My Spironolactone & Differin Experience | How I Cleared My Acne In 3 Months | Kiki G.

Hey guys, I hope this video is helpful. I put my routine and some before progress photos in this instagram post: www.instagram....
The products that I used and weren't prescribed by my Dr. that I liked and mentioned are:
It Cosmetics Bye Bye Makeup Cleansing Balm
bit.ly/30F0lig
I hate that this stupid balm is almost $40, but I have also tried every balm and this is the only one that doesn't break me out or irritate my skin at all and takes off all of my makeup, and it's probably the skin care item I have been purchasing in the last 3 or 4 years that I have the most empties of. I just always come back.
Cerave Daily Moisturizing Lotion For Normal to Dry Skin
bit.ly/2PDLJJE
I don't know what I would do without this stuff at this point. Between Differin and medications and now tretinoin and already having super dry, sensitive skin, I'm amazed that I haven't had more irritation and flakiness.
Josie Maran Argan Daily Moisturizer SPF 47
bit.ly/2PFKg5s
This stuff has never added to my breakouts. It is pretty thick and oily feeling, but I usually like that because my skin is dry (though during summer in nyc under a mask not as much, it does feel a little sticky/sweaty)
Aquaphor Healing Ointment
bit.ly/3gLCJhE
I can't live without this. I use it on my lips always, but also when using retinoids, putting a bit on areas that get super sensitive beforehand really helps. For example the skin around my nose and eyes, corners of my mouth, and neck.
Heritage Store Rosewater Facial Toner with Hyaluronic Acid
bit.ly/3krM7ck
It's a solid toner and it's cheap
The Paula's Choice 2% BHA Liquid
bit.ly/31DcQdd
My oldest, best skincare friend.

[@samienge]

You’re not being petty. Skin health is important and it’s impact on mental health can be massive. I hate that people view these issues as vanity. It’s absolutely not

[@innerview6298]

Yes, its body's way to alarm that something is really wrong. Self care=self love.

[@drearydancer]

Exactly. Those people are stupid. If they had they problem, they would not be happy with it either!! Also, acne can be a symptom of an underlying issue.

[@darklyclad]

YES! Acne is a health concern.

[@LORENNACORRAL]

Amen. I have had cystic acne for 20 years, my self esteem was shot, messed up relationships because of how I viewed myself and even some career opportunities. Still struggling and considering Spironolactone. I got it prescribed and I have it but I was always afraid to take medicine.

[@bluemidnight5926]

Agree, it isn't vain or narcissistic to care about your skin, or to care about how you look at all for that matter. Anyone who claims you're a certain way simply for caring about your skin likely doesn't know what it's like to go through what you're going through, or they're just straight up trying to disparage your hardship so they can feel as though they're above you in some way, which in and of itself is narcissistic of THEM.

[@sweetandsoursoup]

“It’s okay not to love a disease.” Okay, I feel validated as hell right now. It’s frustrating when you’re doing everything right and you’re still symptomatic. My acne went absolutely bananas at first from the implant but leveled out to a more reasonable level. It’s better now but the scarring really messes with me.

[@adrianaperez2061]

The scaring messes with me as well so much!!

[@idreamofpeony]

The skin is your biggest organ, it’s a part of people’s first impression of you and it’s a part of your artistic expression and career! It protects your physical health as well as enhances your mental and emotional. You are completely valid in however you want to feel about it!

[@TheJordandean]

Too true people forget that compromised skin is a compromised organ, the largest we’ve got actually.

[@ellieharbold8511]

Even though I don’t struggle with severe acne anymore, the insecure girl with a pizza face and braces still lives inside of me. And as soon as I get a hormonal breakout, I am transported back to being that girl. It is one of the hardest things to learn to love yourself and feel beautiful under such circumstances.

[@thatveganchick1385]

I have suffered with cystic acne most of my life. I literally tried everything ~ I can’t imagine how much money I’ve spent over the years! Acne has kept me from living my life. I know that probably sounds overdramatic but it’s true. I have always been so self conscious about it ~ cried a million times~ wouldn’t go out ~ missed work ~ cancelled plans ~ wouldn’t let anyone see me without a full face of makeup. People thought I was vain , but I was hiding. And yes I was in physical and mental pain ! I saw so many dermatologists ~ tried acutane 4 times!!!! My skin is finally much better in the past few years. I’m 52 now. It’s such a debilitating disease! People think it’s superficial but it has affected my entire life. I think you are amazing and I love your videos 💜

[@jeanbean6679]

Fuck people who call you "superficial" or "overdramatic" acne fucks up your mental health and it's really painful i am glad you're skin is finally getting better good luck

[@M_K_M_K_M_K]

33 and dealing with it since 15.... Have Differin in my drawer and overthinking it... Had 3 rounds of Accutane in my teens, tried it all.... It really is rough!! I honestly don’t know what to do right now... Even the though of pregnancy terrifies me, because I know it’s gonna get worse. I am glad I stopped avoiding life too much... But I still want it to be gone.

[@ravenpac]

@@M_K_M_K_M_K If it makes you better, my mom had acne for the most part of her life and when she got pregnant of me, her acne disappeared. It's not everyone that get worse by getting pregnant. There are people that get clean skin by trying estrogen birth control, there are people that get clean skin by using the progesterone only birth control.

[@M_K_M_K_M_K]

@@ravenpac Oh, thanks for letting me know that! :) The pill helped me a bit in my teens and 20s, but it wasn’t it for me for other reasons… Now in my early 30’s I have definitely learned there is no one size fits all solution.

[@ravenpac]

@@M_K_M_K_M_K yeah, our body is completely random and this is a little bit scary, we never know what's coming.

[@snooterpoops]

I think one of the saddest things for me when I had similar adult acne was the sheer amount of time I poured into trying to solve the problem, mostly fruitlessly. It’s so time consuming and it made me feel like I was obsessing over it-because I was. I wish I had that time back.

[@Sienhall]

the unsolicited skin advice is the worsttttt, everyone stops me to tell me some miracle product they have used and I’m secretly trying to run away lol

[@KikiG]

The WEEOORRRSSSTTT

[@Sienhall]

Kiki G. also the day to day staring in the mirror of “is it getting better?” And the next day your skin is like “absolutely not” haha. glad to hear your experience was not too mentally/physically detrimental.

