Nightcore - Down (Lyrics)

[@EidenXII]

No matter what kind of challenges or difficulties or painful situations you go through, Look up at the stars and not down at your feet. Try to make sense of what you see, and Fight to survive because Life is like the ocean, it goes up and down, so fight to make it UP 💚😌

[@_raibu899]

So beautiful ♡

[@gutsu820]

Love these words 😍

[@Zolixar]

Beautiful words Eiden.. I readed 'em after I watched this video.. and you made my cry haha ^^

[@katiehaddon5638]

True words, but I am losing what I've never found, and I do try to look up to the skies and stars but it always seems to end up at my feet, im always stuck on the ground and I'm always falling through my anxiety and I never know why I'm always looking down, whenever I try to look up, i ends up always looking down, but my anxiety is also like the ocean, it goes up and down and it never ends, but I gotta fight through it 💪👊👊 but even if I do fight through it, I always end up losing I wish life was just like the good old days, where we didn't have to have a care in the world and we didn't have to worry about our parents jobs or friends fighting at school, or even if you r gonna have an anxiety attack in the middle of the school day I had to go to an empty toilet to sit in there alone, with no one with me..... That's what the ocean is like, never ending coldness....

[@Vanessa-ge2dp]

These days all I see are my shoes. They are sports shoes but. I don't use then for sports. Every team i'm placed on, I get shot down for messing up. So why wear them anymore. I wear them, to remind myself of how pitiful and disgusting I am. I want to make myself SUFFER For my lack of confidence.

[@welponkurt463]

I don't know where I'm at I'm standing at the back And I'm tired of waiting Waiting here in line Hoping that I'll find What I've been chasing I shot for the sky I'm stuck on the ground So why do I try I know I'm gonna fall down I thought I could fly So why did I drown? I never know why It's coming down, down, down I'm not ready to let go 'Cause then I'd never know What I could be missing But I'm missing way too much So when do I give up What I've been wishing for I shot for the sky I'm stuck on the ground So why do I try I know I'm gonna fall down I thought I could fly So why did I drown? I never know why It's coming down, down, down Oh I am going down, down, down I can't find another way around And I don't wanna hear the sound Of losing what I never found I shot for the sky I'm stuck on the ground So why do I try I know I'm gonna fall down I thought I could fly So why did I drown? I'll never know why It's coming down, down, down I shot for the sky I'm stuck on the ground So why do I try I know I'm gonna fall down I thought I could fly So why did I drown? Oh, it's coming down, down, down

[@xhndblhx7213]

Thank you.🙏

[@liangrimes9906]

Thank youuuu

[@lyla8216]

Thx!

[@onepiecekakar6012]

U r amazing💚

[@wasp4923]

apearently no one noticed that its a lyrics video, but i enjoy the efford good job mate !

[@fluffy_chan737]

"I'm losing what ive Never found " That Breaks my heart💔

[@ediluccv7075]

"The most beautiful stories, Are the ones that hurt the most."

[@bio2387]

Yoooo 69 like epic

[@muzan_jackson1808]

@@bio2387 broooo

[@kookie4771]

“I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?” -Penguins after realising that birds can fly

[@viktoria1341]

Okay u made me smile 😂

[@clockwork6480]

They swim.... Like we should when we r down #filosofy

[@444dcp]

thanks for lightening the mood in this comment section XD

[@reszyyx]

That make me smile 😂

[@Torishiri]

The only happy comment! Thank you lol

[@wadesenpai5765]

A 3 minute song explained my whole life😿💙

[@yeahsomeoneM]

I feel ya ;-;..

[@thebrightbetelgeuse2233]

same

[@declanvermylen7278]

I know how it feels

[@venamosxd5979]

Wade Señpaï this is the most relatable song 😔

[@modernalcoholic4060]

Notice Me Señpaï

[@sophie458]

Am I the only one who gets so used to feeling sad that I can't even remember what it was like to be happy? 😔

[@catrinabissell1363]

No, you are not. I am with you.I honestly just fake it.

