「Nightcore」→ Toxic Thoughts

[@HitomiOokami]

This is beautiful, i hope everyone goes to the original Galaxy linked in the description to give it a like, so want to hear more from this artist.

[@tsukiyomihime1378]

Faith marie

[@illana2thegalago22]

HitomiOokami you do realize she didn't wright nor sing this it's nightcore she found this song and changed and speed it up

[@HitomiOokami]

@Illana2 the galago: It seems basic comprehension is still a lacking skill on the web. My words where a hope/call to those who enjoyed this NC remix NG did to also go and like the original song which is linked in the description. At the time I wrote it this NC-Remix had more likes/views then the original peace and I would love to hear more from the artist; the best way to towards that hope is to also support her directly with views and "likes" on the original song again linked in the description. So thanks for implying that I had no understanding of the NC process and oblivious as to its design concepts; though your own explanation on it is rather lacking. May the rest of your day fair well. Happy holidays.

[@shindeiru9497]

HitomiOokami wow thats alot of typing ;-;

[@HitomiOokami]

@Fang Xuan Pay. Ye it was, it happens when you've a rather high type speed XD Perhaps it was a bit too snippy a reply for such a less than informed comment but it felt appropriate.. I would hope no one believes that the people who remix songs into NC sing it themselves or are all as "lazy" as the EDM community likes to try and paint the NC community as a whole as. It certainly feels like NG does a lot more than "Just speed up the song" as Illana was saying. Besides that starting step, most re-add a new baseline, shift the temp, rebalance the vocals/pitch so it's not too squeaky, some speed up the song then retroactively slow it or stretch it out so it keeps the NC but changes the pace again. There really is a lot that can be done just as with any remixing style and while there are many do not see NC as a "legitimate" remix style; it is one I enjoy and very much believe is as "real" as any other remixing out there.

[@acapybara3032]

"I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again, better treat her well cause she's with me till the end." I don't know why but that line of the song always makes me feel a little happier. It's kinda cheesy but yeah..

[@shigarakissmilemakesmyknee8858]

Shipping Trash hey...so victuuri,huh?☺️

[@lucidthedog6928]

I don’t understand that but shouldn’t it be cuz I’m with myself till the end xD

[@Chrissyk_8]

Life can be *CHEEZEY* sometimes hehe

[@ernieraynor7901]

even though i have a best friend my friend i will always chose is myself because we will always get along :)

[@donttouchmycroissant6795]

That line makes me sad cause I'm my own worst enemy and I'm kinda jealous she can be friends with herself... Ik that was stupid I'm sorry

[@phph9479]

"I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again. Better treat her well, 'cause she's with me till the end."

[@moonlightcoyle1298]

Yeah

[@joshee6385]

I felt this to the very core

[@ezrascarlet2468]

Thansk for the advices, i forgot that this Body of mine is my friend

[@meggymoo5496]

I love this line and so does my 12 year old

[@syzena_playing]

👍exactly

[@seungkwan3669]

"The toxic thoughts of an overachiever" that line had me in tears. I've never heard a more accurate song that tells the story of my life than this.

[@dajacircle7529]

Honestly, it interests me how the lyrics are more like a poem than an actual song. It tells a deep and rich story in such little time, and yet in so much detail, though it's often hidden by metaphors and little shortcuts.

[@skylerdas181]

Yess and that's why I like it more. A song which is full of message in every line 😊

[@keltyepp444]

A lot of songs are like poems. But this song especially has a lot of very poetic things to its lyrics so yeah I agree.

[@bischwester8619]

"Better treat her well, because she's with you till the end." That is such a powerful line. Guys treat yourself the best you can. I really love the meaning in this song.

[@bischwester8619]

back again

[@bischwester8619]

NAH I DONT REMRBER THAT, but I'm using this on my YYGS app

[@bischwester8619]

🙂 I didn't apply

[@nittani.]

@@bischwester8619 yea you did

[@nittani.]

Im here to tell you good news

[@eliac]

“Getting drunk on gasoline” Am I the only one who thought of the song gasoline when they heard this?

[@blessing8242]

Me. I thought of the part where it said "low on self esteem so you run on gasoline"

[@w0rm3at3r_]

NoPe.

[@aggressiveasf]

BRUH I READ THIS RIGHT WHEN SHE SAID IT

[@Crow_man_7]

Meeee

[@the_cheesy_one]

Me to tho

[@sophiek1283]

"Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal" This line basically sums up how I feel all the time 🙃

[@rowanvanzyl426]

My one is "The toxic thoughts of an overachiever" because thats me

[@goblintechies8778]

Lucky you my life is just like a blinking cursor passing days

[@teakle7826]

well hope you people start to look at the good instead of the bad there is a lot of great things in life that people never look at. but when something bad is happening or has happend thoughts of enjoyment are replaced with self pity and other things. im not trying to say feeling bad for yourself is a bad thing but personally i think you should all strive to enjoy life to its fullest even if its fullest means you sitting in your room playing games all day :p

[@rosiaxo]

Sophie Elizabeth my lines are yours, and the toxic thoughts of an overachiever.

[@gergyta9211]

Same, my parents keep telling me I can do better and I keep trying to keep up and exceed their expectations but it’s impossible for someone to be perfect, I think. I have to be perfect

[@winterneko9891]

You know... I was kinda scared to listen to this song.... I have no idea why... But I listened to this song finally last night.... Now I'm listening to it again and again and again.... Edit: Also the words start at 0:36

[@emmy9930]

we are just a bunch of suicidal people telling each other suicide isn’t the answer

[@morgankovac3632]

Yea I guess so lol. But your stronger then you know, and you shouldn't forget that.

