Hello! I am a depressed for over 5 yrs and still suffering! Everyone gets me wrong and no one knows me i am depressed! I am just a worthless but i will be granted hell! I help everyone so that they will never face a dark fate! If anyone of u needs my help anytime feel free until i am alive! I am always there with you! Have a good day
@themysteriousman10173 жыл бұрын
Stfu
@lily_gachlife55814 жыл бұрын
This is like almost every teenage kid like this is our story dude legit love you ❤
@gluttony32983 жыл бұрын
Sadly true
@heavenlydivineart67633 жыл бұрын
What it's been happening your whole life?
@Meipngxin4 жыл бұрын
*When you have everything and are supposed to be happy but you are not, I felt that*
@markozuber10894 жыл бұрын
Well that's phase.
@emperored5054 жыл бұрын
Same here
@t9ixe9864 жыл бұрын
then give me some love, cause i never had that feeling..
@brianyu9754 жыл бұрын
hold up i don't have anything since my friends left my school :(
@xxneverstartxx88994 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@Levamii4 жыл бұрын
Lyrics in one: Im supposed to be happy, im supposed to be me. Im supposed to be.. Sleeping, and eating, and working out daily. I know its a healthy routine. Im supposed to be happy. Im supposed to be me... Im supposed to be, working, and fucking, and making some money. Its all that you see on Tv. Im supposed to be happy.. Im supposed to be free. Im supposed to be Posting, on Twitter, and taking these pictures, and look like im on magazines Im suppose to be happy. What happened to me?? What if i don't fit the mold, That they want me to be? Im supposed to be happy, im supposed to be me. What if I dont fit the mold, that they want me to be? Im supposed to be happy. (Yeah.) But what if im sad? Can my family and friends stop treating me like theres something wrong with that. Im supposed to be happy, what happened to me? What if i, dont fit the mold, that they want me to be? These changes.. Driving me, driving me mad. (Yeah.) Driving me mad. I cant take this, its driving me, driving me mad. (Yeah.) Driving me mad.))) Im supposed to be happy, what happened to me?? What if i dont fit the mold, that they want me to be? Im supposed to be happy, im suppose to be me? What if i don't fit the mold, that they want me to be? Im supposed to be happy, (yeah.) But what if I'm sad?
@chey24294 жыл бұрын
Just because I’m supposed to be happy doesn’t mean I am..
@lightwhited474 жыл бұрын
Some stranger kid everyone isn’t happy, this line literally has no meaning
@sounakmitra9904 жыл бұрын
@@lightwhited47 well some shit happened recently happened in my life and I can relate to this line very much
@lili.reinheart28323 жыл бұрын
Yeah.
@Kuinn274 жыл бұрын
*This sounds as if he's singing my* *life story* *Now I don't even feel like sad or* *anything at all its just numbness..* Edit: Heya!! You the one reading this. I'm a total stranger but I felt the pain you also felt.. It's sad to say but depression, sadness is really common.. Our generation is F****d up.. Society is a mess and you feel like everyone is just being fake all the time, they say harsh words and bring you down.. It's like you stopped seeing colors and just all black and white.. And its okay to let it all out.. Your tired aren't you? You been bottling it all up aren't you? Your confused ...right? You don't understand yourself.. And you feel as if this life, this body isn't yours... And no one knows... How much you've almost lost your battle.. And yes You might've lost sometime but your fighting aren't you? You say you want to die when all you want is just to disappear for awhile.. You don't deserve any of the trauma, hurt, sadness, and all your pain.. No one does.. I can't really do much but.. Here.. *Virtual Hug* I love u
@cxwz4 жыл бұрын
Idk
@darkmax87124 жыл бұрын
Yeah think that too
@gabzillaangel54934 жыл бұрын
Same here..
