new home 1 hour loop: slowed + reverb (austin farwell)

FULL CREDIT TO AUSTIN FARWELL (the one who made this song)
hey everyone, here is an hour long version of 'new home' by austin farwell :) one of my subscribers recently asked for it, so here it is! :D
i also wanted to say a very big thank you to you all for supporting my youtube channel - i can't believe i've received over 2k views which is amazing, so thank you all for liking and viewing my videos :)
so yeah i just wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you all and the support you've given to my channel over the past few months ♡
have a nice day/evening/night lol ノ.৹:+. ( .• ᴗ •. ) .+:৹.

[@StarbucksStoreMusic]

I'm not depressed but I love when it rains. I'm not sad but I love sad songs. I'm not hiding but I love when it's night. I'm not tired but I love my bed. I'm not quiet but I love silence. I'm not alone but I feel alone. I don't really understand myself

[@hotoke.sensei2944]

Captivating, isn't it?

[@ellahartman1]

retweet.

[@pedrozoia5426]

I'm depressed and I love when it rains. I'm sad and I love sad songs. I'm hiding and I love when it's night. I'm tired and I love my bed. I'm quiet and I love silence. I'm alone and I feel alone.

[@vanesaalvarez1922]

Confusing right!? Yes, I know, i understand. My parents think something is wrong with me because i always want to be in my room. My older brother who is 15 years older then me, moved out when I was going to turn 5. We never really had a special brother and sister bond. Although i have a twin sister. At times i feel lonely knowing we don't have a relationship where we can count and trust in each other. Because clearly 15 year olds and a 30 year olds barely have anything in common. So his old room was a gues room but we still called it his room. Recently I have been spending a lot of time in my brothers old room, I use to do my school work there, take naps, watch movies alone, make stuff. It use to be like my room. Until my parents moved to that room, they entended it, painted it and totally redecorated it. So now i have no safe place. I am not depressed, nor sad. I'm just sometimes lonely even tho i am not really alone. My parents, especially my mom is worried about me, thinks i have bad thoughts. But i am fine, it jsut gets lonely sometimes, something we all feel. And it especially when my brother moved out, my mom suffered a lot, everyday she would just randomly sit on the couch and start crying, and me and my sister at 5 yr old didn't know what to do. Plus, we couldn't tell anyone he moved out for some reason. So yes, I do have a brother, but not in a brotherly sense. I barely remember him before he moved out i only have like 5 memories with him because he was mostly in his room. And i love sad songs and sad love songs. But it doesn't mean i am sad. Thank you for reading and for listening some things i have meaning to take out my chest. I am a 15 year old who is not depressed, nor sad, nor lonely.

[@izumii420]

Same

[@abigoodlxt]

i want to remind whoever you are that’s reading this that it is okay to take care of yourself. you can’t please everyone all the time and you need to take care of your emotions just as much as the people around you. you’re doing amazing

[@ultr4vi0let]

this is so sweet AAAH

[@jessicaarredondo1613]

this is what i needed to hear. i love you

[@thebatman9478]

Thank you so much bro, these past few weeks have been very hard

[@dianagarza3410]

I really needed to read this during theses times, I've been feeling so lonely, but reading this gave me comfort.

[@queens6676]

thank you, Abby

[@marianita6115]

this is so relaxing but also so sad

[@ultr4vi0let]

i agree - it’s sad but slightly comforting at the same time :)

[@kenza1781]

It is not that sad it is related with the way you think please think positively i know it is hard it is also for me some times i even belive in happiness just relax . i hope u ar good ♡

[@meatstick8607]

@@kenza1781 saying this is the problem. It’s okay to think sad. Acting like you should only ever thing positively is bad. Music is meant to be a way to feel. It’s up to the person to decide the way the song makes them feel. It’s healthy.

[@meatstick8607]

It relates to the name “new home”. A new home can be very sad but exciting at the same time

[@kenza1781]

To be honst i'm not good

[@nkanova4468]

Definitely a bitter sweet feeling. It really does feel you’re moving into a new house. Saying goodbye to old times and memories that were made in the old house but new ones are awaiting in the new house. It’s gonna be ok. Change is always needed when it’s time comes.

[@nkanova4468]

New home is a perfect title

[@ultr4vi0let]

you couldn’t have put it better :)

[@stroescurazvan]

If the walls could talk I bet they'll tell a lot of stories...

[@louisepitre7429]

It really does-- while I was listening, I was remembering a beautiful old apartment i used to live in (close to 100 years old). I had only ever lived in new houses where I knew all the memories. I was always distracted thinking about all the experiences of the people who had lived in the rooms before me-- had they had awkward fights in the kitchen, stared sadly out the window, gotten happy or sad news. This song sounds like painfiul nostalgia somehow.