[@kaivonrussell8753]

This made me laugh

[@multifandom6346]

true

[@M008]

This is a funny haha

[@flareblitzen8857]

This is weirdly funny, but sad. What’s worse is it’s pretty true.

[@pigeonoverlord7332]

* gets a 95% * Most people: Woah, dude, I got an A! Me: Why did I get marked down on those points? Did I not study enough or was it a careless mistake? Was my triple check not enough to catch it? Did I somehow miss a lesson? * gets a B * Most people: I got a good grade for once Me: * screams and sobs at the same time *

[@elisabrozek3684]

Me too!!!!

[@jergensmarieberia3032]

This is just me. Im too much of a perfectionist. I remember crying and telling myself I was just dumb and useless when I got a 96 and all my friends got 97. But I'm trying to get better :)

[@scitimas12]

Me: Dies inside

[@SnowMexicann]

@Seth Jerome If you get an F or D or C don't just cry about it bruh, start studying harder.

[@SnowMexicann]

Yo bro, I think it's time to chill out and talk to someone about that bruh

[@akiko2134]

"Oh dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted You cant touch the heat of this fever The toxic thoughts of an overachiever" Damn, sums up most of my life here.

[@mangobirb5158]

Yup

[@soulofanartist2563]

"You can see it in my eyes A child's spark lights up the night Constant search for approval Suffocated by refusal" "Oh dear I don't want to be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned" "Oh dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted" You just explained the break down I had a few minutes ago perfectly...

[@rogulo]

heres another quote "You can see it in my eyes A child's spark lights up the night Constant search for approval Suffocated by refusal" "Oh dear I don't want to be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned" "Oh dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted" You just explained the break down I had a few minutes ago perfectly.

[@Anu3F]

THATS MY FAV PART

[@ashlynchan4669]

For t-those suffering from this as w-well........ I have Anxiety and S.A.D (social anxiety disorder) This explains our story. ------------------------------------- I wake up in the morning feeling well. And then I walk to my bathroom to do my routine I walk in use the toilet wash my hands and face. As I move the towel away from my face I look at my self. Looking into my own eyes to see what no one else can....My fear I'm a scared 11 year old girl about to be in Middle school and I can barely handle waking up in the morning.I move my eyes taking in my shape my looks how fat I am and my emotions.I put on a fake smile trying and trying to convince myself "I'm alright" is what I say but I know I'm not. Everyone listen up!! Anxiety is more than fear! Its paranora and knowing your not Okay you imagine yourself as an actress or actor up on a stage of a movie called Life and you dont have control over yourself your terrified thinking of everything that could go bad. Its more than taking a shower in the middle of the night to calm down! It controls your emotions your social life it controls you.. Hi Im Ashlyn and I have Anxiety.

[@bluey07aj63]

Everything will be okay, trust me! Your not alone.

[@Katrinawesson]

Ashlyn Chan this really sounds like me I think I may have anxiety I look at myself and see someone I hate

[@ashlynchan4669]

;*; Sherbertt ;*; Thank you that means.....alot actually

[@ashlynchan4669]

Loopy lou I hope you dont have it as bad good luck through your journey

[@ashlynchan4669]

•JadePlayzYT• I understand how you feel..

[@KR-co6hv]

I have separation anxiety and a fear of desertion. I'm a really loud and obnoxious person because of my anxiety. Ever since I was little people would tell me I'm annoying and would leave me behind. This song really sums up my life. I always try so hard to get approval by everyone that I overthink. I love this song and I listen to it all the time. p.s sorry for posting this if it bothers anyone :)

[@cyn7635]

So true its suits me so well...

[@norasato7484]

seriously don't be sorry abt that! if anyone would be bothered by this it's their problem for reading it. also its way more important that you like what you're doing than what others think about it :3

[@Shadow-op5mc]

Faith Marie sings the best songs. Thank you for making in Nightcore Version

[@kaileycrombie3813]

HeyItsFoxxy Yeesss!!! And her voice is so recognizable and unique which just makes everything so much better :):):)

[@lander9741]

yeah

[@kaous5690]

HeyItsFoxxy To devil on my shoulder, antidote and this song. I think they are the best songs her

[@kaous5690]

HeyItsFoxxy so, listen that songs (nightcore versions of songs)

[@marie-ev2zf]

iShadowAngel yess!, shes my fav singer

[@heaven9094]

Who else is an unnoticed over achiever? Who's parents don't actually notice the things wrong with there life😭😭😭

[@unstableisopod]

yup that's me!

[@heereandqueer_andpeggy7375]

Yes hello my people my parents have favourites and I am not the favorite... I'm fine I swear tho

[@aidencrawford4704]

Same

[@sweettooth5856]

hits home

[@panicatmychemicalfalloutbr6381]

Rai Grim their* (sorry)

[@kaninekorvid4923]

Sometimes these songs scare me with how accurate the artist managed to make them... I don’t know how long I’ve had anxiety and depression but it’s been a while. It’s tough having both of these because it’s like I’m a rope, two people tugging at both ends. When I wake up I wanna drown in my dark thoughts and forget about the world, but then I have the feeling that my friends will talk about me behind my back, “She’s misses so many days of school and she isn’t even sick, such a wuss.” At least that’s how I imagine it, and I feel horrible about thinking of my friends in such a way but then a side of me doesn’t care, “Leave them, see if they care,” it hurts so much but I can’t let anyone know because I don’t want them to think little of me... well that’s a lie. I have a strange longing for them to know, cause then maybe they could comfort me through it but... then they’ll start to think I’m just a waste of time and they’ll leave me for others, because that’s what ‘friends are for.’ Obviously I don’t believe these negative thoughts, but then again, I do.