@rubysimpson41724 жыл бұрын
@@BigBot1235 my be
@nightcoregirl30214 жыл бұрын
Can u support me by subscribing to my channel
@akkix17314 жыл бұрын
the older i get the most sad and worse i am getting ;_;.... everyting is getting mess as i am getting older...anyone also feels like that ?
@pragyansarangi26534 жыл бұрын
Me
@cre8iveusername6574 жыл бұрын
Don’t worry dude it is happening to all of us rn
@xxxlgame38814 жыл бұрын
😢😢😢😭
@philipcraft20024 жыл бұрын
seek Jesus
@F1ll1nTh3Blanks4 жыл бұрын
Somedays I am convinced I won't live to see 30.
@polaris-pmx4 жыл бұрын
A new one yeay😍
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
😍
@cxwz4 жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS PMX
@neetud56274 жыл бұрын
Oiii do u recognize me??
@nightcoregirl30214 жыл бұрын
Can u subscribe to my channel pls
@polaris-pmx4 жыл бұрын
@@cxwz Lol, I have no videos
@prokurbah4 жыл бұрын
Who ever is at low point right now, you're not alone. We'll overcome this and it'll make us stronger.
@Kuinn274 жыл бұрын
*Supposed to be happy~* *But I'm meant to be sad..*
@anshikaraj82824 жыл бұрын
It's not like that... Happiness is for everyone...just enjoy 😇
@laurelgurry12314 жыл бұрын
That hit so hard my stomach actually hurt. 😔
@lili.reinheart28323 жыл бұрын
@@anshikaraj8282 no
@meghanadatta7614 жыл бұрын
I have added every single song of yours in my Playlist This song cheers me up!
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
💓 enjoy the content
@guney1044 жыл бұрын
this is a masterpiece I wish this song was longer
@xKayuna4 жыл бұрын
Society always expects everyone to be happy, but some people need something other then a house and a well paying job. Because what's the point of it all, if your emotions don't matter to anyone?
@seneryse52584 жыл бұрын
the answer is: there is no point
@drippysgrippys4 жыл бұрын
I want you to know that your feelings are valid. No matter what anyone else tells you your feelings matter because you matter. That's something I struggle with all the time, so I just have to remind myself that it doesn't matter whos right or wrong if the other person is upset. YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID! it's ok to be sad, its ok to not want to get out of bed. The definition of human is so unreal and diluted. Humans are whatever the hell we want to be. People may think that we need pointless things but everyone at heart just wants to be accepted and loved for who they are. Don't ever forget that.
@slushsaga72143 жыл бұрын
Hello! I am a depressed for over 5 yrs and still suffering! Everyone gets me wrong and no one knows me i am depressed! I am just a worthless but i will be granted hell! I help everyone so that they will never face a dark fate! If anyone of u needs my help anytime feel free until i am alive! I am always there with you! Have a good day
@alimake65184 жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel like I’m not the only person that is going through a lot
@Vale_ykr7 ай бұрын
3 years have passed and I'm still listening to this 💀
@proyalmash99834 жыл бұрын
It's so *relatable* 😭😭 Thanks *Eiden XII*
@maple95234 жыл бұрын
Thank GOD you uploaded today! I wasn't having the best day, (panic attacks, homework, not in the best mood) and your Nightcore popped up, which made me so happy! Thank you so much!
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
^_^ Have a good day
@roxypowell87774 жыл бұрын
" I'm supposed to be me,I'm supposed to be eating,sleeping and working out" hit me like a rock like if you agree 😭😭😭⬇️
@jr89184 жыл бұрын
I get it but I eat to much and I'm not really that hungry I just do it's like a telling instead of sadness now.
@jr89184 жыл бұрын
I ment feeling.
@kenkaneki92414 жыл бұрын
Everyone who always wanted a long holidays: I'm supposed to be happy,I'm supposed to be me, what happen to me I feel bored, depressed, sad. BTW great video.Everyone stay safe,Healthy and have a good day.
