My Trauma As A Porn Star

[@mukmewx]

Thank you for uploading this and getting her story out there. I’m still fighting this new drug, but I think I’m winning.

[@brettbutler9730]

New? its not new

[@mukmewx]

@@brettbutler9730 the name of the channel is literally fight the NEW drug

[@Silverback1969MoonLandingLies]

@@brettbutler9730 what drug are they talking about?

[@bruskqadir6208]

After seeing as many di**s as possible, colleting a fortune by being constantly pounded by tens of stranger men, and after being tired of these things, she comes and say I found 'jesus'!!! hahahaha what a joke; this tells you also that christianity and 'jesus' is also a BIIIIG joke. If she were honest, she would not have done it in the first place not down at the end of the road!

[@darrensmith3418]

I have faith in you, with Jesus, you’re gonna come out on top! ❤❤❤❤

[@thesummit615]

This was so heartbreaking, but I’m glad you found yourself amidst the trauma, and lived to tell this impactful story.

[@StartGame88]

She actually has her own youtube channel with her husband where she talks about stuff like this a lot

[@StartGame88]

www.youtube.com/@lovealwaysministries

[@oullahtakanbghikhbibadialiawil]

she has chosen this way !!! don t blame but yourself

[@thesummit615]

@@oullahtakanbghikhbibadialiawil you say that, but you don’t choose the circumstances you are born into. They can shape you, but if you come out on top, then that’s a story worth telling. Why tear someone down? Everyone deserves a second chance and forgiveness.

[@danielpatterson5189]

@@oullahtakanbghikhbibadialiawil she chose that way for sure but she also made a choice to turn her life around. Everyone makes bad choices the real lesson here is that no matter your bad choices you can also choose to change.

[@kamilziemian995]

I wish every girl that think about going for porn, watching or working in, would take a time to listen to people like Brittni De La Mora.

[@sam7324]

I am off to listen to Brittni De La Mora too, in a different capacity 😉😉

[@muzwot9603]

It depends on where you focus your attention, because there are many positive examples coming out of the porn industry too, with confident and successful careers. It also largely depends on the strength of the individual's character. Fate will also play a part in all life choices. The drive and attraction of instantaneous easy sex and money from being in porn obviously has absolutely massive appeal.

[@kamilziemian995]

@@muzwot9603 You can say the same about guns, drugs even racism.

[@muzwot9603]

@@kamilziemian995 Of course, keep an open mind and look at the broader picture with everything. However, I do not believe at all that porn as the case in point is inherently either ruinous or evil.

[@kamilziemian995]

@@muzwot9603 I said that I want every girl considering to became porn start, to listen to people like Brittni De La Mora. Do you think this is bad advice?

[@georgefrazer2231]

Thank you for talking about your past. There are always those who 'use' everyone and everything. We need to 'respect' everyone and not simply 'use' others to our own advantage. It's practically a miracle that you are alive today. Addiction to any substance or anything is not a nice place to be in and many just "walk by on the other side'. Anyone could end up in this situation. May you go from strength to strength and may we have 'true' friends around us who truly care about us and are with us and for us both in the joyous and sad occasions of life. Thank you again for this video.

[@lilmamagc]

I'm so happy and grateful that you were able to escape. I really hope for your continued healing.

[@michaelclementi727]

I am so sorry this happened to you, but it seems from your video that you have grown so much and are on a great road to healing , my God be with you in every step you take. you seem like a beautiful person and someone will accept you for who you are inside 🥰💞❣

[@anshuchoudhary5081]

When I was at a training academy, one of the training sergeants asked all of my classmates what is one the biggest industries in the world? Nobody answered, but I wish I did answer it and the sergeant said the porn industry.

[@ltahoe7195]

It's kind of ironic, a lot of the people that criticize the porn stars are addicted to porn themselves. At least I find it very ironic.

[@Iloveallah39]

Defending porn stars like your subscription depends on it, huh?

[@MarkRoss-er4yq]

I do hope people like her and Deanna Lynn (who was on an episode of Consider Before Consuming) are succeeding and flourishing in life. The past is the past, and I wouldn’t wish what they’ve been through on anyone in real life. FTND has helped me in my struggles, so to them I say thank you 🙏🏻

[@stephaniec5639]

I hate hearing that this happens to the people. I hope they all overcome these bad places and relationships.

