my story

[@KristinJohnss]

I know so many of you have asked to hear my testimony so here it is :) so happy to share it with you

[@StormTooth13]

and we are happy to hear it!

[@mselenakim]

Thankyou ~ for this

[@stephaniee1887]

YAY PLEASE POST MORE FAITH VIDEOS! :)

[@jensenr3664]

hey kristin, why did marcus take down his documentary the yard boys?

[@mitchie12296]

This was amazing! We love you Kristin thank you for sharing ❤️🙌🏻🙌🏻🙏🏻

[@marcusjohns]

Do you see why I married this girl now?

[@laurenchung894]

Marcus Johns yes!! you are one blessed guy

[@abigaillaughman]

You have a good one 😊

[@froggy8814]

Marcus Johns she’s so special ❤️

[@kaylapeterson6527]

Easy to see why you fell in love with her with a simple look at her. But somehow even more obvious why you fell head over heels for her by listening to her talk. She's incredible.You knew what you exactly what you were doing when you encouraged her to do youtube. She is such a light in this world for so many

[@lanaalbadin6292]

YEAA boyyyi! She's golden! Freakin love Kristin!

[@Wowmeganx3]

I’m a girl who came from a Muslim household who recently found Christ. Not through anger in my former religion, not through thinking Christianity was the only way to be a good person, solely for the extreme love I felt from Jesus. Love is the reason I live my life. Thank you Kristin.

[@allyleeholcomb7551]

Mileena M i love this! god bless you!!!!

[@edith8020]

This is beautiful!!

[@Wowmeganx3]

Edith thank you :))

[@Wowmeganx3]

ALLY LEE HOLCOMB thank you so much

[@maddienakhla8599]

Wow what a testimony!!

[@mariadowling5607]

“Cast all your anxiety on him (God) because he cares for you” 1 Peter 5:7 This seemed pretty relevant to what you were saying about telling God to take your insomnia and anxiety away from you.

[@gillianharrison91]

This is one of my many favorite bible verses and it fits perfectly with this video! ;)

[@mariadowling5607]

Gillian Harrison 100% agree

[@SteppingStonevlogs]

I was feeling overwhelmed and I asked Jesus to take my anxiety about something away and I feel so less anxious!!!

[@mariadowling5607]

Lauren Maslin genuinely so happy to hear this! this gives me hope 💕

[@victorialeal5847]

Amen!

[@mckenziecrandall5872]

The way you described God taking the weight off your shoulders that night and telling you "it will be okay" is the same experience I had two years ago. As a brand new single mom, I rocked my baby and prayed every night for 5 months for God to give me the strength to raise this child on my own. And that night, I laid my baby down, closed the door, and felt God literally take all the stress and worry from my body. And a voice in my head said "we're going to be okay." I will never forget that moment and I'm so happy you shared your story:)

[@EmandGs]

McKenzie Crandall praise God!

[@lydiaensminger8769]

I really related to your testimony. Over the past couple of years, I've developed fairly bad anxiety, and I've allowed it to take over more of my life than it ever should have. And I have so been struggling to give it all to God. The way that He has worked in your life helped me to see that God is powerful enough to lift these burdens from my shoulders and help me to get out of the anxiety-ruled life that I have been living. God is so good!

[@SavannahLewie]

Ahhh I got chills when you said God took away all the anxiety and insomnia! So good! 😭❤️ Love you!

[@Milvan1]

I am in absolute awe. In no way, would I consider myself a Christian, but this story really just blew me away. I have always wondered about religion and how people could believe in things they couldn't see or explain and I guess that has always made me think, that they were the ones missing out. This video just taught me a life lesson, because they aren't the ones missing out - I am. Kristin, you have made such a great impact on my life and I have never felt a stronger connection to a stranger, even though we might not share beliefs. To have seen your growth as a person has been such an honor and I cannot thank you enough for being brave enough to put out that first KZbin video back in the days. I feel, that I have a friend in both you and Marcus and I don't know if I am able to go on without having you guys with me. Thank you so much for everything that you do - even without knowing that you're doing it. You bring countless of smiles on people's faces. I hope that God, whoever he is, blesses your life a little extra, because I cannot think of anyone who deserves it more.

[@nataliemedrano4907]

Mette Dahlberg you deserve it too, I hope God blesses you abundantly

[@yolaceysinthehouse]

Amen.