[@shristisingh1458]

Same here 😇 someone with depression can understand it

[@sinthyamahjabeen3083]

Hey there can someone suggest me more deep songs like this

[@shristisingh1458]

@@sinthyamahjabeen3083 yeah u can listen to faith marie's never mind and I don't wanna be sad forever night core version

[@nagisashiota5751]

I really don't know how to reply, your words made me cry. I relate so much, and well I guess the most I can say is it will get better but then again sometimes it doesn't but just keep fighting.

[@cupcakegirl4366]

*I deserve to sleep at night*

[@thalia.p6312]

Cupcake Girl me too....

[@Eluminatez]

We all do..

[@fallenangely0hane]

story of my life

[@katiemurphy9368]

I'm not very well at falling asleep once it took me 8 hours (WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME)

[@onyx2463]

@@katiemurphy9368 same i dont no im always tired bc i cant go to sleep!?

[@sky-zd1jg]

OMG I found my song that I will sing in my head forever!!! This is SOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful!!! this is amazing!! i could listen to this on repeat for a month!!!!!!! EVERYTHING about this video is perfect!!!! THIS is SOOOO relatable.....

[@xxcrimsondeathxx5008]

And let me remind you... That everything is temporary. You and I are temporary... Then why does everyone fear death when they're just gonna die In the future...? It takes away all the pain. It creates pain for others but they know that it was your time... And it will be their time soon, too... So why fear it when without it you wouldn't be alive anyways? ...

[@lunamora5700]

Those words....(likes comment)

[@kibu5560]

It's not like they fear death, its that they fear what they will miss out being alive

[@AjTheGayjay]

So wise..... It's beautiful!😭😭😭😭😭

[@squidpw6493]

I believe it’s an instinct to survive.

[@potatoe-master191]

Ha lol that's why I don't cry at funerals Everyone thinks I'm emotionless but hihihihi I always giggle a little when I see someone die on TV I'm weird

[@gamersrise2490]

"Constant search for approval, Suffocated by refusal"

[@helenfire-lane8595]

yes yes karma

[@breck7537]

Hey Karma, How's Nagisa?

[@goofybum8602]

Some One smh😂

[@salfisher1337]

Yes! How are you, Karma?

[@neroneronwrkn]

"Devouring my skull but never feeling full"

[@meowwwwmew]

*You And I are t e m p o r a r y*

[@accountnotfound5108]

Typicql But then again.. Isn’t everything?

[@pencilonpaper1026]

That's kinda the saddest part...

[@neogotmycrack7938]

No You and I we can make it till the end

[@talisn1966]

Yeah but how long is temperary a decade 2 maybe if you're alright 8 or 9 but still nothing

[@neogotmycrack7938]

@@talisn1966 sorry *temporary and I don't get what ur saying

[@lesk4097]

This song helped me through some tough times, Thank you so much for this. I still love listening to it now and then. Whoever needs to hear this, it will get better! You are valued!

[@faithmarie2ndchannel]

Thank you for the kind words. Thank you for caring for people. You are sweet

[@morganlemons1694]

*You*

[@batfluttershy]

Morgan Lemons ~ I see you everywhere, and I always think your profile picture is a fish..

[@aryana2445]

WHY ARE YOU EVERYWHERE?! I SEEN YOU AT THE CREEPY NURSERY RHYMES VIDEO, SEVERAL NIGHTCORES, AND THE 'DON'T EVER LAUGH WHEN A HEARSE GOES BY' VIDEO! WHAT?!? xD

[@kituki5178]

Oh, hey, its you again XD

[@Speed001]

Never seen you before.

[@megand9287]

really like nightcore?

[@SuperStar-ij9sm]

The last lines keep hitting me hard every time I hear this.... it's so true

[@riteshkapoor1667]

saaaaaaaaaaame

[@mashedpotatoes1375]

OMG I KNOW RIGHT?!?!

[@whatislife2932]

Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you You Are Beautiful. You Are Wanted. You Are Wonderful. Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. You're better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your own unique Mindset always trys to engage in the right ways Now read the first letter of every word You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.

[@yumiko8191]

:)

[@dangernoodles9069]

I bims, 1 11 thank you I’m not suicidal but I do feel depress sometime but now I have a wonderful girlfriend that make me smile , laugh , and just love life . It not impossible there will alway be a person that will love you and help you , you just have to find that person

[@euniqu]

thank you :) I need this type of comment rn

[@choccaracco]

That doesn't stop negative thoughts...im still worthless,can't do anything correctly, im still not good enough..but im trying! Its hard

[@Tanukimelon21]

Thank you same to you

[@SunShineRoni]

So go.....I don't even have words for it

[@amarisrandomcrap6646]

Yeah it's amazing, brilliant, maybe even toxic

[@butter6313]

Amari's Random Crap+ ああ、

[@sashannefanne1827]

Words fail

[@ahandley05]

Rawr Lion ayyyy I'm not sure if you even know deh but ayyyy

[@JessieLynne-lr6el]

Adore this and honestly wish I could sing like this so my thoughts could fly from the paper of which I wrote them 😧☹

[@SuperStar-ij9sm]

Jessie same here

[@greenie0797]

same

[@sophiastarks7387]

I have memmorized this song but I still don't sound like her I wish I could sing like her too

[@solaralasai3977]

Follow your dreams all you need is practice.😀

[@dawnsimpson5822]

Jessie I just make poems then say them to my friend and I sound so real (because it is real)

[@minticorn2770]

This song is so peaceful... and calming.... it gives advice yet states the harsh reality of some things in a very gentle way, and I really like it :D

[@ashkitzz]

Isn’t Faith Marie just an amazing human

[@marie-ev2zf]

• sHOOKETH • yes

[@nails_by_hopei]

Yep

[@subscribetoxpurple_aesthet6540]

Yup!!!!