[@qt.leonieee6204]

sophie no. I‘m like 6 years not happy 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@Anthony-nd4pz]

I've never been happy. I just pushed myself to believe I was but I cant take it anymore

[@lunalovegood518]

Nope but remember you're not alone stay strong you are awesome

[@nezukochan9524]

I don't even remember how to be sad. I'm not depressed anymore, but I can't be happy or sad. It's worse than pain.

[@nctruth9388]

your videos never disappoint

[@bagelboi8335]

I want to like your comment but it's 222 im dying 😭😭 XDXD😂😂

[@DanielSmith-fn5gc]

@@bagelboi8335 should like it now so it will be closer to 333

[@Sora-zj7uq]

I was the 400th person to like this XD🤣😂😂😂😂🤣😂😂😂🤣😂

[@LucasAbaddonAzrael]

I KNEW I WAS SUBBED TO YOU I KNEW IT

[@thatguy8369]

Unlike myself

[@Tora_49]

Eyes - crying Body - tired Arms - bleeding Heart - pain Mouth - lying

[@akame8152]

we are strong 😣💕

[@mistakenredrose_rue7866]

@@akame8152 even as much as it hurts we must always stay strong for the ones who need us even if we feel like no one does need us anymore

[@monkey.D.luffy111]

Related to me it is all true

[@lea_.]

I'm here if you need to talk

[@ladinazettner8338]

Yup

[@itsbubbletea5504]

When you’re happy you enjoy the music, but when you’re sad you understand the lyrics.

[@t.o.b.i4595]

fact

[@beaniebooworld4664]

True

[@kaneki-ken96]

I wish I could fly so I could never fall down

[@9shadesofkai581]

life-and-music the higher we fly, the harder we fall;)

[@Nyamako]

Why would you want to fly if you know you will fall Just climb your way to the top

[@junikk9080]

To fall is okay because you can stand up and try it aigan and aigan until you can Do it. Be harder be stronger be alive be livley. ❤️❤️❤️🥀

[@waterandmelon]

Dont fly if you dont want to fall!

[@ashrudge1002]

Things that fly come down eventually

[@fateedits7097]

It isn't easy to fly like others

[@ifyourereplyingtomycomment1941]

Birds don't just fly they fall down and get up (from the song 'try everything'), that's why birds are always an inspiration to me

[@herewegoagencyofbakugo5803]

@@ifyourereplyingtomycomment1941 that's so beautiful

[@K4tsukis]

I’m not a god damn bird bro how do you expect me to fly

[@ieaterasers5986]

Especially when you're made so differently.

[@strongman6201]

can fly because it has wings as hard as whatever your work is actually the change is empty and is an illusion

[@kingfreiza9990]

The Nightcore era was definitely something. Days were easier then.

[@natinima7221]

Sad and beautiful... Sadness never leaves me :> And I'm coming down, down, down right now...

[@mirainex1791]

HELLOO! -hugs you- XD. Don't be sad(⌒‿⌒)/

[@LocalCoco10101]

Sad songs always make me feel like I’m hopeless and I like that feeling. To be sad and have nobody to turn to. I sort of love these feelings. Warm,sad,and comfortable.❤

[@lightningawesomefantasy5354]

I'm late but This is perfect

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate it ❤️

[@lightningawesomefantasy5354]

@@EidenXII AYE YOU REPLIED *FANGIRLS*

[@annabastincova1361]

CIEL PHANTOMHIVE

[@kalinaxu504]

YES

[@darkkiller9349]

Anime?

[@dh5760]

@@darkkiller9349 Black Butler, my favourite manga.

[@aerynaeryn6352]

AníseQ The only reason why I clicked on this video 😂

[@anushkatuplondhe1533]

AníseQ is this anime name

[@BornIn1875]

It’s called gravity. Words have gravity, Actions have gravity, Everything has gravity.

[@BrokenAnklesBruh]

I felt that.

[@also_moa4289]

Hello twin me

[@BornIn1875]

@@also_moa4289 Hello.

[@clockwork6480]

Gotta have that escape velocity huh?