[@vakillabean]

Hey girl I just wanted to tell you that I love you and thank you for sharing your beliefs. If you love the person that Kristin is then you would love God. God is in all of our hearts and he uses us to spread HIS LOVE!! God loves you so much and wants to bring peace to your heart. I know there’s so many questions that you probably have about God but his trust your heart and He will truly set you free. God brings overflowing joy to your life and I want you to know that. I don’t know you personally but God highlighted you when I was reading the comments and I felt that I needed to share this with you. Anyways I love you sister. We’re all here for you if you need anyone to talk to and so is God cause he’s always listening and knows your heart ❤️❤️❤️

[@Milvan1]

thank you so much

[@Milvan1]

Wow, thank you. I am so overwhelmed by all of this, but I am so inspired. Thank you. Again.

[@melisa9160]

I accepted Jesus in my life less than a month ago and watching this makes me so happy because you describe everything I am feeling right now. Thanks for sharing this, I a so happy for you. So glad I found your channel! ☺️ ❤️

[@RK-ru2in]

💖💖💖💖💖

[@melvinsaji2805]

God bless 🙏✝️

[@samanthanelson2374]

I have recently just left a mental health hospital for severe depression, anxiety, and an eating disorder. And this is going to sound so stupid but honestly Kristin you truly helped me go through it and choose to live. I never believed in love and I never prayed, but hearing your positive outlook on life made me want to change my own. If not for your channel I am not sure if I would still be walking on this planet. God bless you. Love you forever. Thank you.

[@EmandGs]

Samantha Nelson believing for a miracle for you! God has such a massive plan for your life!!!

[@bellasage2237]

Samantha, don't ever forget how worthy of love you are! You are admired, cherished, adored, and pursued by God! He will never give you something that you are not able to overcome. Keep holding on -- you can do this!

[@kalanineiko]

LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP VIDEO PLEASE!!

[@taliapopz9649]

You're such a pure soul, you seriously make me a better person. I strive to be a sweetheart like you. We need more Kristin's on this planet!

[@andree824]

So true : )

[@kvasquez1200]

Kristin, you have been such an inspiration to me. I don't even remember how long ago I subscribed, but I know I never once regretted it. Just from your videos you have taught me love, compassion, selflessness, and what it means to be a Christian. Out of every female KZbinr I've watched from the time I was like 12 to now (19) you are by far my favorite and honestly like a roll model to me. I aspire to be like you and to find happiness in all of the little things in life. You truly are a beautiful spirit. Thank you, Kristin. 💗

[@KristinJohnss]

Thank you so much Karina

[@breannajefcoat3656]

Kristin, I am so thankful that there are still Christian youtubers out there! It is such an inspiration to see young influencers like you taking a stand for Christ. My story is a lot like yours. I used to be very shy and scared of everything. But when I met Jesus, he changed that aspect of my life, and now my fiancé and I have been called to the ministry. My fiancé is planning on finding a youth ministry job soon so that we can minister to young people! It’s amazing what God can do if you just let him take control of your life. Thanks again for sharing and God bless you!

[@anitasalcedo19]

Karina Vasquez uh

[@hopeschannel]

same honestly

[@saravance2494]

Kristin, you are one of the most genuine, kindest youtubers ever! you encourage me in my walk with Jesus & thats one reason I love your videos so much. Love you💕

[@elizabethroen1115]

I really appreciate you opening up about your struggles with anxiety. It's so important for people to open up about these things so others know that they're not alone. I personally have dealt with anxiety, and still do, it really really helps knowing that there are others who may deal with similar struggles. It's also amazing seeing someone doing good even though they have had to deal with these things so THANK YOU.

[@mollykate9656]

Wow. Just wow. GOD IS SO SO SO GOOD. KRISTIN thank you so much for sharing your story. I'm in tears. I can relate to your story so much. When I was in middle school, my grandpa and grandma passed away and my parents got a divorce all within the same year. I started to develop anxiety and other mental struggles right after that. My anxiety also manifests its self with my sleeping. I still struggle with insomnia and have since middle school. And honestly I always think I'm the only one who struggles with it. But I have faith one day I will be healed in Jesus name! It wasn't until senior year of high school when I really found out what it meant to have a relationship with God. I had always believed in God but thought He was far away. My sophomore year of college I finally decided to give my life to Jesus and follow HIm. I know what you mean when you first start following Jesus and all you want to do is learn more about Him! It's like you want everyone to know and experience God's love. I KNOW what you said was true when you said you could hear God telling you everything was okay. God speaks to us when we surrender and want to hear from Him. He is so so so good. You're such a light and blessing to this world and KZbin. Love you Kristin!!

