Niall Horan Best Moments (Happy 20th Birthdayxx)

This is just how I feel about Niall and why he's special to me. Recently I've been dealing with some 'things' and have been quite depressed and sad and felt useless. But last Year, 2012, Late June/Early July, I've heard of this wonderful band called 'One Direction', but sadly at the time of May I was like 'Wow this guys are terrible and just another dumb boyband, I don't like them' but my friend sent me this picture of Harry and I was like 'Aww he's adorable, you know what i'll look'em up' so I did. I watched their funny moments. Mainly Harry. (Sorry.Harry Girl). And then I remember getting Louis and Liam confused and having a Liam phase and then I discovered Larry. My life now revolves around Larry. Larry fanfics. Larry videos. Larry pictures. Larry moments. Wow. Lol but then I realized how I never took interest in Niall. I always defended him on youtube but never really thought of him much you know? (Same with Zayn but it's Niall Day!) So I remember around....January? yea around then, that I decided maybe I should try to show support to him (and zayn) too. So I had a few days to get to know them like Louis,Liam,and Hazza. And I did. Sure I have a soft spot for Harry and Louis but I do love them all. I just feel that extra tingle when Harry smiles of laughs. But let me get to why I love Niall. THere's so many reasons. Just SO many. First let me discuss his looks. I'll get hate from this, people will disagree, they'll tell me I need to get my eyes checked but everyone has their opinions so shut up. He's not that cute. He's not. BUT, to ME he's beautiful. Sure his looks aren't amazing and he has flaws and I've seen'em but yet since I love him so much he looks angelic, like his smile is purely gorgeous and his eyes are such a unique blue, so bright and hypnotizing. His hair is so cute. I personally like the quiff style on him but he looks perfect either way. I love how his hair is like black at the roots and blonde on top. Sexy. Ha. His back, ok this sounds weird but I love his back, idk ok! His arms are really muscular and like my mom said he's slightly pale but hey! In England it rains ALOT so there's rarely any sun haha. I love his ears, they kinda look like Elf ears :). Now onto his voice. Oh Lord. It's so ...like when he sings you can tell it apart from the boys in a instant, ok so you can do that with all of them but basically it's so .. unique? It's not like high or low or raspy or deep its. Different. So angelic and sends me shivers. I love his solo in they don't know about us and is everything about you. Oh god. Little THings. NO! Ok that is probably the most perfect thing ever. This fanbase is so amazing (random topic change sorry) when niall sings his solo I love how we react so... supportively we show how much we appreciate him. Because he's the most unapreciatied. WAIT no he isn't honestly Liam is. I swear he is. He's barely anyones favorite. gosh im always going off topic. Now onto my favorite thing about Niall. His laugh. his laugh. HIS LAUGH. Ok his laugh is pure beauty and music to my ears. It's contagious and so beautiful I love it so much. I can watch videos on it 24/7 which I did today. Well ok so I had to go to school but as soon as I got home I worked on this video and watched videos on him and wrote one-shots with him and the boys. My life revolves around them. I love Niall cause if I cry i'd look up a video of him laughing or just some video someone made and would instantly smile. That's what this boy (and the others) bring me. Happiness. No one can understand how much it hurts to know i'll never be able to thank them for bringing me life. I literally have considered suicide and no lie. One time I was holding pills in the bathroom but saw my one direction jewelry box. I thought about how I would love to meet them before dying and put the pills away. That's how much I love them. People call me obsessed but I prefer in love and inspired. Encouraged. Happy. i'd even say infatuated. But Niall I hope he keeps laughing and stays who he is. Niall hasn't changed one bit besides looks and age. His teeth are straight but he's still our crooked toothed 'So Sick' singing irish leprechaun we love Hope you stay true to you Nialler ! xx HORAN HUGS TO EVERYONE