Nessa Barrett - die first (official music video)

[@NessaBarrett]

I can’t believe my debut album, young forever, is finally going to be yours 10/14!!! 🕊 you can pre-save it now: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever

[@konnichiwa1981]

Super excited you are so talented!

[@glambylukee]

yayy

[@Me-ss9os]

God bless you ❤️

[@drippyyy]

AWWWW SO PROUD NESSA SO SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

[@avaluz]

We love you Nessa

[@CryBaby_Cow]

Literally crying and then the “in loving memory of cooper” balling even more! Shes such an angel 👼🏻 coop watch over this girl, she has light & love in her heart please bless her so she can keep spreading her magic! this world needs her❤️❤️❤️

[@cristinakovacs6155]

Im so sorry for her

[@ashleerenee9314]

This.

[@christopherlopez1436]

Its aight-ish, but I wouldn't be crying over it. Do you guys actually cry over this menial shit or just fake it?

[@hads1806]

same. and this is just it.

[@naruthomas2191]

What happened with coopers ?

[@tumblrqueen8143]

100% see why this was coop’s fav song. Honestly think it’s one of her best and meaningful songs

[@mirzamendoza6022]

Did Cooper get to hear it 😭

[@tumblrqueen8143]

@@mirzamendoza6022 yes nessa had it written and recorded a demo before he passed and he said it was his favourite song of hers 💔

[@barrydonnellycooper7882]

OMG COOP DID DIE FIRST HE TOOK THIS SONG LITT💀💀💀💀💀

[@osas5211]

@@barrydonnellycooper7882 damn that’s foul, maybe they knew it could be either of em dying first. It’s eerie

[@natalielopez7431]

@@mirzamendoza6022 yes, he even has on tiktok on his acc lipsyncing it w nessa

[@reysiesmith3070]

Nessa, I know Cooper is so proud right now. No doubt that he is smiling. I’m also so proud of you and I think that we all are. You’re so strong, in every way possible. I feel so lucky to have the opportunity to watch you grow. love u forever 🤍🕊

[@joshhh9605]

@88GLAM boy why u commenting on every post talking down go play Fortnite or sum 💀

[@amy-n1q]

@88GLAM bro u must have a sad life if all you do with your time is spam comment on other people’s channels who are more successful than you’ll ever be💀 hope you find some kind of happiness in your life that stops you from being so attention seeking on the internet x

[@emilyvaughn7189]

@88GLAM Dude shut up, you don’t need to reply this on every comment. Have some respect, let’s see you make a better video.

[@car00linaaa]

@@joshhh9605 LMAOAOAOAOAOA FR

[@chickenstrips1164]

@88GLAM no one asked for u to comment.

[@addisonromaniuk8064]

This girl seriously writes songs like I've never seen before. She puts true meaning into her songs and appreciates her own creativity while doing so. This song has me balling my eyes out

[@peytontravis5513]

So does Taylor swift

[@Zala_vi1608]

& all the other artists ​@@peytontravis5513

[@Roman-m7e9m]

Taylor is actually a good writer if we put all that obsession people have with her aside​@@peytontravis5513

[@zoeysmiles940]

Never would've imagined when this song was announced it would be in memory of a beloved human. We love you always Coop. 🤍 He's so damn proud of you Ness, as are we.

[@kaileefox5072]

the song was always written for coop just not in memory of him 🕊🖤🦋

[@amy-n1q]

@@kaileefox5072 I thought it was about her mom?

[@angelinaclaro3970]

@@amy-n1q she said it’s about both of them

[@savannapierce9853]

So it was never about jaden?

[@writtenbymb]

@@savannapierce9853 it never has been.

[@MileyandRileyYT]

Rest in Peace Cooper!🙏🤍So proud of you Nessa! Stay strong🌼

[@rileyflowers9180]

He will be missed so much Miley and Riley your even amazing for commenting. Rest In Peace coop 🕊

[@-mila-840]

omg lol I was just looking for the song from your edit and found it :)

[@asbzh9823]

who is cooper?

[@Alicia-hw9zx]

Is it okay if i use this song when posting a pic of mom who has a disease?