[@janestdenis]

It’s so nice hearing a Christian that has anxiety too!! This is literally identical to what I’m going through rn I really needed to hear this Thank you so much!! I look up to you so much! 💕💕

[@sophiamichelle2730]

you are the sweetest human and despite you technically only being a person whose “best life moments” i invest in on youtube, I constantly pray for you and marcus. you’re relationship with the Lord seems so strong and I am so happy to hear that!! So so so much love to you kristin

[@jessiekelley404]

There is not a kinder soul on the planet

[@KendonAshley]

^this

[@thedyingchopstick]

Jessie Kelley omg so true💝

[@ashleynicole8724]

Truee💖💖💖💖

[@msmusik2]

My best friend showed me her channel, I am just in love with Kristin she is such a pure soul

[@sophiaortega]

this made me cry ... exactly what i needed to hear right now. God is using you in such powerful, meaningful ways. much love

[@brookedurrett6420]

I LOVE THIS!! I love how bold you are with your faith.

[@Gabriella.delcastilloldies]

Amen!! Wow I had the same encounter with God. I remember after my first breakup I was devastated and prayed every minute of the day but always prayed to bring him back INSTEAD of praying and giving it to back. The minute I went on my knees and prayed “lord take my sadness, I want what you have planned for me.” I heard his voice in a soft, very soothing tone “be patient just wait.” ALL my sadness got lifted, I stopped crying and from then on I was fully able to heal and move forward with my life. God is Good💛

[@Ohsnapitsalia]

I don't know if you'll see this, but i really hope you know how much of a blessing YOU are to all of our lives. You're so pure and your videos are what i always look forward to watching (marcus too cause he's hilarious) and you're such a great role model, your relationship with jesus is beautiful. Please never stop posting videos ! and thank you Marcus for pushing Kristin to start a youtube channel 😂 Love you both so much !!!!

[@almightyamy5337]

Can you do a video on how to stay motivated to read the Bible/ do devotions. I’ve been having a hard time staying motivated and finding time to do my devotions and wanted to know what you do daily In terms of devotions/bible reading

[@audra6865]

AlmightyAmy Hi! This is just a suggestion as I've been struggling with this too. I've been going through the devotional book called Seamless by Angie Smith. It takes you through the Bible in 6 weeks and helps you understand it and apply it to your everyday life! It's fun and the Bible reading that goes along with it is really helping me grow closer to God! (Plus the book is super cute;)) I Hope this helps:)

[@jimmythetrumpet3632]

Yes I need this too!

[@amyb3181]

AlmightyAmy yess

[@grandiceflores2959]

AlmightyAmy get a kjv bible app that gives you a daily alert with a verse to read each morning

[@micacuyco]

thank you for being transparent and open with us, we love & support you, Kristin 🌷💖

[@hannahrox1414]

Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. Thank you for using your platform for something so much bigger. Love this!!

[@KristinJohnss]

Thank you - 100% always my goal

[@matildaonvideo]

Happy holidays Kristin! I hope you don't mind me saying that I'm not religious but I love watching all of your videos. Some people might choose to skip over this content but I think you explain your beliefs in such an open, honest, considered way and I really enjoy hearing you talk about things you're passionate about x

[@shangracia]

thank you so much for sharing, Kristin. so glad to know someone who's using the platform that she has beautifully by proclaming AND giving all credits to God. sending all my love to you and ur family! May God bless you even more in 2018 💖

[@m3l175]

I'm muslim and I love you! Girl, you are so kind. This video shows how honest and pure heart you have!. We love you

[@laurendanielle4654]

I’ve been going through anxiety/no sleep/depression, and this helped me! Everyone goes through something at some point- but His power is made perfect in our weakness!! 🙌🏼 I believe that good will come from it. He is good

[@my1ddream]

i love how you mentioned that God has brought you out of your comfort zone throughout your life and now The Lord has given you someone who pushes you to do that for the rest of your life. wow. how sweet is that, Gods plan is always perfect.

[@carolinechapman5104]

i am a senior in high school, experiencing some of the same stressed !! this just placed a presence of peace in my life !! thank you for sharing

[@samanthaalyson00]

I kid you not- every single time I watch one of your videos about God, it just encourages me so much. It’s incredible! Lately, my friends haven’t really been encouraging God in me and I feel like this is the video I needed. I needed to see that I’ve wandered away because when you started talking about anxiety, I just felt this small voice saying “come back”. AHHHH I’m emotional right now 😂😂 Thank you so much for this, Kristin! You have no idea how much this meant to me.. ❤️

[@basicvalentina]

This video just made my day and made me cry...I've been a Christian my whole life and I sadly got diagnosed with Derealization and Anxiety 8 months ago but by the grace of God, I am doing a lot better now. I've been wanting to post my testimony on my channel and this just encourage me to do so. I can't thank you enough for this video ❤️

[@isabelcaldwell2680]

I want more than a sweatshirt for merch from you, I think you could put out a bible study book or something. Maybe a lil journal with prompts, or a book with reminders of Jesus' sweet love for us.