@天野-h5i4 жыл бұрын
This comment is the proof that im here before eiden gets 1 million TvT Btw love it🥺💞💖
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
hahaha soon ^^
@adamariparra42774 жыл бұрын
I'm with ya
@wspsayran4 жыл бұрын
:) I’m here too
@Anime-hv3fq4 жыл бұрын
Tbh the one thing That i HATE about this Nightcore Is that i literally......LOVE IT and it sooooo relat's to life 😭
@unknowntears42184 жыл бұрын
you are my best nightcore maker channel ❤️ always my favorite
@lex_xx88174 жыл бұрын
Bro, I’m a 12 year old guy: I’m supposed to be all over sports and trying not to get caught cheating by teachers. I shouldn’t be here, a 12 yr old guy struggling with his sexuality and trying to stay alive. What the hell, life? This ain’t fair haha. Edit: yo just seen this figured I’d update. I’m still 12, turning 13 next month. I’m going to therapy and I got officially diagnosed with MDD (major depression disorder) GAD (generality anxiety disorder) anorexia, and PTSD. think I’m bisexual but shit is still rough yk. I’m doing better since I got out of an abusive household with my father. I transferred schools and stuff to try to have a new start. Im trying to go clean on self harm. I’ve been trying to go clean for a while but it’s still been hard. But I got a few really cool friends right now that I’m able to distract myself hanging out with. They’re all chill. I still have my episodes where i can’t get motivation to get out of bed or even attempt at eating. Though I’m lucky to have a supportive mom (and dogs). I’m starting more on art (drawing/painting) and writing my thoughts down. Both those things have helped tremendously in me getting my anxiety and stuff under control. The reason I’m updating this is to point out that shit is rough in the long run. It really is. And age ain’t got shit to do with it. Age doesn’t equal strength and wisdom. Strength and wisdom depend on what you have learned in your time of just living life. Cause no life is perfect, there will always be bumps in the road. We all have challenges we have to face. It’s apart of life and what it is. Some people may have gone through worse than you, some people may not have gone through half the stuff you went though. And that’s okay. We all learn that the sun rises In the east and falls in the west like a pattern at the end of the day. We all fight our battles. If it’s studying to get a good grade In school or fighting to stay alive. It’s a battle that we ourselves have to face. And ain’t nobody saying that battle is going to be easy. But you can’t just give up when there’s a whole war that still needs to be faced. But don’t look at that as discouragement. Because that is just another reason to fight for something to live for. Because we can’t live without a fight. And damn am I willing to fight to earn a day of serenity. Cause it’s worth it in the long run. Also I appreciate the supporting comments I received. I hope you all are doing okay. Also to the comments I got that had a bit of hate in them. I hope you are doing okay as well. I love you all, and remember to fight the battle and give it your best. Cause what’s living if you ain’t got anything to live for, right?
@ziviward55803 жыл бұрын
I'm a 12-year-old girl and I'm already freaking broken so join the club.
@ifinditkindafunnyifinditki53523 жыл бұрын
If you read this as an adult you'll find this really funny Also what r u g@y or straight
@ifinditkindafunnyifinditki53523 жыл бұрын
@@ziviward5580 lol 😆
@a.amina_7073 жыл бұрын
Same :(
@geritu79563 жыл бұрын
i just see kids like you faking depression like at the age of 12 you joking me you r not even a teen man this is funny
@privateduser12234 жыл бұрын
perfect as always
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
Thanks Bee 💓
@privateduser12234 жыл бұрын
@@EidenXII i feel honored that you replied
@FunnyFr3sh054 жыл бұрын
All the last weeks made me want to cry all day, and now this came and i had to cry really much...