[@accaliamazar5912]

this song was so beautiful, I loved it a lot ^^ the background looks amazing, keep it up and have a FANTASTIC day

[@GentleShivers]

I agree with all of this except the last sentence

[@raquelhays1743]

Parker Wright same I dont know how to have a fantastic day....

[@accaliamazar5912]

Raquel tomboys rule cause I'm one to! Awwww ;; don't worry you will have one ^^ just gotta believe and stay strong ^^

[@potatoakame2401]

Raquel tomboys rule cause I'm one to! Aye I’m the same but we’ll get over it ,hopefully and even if we don’t let’s not hide under that happy mask anymore

[@accaliamazar5912]

shalaylee’s Revenge i totally agree with you

[@cleosteele7439]

It was the last bit that really got me and related to me “saying nice to meet you to someone u never knew, you” wew I was just I can’t describe it but it was so touching 💔💭

[@lillycakes1747]

The thumbnail atracted me, stayed for the song

[@caoimhe6597]

those people who disliked this video don't know what the definition of art is.

[@vaydafraraccio8523]

i agree xD

[@abby5203]

Song: “devouring my skull, but never feeling full” Me: *thinks* the thoughts that I will never be as pretty, as smart, as skinny, as talented, as hardworking, or as amazing as my girlfriend

[@vesperiamorningstar3785]

You are already amazing. Besides you could always get your hair done and talk to your girlfriend if you don’t feel ok

[@jullyscainl7623]

Good

[@jullyscainl7623]

Yes ok no probelames any time call moder call attend my all safety tasted car driving trainer airout cmein filling new car 1st time all this car taierair filled 2nd timeallsome not problem any time writes time maskedus and driver us set blet belted valuations not set beted hletey good car drived bus stoped come freebie ok ok comecall sftey and buses timecal iam waiting shaped steyedok call back car filling power back ok switch on time come

[@rosey_47]

I know it's been a really long time since you posted this but don't worry about the way you are! You don't have to be like your girlfriend. Just be yourself cause you're already amazing!

[@deadlysoulslivelonger1067]

Too everyone who is reading this You have so much to come in life x So don't get put off by whats happening right this second x

[@jaguarcovers7323]

Deadly Souls Live longer your a great person ❤️

[@bethanywhite1248]

I really do love this song. Many people forget the pressure, self-hatred and depression that often hide behind achievement. The words truly are beautiful. This will forever be one of my favourites.

[@rihanaakter8119]

“Constant search for approval sufficated by refusal” Me:’can relate”

[@alexiajones5713]

Same

[@smhmaia4930]

YESS!! I was so sure that you'd do a nightcore version of this

[@nightlunatic5199]

This song hits me so hard. Like this song telling my half life story I'm going to be okay right?

[@starnight1910]

Alice yes you will

[@Luna-sf4so]

Just stick with the people who truly help, care, and love you. You'll be fine if you do, trust me

[@nightlunatic5199]

these days i don't know who cares about me anymore it's complicated. i mean one day they care another day they don't... but oh well i already used to this even i hate this life so damn much.. i'm still gonna live it that's the point of life after all

[@andtheroadtorecoverybegins6290]

Yeah you'll be alright

[@ayeshaazeem5297]

professional spaghetti eater yes you will be okay

[@potsy0510]

I first listened to this song back when I was 14 and suicidal. Here I am, age 19 going back to it on a night I know is the start of a new beginning. The last verse still hits as hard as it used to, and I sit here hugging myself as it hits me. I'm still here, and after all this time I'm finally getting better.

[@_SuniTea_]

"Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal" This just basically sums up my life

[@notimportant-ren2971]

I love the nightcore community so much. On videos where it’s a sad/depressing song. People share their stories. And there are so many replies to those comments trying to help the person through whatever their going through. Y’all are important

[@galaxy_heart1267]

This song describes me in so many ways. Dealing with Generalized Anxiety Disorder/ Panic attacks is super hard... I hope that everyone here finds their way through life... you may think that your voice will never be heard, but I promise, you can do this. Conquer the world.

[@rowanvanzyl426]

This is exactly me, always trying to get 100% but I just can't and get depressed because of that 1 question that i get wrong and everybody tells me I did well but in my mind I think of it as a fail

[@1okidragon]

then step back and evaluate what you could do better. personally, i had the same problem. to fix it, i started triple checking my tests- using a different thinking process every time. it's not good to get caught up in your emotions.

[@lexilykos9653]

Rowan Van Zyl omg yes! It's crushing even if I know I'm smart. I strive for the best because if I don't I drift like now and can't pay attention in class because the weight of the thoughts are so heavy

[@beatrisefranzhearts4649]

same

[@sistersstudios984]

Yep

[@raycuttler9818]

Rowan Van Zyl so true

[@harmonygrace7428]

“You’re so perfect!” “You’re so smart!” “You’re so pretty!” “I’d die to be like you” I just don’t see that. I don’t see it in me. You don’t want to be like me. I try to be perfect because I’m scared. Sometimes I just want to disappear from this world and say “I’m a failure”...I’m not trying to get compliments. No. I don’t want stupid compliments. I don’t want any of those. I just want the pain to end..