[@assimpleasgravity]

couldn't agree more.... I'm a full-on skincare nerd and I would NEVER give skincare advice if I'm not explicitly asked for it and even then I'll tread on the side of caution. People who do this should all collectively take a hike....

[@moritlh]

Yeah it is super annoying. One time an older woman stopped me to give me an advice and it was that I shall wash my face with soap. That was super offensive and the problem is that I was very confident that day and her "advise" really broke my self-esteem. People need to understand that acne has nothing to do with dirt(for most people). Those people with acne probably wash more often than normal people (which you shouldn't do).

[@xursssulaxx]

the worst is when little kids point it out. My nephew was like “oh why are there boo boos on ur chin?” like ughhh how do i explain that it’s acne 😂

[@ZiaSumi]

No other acne-related video has ever summarized my feelings so well. I fully understand that “clear skin” is all marketing and toxic beauty standards. But I don’t wanna have to accept having acne. At this moment in my life, and the almost 16 years I’ve been dealing with acne, I just don’t want it to be my reality. It doesn’t take away from the wonderful progress the pro acne community has been making. I am so thankful that community exists. I’m sure if I had been exposed to it from a younger age, my mentality toward acne might’ve been different now. But at this point... I just refuse to accept that I’ll have acne forever :/

[@M_K_M_K_M_K]

Hey girl.... 17 years here too! You don’t have to accept it. You can choose to accept and embrace yourself exactly as you are today, and still have ambition. Make a shift from fighting the reality that is, to working towards a reality you want for yourself. Breathing out and saying: “okay, I accept what is” will relieve you of so much stress and heartache, and give you new energy to put towards healing - in every way. I just realized that my best is all I got. I will keep trying to tackle it from all sides: skincare, health, inflammation, gut, mental wellbeing, sleep, etc. And after my best, it is up to God ;). Good luck and keep your pretty face up!!

[@Childofthemoonandsea]

You know, false positivity is actually toxic. It is very valid to not be okay with certain aspects of your self/body or experiences. It’s okay to not be okay with something.

[@__wm_]

"It's okay to not love a disease." I cannot tell you how much I needed to hear that. Let's end toxic positivity and the burden it places on people. Sending so much love your way! I have so much appreciation for your openness.

[@davinschnappauf6876]

It's amazing how much not having adult acne has changed my self image. It was so hard to walk into a room with older "important" people at work and not feel like I looked like either I didn't take care of myself or like I was a pimply teen that shouldn't be taken seriously. I felt vain, but I just couldn't get over that feeling. Once I was able to get in control of it, I felt so much more powerful because there wasn't this thing that I could literally feel reminding me that I looked different. Spironolactone is so great, I was close to asking to go on acutane (which can be really hard on your body, although I know it could be worth it if needed) before I found it!

[@myconfusedmerriment]

I felt super self-conscious of it at work, too, especially because it started getting really bad after starting my first “grownup” full-time job. I tried not to let it get to me, but it’s ON YOUR FACE. Every day. Now I’m on spiro and most days I’m totally clear and it’s amazing to just not think about it.

[@davinschnappauf6876]

@@myconfusedmerriment exactly! I remember saying that I just wanted to have skin I didn't have to think about. It didn't have to be perfect, just like, not a total nuisance.

[@joannepower203]

I think the dark side of the body positivity movement is that when you aren’t happy where u are at you feel like you’ve failed or are shallow. It’s a cant win situation. I understand your feelings exactly.

[@mluiso13]

It is not silly! As someone who felt like I had to put my life on hold because I was too scared to leave the house and show people how crappy my skin looked. I stopped seeing friends and was an awful wife because the appearance of my skin just depressed me. It’s a very real thing. Thank you for sharing

[@terrahollis3340]

I completely understand where you are coming from. I have been on Spiro for about 3 1/2 months. I have been suffering from acne since I was about 11 and I’m 37 now. I have literally tried everything, including Accutane. It makes you feel dirty sometimes when looking into the mirror. I have hid myself away for so long out of fear of what people may think about my skin. Some people just don’t get it.

[@NYS30]

Hi. Have u did the blood test before taking spirono?

[@terrahollis3340]

@@NYS30 No, not specifically before I started Spiro. I actually had to stop it because it was causing side effects with my period and breast tenderness. But my skin looks amazing now.

[@mymom9801]

@@terrahollis3340 how??

[@micky2468]

Did you take 50 mg / day? :)

[@myconfusedmerriment]

I’ve been on spironolactone for almost 3 years now, and I had mostly resigned myself to thinking I would just always have acne. Or I was gonna have to like, go on a super restrictive diet or do accutane (which sounded awful, but nothing else had worked). The best gift I ever gave myself was going to a dermatologist and starting spiro. And I’m with you, I sometimes feel bad recommending it because not everyone has the money to access a specialist. But damn, I could have saved a lot of money on various face goops by just seeing the doctor in the first place lol. And I agree, people who don’t know The Struggle can’t always see how much it can weigh on someone’s confidence (and also yeah...it cannot be overstated: that shit HURTS!). I didn’t fully realize how much it was bringing me down until I didn’t have to worry about it anymore. Sometimes I still look in the mirror and just marvel that my skin looks GOOD. Anyway, spiro buddies high-5! I appreciate hearing your story.

[@crisleyleon7554]

I’m on spironolactone as well I just started it but can’t wait to see my skin better than it is now. And yes it definitely effects your confidence

[@laurafalana6405]

So spiro is okay for long term use?

[@NYS30]

Crisley Leon hi babe. Have u did the blood test before taking spironolactone? Thanjs

[@serisher8671]

Hi how many msgs do you take?

[@habibaosman5455]

Thanks so much for sharing this😢😊

[@TheJordandean]

I too had a really bad couple of years with hormonal acne at age 41. It was amazing how much it affected my mood. And then like you I’d kick myself as my mother and other people told me basically “don’t be so shallow”. Well after a year of topicals with no success I saved my pennies and went to a great dermatologist. I was so depressed I had to double my antidepressants. The dermatologist put me on spironlactone too. Now 4 years later I’ve been acne free for years and also the scarring is basically obliterated by years of good skin care, acids and Tretinoin. I’ve also been able to slowly lower the antidepressants. I’m so glad youre better and thank you for sharing.

[@slickrick5596]

hi ladies, im just wondering if you have tried Vitamin A Supplement 10,000 iu and/or zinc 40mg a day?