[@Milkshake-1872]

Everything has weight would've made more of an impact. But you're not wrong. All objects, from the smallest virus to the largest planet all have mass. Anything with massive creates a gravitational force of it's own. But the gravitational force is oftne so weak that it's not affecting anything noticeabley. That's why anything with a good amount of gravity, a.k.a. planets, stars, e.t.c. tend to be large or small with an immense amount of mass.

[@tizianamarsella3729]

After three years Im here by chance, a lot of thing are changed and now i have a purpose, now i wanna live. That shit is crazy but remember that everything is gonna to pass. it’snt easy all the time but keep going. Hope for your best, god bless you ❤

[@netiss9115]

School: you stupid!? Mother: shut up Frends i know they don't like me... 💔💔💔 Music: why i try...

[@ediluccv7075]

You had to try because you're an amazing person. I believe in you.

[@KiyuukiRin]

Are you givin' 100% of yourself to make it better even though everyone else doesn't care? If not, then do it. If you fail, just smile. We are special being because we can smile whatever the situation is.

[@MysteryHistery]

Talk to me if you are willing to

[@netiss9115]

@@MysteryHistery I do not know...

[@MysteryHistery]

@@netiss9115 well, if you are willing to,, you can always talk to me.

[@josieslefteyebrow4343]

Me: smiles What i want to tell my friends: you dont know what its like to not remember how to be happy.

[@wandschrank3451]

If parents are there, to give love to the Kids, why do I don't feel this love If Friends are there to talk, to give you the feeling you're not lonely, why am I lonely then? If I live for being Happy, why don't I feel happy? And if I'm not Happy, so why do I live?

[@jey0.1]

You live to find happiness. To finally find a person who cares for you and gives you its hand. You're just drowning without speaking out the word. I do too but I think if I try harder I'll become back my feelings one day

[@lea_.]

@@jey0.1 exactly ! And if you don't feel good with you're friends or family is just that you didn't find THOSE friends, and not all parents are good, some doesn't give what children deserves, maybe they express it differently or is hard for them, or they just don't deserve you now.

[@lea_.]

And if both of you need to talk do not hesitate!

[@jey0.1]

@@lea_. talking about it doesn't help. I had a long time with therapists but they only could make me feel happy for a few hours. If I wasn't tired I'd give up. Honestly, am I just some figure that does everything to fit in bit still gets crushed everyday? God damnit, I have everything a person could wish for but I am just not happy! Sorry, I have issues with feelings and sometimes I twist while writing stuff

[@beaniebooworld4664]

I will be your friend to make you happy if you ever need to talk

[@becca5703]

i used to have perfect grades but i feel like this year it's going to go downhill. I start school next week and i don't know how i'm going to walk in there the first day and stay composed. School is the reason i needed therapy. Summer is the reason i stopped "needing" it. and now school is the reason the skin on my arm is broken.

[@doofusdingusOvO]

A time of heartbreak which is also a time when a soul breaks.... this music is beautiful thank you for creating this!

[@Nanashi_Tsuki]

Even the songs I don't listen to, makes me wanna change my mind when watching Eiden's videos. ❤🔥

[@carmen1027]

It's..no no...i'm not gonna cry again..no. Edit: Guys thanks for all your likes!! And sorry for my grammer.. Love from Turkey! 🙋

[@EidenXII]

i feel u :(

[@carmen1027]

💔

[@-ase7399]

selamlar

[@lvrwz8275]

love from bursa !!

[@moth7614]

i am crying right now that is going to be a long Downphase

[@eggshton7964]

SECOND AND JUST GOT OUTTA SCHOOL TO LISTEN TO THIS OMG YES

[@EidenXII]

Welcome :)

[@nichtgenickt4080]

Just got in my bed

[@yani-5576]

Bruh I started crying, those lyrics hit me hard like I ran into a poll.

[@angelacavon7305]

LMAO same though! XD

[@multistanlifeishard5641]

Advertisement: live for every second. Me: seconds I don’t want to have. . .

[@clarelavadiajintalan3310]

Ciel Phantomhive I know all of you feel.