[@gracebringham2824]

Isabel Caldwell that would AMAZING!!!! Kristin should think about writing a girls devotional which I would totally buy for me and all my friends! ❤️

[@riverthoughts2400]

yess

[@ninavue9272]

You are the sweetest ever! I don’t have a crazy testimony but when the Lord shows up, you know it’s Him. Praise God! ❤️

[@brooklyngoins390]

You have such a sweet soul. Your vulnerability does not go unnoticed. And is such an inspiration to not just me, but every single person who follows you on social media. You are sweet as honey, never let that spark that God has lit in your heart fade. You’re a beautiful soul. Keep on rollin’ love. 💖

[@leilagrace5548]

Ooh Kris, can you make a list of your favorite worship songs? Love you 💛

[@Samantha.Jolene]

Leila Grace I would love this too!

[@KristinJohnss]

Yes! Maybe I should make a spotify playlist?!

[@heysis5147]

Kristin Johns yes please!💗

[@sarahlowe1925]

Yes!!!!

[@leilagrace5548]

Kristin Johns Yes!! That would be perfect 👌🏽

[@samsmusichub]

You're so tenderhearted. It's awesome to hear your story so completely. :)

[@uniquelady1234]

This touched me so much, especially the part about your challenge with university. I'm in university now and I was asking God for so long for friends who are true Christians and to have conversations about God and Christianity with them and I met a good group of people at my Christian Union where I can talk about God and my walk with Him. I am so thankful that He guided me to the university I am at now, one of the top universities in the world, with amazing Christian friends, because throughout the summer, it was so stressful trying to sort out universities but I gave it all to God and He came through and sorted it all out. I love your channel Kristin, I have been here since the beginning and you continue to inspire me. I wish you all the best for the new year, and I love you xxx.

[@silja1927]

uniquelady1234 I have to apply for uni in a few months (I'm from Finland) and I have no idea what to do! I've been praying so much but tbh it feels like God is just completely silent.. How did you know which uni God wanted you to apply for?

[@uniquelady1234]

Silja do you mean in terms of what course to study?

[@uniquelady1234]

Silja and I didn't tbh, what I did was go to summer schools that universities held and some of them I liked the feel and the way they taught the course so I applied, I also did research into the universities that did my course and applied to the top ones. The challenge was on results day but God came through and I feel like throughout the last two years before uni, He was preparing me and guiding me for the uni I am at today because I would always visit it in year 12 and I had good vibes from there and not to mention it's number one in the UK for my course so it was just right for me. Keep praying and researching and try and find out what you want to do first then go from there and research universities that are good for your course. Hand the rest to God, He will honestly guide you and help you.

[@silja1927]

uniquelady1234 Thank you! I'll just keep praying I guess.

[@emilym1790]

Wow Kristin! What a Beautiful testimony! I've been watching your videos for 2 years and I'm now a senior in high school. I've been feeling lots of nervousness about moving away and living my life without my family and I feel like God purposefully put your video in my life today. Thank you Jesus and thank you Kristin!

[@hannielynch8118]

oh my goodness! i completely can relate to how your anxiety began! i went through a time in middle school where i couldn't sleep at all.. & even thinking about it now, i start getting anxious. somehow, God allowed me to recover without serious intervention, possibly so that i could relate to other people like you've done here. thank you so much for being a voice for the ones who believe in miracles! i'm so glad to have an inspiration like you.

[@AlainaNicole]

So glad you shared your story kristen!! I struggled with anxiety a lot too and God is the one who gives real peace ❤️ hope you have an amazing day beautiful 💗

[@angeltaylor8562]

Thank you so much Kristin for being open and willing to share. The Lord is so kind to give us His steadfast unconditional love even when we are doubting or not faithful to Him, its the sweetest love we'll ever know. So thankful to know you even a little bit through this channel! I met Marcus at Jones on third several months back and wished you were there too!

[@jasminewilliams3351]

God is so good!

[@Carol-yn2kq]

I’ve struggled with something very similar, and it got so bad I didn’t know what to do anymore. I finally just gave everything to God, begging him to take it away, and he did. It was a miracle. Thank you for being so brave and raw and vulnerable in a world that’s loud and noisy.

[@victorialisa_]

You are literally so sweet it makes me cry 😭

[@sxxxxxxxxxxra]

Victoria Cudworth I know right, I would love to be friends with her. Her friends and family are so lucky to have her!