[@karimamckimmie]

I wanna give you a big cuddle ❤️ I also struggle with the whole vanity/trying to accept myself regardless - noble quest for sure but easier said than done. Shaming myself for caring never got me closer to acceptance though 🤷🏻‍♀️ I try to be gentle with myself anyways. You’ve helped many with this video, thank you for sharing ❤️❤️❤️

[@KikiG]

Thank you so much, that’s exactly how I felt when I saw your video. These hormones! And I think you nailed it just now, the shaming just doesn’t help. You’re a lovely angel, thanks for the kind words. When Rona is gone, in the year 2038, we can have that cuddle I’m sure.

[@0qwertyuioplkjhgfdsa]

I never want to be, (and never am) one of those people that tell others what could help with their acne unsolicited, but I've been taking spironolactone for the past year and it has been the only thing that helped with my hormonal acne which I had for about 2 years. I want to tell the whole world! So happy you're seeing great results, it's a struggle in so many ways.

[@conciliamwiya2477]

Hi, how many mgs was it?

[@NiloofarFaraji]

hi, any updates from using spiro?

[@mudita3126]

This made me cry! Been dealing with acne on and off since teenage and finally about to start Spironolactone. Was on the fence about it but I feel more confident about it now. Honestly when people say just change your diet, don’t take that much stress and have more water, they just don’t get that for someone who has been suffering with it for a long time.. we’re trying everything under the sun!

[@morphentropic]

I really connected with this video. I'm a 36yo guy and I've had acne since I was 14 and it's never really gone away. It faded a bit in my early twenties but then came roaring back in my late twenties and destroyed any self confidence I'd built-up in the interim. I went through so many antibiotics and ended up having to stop as my liver wasn't handling the last type well. It took me soo long to get an NHS dermatologist to see me and then even longer to be prescribed accutane. The accutane was hell. I had awful headaches constantly, but I hated the acne so much I was determined to put up with them. Eventually my skin cleared and I had to stop as the side effects were just too much to handle. It's been a few years now and my skin on my shoulders and chest has started producing really hard things in the pores. They're not blackheads, more of a light yellow almost transparent colour. I have a horrible feeling I'm gonna have to go back on accutane. Anyway, yeah, fuck acne positivity. I couldn't handle it.

[@E-99x]

Bruh, for people like us, we need to take medication. Tried almost everything, still had cystic acne. Accutane will probably clear it. I’m taking anti-androgens right now. I produce too much testosterone and androgens. The medicine is working.

[@NYS30]

E hi. Could u explain the detail of blood test for hormon testing? I might to try that to find what's wrong with my hormones related my skin condition. Thanks

[@ronnarcisse6097]

Omg is it blister like

[@kackie]

You’ll be so glad you made this video. It’s so good to look back on to remind yourself how strong you are and how far you’ve come. You are NOT shallow! And you look great.

[@KikiG]

Thank you so much Kackie, and thank you for being such a wonderful friend. I remember being emotional and venting to you when it was just starting to get bad (and I actually thought it was going to get better) when went to that concert, and then again when I started differin and you were such a supportive and helpful friend the whole journey. Love you!

[@kackie]

Kiki G. Girl it’s traumatizing! I’ve never had cystic acne, but you know I struggled with picking for most of my life, and psoriasis, so feeling out of control of my skin is all too familiar. I am so so so glad you found something that works for you. It’s different for everyone.

[@aprilmariewarren4813]

I can relate to the heavy blanket. I’ve been dealing with dark ingrown hair on my sideburns, chin, and neck for years... a symptom of PCOS. It sucked so much to have doctors/online forums say: “all you have to do is lose weight and the symptoms will lessen.” Yeah... just lose weight when one of the symptoms is your body refusing to lose weight. I’m in my mid 30s shaving my sensitive face EVERY DAMN DAY. Sometimes even twice a day if its that time of the month. With shaving comes even more irritation. I finally have a doctor approved health and nutrition plan that is working... slowly working. I’m so proud of you for being honest and literally sharing your face and fears with strangers. You’re one if my favorite people, and I can’t wait to see how far you’ll go. I’m thrilled for the relief you’re seeing, hun! ❤️

[@sjsprott]

I have been dealing with the same issues as well. I understand how hard the struggle is, always having to shave your face and worrying if anyone noticed the hairs on my chin because I went a day without shaving. I am glad to hear you have found something that is working for you!

[@musiclover19797]

What’s your nutrition plan like?

[@LivingLifeWithDeeDee]

No one will understand until they struggle with it. I admire your courage to share how you felt and currently feel. That was so liberating for me. I am currently on my spironolactone journey and I praying that things get better for you too. 🙏🏾

[@MariaEOD]

I highly recommend to any woman on Aldactone (Spironolactone) to take it in the MORNING and never ever if you’re pregnant 🤰!! In the morning the testosterone hormone is at its highest and Aldactone, the potassium sparing diuretic, will help block those hormones the best, not so much at night. Plus, who wants to keep getting up to urinate at night and disrupt your sleep cycle so much?

[@jennavandermerwe8307]

I’m an esthetician and I still deal with acne. It’s so tough because we really do want clear skin, we don’t want to have to accept it and live with acne, especially for someone who’s living is in the beauty industry and people judge your face. I’m so proud of the progress you’ve made with your skin, you look absolutely incredible and I love your energy! Subscribed 💖

[@AnneLindsey1]

My heart goes out to you! I too have suffered with acne most of my life. Spironolactone helped me more than anything. I’ve tried many different treatments. I am now 66 and still have at least one bump most of the time. People who have never dealt with this have no idea. I encourage you to continue to see a good dermatologist regularly. What works for one person may not work for another. I’m sure you know that laser treatments can help with scarring but of course are very expensive. I wish you continued luck with your treatments. Thank you for sharing!

[@LadyLux223]

Girl!! Spironolactone, doxycycline, and retinol have changed my life. Take any medicines you need to fix your face. Are use a benzyl peroxide cream in the mornings under my make up. And I use salicylic acid at night underneath my retinol. But the inclusion of the prescription medications changed my lifeAnd my face for the better. Congratulations on finding something that works for you. I wish for the first 10 years I had adult acne I would have changed dermatologists. But the day I did decide to see a different dermatologist I truly believe they saved my life.

[@rrrrr8163]

Have not agreed with any KZbin video like I have with yours!! Makes me so happy and I want to cry. I’ve gone through mostly everything you mentioned except you truly are beautiful. I’m a nursing student and was shocked when my dermatologist recommended to use spironolactone. Like you I trust her and I’m 2 months in. Excited to see result like you and be comfortable in my own skin for the firs ie I maybe decades. Thank you!

