! 🙏🏼

[@fatheroften3730]

As a believer and a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints I can say that we have always been taught that men are free to worship how and what they may. It's a basic tenet of our faith. There should be no persecution of anyone who joins or leaves our church. We are all free. I stay in the church because I feel great spirituality in studying, serving, and helping to bring others to Christ within this church. I would never claim that someone outside of the church could not enjoy spiritual experiences or have a happy life. That would be an incorrect assumption and is not really a doctrine, but is more like an opinion that has been expressed by individuals over the years. I appreciate you both for not persecuting or attacking our church or any others. You both seem like lovely people and I wish you the best. Thanks for providing all the perspective regarding the topic of plural marriage and how it is practiced among the FLDS Church and others. May you continue to be blessed in your journey.

[@franbeck1466]

You are such a beautiful couple! I see Christ love shining through you both! I admire and respect you for your transparency and honesty! God has a perfect plan for our lives and I believe you have opened your hearts and are allowing Him to guide and lead you to the place that He has for you and your family to continue to grow and shine in His love!

[@dorothykrzyzak1180]

Just joined your channel YOU ARE BOTH BRILLIANT INTELLIGENT AND KIND I’ve been raised Catholic and all my young years had unanswered questions about my religion about 10 years ago at the age of 47 finally said enough as I believe it was more of an controlling institution then anything else my Dad was and still is upset about it but IM NOT I still believe in God or hire powers whatever people want to call it And I tried every day to be the BEST VERSION OF ME and respectful to others as long as they are GOOD PEOPLE MY HAT GOES OUT TO YOU BOTH 😊 ALL THE BEST IN YOUR JURNY ❤

[@sandramary4]

You two are so brave. I was raised firmly clutched to the bosom of the Catholic church and although I left it many years ago, the roots go deep and it is not always easy. I love the way you are so tolerant of all beliefs and i wish more people did that. Far too often, from atheists to evangelicals, people are certain theirs is the only way. Your children are very fortunate to be growing up in such a thinking and accepting home. I wish you all the best.

[@sarahirvin5406]

Thanks for sharing!! We are going through the same thing! God is calling us out into the wilderness to head to Zion with Jesus as our guide, not a church. ❤️

[@diamondgirllisa]

It’s so refreshing seeing your journey of seeking truth and freedom. Makes my heart happy. You both are a beautiful couple and your goodness shines through.

[@jlb1799]

Sharon Taylor's comment is a great one! The more you study the Bible with an open heart, praying for God to guide you, the more you'll find the true Jesus. The simple truths are that God loved us enough to give us Jesus, who is His only son, who died in our place, giving us His righteousness. Our own righteousness is filthy rags in God's sight, but Jesus took our place of punishment, so that anyone who believes in Him might be reconciled to God. While being with other believers is important, it isn't so much about organized church hierarchy as it is about a relationship with God made possible by Jesus' blood on the cross!

[@beckyb3705]

It is wonderful and heartwarming to see a young couple tackling the big things in life and figuring it out for themselves and together. You are lovely and inspiring. Enjoy the journey.

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much!

[@jeni688]

Following truth wherever it may lead you is a lovely way to live life. I wish more people would do that.

[@cheesygal]

Hey you two! I found myself uncomfortable as you discussed leaving your religion . Then I realized that I left my religion and went down the same path. It wasn’t the LDS church. It was, however, a religion that basically took away my choice. It was so unsettling to be responsible to make decisions based on my own perspective. It took 13 years of exploration to find a faith (not a religion) in our Savior. Not ever preaching. He will make a way for you when you are ready. You are on the path. I love hearing you search for truth and light. Religion isn’t the path. True relationship with Him is. Peace.

[@naminea2480]

You are both so soft and kind humans ! It’s very brave to follow your own way and I believe the voice in your heart is the real connection to god and it’s the best way to evolve, following that voice. I myself have more questions, than answers for life and that makes life such a wonderful experience. Open minded and open hearted like kids exploring life is an adventure! I wish the best for you and hope that you will meet many good things and good people on your own personal journey on this beautiful planet we call earth. Lots of love from Germany. Sharing your experiences is very much appreciated 🫶🫶🫶🫶

[@addisonthompson3886]

Thank you SO much for sharing! I also grew up in a polygamists family! My parents part of the AUB here in Utah. I related to this video so much ❤️ I’m super proud of you both! I’m not sure if Sam feels this way too but for a long time now it’s been super hard for me to not have hard feelings towards my parents religion and the people in it. It’s so hard seeing people you love be hurt! And that’s caused me to have a lot of the same feelings towards the LDS church. But the people truly believe they are doing what’s best for them! Thank you for the reminder to put all the things aside and love them first! Anyway lots more to that ...😂 i feel the same way in the sense of not knowing exactly what you believe! I’m not religious now and I’m still pretty close with my family but i think they have a hard time believing that I’m happy because when you grow up in a religion like that you’re taught that these people are the only happy people. It’s so hard having so much freedom and feeling so happy but knowing they just think you’re “lost” or “struggling” One of my favorite things of leaving organized religion is realizing that it’s ok to love everyone! Just because they believe definitely or love differently that you that’s ok! Again thank you for sharing your story ❤️

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

So interesting!! Thank you so much for your comment. It sounds like we have had similar experiences. I agree with you, it is hard to see those we love hurt. I wish there was a way to show our families how happy we are now.