[@blakegill8820]

god you are thank you fore being a live

[@plotergeiss5056]

Even a candle that's been blown out, can be lit again. Sometimes we need to give ourselves a break :> Hang in there. I know it seems pointless, but you'll grow and look back and realize that this is just one point of your life. You are free to feel safe in your own skin. Take it easy, and I hope you're doing alright ^_^

[@emilyorellana6329]

I literally never thought that out there were people that thinks the exact same things I do because believe it or not I think like this of myself every single day, even if I'm having a bad or even a good time these thoughts kept me from doing or be other things yk and I thought this was only me like it's just in my head like I'm making it up just to get attention or something when I have everything I could ever ask for... when that's not fucking true, I mean yeah I'm living a life like my parents said, a life that a lot of children are begging and giving their life to have but I don't see, I don't feel like I have everything and everyone with me yk, I just feel like useless shiet asking what is my purpose in here anyway.... as you say other people wants to be like you, like you are beyond perfect when in reality, everything you're going through it's just fucked up, and yeah, I do try to be things because I'm scared, I'm going to be replaced or not fit in any place anymore.... :)

[@dontakutarkuru523]

When you're happy you like the lyrics when you're sad you understand the lyrics we are lonely and broken but together we are stronger and more whole than any person in this world could be

[@nichellestar2846]

This song describes my life and I'm depressed,suicidel,and have anxiety so all of us who suffer from these we need to stick together 👋👍

[@kahlankelly6838]

True

[@rahafayoub9318]

Yeah that’s true we have got to stick together always

[@nayeliherrera1379]

Agreed

[@kira101]

Yhea!

[@lepidxptera]

Yeah

[@lunamoth505]

[@dd22yeezzzus]

XxLunarEclipse that's why I love music, cause there are so many thoughts I could say but for some reason I can't speak them. Yet with music it speaks for me. That's the beauty of it.

[@ryoki_PH]

+XxLunarEclipse I am holding back the urge to start giving out a really emotional slam poetry or rap with this as the starting line for it. That urge is really strong because that sentence is so damn poetic.

[@mintyoreo1705]

I know no one will ever see or hear this.But here's my story.Oh,and keep scrolling down,I you wanna read it. Begging for love. Crying from rejection. Trying to do the best. But it's never the best. Not listening to the normal things kids listen to. Listening to this. Devoured by hatred and words. Not sleeping. Not awake either. Trying to improve. "People hate you" they say. "I hate you" they say. Trying to find someone so deep into a hole. But the person won't come out. It just stays there. I lost my best friend a long time ago. She's just like me. She is me. But why did I lose her? Because..... I didn't treat her well. I threw doubts on her back. Kicked her in her throat. Never stood up for her. I lose alot of people. "FAMILLY" they say. "LOVE"they say. "But love isn't what I want..."I say. "I just want someone to be on my side."I say. "Someone...."I say. Why am I forced to do the best? Why do I force myself to choke on my own pride? Why do I force myself to choke on feelings and a ocean joined with a sea of crying a depths A sea of people that pull on my legs,trying to drown Me in them. "I'm safe here?"I say. They nod. I drown. I look around and notice I have not drowned in happiness. But something I was already drowning in. Depression. But....why does this all happen? I want to give up. Who cares if I drop out of school. I don't care anymore. Can someone just tell me.... "everything will be ok..." no,that left long ago. But here I sit,pouring my feelings out to people that aren't even really here. They are with famalies. With brothers and sisters outside. By I I this cage,begging. Begging to be left out. It's like.... your try in to be someone your not. How long have I been going on? Sorry,to keep you waiting. Your probably going to dislike and send a mean comment or something. If you just ignored my text,then,that's absouloutly fine. But.... no ones going to read this,right? Im fine with that. "Fine" "Fine" "Fine" "Fine" "I'm not afraid"I say. But no ones going to read this.Im leaving now. I'll listen to this song a few more times,not big of a deal. Bye.

[@Luna-sf4so]

Minty oreo I can relate so much to this. Your not alone. I know saying "everything will get better" won't help, because I'm not even sure I can get better, but you can't give in. Don't let the monster win.

[@erica1590999]

Minty oreo i know it has been a long time before u texted this message but I feel ur pain and u put this into words I can never make up...thank u for sharing ur feelings...I know how u feel...I hope everything gets better for u..

[@morganwalta498]

I understand You, that's my life, I'm here to tell you, it'll get better, it did for me, just move forward, forget the world, show them who you really are.

[@riversawyer7981]

I'm currently trying to break through this and gwt past what I'm feeling, I just keep telling myself that things are going to get better and from what I've seen, they will.

[@riversawyer7981]

I love how you put "Good luck" at the end, lol.

[@aspentree16]

I used to listen to this when I was younger. Thank you for this song, it got me through a bunch of stuff❤

[@owenjane754]

Anyone else feel like this song is their life

[@melwolf3958]

Yep, completely...

[@rayduit6875]

In general I hate rap, but this type of rap I love so much!!

[@faeismetalk8229]

Birthday same

[@thalia.p6312]

Birthday me too

[@bluebirdclaire3026]

Same. Twenty One Pilots is a lot like this too

[@kuromi621.]

Icon for Hire is also like this (they have a more rock-ish sound tho)

[@vanielgodfrey9049]

This hits me so hard. This deserves greater recognition. On a serious note. Thanx NightcoreGalaxy

[@forgor4410]

This is not his song, it's Faith Marie

[@vanielgodfrey9049]

Yh, IK, but thanks tho, I didn't read the description of who actually sung it

[@TWWicket]

@@forgor4410 Yes! Faith is amazing! Have you heard her new reimagined version of Toxic Thoughts on her new channel faithmarie2nd?

[@idiotmizu4710]

I love how she sings her songs

[@bonsai-is-a-lie]

“I deserve to be alright, I deserve to sleep at night.” That line really hit me. We all deserve to be able to say “I’m fine” and mean it. I don’t think most of us here ever have. I know I haven’t.

