⎛nightcore ‣‣‣ disappear ❇︎ lyrics⎠

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♔ song: disappear by eli.
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♔ speed: 107%
♔ original audio/video: • eli. - disappear (offi...
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♔lyrics :
i've been feeling low, so low now
tryna do my best, don't know how
holding on to hope for life now
but I become consumed with doubt, yeah
carrying the burdens of the world up on my shoulders
looking for the answers
maybe I'll know once I'm older
but please hang on
please hang with me
i'll be back soon
i'll be back
time for me to go
i need some room to grow
i feel so alone
no one even knows
i just wanna disappear
take me far away from here
i don't wanna face my fears
i just wanna disappear
i wanna do my best, but
i don't know what's next yet, I just need a reset
i just wanna be something
i just wanna change your life
i just wanna do it right
everything I wanna do
everything I wanna be
see it alive before me
i find it hard to believe
finding it harder to breathe, yeah
i just wanna feel complete
why do I not feel complete?
oh, but no, that is on me
you will give me everything
yeah, yeah, yeah
carrying the burdens of the world up on my shoulders
looking for the answers
maybe I'll know once I'm older
need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me
time for me to go
i need some room to grow
i feel so alone
no one even knows
i just wanna disappear
take me far away from here
i don't wanna face my fears
i just wanna disappear
i don't wanna disappear
i just wanna stay right here
moving is my greatest fear
maybe I should disappear
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[@lizzeho4640]

Roses are red Violets are blue This Is beautiful and so are you 💗

[@felivino6613]

I know this is supposed to be nice but I got you to 69 and my sense of humor is absolute trash-

[@rainier7400]

we make the same compliments then.

[@SamyaAikens]

It’s sad cause I understand and feel the deep meaning to this song....it makes me think a lot

[@creaturetransylvania8943]

This makes me think I would hate being weak.

[@-Wb-ju5yo]

Same

[@idrawfurries6136]

It's pretty surface level, right? If I'm missing something, maybe you can point it out, but I don't have to think much about the song to understand the message.

[@joseluispedroreyes8497]

Same

[@NobodyUndefined]

​@@idrawfurries6136 I don't know if I can explain it well but from my perspective it's about someone who's suicidal and unhappy with their life. They feel like a burden, they're confused and lost. They feel so consumed with their feelings that they've become lost in them, that's why they're saying 'I'll be back soon'. It's like they're not here, they're an empty shell and they're trying to get rid of the pain they feel. They want to redo their life, to stop whatever caused their pain from happening. They're trying so hard to do well in their life, they're ''trying their best'' but it's all futile as they're mind convince them that they're not good enough. They're holding out hope for life, they want it to be better and for them to feel better but they realize it's useless and they can't. And nobody knows how they feel, it's so hard to describe pain and the hardships you've gone through so for most they convince themselves that it's not real and that they're being stupid, if you can't describe it then it's not real so nobody will ever understand them. So the pain of being unable to explain it makes them feel even more alone and depressed. I think the whole ''disappear'' in this song is a metaphor for suicide. This is really difficult to explain but most suicidal people don't even want to die, they just want everything in their lives to just stop so they can take a break from it all. They just want time to heal from the pain and to get away from it, it's so much harder to 'get over' pain when you're constantly being surrounded by it. I think the lines ''I need some room to grow'', ''Take me far away from here'' and ''I don't wanna face my fears'' solidifies this, they need some room so they can change and have time to come to terms with it. They want to be taken far away from their situation so they can heal from it, you can't get over something when it's constantly tormenting you. The last line is clear as it's about them avoiding the situation, they want to be away from everything so they don't have to face it. I think the last 4 lines are really sad and explain suicide perfectly, it starts with ''I don't wanna disappear, I just wanna stay right here, moving is my greatest fear'' then it completely backtracks with ''Maybe I should disappear''. In my opinion this is suicide, most people don't actually want to die but that's so hard to understand. They want to live and stay where they are, but their situation is so horrible that they want everything to go away. They're scared of dying but in their minds that all they have to get rid of their situation, it's all they can do. They can't run away from their situation, they can't just disappear and go somewhere else, they feel like they have to either face it or die. I know I probably explained it really badly but I hope this helps you understand it a bit. Like many things, pain is subjective, some people get broken by the slightest bit of pain while others don't even flinch. I haven't felt suicidal in a long time so I'm stronger than I used to be but hearing this song now this is what I take from it.

