Nessa Barrett - die first (official music video)

stream/download 'die first' from my debut album 'young forever' 🕊: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever
in loving memory of Cooper Noriega
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xoxo, nessa
Credits:
Director - Loris Russier @lorisrussier
Production Company - Radiance Pictures @radiancepictures
Executive Producer - Nuer Taqa @nuertaqa
Producer - Zoey Pressey @zoeypressey
Featuring - Patricia A Smith, Angelica Shalski, Rayna Lynn
Production Manager - Autumn Maschi @autumnmaschi
Director of Photography - Scott Siracusano @scott_siracusano
Production Designer - Jonric watts @jonricwatts
Stylist - Miso Dam @misodam
Editor - Olaf Woldan @olafwoldan
Color - Dante Giani @dantegiani
VFX - Retina Imageworks @retina_imageworks
1st AD - Marianne Amelinckx @kusalausa
1st AC - Theo Sturz @theosturz
2nd AC - Gabi Perez
Jib Op - Babak Mansouri @limitlessnow
Camera Intern - Destiny Gutierrez
Gaffer - Tate McCurdy @tatemccurdy
BBE - Colvin Ang @colvinang
Key Grip - Pablo Lopez
BBG - Collin Gallivan
Makeup - Vix McGrath @vixavage
Hair - Lovette Limones @lovettecandice
Art Director - Yingxi Wang
Set Dresser -Andrew Caso
Carousel Manager - Mitch Malone
Medic - Harout Klian
Truck PA - Lee Gonzales
Set PA - Sebastian Romero @sebbromero
Set PA - Alexa Caselle @
Set PA - Memetjan Semet @memetjan_semet
MoHo Driver - Pete Gomez
BTS - Jaysen Stewert
Snake Wrangler - Rick
Dove Wrangler - PePe
Lyrics:
You’re
All i ever wanted
So how come I’m still haunted
By these thoughts inside my head
You love me
but no matter what you say
There’s only one of two ways
that this is gonna end
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
i hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first
You’re my fire and my safety
You’d never mean to break me
And That’s why I’m afraid
Cause some day everybody’s leaving
You promise that you’ll stay
But that’s a promise you can’t make
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
I hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first
If I die first
I hope I die first
I can be in love forever
Love forever
Love forever
If I die first
Can’t escape it that’s how it works
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
#nessabarrett #diefirst #youngforever

[@NessaBarrett]

I can’t believe my debut album, young forever, is finally going to be yours 10/14!!! 🕊 you can pre-save it now: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever

[@konnichiwa1981]

Super excited you are so talented!

[@glambylukee]

yayy

[@Me-ss9os]

God bless you ❤️

[@drippyyy]

AWWWW SO PROUD NESSA SO SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

[@avaluz]

We love you Nessa

[@SvnnyDisposition_]

I don’t care for TikTok singers, but Nessa has talent and creativity. She just doesn’t shit a song or 2, she puts thought and meaning in the words she sings. I definitely have respect for her.

[@briannam8230]

Fr she has a gift

[@jlppxx2280]

why does her platform of tiktok define her, just say she’s good and move on lol

[@SvnnyDisposition_]

@@jlppxx2280 cuz she grew her fame on tiktok….and most tiktokers music suck?

[@sahannatiana8422]

This song is amazing and how she did this for cooper

[@DOOBISOFT]

TIKTOK MAKES ARTISTS LIKE HER BE KNOWN! I love TikTok artists the good ones atleast

[@libbie441]

nessa is the only tiktoker that can truly make music

[@lumityofficial7794]

Nessa Barrett and Bella Poarch are the only ones

[@wasanaljohani]

no

[@Vonepohh771x]

No actually theres a few liv harland is one of them too there is a few it just depends on what your into

[@natalie_rose2861]

Jaden can.

[@Sara-eu8jt]

True.

