Bless you. You have nothing to be sad about, you only need one of you, and to be the very best version of that person that you can. When you love yourself, others can love you too. I am so glad you are happy with the hair, it suits you. Anything that is really worth doing is always hard, but you are made of strong stuff. I would love to see more personal videos like this, if and when you feel able, you might also find it cathartic. Smile and be proud of how far you have come, there may be a way to go yet, but you will do it. We love you x
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Thank you dear Bry you’ve always been a wise influence in my life, i feel more at peace with myself and in social situations, people that try and blow other peoples candles out do not favour for themselves x the changes are slow and long and I have to remind myself how far I’ve come along the road. Big love ❤️ Bry
@TheRamblingsofBry3 жыл бұрын
@@XhristinaMacey Bless you, and thankyou. If the changes were fast, you would not want them. It is a long journey ahead, but it can be an enjoyable journey, making the destination even more special. x
@streetrambler1343 жыл бұрын
Big hugs hun, loving the hair. There is a lot more support out there now. Very brave making this video and I will always support you and the channel. If are either back in Brum, would recommend the Sol Cafe, lots of support groups meet there. x
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Hiya SR x that’s so kind of you x I love the Scottish countryside but it’s very out there way x love ya 💋🏳️🌈❤️
@ailsatg3 жыл бұрын
Good for you! Keep it up with your cool vids, music and your personal growth, you're doing great.
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Thank you Alisa x lovely to hear from you you give me strength to be happy x thank you
@raym48243 жыл бұрын
Life's journey is not always simple and you only get one shot of this life, From watching your videos over last few weeks I have got knowledge and joy from them.. Don't stop doing what you love,r never stop loving yourself and never have self doubt your journey is a brave one with all the emotions that come with it along the way no doubt you will gain and lose friends and family. Though the world isn't perfect I'm glad you can be who you are and every day there are less haters than the day before, don't let small minds take away from innocent fun. Thank you for sharing part of your journey x
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Hi Ray I’m glad you’re enjoying the channel x thank you for your kind support xxx
@nana23boyz33 жыл бұрын
Love, hugs and blessings. So sorry to learn of the struggles you have had. So happy that you have begun the treatment that you have obviously wished for. The heart and soul are what makes us "US"...yours are pure and true. Please know we all support you on your journey. Stay Safe and Be Well xXx
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
It’s been a bumpy road especially for Fiona we nearly parted for good at Christmas but we have a good friendship she changed my life bringing me to Scotland 🏴 I may well have shortened my life with the medication but I’m happy, I have good and bad days but the good days outweigh the bad x love you x
@jennifermillardX3 жыл бұрын
Your hair looks fantastic the colour is just right. You are an Amazing individual and have come so far on this journey you should be so proud of yourself. Your skin is also so fresh and looks lovely so that removal you are having is working well. The fact that your emotions are all over the place right now proves that the treatment IS working X Don't think about what others are worrying about your change they are just afraid of what they don't understand or what they are Ignorant about X Keep going. It will all be worth it, not far now X Take Care X
@margaretmacey34733 жыл бұрын
Take no notice of hateful trolls! They are illiterate!
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Thank you mom that’s really nice of you to say, your support means so much to me ❤️
@itsallfabrication2 жыл бұрын
Always do what makes you happy, and never be deterred by the actions of those who are unwilling to understand you. All the best with your transition, and keep up the good work with videos.
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Aww those words are lovely just what I needed to hear waking up today x you’re fabulous xX thank you 🦋💋💋❤️
@suzannahwalkingshaw30102 жыл бұрын
You mentioned in your video that things came to ahead a couple of years ago and you just wanted to be happy ….. I hope now you are truly happy and your soul is at peace with who you are , your brave and inspirational to others and adults / young adults struggling with similar things, I wish you the best , love from Scotland 🏴
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Hi finding and losing the kove of my life Fiona is hard x but thank you for your kind words x Christina is definitely a happier nicer person
@debwalls94053 жыл бұрын
Hey Christina, Lookin beautiful :) Sorry to see you so upset, Watched yr vids for a long time now and its been lovely to see you changing to what you want to be. There is not always (for anyone) going to be roses and rainbows is there hun. You are holding yourself together, be proud of yourself and accept that these things take time. Get out and do things on that journey, one day look back and see your achievment. Loads of love and BIG hugs to you. xxxxxxx
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Hi deb x you make me feel so proud, thank your heart ❤️ for reaching out to me, the good days are starting to outnumber the bad I still have my beautiful pups, Fiona is still a good friend and I live in a beautiful part of the world, I just have to stop and remind myself sometimes, find happiness from within x bless you and yours debs xXx
@laurenmillward24513 жыл бұрын
Dear sweet Christina, as so many others have said you only get one chance in this crazy life, you can choose to live a lie and be miserable forever or you can be true to yourself and be happy and the best you you can be. You followed your heart and soul and are showing us your beauty and strength. It’s ok to not be ok, we’re here for you when you need us, we have your back. Thank you for opening up to us and sharing your journey. You and Fiona met for a reason, maybe not the reason you first thought when you met but your soul’s bonded and you are both stronger and more powerful because of it. Take care and be kind to yourself, sending hugs and positive energy to you and Fiona 💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Such a beautifully worded comment x I’d rather be true to myself than live miserable and depressed x thank you so much Fiona and I will always be great mates she’s the best think that’s ever happened to me x thank you dear Lauren xX
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
@E please explain in more detail I’m confused 🫤
@orphanannie45212 жыл бұрын
Safe travels Christina. Thanks for taking us on your journey. See you on the other side beautiful friend :)
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Ann x you’re awesome
@eccremocarpusscaber51593 жыл бұрын
I don’t know if you’ve ever watched Contrapoints, but she altered her voice dramatically. Quite amazingly, actually. You can do it, Christina!