@miya26104 жыл бұрын
You uploaded Ofc I am happy :3
@thunderplayz34094 жыл бұрын
This song cover is good and the voice is just as good it’s an amazing video eiden 👍👍👍👍👍
@calvinrisomahung65704 жыл бұрын
😭finally after a week I was waiting for your nightcore it's happy to hear your nightcore again❤️❤️
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
💓enjoy it
@thunder22604 жыл бұрын
Dude this song and cover is sooo good man good job
@frisknatsuki-nekodemonio-d99844 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song ❤❤❤
@love_letters34 жыл бұрын
I can't listen to this song without crying and feeling pain inside. That's how much relatable this song is to me. Thanks senpai for making this.
@NightcoreSuzuki4 жыл бұрын
I'm supposed to be in school. Instead I'm dying of schoolwork
@linana65974 жыл бұрын
I wasn't feeling good... But ur work made my mood lighter... Thanks for it🌝😎♥️💜
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@linana65974 жыл бұрын
@@EidenXII sorry 😅 but now I noticed.. nightcore is also ur channel.. 💜💜U
@whoevenamisupposedtobe79484 жыл бұрын
"I'm supposed to be happy, I'm supposed to me" Sad Reality: Almost everybody nowadays
@sounakmitra9904 жыл бұрын
U r supposed to happy🙂🙂
@blacknap784 жыл бұрын
Eiden give us the best songs, nd all the editing, I love it, BUT I AM SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY
@e.m20064 жыл бұрын
"I'm supposed to be happy, I'm supposed to be me"... Then why does everyone around me tell me I shouldn't be myself and I shouldn't be happy? 😔
@anlonxiousix13524 жыл бұрын
I never seen such this type of song. It's too good even I can't tell how much. 💗💗💗👍
@marycm7064 жыл бұрын
I´m incredibly late. But it remains for me to say... I CRY. THIS VIDEO IS AMAZING, I can relate to it-... (:
@seneryse52584 жыл бұрын
thanks for all these uploads -w-
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
my pleasure^^
@YAT0LP4 жыл бұрын
I suppose to be me but how when you're broken from the pain of your friends who have abandoned you...
@adamariparra42774 жыл бұрын
If they did that you don't need them. And those weren't your friends instead go find other people who will be with you no matter what.♡
@YAT0LP4 жыл бұрын
@@adamariparra4277 thanks ^^. I will keep it in mind
@adamariparra42774 жыл бұрын
@@YAT0LP 😁 Good I am glad! And take care.
@Kayn-qg1tn4 жыл бұрын
Yehhh... me and my friend haven’t talked since last year.and I only have one friend that is him
@Mnaaaaaaaa4 жыл бұрын
I broke the replay button ☹ And somehow ended up breaking the like button too ☹ I wanted to like it more. This is too perfect.
@rajinatesen58784 жыл бұрын
All the people who are born on earth are worthy of being happy. Anything you did or say doesn't take way that right.
@activatedsoldier99554 жыл бұрын
Really great 🥺
@liedieyana4 жыл бұрын
Why the voice is so sad. . .can I marry a voice I've seen this guy before . . .I fell in love with him again
@yavuzkamber79104 жыл бұрын
This week has been my favorite music, thanks
@anjalipriya1174 жыл бұрын
To the one who is reading this: I just wanted to say that if you relate to this song i know that it hits you cz it just hitted me so deep. I know that it is hard sometimes,but we have to stay strong.Don't care what people say about you,just be who you are.Even if you don't fit into this world...YOU ARE A WHOLE WORLD YOURSELF.I have always been judged by people and so i tried to change myself.Then i was introduced to the kpop(music)world.Thanks to BTS💜and other artists....They delivered such a beautiful message that they just opened my eyes. YOU HAVE TO BE YOURSELF. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND YOU'RE SET. Thanks for reading have a nice day dear:)))
@Batwolf754 жыл бұрын
Thank you I appreciate that there are people who care and try. These kinds of sad and depressing videos really have good people on them and it's nice to see a message like this every ounce in a while. I hope you are doing well and trying to take care of yourself because YOU ARE IMPORTANT!! Thanks ounce again!