[@polysinoca3422]

He sounds like an amazing person, I didn’t watch the anime/manga tho :( It’s black butler, right?

[@Vlank_]

* • PolysinO'ca • * The queens watchdog who kills pretty much anyone in his way. Amazing, ight? Either way he has a haunting past.

[@yukichan9475]

I'm not down ... 😊 My wings are broken ... Hurted ... Sad ... 💔💔 I'm just used to it .... Every time I try ... I just fall down ... 😕😟🙁 Hence I love this song ... 🎼🎵

[@taylornielsen4111]

Sometimes... I even cry... There's songs they remind me of all the fights and tough times I've had with my mom and dad. And it feels like an endless loop of fights. I honestly try to be the best person I can but, it's just not me. And the fact that I now feel like I having more and more panic attacks and anxiety EVERY SINGLE DAY. And it bothers me so much. So what I do is I watch these songs I whisper along with them soon I start to cry and then I let all the tears I have to get out and then an hour later you see me doing it again...😣😦😧😥😢😭 it's just an endless thing and not thing is fixing it I've tried EVERYTHING!

[@moonshihxs]

I know that nobody is going to see this, but i want to comment I love this song, it helps me escape from depression,reallity and my problems :') It literally explains my whole life

[@clomyst]

💙🤍

[@beaniebooworld4664]

It explains my life to

[@Idk-ni6of]

2019?anyone :] i keep repeating this song over and over agin and it still makes me cry 😭💔

[@Grace-kr6uc]

"I shot for the sky. I'm stuck on the ground. So why did I try, I know I'm gonna fall down. I thought I could fly, so why did I drown? I never know why it's coming down." - I relate to this so much. The lyrics mean to me that the person is trying as hard as they can, but then they fail. No matter what they do, they always fail. This is me. I'm a fuck up, disappointment, and am useless. People always say that it's the effort, but so far those words have always been empty. Based on my personal experience, it's the results that really matter. My own parents say that all I have to do is try, but they always yell and punish me when I do something remotely wrong. This could include the smallest things like me speaking "improperly" or "sassy" as they see it. They say I'm a failure and stuff, but what angers me the most is that most of their words are empty and they don't mean it.

[@tatianaoliveira6318]

😕 i Love it oh God so sad but Beautifull people we're strong ok? good work 😚😍

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate your words ❤️

[@syadinahafizi0320]

Hi,i have been hear this song while read all u guys chat. Its so hard to find person who understand us really well . But for sure . Im telling you guys that how strong you guys still can survive with all pain hit you. Wish to hug you guys while you guys are not fine. Stay safe everyone , keep fighting you guys really strong than you think. Loves from malaysia !

[@αυαυυι-π6μ]

When you fall down...always find the strengh and stand up and face your problems! At least try.. ≥﹏≤ You won us again Eiden👌✌

[@EidenXII]

thanks for your words 💖

[@rnaidenova77]

I fall down too much times😖 I can't stand up anymore😭

[@aaronmotes760]

Rumiana Naidenova Then you can lean on me. And I'll walk along side you. I'm here for you,even if I don't know you. You have a friend in me.

[@rnaidenova77]

Aaron Motes I appreciate that...thank you🤗

[@bamboozledan]

Better yet, never fall down and say to the ground, 'fuck you'.

[@yoshikon_riko463]

People think that im perfect. I have good grades. Not poor. Have happy family Have two bestfriends. But noone knows whats inside of me.. my hapiness is getting down everyday. But this youtubers musics make me want to live. Thank you Eiden. If it wasn't you i wont be alive right now.

