My Testimony || How I Came to Jesus

[@Chryslerdealership]

I gave my life to Jesus after watching this video!

[@kirbyisaboss]

THE LORD IS GOOD

[@godsprincess9505]

Christina Dimidenko God has many blessings waiting for you. Always stay in his word

[@Chryslerdealership]

God's princess Amen, sister! Thank you so much for the encouragement! God is so good and I have already experienced His goodness through many of His blessings :)

[@Chryslerdealership]

Chilala Chifwepa Thank you so much! I am really glad to be a part of God's kingdom!! :)

[@Chryslerdealership]

Beck Quattromani Yeah, it really is. I never thought I could come back to Jesus, let alone through a KZbin VIDEO. Haha. But God works in MANY ways!

[@Zayadi.San15]

If the world hates you, know that it hated me first. -Jesus

[@frankie9899]

Gali Genesis it’s a real verse

[@shanekenoo2308]

Facts

[@Zayadi.San15]

Something it is 😇

[@Zayadi.San15]

Joey Chavez there’s a lot of amazing things hidden in the Bible ❤️

[@marksmith8732]

@@Zayadi.San15 there are alot of really nasty things in the bible to ,along with some big holes that show its all a crock

[@healingwithhope662]

I just found you Kirby, I am a new believer from Islam to Christianity just couple of months, my father was killed too, and I was hurting for so many years, I’ve been through a lot, but letting the true God that I didn’t know in gives me hope, I am only living the couple of months that I know Christ he healed from depression anxiety, in Islam I thought we had God but that was not God that Allah or what ever he’s called never comforted me, but the true living loving God we are not alone, he was always their but I didn’t know him. You are lucky to know him at a young age. We have an Heavenly Father thank you a God.

[@Beanbag777]

Hope Mohamed praying for you !!! Look into the catholic original faith . Youll find the truth there ! God bless you

[@youngqueencourage6967]

@@Beanbag777 no catholicism isnt the 'original faith'

[@akhgamers2683]

Jesus gave comfort to me your testimony is beautiful could we talk sister?

[@namasteeveryonehere9185]

HALLELUJAH !! God Bless you sister

[@healingwithhope662]

AkH Gamers sure

[@karenfish4245]

I'm 43 years old and this video blessed me so much. Thank you sister in Christ.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@ChefMackWhittier]

Thank you for making this video, God really used this to speak to me. My Dad went to be with Jesus about a year ago and I myself try to fix things and I always fail when I try to do it without relying on God. What is really awesome is that I needed to see this video tonight and I had prayed ford God to help me, and then I see this and it is exactly what I needed. God is so great!!!!

[@kob22]

If he accepted Jesus as his lord and savior he's in a better place :)

[@OfficialLive248]

please check out my channel

[@5winder]

Right ARM.

[@beckymichaud9434]

that's amazing! i also needed this and i'm so grateful that this video was made for us.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@TokunboMeghomathebeautybabe]

Finding Jesus if one the best things anyone can do. The eternal happiness you will feel is worth it. God bless,

[@krisztiankovacs5812]

"He is jealous for me, Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree, Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy." God bless You sister! (:

[@HerchiceraMills]

Krisztián Kovács hahahaha i dont know why this songs like christine D'Clario song. lol thou it looks amazing in English.

[@jaye9300]

God is love. He uses broken people for his glory. He changed my life as well. It is truly heartbreaking to know people are living without him!

[@jeffouellette9946]

No different than people still living in sin. Same type of people.

[@marksmith8732]

Thats a strange comment ,why would god use a broken person to make himself feel good .i think children dying of cancer dont need someone using them .

[@jaye9300]

Mark Smith , haven’t you heard the phrase ‘ a testimony is a hard thing to get but a blessing to have’. Most people come to Jesus after an awakening from a broken time in their life like a near death drug addiction, loss of a child, all kinds of life events make us realize we need our savior. Jesus wasn’t hanging out with people who thought they had everything together. He helped those with were desperate and cried out to him. So many people wait for a tragedy to realize its a good time to seek God. I can’t tell you the amount of people I’ve seen dying or attending a funeral or things like that when they realized then that God is there for them.

[@marksmith8732]

@@jaye9300 why have you seen so many dying ,did you work in a hospital

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@LuckyKona1]

I have grown up Christian and I have slowly been losing God. Not in the way I hate him just that I didn't really care. Then I found Kirby's KZbin channel. This video made me cry. Now I love God sooo much and I got out my bible and I read it all the time!!! I love u Kirby

[@Exodusllfreedomministry]

wow praise God man!

[@suzannehume6948]

You have close to the same story as me! Check out my testimony that I just uploaded tonight, I'm sure we could relate to each other! :)

[@rachelmorrow9042]

Bridget Koenig awww I'm so glad to hear that! You are so amazing. Jesus is amazing. Stay awesome and God bless!!

[@dayanais0127]

"Everything is possible for the one who believes." --Jesus of Nazareth

[@ElinIngridHemsen]

This setting made me think of the Prince of Egypt : "There will be a miracle when you belive." :)

[@iJosiLoren]

i feel like when we cry about these things because we can feel him in us. this was beautiful

[@brittsbooks8120]

+iJosieLoren amen!!

[@mikalanglevik4735]

Amen!!!

[@betocastro8910]

Just. Eternal. Sovereign. Unique. Savior. That's who he is amen.

[@jeffouellette9946]

And people can still lose the Holy Spirit. People still have free will.

[@betrion7]

JESUST

[@dilailamarie6549]

No you cant ephesians says we are sealed with the Holy Spirit till the day of our redemption😊

[@formckinzieandkclilboiagat1571]

jesus loves you!

[@Christine-og4ni]

@@jeffouellette9946 what does that have to do the video

[@georgeeast636]

I cried. This was so sad but yet so uplifting about you coming to God through all of those trials.

[@caitlinattia3602]

Amen yes!

[@MelisaWingfield]

This made me cry. Kirby you are such a strong and brave woman of God. Your testimony is so inspiring💗 all the love xxxx

[@MCFS7]

^^^

[@sydnee9061]

yes

[@mariannamaree4760]

I cried too I cry at everything with death in it

[@almari7412]

I cried because I went through the same thing with the depression and killing myself

[@mariannamaree4760]

+shereece skinner you are brave.