[@MikaelaTufts]

To the person reading this: I just want you to know I’m proud of you. You are strong. It’s going to be ok. I’m here. I care about you. You’re doing great. You are enough.❤️🫂

[@marmarsonnen7100]

🫂

[@midlanebest7310]

This song is great but make me feel sad little bit ._.

[@a.r.m.ydoggo6571]

Oh, so you're here too?

[@dannagovea2926]

Midlane Best ...I always see u in d coment section >.> support is the best though 😋

[@nightcorebtslover3371]

Midlane Best Then don't listen to it. DUH

[@moondrop784]

Yeah. Very sad. But it’s a good song. The saddest part about this song is that it’s true.

[@jasperd.7904]

Midlane Best saaaaaaaaaaame

[@Katrinawesson]

This is my new favorite song I relate to it so painfully well. Being an overachiever people always expect more and more and when the pressure builds you can't cave because you are an overachiever they expect the best but when you do finally tell someone they either change everything and make life difficult again or wave it off saying you will get over it. I want to look strong but I am very, very weak

[@firroun9323]

I hate people who do things like they are screaming for attention

[@lunakaneyo6908]

When I first listened to this song, these lines always stuck out to me but I could never relate “A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night When you pondered your death when somebody left When you lie away broken 'cause your head is unkept And let me remind you That everything is temporary You and I are temporary And this feeling that's so scary Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy Don't mean you're unsteady But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you To somebody you never knew You” Now that I look back on it, I relate. Cause since the last time I listened to this, my best friend of 8 years had left. And I was so upset for a fair long time.. it’s been around 7 months since that happened, and finally, for the first time in years, I’m able to look at myself in the mirror and love myself. Able to tell myself that everything will be fine and believe it. Everyone goes through a rough time in their life, but it’s okay! It’s only there to help you grow stronger! And not only that, if you feel that unsteady.. don’t be afraid to reach out to someone for help. There are ALWAYS people who care, and yes, that includes you, Beautiful stranger reading this. So calm down, take a breath. Everything will all be okay.. You just need to keep moving forward. It will all be okay in time, I promise you! ❤️

[@emmarynberk7353]

i lost a friend to day and listening to nightcore helps a bunch. i still want to be ur friend susie!

[@emmarynberk7353]

were friends now!

[@sadgorl3874]

@@emmarynberk7353 yey

[@optiona3667]

Ahhh Relatable....

[@TigerLoverHEART]

DarkXHeart )

[@optiona3667]

Tigerlover10190 heart What????????

[@morgansholes]

This song started me down the road of destroying my anxiety. And I never would have found it without you..... Thank you so much. More than you could ever know.

[@tohu9123]

Hey there random person Still here,huh......Hi

[@lorikelly8381]

Lowkey Unicorn hey

[@dajacircle7529]

Hiya.

[@BibleNutter]

JESUS LOVES YOU TOO!

[@j.z.d]

Lowkey Unicorn hoi

[@helenfire-lane8595]

hi

[@Irrelevancyy]

This video makes me cry, good job though :'/

[@somenonbinary6318]

'The toxic thoughts of an overachiever' The most beautiful sentence I've heard 😍💗

[@spaceghostpussee]

same 🥺☹💔💔💔

[@aliviab.4297]

This song is now my everything. I think this everyday. This song is actually everything to me.

[@xavier3546]

I find this song kind of special because it helped me realise that some people who are the most happiest, bubbly person on the outside could be breaking on the inside.

[@NoassNobrammo]

Yeah that’s sort of me

[@bjornbyte]

People instantly see the "happiest, bubbly person" when they see me. Well, their WRONG! Nobody understands me. My brother is in the dam Marines, he could die in a war, anytime. Anywhere. And nobody would ever let me say my last goodbyes if it comes to that. They'll lock me up alone at home, always saying "Your to young for this. You wouldn't understand." But I'm closer to him than my own parents..It's as if I'm just a simple house dog to them, not their daughter, their child, their youngest, a _human being._ I am not understood. I never will be.

[@GabyT]

i'm here almost 3 years after i heard this song for the first time. I was passing through panic attacks, family issues and more. Now, that i'm healthy, everything is at peace, mentally and physically i can surely say, i became my best friend, i cried today while listening to this song, i made this, i was able to get away from the situation that i was and if i was able, you can too

[@sinelle-g9u]

Damn, reminds me days and nights I used to spend listening to this music when I was a kid.

[@faithmarie2ndchannel]

Love

[@ashleygonzalez4030]

Did I come early?! WHAAAAAAT????!!!! SO SURPRISED AYYYY I GET TO HEAR THIS MASTERPIECE BEFORE A COUPLE OF OTHERS HA HA!

[@staticforest2011]

Ashley Gonzalez oh my god *XD*

[@pencilonpaper1026]

That's how I feel when I'm early lol

[@SamuChan]

Amazing my work life explained in 3 minutes and 44 seconds. Well done.