[@Shaielexis]

ughhh I felt it so deep when you said "It's okay to not love a disease. You don't have to"

[@katiepedlow]

Thank you SO much for this video. I have just started Spironolactone after 10 years of adult acne. I can 1000% relate to your distress over it and feelings of guilt and shame. This sounds mental, but that was so nice to hear someone say what I’ve been feeling for God knows how long now. You look amazing and thank you so much again. Just subscribed X

[@211sweetypie]

OMG! Thanks lady for making me realize what cleared my hormonal acne. I'm taking 50mg of Spironolactone for my blood pressure. I wondered why my acne started to go away after I started taking it. Now I know. Good luck on your skin care journey.

[@NYS30]

Hi babe. Have u did the blood test before taking spiro?

[@ayanagreen5349]

Same for me! I didn’t even know it was an off label use! I still have some old scarring but much less acne around my jaw line

[@assimpleasgravity]

Thank you for being so brutally honest and sharing your vulnerability with us. Skin issues are different because they are just so present. Faces are something so vital for humans, not only for oneself but for the way we interact with others. Wanting your skin to be ok is the same as wanting to be healthy - there's nothing vain about it. You're not alone. Just came back from the dermatologist myself. Let's all try and be kind to ourselves, to each other, and our skin.

[@threadsketch7267]

*sad pterodactyl screech* We're not all the same. More power to the ones who have the confidence to accept themselves no matter what and exist in the world with severe acne or any other visible issue, but not all of us are capable of that, nor can we magically will ourselves to be that way even with copious encouragement. I've had acne to one degree or another since I was in the third grade, and my hormonal cystic acne has only calmed down on its own in the past couple of years (I still have it, more on my body than my face now, but to a much, much lesser degree, and I can actually have periods of virtually clear skin now, which...WHAT EVEN IS THIS.) I'm 35 now. Never have I ever been OK with having it. It's been a relief to finally be mostly free of both the disfigurement AND the pain and worst scarring - and free to wear makeup just for the sake of PLAYING with it rather than trying to use it as a mask, which is not effective when you have such intense texture. It's not even just a matter of "people are judgey and we'd like to avoid that," it hurts US, period. WE don't like it for ourselves. Your skin is your biggest organ and it sucks for it to be dysfunctional, and it's not trivial. I'm glad things are looking up for you in your skin journey and hope they stay that way. (◕‿◕✿) (But real talk tho, you ARE beautiful.)

[@KikiG]

Thank you for sharing this. I agree with everything you said!

[@kaytlynjoya4131]

Actually teary-eyed because it’s like you’ve taken the words right out of my mouth. I’m currently going through my own struggle of acne (dealing with for 13 years now) that go worse when I tried to go off BC. I was given a script for spiro and was never of trying it because of all the negative comments I had read about it. But you just inspired me to give it a go because I’m at my breaking point. Thank you for this video and please make more updates❤️

[@breef217]

hey how has spiro worked for you? i am in the same boat rn where i have been prescribed it but i am too scared to actually try it because of all the negative things i have read.

[@SarahhhBeth]

@@breef217 did either of you end up trying it? I have a prescription for it but I’ve been scared too!

[@lexi6115]

Updates?

[@twabification]

I hesitate to comment this because I don’t want to seem like I’m giving unsolicited advice.... but hoping that the upcoming dermatologist recommended treatments are microneedling. My mom has long term acne scaring that always bothered her quite a bit and she had microneedling done last year and it made such a dramatic difference for her. I know acne was such a tough thing that she continued to have through adulthood, so I’m glad you were able to find a dermatologist you like and trust!

[@KikiG]

Micro needling is one of the two treatments we’re considering!

[@twabification]

Kiki G. That’s great! I hope whatever you decide will give you the results you’re hoping for!

[@idreamofpeony]

Kiki G. I hope you vlog your journey although it’s understandable if you don’t. We surprisingly don’t have any good complete, follow through of acne scar treatments on KZbin (the videos are super filtered or people only do one or two treatments and drop it when you need at least five to see improvement in favor of dermarolling/banish ugh lol) I am keeping a journal because I paid for six professional microneedling sessions and am considering putting it online because it might help others

[@KikiG]

@@idreamofpeony you know what, I'd be happy to. Thanks for letting me know, I'm surprised there aren't but I'll try to document the process the best I can. It will likely be a couple months before I start but I'll update everybody when I do.

[@KikiG]

@@twabification Can I ask a question? And you absolutely do not have to answer, but how many micro-needling treatments did your mom have to do?

[@kathrynst.laurent-mahon949]

So happy to see that you’ve found a solution - when you first started posting about your Adult Acne Funtime Adventure my heart hurt so much for you but I was also so grateful that you shared your struggle. I’ve struggled with some level of hormonal acne for my entire adult life, felt a lot of the same feelings as you about it. It was so healing to see someone I really look up to and have learned a lot from go through the same issue!

[@maddirowley5768]

Thank you for posting this, Katelyn. I’ve been struggling with hormonal and mask-related breakouts, and it was really validating to listen to your story. It’s exhausting. It feels like it will never end. I’m so happy for you, and I’m inspired by your resilience.

[@annaoneill1378]

You have described exactly how I feel about my face I completely understand how you are feeling, people can say how beautiful we are all day long but mentally in your own head you don't feel that way, you are beautiful by the way. Thankyou for sharing your story its nice to know that there are many people that are going through the same thing ❤ xx

[@Flowertree333]

I've read that Spiro doesn't actually put anything into the body, it just blocks testosterone from spreading. I also take Spiro and it's really helped

[@S-R-H]

I've been struggling for several years and I'm almost 46. I understand. I remember one day when I called in sick to work because no matter what I put on my face, it still looked terrible. The one positive about a pandemic is that my mask covers most of my blemishes...LOL but also...ugh:( It's not wrong to want to look like everyone else. My biggest fear is becoming famous. I can't imagine everyone knowing who I am and digging into my life...yuck. The anxiety it creates is unreal. So, having attention from acne is the last thing I ever wanted. I understand, and I don't think it makes you shallow for not wanting that kind of attention. I think you're beautiful, today, three months ago and as long as I've been watching.