[@chidikoli]

omg i really needed to hear this cuz i’m so bummed about leaving my school of 7yrs, i had two years left and had been dreaming about finishing it with all my friends from when i was nine but obviously fate has other plans, i hadn’t cried yet but this made me tear up because it’s so true change is good and as devastated as i am to leave them i should be enjoying the last times i will have with them and enjoying the memories we shared, i just don’t know how to tell them.. thank you for reminding me of this 🥺😭

[@solmorenaalvarez8397]

I spend more than 8 hours listening this magic piece while i study

[@ultr4vi0let]

awwww i'm glad it helps u study :) ! it's such a relaxing song hehe

[@ivy2152]

so TRUE!!!!!!

[@ivy2152]

😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩🥰🥰🥰😋😋😋👌🤌

[@levidiesta8171]

While I was listening to this song I keep remembering those times I had fun as a kid and realizing that im getting older kinda hurts a little.. i wish those days where we can enjoy the beautiful sunsets a bit longer.

[@ultr4vi0let]

this is beautiful :,) and i agree - whenever i think about getting older it makes me wanna cry 🥲

[@hotoke.sensei2944]

We all are fated to die. It is because our lives are so short that we can experience true happiness and sadness. Death is scary isn't it? But ineffably beautiful as well, isn't it?

[@Afonsooo12131]

Mouse eating m&m 😞

[@lilydubois1470]

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[@salomeshira9816]

This music is literally healing. Closed my eyes and just wanted to cry and I wanted to let you know that no matter what you are loved Maybe the people who love you can’t show it because they are struggling too but please never listen to that voice that screams in your head that you are not good enough or you don’t deserve it to be loved.You are trying your best and at the end of the day it doesn’t matter how productive you where how good your grades are or how much you weight But what matter is what your heart is filled with. Maybe you didn’t hear it today but you did an amazing job and I’m so proud of you.I love you so much an I’m wishing y’all the best day ❤️

[@salomeshira9816]

@@user-kl5br2pj8u thank you so much 💕

[@susbaka52]

@@salomeshira9816 thanks for the encouragement

[@jawawalando]

i just came here because i saw a rat eat a m&m

[@nicoledallacqua1553]

Thank you so much for your words, I really needed them❤

[@andersonkevin2681]

🥲thanks💐

[@Omegzkun]

ill be honest, society has changed so much now that i feel guilty for crying since im a man, but im finally letting out all of the past that ive kept in for so many years, im letting out all of the rage and sadness, all of my depression and anger, i havent cried in such a long time i don’t remember the last time i did😭

[@nery555]

I didn’t expect to cry as hard as I did before playing this video. All of a sudden after listening to this a couple of times my mind just started showing me everything I’ve done in life from my childhood, to past friends and family that have passed, and memories etc. Wow.

[@CP-cg5kr]

Me too 😢 sending love x

[@shantipanesar9297]

omg same

[@itzthetrash]

Same here, it just floods my mind with memories. Especially those of family members who’ve passed, I’ve recently had my two grandfathers pass, and they were like my closest friends, the best grandfathers I could ask for. I miss them a lot..

[@yungesthydra]

I just hope one day I fall in love with being alive

[@ultr4vi0let]

you absolutely will, i promise 💖 it just takes time

[@aalexttostado]

We will get there 🌱

[@BenderBaller07]

I used to have these two friends. We all had Asian moms who took us to the same piano teacher at the same time. We lived on the same street and hung out every day. We would try on each others shoes and new cloths and take turns riding each other’s bikes. We traded Pokémon cards and made sure everyone left the trade happy. We would cut class by hiding in the bathroom and just talk about teachers and mean kids. Secret meeting in boys bathroom was what we called it. I always would check to see if they signaled for a meeting and they always did the same. We had sleepovers and always wanted the other friends to have the comfy bed over the hard blow up bed. We were heartbroken when one had to move to Arizona. I miss him so much and think about him every day. The other friend moved too and I miss him so much to this day. I can almost hear them in the back of my head when I’m in a boring class saying “SMBB?” That stood for secret meeting boys bathroom. I miss hearing their calming voices and playing video games with them after school. I just want to see them one more time. Just one. That would make me so happy. I respect your privacy when of names and don’t want to put your name out there if you don’t want to be put out there but if this sounds familiar please know that someday I will see you living a successful life and I will think to myself, “wow, we used to be best friends.”

[@ultr4vi0let]

this is so cute 🥲 thank you for telling your story :) i really hope you will be reunited with them one day 💖

[@mayhay7787]

you guys are weird

[@joycehabib3219]

That’s so sad

[@annietian1234]

Really, this is so relatable. But I hope you can meet your friends again sometimes :)

[@meatstick8607]

@@mayhay7787 it’s okay to admit that you have never had a real friend. I hope one day you will

[@cammyconfirmed]

This makes me look back to when my Great Grandma was alive, We would always go to her house on weekends. She would make the best pancakes and bacon. She was the most kind, funny, caring human I knew. I know she is in a better place now. This song makes me feel a feeling I cannot describe, it is pure beauty. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you. Thank you for reminding me of her. I needed this; I know that everything will be okay and it will get better.