[@selizalde]

Hey Kirby, I'm showing this video to around 75 teenagers tonight who don't know Jesus. Love you and thanks for doing this....

[@allym3766]

Steve Elizalde how did it go?

[@shemiah.h]

Steve Elizalde i hope that went well❤️

[@HiddenTalent_07]

That... is awesome my dude

[@wildlight9111]

6:56 my tears got watery and I remembered a bible verse near to my heart: Where it says I will never leave you nor forsake you. 💕 Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@nanaekuasarpong551]

Been so lost in my spiritual life and wanting to grow with God but it's like I'm holding myself back. Listening to people like you really lift my spirit . God bless Kirby ❤️

[@steph.o9707]

Nana Ekua Sarpong the key is just turning to our Savior. Jeremiah 1:5 shows us that before the foundation of the world, before God had made the heavens and the earth He had already planned out your destiny. So He knows everything. I recommend starting to read the Bible because Hebrews 4:12 shows that it is living and active and John 1:1 shows that the Word is God. The Word of God is Jesus Christ so reading His Word brings us closer to Him, we search the Scriptures for Christ and even when you feel like He is not there Romans 10:12 shows us that there is no difference between Jew or Gentile for the same God is Lord of all and rich to all who call upon Him. Romans 8:27 tells us basically that God looks at our heart to see what we are thinking. So the fact that you even acknowledge your spiritual life is kinda shaky i believe is God speaking to you. Call you back to Him. So pray, don't turn it into a law but try to call upon His name. God bless. Xx

[@stephaniemoreno173]

So true

[@shantellvialva1972]

i felt like i hacked your email and wrote this.

[@jeremyyocum6236]

Nana Ekua Sarpong same ❤️❤️❤️

[@nanaekuasarpong551]

back here somehow, 4 years later, struggling with depression and following the voice of God

[@urmomnone]

Dear Kirby, because of you, because of this video, I've never realized how much I need Jesus more than ever. I've been depressed for about 3-4 years. I'm only 16. And my parents are constantly telling me to give it ALL to Him. But every time I pray, or read the Word, I feel like nothing gets through to me. I'm tired of feeling numb and dull. I believe Jesus truly does save, I just want to believe he can do it for me. I want to feel that love that everyone talks about. I want him to speak to me. Kirby I just wanted to say much love to you for showing me things about Jesus. Please just pray for me, that He'll get a hold of my heart.

[@sarahjames135]

neverendingstory hey girl!! I just want you to know that God loves you! Yes, sometimes you can feel dry, like you're not getting anything or like he is not there, but I just want to encourage you to press into Him. Press into his love...trust me, he loves you so much! You're priceless! ❤️ He's got your back!

[@kendo54]

neverendingstory hi, I also have suffered from mental health issues here's the verse I used to be restored 2 tim.1:7 for God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a strong mind. God bless you.

[@CharlesAlexanderParish]

God is good and if it's not good it's not God!

[@jordynkeogh4649]

so true!

[@mustbgeo7909]

amen!!

[@BelieveInTheLordJesus777]

God is also Terrible, Psalm 47:2. www.google.com/?ion=1&espv=2#q=Psalm+47%3A2

[@aizenosaimafidon1119]

God Bless you

[@isabeldiaz3521]

omgosh,you made me cry so much ,but then you made me happyyyyy GOD BLESS US ALL

[@xoxoVnGxoxo]

When you explain your Holy Spirit experience, I knew EXACTLY what you meant. I also had it before and I cannot really explain what it feels like. It comes so suddenly and it feels like your soul is moving. It's something you cannot prove, but I pray that everyone who is suffering from depression, social anxiety or whatever will open their hearts to experience it because they will be healed immediately. God bless 🙌

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@thomasaaron9188]

KIRDY, you just made a grown man cry. Thank you, GOD BLESS YOU,

[@jahblessangelina8707]

soo beautiful I gotta cry God is sooooo good. there is nobody like Him. I realize how bad and mean I can be sometimes because of My flesh but God is still there and helps me to do better. He comforts Me. He loves us

[@melissamelgar8440]

Jahbless Angelina AMEN GOD is So GOOD There will never be anyone like him GLORY TO GOD

[@ea-tr1jh]

@Josh Walling "Evil" is a mistranslation. Do your research.

[@philipmarket7439]

Pray for me please.

[@carlyc.8001]

Hey Kirby, Idk if you'll read this or not but I feel like God is telling me to say this. A couple months ago my church was having a testimony week and all of my friends were doing it and it looked fun, but when people asked me to do I thought that my testimony was boring or it didn't matter. Your video and your heartbreaking and joyous testimony made me realize that not only mine but everyone's testimony matters. And I sincerely thank you for that.

[@kirbyisaboss]

AMEN. You have a story to tell, it doesn't have to be crazy to show how good God is :) share that testimony with a joyful heart!

[@faithwalk7550]

Thank you for this. My Dad passed away 4 years ago. My daughter and I watch you tube videos to fall asleep. But the videos have to be about Jesus. Today, for some reason, the grief of my Dad just came on me strong earlier today. I cried through out the day. I was asking God to give me strength because I miss my Daddy. My Dad was the family member that understood me. He made me first priority. The rest of my family ignores me and my kids. It's hard to accept. But I know God is with us. God Bless You for sharing your story.

[@getexposed9072]

I am in the same situation, I cry out to God daily

[@1nemind]

I was a Muslim and now I'm Christian. My testimony is on my channel. God bless you all.

[@jacobsmith3493]

1nemind I just took a look at your channel and you got my subscription 👍 May the Lord continue to bless you and use you as a mouthpiece to proclaim His gospel. Idk if you already have one, but I'd love to see a video where you talk about your own personal testimony of accepting Jesus.

[@1nemind]

Jacob Smith thanks. I have one on my channel called "From Islam to Christianity" where I share my testimony on the show "Jesus or Muhammad". God bless.