[@on1ybees]

*Disappear* *What I wish I could do*

[@sharkie_kun8025]

This song relates so much of me. I feel like everything I do is a screw up. Like the song I want to disappear. Thank you for making this song it’s so beautiful! I won’t ever stop listening to it.

[@raidenshogun708]

Omg, this is so sad, this song makes me thinks alot, and the meaning of the song…just sad :

[@hellfirealucard7529]

I don't know what i want i listen to this song and it's so me, but i don't wanna disappear but at the sametime i do i'm having problems going on and i don't know what to do so listening to your songs help Clari3 i'm truly thankful for your uploads

[@esther2256]

YAY YOU POSTED AGAIN :)))) Also I cut my hair (finally) so I kinda look like the girl in the video

[@chickensword3872]

Waaaaaaaaa I need to see

[@esther2256]

Atom Daly lmao idkk any of you but add me on ig @es1her1shooky tell me yours so I can add you if ya wanna :)

[@stxrluvrs]

First comment! BEAUTIFULLLL THE INTROOOOO!!!

[@fuckablepancakes]

It reminds me of middle school

[@SC4PEG0AT]

Most sad songs hits me alot because alot of them relate to me.. Like this.. I know there's alot of lovely people out there. But I don't wanna be one of them. It also hurts me to see other people suffer. But it doesn't hurt me when I suffer. I've been alone for many years. It's like I'm invisible. The only people I have are my family and friends But sometimes I feel like they never care about me. My sister.. I doubt she ever cared about me.. All she ever been to me was rude.. I know words shouldn't hurt you, Or me.. But they do to alot of people.. Sometimes I think it would be better if I disappeared from this world.. I don't tell my family or my friends my pain because I don't want them to worry.. I fear living.. and dying.. These burdens.. If I ever leave.. I want everyone to forget me.. Move on from me.. Because I don't wanna be the person who ruins everything.. and breaks it.. But it scars me deep down inside... To have this running through my body.. It really does hurt.. But if I do even leave.. this world.. everyone.. I need them to forget me Forget I ever existed And move on.. Please.. Love~ xXSilverWolfXx Itz Harmony_me (aka Yin and Yang)

[@evanreid6203]

I know the feeling, sometimes all you can really do is have faith that things will get better. I have a brother that outright hates me and the rest of my family doesn't seem to care at all about me. Its all about patience, one day things will improve. You might feel invisible now but someday people will see you as the great person you can be, no one is a burden just find what your good at and what makes you stand out and everything else should fall into place. hope this helps.

[@level710stoner]

This is how I feel almost every day. Sometimes it seems like I'm more of shadow in the background than an actual person. My mind is more like a computer than a human whenever I'm around people, controlling my body and responding with pre-generated messages that I don't even realize I'm saying half the time and I just feel blank waiting till I can be alone again.

[@legendaryplayer4479]

Worthless by eli bro I recommend

[@L.e.n.o.s]

J'arrive pas à y croire , je suis la première à écouter un oeuvre d'art refais de t'es soin !!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😱😱😱😱😱😱 Juste un virtuose tu es , car c'est splendide , pas d'autre mot !!!

[@m_ko]

Nice nightcore Deep feelings 😔

[@AnaMaria-os6mq]

Make it with girl version please!!!! I love it!!

[@almaalcala3887]

Agreed

[@state_warrior]

Ya

[@j4ssug4m3r]

i Love it ❤

[@Annikabxxa]

BOI ILYSM THANK YOU IK YOU DON'T KNOW ME BUT IDFC YEET

[@ajsakura]

1st for everything luv ur vids keep up the good work

[@Pennywisekill]

Amazing sooooooo good love it💙💜💛💚💙💜💛💚💙💜💛💚

[@state_warrior]

My school days where like that

[@suicsqd6452]

I love it! The lirics are song meaninful, great job Clari3 👍🎶💕💖

[@esmeraldabts1711]

Esta canción lo amo 🥰

[@Rei-0403]

I always told myself not to doubt about yourself

[@user-wg3fd8vv2m]

YASS stay motivated babe!

[@aqua_angel9633]

The intro omg :(

[@whyleeithink3631]

3 in a row? How do you make them so fast? Keep it up! :D

[@ashimkaping2018]

Exactly the way I feel .... #Im_broke... Who else~?

