he loves me not, the flowers told me

[@nataliechavez1228]

Clutching wilted flower stems Crying in my bedroom at 4am Begging for a recount There must be a mistake Cause I'm coughing up chrysanthemums I'm hurting with heartache Begging for a recount Something isn't right Otherwise I wouldn't be drowning in daisies all night He loves me not He loves me not He loves me not He loves me He loves me not He loves me not How many petals must I pick till he'll love me? Sitting on a swing set I know it's awful childish But there's pollen on my fingertips And tears in my eyes Sweet rose and honeysuckle Buttercups and sunflowers It's always the pretty ones Who come with thorns He loves me not He loves me not He loves me not He loves me He loves me not He loves me not How many petals must I pick till he'll love me? I'm growing in a garden And I'll never stop cause I am an ugly weed That nobody wants I'm growing in a garden And I'm never gonna to stop Cause nobody picks the ugly weed I'm what nobody wants I'm growing in a garden I'm growing in a garden The garden is growing in me There's ivy in my lungs The taste is blooming on my tongue And I am digging my roots deep in to the dirt There's ivy in my lungs The taste is blooming on my tongue And I will decompose I'll rot into the dirt Oh God it hurts When He loves me not He loves me not He loves me not He loves me He loves me not He loves me not How many petals must I pick till he'll love me? How many petals Why won't he love me

[@someonesomewhere6346]

Is this on Spotify?

[@nataliechavez1228]

@@someonesomewhere6346 yes! It's under my artist name Backseat Vagabond under the same title "he loves me not, the flowers told me"

[@kaitlyndunning3894]

"Quality is not my forte.. of any kind" mood

[@MC-kq5bm]

0 dislikes.. *AS IT SHOULD BE*

[@drownedmaiden3220]

who messed that up ;-;

[@itzme8754]

I read likes lol I was boutta ya know 😀🔫 but you said dislikes and YES and it’s a FACT

[@dontaskme4558]

that one guy that disliked everything disliked it

[@MC-kq5bm]

@@itzme8754 LMFAOOO

[@Gloomy-Clouds]

Let there be angst- Lol lovely song.

[@milkbox4948]

You never disappoint me with your singing💖

[@triniteetaylor6419]

I am obsessed with this! I’m a poet and I wrote a piece about hanahaki disease years ago! It’s such a beautifully tragic concept.

[@sajh_hope_arts]

I feel like you're still so underrated, boo! Your singing is beautiful! The song is gorgeous and sad and wonderful!

[@nataliechavez1228]

Thank you 🥰

[@kitkyat4242]

your voice is so *chef's kiss*

[@nicop6951]

i really like your hair!!!

[@anthoni426]

You said "Ivy" and my ears gasped and I actually go "Yeah? Oh. [>]///-\\\[

[@robylopezvi]

have been playing the spotify version on loop all day so came to rewatch this too

[@thecavetownisgrey3517]

I'm late but this is so good just like every other song you sing

[@blueberrybiscuits8815]

Off topic but your eyeliner is gorgeous 💗💗💗

[@Sweatyoranges]

I LOVE YOUR SINGING!! 🛐🛐🛐🛐

[@nataliechavez1228]

I love your pfp!! AKAKU 🛐🛐

[@Sweatyoranges]

@@nataliechavez1228 OMG THANK YOU FOR GIVING YOUR THANKS TO THE KURTA 🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐😼😼😼

[@syrup5868]

I always play your music when I'm drawing because it's inspiring and sad 🌸🌸

[@popstar3543]

BEAUTIFUL GIRL!! ANOTHER SONG WELL DONE

[@robylopezvi]

YOU’RE SERIOUSLY SO TALENTED

[@jaydenuniverse9151]

omg i remember when this came out. I just got reminded of your music. Its in all my old playlists.

[@samanthawilson2330]

You have such a lovely voice and lyrics, I genuinely have repeated some of your songs like 20 times in a day

[@nataliechavez1228]

🥰🥰🥰 its on Spotify now I'd that's more convenient (but I think I like the YT one more lol)

[@samanthawilson2330]

I like the KZbin one more too, but I will definitely listen to both

[@joshgoldman6818]

I just found your channel today and let me just say goddamn your amazing

[@giagoogoo]

your songs have genuinely helped me through things, thank you for sharing your music

[@nataliechavez1228]

Thank you for listening to my music

[@Sambetafish]

The way you sing just- it's just so amazing I- no words u-u

[@ace.archives]

This song is absolutely amazing!! You're so talented!

[@sweatercult1321]

This is already awesome :0 all your music is amazing!

[@sarahstrever3207]

This is amazing!!!

[@mikamayo4985]

this is so nice. happy i stuck around this channel. :)

[@ashley7400]

I absolutely love this song i play it on repeat

[@mochiwoodlands1703]

This is such a beautiful song, I bet it’ll get a lot of recognition soon! Thank you for this masterpiece of a song

[@isabel1057]

When I heard you say "so poetic" I was like right? A disease cause by one sided love! but then u said flowers in the lungs and I was like oh

[@red.panda0008]

I love your music and it got me through some tough times

[@rulergirl4840]

I am high-key obsessed with your music.

[@strwbrryvagabond8864]

I'm so addicted to this song

[@glimmermoonlight6130]

I just discovered your channel and I love your music. It’s so authentic.