[@KikiG]

Ohhhhhh I gasped reading this lol, guess the reason why I upload so infrequently? I hate the idea of being known and picked apart to the point where I quit KZbin constantly lol. When my Ron Swanson video went viral I hid in bed all day.

[@fancypantsloser]

thank you so much for mentioning how the acne-positivity affected you! I felt the exact same way. When I noticed my mental health taking a toll because of my cystic acne I thought it would be best to add some acne-positive influencers to my feed so I wouldn't feel so shitty about how everyone had gorgeous glass skin but omg it completely crushed me. I felt so shitty seeing them post how I should be embracing it and loving it and taking it on as part of my identity - the whole "I love the whole of ME" kind of thing. I felt so petty being like "I don't frigging want it to be part of my identity, I want to forget this whole part of my life existed". like damn I think my mental health suffered even more after that which is so counterintuitive I felt so vain and shallow and just so gross and judgy. decided to quit insta after that lol doing much better now a couple of years on! just have to deal with some scarring but mental health is so much better!

[@Hannahnic14]

I just stumbled across your channel and just started spironolactone for my adult cystic acne last week! So here's hoping it works!!

[@T0XICONROBLOX]

I too just started spironolactone, been on it for a week. Praying it works for me too.

[@goldencurls2997]

Andrea Reconsal omg how is it going? Pls update I’m on it too!

[@Hannahnic14]

@@goldencurls2997 I've been on it about a month and have definitely seen some improvement, nothing drastic but I can tell its working! But I'll probably have to go off of it soon because I'm about to start trying to get pregnant🤷‍♀️

[@saramarie7984]

Spironolactone saved my skin!! After I had my son my face went crazy. Doxycycline only didn’t cut it. I take a small maintenance dose of the spironolactone now but my skin has never been so clear! Also doing what you’re doing to try to get at the scarring. Fractionated laser treatments have been the best thing ever. Good luck to you on your journey!

[@amandatruong8612]

Can I ask what mg you both started on?

[@_blagh3621]

I feel like your words are like a warm hug to my heart. No one understands, I can’t open up about this to anyone.

[@electrictwilight]

I'm ten years out from the worst acne I've ever had, but every day, I see the texture, and it's a reminder. I've made peace with it for the most part, but I'd actually love to hear about your treatments for scarring, because I want to address it some day, whether by laser or microneedling.

[@mommabubbas6416]

I can totally relate to your struggle with acne. However, mine did not start until my mid 50's due to being premenopausal. I have just started spironolactone with tretonin cream and cannot wait to see what happens. Thank you for your honesty. There are more people out here who are just like you battling acne but posting this gives us hope!!

[@nkurdy288]

25 years of battling acne, every sentiment in this video I feel 😌...I even saw a derm who said in 15 years I will go into menopause and that’s when my problem will go away 🥴. I used no fragrance, and stellar skin products for years...the only thing that works to stop cystic acne is to stop eating refined sugar. I haven’t had it in 5 years, and won’t start again, because I don’t want to feel shitty about my skin ever again.

[@ashleyb.8217]

This actually works for me

[@Brittany-ul9rd]

Omg girl I just started spiro after fighting my acne for 4 years ! I can't wait to see how my journey goes and I feel you 100% on everything your saying !!! Thank you so much for speaking up and being REAL about it.

[@lex6295]

How is it working for you? My skin is purging so bad and I’m losing hope.

[@catherinebruner6435]

Many have been in the position where we do skin care but our skin doesn't care. It effects our mental health. It is healthcare to treat it however is necessary for our individual needs. You look amazing!

[@hilizhernandez7460]

No background no music nothing yet your video is a masterpiece ma'am. Acne advocate over here too. I've tried to normalize my real skin and I go back and forth with it too. I'm trying spironolactone and I can't wait to see results 🖤🖤🖤

[@mimieb7601]

I used differen when it first came out via prescription only. It did nothing but irritate my skin. I was determined to follow my dermatologist instructions to “keep using until your skin gets use to it.” Well my skin never got use to it, and I got chemical burns. My acne journey has been difficult, emotional and frustrating to say the least. I received Lots of unsolicited advice too! I completely understand your frustration, especially being mislead by medical professionals prescribing birth control, topical creams etc. Sometimes I felt like a lab rat being used for medical experimentation. After lots of trial and error figured out what has helped me keep it under control. I still have it, but it’s manageable. My skin and body has changed over the years. I’ve learned to understand my acne triggers, - hormones, food, stress, skin care ingredients, makeup, environmental triggers.... the list goes on. The biggest thing I learned is that acne is a way my body tells me something is wrong. Figuring out what’s wrong and finding ways to neutralize/eliminate the trigger is the biggest challenge. Acne hurts, and plays with your confidence and mental health. Scaring is another issue and journey on it’s own. I’m glad you found something that is working. Best wishes.

[@Nicole_Anna21]

Just started spironolactone 3 weeks ago and I’m already seeing a difference. I am with you girl. I don’t want to accept it and have to love it. I DON’T WANT IT! Lmao 😂 It is depressing and embarrassing and there is no reason to feel silly about your feelings. It can be very painful as well, it isn’t just how you look. It is mentally and physically hurtful.

[@kellierust250]

I love your personality and humor, and thank you for the advice! Just got prescribed Spiro and never thought about my acne being hormonal, but I have all the telltale signs. Hope it works like it did for you. Congratulations on your successful acne journey!

[@alexeyasanders9942]

Did it work for you?

[@lynjj7976]

Yes the pain is real. I feel you i know exactly what you mean. I hear the pain in your voice. I just want it gone very traumatic to anyone's self esteem. I am glad you got through it. I am struggling now and it causes depression 😢 I will hang on there.Thank you for sharing your experience much love and respect to you for that.❤❤❤❤

[@danielaxcas]

Just wanna say i think you're absolutely stunning. I'm starting spironolactone tomorrow and hoping for good results and minor side effects. You are beautiful.

[@NYS30]

Hi. How's ur update with spiro? Did u take blood test before consume it?

[@April-ig3kf]

Ugh I appreciate this so much and relate to it on so many levels. Looking forward to starting my spirinolactone journey!