[@JustaSWIFTfan]

This song doesn't remind me of a boyfriend, but a best friend. I don't care if she wasn't human, she was still one of the bestest friends I could have ever had. My beautiful calico kitty didn't come home one night after she went outside. I miss her terribly and we had an unexplanible bond. So to any of you who recently lost a pet, please know that you are not alone in it. ❤

[@Marsuliini]

I'm so sorry 😿💔

[@pandawithnojams2459]

Thank you, and I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s truly painful.

[@JustaSWIFTfan]

@Pandawithnojams Thanks for understanding.

[@shakyamarasinghe3911]

I’m so sorry. I just lost my dog. He was my baby.

[@willowthebunny7]

I needed this, a few days ago, I lost my bunny Willow she was only 3 years old. We had an amazing bond that no one else understood. That was the best 3 years of my life. I wish I could go back, I would fix all my mistakes❤ I miss you Willow, and I love you❤

[@user-xw4dx6vm4x]

this is so chilling knowing this was written long before cooper’s passing unknowing that she would need this song later🕊🤍rip coop

[@elyj2837]

We will think of him in our hearts ♥️! Also was coop jadens friend

[@clevy3555]

@@elyj2837 yes, his album and song tell me about tomorrow was about coop and his struggle.

[@drippyyy]

littterally my exact thought :( its so beautiful its my favorite nessa has released the meaning of it and the lyrics :(

[@Jungkooklover-ie7nu]

Who cooper?

[@zain5459]

@@Jungkooklover-ie7nu nessa’s best friend that passed away

[@oliviadunne3736]

Literally crying and then the “in loving memory of cooper” balling even more! Shes such an angel 👼🏻 coop watch over this girl, she has light & love in her heart please bless her so she can keep spreading her magic! this world needs her❤️❤️❤️

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@cristinakovacs6155]

Im so sorry for her

[@ashleerenee9314]

This.

[@christopherlopez1436]

Its aight-ish, but I wouldn't be crying over it. Do you guys actually cry over this menial shit or just fake it?

[@hads1806]

same. and this is just it.

[@tumblrqueen8143]

100% see why this was coop’s fav song. Honestly think it’s one of her best and meaningful songs

[@mirzamendoza6022]

Did Cooper get to hear it 😭

[@tumblrqueen8143]

@@mirzamendoza6022 yes nessa had it written and recorded a demo before he passed and he said it was his favourite song of hers 💔

[@barrydonnellycooper7882]

OMG COOP DID DIE FIRST HE TOOK THIS SONG LITT💀💀💀💀💀

[@osas5211]

@@barrydonnellycooper7882 damn that’s foul, maybe they knew it could be either of em dying first. It’s eerie

[@natalielopez7431]

@@mirzamendoza6022 yes, he even has on tiktok on his acc lipsyncing it w nessa

[@cathyyanes8719]

If all we can only do is just imagine how painful it is to lose our loved ones then imagine the pain and loneliness they will go through all by themselves without you. 💔😢💔

[@agokone]

I can't listen to this music without crying. I'm 40, this song is simple, and yet I think it's one of the most beautiful songs I've heard

[@MileyandRileyYT]

Rest in Peace Cooper!🙏🤍So proud of you Nessa! Stay strong🌼

[@rileyflowers9180]

He will be missed so much Miley and Riley your even amazing for commenting. Rest In Peace coop 🕊

[@-mila-840]

omg lol I was just looking for the song from your edit and found it :)

[@asbzh9823]

who is cooper?

[@Alicia-hw9zx]

Is it okay if i use this song when posting a pic of mom who has a disease?

[@zvezdatiktoka]

ЗА РОССИЮ ЗА РОССИЮ RUSIA

[@reysiesmith3070]

Nessa, I know Cooper is so proud right now. No doubt that he is smiling. I’m also so proud of you and I think that we all are. You’re so strong, in every way possible. I feel so lucky to have the opportunity to watch you grow. love u forever 🤍🕊

[@joshhh9605]

@88GLAM boy why u commenting on every post talking down go play Fortnite or sum 💀

[@user-tz3zy3bu4x]

@88GLAM bro u must have a sad life if all you do with your time is spam comment on other people’s channels who are more successful than you’ll ever be💀 hope you find some kind of happiness in your life that stops you from being so attention seeking on the internet x

[@emilyvaughn7189]

@88GLAM Dude shut up, you don’t need to reply this on every comment. Have some respect, let’s see you make a better video.