[@christinestewart987]

Once again Thank you both for being so kind and smart and well spoken. I have never been raised in religion but know about God and the bible...but you just sound like true regular People. Not ex anything...just real people being smart and kind and sticking to their own path as we all take this unique journey of Life. Thank you✌🐕🥰

[@erinrobinson6436]

I grew up hardcore, orthodox Mormon, too. I ended up outgrowing it in my early 20's when I realized it was really my parents' thing more than mine. There were things about the Church culture and prescribed life path that I just couldn't be okay with. I'm not a hater or anything, but I have never looked back or doubted myself and am truly am happy in my life without religion. Love and respect for you both for having open, curious, accepting minds.

[@aspenenglish4976]

What in the heck is hardcore Orthodox Mormon?

[@erinrobinson6436]

@@aspenenglish4976 Following all the rules even if they don't make sense or cause you to overextend yourself, hitting all the church milestones even if they're not desirable or meaningful to you personally, following the prescribed life path even if you're not suited to that kind of life, etc. That's the kind of home I grew up in. A lot of forced/blind obedience.

[@aspenenglish4976]

@@erinrobinson6436 wow. Sorry to hear that. I live in the south and it’s pretty relaxed here. Your life is always a choice and you need to live it how you see fit.

[@erinrobinson6436]

@@aspenenglish4976 Thank you, that's kind of you. And I agree.

[@aspenenglish4976]

@@erinrobinson6436 😊

[@bethanype2419]

Thank you for sharing your story.

[@misslindsayyy9870]

I absolutely love all of this. I have had quite the journey. I grew up non denominational Christian in Gilbert AZ (large LDS community), in high school and around 20, I started exploring the LDS religion and community and I have so much respect for that community but it was not for me with the truth portion. So I am right there with you. Now I am back to non denominational Christian so I have faith and spirituality but not confined to an organized single denomination. If that makes sense. Loved hearing your story. Best wishes.

[@aevanhoutte]

You guys seem like beautiful people, inside and out. Keep loving and living purposefully! ❤

[@alisonbell4055]

This was a great series! Sam’s life really unfolded well in these videos. My partner and I are atheist, but have had some meaningful friendships with LDS members and it’s always been very apparent that the religion has brought positive impact to their lives, even if we can’t wrap our minds around believing the religion is true. We’ve been watching this series from our little NYC apartment while it’s cold out and I kept wondering what you currently believe. When my phone suggested this video I looked to my partner like “Tom, this is it!” haha

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Awww thank you so much for watching!

[@LauraBlack-cp2il]

But they never say WHAT THEY DO ACTUALLY BELIEVE ABOUT GOD, JESUS, THE BIBLE, etc!!! Just that they left the LDS church due to discovering so many false and contradictory teachings and understandably don’t want to get entangled in another complex organized religious group. But what Do you believe IS true? Is there a God? A creator? Who is Jesus? How does one become forgiven of sin? Is there a heaven and/or a hell? Do you have or desire to have a relationship with God &/or with Jesus? Is Jesus God? …. WHAT DO YOU BELIEVE AFTER ALL OF YOUR SEARCHING so far?

[@charlesmendeley9823]

​@@LauraBlack-cp2ilThey gave the answer: they don't know. And they feel comfortable with not having the answers, but figuring out their personal answers together.

[@chloebenson8849]

I appreciate you both sharing your journey so openly and honestly! I've enjoyed many of your videos so far. Also, I couldnt help but notice -- the way Melissa looks at Sam throughout the video is so genuinely loving. You can just see it on her face, which is really sweet. I'm glad to hear your relationship has only grown stronger over time.

[@Itsme60804]

It’s so cool to watch you guys in your self discovery. I feel like it’s really relatable to all people in all walks of life. I come from a Christian household (Baptist/Catholic) that didn’t practice often, and I think it definitely influenced my experiences as a child, but also really left the door open to other beliefs. Without that door being left open, I might not have developed the relationships I did as a child. It taught me what respect meant and how to respect others’ beliefs. Also, the important aspects of relationships with others like morals and likes/dislikes don’t have to come from religion. Though I’ve lost contact with a lot of my friends from school (except for 1 😂), I’m so grateful that I went to such diverse schools and got to befriend a couple of Mormons, some Hindu, and some who were Muslim. We’re all human and that’s all that matters. Thanks again for the great content and insight!