[@zvezdatiktoka]

ЗА РОССИЮ ЗА РОССИЮ RUSIA

[@KMX]

nessa you are such a bright light in this cruel world. your voice is so powerful. the lyrics to every single song you write hit home. your music heals me in ways nothing else can. i hope you are finding hope & happiness despite everything that has happened. you deserve all the love & support in this world. keep on shinning your light & don't let anyone take it away from you🤍

[@karlarivas2167]

Amen

[@anamarshall7082]

truu

[@breannamoore9144]

I am beyond proud of nessa how far she has came in life, for the struggles and reality what she faces I know it's very hard to compete to but her music has inspired me so much and changed my ways just to live to here her music I hope she goes on tour whenever she feels comfortable to start doing that I would absolutely want to see the person who has made such a huge impact on my life and such an inspiratinal and motivator who provides us with such a beautiful and talented voice so unique and soft texture to her music is the moment and im in for it im so proud of you nessa love you.

[@aliengranpa]

That's cool that she has inspired you so much!

[@renesbardoel]

Love this sm

[@briannanicole1151]

@88GLAM wdym?

[@Marcus475]

yea

[@themilkkmaid_]

Cant a soul compete with Nessa, shes a queen and nothing less. 🖤

[@Taylivia.updatez]

nessa, i know cooper is so proud of u rn!!! it mustve been hell loosing him and im so so sorry for your loss, i can feel the emotion in this song and its awful to have to loose someone you love when they were so young, someone who you spent hours with laughing, having fun times together, making memories in an instant, its heartbreaking. ur fans r always here and dont forget we love u sm!! and we're sooo soo proud of u girl! i hope uk that u help us in ways we cant even explain!!🤍🤍🕊

[@ampworldfanpage.]

Agreed 🕊

[@Poison_Syren]

I couldn’t agree more i get so emotional with her music

[@jdadams5487]

Agree

[@shakiel7649]

losing*

[@Ingrid-fi8xv]

Why he is dead? For what reason+ a heart attack or something?

[@agokone]

I can't listen to this music without crying. I'm 40, this song is simple, and yet I think it's one of the most beautiful songs I've heard

[@SvnnyDisposition_]

I don’t care for TikTok singers, but Nessa has talent and creativity. She just doesn’t shit a song or 2, she puts thought and meaning in the words she sings. I definitely have respect for her.

[@briannam8230]

Fr she has a gift

[@jlppxx2280]

why does her platform of tiktok define her, just say she’s good and move on lol

[@SvnnyDisposition_]

@@jlppxx2280 cuz she grew her fame on tiktok….and most tiktokers music suck?

[@sahannatiana8422]

This song is amazing and how she did this for cooper

[@DOOBISOFT]

TIKTOK MAKES ARTISTS LIKE HER BE KNOWN! I love TikTok artists the good ones atleast

[@oliviarodrigoupdates]

this is a beautiful song💗

[@mulandraguns2536]

right!!

[@zvezdatiktoka]

РОССИЯ ТОП РОССИЯ ТОП РОССИЯ ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП

[@riley-rh4ro]

@@zvezdatiktoka причем тут это ?

[@zvezdatiktoka]

@@riley-rh4ro потому что Россия топ она лучшоя страна а не ваши Украины

[@riley-rh4ro]

@@zvezdatiktoka я из россии чел,владимирская область. тут россия вообще не в тему засунь себе ее куда поглубже

[@korabigelow9717]

Literally crying and then the “in loving memory of cooper” balling even more! Shes such an angel 👼🏻 coop watch over this girl, she has light & love in her heart please bless her so she can keep spreading her magic! this world needs her❤❤❤Nessa, I know Cooper is so proud right now. No doubt that he is smiling. I’m also so proud of you and I think that we all are. You’re so strong, in every way possible. I feel so lucky to have the opportunity to watch you grow. love u forever

[@courtneymeier9693]

the fact this was his favorite song on the album is so heart wrenching. he should still be here with us. this song is so amazing i’m so proud of nessa and so is cooper❤️

[@sof1a1uv]

@@azsadzsoundz3522 dude shut up

[@aysunlilith4389]

wow. This song is everything, it’s ours now to relate to however we can and want. But mostly it’s coopers. He’s looking down hyping you up more than he ever has before, while blasting this song in heaven. If I, someone who you’ve never met before, can be this incredibly proud of you, I can’t even begin to comprehend how proud coop must feel right now. Nessa you are truly a gem in this rotten world, let cooper keep the fire in you safe, make sure to never lose it. This song is a absolute masterpiece made by a beautiful soul for another beautiful Soul🎠🕊🖤