[@adreaelizabeth9289]

Kristin this is incredible. I got chills this whole video... you are one of the biggest inspirations in my life. You inspire me to read my bible more, to have courage, to be joyful, and to be at rest and trust God. Thank you thank you thank you for making KZbin videos!! I love you so much and I’m so grateful that God brought you into my life. I hope I can meet you in person some day!! ❤️

[@nolagirl6056]

Thank you so much for opening up. I had a couple of bouts with insomnia these past few nights while getting over the flu and it created anxiety about sleeping. It was like the anxiety clicked on once the sun went down because I knew I wouldn’t sleep. I’m going to try casting all of my anxieties on God and letting him calm and lead me. Thank you for being such an inspiration. You’re an amazing woman of God, Kristin!

[@katelynponsportfolio]

You are THE MOST genuine person on KZbin! Love your vulnerability and thank you for being willing to share this!!! 💛💛💛

[@jrxo24]

It’s so refreshing to see such a down to earth KZbinr. We love you❤️

[@aylingarcia3643]

I don't usually watch vloggers but you are the exception. I really admire your authenticity. You're adorable and I find you so relatable. So thank you for your beautiful testimony!

[@mariac2109]

I’m so happy to see you have finally posted your testimony !! God is so good 💙

[@jackienicole3805]

Thank you so much for sharing your story ! I’m not the most religious person but you inspire me to want to get closer to God. Your aura and being are just so pure. I’ve struggled with anxiety since I was in middle school , my childhood was rough. But it turned into panic disorder when I was sixteen and dealing with this affliction is my biggest battle everyday! It seems like now I’m at a point in my life when God is testing my strength and I know it’s to make me stronger . My aunt has been battling ovarian cancer for the past year , we almost lost her and before that my mom lost her job so I feel like it’s a constant battle with so many obstacles affecting myself and my loved ones. But this video really spoke to me and I found myself crying and feeling such a mix of emotions , I think that’s God speaking to me through you so thank you so much Kristin! Keep being a ray of light and much love and blessings to you on your journey.💛✨

[@jaelynarnold4869]

literally the only thing i have to say is thank you. you help me so much in keeping my faith in God and as a teenager that isn’t easy. your story has shown me that it’s okay to have flaws and nobody’s perfect, but God will still help me whenever i ask him for it 💕

[@bonnie.yarbrough]

This was a beautiful video Kristin❤️ It's very hard to find youtubers who aren't afraid to share their love for God, Thank you for being so brave and for just being you. You are my favorite KZbinr and I pray that I can find a friend like you one day. May the Lord bless you💕💕

[@Samantha.Jolene]

What a beautiful testimony Kristin. Thank you for being vulnerable & sharing your testimony. You have me feeling emotional now. God is so real & those who know him believe you. I'm so glad Marcus pushed you into the KZbin world because your videos bring me so much happiness & I'm sure many others. I have watched EVERY single video of yours. You represent god so well & inspire me so much! I love you Kristin!💕

[@marcusjohns]

Samantha ❤️

[@Samantha.Jolene]

Marcus Johns 💛

[@GS-vx7ng]

I live with severe social anxiety. I just started reading daily scriptures called “trusting in God” and I’m trying to read the Bible day by day. I lost my Mom a year ago Thanksgiving and my life has been a struggle. Hearing about your loss and anxiety helps. Knowing you got through it and are happy and flourishing made me cry, thank you

[@calliemelvin9382]

I really enjoyed listening to your testimony. I know how you were feeling when you said you suppressed your feelings when your family members died. My dad died June 11, 2016 and my grandma died June 13, 2017, almost one year to the day from my dad's passing. It's been hard beyond belief sometimes but I know they're in Heaven and God has carried me through. Thanks for sharing your testimony!

[@norahetzel535]

gaahhh every time you teared up I teared up -- absolutely love seeing you be so vulnerable on such a large platform despite the possibility of negative feedback. i just got back from Passion Conference today and this video displays exactly what every speaker preached that this generation needed. your faith is so inspiring, and your overflowing joy is contagious -- so thankful that God put you in a position to reach so many souls through these videos!! sooo much love for you and sweet Jesus :)

[@Mariana-sw3sw]

You are the sweetest and the most tender hearted person I’ve ever seen!! I believe you because I believe and seen what God has done in my own life!! (Which is very similar to your testimony) so thank you for sharing and I hope I can have friends like you that push me further in my walk with God, bless your soul Kristin!