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
It takes huge dedication transvoicelessons on KZbin is ace but it’s so hard x need to fix a few things first would love some surgery’s etc x
@gar3th272 жыл бұрын
As I'm sure you know, as long as this process is going to make you the happiest version of you, other people can just away and boil their heads. Your happiness is all that's important to your life. If others are not able to accept you for who you are, they don't matter.
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Totally agree x everyone judges everyone else so might as well be happy and be the best version of yourself x I sometimes think to myself just how lucky 🍀 I am
@paulwalton12223 жыл бұрын
I want you to be happy too. In life there will always be ignorant haters but letting them get to you lets them win. You be you, we love you for you.
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Awww thank you Paul that’s a lovely thing to say x
@paulinejones35233 жыл бұрын
Hi, Don't be sad, you're on a journey and at the end it will be all worth it. Keep your chin up,! You will reach your goal Sending heartfelt thoughts and a big hug. Take care. Px
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Hi Pauline x it’s a mountain I’ll never reach the top of but I hope I’ll get a good few views on the way trying xX thank you
@paulinejones35233 жыл бұрын
@@XhristinaMacey Hi, Have faith in yourself x I remember many years ago, I had a schoolfriend Roger, he went through the same as you're going through. Reaching the top of that mountain was Kim. A beautiful lady. Stay strong, you have support. You have given many hours of hours of pleasure watching your videos. Now it's time to support you. Px
@misha21973 жыл бұрын
Hey beautiful, it breaks my heart to see you so sad. Bless your heart, it's going to be alright and we are all here for you. :)
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Misha x I have good and bad days but on the whole I’m a much happier and nicer person x
@skylined55342 жыл бұрын
I wish I had the bottle to be like you, Christina! I am a frustrated 'TS' who's still stuck with being male and it's horrendous. I'm so glad there are girls like you who made it and have become the gorgeous girl you should have been all along! If there's ever a chance to chat I'd love that! Take care Lou x
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
I still get called sir the charity shop in town marks the receipts 🧾 as gents clothes even though I buy dresses and skirts but on occasion someone will gender me correctly and it makes my day x I think it’s about being constant and consistent looking forward to the warmer days I was freezing in Edinburgh the other month in my mini skirt and holdups worn thermal tights since x absolutely lovely to have you support and follow the channel Skyline 🦋it’s not about how you look but how you feel x thank you for your beautiful comment x ❤️ much love
@skylined55342 жыл бұрын
@Christina Macey Thank-you for such a lovely, considered reply! Honestly it would make my day to gender you correctly! Very deserved and justified! I absolutely appreciate short skirts and hold ups are cruel in the winter, past experiences especially here in not so sunny Stoke-on-Trent! Thank you for such encouraging words, honest i don't feel I'll ever get to truly get to be me but seeing girls make it like you does my heart good! Subbed and looking forward to catching up on your channel and looking forward to new stuff as it comes 😊 Lou x
@skylined55342 жыл бұрын
@Christina Macey Wow thankyou! I would love that! I will mention I'm still with a female partner (part of my spineless can't get myself in motion to become me) and while some people might not think that's a big deal I do appreciate some people take a dim view of that sort of thing as in I'm not being fair to her and honestly I know I'm not but I'm so struggling and having a like minded (in some ways, I'm no where near as strong as you) person so talk to and get to know would be lovely. Lou x
@skylined55342 жыл бұрын
@Christina Macey Thank-you again, Christina! I've added you on WhatsApp 😊 Lou x
@ESCAPINGTHEMATRIXFORGOOD3 жыл бұрын
Hello, there are two types of people in this world good and evil, obviously you come under the good, very good !!! and that all that matters, Fuck all the silly labels and what the not so good people think !!! just by the comments on here you can clearly see how many good people love and care about you, your a big part of this soul group on here ! keep being yourself. keep safe and well. chin up and give us a lovely big smile next time ! and of course make them great films.