[@bellacochrane-lp1qz]

I can’t remember what happiness feels like

[@gutsu820]

Beautiful 😭 Love it❤ 💕💕💕 ❤❤ 💔

[@EidenXII]

feel U :(

[@julia_anime8943]

Me too it's very moving because I'm alone

[@btsmyjimin9654]

This song is literally feeling my pain. 😢💕💕💕

[@rianonmehin]

This song is just so sad and beautifull ❤😢 stay strong and thank you❤

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate it ❤️

[@derq9473]

It's ciel? Btw good job ^^

[@EidenXII]

yes :)

[@rareslighici3479]

Yes

[@itzmthy9120]

This is proff that songs don't get old 🌆

[@z.blacksmith73]

Thank you Eiden♥️

[@EidenXII]

💚

[@mohammedalshehri5878]

EVERYBODY just know if you hit rock bottom there’s only one way to and that’s high sky so start climbing I’ll be with you on the journey xoxo 😘

[@tejassingh1599]

But it seems impossible

[@angelacavon7305]

When this life makes you mad enough to kill (that's rock bottom) when you want something bad enough to steel (that's rock bottom) when you feel like you've had it up to here cause you mad enough to scream but you sad enough to tear (that's rock bottom). - Eminem SOUNDS LIKE I HIT ROCK BOTTOM!

[@samanthaporch4802]

It always feels like I'm holding my head up just high enough above the water to breathe, other times it's like I'm falling through the Earth with no end. This song makes me feel things I don't want to feel but I feel like I can only hear the lyrics in my head. I don't know why, but I guess I relate to the song. Love the song, love your videos, just love you for you are amazing.

[@black_leefa6672]

I feel this song so much right now

[@cailingaublomme2088]

Dear mom & dad , I’m sorry I don’t get perfect grades . I’m sorry my friends aren’t “smart” or “a good example” . I’m sorry I ran away . I’m sorry I can’t explain how bad my depression is . I’m sorry I have anxiety . I’m sorry I cry myself to sleep every night . i'm sorry i cut myself every day . I’m sorry that I’m an embarrassment . I’m sorry I punched a wall so hard I dented it . I’m sorry I haven’t got my life together yet . I’m sorry for being your daughter😞 and i'm sorry that i am alive .

[@mojokoz]

I know you probably here this a lot but don’t worry but lots of people are in the same boat as you everything is going to be okay this coming from someone who is depressed, sucidale and anxiety..... your going to be okay and I do .... I promise i do love you ❤️

[@kawaiilps9937]

Cailin Gaublomme you will be OK

[@lij5874]

Omg, I love you stay strong!!

[@moh17716]

That’s what I call dramatic you probably did it for the likes lol

[@elementalchemist6771]

pls don't give up just yet i know it's painful waiting for someone to help you throw the hard times pls your family still love's you for who you are i am sure they have forgiven you for what you did PLS DO NOT GIVE UP THEY STILL LOVE YOU they may not show it but they still love you💙💙💙💙 ok pls don't...i know life maybe hard some times but you have to try to look at the happiness in life you maybe sad a lot of the time but YOU STILL HAVE TO TRY..... this may not make you fell better but i hope it did........your family still love's you pls do not forget that😥💕💕💕 and win you fall done you get right back up do not let the sadness win

[@elliver2883]

▪OMG▪,❤I love listening to this song when I'm in the depressive, it's a very lonely ▪BAD▪ so I love this song, help me cry more, how I'm crying now remembering my ex boyfriend how he treated me in such a nice way .... I really liked this song, thank you for placing the best ▪BAD▪music. I love you.💖✔

[@dogemlgp6776]

My ex was so nice but we had to break up yesterday :/

[@thanatos908]

things can get very hard and things just not meant to last forever and you just have to find someone that one person that will sacrificed everything for you and truly love you as much as you love them

[@ves6833]

You at least had a boy....I am too ugly to have one.... But, you know... Boys are useless. 🙃

[@ves6833]

@@iglibogdani2967 I, know, but "to be beautiful " that's what matters nowdays....but I just think like, I don't need a bf now. Expecially after I saw what my cousin became after she found a boy... But anyways, you are right...

[@capulol4799]

Ta chanson est vraiment magnifique. Bravo, c'est du bon travail ! 😍

[@capulol4799]

@@lzieuxixo tu sais j'ai appris à mes dépends que les personnes bien ne réussissent pas toujours. Elles vont parfois plus bas que d'autre malheureusement. Mais merci. C'était un plaisir de parler avec toi.