[@Mariana-sw3sw]

I just want to give you a big hug!!! That’s strange lol

[@Cathlynn23]

Thank you so much for sharing this. I lost my only grandparents in the last two years and tried pushing all the grief away, focusing on my university stuff and other things. You really only start grieving months later. I‘ve dealt with insomnia, anxiety etc. especially this year and moved back home. I feel a lot better now and I know that spirituality has helped a lot with gaining back hope and being excited for the future to come ❤️☺️

[@sydneybeierlangford6476]

This is happened to me as well when my only grandparents as well passed away I tried to put it aside but I couldn't

[@laurenp.184]

I’m tearing up....I always love hearing other Christians’ testimonies because it’s always soooo encouraging!! Thank you so much for sharing❤️❤️Praise God for saving you!!!

[@cierragraper]

Jesus is so real!! Love you!

[@escalvic001]

Cierra Graper amen 🙏🏼!!❤️

[@Lauren.marie4321]

Cierra Graper love you Kristen

[@baylay1062]

If anyone needs some good worship songs that are encouraging and speak truth, please listen to these: So Will I (A Billion X) -Hillsong United Reckless Love - Cory Asbury O Come to the Altar - Elevation Worship O Praise The Name - Hillsong Worship What A Beautiful Name - Hillsong Worship No Longer Slaves - Bethel Music Wake Up - All Sons And Daughters Broken Vessels - Hillsong Worship If anyone has any other songs they love, please reply and let me know!! I’m always looking for more 💗

[@KristinJohnss]

YES!!!

[@barbtalep5956]

Oceans by Hillsong United is one of my faves 🤗

[@baylay1062]

Barb Talep yesss same I forgot to put that one!!

[@baylay1062]

Kristin Johns oh my goodness I love you Kristin you just made my year ❤️

[@seriouslysharon2871]

bomb playlist 🙌🏼

[@nancyyounan6240]

Oh my god this video was so emotional and she almost Made me cry. I had goosebumps while watching. I just wanted to say that I have struggled a lot in the past 4 years and I am a Christian and I know for sure that god was with me every single time and I just want you to know that god will always be with you when you need him love you Kristin and god bless you❤️

[@foreverreading23]

I was never raised in a Christian home and the only Christian in my family. I became a Christian myself in grade 8 by going to church. Up until my grade 11 year, I lost my home to a forest fire during may 3rd, 2016. My last year going back to high school was brutal, hated it. I was so stressed from the loss and my most important year of my life for uni, I ended up not getting accepted while all my "friends" in my grad class did. I was so alone that year, I was the only one to lose their home out of many people I knew so I could never talk about it. I got to the point of hating people because I realize how much people are in a bubble and it annoyed me to see them get to move on with their life like nothing happened. Fast forward 19 months of being displaced and my second year not doing Christmas is still sad. I'm upgrading now but I've always tried to stay humble in general but my walk with god has never been easy. I just keep faith and try and move on. This video was so lovely, I like to watch people's testimony. It keeps me moving in life💕

[@beautyindie3901]

God bless you and don’t worry I didn’t get accepted either but that’s okay. God has other plans for you ❤️ and for me, too

[@claraloves3853]

I cried so much during this video because i feel like this is ME talking, i feel so relieved to know that someone went through something so similar to what ive gone and still going through and them becoming so great and a wonderful person like kristin ♥️ i’ve literally experienced the worst insomnia last year during finals week and couldn’t sleep at all the whole week except for a couple of hours and i would lay in bed for 4 hours trying to take a small nap and would get up crying my eyes out for the wasted 4 hours that i didnt study in. And anxiety is my worst and closest enemy. It happens to me every second of everyday and its so nice to know that she went through that but is a great person now

[@carlymm93]

I just came across your channel today & am one of your newest followers! Thank you for being so open and honest. I have had so many restless nights bc of my anxiety and worrying and can relate to you on so many levels. I am working on giving myself to Jesus & learning more about the Bible. I am miles away from you, yet feel so connected & found so much comfort in this video! Thank you 💕

[@averysena8246]

Hey! I'm not religious, but I have so much respect for you for sharing, and for encouraging therapy for those who need it!

[@sanzianailies143]

Hello Kristin, my english is not no good because i'm from Romania- UE, but i will try. You change my life, you made me believe in god like nothing and no one did before. I love your relationship with god, with Marcus, with your family and with your friends (and Camper and honey) because you try to put your soul in everything and i simply love this. You are so strong, Kristin! I love having you(because on youtube i feel like you are my friend, i feel you are close to my heart) and your adiveces are great. THANK YOU for sharing these amazing stories with us, i'm in highschool right now and preparing for med school and it's so hard because all of these are taking my time and i don't have a lot of friends to support me, and it's hard.. but you give me hope and that's everything i need now. I D LOVE TO SEE A LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP, acually i love all your clips. Thanks for not letting me down and i hope God will help and bless you all your life. you deserve all the good that exists, you make me cry of joy and for that I thank you again. YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON 💛 I follow you on instagram and snapchat and ofc on youtube and i will love to have another 10 apps to follow you on. Love you and Marcus, best wishes!! ❤

[@juliaharris3635]

Hey I'm from Romania too!!