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Hi guys xxx I know I felt a little tired that day love my new hair, I’ll make a video visiting the skin clinic where I go for permanent hair removal on my face which hurts a lot at the time. Yes you’re right we all feel better labelling people but that’s the truth of the matter good people and bad people, I used to project a lot of sadness into the world but I’ve changed that now, thank you so much for your kind words I’m so blessed to have your support xX much love and happiness XX
@fluffyspit2 жыл бұрын
We are driving over to grey mares tail waterfall for a day out it was you macey and your lovely that has made me want to visit there for ages...and i suddenly remembered i havent seen any videos from you for yonks...so its been five months!!!!!! And ive missed tons and your transition so had to do this super brief post pre watching any...cos im im in the car but had to say i am SO HAPPY for you.xxxxxxxx
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Awww thank you Carole x it’s a rocky road but I’m a better person x enjoy the waterfall the top path is very exhilarating x
@fluffyspit2 жыл бұрын
@@XhristinaMacey just home now. I only managed the bottom path…I was clinging to the hillside haha. Maybe next time I will attempt the top path but for today I’m right chuffed I managed that one…it was scary and wonderful all at the same time. I am so looking forward to catching up with your adventures both personal and travelling …five months of videos to binge on! Yay! I’ll comment more once I’ve watched more. Really proud of you and pleased you have managed to be who you are darling…very brave.x
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
@@fluffyspit yeah the bottom path is ace the path just stops but if you crazy enough you can follow it right under the waterfall x I’m glad you enjoyed your day x thank you for the kind words
@WyeExplorer2 жыл бұрын
Wow, Christina hats off to you. It's a tough transition and world to negotiate. Keep going and you'll find that place of competition. Another friend on youtube is going through exactly the same thing. Her name is Alice and is the Northernwayfarer. You might have some things to talk about. I won't put the link here because google cuts the comment out. Just tap in Northernwayfarer and follow her journey -an outdoors enthusiast to. Peace and love. Mark
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Bless you Mark x it’s always lovely to hear from you ❤️
@malkauczok662 жыл бұрын
VERY proud of you, it must be so difficult. stay strong
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Mal x
@jamesmcbride63042 жыл бұрын
Hang in there Christina you will get through it be strong it will work out, your happiness is the main thing, look forward to more videos
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely feeling good about who I am finally x 🦋💙
@DaveJenvey3 жыл бұрын
Hey Christina, just be happy with who you are. Kellie Maloney did it so you can too, and she came from the hard man world of boxing. These things are a lot more accepted nowadays, but you are always gonna have haters whatever you do.
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Dave x so nice to hear from you x I instantly have fond memories of that crazy day we spent together all those years ago x so lovely to here from you, a KZbin ⭐️ Thank you for your lovely words Dave bless ya x
@thepharcyde52392 жыл бұрын
One love many genders . I'm a proud father of an openly gay Daughter. God Bless Christine.❣❤
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
🏳️⚧️that’s so nice of you to say x bless ya xXX 😘
@rain7bow4372 жыл бұрын
Your hair is lush! Lookin fantastic 👌
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Awww 🥰 thank you 💕
@groovedodger3 жыл бұрын
All the best m8. You've got some balls to do this in more ways than one lol. looking good though. Respect.
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Hiya Groove x so nice to hear from you x thank you for being sweet x
@blueneeson98883 жыл бұрын
Christina Hate To See You This Way So Sad You Are A Very Good Person But Please STOP An Look At Yourself You Are Young Man who Is Full With Ambition You Have Great Friends Such as Fiona She Is a wonderful person You Are a Brilliant Musician You Love The Outdoors You Are Great At Filming Do What Ever You Think Is Wright For You If You Have To Go Through A Bit Of Pain On The Way So What You Will One Day Be On Top Of The World Please Be Happy a Stay Safe.
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Thank you blue I hope one day to be worthy of being gendered a she x you’ve always been so kind to me, bless you Blue 💙
Yes I feel a lot better about myself x it’s been a hard journey xxx
@smooth1110122 жыл бұрын
You need to live your life, forget Fiona. She has her journey in life
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
I’m lost for words ste
@embracelifetv Жыл бұрын
If its a gender disorder why dont they help you psychologically instead of allow you to live with the disorder. Surely this is hurting you more than addressing the disorder.
@XhristinaMacey Жыл бұрын
Absolutely not, the improvement in my life living as female is exceptional. Im so thankful fir the help the nhs give me
@scooterific40053 жыл бұрын
There are some evil people out there..you are who you are don't let anyone say any different....check your FB..my friend
@XhristinaMacey3 жыл бұрын
Hi Pete x nice to hear from you x miss Kinver sometimes
@stamatedragosc.23023 жыл бұрын
Hahahahha nice jawline man
@orphanannie45213 жыл бұрын
Dragos. No mockery, hate, and disrespect is welcome here. So take your Hahahahha tacky gesture elsewhere.
@XhristinaMacey2 жыл бұрын
Do you laugh at disabled people too ? Sad
@rain7bow4372 жыл бұрын
Go away
@stamatedragosc.23022 жыл бұрын
@@rain7bow437 man cmon , you gotta admit ,he looks like Glenn's dad from family guy