[@car00linaaa]

@@joshhh9605 LMAOAOAOAOAOA FR

[@chickenstrips1164]

@88GLAM no one asked for u to comment.

[@Juzexa]

I been listening to this masterpiece ever since it came out, Honestly this song will never be tiring. It's too relatable.

[@Taylivia.updatez]

nessa, i know cooper is so proud of u rn!!! it mustve been hell loosing him and im so so sorry for your loss, i can feel the emotion in this song and its awful to have to loose someone you love when they were so young, someone who you spent hours with laughing, having fun times together, making memories in an instant, its heartbreaking. ur fans r always here and dont forget we love u sm!! and we're sooo soo proud of u girl! i hope uk that u help us in ways we cant even explain!!🤍🤍🕊

[@ampworldfanpage.]

Agreed 🕊

[@Poison_Syren]

I couldn’t agree more i get so emotional with her music

[@jdadams5487]

Agree

[@shakiel7649]

losing*

[@Ingrid-fi8xv]

Why he is dead? For what reason+ a heart attack or something?

[@courtneymeier9693]

the fact this was his favorite song on the album is so heart wrenching. he should still be here with us. this song is so amazing i’m so proud of nessa and so is cooper❤️

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@sofiaaguilar3207]

@@azsadzsoundz3522 dude shut up

[@Astnovsag95]

My best friend told me the other day she wrote this song about her best friend. Really adds to the reason I know love comes from just the promise of commitment. Love comes in so many forms. Sometimes love in many forms is confusing but it's love. Love is pure. But we as humans will never be perfect.

[@jacklee5133]

she wrote it about her mum then she dedicated it to her friend when he passed

[@gorananakievski8729]

I'm perfect

[@anna-ld6iz]

I've been a huge fan of hers since she released pain. I'm so glad she's finally getting the recognition she deserves.

[@aysunlilith4389]

wow. This song is everything, it’s ours now to relate to however we can and want. But mostly it’s coopers. He’s looking down hyping you up more than he ever has before, while blasting this song in heaven. If I, someone who you’ve never met before, can be this incredibly proud of you, I can’t even begin to comprehend how proud coop must feel right now. Nessa you are truly a gem in this rotten world, let cooper keep the fire in you safe, make sure to never lose it. This song is a absolute masterpiece made by a beautiful soul for another beautiful Soul🎠🕊🖤

[@courtneymeier9693]

i love this🤍

[@jdadams5487]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@graciewasson3279]

I couldn't have said this better!🥺💙

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@aysunlilith4389]

@@graciewasson3279 🖤

[@oliviarodrigoupdates]

this is a beautiful song💗

[@mulandraguns2536]

right!!

[@zvezdatiktoka]

РОССИЯ ТОП РОССИЯ ТОП РОССИЯ ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП

[@riley-rh4ro]

@@zvezdatiktoka причем тут это ?

[@zvezdatiktoka]

@@riley-rh4ro потому что Россия топ она лучшоя страна а не ваши Украины

[@riley-rh4ro]

@@zvezdatiktoka я из россии чел,владимирская область. тут россия вообще не в тему засунь себе ее куда поглубже

[@SiddharthAggarwaldr]

LYRICS You're all I ever wanted So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head? You love me but no matter what you say There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die You're my fire and my safety You never mean to break me And that's why I'm afraid 'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promise that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever Can't escape it, that's how it works Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever

[@annamullet]

Thank you!

[@yusufkaya1393]

her voice is like omfg i want to cry 😭

[@breannamoore9144]

I am beyond proud of nessa how far she has came in life, for the struggles and reality what she faces I know it's very hard to compete to but her music has inspired me so much and changed my ways just to live to here her music I hope she goes on tour whenever she feels comfortable to start doing that I would absolutely want to see the person who has made such a huge impact on my life and such an inspiratinal and motivator who provides us with such a beautiful and talented voice so unique and soft texture to her music is the moment and im in for it im so proud of you nessa love you.