[@sanzianailies143]

Julia Harris Hello! 😊

[@harleighstringer]

your english is awesome!! keep working and it'll be perfect 🤗

[@sanzianailies143]

Harleigh Stringer THANK YOU!! I will try harder

[@anniekibrick563]

This is absolutely beautiful. Your story is such a testament to the power of surrendering completely: giving him your deepest your sorrows and joys. Thank you SO much for sharing!

[@Alexis-hh8gr]

Not even thirty seconds in and I already love it 💞🎯

[@theplantainchiplover]

you should make a video on godly dating!

[@peytonsawyer6459]

The Plantain Chip Lover yes please!!

[@alyssabelotti7989]

You are honestly the most genuine person and you are my favorite social media influencer! It’s so evident that this is part of God plans for you to encourage so many people.

[@emilyanne8019]

my story. so i was born into a family of different religions. my mums side of the family is not religious but some believe in god and my dads side is Christian. but when i was nine my parents separated and i lost faith and gained depression. i moved house eight times in two years. and then i went to high school and met a girl who i thought was going to be my best friend for forever. but i was wrong. she spread heaps of rumours about me and ripped everyone away from me. so at that time i went through my next ordeal with depression but this time i was officially diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety that was to the state of not sleeping for up to three days in a row and not being able to leave the house. just to add a cheery on top, my uncle passed away from cancer in the middle of this and to this day it still hurts. as i'm writing this i'm crying. one night i got down on my knees, put my hands together and just asked why. why this was happening and why i deserved it and in my heart i heard Him say that this is a mountain i would conquer. and that this would grow me as a person and from that day i am now, forever, with god and he is with me. this was really hard for me to post and i'm sorry this was soo long. but thank you kristin.

[@mjalphonse]

Emily Pitt God is so good! Thanks for sharing!

[@moriahs3900]

I loved this so much! You inspire me so much with your strong faith and are such a role model for me as someone who relentlessly loves and follows God. Every time I watch your videos, I'm inspired and always super happy because you are such a genuinely amazing and sweet person! Thank you for taking the time to share your testimony and for putting yourself out there, it really means the world! ❤ You're so strong for sharing this and I'm sorry you went through such a tough time, but I'm glad things got better! I'm SO thankful for you and love you!!

[@bekahhisnanick7]

Kristin, thank you for being so transparent. I saw this for the first time today and it just really really touched me. God used your testimony to remind me that I need to give my anxiety to him. I want to so bad all the time, but its so hard to trust in the giving it over portion. You are such a light. Thank you. xoxo

[@jaydencheng3127]

Thank you for sharing and being honest about everything and you are one of the best you tubers thank you I really appreciate that you open up about yourself!!!

[@shelbyulam167]

You truly are inspirational. It takes a brave person to talk about the hard times not just all the good things that happen in their life. ❤️

[@kelsimorgan797]

I was just scrolling through KZbin and somehow randomly stumbled upon this video. I have been dealing with a great amount of anxiety and personal issues lately and when you told your story of your panic attack I knew God put this video into my life for a reason. I know that I need to cast all of my anxieties and fears onto him and trust him. Thank you for this video. I think it would be amazing for you to make more videos like this. You never know the amount of souls you could touch. Thank you!

[@taylorc6562]

This is so genuine and so sweet! I’m happy you shared this side of yourself ❤️ you have such a great heart and you inspire me every day.

[@sarakramer396]

I love you and your vids Kristin I'm so happy Marcus encouraged you to do youtube. You are the most refreshing and optimistic youtubers, please post more!!!!!!!!!!! I constantly go back to ur old vids and watch them!

[@noamachrak8550]

For some reason I’ve postponed watching this video, but I guess I now know why.. I have had such a rough night with myself, of endless thinking and bringing myself down. This gave me a tiny bit of hope. Always loving your videos Kristin. Thank you x

[@rebeccabrodsky7194]

Such a beautiful testimony! For me personally, it’s sometimes hard to share about my walk with Christ because I feel like it isn’t anything special..but this really encouraged me! It made me realize that my testimony is this: Jesus died on the cross for me!! Even if I’ve been a Christian for most of my life, what He did IS special and worthy of being shared ❤️ Thank you Kristin! God is really using you!