[@mario__time3999]

I’m crying rn 💔

[@iblameabel7023]

My great grandfather passed recently, now im here with my grandma. They raised me so they’re my mom & pops, I wish I could tell you how much I appreciate you sharing this, it makes me tear up but it’s happy tears :). Wishing to meet my pops in heaven & I’m hoping you & your fam also sees heaven. I want you to know that Jesus is the way to life. He’s the answer, much love & stayed blessed💙

[@waffledetroyer]

I had a great grandma that sadly passed away at I think in 2018 I miss her

[@waffledetroyer]

She was sweet her name was Amy

[@stevepluto4999]

🥰

[@phoenixlvr]

this feels like the happy ending of a movie :)

[@ultr4vi0let]

omg it is !!! :D it’s such a lovely song

[@classifiedsexoffender9813]

An happy ending after an hour of sadness and pain

[@livgrace5599]

It's happy but sad, or just sad. It's like realizing something is gone and not coming back or somethings over. Remembering memories, knowing they're something you have to leave behind.

[@Ghost-wg4zv]

It made me cry a bit because I wanted to listen to this song with my dad but he is gone so I’m just listening.

[@ultr4vi0let]

i’m so sorry :,( whatever you’re going through or have gone through, i hope you heal 💖 stay strong

[@Ghost-wg4zv]

@@ultr4vi0let thank you

[@_IanB_]

I listen to this every night when I go to bed with my dog. He’s almost 15 and getting so so old. It’s just a moment we treasure of being together. This song makes me think of happy moments and sincere happy occurrences and memories yet reminds me how lonely I’ve become the older I got. I’ve had a very hard month lately and this song has been a sane and peaceful moment to pause life for me. Thank you!

[@chloe5susan]

I’m 67 yrs young and sleeping with my 10 yr old dog and finding inner peace listening to this song. My fathers passed away 3 months ago at 96. He lived a beautiful life to the very end. 😘❤️

[@Bluegamerful]

@@chloe5susan hi chloe5susan, we do not know eachother but i‘m sorry to hear about your father. I am sure he is resting peacefully. Take care.

[@samuraix3406]

my gf blocked me for no reason at all and here i am listenin to this while cryin my eyes out cuz i have nothing else and no one else sometimes i wonder would i have commited suicide if i wasnt religious cuz like whats the point in dyin yk if ur just goin to hell after sufferin here and sufferin there it never stops u just wait it out ur sufferin wont stop so might as well just keep goin not like u have anything to lose and maybe nothing to gain maybe ur just destined for sufferin for eternity and life will just never get better anyways i think this music is just amazing thank you mate for postin such a beautiful video.

[@ultr4vi0let]

music is so helpful when it comes to negative thoughts, you will get through whatever you’re going through - just hang in there! 💖 :)

[@edwinzbeub8428]

I feel you man. But sometime those questions makes us fall in a loop. A loop of not knowing why we are here and what will happen if we just quit this world. But in the end you have lived up until then so you must have a purpose. Or else why would you even exist. There is something for all of us in this world…don’t overthink too much m8 🙂

[@Rosewolfi]

listening to this made me feel many ways.. it was as if i was in a fairytale or if i were in a room with my beloved or? writing a book of a story but mostly... it also reminded me of a recent time where i felt i had a love at first sight at an unlikely of places.. it was a funeral for a family friend of mine. and he was holding a cousins child, and i just thought to myself.. he looks just as warm and as bright as a sunset on a spring evening, and his smile is just as warm to gaze upon... and oh how he was just as amazing and handsome in personality as he was in looks.. but not only that but what happened that whole evening which i could reminisce for days on end.. i remember how he came up to my car because a few others had and the other few people were talking and so we talked and then they went away and i couldn’t help but stare at his dark star like night black hair.. we ended up leaving for an after party.. though this time we didn’t really talk, but i remember when we had a prayer before the food we all held hands and he held mine.. and i remember that i just couldn’t stop thinking about the warmth and soft yet firm touch of his hand and then we stopped and he squeezed my hand though i couldn’t tell if it was on purpose or accident but it made me feel butterflies.. and then i had gotten some food and sat down next to an empty chair, on purpose just in case he did want to sit next to me.. and he shocked me.. he sat in the chair and i could feel myself lose my appetite with the excitement that i was right and the joy it brought to me because he made my heart race like none have before.. and i had barely been able to touch my food and i felt bashful because it was so unlike me.. and he had finished everything on his plate and i was getting up and he got up and took my plate as well and somehow just him doing made me fall even more.. so much that i couldn’t stop looking at his warm face as he went to the kitchen with the dishes.. but after that i just glanced over at him because he was with his siblings and other family.. and i was alone for awhile because i had no clue what to occupy myself with.. so i took pictures of the beautiful home to pass time, and while doing so He had come by again and told me where the best spot would be to take a picture and i was curious and unsure and told him i would and when i got up there it was the perfect view for a photo of him, and i had a good shot at him but he started walking away so i jokingly told him i would just take pictures of him instead.. and i did take one photo of him, it didn’t turn out great or represented how extraordinarily or extravagant he was. but he was right about the spot and i was so excited and i wanted to show him but a family member came up and so i just let them be and just wondered around the house for awhile, and i would look at Him whenever i caught the chance, and He would look right back.. and as time passed on, it happened a lot where our eyes would meet one another’s but i don’t know why but i would look away immediately and moments later i was almost ready to leave and i caught a glance at him... and he was crying and i thought to myself that i should ask him what’s wrong or something.. but he also looked pretty when he cried but also sad and had the face you’d wish you could hold and wipe the tears off of.. and it made me want to well up inside.. I tried to work up the courage to ask him if he was alright but we just took glances at each other and i looked at him sadly cause i couldn’t bring myself to walk over to him.. but moments later he ended up cleaning up after mostly everyone had left and he sat on a couch and my mom had told me to go grab something over by that couch that he was sitting at, because we were ready to go and i glanced over at him and he was looking at me and i felt nervous and smiled at him and as i had walked over i picked up what i needed and had told him i was just about to leave, and he unexpectedly got up and said okay and we walked over to my mom and i grabbed our stuff but she had continued talking a bit and started hugging everyone, and then he talked to me again and said he should try and stop by where i work and so i gave him a way to contact me.. and i felt really happy and especially because my momma loves him too and i was just about to leave and then... he let me hug him.. but it was a brief hug it was kinda a long one but yet still short but it was comforting, because i could just feel Him holding me tightly and then slowly let go .. This is what this song reminded me of and i will listen to this whenever i wanna relive that moment.. and i will never forget it.. because i truly felt in love ..