[@Handygramps]

That's cool that she has inspired you so much!

[@renesbardoel]

Love this sm

[@briannanicole1151]

@88GLAM wdym?

[@Marcus475]

yea

[@themilkkmaid_]

Cant a soul compete with Nessa, shes a queen and nothing less. 🖤

[@margaretkvinnherad8952]

Wow, this is a incredibly well written song. I love the transition between verse and chores. It takes skills to make the transition so smooth even tho the mood in the verse and the chore is so different. I'm impressed!

[@linkinparkrulz2275]

My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life.

[@awheoiele3390]

I'm sorry for your loss🥺😔

[@kaleygauthier360]

awe i'm so sorry.. i hope ur doing ok..

[@ARIADNE204]

I am sorry for your loss😔 i can't imagine losing my little brother. You must be a very strong person.

[@axelpena283]

Rest in paradise to him🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@villain__9]

⚠️Guys it's not real, i went to the channel and found out that they lied. Honestly disgusting to lie about something so serious.

[@kimber_bbyy6240]

Nessa is not like other tiktokers who pops up into music industry without having talent...she can really sing, dance and write those sick lyrics

[@luizablumberg]

AGREED

[@imsugar]

why do y’all always have to mention that she came from tiktok? you don’t see olivia rodrigo stans always bringing up her being from disney. just enjoy her music and go. she’s talented so let her be known for her music and not some app.

[@aidanquirk3410]

@@imsugar i love how you addressed that

[@abcdef-ry9hx]

@@imsugar because she gets a shit ton of hate for it. so people who like her music want everyone to know that she’s not just some social media star trying to make a cash grab. she’s genuinely talented and loves what she does.

[@billie149]

Bella is good to🖤

[@mhsaxv3372]

it's crazy how this song was made before cooper's death, it feels like a omen. so proud of you for struggling with this, we love u so much ness and this song is beautiful.

[@myworldanecosta]

True😟😭

[@drippyyy]

exactly omg :( this song is so beautiful i get chills

[@Itzzolovelyme]

2:04 I love this part sm

[@famillensabimana7821]

This song is amazing!! I just love it! The lyrics , her voice , the video! She improved so much!! I am so proud of her hard work , the vibes are immaculate

[@KMX]

nessa you are such a bright light in this cruel world. your voice is so powerful. the lyrics to every single song you write hit home. your music heals me in ways nothing else can. i hope you are finding hope & happiness despite everything that has happened. you deserve all the love & support in this world. keep on shinning your light & don't let anyone take it away from you🤍

[@karlarivas2167]

Amen

[@anamarshall7082]

truu

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@zoeysmiles940]

Never would've imagined when this song was announced it would be in memory of a beloved human. We love you always Coop. 🤍 He's so damn proud of you Ness, as are we.

[@kaileefox5072]

the song was always written for coop just not in memory of him 🕊🖤🦋

[@user-tz3zy3bu4x]

@@kaileefox5072 I thought it was about her mom?

[@angelinaclaro3970]

@@user-tz3zy3bu4x she said it’s about both of them

[@savannapierce9853]

So it was never about jaden?

[@D1ON1807]

@@savannapierce9853 no it’s about coop and her mom

[@Phd366]

Im glad Nessa found her way in music. She is really talented!

[@kimkoeb764]

I lost the love of my life 10 months ago and just found this song 5 minutes ago. I write this with tears streaming because this song, these words are all the emotions I've been feeling since it happened

[@samirmustafayev9829]

So sorry,hope you are good

[@POLARTTYRTM]

That's rough... life is really not kind to people.