[@courtneymeier9693]

i love this🤍

[@jdadams5487]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@graciewasson3279]

I couldn't have said this better!🥺💙

[@aysunlilith4389]

@@graciewasson3279 🖤

[@nikolakielichowska4665]

wo

[@breatheinpoetry]

This song means so much to all of us. We will forever think about Cooper when we hear it. Thank you for creating something so beautiful I know he’s shining down and will be listening with us. 🤍

[@breatheinpoetry]

@88GLAM I still like the song!

[@lostpeople6169]

@@breatheinpoetry who is cooper?

[@breatheinpoetry]

@@lostpeople6169 Cooper Noriega was Nessa’s bestfriend who sadly passed away on the 9th. He was just 19 years old. 😞

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@bree789-x8c]

@@breatheinpoetry Do you know what exactly happened to him? I hope it wasn't unaliving himself because we lose so many ppl that way every year, almost me. Rest In peace young man ❤

[@Astnovsag95]

My best friend told me the other day she wrote this song about her best friend. Really adds to the reason I know love comes from just the promise of commitment. Love comes in so many forms. Sometimes love in many forms is confusing but it's love. Love is pure. But we as humans will never be perfect.

[@jacklee5133]

she wrote it about her mum then she dedicated it to her friend when he passed

[@gorananakievski8729]

I'm perfect

[@user-xw4dx6vm4x]

this is so chilling knowing this was written long before cooper’s passing unknowing that she would need this song later🕊🤍rip coop

[@elyj2837]

We will think of him in our hearts ♥️! Also was coop jadens friend

[@Itsmaddy2828]

@@elyj2837 yes, his album and song tell me about tomorrow was about coop and his struggle.

[@drippyyy]

littterally my exact thought :( its so beautiful its my favorite nessa has released the meaning of it and the lyrics :(

[@Jungkooklover-ie7nu]

Who cooper?

[@zain5459]

@@Jungkooklover-ie7nu nessa’s best friend that passed away

[@efatarannum8287]

Literal goosebumps. The lyrics "cause I don't wanna live without you"💔 ness we're always here for you. Coop, our angel boy will always be remembered. RIP.

[@tenzin0314]

Nessa all songs are bomb , there’s not a single song of her that doesn’t fail to touch our hearts 🥰 her lyric are real deep and tough . This song really is beautiful as it is cooper fav and yours too . We love u

[@thalitabarbosadesousa4087]

Yes!

[@emma54699]

I’m so sorry Nessa. I can’t imagine the pain you are going through. I hope you know that Coop is looking down on you and is smiling. He is so proud of you. I love you so much Ness.

[@I_love_AaRon_WARNER]

This song doesn't remind me of a boyfriend, but a best friend. I don't care if she wasn't human, she was still one of the bestest friends I could have ever had. My beautiful calico kitty didn't come home one night after she went outside. I miss her terribly and we had an unexplanible bond. So to any of you who recently lost a pet, please know that you are not alone in it. ❤

[@Marsuliini]

I'm so sorry 😿💔

[@pandawithnojams2459]

Thank you, and I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s truly painful.

[@I_love_AaRon_WARNER]

@Pandawithnojams Thanks for understanding.

[@shakyamarasinghe3911]

I’m so sorry. I just lost my dog. He was my baby.

[@willowthebunny7]

I needed this, a few days ago, I lost my bunny Willow she was only 3 years old. We had an amazing bond that no one else understood. That was the best 3 years of my life. I wish I could go back, I would fix all my mistakes❤ I miss you Willow, and I love you❤

[@SabaIicious]

Only 3 hours until this comes out i cant believe you made it this far from being a girl doing tiktoks to a pop star I know cooper is so proud of what you became and what your going to become and I hope you have a wonderful release day knowing he loves you 🕊

[@ridakhaled]

The lyrics narrate the story of how she feels about a certain someone that she doesn't want to let go of that person or fall asleep without them. Because love is an illusion and breaks there is No Noise, No Pieces of the broken Object. There is only a feeling of emptiness, guilt and Memories of that person. A void that can't be filled. So she wills to 'Die first' not wanting that person to leave her behind .not wanting to let go of them or wanting her illusions to be shattered. When she enters the Shop she sees an object and starts imagining her there. Probably refering to that person or their memory with her and how she always wants to be them even if it means her dieing first.