@frostyblazey4 жыл бұрын
Ngl this is a gem of a song
@JohnMcKenzie-ip7vy4 жыл бұрын
yass i'm early when i saw the notification i was like i need to hurry. i hope your proud of the notification gang
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
💓💓
@JohnMcKenzie-ip7vy4 жыл бұрын
❤️
@valerieleuenberger20673 жыл бұрын
Jedes wort wo er singt stimmt auf mich zu danke das du mir das lied gezeigt hast❤😭😭
@kanna76744 жыл бұрын
1:00 I felt that deep...
@Kai-tv2hd4 жыл бұрын
I’m in class rn and I’m just jamming to this 🥺
@rbeli63764 жыл бұрын
damn classes that don't let me see such a marvel of music that you put on but today I will be a rebel to see you OwO this time I will not miss
@cxwz4 жыл бұрын
While many Americans may assume that President Franklin D. Roosevelt (1933-1945) was the son of Theodore Roosevelt (1901-1909), the two former presidents who led the country three decades apart were actually fifth cousins. Their closest tie was FDR's wife Eleanor who was also the niece of President Theodore Roosevelt.
@chickenlife77364 жыл бұрын
love your nightcore! I was wondering if you have ever thought about making music? i love your song selection and hearing your remixes i feel like you could make original songs.
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
it's really hard to make a good music, I don't think I'm good at that
@drippysgrippys4 жыл бұрын
I'm supposed to be happy, I'm supposed to be me. But I'm not because when you become vulnerable and open people take that and use it against you. They treat you like garbage just because they can. People think I'm happy and I'm free to be what I want. Whatever ever the reason may be, the color of my skin, the school I go to they think they got my life pinned down. This song relates to me a lot, I love the song and the editing thanks.
@crystalrussell3874 жыл бұрын
And I’m feeling okay definitely not earlier though.
@chilloutlofi85802 жыл бұрын
Merci à toi for et anglais bien fait en plus 🎉❤
@biolude57714 жыл бұрын
Re post if: -You always hear your name even when if it's not being called. -You hate hearing your voice in recordings. -You use the word "thingy" when you can't remember what something is called. -You pretend you're writing in class so the teacher won't call on you. -You say the entire alphabet because you can't remember what letter comes next. -You and your best friend can say one word and crack up. -You hate it when one of your hoodie strings is longer than the other. -You hate it when someone thinks you like someone when you clearly don't. -You hate it when your favorite song comes on as you pull in the driveway. -You feel like if you turn on the lights, you'll be safe from anything. -You push those little buttons on the lids of fast-food drinks. -You love it when you tell a guy to shut up and they copy you in a higher voice and you both start laughing.
@chouettedesneiges29463 жыл бұрын
Mdr all for me
@rehanaakhter81904 жыл бұрын
Sorry I'm late but I really love the song and the editing you did 💖
@roxypowell87774 жыл бұрын
Biggest lie I ever got told: I love you 😭😭😭😭
@Altruistic-ut1ui4 жыл бұрын
I know how it feels bro, I know how it feels...
@MaximumcoyoteXD4 жыл бұрын
Keep work up... that helped me😔 Thank you💗💗💗
@prionti81674 жыл бұрын
😀
@stopreadingmyusernamepleas87504 жыл бұрын
Who ever wrote that has just the same soul than me
@bensalemomar8001 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes, the saddest songs makes you the happiest.
@-lkamiyachanl-female-bubbl26694 жыл бұрын
I’m like in the 0.01% that’s actually not depressed, I only listen to sad songs cause I like them
@conservative_girlie4 жыл бұрын
Lucky you! Wish I was still happy!.... But no I’m just fucking sad and disappointed when I look in the mirror.
@pyotrJR4 жыл бұрын
Same and some comments under these songs are so cringe xd
@nydia_85124 жыл бұрын
@@pyotrJR bruh judging the people on how they feel ?