[@_Rezo_]

This channel is gold,because its non religious,non legislative organization that just want to tell you about how porn is terrible by the people who did it and recover from it ❤

[@Jchamaon]

Agreed! None of that Jesus BS.

[@drobo01]

Puritan cringe americans

[@kimfenn4311]

@@Jchamaonhey REPENT, if not 4 JESUS, I would of died from heroin addiction 40yrs ago !!! 2day im drug free & Travel around the world helping others 2 get off DRUGS 🔥🔥🔥✝️

[@njay32]

Just sharing out of love, but all do need to repent and be baptized in the name of Yeshua (the real Hebrew name) who most people call Jesus Christ. He actually commands all men and women everywhere to repent and flee from sexual immorality that includes fornication which is sex outside of marriage. I’ve been off of porn for almost 4 years myself through a lot of prayer and fasting. Although the first year or so I wasn’t reading the scriptures just yet. I used to think Messiah was BS as well but once you really start reading the scriptures for yourself, you’ll begin understand and believe in it. It’s not a religion as we’ve been taught, but about a relationship and following his commandments. Many blessings !

[@kimfenn4311]

@@midaswelby8698 from Australia 🇦🇺 Amen 🙏 2 that💞

[@BlueNorth313]

What a powerful story, and what a resilient, brave soul. She's a really special human.

[@kaylacarpenter272]

She's not a special human. She was dumb enough to get sucked into an abusive relationship with an obvious dead beat pimp, who got her hooked on drugs, and made an active choice to sell her body into porn and prostitution - and then talk about it on camera like she isn't used to one being shoved up her pussy already, like she's some hero and the most unique among us. Bold and brave. Yass, kween.

[@bernieseth5115]

Lol

[@marks3680]

It's a shame so many individuals take to drugs to hopefully feel better about certain situations. There is a lot of help out there and people willing to help. Peer pressure is the game that a lot of these industries play to get keep their future's rolling in the green. Whether it be vulnerable people or just curiosity from an sexual person that just needs to find a way to be satisfied. It's a dangerous profession and a high risk for STD's and drug abuse. R.I.P to all who have lost their lives in this industry. I hope you find peace. Love who you are and have respect for yourself. There is always someone willing to listen to your problems. You just have to take the first step and find them.

[@manuelescaida9084]

im so sorry for what happened to you. Also wanted to say that because of wounds our hearts can be closed which makes it more difficult to empathize with that what happens on screen. THank your for your kindness!!

[@quamainhadnot7979]

That was the voice of the Holy Spirit speaking 🗣️ to her. What a testimony

[@haroldswick9962]

I'm glad you escaped this life. You are very worthy to continue your life. You are an example to others that they can get out of this life and turn their lives around.

[@l.rongardner2150]

A porn addiction is HARD to overcome.

[@joemorris2814]

Thank-you for sharing your story. We really need to know the terrible truth about porn and the harm it causes; the lives it destroys.

[@somah1470]

All other work could destroy people, physically and mentally as well.

[@marcstaab6704]

Keep telling the truth 💪🙏🏼

[@sp33dking34]

This Generation has changed lives. I struggle myself, It's just too easy to access.

[@user-angielipellejo]

Behind there smile there's a pain inside 😭😭😭💔

[@knuffelmaus7175]

So glad she made it out alive. Very smart, brave woman. Right now it's so woke to see porn as something normal and emanzipated, when it really isn't.

[@Rai2M]

Smart and brave? lol

[@thomasbrown3356]

Porn is anything but woke..😅 You people really need to find a new word.

[@KayciazWorld]

That other voice was God which is why you felt peace hearing it. May he continue to heal and give you strength 🙏✝️

[@dwade6322]

We all make choices. Thankfully,she learned from hers.

[@lilmamagc]

Unfortunately many people in this industry are forced into it. As well as those who are groomed and manipulated at a younga ge.

[@jessicaphelps6715]

I feel sorry for every woman affected by porn. Nothing good comes from it. Shame on this industry that is nothing but destructive! My marriage, family and life was and is destroyed by this due to spouse addiction. Never will be the same and shame on everyone that partakes in this sin 😢

[@CountryBound-u9r]

If you can read this, I hope God keeps you in his beautiful protection. This world is a cold place sometimes but there is redemption in this vulnerability. You can do it. Youre not alone!!!!!

[@doallwell1]

Thanks for shining light ❤

[@lampshade3795]

I’m glad I found this. I feel it can help me overcome my addiction and hopefully do some good down the line.