[@bonnie.yarbrough]

Becky Brodsky Amen! ❤️

[@michaela9198]

Thank you so much for sharing your story, Kristin. This really spoke to me and I think it really helped me in my own situation. The part where you discussed getting on your knees and praying to the Lord and casting all of your anxieties on God, really resonated within me. I deal with a lot of anxiety and sadness, and it's hard to obtain that peace, but I think building a deeper relationship with God by praying to Him and casting my worries onto Him, will really help eliminate the things I struggle with. Thank you so much again! By the way, I love your relationship with Marcus and I really look up to you guys in terms of my own relationship. I am currently in a long distance relationship with someone I truly love, and would love to see a long distance relationship video

[@ag-do5rf]

I start college in a week and have been feeling so nervous and wondering if I'm ready to move away from my family and friends, but this calmed me so much and reminded me how much our Heavenly Father wants us to progress. Thank you for being one of the rare KZbinrs who share videos like this and for sharing your sweet testimony!!

[@kennedi565]

kristin you are so precious!! snappie💓💓 thank you for being such an incredible role model!

[@tamlynryan]

Yes please do a video on long distance as it’s something I’m really struggling with right now. It’s my 2 year anniversary with my boyfriend today and we can’t be together. It really sucks. X

[@emmadoyal2096]

You seem like you have the sweetest most genuine soul. Don’t ever change, please. Xoxo

[@Alexis-hh8gr]

Who is cutting the onions??😩

[@milho8577]

i am honestly so thankful for this video because i followed you through your youtbue journey ever since you started and i have watched you grow and shape yourself into the most kind, sweet, adorable and honest youtuber that everyone can follow. you inspire me so much. i have always believed there was a god out there and my love continues to grow for god everyday. i currently have very bad anxiety and insomnia. ive never really had many friends and ive been bullied severely since year 4, i am now in year 9. and this video has taught me to seek help and love through people and god and given me just a tiny little bit of hope. this video has taught me to take everything one day at a time because if you can get through it, hopefully i can too. i love you so so so much and i am so proud of you and everything you do. i know this emotional video would have helped so many people including me and i honestly wish there was more people like you in this world. i love you so so so much and i always will. keep doing you because your honestly so amazing, i love you!!!! 💗 💗 💗 💗

[@gracedenny6388]

i’m so incredibly thankful for you, Kristin. thank you for being a role model for me. it is amazing to see a strong, Christian woman who is standing strong in her faith despite criticism from the world. i love you so much.

[@lenasix]

YOU ARE LITERALLY THE CUTEST PERSON EVER RIGHT... seriously, you are so so so inspiring. Thanks for this video!!

[@Shindler39]

May God Bless You Lena

[@arielalena]

Kristin, thank you so much for sharing your story and the amazing impact God has had on your life 💞💞 you have such a beautiful story and it made me a little teary-eyed! God Bless you :)

[@caseygrindstaff5662]

You are truly the only person I have ever come across that is someone I believe I and others can look up to. You are so incredibly humble and so genuine. I suffered from an eating disorder during my last year of middle school into sophomore year of high school, and God worked through me to rid that disease. But now I suffer with bad anxiety and sometimes insomnia while I'm out of school. Your story really inspires me and my heart because I understand how hard it is to suffer alone, while leaning on God with all your heart. I hope one day I can be half the woman you are. You are amazing, Kristin!

[@lindavandentillaart140]

Hey Kristin! Can you maybe do a video how you do your hair? Like with what products you wash and/or condition it and what products you use in your hair? :) Your hair always looks gorgeous! Big hug!!

[@the_hedgie_reads]

I have a very similar testimony and it's so amazing that God has done so much in your life! I was in several unhealthy relationships and it put this dark weight on my heart that seems so unearthly and awful to look back on now. I had panic attacks and I would cry at night in my room, asking God how I could be a better friend and apologizing for being wrong (little did I realize that God was leading me out of those relationships), and I remember wishing I could die (to the point of depression and suicidal thoughts). God got me out of it all and I'm healthier mentally than I've ever been. I can breathe again. Haven't had a panic attack in 10 months.

[@Berrybabe09]

this girl is seriously inspiring me to work on my relationship with God and to spend more time on my faith :)

[@ioannamyk]

I was eating dinner…alone.. and I had tears in my throat through out the whole video, it's so touching. Bless you and your whole family! You are amazing! I've been trying to find purpose… at the same time trying to seriously start my youtube channel. You and Marcus inspire me so much. Much love to you guys!

[@damarisgarza7565]

You are such a role model! The world is so lucky to have you❤️ much love from me to you

[@KristinJohnss]

xoxo!!!