[@centum-780]

Here i am))

[@state_warrior]

Me 2

[@silverdevilmusic]

I love this song! Great work!💗💗😍😍❤❤😘😘

[@indiaforbes4164]

Wow amazing

[@CloudMocham]

every good . i like this song

[@bear2058]

🎶Its very amazing love the song😊💖🎶

[@fahryamv3884]

Wow😍💞

[@thezombiro6658]

i am cold but in my chest there is a feeling of adrenaline that want to get up but can't because i do not have any idea how to use it

[@animelover9461]

Lovely

[@jennazimpleman7968]

Neat bro

[@nyalltimothy]

💖

[@alizay5797]

Yesssss

[@OfficialHoneyLou]

Whoa. This is Neat😎🎵

[@jackal_6-4]

I wanna disappear because i feel like i already have, but would anybody even know... or care?

[@savagebeast427]

If anyone reads this and they are FBI or police than if you find me which I am pretty sure you could, I have nothing to lose I have nothing to live for so what I am saying is if you do find me, you better hope I am asleep when you make the arrest because if you don't, it will likely end up with someone dying.

[@md.monirhossain8953]

I'm filling alone.....

[@olliblake2410]

Mankind can be your ally at times but in the end for them it all comes down to good and bad to them we aren't in either category so we are smaller to them w don't have a voice to them we won't be heard if we aren't loud enough we may be sad and depressed but it was their fault to begin with it was and always be their fault, humankind is evil we dont catagorize ourselves because we know if we do we will be pht in the evil zone because humankind is its own worst enemy, we hunt and destroy we arent built for fixing we are built for destroying so let human 2 turn the tables and prove to the world we arent just killing machines we fix what can be boken we change what has been started with so let this be known, we will have a new name for ourselves we are no longer known as anxious and/or depressed we will call our selves 'Human 2' go onto instagram and make '#Human 2' be heard this is no longer up to mankind this is up to OUR kind this is up to Human 2!

[@savagebeast427]

some roses are beautiful but also dangerous, some violets are betrayers.. what I said has a lot of meaning to me because it came from experience. the rose im talking about is me the violets are the people that made me the monster I am today they began my suffering and they will either pay for what they did or they will own up to their actions and kill the monster they created. you see my life has been really really unlucky from the start since I was in kindergarten I had 0 friends, the reason for that is society basically said you are not one of us you are a monster, so I started to hate everyone and everything started to hate my life, than that's when depression started it went from being just regular depressed to severe depressed almost 1 year after it began, than began I started to cut myself and torture myself, I than began to try and kill my father and felt no remorse I than stole my dad's sniper aimed it out the window of my house at a kid around the age of me that I hated cause he thought he was better than me and he was, so I pulled the trigger but there was nothing the gun was not loaded, I hid the gun under a rug but I forgot my dad started to sleep in my bed cause he was concerned about me, and he found the gun and beat me with a belt for almost 10 minutes straight. than 5 years after that I tried to kill myself a total of 5 times in 3 months due to me abusing my dog and I knew what I was becoming. but prior to that I was bullied by everyone at school not even the outcasts would accept me, My own family even bullied me and they didn't even know they were, I started to hate my father so much that I hatched a plan and that plan is actually already in motion but the plan is that I start to abuse the dog and the dog gets scared of me and I tell my father that I did nothing, he of course doesn't believe me, so he told me that if he ever catches me abusing the dog than he will have me arrested and I said to myself if you catch me well that should be easy since you don't even know your own son that you adopted shortly after I was born. but I also fake myself going slowly crazy than when I feel as if he thinks I am truly crazy I kill him and tell him that you don't even know your own son, than I go to the next door neighbors kill them then I turn myself in and than fake that I am crazy while in court than they think I am truly crazy than I plead insanity and than I am free of the murder charge.

[@julyenchi9904]

you literally disappeared too :< it's almost a year now

[@danskadud14iwj46]

My greates fear is getting forced to do something I am told to and change to a diffrent person for doing that

[@natali5173]

Everything that i wanted to say ..but i didn't find someone to tell..i'm sure I'll be okay

[@creaturetransylvania8943]

Cool,cool,I understand the deep meaning in the song but don't feel it,I'm just not a fan of that type of emotion.

[@ssnowypug]

. тнιѕ ιѕ мeanιngғυl and ѕad. ι can relaтe. ιғ anyone needѕ a тalĸ, ĸnow тнaт ι'м нere ғor yoυ. ❤

[@idrawfurries6136]

Then why use that font? Seems kinda disingenuous.

[@josehernandezreducindo5934]

👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[@williamwhitney5266]

👻💜

[@lillyberton4353]

6 comments and16 likes and 1 view. youtube r u drunk?

[@Bruh234]

Bruh