[@jerrymock2833]

I read a story recently about a young woman who had gotten into porn and was told she was racist and shamed into doing things that she didn't want to by people in charge just about destroyed her

[@kapzvara5732]

Thanks for sharing very inspiring how you turned your life around

[@harryklein7518]

Thanks for yout work!

[@turningpoint4me]

Very courageous sharing your story Brittni

[@deleted_why]

How many of the women in pornographic movies are still alive? I don't think their movies would be taken down because they died…

[@deleted_why]

The lies told by pornography include the lie that the subject is still alive...🤷🏼

[@FloridaKatLady]

It's so sad to think of this It's never crossed my mind before you said that. But, now that it has I will never forget it. It should be a law that if someone has been found to have been trafficked that all their videos on the Internet are scrubbed. It's just not right. And once the CP online is found they take those sites down.....don't they? So, why wouldn't they do the same for those who have been trafficked into porn and making videos or taking pictures. This should be a part of the law in every country

[@deleted_why]

@@FloridaKatLady CP? What is that? pleading ignorance

[@Pomagranite167]

Ch!ld p****raphy

[@Pomagranite167]

Thats what cp is

[@stevewatson4150]

wow, so glad you survived. pray for everyone else still battling.

[@sirdudeness1386]

The Holy Spirit of God saved your life. I’m grateful you listened to the prompting.

[@PhillipSalyers-pd3tp]

Grow up

[@SnarkyRC]

Hail Satan

[@mattsmith817]

So is the suicide rate so high due to explicit drug use or is it due to the industry being immoral? “ no judgment here just trying to get a straight answer because I recently saw a list of porn actors that died and I think 80 percent were due to suicide and another 6 percent due to addiction related death” so I know it’s a really bad problem.

[@paulcarlin5181]

It is probably a mix of what you mentioned. In my 20's I worked at a strip club and I could see what the fast money, drugs, fast life would do to many. The smart ones got out fast. I rarely met anyone who was not into some kind of drugs or hard drinking.

[@steveo4991]

These are already broken people, that why they choose to do this in the first place.

[@stevelangstroth5833]

May God bless her and give her strength.

[@datchet11]

Those voices you heard where demons literally.

[@k8lynmae]

Erm nope. Drugs and mental,illness

[@noahwood6530]

No- she was on meth. Psychotic delusions I.e “hearing things” (auditory hallucinations) and “seeing things” (visual hallucination) is incredibly common and should be expected with meth abuse. 99% of the time a Christian labels these things “demons” it’s really just mental illness + addiction manifested. Imma be polite; but you have to educate yourself before you begin saying insane shit like “it’s a demon”. No- it isn’t. She needed therapy and healing. Not an exorcism. Preposterous.

[@rml4289]

​@@k8lynmaeexactly.. demons

[@BigC1290]

Facts

[@JeffDoyle-g9o]

God bless yall on what yall do always

[@kimfenn4311]

From Australia 🇦🇺 JESUS helped me 2 get off heroin 38yrs ago & im still helping others 2 do the same💞

[@MarkRoss-er4yq]

Best wishes for you and your sobriety! Keep kicking ass 👍🏻

[@rajeshwaranethiraj5658]

Congrats & stay out of it ... Very good recovery.. 👍👌☺️

[@dipdipu]

God bless you ❤

[@k8lynmae]

Except Jesus is man made. The whole bible ans god and all religions are man made. The on,t person that helped you is YOU. Do it for YOURSELF

[@kimfenn4311]

@@k8lynmae sorry I disagree, I tried 2 get off heroin many many times & never could, HOLYSPIRIT definitely 💯 was my Last HOPE & Jesus is now Alive in me!!! Honestly it’s amazing 2 me❣️❣️❣️so many ppl found JESUS at there Rock Bottom 💞

[@lauren4078]

Jesus saved her that night... Jesus redeems, He is the Light!

[@k8lynmae]

Absolute bullshit and offensive. So why does your precious Jesus save some and not all ??????

[@sholemelyashiv6716]

Jesus saves, but Moses invests

[@SnarkyRC]

Hail Satan

[@googleuser6312]

Useful info. But do all pstars die like this?

[@garyreid2178]

Thank you for sharing your story. I wish you well in all your future endeavors. Drama-free is the way to be.

[@dianegron]

The Lord God is real. Praised be His Holy name! Thanks Jesus Christ!