[@delena4evertvd267]

This is no shade but just the reality, Nessa is not another tiktoker making music. She IS a genuine musician. She grew up singing and producing. Her father was and is a producer and her mom sings. She has knowledge about the technical and scientific side of music, a true passion for making music and a beautifully unique voice. She has only released under 20 songs, an EP and few singles but already has a very distinct and unique sound and she has massively improved from her first song to this one. She’s done so much in so little time. There is meaning to all of this for her. Deep meaning. The lyrics are clearly from the heart and very well thought out. The sounds she chooses all have intention and add value to the song. The visuals she imagines then brings to life all provoke certain feelings and have thought behind them. She tells story’s. This is real music, with real meaning and emotion behind it. Not just slapping together the bare basics of music because you have the money and a couple thousand online followers who will listen to it.

[@loggedout8572]

SPEAK IT

[@shelby8727]

PREACHHHHHH

[@strykidz]

YESSS

[@nicoleakers2445]

Facts

[@sofiabenchlikha6685]

Facts.only facts.

[@ridakhaled]

The lyrics narrate the story of how she feels about a certain someone that she doesn't want to let go of that person or fall asleep without them. Because love is an illusion and breaks there is No Noise, No Pieces of the broken Object. There is only a feeling of emptiness, guilt and Memories of that person. A void that can't be filled. So she wills to 'Die first' not wanting that person to leave her behind .not wanting to let go of them or wanting her illusions to be shattered. When she enters the Shop she sees an object and starts imagining her there. Probably refering to that person or their memory with her and how she always wants to be them even if it means her dieing first.

[@Poison_Syren]

This is Beautiful 😍

[@hollohi6251]

Cheers Geoff

[@user_3330]

Nah pretty sure she wrote that song while being in that relationship and not after it ended lmfao

[@desi7427]

@@user_3330 I think it’s about her mom and of course cooper

[@mkmaster2256]

I legit cried to this because I imagined one of my best friends died, and how I would listen to this since it would be relatable

[@someoneelse8295]

i dont have to imagine

[@StinkRatMiraculer]

I cannot imagine what it is like to lose a close friend. I hope you’re doing ok Nessa ❤️ Great music as always ❤️❤️❤️

[@lanafan894]

I don’t know what hurts me more: the topic this song’s about or the fact that there’s still people in this world that don’t appreciate Nessa’s talent 💔💔💔 Also I’m devastated that she released this song before what happened to Coop, she’s such a strong woman. All my support angel, u deserve the world 🫶🏽

[@zvezdatiktoka]

@mmpj twod rusia yes😝😝 AMERIKA NO😡😡😡😡

[@breatheinpoetry]

This song means so much to all of us. We will forever think about Cooper when we hear it. Thank you for creating something so beautiful I know he’s shining down and will be listening with us. 🤍

[@breatheinpoetry]

@88GLAM I still like the song!

[@lostpeople6169]

@@breatheinpoetry who is cooper?

[@breatheinpoetry]

@@lostpeople6169 Cooper Noriega was Nessa’s bestfriend who sadly passed away on the 9th. He was just 19 years old. 😞

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@bluebree]

@@breatheinpoetry Do you know what exactly happened to him? I hope it wasn't unaliving himself because we lose so many ppl that way every year, almost me. Rest In peace young man ❤

[@ItsYourLocalMIA]

your so talented nessa i love your music your amazing!!!

[@addisonromaniuk8064]

This girl seriously writes songs like I've never seen before. She puts true meaning into her songs and appreciates her own creativity while doing so. This song has me balling my eyes out

[@alenamagusiak]

Admittedly this is the first song I have heard of hers. Wow! This might be my new favorite song. You're talented girl. I am so sorry for your loss...

[@mrmeseeks5731]

Wow ur missing out she’s got it

[@bluexberry1346]

Sniff*EVERYONE MAKE SURE TO LIKE THIS VIDEO AND SUB right nowww!

[@holzz1426]

who died ??

[@saraxmoony]

@@holzz1426 Cooper Noriega, her best friend

[@niaaniaaniaa]

same here i already learned i started listening , to this yesterday and i know half of the whole song

[@emma54699]

I’m so sorry Nessa. I can’t imagine the pain you are going through. I hope you know that Coop is looking down on you and is smiling. He is so proud of you. I love you so much Ness.