[@ultr4vi0let]

this is beautiful 🥲💖

[@hboig8676]

Did anything happen afterwards? Rooting for you and the both of you guys

[@Rosewolfi]

@@hboig8676 We went out for ice cream since then but unfortunately he only sees me as a friend for the moment. He is a very busy person

[@yourfriendtex952]

This song feels like life in a nutshell, it’s filled with downs and ups, lefts and rights, happy and sad times, and nobody lives forever… Thank you for posting this, I would have never found this masterpiece, if it weren’t for you, this song would never be known by me, I hope sometime soon I can show this to my grandma who’s 90 because she is extremely depressed and always says “she just wants to die already” she has lost almost everybody that was close to her, like her brother, her friends, and her parents, but she beat cancer and she has lived this long, I just want her to know that she matters, we will always support her, and she is lucky compared to other people out there, who didn’t even make it past cancer, and to everybody out there who aren’t feeling too bright, please know that people feel the same way about you, I understand that you just feel like nobody cares, your opinion never matters, and you just feel like you are bother, but you’re wrong, I promise you once you tell your parents, you won’t regret it.

[@ar_isthename2511]

Now this is a masterpiece

[@ultr4vi0let]

thank you !!

[@hotoke.sensei2944]

Spoken true words.

[@Sjvv2]

You cry alone you're sad together.

[@joeyallysonlangit1982]

this song is so comforting yet at the same time hurtful. as if it’s telling you how well you’ve fought till now, and how hard it must have been for you this whole time. as if it’s telling you “well done, i’m proud of you”. but along with the comfort is this reminder of the struggles. the pain you had to endure to get to where you are now. the people you lost and the passions you’ve lost along the way. as if to tell you to never forget them because even if they are painful experiences, they are still meaningful memories. sometimes life can feel like shit. you feel suffocated and stuck like there’s no way out of this dull cycle. and to be honest when you’re stuck in that state it’s incredibly hard to find the way out. it takes a lot of strength to move forward despite having all the odds against you. but here you are, still breathing despite not wanting to be alive. things may be difficult right now but trust me there is so much beauty in life. we only live for so long, who knows what’ll happen the next minute or the next day or week or month. i’m not gonna lie i myself am suicidal. i am in constant battle with my mind, fighting myself so i can survive and struggling to find the will to live but despite all that i wish to live a meaningful life. one where i will be content, one where i’ll have bad days but find goodness eventually. i want to fall in love with life. i want to feel alive and to live and i hope that everyone that questions whether life is worth living one day sees that it is in fact worth living for.

[@lisettemuniz8767]

I sincerely hope you keep going, I'm very proud of you that you are. Never forget how loved you truly are. You got this.

[@waffledetroyer]

Stay strong

[@waffledetroyer]

Its just another obstacle you can get over like riding a bike you feel like you can't but deep but deep inside you can you can do it

[@aitbaaliabdelhakim4064]

Je suis désolé mais se monde cours à sa perte plus je regarde le monde plus je me dit qu'on est vraiment tous con et je voudrais être psy et je me rends compte que les la plupart des fou ne sont pas fou pour rien mais à cause de se monde et se qui est le plus drôle s'est que même les personnes les plus folle de la terre ne ferait pas le poids face à la folie de se monde on est des esclaves du système sa s'appelle de l'esclavagisme moderne on nous fait croire qu'on est libre mais on ne l'est pas et peut être que j'en fais partie mais au moins je m'en rend compte assez tôt La vie vaut la peine d'être vécue si on est vraiment libre et qu'il n'y a plus de règle parce que de nos jours la seule façon de vivre raisonnablement en se bat monde est en dehors des règle cette chanson ma fait rappeler que je vivais dans un beau mensonge et qu'il était temps de découvrir la triste vérité

[@helenobrien4596]

Such a lovely piece of music, i could listen to it for hours, thank you.