[@faithmarie2ndchannel]

Thank you. Likewise

[@zer0gaming641]

i dont get it how most of nightcore songs have way more views than original, and how do the nightcore artists find these songs, like this video, it has (as of now) 91% more views than the original, this is a bit absurd even tho i like almost 99% nightcore versions :D (love the song nc job

[@willowbeaty8501]

• Lyrics: I start this off staring at a blank page An open office document A blinking cursor passing days Without a single word Some say it's absurd Like I float along a stream of words unsaid Choosing not to cast my net But I spend so long questioning myself If this isn't right Then does that mean I failed? Will my melodies ever live up Will my metaphors be profound enough Will I ever outdo myself The ceiling gets higher and higher It's harder and harder to shatter And when I fall I fall worse than I ever did before Evaluating the damage no I just don't understand it Conflicted my the very air I breathe A love with hatred laced between You can see it in my eyes A child's spark light up the night Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal Devouring my skull but never feeling full Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned with The overactive mind of a believer The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Oh, dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted You can't touch the heat of this fever The toxic thoughts of an overachiever I start this off a little confused Writers block doesn't exist It's not a word I'm supposed to use Because it's all in my mind A parasite I'm supposed to find But sometimes Well most times It's so hard to define So I pour a couple drinks Getting drunk on gasoline Fire pulses in my veins I'm sick of waiting for the day That courage overtakes my brain For someone to say it's okay I've lived my whole life afraid It's time for me to be brave To embrace a forest That's so dark and unknown Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam They pave as they go Disappointed faces leaving poisoned bread crumb traces I'm not taking the bait Let them rot in their place I deserve to be alright I deserve to sleep at night I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again Better treat her well, 'cause she's with me till the end Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned with The overactive mind of a believer The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Oh, dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted You can't touch the heat of this fever The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Sometimes I forget the feeling Of every single nerve tingling Better than any lovers touch I've created tears of pain and burns of lust I've created a forest a safe place for myself That others have found Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night When you pondered your death when somebody left When you lie away broken 'cause your head is unkept And let me remind you That everything is temporary You and I are temporary And this feeling that's so scary Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy Don't mean you're unsteady But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you To somebody you never knew You

[@thatoneradiohost2737]

VerySeriousHorrorAddiction thank you!

[@bayley8764]

@@thatoneradiohost2737 its literately on the screen

[@thatoneradiohost2737]

@Bayai- - so? You don’t have to be rude about it

[@raidialflame]

copy and paste is great isn't it

[@aurimaslazickas5241]

Thanks for this song, helped me find a little bit of peace with myself.

[@faithmarie2ndchannel]

I hope things are getting better. Thank you for sharing

[@cowboylikeme1313]

Love the song! 💙

[@wolf101love8]

Sasha Blouse sis 😢

[@jintuh3663]

Why is this so amazing?!

[@rebeccalash645]

does any one have any idea on how songs so embody people? this song speaks the truth for so many people who are crying out for help,including me. ღ NightcoreGalaxy ღ, you brought justice to this masterpiece. It takes true skill to do this with a song like this. this song is like a priceless glass sculpture: beautiful, fragile, yet strong, delicate. you have to meld it with the gentlest touch possible, as manhandling it will ruin it. thank you ღ NightcoreGalaxy ღ for being careful enough to leave this masterpiece better than you found it. (well, both are amazing, but the way you did it is breath taking.) so thank you, on behalf of Faith's fan base, for doing justice to this piece. ღ NightcoreGalaxy ღ and Faith Marie, we LOVE YOU!

[@rachaelhatton5960]

Love it ~

[@RangerCado]

This speaks to me too much. :(

[@nicolem3135]

Ranger Cado me too

[@TheFrenchFry95]

Go give the original artist, Faith Marie, the praise she deserves for this great song!

[@faithmarie2ndchannel]

Thank you for this. You are so kind. Love

[@kasai2688]

Lyrics I start this off staring at a blank page An open office document A blinking cursor Passing days Without a single word Some say it's absurd Like I float along a stream of words unsaid Choosing not to cast my net But I spend so long questioning myself If this isn't right Then does that mean I failed? Will my melodies ever live up Will my metaphors be profound enough Will I ever outdo myself The ceiling gets higher and higher It's harder and harder to shatter And when I fall I fall worse than I ever did before Evaluating the damage no I just don't understand it Conflicted by the very air I breathe A love with hatred laced between You can see it in my eyes A child's spark light up the night Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal Devouring my skull but never feeling full Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned with The overactive mind of a believer The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Oh, dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted You can't touch the heat of this fever The toxic thoughts of an overachiever I start this off a little confused Writers block doesn't exist It's not a word I'm supposed to use Because it's all in my mind A parasite I'm supposed to find But sometimes Well most times It's so hard to define So I pour a couple drinks Getting drunk on gasoline Fire pulses in my veins I'm sick of waiting for the day That courage overtakes my brain For someone to say it's okay I've lived my whole life afraid It's time for me to be brave To embrace a forest That's so dark and unknown Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam They pave as they go Disappointed faces leaving poisoned bread crumb traces I'm not taking the bait Let them rot in their place I deserve to be alright I deserve to sleep at night I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again Better treat her well, 'cause she's with me till the end Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned with The overactive mind of a believer The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Oh, dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted You can't touch the heat of this fever The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Sometimes I forget the feeling Of every single nerve tingling Better than any lovers touch I've created tears of pain and burns of lust I've created a forest a safe place for myself That others have found Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night When you pondered your death when somebody left When you lie away broken 'cause your head is unkept And let me remind you That everything is temporary You and I are temporary And this feeling that's so scary Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy Don't mean you're unsteady But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you To somebody you never knew You

[@callmeaeryn9529]

Thanks. c;

[@subscribetoxpurple_aesthet6540]

Read The Description!!!!

[@TR-oc7hh]

She has the lyrics on video and in desc..

