Natal Sun Square or Opposing Saturn: Self-Conscious & Unsure of Your Abilities

[@KelHoneycombe]

Yep, Scorpio sun Leo Saturn 5° orb -- sun in 7th, Saturn in 4th. My mother wasn't very encouraging with anything original I did. I'm not too popular socially. My mother's family is military.

[@StaySeekingTruth]

I have sun square saturn with my sun in gemini 11th house, saturn in pisces 8th house. I would say that I constantly think I'm doing terrible at things even when in reality it's not that bad, or even very good but my focus will still be on some minor detail that when magnified feels huge but really is irrelevant for the most part. I've had to really learn to trust myself and view myself as someone worthy and capable of accomplishing things. I'm still not there but definitely getting better. I think there's a perfectionist mentality with this placement stemming from a deep insecurity that can take years and years to truly understand and heal from. I was TERRIFIED of people's responses to me socially and/or their opinions of me when I was a kid and at 28 years old now alot of that is still with me just not as prevalent. Lots of nervous energy

[@katoval553]

First, I’d like to thank you Raina for making these videos. I’m someone who has my Scorpio Sun in the 8th house and makes square with my Aquarius Saturn in the 12th house. Not to mention my moon conjunction to Saturn…my emotions can be a lot and their origin would be unbeknownst to me. I was able to find a foothold on my inner workings by reading various sources describing my natal configurations. I was barely able to verbally express myself especially if I was in the middle of surging off of some trigger. The research I found gave me the relief that I’m not just batshit crazy….and surprisingly, you’re able to help me further deepen my understanding . If I were to mention any of the other heavy aspects that influence my existence you’d wonder how I’m still standing lol😅 thanks again.

[@rtyson9110]

My natal sun in Libra makes an opposition to my natal Saturn in Aries. I resonated very much to this video and to what you have explained. 😳this makes so much more sense now. Thank you.