[@ashleehuff3710]

Your feelings are 100% validated! 38 years old, and been dealing with this for my entire adult life. 😭

[@mad_e_sun]

I just started spironolactone today. I’ve cried, so much. I don’t recognize myself and I don’t want to accept acne as my new normal. I felt so guilty for getting emotional about this, and feeling like nothing was ever going to save me from this. I am hopeful that spironolactone will work for me, but I’m also terrified that I’m heading down another road that will lead to failure. Please work 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻 Your video was wonderful by the way, I love the way you speak about your journey and the medications ♥️

[@ericabanks800]

It’s crazy how medications affect people differently. I’ve had the Nexplanon implant for almost 9 years with no bad side effects.

[@TamarasTimelessBeauty]

Long time subscriber here...I felt so bad for you when this acne popped up out of no where..,you are NOT shallow. I am SO happy you found a derm to help you! I am sure sharing your acne journey will help a lot of people. Super looking forward to more videos...keep em coming!

[@crystalcogan8066]

I just started spiro 3 days ago.. I’m so ready to feel better, I’ve been dealing with this for 4 years & have TRIED everything.

[@daniellehndz0997]

Is it working?

[@melissakessler77]

After the birth of my second baby (I was 34) I had horrible hormonal cystic acne that made me want to stay in my house forever. I totally get the feelings of embarrassment, of shame, and of others not understanding the physical and emotional pain surrounding severe skin issues. The scars are physical AND emotional, so they are a constant reminder of the pain, even once the lesions are ‘healed.’ I just ordered one of your bundles and cannot wait to get it. At first I was just happy to support a woman-owned business that seems to have amazing products (and I love the zero waste aspect) but now that I have watched these videos, I am even more thrilled to be a customer. Thank you for sharing and for being vulnerable. 🙏🏼♥️💋

[@AshleyBehrendt]

I had a HORRIBLE breakout this summer due to traveling, stress, mask wearing, hormonal changes, and diet changes. The worst part is the physical pain and the constant awareness of it, because I was always looking at people like, “you don’t know how lucky you are to not have this problem”. And I didn’t want to have conversations at all because I just didn’t want to be looked at. It’s so sad. I’m one month into using Adapalene and it’s hopeful but still early. You’re so strong for being honest in this video ❤️

[@laurendeady7352]

I've had hormonal acne since age 11 and am now 34. It's so awful and people really don't understand the mental toll it takes on you. I still get minor breakouts, but the scarring is so much worse to deal with. I have enlarged scarred pores, indented rolling scars all over my face and extreme texture. It's so terrible to feel like I'll never be free of this awful disease bc of the scarring. I've spent THOUSANDS of dollars on lasers, microneedling, peels etc that have only made a minor difference. Fillers/subcision are the most effective treatment I've had by far! But I get so damn angry that insurance companies won't pay for these treatments because they are "cosmetic" ummm I just want a normal dang face that doesn't make me sad everytime I look in the mirror. Ugh, I'm glad spiro has helped you and best wishes!! If you ever want thoughts or opinions on acne scarring treatments feel free to message me.

[@VirgiSiempre]

I started spironolactone 1 month ago bc I feel so frustrated and insecure with my acne. Nothing I was doing was working so I thought I’d try medication. Your skin looks so good! 😭 This gave me hope. I just have to be patient. .

[@torkgems]

I got prescribed spironolactone a couple of months ago and was too scared to take it. Many bottles have just been sitting on my drawer. This video gave me the courage to start it. Thank you. I just hope my dermatologist still likes me through all of this

[@lexi6115]

Updates?

[@mostessential4786]

Thank you so much for making this video. I’ve had hormonal acne for over a decade and I’ve tried so many different skincare products and routine that have helped but never got rid of my hormonal acne. Today is my first day on spironolactone. Your video really helped me feel better about this whole process ❤️❤️❤️

[@athena12373]

I’m so happy for you! I can only imagine how awful you’ve been feeling and am so glad that your skin is in recovery. Be kind to yourself and remind yourself that you’ve come such a long way ❤️

[@elizabethr7397]

I’ve been on this for 2 years and it’s fine. It’s made my period SO MUCH BETTER. Hormonal imbalances are serious and medication can help

[@mollynavarro4101]

Love! Retin a is soooo good! It’s literally my go to beauty / anti aging secret! It takes a while to get used to it but it’s so worth it. I don’t mix the moisturizer and retin a, literally apply it straight to dry clean face and it’s been flakey but my hyperpigmentation has been fading. I also just been using spiro for like 1 month but I’m not on birth control. I know exactly how you felt regarding your skin because I’ve had issues with my hormones and acne like my entire teenage/ early adult life and it’s been awful, literally ruined my self esteem, I always felt so ugly in my own skin. I’d never wanted to go to pool parties or beaches becuSe I felt so insecure not having a shit ton of heavy foundation to hide behind. Literally made me depressed, I didn’t want to go out and socialize because I know ppl were always starring at my pimples instead of what I had to say. It was awful… but it’s gotten better over time. Seeing a dermatologist was honestly the best thing I could have ever done. I honestly should have gone sooner but I wanted to cure it on my own, and I spent so much money buying everything and anything ppl would recommend. I wanted to say… your skin loooks great!!! Don’t be so hard on yourself! You’re beautiful and this is just the beginning! Look at the progress your skin has made! You’re on a journey❤️

[@samithprinklez1093]

So happy to see you getting this under control. I know it's a confidence suck. ❤

[@Angie-dv5lq]

This girl just summarized all my feelings in one video 😭 I have had hormonal acne for the past 5-6 months now and there is two kids of people: the ones saying omg why do u make it such a big deal, your acne is not even that bad (which it maybe isn’t severe, but for sure it’s there and it makes me feel like shit EVERYDAY) and there are also the kind of people that know me for a long time, they know I have always had clear skin in the past, and they say omg what happened to your face, have you tried xyz? Ughhh unless u have acne you really can’t understand the struggle. I am also starting spironolactone today and Im soooo excited I hope with all my heart it will work 😭

[@amyatethecake]

It is so crazy how similar my situation was! I have tons of skincare knowledge yet none of what was supposed to work was doing the trick. I didn’t feel like myself at ALL. I spent hundreds on products as well as a dermatologist but spironolactone was the last thing that really did the trick. I’m two months in and it’s only gotten better. I wish I had seen videos like this last year 😔

[@ashleyetcheverry1928]

this is the first video of yours that i have seen... and MAN did it hit home. SUBSCRIBED. i went through the same exact thing after Mirena IUD. mostly clear skin my whole life... then BAM, i looked a lot like your before photos. tried EVERYTHING, but because of covid i haven’t seen a derm. my (new) OB prescribed a new pill (third one since the IUD.. it’s been 3 years) and retin-a. it’s been 5 months since starting this routine. my skin is getting better.... but not 100%. this is the first DR i’ve spoken to about the problem. i feel so much when you say about the scars “i would’ve wished for this a year ago...” but it doesn’t feel good enough. ugh it’s so hard. it’s so relieving to see someone speak so openly about this problem. thank you so much for this. it really made my whole day. sending you my thanks and love.