[@ultr4vi0let]

you’re very welcome :) and i’m so glad you like it! 💖

[@liquorammon.1469]

this video keeps me alive during exam phase. thank you.

[@ultr4vi0let]

aww you’re welcome !!!

[@jeanne6703]

this is so comforting for me... it's the kind of song that can accompany me when I feel down and when things get complicated. when there's no one with me, it fulfills the emptiness. It does make me feel a little blue but in an unpainful way. it may sounds weird but the atmosphere this song brings is really precious for me

[@hotoke.sensei2944]

Amazing how a pattern in which devices are used can affect the human brain to such an extent.

[@bailey3409]

The ache in my heart feels like this :/

[@samuraix3406]

XD same man it hurts a lot

[@ultr4vi0let]

:( i hope it gets better

[@hinochii17]

I'm glad that there's a 1 hour version of this masterpiece.

[@KillahkNiGhTs]

Thank you for making this, this song makes me tear up everytime I listen to it. This is a wonderful, thank you once again.

[@ultr4vi0let]

aweeee

[@jakecallahan8097]

Im crying rn

[@KillahkNiGhTs]

@@jakecallahan8097 No, for real man. I always cry when I listen to this song. 💀❗️

[@cigsaftersxfan]

fell asleep to this last night, planning on doing so again

[@ultr4vi0let]

it’s the perfect song to relax to haha :) 💖💖

[@zehi04]

crying because my math exam that determines my gpa is tommorrow and i haven't studied because of other schoolwork, and now i feel hopeless knowing that all i can do is cry until tommorrow

[@randomice19]

This just gives me vibes, vibes that are like watching the beautiful view of the city or beach at your hotel balcony. Or just driving around at night and seeing the places where you used to go as a kid. Walking around the city with your friends after hanging out. The biggest vibe that its giving me is just being in a luxury apartment staring at the window on the couch and seeing the glowing city lights slowly turn off one by one.

[@amitasis422]

we have two dogs like 4 years now, since they was a little puppies, they gave birth to 8 cute new puppies, after 2 months, today, we gave away one of them, I know its the right thing to do so people can focus on each one of them, but I cant deny the wrenching heart of mine, 7 more puppies that need to find home, its very hard to give them away.

[@sba3dz574]

i will be just eating my M&M peacefully.

[@atlasthecoyote1484]

a someone may enjoy hearing or learning from, maybe even have had a similar experience. This song reminds me strongly of a specific emotion I felt a few months back, and because I'm feeling poetic, ill call it pale moonlight clarity, it is neither a warm or cuddly feeling but a sharp breathable feeling. like poking your nose from out of your stuffy sheets in winter to inhale. cool crisp and not afraid. I had gotten kicked from my mom's house at 15 and went to live with my dad and stepmom for what i hoped would be the rest of my teenage years. the overwhelming feelings of guilt depression and anxiety clouded my mind for me to not enjoy a single experience with my father or my new home, terrified my mother would rip me away from this stable lifestyle or scared my dad would hate me too. everything I did, from speaking with family to how i acted around my stepmom and dad I felt like i had to calculate what i said and did so they would throw me out. the depression it hard though and mixed feelings of missing the affection only my real mother had shown me weighed heavier every day. my room grew messy, I developed an eating disorder. I would eat so much food during these lonely and depressing nights and throw it all up in the morning. as months drew on I made friends in my new school and made tight close bonds with those around me. through all of this, my dad was fighting cancer. he surpassed it, and through the clouds of my own self-induced misery I felt this nice light shown on my life, it wasn't warm but it was clear and provided the clarity I would have never seen before. I screwed up though. my mess was hard on my stepmom, as was the combination of my mistakes and lack of my father being able to help correct them. it weighed on her and she snapped. I felt so bad but was terrified that my situation was broken like it was with my mother. I ran off later that week. the feelings of regret, guilt and utter emptiness are impossible to describe. I am by no means a good person, and many of my reasons for being booted from different houses was my own disgusting habits and personality. but that never erases the hurt. I'm 26 back to living with my mom and i don't get this clarity anymore. just blunt smacks of reality shrouded in distortion. All in all if you feel like running away when you get scared, don't. talk it out, wait a bit, get another adult involved, or simply do what they ask so long as it isn't hurting your physical or mental health. people even parents are only human, we break, we get stressed, no human or parent will ever not be scary, abusive, or whatever words TikTok is teaching you to call them. while yes there are parents (my mother included) who do deserve the title of abuse, there are adults who simply want what's best but need extra support to help you get where you need to go. I love all of you

[@3ambinges898]

This song feels like so many emotions at once and it’s beautiful and overwhelming. Where’s the time gone?