[@nataliechavez1228]

🥰🥰

[@alexmauricio2861]

Just sitting here vibe/crying to your songs ✌️😗✨

[@checklist06]

*sips my sweat tea and images listening while the wind blows on my face

[@taliabaker2334]

You got such a beautiful voice 😢💜

[@mayoora.i6505]

Ahahahanjssjjsn this was genuinely sooo freaking beautiful!! I can’t wait for tropes!!!!🥰😍

[@UndersCatts27]

Listening to this after a painful break up hurts a lot

[@hat7475]

"He doesn't love me, this I know, for the flowers told me so-" Honestly that's what came to my mind when I saw the title (following the flow of that kid's bible song lmao :x)

[@ma_paya9140]

Found you today and am obsessed!!! Cannot wait til February

[@Aplepuddi]

You always make great songs 😊

[@scarecrows4476]

I LOVE YOUR SONGS- YOUR VOICE AND THE LYRICS ✨PERFECT ✨

[@neptuneunplugged431]

I needed this song so much

[@nataliechavez1228]

Thank you!!💖💖💖

[@itsfiz8142]

The title and the idea of the songs is very original and unique.

[@alexmauricio2861]

The one dislike is someone who was crying so much that they couldn't see properly and clicked the wrong button

[@yourlocaldemon2195]

✨MMMMM I L O V E✨

[@ohno8398]

Found you just now from a lyric video, super here for the ride

[@nataliechavez1228]

☺️ thank you! Glad you're here! 💖

[@August-fn6xr]

so incredibly happy I found you, this is incredible! I've just been binging all of your videos and I uuuugggh this is *w o n d e r f u l*!!! Where can I listen to you, besides here??

[@nataliechavez1228]

I'll be up on like all mainstream music platforms on February 14 under my artist name Backseat Vagabond!

[@August-fn6xr]

@@nataliechavez1228 yayayayaya!!! thank you!!!

[@ira7221]

Thanks so much!!

[@user-gs2hm1wx3l]

i need this song...

[@Sopjies]

I dont doubt you're gonna go places ^.^

[@ivyloops]

the way you say my name is so pleasing lol (ivy)

[@nataliechavez1228]

That's such a cool name!!!

[@ivyloops]

@@nataliechavez1228 ty!! :]

[@chaoticallypositivea8956]

AAAAA QUEEN YES I LOVE YOU WOOO, Though thr audio was a liddol quiet!❤

[@nataliechavez1228]

Sorry! It was late so I was a bit quieter than usual and I was too tired to run it through my editing software 😅 thank you for your support!

[@chaoticallypositivea8956]

@@nataliechavez1228 its ok!! youve been working real hard and like.. im inlove with your music like WOO

[@ghosty9279]

I was wondering if you could do a tutorial for this song, it's really nice and I would love to learn to play it!

[@nataliechavez1228]

Sure! I'll do it this weekend!

[@edenofEVE4423]

WHERE'S THE COOL CAT IN THE COMMENTS WHO USUALLY POSTS LYRICS, I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH

[@nataliechavez1228]

Heehee I'll add them now!

[@edenofEVE4423]

@@nataliechavez1228 THANK YOU GODDESS Q//A//Q

[@Tin_Kin]

What demon spawn disliked this video.

[@yuna_adventuring]

I love your music so much 🩷🩷

[@jettjackson1502]

Fantastic 😍💋 💝💖♥️❤️

[@htw.d.htf.g.ihttty]

You are so talented way more then me. You also are very pretty.

[@RoseBloo]

You'll probably never see this and probably think it's dumb, but I'd love to use this song to make a music video for my character with hanahaki, credits to you ofc

[@amethesttothemoon]

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[@reannareign1362]

Who disliked? I just wanna talk ✨🔫

[@hnanahdl]

i love this ! what are the guitar chords ?

[@nataliechavez1228]

I'll add the chords to the description!

[@drownedmaiden3220]

uhh sorry, this is dumb, but could you possibly tell me the chords? I forgot to say that your voice is amazing! You're super talented lol

[@nataliechavez1228]

I'll add the chords to the description!

[@drownedmaiden3220]

@@nataliechavez1228 Thank you!

[@lacydaisy225]

That one person who disliked....why just why

[@Lee_Bee511]

Hi do you have a Spotify if so can you please tell me what your username is so I can find it thank you have an amazing night/day.

[@nataliechavez1228]

I don't, it'll be up February 14th! My artist name is "Backseat Vagabond"!

[@Lee_Bee511]

@@nataliechavez1228 thank you :)

[@satoritendou141]

What is the strumming pattern?

[@boltzremix1832]

WHO DISLIKED!?!?!??!?! 0\/0

[@danielrockford3989]

Hello dear native speakers, can you help me out there? What does exactly "He loves me not" part means? Does it mean the same as "He doesn't love me"? This is my best guess but i'm not completely sure

[@nataliechavez1228]

Yes! It means the same as he doesn't love me. It's a reference to a sort of game(?) that kids play where they pick the petals off flowers saying "he loves me" and "he loves me not."

[@mxsinister2227]

Hi 👋

[@itzme8754]

Your eyes low-key looks like hawks, some of yall prob know what I’m talking about-

[@nataliechavez1228]

AHHHHH!!! THE WEEK I RECORDED THIS I WAS TRYING A DIFFERENT HAWKS EYELINER LOOK EVERDAY!

[@evebruyere5562]

Bfjdicusbwvxisuebfue your msics amazing!!!! Also are you like ok? Good song n all but m a d sad and I'm not crying you are

[@nataliechavez1228]

Hahahaha, I wrote this earlier in the year about one of my best friends that I was terribly in love with for like years, but Im finally over him & things are stellar!

[@jaxjoe4803]

Lovely 😍💋 💝💖❤️

[@flyinggordonproductions4875]

I mean your voice was good but not too good but I’m sure it’s way better now