[@alyqat4]

PRAISE GOD FOR YOU ❤️🙌🏼

[@brandomont.4496]

Awesome buddy. God bless you friend

[@stephromero6919]

😸

[@tabitha.rebeccalong]

This video appeared on my feed for no reason, but I'm glad it did. Definitely needed the reminder that God loves me and has a purpose for my life.

[@HomemakerOnAnAcre]

Aw, what an inspirational testimony!!! You have a ministry it seems! So gifted in sharing HIS LOVE. Not sure how I stumbled on your testimony today, but ugh....I was crying with you when you started talking about your Dad I didn't lose my dad, but parent's had an ugly divorce, and it hurts. There really is nothing that thrills me more than hearing of others who were lost like me and are now found!!! I can imagine how hard that was to share, but God is using it for his Glory. You are a blessing, and may YHWH continue to use your life to speak LIFE into others.

[@robertray4191]

a m e n !

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@kaylynstone4668]

I was saved when I was 10. I was so overwhelmed with joy, there is absolutely no words on this earth to describe the feeling. I wanna feel that way all of the time. ❤️

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@dutchessandkay2280]

I got saved witnessing to an atheist. It was a very humbling experience, but it's also a very long story. I want to share this but I will 'try' to keep it as short as possible -but I will probably fail LOL- First off, when I was about 14, I also wanted to die, but that was because I didn't realize how blessed I was. I thought everyone hated me, but that was a bit too far in the past, but I cried so hard I thought I could suffocate myself. God spoke to me then and He told me He loved me. I then went from tears of sadness to tears of joy and I heard the song 'The Words That I Would Say' by The Sidewalk Prophets... Many things have happened since then, but I realized I wasn't truly saved. I thought I was saved when I was much younger because I feel like God revealed things to me spiritually, but it caused me to develop pride which was not of God. But because I figured now that God revealed Himself to me, I must commit to Him and be kinda like a warrior for Him. When actually that wasn't salvation. I thought it meant 'commit to Him 100%' not that I thought works got me to Heaven, but I 'asked him into my heart'... or I thought I did (but it's not the words that get you to Heaven.) But I missed the whole point of salvation. I thought, "well if I'm good now (trying to do things for God)It must be a result that I'm saved." (It's actually kind of hard to explain) So on the internet, I'm always running into atheists. I wasn't mean to them, but I expressed my pride acting like a 'know it all.' But if they don't understand like what they think we do about the Bible, what I said was pointless and knowing that; without thinking about it I was belittling them because I am a Christian and they're not. But one day, I was talking to an atheist and this time it was different. God put me in a position where it was almost as if He put both me and the atheist on trial. And God gave me an open mind for this atheist. And God allowed me to realize how much He loves us... "I belittled the atheist... but God didn't." He loved the atheist, and just like anyone or any atheist, God seeks for him to come Home. For me to belittle him was no business of mine because only God knows his heart, and this poor atheist was hurt in the past and blamed God for it, and for once I began to hurt for an atheist. And this broke God's heart as well. But this time I deeply realized it. God showed mercy to him. I realized I was no better than what I thought an atheist was. After this I poured out a long letter about what God did for me that week. And through that God revealed to me everything He had truly done. And I hit the floor and sobbed begging God to forgive me and to come into my life because He is all that I have, because without Him I am nothing! And after that, for hours I spent writing a long comment to the atheist apologizing while sobbing heavily, and explained everything to him and how God used Him. And the atheist began to open up with me about why he is an atheist and then he said I could pray for him if I felt the need to. =) So that's when I realized that being saved is not committing to Him 100%, it's LETTING GOD 100% because He is in control! Not that God has to ask for your permission, but you have to let God be the Lord and Savior of your life because without Him you are NOTHING! Because God is ALL you have. Everything else surrounding your life are but gifts from God! Friends, family... even OXYGEN! Without God you would have none of those! Even though those things are highly valuable to me, they belong to God and they should be treated as such! But NONE of them compares to God! If all those things pass away... who are you left with? GOD!

[@thee.t5886]

Dutchess the Lioness That is so inspiring and powerful testimony. I've been going through some of your story. God bless you

[@dutchessandkay2280]

Hey, thanks for the reply. =) I'm not completely sure how to explain it, but I can pray for you that you will understand it, because the whole thing is between you and God and I don't know your relationship with Him on a personal level like you do. I can try to explain it the best I can at my personal level in the simplest way possible. I can start with, that it is a personal journey with everyone, and everyone's relationship with God is different but they should all have one basic meaning and that is based on how desperate you need Him and know from the bottom of your heart you need Him. God is your Father and He loves you with His whole heart. No one can repay Him and that is why you must simply accept His Grace and understand you can never be perfect and let Him be the Lord of your life. I think most people believe that means you 'gotta be a slave' and stuff... I believed that at one point, but when you accept His Amazing Grace and the Love He has for you, there is a huge burden that will lift off your shoulders. You will face some pretty tough trials, but you will at least have some peace that He will walk with you always and He will never leave you, You just have to trust in Him. Know that if you make a mistake, He is like the Perfect Father. He still loves you when you make a mistake, but just like a Father, He will be heart broken when you sin, but He is absolutely willing to pick you back up, dust you off, and put you back on your feet again when you ask. All it takes is complete surrender.

[@steffierika9578]

Brielle Bordelon Fear of not being saved shows that you are under spiritual attack from the enemy. I too, used to feel the same way as you do. But things changed after I joined a discipleship and this discipleship had really went to the very core of my spiritual journey, including Salvation. I understand why you feel that way. Sometimes even after we have received salvation, the enemy will make you feel "unworthy" to enter the heaven by making you reminiscing about your sins in the past. You are afraid and thinking that Jesus won't forgive you even after you have confessed and asked for His forgiveness, when He actually had forgiven you. Fear of not being saved is very dangerous as this shows that you don't believe in His power to save you. But that doesn't mean you cannot fight these evil spirits as the Spirit that lies within you is much greater than the wicked spirits in this world 😊 If you pray and still feel that way, you really should meet your leaders in your church or straight away meet your pastor and tell him about this serious matter so that he can pray for you. Sometimes it requires someone else to pray for you when you feel like you are unable to do so (James 5:16 Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.). Always declare and proclaim the Words from the bible into your life because that means you are letting God's word to reign over your life brielle😊 "Confession is the FIRST step to being healed". God bless! 💕

[@franciscoperez3904]

thank you for you story because i had many doubts in god and the internet made it worse. Some atheist was telling god is man made was which scared me because I had doubt but my mom told me on miracle that god has done for her and now am obsession on going to church and ask for help. Try to have strong faith and how many people that go to church they are very happy and how they living great lives. My doubt came from my friend who believe in god but goes to party and a lot atheist come on telling me is pointless even telling after we die there is nothing then i had my first and hopefully last panic attack. I kept on searching for answers on the internet but I know it is the wrong way because the internet is not a spiritual place and I start asking people church who told things that science can prove made me realize how they want us to feel empty but god will make us feel whole. Thank you for sharing your story because I felt alone at this subject. Now i know we are not alone.