[@Poison_Syren]

This is Beautiful 😍

[@hollohi6251]

Cheers Geoff

[@user_3330]

Nah pretty sure she wrote that song while being in that relationship and not after it ended lmfao

[@desi7427]

@@user_3330 I think it’s about her mom and of course cooper

[@rhearfl698]

I hope Nessa makes it really big in the music industry

[@Itshanoya92]

On the same time, I hope it doesn’t destroy her :(

[@jss2256]

@@Itshanoya92 only destroyed ppl get into hollywood. 🩸

[@zvezdatiktoka]

😡😡😡😡🤬🤬

[@rhearfl698]

@@zvezdatiktoka what

[@SiddharthAggarwaldr]

LYRICS You're all I ever wanted So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head? You love me but no matter what you say There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die You're my fire and my safety You never mean to break me And that's why I'm afraid 'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promise that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever Can't escape it, that's how it works Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever

[@annamullet]

Thank you!

[@mhsaxv3372]

it's crazy how this song was made before cooper's death, it feels like a omen. so proud of you for struggling with this, we love u so much ness and this song is beautiful.

[@myworldanecosta]

True😟😭

[@drippyyy]

exactly omg :( this song is so beautiful i get chills

[@alexisjewelllll]

Moving forward and pushing on for Cooper must hurt but he has to be so proud of the art that you are making and using to speak out to our generation. You’ve both been such a light. I hope you know that. I really hope you can continue to share your voice with us. We support you.

[@jenniewoo9517]

Wtf is cooper

[@roseamy1057]

​@@jenniewoo9517 he's Ness best friend stupid and haven't you heard about the name cooper it's like any normal English name

[@melanielaisla]

This song will forever have a special meaning and place in everyone’s heart. Coop touched the world and thank you for sharing this song with us. He will never be forgotten and will live throughout all his loved ones🤍 I pray for healing for you all. We love you.

[@deekshaargupta]

I've been a huge fan of hers since she released pain. I'm so glad she's finally getting the recognition she deserves.

[@delena4evertvd267]

This is no shade but just the reality, Nessa is not another tiktoker making music. She IS a genuine musician. She grew up singing and producing. Her father was and is a producer and her mom sings. She has knowledge about the technical and scientific side of music, a true passion for making music and a beautifully unique voice. She has only released under 20 songs, an EP and few singles but already has a very distinct and unique sound and she has massively improved from her first song to this one. She’s done so much in so little time. There is meaning to all of this for her. Deep meaning. The lyrics are clearly from the heart and very well thought out. The sounds she chooses all have intention and add value to the song. The visuals she imagines then brings to life all provoke certain feelings and have thought behind them. She tells story’s. This is real music, with real meaning and emotion behind it. Not just slapping together the bare basics of music because you have the money and a couple thousand online followers who will listen to it.

[@loggedout8572]

SPEAK IT

[@shelby8727]

PREACHHHHHH

[@strykidz]

YESSS

[@nicoleakers2445]

Facts

[@oceanfloows]

Facts.only facts.

[@lottie3853]

This is a musical masterpiece. so artistic and beautiful. Cooper would be so outrageously proud. I adore her and her creativity

[@kimber_bbyy6240]

Nessa is not like other tiktokers who pops up into music industry without having talent...she can really sing, dance and write those sick lyrics

[@luizablumberg]

AGREED

[@imsugar]

why do y’all always have to mention that she came from tiktok? you don’t see olivia rodrigo stans always bringing up her being from disney. just enjoy her music and go. she’s talented so let her be known for her music and not some app.

[@aidanquirk3410]

@@imsugar i love how you addressed that

[@abcdef-ry9hx]

@@imsugar because she gets a shit ton of hate for it. so people who like her music want everyone to know that she’s not just some social media star trying to make a cash grab. she’s genuinely talented and loves what she does.