[@user-od9nl6gx4v]

I had a really bad day today and got me thinking about my existance im tearing up while listening to this. my tears just can't stop falling. thank u for this

[@itzthetrash]

I never met my grandmothers, but I did meet my two grandfathers, one had moved in with us about a year after we moved to a smaller town for a smaller school. He was like a best friend to me, he sadly passed around a year ago. It makes me realize just how much of a friend he was to me, it felt like he was the only one who cared. Now, my only (alive) grandparent, my grandfather, had a stroke. He seemed like he would recover at first, but now.. he’s also dying, I may not have been as close to him as my other grandpa, but he was still a great friend to me. I was lucky to have him, and my other grandpa. I’ve been visiting him, but it makes me sad to know he only has a few days left to live. I will miss him dearly. I love you grandpa.

[@itzthetrash]

Update. Sadly, my grandpa has passed of today, I’ll miss you grandpa.

[@scorpions1965]

@@itzthetrash This is shocking, may he rest in peace

[@n01rbeatz19]

I hope if you are reading this, that you know that i care about you and im always gonna be here for you, taking care of you. I might be your mom, your dad or even god just so you know, im here and im trying to help you. Have a nice rest of the day ❤

[@jojot9228]

This made me study idk for whyyyy Lol this song was on a tik tok video that was self motivating so bc i felt so motivated watching it i immediately came to yt to listen to it and im writing this as im taking my 5 min break from studying. Its been 2 hours of effective studying thank you very much.

[@ultr4vi0let]

you are so welcome!!! i have to agree, it is very relaxing :)

[@kalani2445]

this is the song i'll be playing while I'm packing my things and heading for college. i always wanted to run away from home but that time is getting closer, and i'm slowly going to miss all my childhood friends.

[@Mr_LS]

I wish time could just slow down

[@ej-rb1do]

this song makes me remember my cat that had recently passed away. I miss him so much. Run free my baby

[@izahzahid581]

my cat sleeps to this song without fail, I always put it on when I want to calm her down and it works every time :)

[@camir7468]

I'm falling in love and this is what it feels like 🥰

[@ultr4vi0let]

awwwweee :) 💖

[@khaii79]

this motivated me and it makes me so happy because I'm happy :) I really want to try my best but the pressure is all too much. I want to live life not just survive it, I want to have fun too :( I'm just 14 and no, I don't want to know everything just by people telling me or because I have to, I want to do it for myself and by myself. I want to do it for me :( this is my first time being truly happy, thank you so much :))

[@ultr4vi0let]

you’re so welcome 💖💕💗💓💘

[@user-cp2hk4kw1b]

i feel like that too, i want to live too

[@Pvppzy]

the clip is from Ponyo by Studio Ghibli :)

[@redm00nproductions]

It's so theraputic to listen to classical music like this!! I always thought piaon/orchestra music was boring, until I find out it helps me feel calm, and I cry my eyes out sometimes to music like this. I feel better when I let my emotions out while listening to peaceful music like this.

[@wzwald3775]

I have no words to describe how I feel listening to this, thank you very much

[@ultr4vi0let]

you’re so so welcome!!! i’m glad you like it

[@shino7527]

I put this everyday and this makes me feel inner peace. Tysm

[@ultr4vi0let]

i’m so happy you like it

[@patrickpetermann4974]

thank u for beeing alive and fighting every day, u really dont know how strong u are for taking it all for so long, i know u are exhausted, but please, dont give up, not now, I need you

[@Alexandrabh88]

Hoy 17 de Junio, estoy en cama disfrutando de la tarde en compañía de mi amiga fiel, mi cachorra Osa y en diciembre me voy al extranjero por 5 años, Osa se quedará con mi familia, se que la aman y estará bien cuidada como siempre, pero me di cuenta que lo que más me va a doler es alejarme de ella, la amo infinitamente, mi hermosa Osa 🐶🐾🌸 amén y valoren a sus mascotas, son ángeles en la tierra. Ahora mismo la estoy abrazando mucho y es inevitable no llorar con estas melodías reflexivas, gracias por compartirlo con nosotros. ❤️🌸✨🐾

[@blyab5167]

Nostalgia for days I've never lived. Someday... someday i shall live memorable days.

[@tgc7592]

Listening to soft and calm music fills you with DETERMINATION.

[@blehhhhhh]

when i listen to this song i like to think of my favorite person. how he makes millions smile and laugh every day, how he keeps going and stays strong through thick and thin. just something about him thats so.... amazing. how he can make my day better the second i hear his voice. he will always be and has been my hero. i keep pushing because i strive to be like him. i keep going.... because of him. whenever i feel sui---al i think that, if im gone, ill never hear his beautiful laugh and voice ever again. ill never have the joy and excitement when i hear his voice. i don't care if people call it silly, or dumb. he will always be my hero, no matter what. (btw im not talking about a crush or a bf or something like that, just a celebrity i love (not in a crush love love type of way that's weird, just that i really am grateful and appreciative of him :] )

[@cavern.ghostland]

ponyo!