[@h3ll0KITTY3]

This song is so amazing and Nessa has so much talent

[@letramusica2712]

The lyrics, the tone of his voice, his interpretation... everything in this song is AMAZING

[@SabaIicious]

Only 3 hours until this comes out i cant believe you made it this far from being a girl doing tiktoks to a pop star I know cooper is so proud of what you became and what your going to become and I hope you have a wonderful release day knowing he loves you 🕊

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@rhearfl698]

I hope Nessa makes it really big in the music industry

[@Itshanoya92]

On the same time, I hope it doesn’t destroy her :(

[@jss2256]

@@Itshanoya92 only destroyed ppl get into hollywood. 🩸

[@zvezdatiktoka]

😡😡😡😡🤬🤬

[@rhearfl698]

@@zvezdatiktoka what

[@nate2759]

This is my favourite song of hers so far. It’s very deep which I love, we don’t really have anymore. She’s so young, I’m sure she is going to make many more great music as she gets older.

[@NessNotbabe]

5eufue

[@stressbytheidiotsaroundme9045]

Never knew till now such a beautiful song exists lyrics are so good I'm crying

[@efatarannum8287]

Literal goosebumps. The lyrics "cause I don't wanna live without you"💔 ness we're always here for you. Coop, our angel boy will always be remembered. RIP.

[@tenzin0314]

Nessa all songs are bomb , there’s not a single song of her that doesn’t fail to touch our hearts 🥰 her lyric are real deep and tough . This song really is beautiful as it is cooper fav and yours too . We love u

[@thalitabarbosadesousa4087]

Yes!

[@kittyui]

1:22 in love with this part

[@Julianne_Nakazawa]

The melody of this song is so good. 😩🤍

[@alexisjewell7135]

Moving forward and pushing on for Cooper must hurt but he has to be so proud of the art that you are making and using to speak out to our generation. You’ve both been such a light. I hope you know that. I really hope you can continue to share your voice with us. We support you.

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@jenniewoo9517]

Wtf is cooper

[@roseamy1057]

​@@jenniewoo9517 he's Ness best friend stupid and haven't you heard about the name cooper it's like any normal English name

[@sailormoongypsy]

This song has taken on a whole other meaning. Although maybe this was its true meaning all along.. rip Coop 🕊👼🏼

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@breyssi2421]

I genuinely love this song sm, I love the whole meaning behind it

[@honey3777]

i’m incredibly proud of nessa. she’s come so far from “pain” to “die first” . all of her projects are beautiful. this was coopers favourite and i know it will be for many others too. to cooper 🕊🤍 3:00

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@aestheticart1159]

PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO BRIGHT FOR THIS WORLD......LEAVE THIS WORLD AND BECOME A STAR🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

[@enviouslight3394]

Nessa I'm proud of you, EVERYONE IS PROUD OF U. stay strong bestie.

[@kiarabixley604]

This song got me crying especially the “in loving memory” Nessa you are so incredibly talented your voice is like an angel and you’re always doing amazing things this song is so beautiful and I know that copper is so so proud of you right now! Edit: omg thanks for all the likes!🎉

[@miraculouslykrystalrose9094]

@seiom jvony bro did you just copy and paste 💀💀💀

[@R74Gregorio]

i love nessa, she's just great , her music makes me fell like im out of this world

[@jane2736]

Wow, Nessa have talent, so many good songs. This one is special ❤️, the lyrics are beautiful. Keep doing this Nessa💖💖

[@Victoureeuh]

Nessa is one of the only tik tokers who makes music I actually listen to. Freaking incredible! Rip Cooper

[@kenziekane770]

Who is cooper? May they Rest In Peace 😞

[@tomolo2619]

***True love = the love of God!*** God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being Philippians 2:5-8

[@dansyopin1272]

Yeah same with jxdn

[@Victoureeuh]

@@kenziekane770 Nessas best friend!

[@Victoureeuh]

@@dansyopin1272 agree!