[@billie149]

Bella is good to🖤

[@kimkoeb764]

I lost the love of my life 10 months ago and just found this song 5 minutes ago. I write this with tears streaming because this song, these words are all the emotions I've been feeling since it happened

[@samirmustafayev9829]

So sorry,hope you are good

[@POLARTTYRTM]

That's rough... life is really not kind to people.

[@lanafan894]

I don’t know what hurts me more: the topic this song’s about or the fact that there’s still people in this world that don’t appreciate Nessa’s talent 💔💔💔 Also I’m devastated that she released this song before what happened to Coop, she’s such a strong woman. All my support angel, u deserve the world 🫶🏽

[@zvezdatiktoka]

@mmpj twod rusia yes😝😝 AMERIKA NO😡😡😡😡

[@honey3777]

i’m incredibly proud of nessa. she’s come so far from “pain” to “die first” . all of her projects are beautiful. this was coopers favourite and i know it will be for many others too. to cooper 🕊🤍 3:00

[@shymbabang6484]

LYRICS: You're all I ever wanted So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head? You love me but no matter what you say There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die You're my fire and my safety You never mean to break me And that's why I'm afraid 'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promised that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever Can't escape it That's how it works Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, your love forever

[@nikva.sum_667]

🤩

[@enviouslight3394]

Nessa I'm proud of you, EVERYONE IS PROUD OF U. stay strong bestie.

[@Phd366]

Im glad Nessa found her way in music. She is really talented!

[@alenamagusiak]

Admittedly this is the first song I have heard of hers. Wow! This might be my new favorite song. You're talented girl. I am so sorry for your loss...

[@mrmeseeks5731]

Wow ur missing out she’s got it

[@bluexberry1346]

Sniff*EVERYONE MAKE SURE TO LIKE THIS VIDEO AND SUB right nowww!

[@holzz1426]

who died ??

[@saraxmoony]

@@holzz1426 Cooper Noriega, her best friend

[@niaaniaaniaa]

same here i already learned i started listening , to this yesterday and i know half of the whole song

[@sailormoongypsy]

This song has taken on a whole other meaning. Although maybe this was its true meaning all along.. rip Coop 🕊👼🏼

[@kiarabixley604]

This song got me crying especially the “in loving memory” Nessa you are so incredibly talented your voice is like an angel and you’re always doing amazing things this song is so beautiful and I know that copper is so so proud of you right now! Edit: omg thanks for all the likes!🎉

[@miraculouslykrystalrose9094]

@seiom jvony bro did you just copy and paste 💀💀💀

[@Juzexa]

I been listening to this masterpiece ever since it came out, Honestly this song will never be tiring. It's too relatable.

[@poluww.k]

Nessa is a wonderful person who has gone through a lot of things in his life and struggles with it, while simultaneously releasing songs, nessa you are wonderful!!!

[@ARIANNAandJ]

I can’t wait to hear an album from this girl. She’s got serious talent, great song!

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@zlur]

The way her music describes exactly how I’ve felt/ feel, so pumped for this song. Huge stan

[@yusufkaya1393]

her voice is like omfg i want to cry 😭

[@Jocelynn999]

I'm so sorry for your loss, Nessa. I know that Cooper is with you, smiling with you. And I know that he's so happy for you. He loved you so much, and will continue to. We all miss him so much and I know that you don't feel the best right now. You lost one of your closets friend that probably felt like a brother. But just know that we all love you and we're always here for you, love you ❤️

[@Itsmaddy2828]

Ness, i am so beyond happy for you and so glad that you got to share this with cooper before he passed. He loved this song so much and every person who listens to this knows how much you love him and how much he loves you. He’s looking down and watching this with us. I love you. Stay strong. You deserve everything and so much more. 🥰

[@hayuki7349]

“cause someday everybody's leaving, you promise that you stay but that's a promise you can't make” :(((((( this song literally made me cry

[@nate2759]

This is my favourite song of hers so far. It’s very deep which I love, we don’t really have anymore. She’s so young, I’m sure she is going to make many more great music as she gets older.

[@NessNotbabe]

5eufue

[@AlixxMarieee]

this is literally a masterpiece. i love nessa so much. i am supposed to meet her one day & i can’t wait. she’s my favorite singer. i relate to her music so much. it’s gotten me through such tough times. such a gorgeous voice. so beautiful. so perfect. this literally made me cry… coop is so proud of you ness. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BEAUTIFUL!!!