[@BabySkinCondom]

no, he's not.

[@dianegron]

@@BabySkinCondom 🙃

[@ddaddy1775]

Praise Allah

[@Theblackwolf-v5q]

God bless you!!! Jesus spoke to you that night. You have great things ahead of you.❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@bifftannen1598]

The Good Shepherd came after 1 of his lost sheep. In Christ we are new creations. The old has passed away. Thank the Lord!

[@janaehari53]

No doubt about that other voice was God speaking to her

[@ddaddy1775]

Allah is great

[@allenmontalvo1048]

I believe in all you say and really feel for all you girls that are being exploited in one way or another. Some people just don't care and figure you girls deserve whatever you get but I know better. There are circumstances that cause these situations and I hope you recover sweetheart ❤️. It's not easy but may God 🙏help you face and overcome these trails and adversities.

[@davidrhodes7655]

Your guardian angel spoke to you

[@MonkeyBawz]

You is cool dudey keep fighting Love from Scotland

[@QuickKnowledge4u]

Brave enough

[@JasRaymond1]

Glad you got the help you needed, stay strong.

[@JamesW225]

I hope that people that have been in porn tell the people that they date in a serious way after they are done with it. Yes , its judgement , but it is only fair.

[@outsidelookingin4657]

When it Dark it Really a bad place to be, praise the the little voice in your head for allowing you to bring us this message.

[@Rahelaugustine]

Its Evil beyond measures

[@DFWRealEstate89]

She looks amazing! Keep moving forward....

[@matthewjjoss3821]

I hate seeing these wonderful woman being used and abused.

[@chrisbrooks6756]

Sounfs like the problems, outside of porn were greater than the industry.

[@thai-m3c]

What gets a person into such a terrible situation?

[@no-namecrown5510]

We are all responsible for the choices we make in our lives. There will be consequences on ourselves.

[@lilmamagc]

Exactly, same for the people like you that support this industry and see nothing wrong with it. Your punishment will come indeed.

[@WhiteSand-ro9nq]

Could you help Angel Youngs to stop doing porn please)) I wish I could see her one day here sitting and telling about her backstory and how happy she is to start a new life.

[@darrensmith3418]

That’s awful 😞, im so sorry you went through all of this! That might’ve been the Holy Spirit stopping you! I’m happy you did!!!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤

[@wesleyking1]

That voice was God...that's how he loves everyone no matter what they have done or gone through...always thank the almighty God...for if it was not him you wouldn't be where you are now

[@tobiastobias2419]

People say : pxrn is just a job But in other jobs people don't commit suicide all the time. In other jobs there are no pimps, in other jobs people arent addicted So its not a realistic comparison If its just a job, than why do all these people kill themselves? Its a pretty strange job than, isn't it ?

[@charlessmith4242]

* The spirit world is real. Those voices she heard are not just her imagination. Evil spirits want to harm you, even kill you. The Holy Spirit of God wants to save you, and give you a purpose for living. 😇😇😇

[@geofflee216]

So brave to talk about your trauma

[@michelleadams474]

The voice of God or the Holy Spirit. Edit: The good voices that saved her from herself.

[@ddaddy1775]

Allah is great

[@mikloscsuvar6097]

​@@ddaddy1775 Hail Brahma!

[@tiiaamii]

God bless you 🙏

[@i_am_a_real_cat1443]

what voice was it? what voice told you now to do it?

[@user-dq6is6np2j]

Prolly God

[@MrAgmoore]

Maybe her angels.

[@MrAgmoore]

@nindoword watching her on Phub.

[@liam9716]

Its's God, the God of Israel, Creator, Father of Jesus. The God of life.

[@guilhermepadilhaleite5378]

The good spirits who help us during our lifes. Everyone has good spirits with them, particularly one spirit much more evolved than us, who received a mission to take care of us. On the other hand, there’re bad spirits too, but the main difference is that they didn’t receive any mission to harm us, they do this because we attract them, by our thoughts and actions. Thank God she didnt commit suicide and listened to those who truly love her. 🙏🏻

[@toddjohnson5176]

Porn ruins lives.The trauma, disease, and death associated is horrible

[@Myworld_1.]

No one should be allowed to do Or to make porn. All porn industry and porn websites must be banned.

[@frankgradus9474]

Thank you.