[@klnlgr654]

Cette musique est magnifique

[@radheshyampal7358]

I cried ,.. ..i literally cry every day to just feel a relief .

[@privateduser1223]

i feel happy every day and im dumb enough that i cant remember how it feels to be happy..literal goldfish here

[@Sandyen]

It's coming down down down :(

[@kateh1458]

another beautiful nightcore video 💙💜💙💙💙💜💜💜💛💛💛💚💚

[@EidenXII]

glad you like it

[@chloefulton3273]

"Why do I try? When I know I'm gonna fall down" Honestly I understood that. You try because you're strong enough to try. Most people would give up if they know they can't. You tried because you are strong.

[@idontcaredontknow8653]

Little boy : I believe I can fly I believe I can touch the sky After many years have past Man: why do I try I know iam gonna fall down I can't fly

[@zachscrunchybones]

started listening to you two years ago, this exact video. Your channel has seen me through my worst days and I respect you.

[@EidenXII]

😊

[@mishael_lol3058]

I'm listening to this song during the Covid-19 emergency ... An ambulance passed by my house ... This makes things even more sad ... (Sorry for my bad english, i'm using Google Translator)

[@isabellaherron4514]

These songs understand me Me: remembers the scars on wrist that are still there Also me: What do I live for

[@angelacavon7305]

SAMMEEEEEE ;( ;( ;(

[@nikolasking637]

Nothing is easy. I think that the hardest thing in life is to love yourself. Well, it's easier if you have someone with you on the journey of life. But mostly we all are alone with ourselves. Someday you can be happy, but you must work really hard for it. I'm not happy myself yet. But I wish that someday I will be.

[@elenagilbert4252]

" I don't wanna hear the sound of losing what I never found " damn this hits me hard evrytime...

[@tynoodles5715]

I love this song It’s fantastic Love your music Keep up your work Every time it gets better

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate it ❤️

[@yasminerileytokyoghoul9841]

Your vidoes make me dance in the dark literally I dance to ur nightcore music thank you so much for this u give me hope

[@mearalowell223]

Videos just keep getting better

[@Seth-lq3uw]

Have you ever gotten so used to no one being there, that when you open up and they actually care, you turn away, and refuse the help? I can’t help it, I get scared of what they’ll do if I accept their hand… am I the only one who feels like this/do this?

[@sabireackaln2399]

The anime is:Black butler

[@DiamondKoh]

Who clicked in becuz of ciel was on the thumnail?

[@kalinaxu504]

YES FINALLY SOMEONE

[@kalinaxu504]

YES YES YES YES YES YES I GET YOU

[@DiamondKoh]

Haha

[@kalinaxu504]

@@DiamondKoh lol

[@paigerollins779]

Yep

[@madeline_bdn]

I love this song 😍😍 Jason Walker is a big artist and he is underrated

[@katsumi-chan4u]

Honestly 2020 for me felt like a breakdown because I lost my lovely cousin due to coronavirus. And I was dying inside. I wished that it was me and I was stuck in my room for about 2-3 weeks because I love her and she was so young shes only 23 yrs old and im 12. (This is a true story, promise no lies) I felt like dying instantly and I didn't eat for 3 days and I turned pale. Thank goodness I didn't have any suicidal thoughts and every time I listen to this song it reminds me of the incident...

[@sitizulaika3969]

You'll be fine ♥️Everyone have their own story and... You can do it♥️

[@ashcastillo6387]

Hardest times in ur life are just challenges u have to face so when u grow older ull be fully prepared for any challenges u have to face

[@angelacavon7305]

WHY"S IT HAVE TO HAPPEN WHEN YOU"RE A KID?! You get confused and have no idea what's going on with you, and to make it worse, you feel trapped at home because your parents keep telling you you're overreacting so you just can't talk about it to anyone else.