[@planetoparis.]

So proud of how far you’ve come nessa, I know coop is watching over u always and smiling. He would be so proud right now

[@cathyyanes8719]

If all we can only do is just imagine how painful it is to lose our loved ones then imagine the pain and loneliness they will go through all by themselves without you. 💔😢💔

[@amy-n1q]

It sucks that it has to take her best friend passing for people to be nice in her comment section, especially on tiktok:( she deserves kindness at all times, I wish people weren’t so cruel she’s been through so much and deserves the world💗

[@danasiaj2853]

@88GLAM nah this is her best music video!! the visuals are beautiful!

[@lillllyweasley3237]

@88GLAM i mean even if you thought the video was bad why would you say this? It’s such a touching song who gives a f about the video

[@vivianapena01]

Nessa, this was the most beautiful song you’ve ever written, tears literally brim in my eyes at the end. Cooper is proud of you and he would want you to keep your head up high and do what makes you happy. I love you Nessa Barrett 🤍beautiful song

[@guysilovefrankocean123]

@Jesus Gonzalez no. this comment is NOT it at all.

[@cantchangeyou]

@Jesus Gonzalez someone is obsessed iv seen your comment on more then 5 replies like calm down LOL

[@guysilovefrankocean123]

@Jesus Gonzalez Doesn’t mean you should be so rude. Have you seen yourself? Like dude look at the mirror

[@cantchangeyou]

@Jesus Gonzalezbut like cant you see she is hurting plus nothing is wrong with lip filler its her body her choice. if you dont like her so bad stop wasting your energy on bringing other people down. if you dont like her ignore her. it isnt that hard. but for a immature person such as yourself it must be tuff.. :) get better with ur self value. and until you see that have a good day and stop trying to hurt someone who wont even take mention to your comment :)))))

[@vivianapena01]

@Jesus Gonzalez posting a picture of you smoking looks ugly on you, it ain’t cute at all, and the fact that you’re on KZbin fighting with people looks even uglier on you

[@LovleyMalibu]

Rest in peace Cooper!lord loves you!❤🕊️ fly high Love.

[@courtneymeier9693]

this is so beautiful. cooper is beyond proud of u. i wish he could physically be here for the release but i know he is jamming out in heaven right now. ur so strong nessa🤍🤍

[@tmoney2954]

nessa’s music is soooo beautiful her voice her vibe when it all comes together it’s just a masterpiece🥹

[@scoobydoozers]

i wasn’t a fan of her before with all the problematic drama but now i realized that she’s human as well and she’s walked away from that stuff and found her happiness, music. this song is really great ness 💗

[@SilentxStream]

What happened?

[@taylorrush9238]

@s4lvatore she never cheated on anyone??

[@morgankingsley8711]

To be fair she was 18 to 19, which is a really trial and error age

[@angelcakes_x]

@@morgankingsley8711 no excuse I'm 15 nearly 16 and I will never do that ever

[@vivienne_g]

@@angelcakes_x what happened

[@Bxxby.gracie]

Now that the guy I loved is dead. When I listen or sing this song I sometimes change the lyrics to “I wish I died first, cause I cannot fall asleep without you, knowing ur not on this earth, I will stay alone forever, now that you died first.”

[@LoveSnekGurl]

thats so sad, hope you're doing ok, darling ❤

[@Bxxby.gracie]

@@LoveSnekGurl been doing the best I can, thank you❤️ he was 15 when he died he was a good person

[@LoveSnekGurl]

@@Bxxby.gracie Have a wonderful day!

[@joshhh9605]

I’m so sorry for your loss I know he’s proud of you and he’s watching over you. Thank you for your music it helps so much with my mental health and you make me super happy just releasing music your music is so amazing and don’t stop I can’t wait for the new album soon I’m so proud of what you’ve become i love you…

[@Victoureeuh]

Nessa is one of the only tik tokers who makes music I actually listen to. Freaking incredible! Rip Cooper

[@kenziekane770]

Who is cooper? May they Rest In Peace 😞

[@tomolo2619]

***True love = the love of God!*** God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being Philippians 2:5-8

[@dansyopin1272]

Yeah same with jxdn

[@Victoureeuh]

@@kenziekane770 Nessas best friend!