[@georgerodgers2732]

Glad she survived and got out

[@saeedmozaffari8091]

😥So Heart Breaking

[@babyjesuslovesme1219]

Blessings to her

[@jacksinsel8798]

Poor girl!

[@MrDemonseed666]

Train wreck of a fucking life! I hope you're doing better now days..

[@Maddog_sayshello]

I will help her if she needs help. Anything at all.

[@louvdberg]

Im proud of you girl

[@FightTheNewDrug]

💛💛

[@robertwalegir8677]

Weakness is your POWER SO SAD 😭

[@francisebbecke2727]

Sad.

[@jadktimeless2831]

Respect ❤

[@NerdDude-ql1li]

That voice was definitely The Holy Spirit

[@BigC1290]

Let God be your comforter and refuge 🙏🏾 confide in him

[@SnarkyRC]

Hail Satan

[@slayerplayer79]

Praise God!

[@breadgarlichouse2265]

praise Korean Jesus !

[@danlandavazo1506]

Happy for her!!

[@davidemontini8298]

Really eh …,this stuff goes on ….I would of never thought these things happen

[@Mo-yd8xc]

When she says "pimp" does she mean agent?

[@nosywendigo592]

Pimp, not agent.

[@Mo-yd8xc]

@@nosywendigo592 tomayto, tomaato

[@nosywendigo592]

@@Mo-yd8xc You can say that now but sex trafficking also occurs with making porn films, distributing them. If she says pimp, it's pimp. If it were her agent, she'd say agent. There's a clear distinction. Pimp means he has control over her 24/7. An agent works wiith her to find films, work up a PR storm, and help inflate her career to where she wants to be.

[@Mo-yd8xc]

@@nosywendigo592 an agent gets paid for her to sell pu$$y. What's the difference?

[@Pomagranite167]

Theres a difference between a pimp and agent. Agents work for a fee and you still keep most of your money and are strictly professional. Pumps are often "boyfriends" and they usually take all the money, and there is no seperation between personal and professional life.

[@ziyayalniz2812]

In France no problem change country!

[@peterkorek-mv6rs]

If You learn unter which conditions Your daily stakes are made, You'll stop consuming stakes

[@blomegoog]

good luck. never heard of her.

[@andrewthacker114]

Interesting

[@nyamuch8640]

Hmmm

[@kaylacarpenter272]

Explain your suspicions, further. I'm curious.

[@florintanasec.e.f.348]

limba cu care vorbește mi cunoscută din păcate. nam înțeles - traducere nu traduce.....

[@davidjohnson4298]

Wow heavy

[@ronalddecker2906]

Look how beautiful you are. God's love is unfathomable and the only substance that we need.

[@nicolasbois61]

👍Bravo! have a great life.

[@2dh888]

ur so cute! i'm affraid who ur worck reveald a trauma! good luck for ur chrsian vocation ur wonderfull lol !

[@Blazko612]

THNX LORD YOU GET HER OUT OF IT !

[@Ironheart73]

Listening to testimonies, Male performers actually suffer as much. Maybe even much more. For starters, they get paid a lot less for female performers. Its the female performers that sell the video. Second, their job is really much more difficult. Its one thing to have sex while other people are watching, but having to maintain an erection so guys can set up lighting and camera, that at all is not easy. Especially if many takes are needed. Plus the whole production depends on the male performer finally having an erection. Sometimes people gotta wait hours and hours and late for that to finally happen. So the male performer is scolded and just treated like an animal on set.

[@lilmamagc]

being hammered internally and having things stuffed into your body is much worse. it causes internal bruising and bleeding. women have it worse

[@Ironheart73]

@@lilmamagc Sorry, it was not my intention to make it a contest on who is supposed to be having it worse, and make attention and sympathy a reward for a winner. Being forced to take medication to have an erection, and then later on not being able to wear it off can be excruciatingly painful also. Especially when it causes blood vessel and nerve damage which happened to a couple of performers. I understand being stuffed something in you can sometimes cause lacerations. BUt the point I wanna make in my original post is that Men too deserve our attention and sympathy. Their lives get ruined too by the industry. Some of them enter it out of desperation to feed their families. See when most people think of male performers they go like "Wow this Dude has the best job in the world". Watching interviews however, you can see how they can be prone to humiliation and psychological abuse especially when they are unable to get a hard on for a scene. But lets agree, Porn is very exploitative. It can ruin everyone. From the performers to its consumers.