[@itsashleighhh]

“i could be in love forever” and her music video is a carousel that goes round and round “forever” 🥺🥺🖤

[@recessremedies6473]

I love this song is my new favorite❤❤❤

[@teresam7198]

Love the song!!! My favorite song

[@leonorsousaaa]

Cooper is very proud of you my angel, I can't stop listening to this wonderful song, thanks for that Ness 🤍

[@urdad2410]

girl it’s not even out yet🤣🤣🤣

[@breannamoore9144]

@@urdad2410 the 30sec clip is out so...

[@user-tz3zy3bu4x]

@@urdad2410 the song is out but the video isn’t

[@leonorsousaaa]

@@urdad2410 I live in Portugal so here I had left hours before

[@ARIANNAandJ]

I can’t wait to hear an album from this girl. She’s got serious talent, great song!

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@S_shinny_EN]

i don't know why and i don't know everything but i really really love this song. i'm pretty sure if you've ever genuinely loved someone, this song will definitely meaningful for you. because so am i. thank you so much for making this masterpiece, nessa. for me, this song is an essential song for this world.

[@dawniedunkie]

this song got me smiling crying

[@user-tz3zy3bu4x]

It sucks that it has to take her best friend passing for people to be nice in her comment section, especially on tiktok:( she deserves kindness at all times, I wish people weren’t so cruel she’s been through so much and deserves the world💗

[@danasiaj2853]

@88GLAM nah this is her best music video!! the visuals are beautiful!

[@lillllyweasley3237]

@88GLAM i mean even if you thought the video was bad why would you say this? It’s such a touching song who gives a f about the video

[@lottie3853]

This is a musical masterpiece. so artistic and beautiful. Cooper would be so outrageously proud. I adore her and her creativity

[@ysauniterforeveraidanpayto3567]

Nessa sempre entrega tudo nas músicas!! Amo essa rainha mano!!❤😍

[@Sandramartinez-ld6ov]

I love this songgg

[@zlur]

The way her music describes exactly how I’ve felt/ feel, so pumped for this song. Huge stan

[@imarealwitch1154]

Thanks... For reminding me that I've lived and will die without anyone telling me anything close to "i don't wanna live without you".

[@frendelina3]

watching this after watching their mukbang together, tears just fell out of my eyes. ur forever angel cooper, and nessa is such a loving friend i hope she's okay 🥺❤

[@yogirlc1211]

Cooper is proud of u ❤️🥺

[@melanielaisla]

This song will forever have a special meaning and place in everyone’s heart. Coop touched the world and thank you for sharing this song with us. He will never be forgotten and will live throughout all his loved ones🤍 I pray for healing for you all. We love you.

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@pragyatimilsina283]

favv songgg OMGGG

[@nas7642]

Nessa you are so strong, I just admire it. everything will be fine, i believe

[@shymbabang6484]

LYRICS: You're all I ever wanted So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head? You love me but no matter what you say There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die You're my fire and my safety You never mean to break me And that's why I'm afraid 'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promised that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever Can't escape it That's how it works Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, your love forever

[@nikva.sum_667]

🤩

[@OfficialTiktokUs]

This is not a normal "tiktok" singer. This is a singer, who haves TALENT! She can sing,dance,write. The lyrics to the song is very catchy also. I love this type of music. And the creativity put into this song and her music is just wonderful. I would love to see more songs from her. (Edit) You know cooper is in heaven, listening to this song on repeat.

[@mgueye2mgueye261]

Fr she has so much potential to be a real singer (which she is) but not remember as tiktoker

[@jeeyjayjayzsaid7650]

who's cooper

[@errortryagainlater5]

@@jeeyjayjayzsaid7650 cooper was a tiktoker that died and was nessa’s Best friend

[@sarahroux387]

I lost my grandmother too on Monday ❤😢

[@hola-eg5qm]

You tried to sneak in that “dance”

[@preppysquad-rb8on]

good job ness, i am so proud of how far you have come!!! (: love you queen

[@devilishly0angelic]

this song gives me full body chills

[@ishika129]

I’m so sorry for your loss Nessa. This must have been very hard for you. Just remember that cooper always loved you and supported you just like you love and supported him. Rest In Peace Cooper