[@Victoureeuh]

@@dansyopin1272 agree!

[@valentynediax9671]

I love this song sm. What makes this so so different and special is that everyone has their own person that they dedicate this song to. Whether it’s a mom, dad, brother, sister, boyfriend, girlfriend, a friend, or maybe even a best friend. This song is unique in its own way and it truly deserves every ounce of fame it gets. Nessa is a brilliant artist and I know she has a bright future.

[@MikhailJey-po5vi]

Nessa, my God, how much I love you. What a voice you have! Angels don't sing like you, they make sounds like crows.

[@ishika129]

I’m so sorry for your loss Nessa. This must have been very hard for you. Just remember that cooper always loved you and supported you just like you love and supported him. Rest In Peace Cooper

[@ishika129]

@mmpj twod meeting Nessa would be a blessing 🖤😇

[@lucianicole21]

This song is beautiful. I hope she knows how proud cooper would be of her. Long live Cooper 💓

[@zoethurston5208]

I’m speechless this may be my favorite song I’ve ever heard. The meaning behind it gives me chills! Cooper is so proud of you right now!

[@imarealwitch1154]

Thanks... For reminding me that I've lived and will die without anyone telling me anything close to "i don't wanna live without you".

[@lils6537]

You have immortalised his memory in this song, it’s out there forever now 💞

[@azsadzsoundz3522]

Finally it's here kzbin.info/www/bejne/fau1l6R_qZiEp5o

[@itsashleighhh]

“i could be in love forever” and her music video is a carousel that goes round and round “forever” 🥺🥺🖤

[@yogirlc1211]

Cooper is proud of u ❤️🥺

[@Twilight-zj9ld]

The things i love about nessa 1.strong 2.pretty 3.amazing singer 4.kind 5.funny 6.hard worker Love u nessa even tho i just found u lol

[@glitterbomb3444]

I know Cooper is smiling alongside with you. He's so proud that he got to know you before he passed. Cooper's heart was full cuz it was full with you

[@sstaralien]

Who is that

[@glitterbomb3444]

@@sstaralien Are you talking about Cooper or Nessa?

[@kristamartinez2925]

Ness is so strong I’m so proud of her, she’s not only a tiktoker but she a singer a truly really good & talented singer

[@cherisee]

I’m living everyday to the fullest for Cooper praying for you, Sab, his other friends and family everyday he’s up in heaven thinking of you proud of you i know it♾️🖤

[@StinkRatMiraculer]

I cannot imagine what it is like to lose a close friend. I hope you’re doing ok Nessa ❤️ Great music as always ❤️❤️❤️

[@CindyMartinez1one]

I didn't expect the softness of this, I never got to know the person she made this for but wow did this make me cry, May the beautiful soul she dedicates this to rest in peace

[@Sincerelybr3]

Nessa your voice is so strong and powerful. Coop is watching over you and he is so proud of you and all you have accomplished. You have helped so many people even when you where struggling yourself. I just wanted to let you know we all love you so very much and you have great things ahead of you. 🤍

[@marijanalucic5631]

This song means everything🖤 You are strong, and even though Coop is not there, he is, looking down from heavens. Thank you so much for this one, this one is everything 🖤

[@Onceuponatime006]

0:30 ✨ 1:22 ✨ 2:09 ✨🖤🕊️ If one of us dies, I hope I die first… I don’t wanna live without you…. I don’t wanna ever learn, how to fall asleep without you.. Tell me what’s worse, Losing you now or later.. Maybe I can break the curse, and I can be in love forever…. If I die first., I hope I first… I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever…✨🫀 🖤💫🕊️

[@kandykake4572]

I know Cooper has the biggest smile on his face right now hearing all Nessa's fans singing this song on repeat today!

[@moveinsilence888]

Incredible art created by an incredible soul. Nessa, you are beyond magical and your journey has been nothing short of that. I pray love and light surround you everyday. Cooper is so proud of you. We all are.