[@Cheryl-f5y]

Been listening to some of your videos of the experiences that you and others have had in the name of religion. I so appreciate your sweet candiness and your spiritual journey you have been on to find the truth in the gospels. I’ve had some negative experiences in my own church journey also but what it boils down to is this: that we are disciples of Christ and follow His path laid out in scripture. Jesus said, “He whom the Son sets free is free indeed.” John 8:36 Jesus was crucified by the “religious” ones of His day, when we come to know the One who loves us without religious doctrines, we find the truth and true happiness. I’m not against organized religion but it must be doctrinally sound and based on the Word of God. Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing your journey, I pray you continue to seek the truth and grow in the grace and knowledge of the Lord Jesus🙏♥️

[@lisatheis3380]

I think you're on a great journey! Asking questions, being honest with yourself, one another and to be honest in prayer to God with the questions and doubts is so good! And coming so far to say "I don't have an answer for that" is such a big and good step. Keep searching, asking questions and praying about it :) Thanks for being so brave and sharing your personal journey! I really like watching your videos. God bless you and your family! Greetings from Germany! :)

[@GrowingUpinPolygamy]

Thank you so much for your love and support in our journey! We'd love for our physical journeys to take us to Germany someday! =)

[@edcottingham1]

I appreciate your sincere and honest discussions of these matters. Many decades ago, I left my upbringing and became a non-believer. I would say that it appears to me that non-believers often find life more of a struggle than believers. I have been particularly impressed that the LDS Church and the Catholic Church give their followers a strong, philosophical foundation that fits them well for "success" in general and in family life in particular. It may seem strange, but I am not in the least persuaded by that. For me, what is true is not necessarily what is best for one's thriving. But I am committed to what is true, as best I can understand it. It would be almost impossible for me to break with my "faith" in truth and rationality, and it would be damaging to my core. I am with Ralph Waldo Emerson who said, "Nothing is at last sacred but the integrity of your own mind."

[@starrcrossreardon]

I'm a pastor in Idaho. I can understand why you would want to join the LDS church. There are so many similarities and that's got to be comfortable. I would encourage to keep asking questions...look into things like the translation of the Pearl of Great Price and the archeological record. Keep reading the Bible with your amazing wife. I know God is using you and will continue to use you and grow you into a great man of faith.

[@JR-lw3ms]

Thanks for sharing your story! Your work is important and is helping so many people!

[@lilacgirl867]

Thank you for being so vulnerable with this video ❤️ spent the last week binging all of your videos and love this longer, more in-depth video. Melissa- you do such a great job of asking the questions I am thinking!

[@kamidsjournee]

It’s ALL about Jesus. I am proud of you for listening to that Still Small Voice and following it without fearing the pressure to stay (status quo).

[@jenniferhouston957]

We complicate it so much believing so many man made things or “right ways” but having a personal relationship with Jesus is it. Just having a personal relationship with Him is it. I always say, when I get to heaven, I will just ask God about all these details that weight us down or divide us. Glad you are on this journey find what you believe without being told what to believe. Hugs to y’all!

[@cindyshilanskis8503]

Wonderful to watch. I grew up in another religion but have never found one that suited me. I have really fascinating spiritual experiences on my own and I don't feel the need to be confined to one religion. I appreciate your openness and your relationship with each other. Thank you so much for sharing your journey.

[@kathyt3959]

You don’t have to belong or go to a church to have a relationship with God,only God can judge, no one else can💖

[@jillygirl2024]

I agree

[@vanessaann680]

Actually the bible tells us to judge righteously. Ppl always twist the scripture saying God can only judge u. Jesus is coming back soon..prepare

[@amandam.6859]

Agreed

[@amandam.6859]

@Kathy I agree , each of us have our own relationship w god! God knows our hearts! God is our final judge! 😇

[@carlasuannelockett1694]

I watch my nephews ⛪ service(when I can actually find it) online due to health issues and then Covid

[@tracytaylor1893]

How could anyone looking at the genuine love you have for each other and just the way you explain the situation is amazing love watching you guys

[@susanhampshire3846]

There is only one church, and that is the body of people who believe Jesus is their Lord and Saviour- not a building. As to religions, they are a man made thing. Jesus didn’t talk about religion, He talked about following Him. You two are so sweet, so gorgeous. I love your maturity and wisdom. Jesus does shine through you two. God bless.

[@Durufle68]

An interesting perspective...Jesus was not a Christian...he was a Jew. So I find it hard to accept your assertion that there is one true church

[@barbarakenney8288]

Awesome