[@thee.t5886]

Francisco Perez Glad you're here. I was going through something like that but these coincidences can't be explained by science. God answers our prayers through others. Be strong bro 😇

[@m.valdivia8048]

This goes to show you that Jesus is still in the life saving business! Some parts of the story resonate with me. I'm so grateful that God saved my life when He did.

[@kob22]

Amen

[@annabobanna7141]

I went through the whole God taking over my body too. It was at this Christian retreat and it was a kind of rough time in my life where I was surrounded by my anxiety and it just felt like I was locked inside my head and couldn't get out. But anyways I was praying to him in this church with other kids and I was like please help me Lord like I'm here please show me I'm going to be okay. And I look up at one of the church windows and this ray of light comes through and lands only on me and this, this emence joy surrounds me and this calmness that tells me I'm safe and I'm going to turn out okay just envelopes me and I just start crying. That was in eighth grade and I know the lord touched me that day and I know that that is what Heaven feels like and now every time I'm in a bad place I look toward the lord :)

[@chrissyk3783]

Im 49 yrs old and have a 30 yr old daughter. I was 19 when i had her. I had an anxiety disorder which made me avoid people and places...church was even stressfull...i took her to church with my mother a few times and i believed in god but never really lived a full christian life. I have gotten some better with the anxiety now but am saddened that my daughter has doubts...but i still have hope. My health isnt the greatest and im putting a diary book away for her in case of my passing. Im going to put this youtube video link for her to watch...thank you so much sweet young lady. God bless you

[@MaribelCorrea777]

God is so glorious and so wondeful! Your testimony is such a blessing! Keep sharing our Saviour! 💙💙

[@__feehcosta]

"in this world you'll be afflicted, but take heart, I have overcome this world!" John 16:33. 🙌💓🔥🙏 May God bless you, All Glory to Him! This was refreshing!

[@darrendavenport3334]

Fernando Costa Amen .... God Bless you ....

[@evelynpiantini9248]

😭😭😭❤️❤️ God is so good. If you don't have Jesus, you're missing out. Life does not become easy but God constantly hugs you and you will see His love around you. There are so many plans that the Lord has for your life, there's a beautiful purpose to which you were made for ❤️ trust Him, give it all to Him ❤️❤️ let yourself be loved ❤️ God bless!

[@bethomas1837]

Amen.

[@chrisievie8163]

I love this! The last part hit home for me. I know how I was without Him too and how I am with Him and don’t want anyone to have to experience life without Him. He just makes life so good even when things might not always look good. Thank you for sharing your testimony!

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@vanlalhruaiirokhum6429]

I was saved or I thought I was when I was 13 in a gospel camp. I was really proud about it and as the trials came I failed. I entered this place where I felt like a prodigal son. It's weird because I've heard that story a thousand times and I used to think "he should go back, why is he prolonging his torment?" But then I realised that it wasn't so easy to do that with all the pride I had in me. I wanted to keep showing people that I was saved, so I never asked anyone about what I should do. I didn't want to seem lost because I had already told everyone that I was saved. I longed for their relationship with God but I couldn't bring myself to ask them how I should go about it. When my alcoholic brother who I used to look down on got saved it hit me hard. I was happy for him but I was sad for myself. I was the one who my parents used as an example. I realised that God could take you from 0-100 vice versa if the need arises. But I still denied. The signs weren't enough for me. When my parents started getting into fights it hit me hard like their love was the love I've always wanted for myself, what I looked for in relationships. I started to stop calling them because I didn't want to disturb them or add to the stress they're going through, I was convinced that if I added a little more to their burden they'd divorce and that terrified me. I've started praying less since I was 16 and after that I just stopped completely because I couldn't turn away from temptations and I fell over and and over everyday. I felt like God wouldn't want me anymore or I should turn to God when I'm ready to let everything go. The devil makes you think you have time you know. All these things made me depend heavily on friends. I had good ones and I had fake ones. It was hard to differentiate because I was so desperate for their approval because deep down I knew that I didn't have God's approval. So now in college God gave me a bunch of friends and recently took them away from me. I felt lost because I didn't feel like I had my family there for me and now my friends left me. I thought I had no one. But I decided to call my mom and she told me that God takes you to rock bottom so that you realise that He is the only one you can trust. When friends or families fail you He's the one you turn to. So here I am trying to turn back to God. Normally KZbin is where I watch tutorials, DIYs etc you name it every trending topic, I'm on it. But after watching a few testimonies, sermons etc I feel at peace. I might not be there yet but I'll keep trying taking one day at a time. I realised now that all the things that tempt me won't go away, I might fall but I will always get back up again. Thank you for this video. It touched me in a way I can't explain. It makes me really want to seek God.

[@aroollie]

Vanlal RK Keep on seeking!!!!