[@itsyourboichungus3739]

I know nobody will read all but please do To all those ppl on the brink of death please..hold on to life...hold on to hope...you can get through it...if your like this BC of bullying then im sorry I want to take those words they said to u and throw them back at the bully's and if your like this BC you feel alone there is always somebody there...even in u can't see them there is somebody that cares and that would do anything to help you...please hold on...you will get though it...just like I did... Please think...i know these emotions of sadness and worthlessness are overwhelming but please think...what would happen if I did this...i once Put a gun to my head pulled it halfway through but I couldn't pull it the rest of the way through...i burst into tears and dropped the gun...so while I have the time to talk to u please listen to my words...you will get through it no matter how hard it is...you will survive you will make it...you are not worthless you are beautiful and strong and amazing and we are always here for you even when you think your alone..your not..please remember that... stay strong...hold onto hope...you will make it..:i promise❤️ 🙏

[@echo_theemowolf2647]

🖤It’s your boi Chungus....if only that....if only that was true, I would believe so....but I don’t know what to believe in anymore.....and I don’t know who or what to trust, I was at the brink of death in October 2018, day? Idk, but I met a guy, and now he’s my boyfriend, he stopped me from committing suicide....but now?...... I don’t know if I should or shouldn’t, I really love him, but I feel as if no one else loves me, I feel alone, I feel bad, I feel sorry, I feel many negative emotions, and that has gotten the best of me..... I question if I’m actually living, when I still cut, when I still hate, when I still harm, when I don’t care, when I still don’t believe nor trust myself....what’s the point I ask, no one answers..... The person who keeps me thinking of living is Daniel, him, my only one who loves me, my teddy bear....he’s depressed too, fact is that we both stopped each other from committing suicide, but we’re still sad sometimes...I know that I worry and care for him, and he does the same for me, but.....I’m not sure if he can really stop me again from committing.....he’s been asking if I’m ok, and happy, but I don’t answer him, I block it and ask if you read this book or if you actually do this and that, he answers, and I’m still hurt that he went for my bait and didn’t actually refuse my nonsense and ask me for the truth.....it hurts....I hate being bullied but it happens.....I hate having lots of stress and anger and sadness and loneliness within me.....I hate pretending to be a happy weird girl in front of my family, and I hate being the silent not so cool outcast in the crowd or area with the people I either don’t know or don’t talk to......only reading and singing or listening to music is what distracts me.....and yeah, I came up with three of my own songs, and they are sad and cruel...to me that’s reality.....life is hard, and I wonder whats the point of living when finding happiness is just a riddle to be solved but can’t be solved?.....suicide is not that far from my thoughts rn, nor is it that close rn....but it’s in there....and it’s waiting to be a trigger warning....to be used....and done with.....🖤 R.I.P- for my lost soul 💔,^>~

[@estelabarranco9526]

Thank you for caring

[@leaoline6867]

I’m not depressed, but this song brings back these terrible memories about times I tried killing myself! 6 days ago my depression went away! Never felt so happy before!

[@noobchicken7024]

Stay strong plz i now you will have a good life plz there are good people in this world

[@memoki8566]

*inhale* don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry

[@megumi7124]

This song means so much to me, and it helped me keep going in life ♥️♥️ thanks Eiden 🥺

[@nox6984]

At the night sky on the beach, the cold sand and the moonlight shines in the ocean water while listening to this song hit different

[@Tia-qw9iw]

I have a question... Can you make nightcore of song I'm a mess please..?

[@EidenXII]

already done on seconde channel Nightcore Zeus

[@Tia-qw9iw]

Okay, thank you for telling me Eiden.. And thank you the heart..

[@azuwumanvn6887]

my sister is obsessed with that song and her singing is stuck in my head, help

[@MB-dw8ck]

but its shit soo shit sobng

[@jiminfics6873]

@@MB-dw8ck your shit and get your grammar right this is a meaningful song.

[@justme5486]

I love your Videos! Keep going😍👍💕

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate your words ❤️

[@justme5486]

Oh ma gawd you replied to me😍😍😍😍😍

[@justme5486]

@@EidenXII Can I have a Heart? 🙈🙊😍😍💕

[@justme5486]

OH MY GOOOD😍😍😍🙊🙊🙊💕

[@reynanightcore5808]

so beautiful

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate it ❤️

[@scrisxm7968]

Esta muy triste

[@luvme2689]

This song always make me go into a state mainly because it unlocks the black pit that was once a heart.