[@ashleyetcheverry1928]

also, i will be 30 in 3 months. started when i was 26. the “acne age shame” is so REAL. it’s so F-ed up.

[@sophiagunning4085]

This is so helpful! You are such a calming presence, this made me feel a lot better about starting spiro :)

[@breef217]

me too, how has it worked for you?

[@friermama]

Your feelings and the experience you went through a very much valid! It can really put a person through the ringer emotionally with a feeling of never seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. I've never experienced what you have, but my 19 year has, and is recovering from it. I can tell you as a parent, I cried for him because everything we tried at the time wasn't working and I felt like a failure 😔. Thankfully his acne has been improving slowly, but surely. Sending you hugs 💖

[@KikiG]

Oh goodness, as a mom, I actually think you probably get a pass for understanding how it feels even though you haven't experienced it directly. Anything that happens to my son is like agony and often even worse than what I feel for myself. My heart goes out to both of you. Thank you for sharing your mama love story with me!

[@keilacruz3605]

It does hurt, self-love is so important but we shouldn't feel the need to be okay with a disease. It was always frustrating when someone told me "drink more water", as if doing something that simple could immediately give you clear skin. It definitely does help you grow as a person, our faces and skin are the first thing that people see, it's the first thing they will judge about you so living with acne or any other skin disease forces you to accept that you are not this disease, you are a human being who happens to have this condition, it can happen to anyone. Thank you for sharing your story!

[@gwenStar]

Wow. Thats the first time i see someone being this honest!! It’s exactly how I feel too. Thank you for this video.

[@ComeToMyCupcakeParty]

My acne has gotten so bad in the last year. I’ve always had bad acne and even did accutane 10 years ago. I just started on spironolactone a week ago, I’m so frustrated with my skin. At 29 years old i feel self conscious of my skin every minute of the day and it sucks. This was really relatable. Differin did not work for me either, neither did tretinoin or any prescription creams. I know one has to be patient but I really want to see results quickly. I want to feel confident.

[@habibaosman5455]

Same feeling

[@ew6458]

Spironolactone has been an absolute game changer for me. I am a bit scared to stop taking it, but my husband and I do want to TTC in the next year or so. I'm at about the same stage as you right now, skin is clear but I have scarring. We are military, so I am currently between dermatologists as my previous one moved on to their next base and the next one is not here yet. My regular doctor renewed my Spironolactone for now, but hopefully the new dermatologist gets in soon so we can make a plan.

[@lexi6115]

Updates? Did you come off of it and what happened

[@NoBody-zb3so]

I’m very happy that your skin isn’t causing you physical pain anymore. Hopefully the emotional pain that acne caused you also recovers and fades. The thing I think about when I see people with very bad acne is that they are having to endure double the pain. The physical pain of acne and its treatments and the emotional pain and lack of true empathy from others. I was very little when my older sister had hormonal acne in her teens from starting birth control- oddly she was prescribed by because though she had started puberty at 11yo she never progressed to having a period so they tried to induce it with birth control. It didn’t work, she had severe PCOS starting from they think age 13, but the bc triggered horrible acne. I remember her fighting with our brothers who would call her pizza face and other horrible things. She’d fight them, beat them up because she is the oldest child then she’d go to our shared bedroom and cry. She’d cry when she got home from school because of her acne. I was maybe 5 or 6 not fully understanding why she hurt but knowing that it was of the "boo-boos of her face, chest and back”. Cut to her oldest son hitting puberty at 9 and by 11 he has very bad cystic acne, my sister freaked out. She didn’t want her son to suffer what she went through so she took him to his pediatrician then to a dermatologist. By 13/14 and a round of actuane and several RX soaps, lotions and antibiotics it’s gone as he entered high school. My sister was relieved, my nephew at first was resentful of all the appointments and medications he had to take but in high school he saw how kids with very bad acne no matter how great a person or how strong their self esteem were tortured by adults and other teens for a genuine medical condition that not everyone has the health insurance or money to get medical treatment for. For my nephew the only person that ever teases or harassed him was his little brother but be sure little bro was watching and he was aware that when puberty arrived he like his mom and older brother could go through the same medical issue. That one has been my gruff but very into skincare nephew even though I told him it appears to be genetic and normal and if it’s gonna happen to him all the skincare in the world won’t stop it. I see in myself that my hormones are changing as I supposedly hopefully near menopause (hormone studies say I not near peri menopause yet and it’s been 38 years of period hell) but I can tell when my hormones shift. I never got pimples before and suddenly there’s a cluster and I freak out and feel very self conscious and then I have to pull it back there are women my age who have full blown acne because of their hormones and it just throws things into chaos so 3 pimples no matter how big isn’t a thing. I still get to be invisible and not have people offer unsolicited advice on how I can “so easily clear up my acne if I quit diary, drank more water, stopped touching my face, stopped using soap, ate more or less of this or that, became macrobiotic or vegan or went full raw carnivore" uggh I hear it when people tell other adult women or men how to resolve a skin disease that really requires specialized medical care and they can do it themselves because it’s somehow their fault in the first place. I’ve had to restrain myself from punching many a helpful advice giver and console many adult friends with acne and the aftermath of acne. You can get through the aftermath both physical and emotional Kiki and when you need support you just ask. I’m here for you as are many many others. Ramble ramble ramble...😣

[@frogtimeee]

16:37 - This perfectly articulated how I’m feeling right now. I feel so guilty about not being at all able to accept how I look and accept this acne as my reality. I feel the exact same way when I see acne positivity. These women are stunning and I really truly feel happy that they’re happy but *I don’t want that*. I hate makeup, I just want my skin to be healthy and happy and well….clear I suppose.

[@choyeuy]

Been dealing with acne since I am 12. I’m now 34 and it’s still haunting me. I did everything, even Accutane which is supposed to be the “last ultimate resort”. I tried spironolactone 7 months ago and my skin only got better 2 months ago. I’m gonna continue this spironolactone journey and hopefully, I will feel “comfortable” with my skin one day. The mental rollercoaster of emotions acne can have on you is so heavy, I don’t think anybody can understand how much damage it can cause to your self esteem unless you’ve lived it. I wish you all good luck with your acne treatment journey!