[@belly3445]

nessa, I am so proud of you and how far you have come. I remember listening to every song you’ve released the minute they came out and they all seem to amaze me. This song is going to be one of my favorites, it just hits different. I know cooper is so proud of you and the amazing person you have become! i love you🤍🤍

[@S_shinny_EN]

i don't know why and i don't know everything but i really really love this song. i'm pretty sure if you've ever genuinely loved someone, this song will definitely meaningful for you. because so am i. thank you so much for making this masterpiece, nessa. for me, this song is an essential song for this world.

[@claudiaarias8744]

Estoy muy orgullosa de nessa , nunca me decepciona

[@mackensierivera2659]

why?

[@claudiaarias8744]

@88GLAM why?

[@sharonbinelli4624]

I don’t care what anyone says about Nessa she’s an amazing singer, creates amazing songs such as this one. And she’s been through a lot, and within all of the hate she gets she’s so sweet and caring. I don’t know how she didn’t cry while making this, I didn’t know Cooper or even watch him until he died which is very sad but true, fly high Cooper, you seemed very caring and kind you will be missed. 🕊❤️

[@akilahsmith2722]

She made/filmed this way long before cooper died she was waiting for the right time to post it and since cooper died she made it for him ig

[@PunkRockZombie205]

What hate does she get? My first time hearing this? Who's Cooper?

[@M4n4_S4m4]

Cooper Noriega

[@emmabimon]

@@PunkRockZombie205 she gets a lot of hate cos she threw it back to quran (muslim bible) and she also took her best friend's boyfriend among other stuff

[@Toxic_NiNi13]

​@@emmabimonshe's also a cheater but her music is good that's matter here ig😅

[@forsakenblues]

Yet another masterpiece of a song! Your voice is so powerful & you're way too talented!! Cooper is for sure so proud of you Angel & will always be watching over you from above every step of the way. You're one of the strongest most inspiring people I know ness. You really do bring so much light into such a dark cruel world. Sending lots of love & support your way.🖤

[@sachi7796]

2 years and nessa's music still gives me chills

[@OfficialTiktokUs]

This is not a normal "tiktok" singer. This is a singer, who haves TALENT! She can sing,dance,write. The lyrics to the song is very catchy also. I love this type of music. And the creativity put into this song and her music is just wonderful. I would love to see more songs from her. (Edit) You know cooper is in heaven, listening to this song on repeat.

[@TheMG20089]

Fr she has so much potential to be a real singer (which she is) but not remember as tiktoker

[@jeeyjayjayzsaid7650]

who's cooper

[@errortryagainlater5]

@@jeeyjayjayzsaid7650 cooper was a tiktoker that died and was nessa’s Best friend

[@sarahroux387]

I lost my grandmother too on Monday ❤😢

[@hola-eg5qm]

You tried to sneak in that “dance”

[@serenitystar407]

I love this song so much. I been listening to the snippet and I couldn't stop singing it. I know cooper is watching down and smiling at you he is so proud of you ness stay strong. I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for everyone hurting through his loss. he is in a better place. Fly high coop we ALL love you sm❤❤❤

[@bibsoaress]

I'm sure Cooper is very proud of you princess! You will never be alone, we are all here for you, and your music is PERFECT!

[@wijdaneelabbassi3221]

Losing someone you love is the hardest thing ever This song always make me cry 😢😢😢😢. I miss you dad

[@ΙωάνναΓυπάκη]

I dedicate this to my sister who I love most in this world. She was once the only reason I stayed alive, so I can't imagine my life without her...

[@emilylynch3538]

bawling my eyes out. such a beautiful song written for a beautiful human. we miss you cooper. thank you for sharing this with us ness, especially during this time. he’s cheering for you so hard right now. 🕊🤍

[@nataliedimaio4312]

nessa, you are a lyrical genius. i just currently bawled listen to it. cooper is so freaking proud of you. you did that. and it was amazing.

[@mkmaster2256]

I legit cried to this because I imagined one of my best friends died, and how I would listen to this since it would be relatable

[@someoneelse8295]

i dont have to imagine

[@amy-n1q]

We’re all so proud of you!! Including Cooper💕🕊 I can’t wait for the album it’s going to be amazing You’re so unbelievably talented and are such a light in so many of our lives

[@katelyndusza7256]

I am so proud of you beautiful inside and out don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. You are worth the world and more, and I hope you can see that, because u are. We love you and can’t wait to see how much you grow not only in music but as a person, and be there every step of the way. You are so so loved never forget that!