[@lilpodo9986]

I used to listen to this song all the time from this vid too and 2 years later it has made its way back to me and I’m very glad it did I love this song and it’s not so easy now days so hearing it just somehow comforts me because it brings me back to a time when I was maybe sad or upset and looking back I realize maybe things weren’t so bad back then since now days things seem so dark and sad I realize to try and find the good because a time could come when things are worse than just this so be thankful keep your head up if u r seeing this u r loved even if u can’t see it u really are loved, important never change life is hard but one day we will all make it out of the dark together!🥺💜

[@mimicupcake5213]

Always nice to be early 🖤 One of my favorites, you deserve a million subs honestly I'm so glad I found you 🌷

[@EidenXII]

XD welcome again

[@apples2353]

I am sorry I am late! I love this Nightcore it describes my feelings and I am crying, what's the point of trying? what's the point of giving up? I just wanna feel happy! Thanks Eiden your Nightcores help me stand up! No longer stuck on the ground.

[@shizuki-chan5674]

You're such an amazing editor! It never fails to impress, you are supportive of your subscribers and that just makes us happier. Keep it up! ❤❤

[@EidenXII]

i'm glad this cal help :)

[@clomyst]

Why do i resonate with these songs so much?

[@emotionaldummy252]

When people are fine and everything is going good for them they just pike the music. But wen you are hurt, sad, bad things happen, something's wrong, your depressed you understand the lyrics. At is the anime called? Nice work.

[@yashingle6032]

When you're happy listen the song, But when you're sad you understand the song.

[@lserkaneki5824]

It's amazing just like you 🖤🖤🍩

[@EidenXII]

thanks again

[@ethan3989]

Juzzou Kaneki 1. Juuzou* 2. Tokyo ghoul? 3. Idk

[@lserkaneki5824]

@@ethan3989 mmm Tokyo Ghoul

[@простоникто-б5р]

У меня нету слов,просто за душу берёт

[@Marcelina3332]

This year it will be 4 years since my grandfather died, and I keep coming back to this song, with the same pain, regret and longing and crying, I miss you grandpa ...

[@itssxmuel8802]

I listen to this version every single day im postive you have a sparkle in you that made your nightcore videos so magical ✨

[@ancientspellofdarkness]

This song is so beautifull and have so much meaning it's so sad (i'm sorry for my bad english) btw i'm very enjoy your video :)

[@galanzj]

wow!

[@najla142]

This song always makes me cry. Great suicide song. Thank you : )

[@nwn4972]

This is one of my *Top Favorites* now ;)

[@sharonmelter7232]

I so needed that right now.

[@marine6488]

It's beautiful 😢🌹

[@Helena-1111]

Listen to me. I was depressed. I wanted to end my life. I thought that this is the end. But something happened. I don't know how but I felt... Happy. I learnd one thing..... It will be okay. You say it will not but one day you will be proud of you that you are standing here. In this world. People who are going throught dark ages but NOT GIVE UP are the strongest. Believe me.

[@Cpt.Machiniste]

"One day you will be alright" not everyone ,only Lucky guys finaly got this day...but me i dont belive this day even exist in my own story...

[@Helena-1111]

@@Cpt.Machiniste Yes, you will be. Just believe. Be happy please. I wish good luck to you. And..... I hope you will not end up like real Koro Sensei.😊 That one day you are wishing for will happen.

[@nichtgenickt4080]

Much Love

[@EidenXII]

alawys 💚

[@-xnyctophilia27x-]

I'm obsessed with your videos!🖤

[@mansakshongvah9764]

Every song of yours is perfect ...but this is my favorite song ...it describe my whole life ..tq for making this wonderfull song..i hope you made a lot more songs ...i love you Eiden XII 🤞💕

[@jungkook_bodyguard_6981]

Have you ever feel like you want so much to cry your heart out from the pain but you cant? Bcz I'm doing this for one year till now💔