[@johannamarcille5137]

This video made me cry tears of happiness and sadness. I’ve recently been reviewing Spironolactone because I suffer with hormonal acne on my jaw as well and as of lately all over my neck after having an IUD for 1 year and a half. I have to get on this. 😭 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU🥺

[@651LYS]

I was on Spironolactone for some time and then eventually put on Accutane. It’s been about seven years since the Accutane, and I’m thankful for it, but it definitely changed my body chemistry forever.

[@stellarxphase]

Do you mind sharing how?

[@jeannicetodd3632]

I know this was a few years ago, but your honest is refreshing. I am starting spironolactone today and I pray it works. Congratulations

[@agresticumbra]

Grateful you found things that are beneficial for you. Our health issues can be such a labyrinth. Also, I appreciate your frankness about what you’ve gone through. One of my best friends has had facial acne similar to yours since she was a young girl, so I’m aware of what it was like for her. Recently while reading one of the skin/beauty subreddits, someone shared what reduced their acne: no hot water. When they started bathing with warm, not hot, water, they noticed improvements pretty quickly. A couple more people chimed in on improvements, but hadn’t made the connection until it was brought up. Obviously, others became really curious, and so I’m hoping updates roll in. Being sensitized by hot water makes sense to me, so I want to see if it helps others. I don’t have chronic facial acne. In fact, I’ve been known to have really nice looking skin, but the truth is that it wasn’t my face that was the biggie. I definitely get acne, some cystic, on my butt, in my ears and nose, and scalp. It’s usually hormonally triggered. Getting out of school helped my butt acne. Sitting on hard seats for hours seemed to the biggest trigger, but I still get them periodically, usually during the week before my period.

[@chaichat2.0]

Of all of the acne healing videos I obsessively watched being that I suffer from severe acne I haven't came across anyone who kept it as real as you do about the pain that it causes inside thank you literally made me cry. Because I was starting to think and believe that it was only me who was truly truly heartbroken deep inside about this issue Thank you for allowing me to feel related❤️

[@liliangumban8445]

You just made me cry. I went to a dermatologist the other day and I just started Spironolactone today. I can’t wait for the result. I always have my mask on at work because I am too embarrassed to show my face because of my cystic acne. 😔

[@Rforsch1]

Since you want to know that you’re not alone, at 42 I still have acne. I’ve never had the type of acne that you have but that doesn’t mean that I like any acne. Most people especially adults get one pimple every six months so when I constantly have big postural tight pimples on my face, it makes me feel disgusting and dirty, even though I know that has nothing to do with it because I know for a fact I’m a clean person. I have two little girls that I try very hard to make sure that they know that the make up that mom wears is just her form of art and not because she’s embarrassed of her face, but it would be nice if I could do art on a clean canvas instead of having to gesso over the canvas first. You are not alone.

[@mercedeswagner7358]

I felt your pain when you was talking and I truly understand this on a spiritual level. Many people don’t understand how having constant acne or any other skin issues feels. I’m so happy u have clear skin now and u look absolutely amazing and beautiful. I am currently on 1 month of differen gel and my skin has been freaking out lol but hopefully by month 3 things will be better... if not imma just do what u did and go see a dermatologist. I love your personality and your video. Subbed! Sending you much love! 💞

[@esthermoon627]

Spironolactone was my pcos adult acne answer. My doctor did a blood test and diagnosed my pcos. She told me to lose weight and my cramps, facial hair, and adult acne would go away. I wasn't heavy at all but, ok. I tried doing a pcos friendly diet, but my acne wouldn't go away. So I did some research and went to a different doctor. He gave me Spironolactone. 6 months later it was gone, and has stayed gone for over 10 years.

[@gulyaorazgali7037]

When did you see first results? 10 years clear? Are you still taking it or you stopped?

[@esthermoon627]

@@gulyaorazgali7037 I still take it. He started me out at 25 mg a day. Recently I started noticing an increase in deeper painful acne so I asked my Dr to increase my dose to 50mg a day. It wasn't near as bad as when I first started taking it, but I had serious fear that it would get bad. It took about 4 or 5 months in the beginning to see a difference in my skin.

[@yolip5769]

Thank you for this video. I have been going thru the worst breakout of my life, also followed by almost a year of perfectly clear skin. It is so hard trying to brush off the self-consciousness. It does hurt, physically, too. It is so helpful for me emotionally to hear what you had to say, and your experience overall. You look great! Thank you for sharing this. 🖤

[@katelynsternod4254]

Taking my first pill tomorrow. 24 and want to be done with acne.

[@daniellehndz0997]

Hi how is it going?

[@katelynsternod4254]

@@daniellehndz0997 they made me stop talking it after 2 months from having really bad nightmares. I was starting to see a difference. I belive it works for the right people!

[@paganodesignworks]

Been there, understand, support you completely on all counts. So glad you have found something that works for you! Thanks for sharing!

[@tcatf7127]

I've been on birth control and spironolactone for years now and it has really controlled my hormonal acne. I always mention spironolactone to people because it made such a huge difference! I was on an antibacterial for a while too, but came off them once everything cleared up mostly.

[@adrianaperez2061]

I totally feel your pain, I am on the same boat. I've had two acne treatments, Doxycycline (6 months) and another of Accutane (8 months). My skin was finally clear for 1 year and a half and today I was told by my dermatologist that the cystic acne was back 💔💔. I too feel devastated today and just want to cry and tomorrow I will begin taking spironolactone. I also feel exactly the same way as you explained that others don't understand this unless they've experienced it. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us, and wish you the best! 🙏🙏

[@beckyshaknovich7554]

❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for sharing this. Please don’t feel bad about feeling bad! Your feelings are valid. Sending love! 💕

[@gigioso241]

You have an amazing personality! Thank you for posting your acne journey….struggles, guidance, medications, products, etc. it’s so helpful!

[@katieblckr]

I'm so happy for you girl. Also dealing with this struggle. I was seeing a dermatologist and on spironolactone for a long time (with decent results) but the cost just got to be too much for me even with my insurance. I'm hearing so many success stories with it, so I might talk to my doctor again. You're totally right - acne is so hard and really impacts mental health. I'm glad you're getting some relief!