[@dazai6562]

listening to this made me feel inner peace with my soul, i feel the sense of tranquility and warmth in my heart, and also nostalgia

[@kin4100]

School has been getting tough and days are getting more short and busier, can't do much about it but what matter most is that I have a hard time managing my time wisely. Sometimes I'd prioritize my studies first before family, having no time for them and other sometimes I'd prioritize my family before studies making it hard to keep up with class's cause I don't have time to do work. I don't even have a proper time to study and do homework, I also don't have study habits instilled in me so don't really know when to study or like the proper layout on study, but I'm trying. It's in my goals that I'll be able to adapt well in high-school and see my progress and how far I've come, hopefully I'll see it happen. The lesson I've learn is to work hard for happiness, anything could happen but the best feeling in the world is putting effort to something that will make your day (grades, family, friends, work, building confidence, school)

[@hanauln]

My cat love this 1 hour loop so much. She sleep so well

[@popsocket6885]

The feeling is just like the song's title. Entering a new home feels like you're not in a place that you are supposed to be. Instead of seeing that usual scenery when you enter your old house, it's now a whole new different look and feeling. It doesn't give off the warmth you used to have in your old home. Its like starting a new chapter, but there's always a time where you would have difficulties on moving on. Some people prefer clinging onto what's left in the previous pages. But life and time doesn't stop for you so you have no choice but to go along with it. Though the feeling of your new home is getting used to and doesn't feel like your old home, you will always keep in mind that you are starting a whole new chapter, new experiences and journeys awaits.

[@xx_smaug_xx4442]

Looking at the com and listening to this almost made me wanna cry. Love on everyone of you i wish you good life.

[@hyly3268]

I know this is just a song cords playing but this song assures me that everything will be ok and that I should continue this life, it helps me get through each and every day, I love it so much! The backround you have chosen was a perfect fit for it as well thank you so so much you are truly appreciated by me and many others 🙏🏼 ❤️‍🩹💗

[@Emilly.Cavalcanti]

This song makes me feel so peaceful and so enchanted by life, I was sad about some things, but this song gave me a feeling of hope, it made the way I see the environment around me much lighter. Thank you! 💛

[@Bradoblue]

For some reason I’m not appreciating all the comments saying this is sad. I understand music is subjective, but for everyone to just chalk it up as another “sad” song amongst THE MILLIONS of others, makes me think you guys can’t appreciate the other joyous feelings you can experience from listening to this song. Y’all are just addicted to being sad

[@saint_lunatic]

Ultraviolet, I'm grateful for this :)

[@GuessFuckson-el3rw]

I'm only 15 and this song reminds me of the scars of my younger childhood and the fun I had with my nephews growing up playing og Minecraft and such and my old family home mainly of a friend of mine who passed away about 2 years back she was my best friend and sometimes I just want to go back to my family home where I feel safe and loved rn im in a really tough situation and I don't want to continue living like this i just feel empty and lost this song really helps me through hard times and I just want to say: don't give up dont ever let anyone including yourself tell u your not enough. I needed that advice myself 😁but thank u Austin farewell for this song and whoever put the ponyo animation there thank you as well much love: some random kid on the Internet

[@italei8660]

A rat eating some chocolate lead me here

[@shantavanee]

I get a lump in my throat everytime I hear this beautiful melody❤😢💜

[@daxakram7966]

thank you so much for posting this. music is something i connect really deep to, and this song has been very helpful on making a decision on a girl. so thank you, truly.

[@ultr4vi0let]

you’re so so welcome !!! it really is such a beautiful piece of music :)

[@BigGameDave]

if you're reading this, there's a world out there. that'll suit you. you'll find it one day. and when you do, know i'll be there with you. through good and bad, tried and true, ill be there with you. and that the lord will pray with you. and I will too. hope you have a good day or night. ^^

[@iotumi12]

I have depression for almost two years now. My arms and legs are covered with scars and I can't seem to find a single things that really makes me happy. I'm 14 but due to a trauma with daddy issues, I've already grown. I feel like I'm 30. But sometimes my brain act like a 4y old. I barely had any childhood so sometimes I'm just acting childish and most of people call me weird at times like these. But I think my brain didn't had the time to have a great childhood so it makes me feel like a little kid. I don't remember a single thing of what was my life before 12. Sometimes I just want to be normal, no trauma, not be gifted and be a person without depression or anxiety. I feel I'm in a bubble in my own world but when it pops I'm being brought back to my responsibilities and my dull damn life. It's like, I don't want to live anymore. For me life is really meaningless. But I just want memories so badly that I always take photos of what I see or I always keep every little I find cause I'm afraid that one day, it'll disappear. And mostly, I don't want to grow up. I feel like, if I'm getting old, I'd have too many responsibilities too even live. I just want to stay like I am now. With some friends who tries really hard to understand me or with my family who support me in the hardest times. But sometimes I feel like I'm not enough, that I'll never be enough. And that's why I don't want to live anymore.