@pyotrJR4 жыл бұрын
@@nydia_8512 yes kinda
@beany_bean53854 жыл бұрын
I'm happy because of the cover...HYOUKA...my favorite anime...😁😁
@itzz__cm45224 жыл бұрын
1 hour later...Me in the comment section with only 359 commentaries and 1397 likes :D
@brandond.furiku91282 жыл бұрын
I feel this is way to relatable. yet another reminder that their are others just like me. i do need that sometimes.
@juusthaart35244 жыл бұрын
Im supposed to be happy But my Friends say other wise
@mantashaxd91513 жыл бұрын
I'm Supposed to be happy What happen to me ? *ARE THE GOLDEN LINES OF THIS SONG*💛💛 Love it !!!🥰🥰😍😍
@Jason-vl1em3 жыл бұрын
Why does songs understand us more than people
@coffee84144 жыл бұрын
I found myself in this music... Awesome work again, keep it up :) Hope you'll hit 800k soon!
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
I hope too
@Phantomyte4 жыл бұрын
Hi! Don’t mind me... My name was sepose to be “Felicia” as the meaning of *a girl who’s always happy But I wasn’t for 4 years of suffer :(
@detroitplayz54964 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain, i wont tell anyone with so much pain to just be happy, bcuz ive been suffering from it... It's just like telling a person who is deaf that try to hear, you can do it! What i can say is, u are in this world for a reason, and until and unless u do not sit on the throne which was made for you, DONT GIVE UP!
@Phantomyte4 жыл бұрын
DetroitPlayz thx :’>
@smluvbot4 жыл бұрын
Biggest fan of you 😍😍😍😍 I ❤ EVERY VIDEOS WHICH YOU MAKE ❤❤❤
@Jiiroo4 жыл бұрын
Hmmm🤗
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
🤗 - 💓
@MlEm3303 жыл бұрын
I have never heard a song that is more relatable then this :D
@lostchairs23834 жыл бұрын
I got the notification late, but at least I am here. I love these. 😍😊
@purple_grunge154 жыл бұрын
Relatable moment 😖👌
@xxxlgame38814 жыл бұрын
Life is not what we all expected and it's never perfect By the way love your work and all your sweet songs
@hannahridgeway47464 жыл бұрын
First time. Thank you.
@jisoo_55774 жыл бұрын
I love !❤️✨
@ll_Selenophile__ll4 жыл бұрын
I'm supposed to be happy .. But I feel Wonderful to see your video today UwU✨
@fei28373 жыл бұрын
This is literally what i really needed rn xD
@kmg.nightcore4 жыл бұрын
Great job EIDEN love ya videos
@therealLemonhazeYT3 жыл бұрын
I feel this song in my bones, in my heart and in my hole body
@hajr26884 жыл бұрын
You don't have to pay to be Happy.... If no one cane make you happy then make yourself happy 😊 and if no one smiles at you smile to yourself 😙♥️ and love your smile and yourself always 💜💜💜 Happiness is free 😌💜 The song is amazing like Always nothing less 💕
@RAHUL-ux9zt4 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️ tons of love 🤗🤗🤗 loved it
@vaibhavy17614 жыл бұрын
Happiness only seems a luxury to me😔 BTW perfect timing and perfect song
@pRoBaBLy_dEaD_X.X2 жыл бұрын
i know how he feels, hits deep man
@summeroakley66474 жыл бұрын
Good I love this song
@haisesasaki10854 жыл бұрын
Eiden is The best song nightcore tnx😍
@violetstarling83214 жыл бұрын
Thank you for always introducing me to new great songs ♡♡♡
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
Happy to share my favorite songs 💓
@kklala11224 жыл бұрын
So beautiful
@stvrgirllxo4 жыл бұрын
I luv your vids🤤😍❤
@EidenXII4 жыл бұрын
💓 Thanks Grace ^_^
@stvrgirllxo4 жыл бұрын
@mirunadamian58003 жыл бұрын
a good song to listen when it`s your 18 birthday. This and ”overwhelmed”