[@samanthaheikkila3508]

"Toxic thoughts of a overachiever" "stream of words unsaid" "I don't wanna be burden" "overactive mind" "crippling fear I'd being deserted" "questioning myself" " I fall worse than before" " love with hatred laces between" " constant search for approval" " confused(emotions)" " hard to define" " dark unknown" I don't deserve to be alright I am a burden on ones concerned you can't touch it my emotions I don't have a best friend I don't deserve to feel I want the emotions to end I lie awake broken and ponder my thiughts A few months ago I tried to kill myself by overdosing nothing has changed the bomb is ticking I suffer from a lot of these things in this song and now they know but they can't feel what I feel this will never go away. I am not doing this for pity I just relate to this song at least most of it I don't even want attention.

[@kira101]

... Your going to be okay, I know you don't know me, but.... ......just. Don't go, you were put here for a reason

[@quissy5641]

@@kira101 That's so naive..

[@valeriesmith1827]

I don't know what's happened to you, but please know that you're so beautiful. There's a reason we love characters in a book: it's almost impossible to not love someone when you really, truly see them. And characters in books? They're made from real life people like you. Please answer this comment. I want to know that you're okay. Like the song said, you deserve to be okay.

[@samanthaheikkila3508]

Valerie Smith I’ve come far in recent years and im better now not that I have better friends. But I’ve been working on communication since 2 years ago I finally talked to my parents. I finally realized it’s not obvious to people when you are depressed my parents had no clue how I was feeling. I’m not sure what you’d like to here from me, but all I know is I’m a way different person than I was when I posted that comment

[@valeriesmith1827]

@@samanthaheikkila3508 All I wanted to hear is that you're okay. I know life is hard sometimes, but never forget to keep fighting the good fight. I love you as much you can love a stranger, and I hope that things continue to improve for you. May your pain ease soon.

[@yourmom-xt9lp]

I get goosebumps whenever I listen to this song because it describes me so well.

[@alexlehman6797]

I’ve never related so much to a song before

[@lamiyaepting4888]

I never knew she could sing so beautifully

[@Its_Sprout_xo]

Listening to this again years later and realizing all that I've gone through and feeling pity on younger me. This song helped me through so much, and coming back to it has made me realize how strong I am to have kept pushing myself

[@faithmarie2ndchannel]

This makes me so happy. Thank you for sharing

[@iiiijoker5307]

" you can see it in my eyes" is my fav part ❤️l I But still it's my fav song thnx so much I

[@nakafetii3228]

my favorite part is the part i can sing well oop "so i pour acouple drinks, getting drunk on gasoline"

[@likiidk2148]

nakafetii I can sing and rap it all

[@chloel1743]

I agree

[@alannabright822]

@@likiidk2148

[@level710stoner]

I tried pouring myself a couple drinks once, it didn't work. My thoughts were uninfluenced by the alcohol, the only change was that the world was spinning.

[@makiroll5827]

good lord, this has got to be the best song i have ever listened to, thank you so much for this wonderful video, even though its now 2020.

[@astrangeperson1719]

it's insane how much this song describes me. I love it. I'm so glad i found it! Thank u so much

[@aliviab.4297]

Its obvious that the people who disliked this, have no soul. They don't get how most people feel. People put their selves down every day. Just like me. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You could ask me more than one million questions about anxiety and depression, because, I suffer from that. #1: Wake up #2: Go to the bathroom, look in the mirror, as I look in the person in the mirror, I automatically put myself down, and then, I put on a fake smile #3: Try to make myself at least look, well, okay.. Yet, I fail. #4: Get dressed. #5: Squeeze crippling tight jeans onto my legs. Squeeze crippling tight convers onto my feet, because, everyone is wearing them, you just wanna be popular.. #6: Look in the mirror #7:As you look in the mirror, you see a new person; a fraud, The person in the mirror, just isn't you.. #8: Go to school #9: Think why you just cant be popular #10: Not being able to focus on anything, but you still act like nothing ever bad happens to you.. #11: Live the rest of my life the same.. #12: Change the world Hello, I'm Alivia, I suffer from anxiety and depression, but, one day, we will all change this world :)

[@oliveispog1300]

RealVioletsArePurple I LOVE YOU!!! You are awesome and just described my life in one big paragraph

[@hentaigaming4386]

or the ones that disliked just don't like nightcore it can be that too

[@dalena7162]

I'm pretty sure I have a soul

[@bjornbyte]

Ha...I put on a fake laugh, fake smile, fake look, fake _happiness._ If it ever came to it, I would only destroy the world, not change it. I break everyone, everything. Myself. I don't know me. This song explains my life. My life is nothing, but this song explains everything..Well, time to go take my useless words and get the Hell out of my troublesome life and others amazing ones. Goodbye now..

[@trashwithnolife]

@@bjornbyte I know I can't change anything about your situation and maybe you don't read this but one day, I am sure, you will feel complete, worth it and.. happy Maybe this day is not know or not in 5 years but it will come Trust me and.. don't give up please

[@gmsharifulislam9741]

Faith Marie is amazing. This song is sang and written by her. Good job girl.

[@loveart3668]

not joke I LITERALLY listen to this song everyday and I mean EVERYDAY. I LOVE ITT~~!!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[@marshallcuthbertson5967]

The people who clicked the unlike button clearly just liked it so much, they misclicked

[@cleosteele7439]

This is so touching, it’s made me feel a way that is rare for a song to make me feel. It’s almost like it’s relatable in a way 💔

[@cherrymeow2070]

I love this ❤💕

[@animesmash1678]

I love faith shes so pretty i wish she had more songs....

[@stellar_1103]

I love this song, I don't really know why it speaks to me so much, I just love it. Thank you Galaxy, for making it

[@kaito1250]

“Oh, dear I don’t wanna be a burden” how I feel just asking someone for something, just being alive makes me feel this, anyone else?

[@TWWicket]

Yes! 2024 and Faith released a re-imagined version of Toxic Thoughts on her new channel faithmarie2nd