[@chloe5susan]

Try and find a teacher at school to talk to. Please reach out. We care❤️

[@iotumi12]

@@chloe5susan thanks

[@Kjsings20]

I swear, the people on KZbin understand me more then the people around me. My family, friends, therapists. Talking to everyone in the comments of sad songs get me more then I even get myself and I don’t even know them.

[@vibelord6590]

It’s enough to make a grown man cry. And that’s ok.

[@Dr.Inkwell]

Wow, how soothing this piece is! I felt safe the moment my ears caught this music. Thank you for uploading this :)

[@Tuvuulu]

I used to listen to this song every night of my dépression it helped me so much and now for the first Time I can listen to it without feeling super super bad im proud :)

[@xxmx0182]

I only wanted to remind you that you're perfect just the way you are. Always remember that it's okay to take care of yourself and do what you love. Focus on your feelings and how you feel about looking out for everyone.Think if you want to change it, remember you're loved and perfect. Feels free to talk abou the things you are going through hunn

[@F.A2301]

I cry every night on this song it’s so relaxing

[@edwinzbeub8428]

It sounds great indeed😊

[@Tristanator]

Our home is the place or state of mind where we feel most at ease with ourselves. I lost my home, and I want to find a new one. A new home, where I am at ease with myself as a person, feeling that I am doing the best I can to help myself and those I care about. Time inevitably moves on, and the people who know come and go. Change has always been difficult for me, but I understand that new homes both in the physical sense and the psychological state of mind, can bring about new happy memories. I want to make new memories that replace the ones I know of the old home, the one that I wish was still around. This music is the most reflective piece of music to me because it allows me to see myself in a better future that I can reach if I put the effort in. It to me feels brighter believing in a new home to reach. And in time, this new home will put my fears to rest.

[@Fwsr.]

getting chills from this song, its just so calming man.

[@zilox2484]

thank you so much for this amazing song

[@danflockhart]

I can’t put it words the way this song makes me feel.

[@freyafurymontierro4536]

WHY IS THIS SO RELAXING!!!

[@ultr4vi0let]

ikr! this song always makes me sleepy haha :D 💖

[@waffledetroyer]

This clears my mind of everything thank you

[@mercedesgomez3406]

Thank you very much , I was looking for this

[@ChaoticSpud]

When I pass, I don’t want anybody to worry. It would have been my time and I would do all I could to insure others live. I mean, that’s what I want, so if I pass helping any I need I’ll pass happily.

[@elliott5703]

Thank you so much, Im having some severe trouble sleeping and always start to cry, but I put this on now before I sleep and it keeps me like a baby, so thank you 💕

[@liswong7787]

How interesting that I love studio Ghibli movies and Austin Farwell's music. Here you combined both. Thank you. Blessings. 💝

[@joellejulien5345]

I love this way to much

[@ultr4vi0let]

me too ! it’s such a calming song :)

[@jennifercespedesmelo7933]

Que grato es escuchar esto tan hermoso

[@hotoke.sensei2944]

Agreed.

[@maldi565]

listening to music like this are the only real moments in my life i enjoy

[@shantipanesar9297]

this song made me cry so much.

[@a_true_generic_gamer1104]

If you've never seen Ponyo, I highly recommend it. I may be biased since it's my favorite movie ever, and has been since childhood, but Ghibli Studios did a wonderful job with it. So far all of the movies I've seen from Ghibli were wonderful; Even if Grave of the Fireflies made me cry for a solid 30 minutes afterwards. Ponyo is such a wholesome movie, it'll likely put a smile on your face if you're feeling down. To anyone who reads this, I hope you have an absolutely wonderful. Remember you are valuable, and you are loved.

[@jakecallahan8097]

this reminds me of the past few monthes

[@beabadeebea]

i had these 2 friends at school. my first ever friend that i made was theresa. she taught me how to make a star, how to make my desk tidy, and we always hanged out together. we became bestfriends after a bit. since she lived far away from my school, she had to transfer to a nearer school. my other friend’s name was eva. we had the same interests. we became bestfriends after a few weeks and she had this small plushie that we named pengu. she also had another plushie that we named breat. we had fun and we hanged out every single day. whenever we had partner assignments, we both always choosed each other. i miss both of them so much, and both of them was quite similar to each other. both of them were accepting, and they were always there for me. i might never see them again. i wish they were still here.

[@_.MissyBee._]

this is my comfort song fr

[@user-ji8fg7ib2t]

make me feel calm ☁️

[@momoye2]

Best song ever no debate

[@scorpions1965]

Bruh😑

[@peptobepto]

this so go crazy. im going to go cry now.

[@mikuaosu]

Every time I listen to this song I feel like dying knowing the song is playing while I'm just laying down in my bed.

[@rosalina462]

This song feels bittersweet just like leaving your old home for the last time and someone else will be there soon. While you enter a new home.

[@aliyahmarissa]

I love this

[@pjsuttles4896]

sometimes loneliness is so sweet it's addictive