[@laurapiedrahita1094]

Hey, something about believing in Jesus is that it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God- not by works... so we can´t do anything to be good, cause we are not good. Jesus makes us good, you don´t have you change yourself, you have to let Jesus changes you. Like ''God, i like doing this, even though i know is wrong and bad, but please, take it away and help me never doing it again'' believe me, is better, and permanent. He's not looking your sin, He's looking Christ on you. Bye :)

[@christianawilliams9101]

Sesame Oil that's a beautiful testimony. I love it so much. Hugs from your sister in Christ

[@Harpazo_to_Yeshua]

Check out Andrew Farley videos, he is good at clarifying scripture too. Keep seeking Jesus with an open and true heart. That's all that matters, really. I came to realize that He looks at each of us like a precious gem, as we're beautiful to Him... believe it or not. :) As Laura says, we're saved *only* by His grace, not by any of our works. We cannot save ourselves, so take comfort in knowing *HE* knows that. :) And yes, even Paul admitted to being tempted and sinning after being saved. The mind is still flesh and fallen, and it needs continual renewal daily. Jesus said: *"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."* - Matthew 11:28-30

[@unknowntoall]

God Bless you! Your heart & intentions are in the right place and God KNOWS that. He KNOWS if we are really sorrowful for what we have done/do & if we are trying to do better, BUT that is also the beauty of God - He doesn't expect us to be perfect so we can THEN to present ourselves to Him. NO! Absolutely not! He want's ALL of us NOW - fully & completely- EXACTLY WHERE WE ARE!!! - And HE is faithful and will continue molding us and refining us until He has finished completing the Good Work in us that He has begun! He is faithful! He is good! He is love! He is your Creator! He is your Father! He is ALIVE & He REIGNS! And HE made you - and you are FEARFULLY and WONDERFULLY made by Him!!! •PHILIPPIANS 1:6 New International Version - (NIV) Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. (And my personal favorite version is from the...) King James Bible - (KJV) Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ. And.... •PSALMS 139:13-15 For You formed my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.Marvelous are Your works, and I know this very well. My frame was not hidden from You when I was made in secret, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.… GOD BLESS YOU! ❤

[@takemedreaming]

This is so cool. You experienced the Holy Spirit! Suicidal thoughts come from the enemy - they are lies! Keep seeking Jesus, darling girl...

[@doctorfromHK]

That was a breath of fresh air. Thank you so much for making this video!

[@stellabasic4281]

samee soo good

[@ReformedWhiteKnight]

Found this extremely touching... lost my father at an very young age, parents were divorced and mother not around ... don't think I truly have gotten completely over the hurt until even this day.... even though I got welcomed in a new family soon after which probably saved me from more harm psychological harm and suffering. I have opened up to God some month ago and can get emotional now which I never did before. I could go to funerals of even young people and stay emotionally untouched. At none of the funerals in my life did I shed a tear, but something happened I have gotten very empathic since I realised the existence of God ... thank you for your testimony Kirby! Greets from Lond on God is great!

[@alexah.7605]

God is amazing your religious videos have helped me sooo much it has taught me that I can trust god because he will always be there for me and I went to a church camp and there was one time where we were all singing and praising and then I just felt this weight off of my shoulders and like I just started smiling out of nowhere and I felt so joyful and happy that I was there I have trusted god so much since then and your videos just lighten my life because it shows me that I have something to make me happy when I'm feeling down every time and it's god 🙏🏼

[@michaella-evelyn]

Magical Turds she's truly does inspire, Jesus is just working through her. I would love for u to check out my channel ❤️

[@andifaith2451]

I went through a very similar thing with my parents...they split when I was 6 and then I went in a foster home that year due to my mother's alcoholism...I was moved around a lot that year...then I moved in with this woman and I am still here but when I was 11 I got really depressed because I was bullied about being a foster kid..then when I was 12 my dad was murdered a couple nights before he was supposed to sign the papers to fight for me in court so I could go live with him,that never happened but what I wanted to say to you Kirby is that this video has changed my life by leading me to our lord❤I thiught of myself as Christian as I grew up but I never really devoted my life to him but after this video I went prayed for forgiveness and that he would save me!I am so happy and living life the way he wanted☺THANK YOU❤❤❤❤

[@evandertheconqueror1983]

Amen Sister

[@Miniman2640]

think you need therapy...

[@nimu04]

Praise God! Run to Him, spend time in His word. Let His truths fill you up much so that there's no room for the devil to torment you with lies. I am so joyful and rejoicing with you. Hugs and kisses.

[@markfrost7986]

GOD bless you mandi

[@chantemichelle888]

Praise the Lord 🙌 The Jesus in you shows, it's a beautiful beautiful thing yo have a relationship with God. God bless you ♡

[@chantemichelle888]

to *

[@sriley946]

Kirby, I felt all the emotions that you were going through watching this because I can relate to so much of this! You’re a beam of light 😭😭😭💕

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@deborahadeyemi3784]

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!!!!!!

[@czennie6]

Deborah Adeyemi And all the time God is good 💖

[@rsar61]

This is my survival testimony I suffered a massive stroke 3years ago my stroke las ted for 5hours before I was able to receive medical treatment, the almighty gave this wretch grace and spared this sinners life, I will have a radical healing testimony to share soon, for , I have claimed the promise of a 1,000 foldblessing according to deuteronmy 1:11 His promise cannot fall to ground, I look forward to sharing my healing testimony I’m only waiting for my decree to be established according to job ‪22:28‬ I declare and decree my wait is over I’m next in line for a miracle, blessed be the name of Jesus , his mighty name will be glorified through my healing testimony , may my testimony bring faith to others that are facing I’m tankful for this trial thank Your u father for allowing it to happen, I decree , I decree Isaiah 53:5 , &isiah 43:1, and isaiah61 it’s I declare that this is my harvest search son please stand in agreement I declare that a kairos month is in my horizon amen and amen I was born 5 weeks premature the doctors didn’t think I was going to make it so the chaplain asked my parents if he could baptize me,from what I can gather 5 represents GODS grace and favor; hosanna!! Man says that I have permanent brain damage I declare in the mighty name of Jesus that my brain is completely restored by the 39 stripes of kingJesus hosanna! there is a supernatural breakthrough on my pathway it’s at my doorstep i receive complete Devine restoration through the atoning blood of Jesus Christ please come into agreement my brothers and sisters I decree and declare in Christ Jesus complete supernatural complete Devine cell regeneration from head to toe I was 39 when I suffered my stroke glory to GOD please come into agreement my brothers and sisters GOD bless all Matthew 18:19 King James Version (KJV) 19 Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. I decree and declare a sudden supernatural breakthrough in the mighty name of Jesus thank you for standing in agreement GOD bless thank you for standing in agreement GOD bless all I decree and declare my dry season is over, I decree and declare that all Of GODs Promises and prophetic words spoken over me will come to pass, thank you for coming into agreement I decree and declare that every promise that GOD has spoken over me and that every prophetic word he has spoken over me will come to pass thank you for standing in agreement GOD bless all of you you My sprit man perceives he is doing a new thing!! Thank you Lord!! ! Isaiah 43:19 19 See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland Ezekiel 12:28 Amplified Bible (AMP) 28 Therefore say to them, ‘Thus says the Lord God, “None of My words will be delayed any longer. Whatever word I speak will be fulfilled completely,”’” says the Lord God. Jeremiah 40:4 King James Version (KJV) 4 And now, behold, I loose thee this day from the chains which were upon thine hand. If it seem good unto thee to come with me into Babylon, come; and I will look well unto thee: but if it seem ill unto thee to come with me into Babylon, forbear: behold, all the land is before thee: whither it seemeth good and convenient for thee to go, thither go.