[@ishika129]

@mmpj twod meeting Nessa would be a blessing 🖤😇

[@rexertanichan8701]

Even without watching the video, I can say that it's great

[@abcdef-ry9hx]

this

[@damianarag0n]

☝️

[@jessicamarie4618]

This made me cry I love it and I love you nessa💜 great song

[@lucymax2178]

I really listened to this song so often now it’s just a memory for me

[@lils6537]

You have immortalised his memory in this song, it’s out there forever now 💞

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@hayuki7349]

“cause someday everybody's leaving, you promise that you stay but that's a promise you can't make” :(((((( this song literally made me cry

[@Nicole-rv9hs]

Been a fan since 2019. Your music never disappoints

[@carolinemacchione9190]

My fav song- Shes so pretty like gurl HOW ARE U SO PRETTY

[@itsmissyann4478]

I hate the fact I’m so in love with a song from a tiktoker 😂 she honestly has a future in the music industry.

[@dalodaush7542]

She ain't just a tik toker

[@wearenotthewalkingdead]

Just cause her career started in tiktok it doesn’t mean she’s not a singer, that’s her title now

[@Rain_9908]

@@wearenotthewalkingdead yupp

[@natureclips5849]

She has unhealthy obsession with death

[@darlenisvaldez7931]

You guys are so ignorant, what’s the bad thing about being a tiktoker? I bet u wished to have half the fame she has on tik tok, stop being a hater and just accept that the girl’s talented, can sing and write ✍️appreciate!! For god’s sake

[@Jocelynn999]

I'm so sorry for your loss, Nessa. I know that Cooper is with you, smiling with you. And I know that he's so happy for you. He loved you so much, and will continue to. We all miss him so much and I know that you don't feel the best right now. You lost one of your closets friend that probably felt like a brother. But just know that we all love you and we're always here for you, love you ❤️

[@velibogdanova6985]

I'm in love with this song🔥🔥❤❤❤

[@emmawilliams1055]

This song is literally so beautiful sweet Nessa it really breaks me that Cooper hurt so bad such a pure soul that was so selfless I really wish addiction didn’t have such a devastating grip but he is in a beautiful place🥺❤️

[@sharonbinelli4624]

I don’t care what anyone says about Nessa she’s an amazing singer, creates amazing songs such as this one. And she’s been through a lot, and within all of the hate she gets she’s so sweet and caring. I don’t know how she didn’t cry while making this, I didn’t know Cooper or even watch him until he died which is very sad but true, fly high Cooper, you seemed very caring and kind you will be missed. 🕊❤️

[@akilahsmith2722]

She made/filmed this way long before cooper died she was waiting for the right time to post it and since cooper died she made it for him ig

[@PunkRockZombie205]

What hate does she get? My first time hearing this? Who's Cooper?

[@theofficialscarygirl]

Cooper Noriega

[@emmabimon]

@@PunkRockZombie205 she gets a lot of hate cos she threw it back to quran (muslim bible) and she also took her best friend's boyfriend among other stuff

[@Lady_NiNi]

​@@emmabimonshe's also a cheater but her music is good that's matter here ig😅

[@scoobydoozers]

i wasn’t a fan of her before with all the problematic drama but now i realized that she’s human as well and she’s walked away from that stuff and found her happiness, music. this song is really great ness 💗

[@SilentxStream]

What happened?

[@taylorrush9238]

@s4lvatore she never cheated on anyone??

[@morgankingsley8711]

To be fair she was 18 to 19, which is a really trial and error age

[@angelmelly2165]

@@morgankingsley8711 no excuse I'm 15 nearly 16 and I will never do that ever

[@x.bottoms_up.x]

@@angelmelly2165 what happened

[@Dimitraaaaaa]

This is the best song I have ever heard ❤

[@ilomilo1146]

Omg this is so beautiful I cry every time

[@poluww.k]

Nessa is a wonderful person who has gone through a lot of things in his life and struggles with it, while simultaneously releasing songs, nessa you are wonderful!!!

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o