[@bornagain67]

Deborah Adeyemi amen all the time😊He is a good good good father😘

[@kourtnirichardson714]

And all the time, God is good!

[@tstjohn777]

All the time God is good.

[@rethamaieane585]

all week...even this morning I cried because even today its almost hard to believe that Im alive. At the peek of my depression when I thought of killing myself,,,God would say, not now...later He would say...not today...and He would say that everyday until I finally realised that I wanted to live. God has been telling me this whole week to share my testimony but it is so hard...the truth is....its almost surreal. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I love you for that. I pray that God continue to shower you with love and bless you continuously.

[@starrynight8007]

Hi Retha! See, you are stronger than you think, that is because you are Part of God. Do not harm yourself dear.

[@rethamaieane585]

Thank you :-).

[@AC-87]

Retha Maieane, share your testimony!! Share it because others need it! Lord, give Retha the strength and courage to share what You have in her life and may it draw others to You! May they be encouraged to surrender and open up their hearts to receive You...to know how precious and adored they are to You. Bless Retha each and every day -- in Jesus' name. Amen.

[@rethamaieane585]

Abby Carl you really are precious....thank you so much for the prayer of strength and encouragement...... I pray that God increases your rewards in Heaven. Thank you for the blessing Abby! Lots and lots of love.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@KatieBadger1]

God gave you these trials because He knew you were strong enough to go through them. I can feel your strength and faith through your testimony. You are SUCH an inspiration! God bless you!

[@evangelizarEC]

+Katie Badger That is an interesting comment, if we don't ever see Jesus 'giving trials to somebody', why do we attribute that to God? Well, maybe Jesus didn't really show us the Father... or perhaps WE need to change our understanding of God BASED on Jesus! You are amazing in His sight!

[@rickmeunier9291]

God gives or allows trials because he knows that we are NOT strong enough on our own to go through them well and to look to HIS life in us. Jesus HIMSELF, whose life is in all of his followers, IS strong enough to handle any and all trials. Praise God for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit in us!!

[@evangelizarEC]

I would ask the same as before: if we don't ever see Jesus 'giving trials to somebody', why do we attribute that to God? Or maybe Jesus didn't REALLY show us the Father?... or more likely WE need to change our understanding of God BASED on Jesus! Keep shinning your light!

[@rickmeunier9291]

Read Hebrews 12. Trials are God's way of loving his children.

[@evangelizarEC]

Again, when do we see that through the Living Word: the life of Jesus? What I'm simply pointing out is that we are attributing to God something that Jesus did not show us through His life. escapetoreality.org/2013/06/11/hebrews-12v6-does-god-scourge/

[@urgatorb8]

Oh my, I am so sorry about your dad. I’m listening to this at work and I’m starting to bawl and I’ll have to finish hearing your testimony later at home. God bless you.

[@sarahlyons2693]

There is no way to explain the day u become a Christian ❤️It's unexplainable and beautiful.

[@narasimhajarpula7011]

Really osm😘😍

[@trevannarolle8421]

i cried watching this because I feel the same way you felt..i felt like I had no one in my life (I have all both of my parents and a younger sister whom I am grateful for).mt friends had turned on me and I felt alone..even at church the place where I thought most people would accept me I felt all alone. but watching this made me realize that I am not alone and that God lovess me more than anyone in this world could ever. I would rather only have God than a bunch of unclean fake friends. thanks for sharing your testimony

[@reggieburgos8438]

Amen

[@christianawilliams9101]

TreForever you have so many siblings in Jesus who love you. I'm one!

[@BaptistJoshua]

Yep! "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;" Romans 3:23 "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." Romans 5:8 "For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." Romans 6:23 "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Ephesians 2:8-9 “Now we know that what things soever the law saith, it saith to them who are under the law: that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin.” Romans 3:19-20 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." Romans 10:9-10

[@Morganbking111]

So raw! So passionate! There's no denying Jesus is alive and well when you hear testimonies like yours. God bless you beautiful girl!

[@philipmarket7439]

Yr beautiful.

[@Generation2434]

What a beautiful story Kirby!!! I spent many years helping kids who lost their fathers and it broke my heart over and over again. To see your story brings me so much joy and I pray and I hope all those children I knew can come to the same realization that God is a GOOD FATHER and He loves them SO MUCH! Thank you for your willingness to be vulnerable and clearly the Lord has used it to bring in a harvest! I too grew up going to Sky Ranch camp in Van and I’ve got so many great memories (flying in the air off the blob on the lake lol). Anyways, thank you again... it brings hope to my heart for all those children I used to work with who went through such terrible heartbreak. Our God is truly a way maker and a miracle worker!

[@gidgethrobowski3860]

Kirby, I am a Christian, too, but I needed some encouragement, and your testimony really helped me. Thank you.

[@ShannonKhaos]

So proud of you for sharing this and overcoming everything you've been through, girl. God bless :)

[@KarenGonzalez49]

I don't think I've ever cried so much from a video. This was so moving and I just, I'm honestly speechless.

[@propheticprayerfornations]

I'm a 37 year old woman and you had me in tears thank you Jesus and thank you for being so bold to share, you are helping people across the globe to be encouraged and know He is faithful

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@miggy5786]

& to think I was gonna scroll past this in my subscriptions... this doesn't relate to your story but I feel like I needed this as a Christian teenager who is so influence by so much bad that's out and Have moments of "joy" doing things I shouldn't I have forgotten that praising The Lord brings me so much REAL joy and fills my heart with positivity and happiness and I just forget that he's always with me no matter how sinful I can be. I feel like I needed this to get back on track with him 😭💕 love you Kirby

[@lisasamaddar8315]

yes..mee too sis..that suitation..we can't describe. .how we felt when jesus touches us..

[@PaulianaJamie]

GOD is a Father to the Fatherless... so to anyone who's reading this... GOD loves you, He gotchu!

[@nancylopez215]

Pauliana Jamie o

[@jenaejaddea9666]

Pauliana Jamie amen

[@nataliegrace6207]

Amen! This comment made my day 😊

[@MADsCASTING]

Pauliana Jamie so true I nearly cried reading this comment

[@elizabethiveson1784]

God is so good and He will never forsake us

[@hero2you]

Best Preaching I have heard in a long while. God bless you sister.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@Duckyblonde]

I found you on YouNow and looked up your channel! Your testimony is amazing... :) thanks for not being afraid to share who God is to you and what He's doing in you. I can relate to the suicidal thoughts and depression. God brought me out of that and a 10 year battle with an eating disorder and self harm... There's nothing like realizing how much God loves us and wants a relationship with us! 😊 keep rockin' it 💕

[@makennatison2185]

People use to bully me bc I loved Jesus. And I removed them from my life and then I went to church camp and made new friends that were going through what I was going through and now I have really good friends that don't let me down. 😁😁🙂😇

[@Invishalsveiw]

Aww Same story here 😍❤ Blessings

[@mariagalleriaxi8632]

@@lukasp5892 I didn't know that "bullying" classified as other opinions. Tolerance of other people's lifestyles is perfectly okay, but if your friends ridiculed you, then you wouldn't consider them friends anymore.

[@marialala1117]

Thank you Kirby, just thank you. When I found your channel I got so happy to find a youtuber that genuinely love Jesus as much as I do, you inspire me every day and I have gone through TONS of depression and anxiety too... you inspire me to stand up for my faith and to show the love of God in a world full of hate... so from all of us, thank you❤️

[@kronossonork6994]

I was expecting something 'kiddish and shallow' but you're very impressive young lady with heart and depth. Thank you. God bless you.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

trust me that our God isn't Jesus and Jesus isn't our God and no his son. He is a messenger from Allah and our Muslims love Jesus but our God is Allah and He is the Greatest there's no God but Allah and you can learn and read about Islam religion 😊🌷

[@lanachang8796]

this is the first video on your channel i watched and i honestly cried so much while watching this haha but thank you so much for sharing, this helped me a lot:) god is good!!!

[@thornesrose9936]

Lana Chang ARMY

[@MichalFaith]

If I could like this a million times, I would. Thank you so much for sharing your story!! ❤❤❤

[@hopefilledfarm6736]

How brave of you to share your story so publicly for Jesus! Incredible video 💕

[@TheMerFree]

Thank you for sharing your testimony, Kirby. I cried!! I plan to share this video with my teenage daughters who have come to Christ just this past year. God bless you!

[@sarahdabbs4392]

I'm a Christian and it's so nice to see a fellow Christian you tuber, this made me cry😭😌❤️

[@saraapostoaei2391]

This is amazing. You are such a light and His joy is so evident in your life! 💕💕 God bless you

[@chanella_cas]

omg Kirby this was so touching. You're anointed girl! May God bless you

[@naomiboswell9051]

This testimony has really touched me tonight!! I've heard exactly what I need to hear and what you've said has been the same things God has said to me. Recently, I lost my granny due to cancer. She was a prayer warrior and we were praying for a miracle, but it didn't happen how I wanted it to happen. Lately I've been questioning God and heaven because she was such a good woman and I really hope there is a heaven out there because I know she would be there. Satan keeps on attacking me really hard with doubt and unbelief and he uses the scriptures to confuse me about life and he makes me question my entire existence sometimes. Tonight I prayed with my mom and we got filled with the Holy Spirit and it felt like God was right there next to me, and it felt like heaven was on earth.

[@AndrieaDenise]

Your testimony brought tears to my eyes...I love this! Thanks so much for sharing!

[@misscarolinax3able]

Thank you so much for this video Kirby. It really touched my heart. You have so much courage for opening up and sharing your story like this. I'm truly sorry for your father's passing. No one should have to experience such pain, especially so young. But I really believe he would be so proud of the amazing, beautiful, kind person you are today. I'm very happy I found your videos. You bring so much light and love and joy to people with your words and your presence. Don't ever forget how valuable you are. Love you! 💗

[@abigailmellor9973]

This was my favorite video that you have ever posted. It was so eye opening to hear your testimony, and it really encourages me. I can never thank you enough for being the light that you are.

[@Mikeca300]

That's a great testimony Kirby. I am 44 and have been a Christian for 25 years now. God Bless you! Keep your faith, it is worth more than gold.

[@calogerovalencia2639]

It was thinking to commit suicide tomorrow. It was God sending me this video. I'm only 11 and my parents are getting a divorce. Thank you Kirby for the video. You spared a life.

[@kirbyisaboss]

+Calogero Valencia God loves you and He has a plan for you, you have such a purpose in this life. You can get through this, I believe in you and He believes in you :)

[@serenitygonzalez4926]

If you ever need help my number is 5129861947 and my kik is its.seren

[@littleflor2975]

How are you? x

[@givingforchrist3343]

As a young man im inlove with your testimony! Jesus i give you my Life! Please share more about Jesus im new to your channel. I love you so much Kirby. Im 21 from Canada!

[@sandy4230]

Kirby is a boss.....cause Jesus is her boss!:) Really loved your testimony!

[@1thess523]

so you're video just popped up on my feed and it hit home because I lost my father when I was 21 years old I'm 44 now and I have three children 26 22 + 19 and none of them knew their grandfather which they all wish they could have but because of choices that my dad made it cost him his life. I was not a Christian at the time although I was raised in a Christian home I later became a Christian 3 years later and I looked back and saw how merciful that was to my father during his time he was sick with cancer and I praise God for it. I know he lives videos from 2016 so I checked to see if you were still walking with the Lord and praise God you still are God bless you Happy Resurrection Day

[@isaactheworshipwarrior6687]

Wow, such a powerful story, and you've become such a strong, and courageous woman of God, Kirby. Love you and God bless you. 😊

[@LifeOfKirstie]

Watching this in 2017..... Kirby, you're awesome!!! God is SO GOOD!

[@biffmalibu2819]

So the fact he murdered millions of people in a giant flood, breaking one of his own commandments, is good? The fact he tells you to kill gay people is good? The fact he condones slavery is good? The fact he is jealous of other gods (implying there ARE other gods) is good? The god of the bible is one of the most heinous mass murderers in all mythology.

[@michaella-evelyn]

when u count explain the feeling, I can completely understand you. Its INDESCRIBABLE!! THIS TESTIMONY IS BEAUTIFUL. Keep seeking God because he's the one that fulfils you. He will always be with you xx

[@anissacarron6211]

I am watching this right now...on a casual day after school...three years after the video was made :). And this is what I needed right now. Really, I am so thankful for your testimony!! This world needs humans like you! You are a light!!! I was so down when I came home from school today and I feel like it's hard to believe in Jesus when noone at my school really does...but after watching your video I knew that it's so cool and so true to believe in Jesus and in the power of the Holy Spirit! I knew that he can change hearts and that he does it every day! I knew that he can heal and that he hears our prayers! I knew that God is love and that I want to feel his love more and more everyday and that I really want to trust him from the bottem of my heart. I want to live with Jesus, every single day of my life! Thank you for making this amazing video!!! Thank you Jesus!

[@dropDeadLoveli]

Kirby you are the best type of you-tuber there is. THANK YOU for being so fearless in your faith. I love that you use this platform to share the truth of our Father. You are doing exactly what he wants us to, witnessing and being a light for others. Man you are awesome! This video made me so so so happy. Just to see people out there being a light. Everything you have said is lovely. Everything in you is so lovely! You have inspired me!

[@godwithme4380]

What an amazing testimony ! The best way to make people meet God is to testify. There is a truly power in the testimony. God will reward your courage. May God bless you Kirby.

[@nimu04]

So true! Revelations 12:11

[@imrcmypnflr6694]

It's very heart melting 💖 Jesus is alive ! Thank u for inspiring me again ! Spread more of him! Amen and Godbless!👆🏻

[@ElinIngridHemsen]

thank you so much for cheering. It is inspiring, lovely and hard and sad story. With Sadnes, to hate, to depression and to Love of our God. I was so crying inside of me when I heard this story. And I am so thankful to Jesus that he waited for you. God bless this young sister.

[@YOUniqueChannel]

This has seriously helped me so so much! Thank you! Im a Christian but ive been well quite depressed recently and feeling lost and far from God but im gonna try connect back with Him :) youve inspired me so much, i hope to one day be an inspiration to others as well:')

[@candyluna2929]

the further you feel from GOD the more you keep on praying.

[@YOUniqueChannel]

that's true:)

[@gospeljoy5713]

Just remember the prodigal son. The father is just like God.

[@maya-nu8vn]

I got chills from this video. I never knew just how inspirational your story is and how genuine and real you are. this is why you are my favorite you tuber. Stay strong, you have survived everything life has thrown at you and God is always by your side💞

[@clarawilley5639]

Praise Jesus Forever!! God is so good!!

[@starflower2583]

I have a prayer request my adopted mom's husband is an atheist, his name is Pat, and he was in the hospital not long ago, and he has a rare type of pneumonia. He's gonna be okay but he's on oxygen right now. And theyre son Ben is an alcholic. And her daughter in law's nephew Joel has been in and out of the hospital with lymphoma. He's only 12 and is a sweet kid. Thank you for praying for these important people in my life. ✝️💜 Thanks for the like, Pat has recently gotten saved, and Joel is cancer free praise God!.❤️✝️❤️🙌 But Pat still needs prayers ❤️

[@momentsformoms9467]

Prayers said

[@kristinclarkenz]

Amen sister. Im so sorry to hear about your father. Thanks so much for sharing your testimony with us. God is so amazing. God bless you girl and your family. :)

[@randommandy333]

Your story is so beautiful and encouraging. I'm sorry you went through so much. I know your story will help so many people. Thank you for sharing, so glad you're using this platform to share your love for Christ. Praying you continue to stay strong in your faith. 💕

[@aprilhooper9719]

I literally cried while watching this video but I am so glad to hear that someone loves God so much. Kirby you are a great role model and thank you for sharing your story and how God worked in your life. Now you can work in the lives of others through videos like this!!! I LOVE YOU

[@AngryDoveBird]

Great testimony Kirby. I definitely understand how you feel. As a young teen as like you, I felt so much pain and hurt and I didn't know how to cope with it. A lot of my own siblings disown me. I've tried so hard to rekindle that relationship but nothing has come to it. I've learned to trust God and trust his word and love. Keep being awesome and trusting God for everything.

[@haydenpinch]

As soon as I saw how passionate you were about god and telling your story I subscribed and gave this video a thumbs up 👍❤️

[@averygarvin8089]

I was crying the entire video, and I relate in some ways. God is so good❤️

[@winonasherchan]

avery garvin exactly. same here :) Lord be with you.❤

[@nangosiyephu339]

I cried too.I had to mute the volume to get myself together.thinking about Jesus brings tears of joy to my soul.I love God

[@711MAM]

I love this! He is a good father.

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I’m a Christian but sometimes I feel a bit lost. Sometimes I forget what he does. Listening to you explain how you were filled with the Holy Spirit reminded me of when I accepted Jesus as my saviour. I remember the warmth and happiness and joy for life that filled me. Thank you x